As I mentioned recently I've been waking up very hard a lot lately... so I guess it was inevitable that sooner or later I would succumb to temptation and one morning last week I did in fact touch my cock for maybe 30-60 seconds before I got up to go to work. It wasn't like hard stroking or anything, just lightly touching my cock with my fingers and enjoying the sensation of being rock hard and aching to cum.
Anyway, on Thursday Mistress and I got together and so I wrote down my transgression in her little book of corrections, actually kind of thinking it wasn't that serious. I mean the previous entry in the book had been for two instances of stroking plus several minor infractions, and that garnered me 7 strokes each of the paddle and the crop. This time I thought probably the paddle would suffice. In fact... I even wondered if Mistress might say it wasn't worth punishing me for such a minor offence...
However, I'm very pleased to say that Mistress didn't say that at all. In fact as soon as she saw the book open by the bedside she told me to get the crop for her! She then dealt me six pretty stingy blows with the paddle and 6 fairly light hits with the crop. I mean they still hurt a bit, but actually the paddle was worse and I was curling my toes between blows which seemed to amuse Mistress quite a bit!
Honestly on the one hand I felt I had been treated a little harshly in comparison to the previous time, but at the same time I was really, really pleased that Mistress didn't let me 'get away with it'; in the past this was always kind of what I feared - that we would agree rules and then Mistress wouldn't punish me if I broke them. It's really heartening to feel like Mistress is more in control now and she will punish me when I deserve it. 🧡
To be fair to Mistress, we never set any definite punishments, it was always up to Mistress to decide based on what I did and how long it had been since the previous offence. But it definitely feels better to feel like I've been punished a little harshly than not at all and wondering why I bother trying to stick to the rules.
My latest story 'Freshly Squeezed' is still doing well, with a score of 4.69/5.0 on Literotica currently., which makes it my highest scoring story so far. I mean, I'm sure it will gradually slip - they all seem to start off with 5's and slowly slip down the order. I just hope it stays above 4.5 and keeps it's 'HOT' rating. I've also had three very positive comments, which is always welcome.
I haven't had a chance to look at the other story again, or any of the myriad others I have on the go... Mistress and I were out all day yesterday and we ended up going to bed extremely late this morning, so today has been a bit of a write off to be honest.
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