Saturday, 13 July 2019

Comments and Sketchy Scoring

I really do wonder about the comments left on Literotica, it's almost like they don't understand it's fiction/fantasy. For example, this comment left on 'Thirty Seven Days' yesterday:

"Leave you can get the cage taken off no need to stay with a whore other good women out there she is just a big slut get some balls get out any wife that could that to her husband is not much of a woman"

And that's not the only comment that treats my stories as if they are extracts from a factual diary. I don't know whether to be proud that they believe it's real, or pity their stupidity... or what.

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Last month I posted a tease to Milovana, which had an unexpectedly high score of 4.4/5.0 with one day to go before the scoring closed and the 'Tease of the Month' polls were announced. On that last day the tease dropped from 4.4 down to 3.8, in the space of about 8/9 hours. Prior to that the score had been 4.4 for about 4-4 days, having fallen from an initial score of 4.6. As a result, I went from being the top scoring 'Classic' tease that month, to not even qualifying for the polls.

Now, personally I don't think the tease particularly deserved 4.4 as that is a very high score, but what irked me is the way it dropped in the last few hours. It just seemed a bit odd to me, given that the tease had been viewed (and presumably voted on) thousands of times. It's a bit like when you post a story to Literotica, at first the votes can go up and down, but eventually it gets to a point where it stabilises as it requires a lot of votes to upset the average and push it down or pull it up.

I know there has been some dubious voting in the polls in the past and as only the forum members can vote and it's a very small number of votes cast, it's presumably quite easy to manipulate if you have a few fake accounts... but this must surely require much more effort and some technical knowledge to con the system that you haven't already voted. The alternative is to believe that hundreds of people all voted me down at the last minute, which doesn't seem terribly likely if I'm honest.

Thursday, 11 July 2019

109 Days and Counting...

It's now been 109 days since my last 'full' orgasm and tonight after Mistress had cum again, she surprised me by telling me I needed a spanking. I thought Mistress would get the paddle or the whip, but she decided to use her hand instead. It was fairly gentle, but it was a nice surprise all the same and as soon as she'd finished Mistress surprised me again by turning me onto my back and straddling me and allowing me to look at her gorgeous ass as she got me hard.

Initially she was sort of resting on one knee with her other leg bent but after a while she kneeled directly over me so that her pussy was pressed against my chest. This gave me a perfect view of her sexy asshole and I used my hands and fingers to tease all around it as she continued stroking.

Soon she allowed me to lick her ass and this made my cock ever harder, and she also started slapping my balls as well. She allowed me to tongue her ass twice before she got off and knelt beside me, still stroking hard and fast and slapping my balls repeatedly. It felt great and it took a while to get me to the edge, but Mistress wasn't giving up.

I love that she gave me a spanking out of the blue, and teased me with her ass like that... it was so fucking HOT! :)

Sunday, 7 July 2019

A Very Busy Weekend!

Mistress and I are in 'house' mode right now, buying carpets and furniture and generally investing in re-invigorating our lovely little house. So this weekend is a 'job' weekend, we have a long list of stuff to do and we're working our way through it. Which I really enjoy actually, as it gives you a feeling of accomplishment, whether it's staining a fence, defrosting the freezer or sorting out the DVD collection. Being as I've now lost two stone I also need to sort out my clothes as well...

Ah yes, I've decided to save myself the aggravation and money of going to Slimming World and instead weigh myself at the swimming pool I go to instead. All I got out of Slimming World really was being weighed reliably (home scales are useless in my opinion) and regularly, both of which can be done at the swimming pool as I go there 2-3 times a week. The machine gives me a little ticket to prove my weight loss/gain, and it costs 50p instead of £5.

When I made the switch, inevitably there was some lack of correlation, which meant the new scales seemed to weight me 2lbs heavier than the Slimming World scales. This was annoying, but a minor hiccup as the important thing is more that scales are consistent. As I'd only just achieved my two stone reward, I suggested to Mistress that we should cancel that and I would achieve it again using the new scales. Thankfully it only took one week and so the reward of watching Mistress masturbate is back on the cards again! Lucky me. :)

In between all these jobs, Mistress and I started watching 'Grand Hotel' which is an absolutely tragically brilliant show (it's 'Footballers Wives' level good/bad) and then last night Mistress and I managed to find time to go to bed... it was great, but I was so hot after worshipping Mistress's beautiful pussy (Mistress had a lovely orgasm with my finger teasing her ass and her glass dildo inside her while my tongue worked on her clit... and I got to lick her dildo clean afterwards which is always a delicious treat!). I put the rubber cock ring on as a precaution and Mistress got me hard, stroking me while kneeling next to me. I'd really liked to have kissed her, I LOVE kissing Mistress while she teases me... but since I was so hot already it probably wouldn't have helped and besides, it meant I got to look at Mistress's gorgeous body (except her breasts as she was still wearing a bra).

Mistress stroked me for a while before I asked if I could worship her ass. She told me to close my eyes and then straddled me and sank down onto my face. I fucking adore Mistress's asshole, it tastes so good and it always makes my cock throb. Mistress stood up and allowed me to open my eyes so that I could look up at her. I reached up and parted her cheeks to expose her pussy and ass before she sank down onto my tongue a second time.

I can never get enough of Mistress's ass, but after the second time Mistress moved off me and knelt beside me again, but this time on all fours and turned more so that I could still see her ass (cheeks anyway). She stroked me hard and fast but I wasn't getting anywhere near the edge, at least not until I reached over and stretched her cheeks so that I could just about glimpse her beautiful asshole again. That did the trick and Mistress edged me and then stopped stroking. :)

Later we watches a load of music videos on YouTube which is something we haven't done for a long while, and then I went to bed first (at about 1AM or something silly). I read Mistress T's book for a bit and then because I couldn't remember kissing Mistress good night I got up and went downstairs. I kissed Mistress good night and she commented that I was definitely looking thinner, which was nice to hear, and then I went back to bed.

A while later I woke up as Mistress came to bed and we cuddled as I caressed Mistress's amazing body. My cock was rock hard now and I asked Mistress if I could stroke myself. She let me stroke for about a minute and a half, in which time I got quite close to the edge, I was really, really hard as well... really throbbing, before she told me to stop and go to sleep. Which surprisingly I managed to do.


Saturday, 6 July 2019

Bad Dreams...

When I woke up this morning and came back from the bathroom, Mistress told me she had had a bad night with one bad dream after another, I knelt down at her side of the bed and put my arm around her and kissed her and then kept kissing her, all over her breast, then down her side, the top of her thigh, up her back, down her back, all over her ass cheeks (I would have loved to do more than just kiss her ass cheeks, obviously!) and back up her back to her neck.

It was lovely and I think it made Mistress feel a little bit better. 

Ruined 101.

Well, it's day 104 and I'm still denied. At least I'm pretty sure it is, I've been having a bit of a nightmare trying to get the days right for some odd reason, but I'm pretty sure this is right. I last came on the 24th of March, so:

25-31 March = 7 days
1-30 April = 30 days
1 - 31 May = 31 days
1-6 June = 6 days

Which I make 104 days.

So on what I thought was day 100, but was actually day 101... Mistress ruined me again. It was so weird feeling like I was going to cum after all this time, even though I should have known deep down that Mistress was going to ruin me. Watching the cum leak from my cock I felt like my head would explode, such was the tension... and then Mistress used her fingers to gather up the cum and feed it to me.

We lay there for a few minutes, it was quite warm, too hot to cuddle really... and as my cock started to wilt, another glob of cum formed at the head of my cock. Mistress noticed it and laughed and told me that I needed a tissue. I guess she figured the moment had 'passed' and that I wouldn't want to swallow it. But I really don't want her to 'let me off' like that, so I asked her to feed it to me. So she again used her fingers; scooped it up and offered it to my mouth.

No idea when I'm going to be allowed to cum now. In a way it's nice to get past the 100 mark as it was almost like a 'milestone' that maybe meant Mistress felt she had to wait for it, which was why I kinda thought she would let me cum on the day (or the day after as it turned out - imagine if I'd got it wrong the other way and she'd let me cum on day 99!). But now, it's passed, so it really doesn't matter if Mistress lets me cum tomorrow, in three weeks or in September...

Sunday, 30 June 2019

Getting Closer and Closer to the 100 Day Mark..

It's now 97 days since my last orgasm, and on top of that Mistress has now cum 33 times since the last time I did. Pretty amazing, neither of us ever really thought it would get so high... it's pretty warm today (not as bad as yesterday) and I thought I might struggle to get hard, but as soon as I started remembering yesterday, well let's just say I didn't have to worry about that any more!

Needless to say Mistress had a lovely orgasm on my tongue before she teased me to the edge, and as I kissed her pretty feet I was able to look up at her beautiful, wet pussy, glistening just a few inches away. Perfect!
:)


Saturday, 29 June 2019

A Fantasy Finally Realised...

For as long as I can remember I've wanted Mistress to tell me to lick her ass. But more than that, I've wanted her to tell me out of the blue... when we're not in bed, when we're not in a sexual situation at all, I just wanted her to come up to me and say 'I want you to lick my ass', pull whatever she's wearing down and bend over in front of me. I have wanted that for so long, and today it finally happened.

Several months ago I got to a weight loss milestone, 1.1/2 stone (21 lbs) and that earned me three rewards off of Mistress's list. I had the first two ages ago, one of them was licking Mistress's ass while I was being teased and the other was 20 balls slaps, but the third... I kept hanging on to it, kept trying to find a moment where I could ask her to let me lick her gorgeous ass out of bed, but then there never seemed to be a good time and I would resolve to just accept that it would happen while we were in bed, and then I'd change my mind and so it went on.

A couple of weeks ago I told Mistress about this and explained that what I really wanted was not to ask her at all, I wanted her to 'tell me' at a moment of her choosing. As much as I love licking her ass when we're in bed, I wanted it to be an event in itself. One thing I've always fantasized about is Mistress using my tongue at a moment's notice, just calling on me to show my devotion to her body, without hesitation and without expectation of any reciprocation.

This applies equally to worshipping her delicious pussy of course, but in this instance the 'reward' presented me with an opportunity to try and make this happen, and hopefully it would make Mistress comfortable with the idea and hopefully she would do it again.

So earlier Mistress and I were on the sofa and she started kissing me and rubbing my cock through my pants until it was tenting nicely. After a little while she got up and said she was going to get a shower and I thought that was that. About an hour or more later Mistress suddenly walked up to me (I was sitting on the sofa using my laptop at the time) and said 'I want you to lick my ass'.

Well, my laptop was discarded in seconds as Mistress pulled down her shorts and panties and knelt on the sofa while I sank down onto the floor on my knees. Finally, this was happening! I buried my tongue in her ass as licked her while she leaned on the back of the sofa. It was so fucking hot, I absolutely loved it and my poor 96 day denied cock was rock hard... after a few minutes (which passed way too quickly for me) Mistress turned around and allowed me to kiss her mound before she pulled her shorts back up.

As much as I desperately wanted her to touch my cock, I'm so glad she didn't because this wasn't supposed to be about that, it was supposed to be me showing her how much I worship her and how I am always ready to worship any part of her body whenever she wants me to. Mistress said she loved it and I really, really, REALLY hope she will make this a regular thing for us, because I absolutely LOVED it.

Afterwards I spent at least twenty minutes worshipping Mistress's beautiful feet while she read her book. Obviously it wasn't quite as special as what had gone before, but I still really loved getting to worship her feet properly rather than for just a minute or two, I love to really absorb myself in submissive worship like that - I find it very relaxing and it makes me very happy. :)

Tuesday, 25 June 2019

New Tease Posted to Milovana

It's getting to that time of the month again, where it's time to post a new tease before the voting kicks in... I can't remember if I did one last month or not, I don't think so. I think the month before I did and it didn't quite make it into the top 5... so anyway, as it happened I started a tease called Stroke for Beauty IV a few months ago (maybe even last year) and it didn't really need more than half an hour spending on it to finish it, so I finished that up and it's on the site now. Early voting is positive, it started out at 4.6 and has fallen to 4.4, which is still pretty good.
https://milovana.com/webteases/showtease.php?id=39096