Tuesday, 14 September 2021

FEMDOM SESSION: 14th September 2021

Unfortunately, it seems we have missed our 'August' session... this was in large part due to hot weather and general grumpiness. But we have at least made sure we got our September session in and maybe if we have one early next month and one at the end we could squeeze that August one back in. Well, we'll see... all that really matters is that today happened and we have only lost one session so far this Femdom year.

The big news today really was that my longest ever period of chastity came to an end after 135 days. The previous record was 119 days, so we upped the number by 16 and that equates to four months and 12 days (with three ruined orgasms during that time). Wow!

As ever I was very conflicted about what I wanted and very happy that the decision was Mistress R's to make. While I know this week will be a little bit weird as I get back into it, I can't be unhappy about being allowed to cum - even if part of me really craves being denied indefinitely.

Mistress looked amazing as always today, she was just wearing a skirt and a PVC bra when she finally took my blindfold off and sank down onto my face. Later she ditched the skirt and switched it for a pair of crotchless panties... she wore these when it was time for me to go down on her properly and make her cum. Afterwards she took them off and handed them to me, telling me to suck them clean. They were soaking wet and I happily sucked all her gorgeous juices out of them, which was extremely hot!

Throughout the session Mistress teased me about whether or not she should let me cum or not, while making it clear that it was entirely up to her whether she did or whether she made me wait another week, month or another 130 days. I loved hearing all this and she had my cock throbbing inside the Oxballs Cocksling as she dragged her nails up and down it, stroked it, licked it and occasionally sucked the head. She slapped it a lot too, which made it even harder, and she also used the cock whip. It feels a little sore in a couple of places right now, but it was more than worth it. :)

Mistress's crotchless panties were very pretty but they did restrict access to her asshole a little bit. As I licked her I pressed my finger between her cheeks and pushed the material against her ass, it was only a little later that I managed to work my finger under the material and gently press my finger against her asshole properly, and once I got there it wasn't too long until she had a pretty hard orgasm.

Early in the session Mistress did ask if she allowed me to cum where I might like to shoot. I immediately told her I wanted to cum on her feet, which she noted while also telling me that even if she did let me cum she might not take any notice of my request. So later on while I was laying on my back, with my nipples pegged and waiting for her to return from the other room I started to wonder whether she might be plotting something.

In the past Mistress has fairly often given me a choice between being allowed to worship her gorgeous asshole or cumming, but this time (spurred no doubt by a comment made earlier in the session) I wondered if she might give me a more complex choice. I wondered if she would say I could choose to cum on her feet and lick it up, but in that case I would have to forego the ass worship I desperately wanted, or I could worship her ass but then I could only cum on the PVC sheet (and lick it up).

I figured if she offered me a straight choice between worshipping her ass and cumming then I would probably choose to worship her ass, but that was hard because I have been thinking about cumming on her pretty feet for so long now; but either way it's interesting that I wasn't really contemplating the idea that Mistress might not let me cum at all. In the end though, Mistress allowed me to worship her gorgeous asshole AND cum on her feet! 

It was a fucking huge load as well, both of her feet were well covered and I really loved licking them clean afterwards. Sometimes in the past, even after a considerable period of denial there has been less cum than I expected, but today there was more than enough and after the initial spurts which landed on the top of her feet and toes Mistress rubbed her feet on my very sensitive cockhead smearing the cum across her soles as it pumped out again and again...

Needless to say I feel quite drained now. Drained but very happy and excited to get back on the chastity wagon. And excited at how much Mistress enjoyed the session and her orgasm too. I hope she gives me some soaking wet panties to suck on again soon...  :)


Sunday, 12 September 2021

A New Record...

Between March and July 2019 I set my record for the longest period without an orgasm (119 days) but that record has now been broken. I equalled the record a couple of weeks ago (my last orgasm happened on the 2nd of May) and as of today my record stands at 133 days... and of course each day that goes past adds one more to that total.

While of course there is part of me that wants to cum, as always there is also a very large of part of me that does not. Those few seconds of pleasure are followed by at least a fortnight of trying to get back into the 'zone' of denial. It's times like these when I start fantasizing about 'permanent' denial... and when Mistress edges me I imagine her teasing me about not letting me cum for a very long time or whispering in my ear that she's seriously considering 'never letting me cum properly again'.

While that is quite extreme and maybe the fantasy is better than reality, it's not uncommon for guys who are in full time chastity to say they don't really want to cum. I find the only time I really want to cum is in the days after a full orgasm; once I am back in the 'zone' I kinda don't, because I hate the downswing and the refractory period......

What I love about being long term denied is how hard I am and how intense the teasing can be and I know it takes probably two-three weeks to get back to anything like where I want to be. On the other hand, I do love cumming on Mistress's gorgeous body and licking it clean, so that is one other thing to take into consideration. 

It's funny, I say each day is a new record and I know a lot of guys obsess about numbers, but to be honest it's not about that. I don't really care if it's 120 days or 150 days or 200 days, or whatever it is.... if I've been denied more than a few days then I don't really want to cum because I want to gat back to that 'zone' and if I've been denied a week or two then I don't want to cum because I want to stay in the zone.

Of course the other time I really want to cum is about three seconds before I hit the edge. It really isn't until the edge is threatening to become unstoppable that the balance tips, up until that point I really don't. I love being stroked, slapped, scratched and all the rest of it, 

I think if Mistress told me that she was going to give me a 'voucher' and that I had to tell her when I wanted my next proper orgasm she'd be very surprised how long I would wait. That would be quite interesting, since presumably then Mistress would be trying to get me to use the voucher and she would be teasing me about cumming on her feet and licking them clean while I was trying to resist the temptation. 

That would be kinda fun since she would be edging me knowing that unless I caved in and used my voucher she would ruin it, and since she knew that she could edge me pretty hard and long... sounds awesome!

Tuesday, 24 August 2021

Vibrating Butt Plugs?

Does anyone have experience with or can recommend a vibrating butt plug? I would like one with a remote control if at all possible. I've been reading lots of reviews online but they all seem to have something negative to say. The oddly shaped ones all seem to have the same problem in that they seem to 'fall out' in use, which is a pain in the arse (or not as the case may be). 

So I guess ideally it should be the classic 'butt plug' shape with a narrow neck so that it stays in. But it seems like it also needs to have the vibrating bullet inside the plug rather than in the base as the ones with them in the base don't work very well...

I was thinking that Mistress could leave me 'buzzing' when she leaves me alone in our Femdom sessions, and even zap me from the other room with the remote. I don't mind paying a reasonable amount for something good but I don't want to pay like £90 for something that turns out to be shit and only gets used once.

Also I don't want one that uses an app, just a normal remote please... 

Thursday, 12 August 2021

100 Days Not Out...

Monday saw the 100 day landmark reached for only the second time since we started full time chastity in April 2011. Coincidentally Mistress allowed me a ruined orgasm that night, I say coincidentally because she hasn't asked me lately how many days it has been and so I don't suppose for a moment that she knew. 

Mistress couldn't resist dragging her nails up and down my cock as I was leaking cum, maybe it was more stimulation than a ruined orgasm should really be allowed, but it was certainly painful rather than pleasurable, so I would still consider it ruined. It certainly wasn't the sort of explosive release one might hope for at the end of 100 days of chastity anyway, so I'm definitely still counting it as such.

After a few moments to catch my breath Mistress scooped up my cum and fed it to me from her fingers. It seems quite a while since I tasted my cum, but it was only about nine weeks since my last ruined orgasm. That time Mistress smeared my cum on her foot for me to lick clean, I hope I get to cum on Mistress's beautiful feet properly sometime soon... :)

Sunday, 11 July 2021

FEMDOM SESSION: 11th July 2021

Yet again, despite the warm weather being a pain in the arse Mistress and I followed through on our commitment to making sure we have our monthly Femdom Session every month. The only month we've missed this year is February and we actually bought a black cotton sheet the other week because when it's really hot the PVC one is less than pleasant. But, the thing with the PVC one is that a) it gives a more BDSM kinda vibe to proceedings and b) it allows any spilt 'fluids' to be licked up... which in this case was just pussy juice, but could also include wayward cum aimed at Mistress's pretty feet. 

Not this time though. No cumming for me, despite it now being 70 days since my last proper orgasm. Mistress came though and that's the important thing. Mistress has been having really good orgasms this week which is making us both really happy! :)

These (generally) hour-long sessions really fly by at the best of times and this one even more so (and it was ten minutes over), I was really surprised at the end when I realised the time, it felt so much shorter! Mistress gave me thirty three swats to start the session, 11 each with the whip and the soft side of the paddle for two missed towel mornings, and then 11 more with the leather side of the paddle for one cock touching infraction. I must say, the soft side of the paddle is so much more tolerable than the leather side and also less painful than the cat. But even then having that respite in the middle, I knew the last eleven were going to be painful so it wasn't much of a respite after all!

As usual Mistress had me worship her beautiful feet while she got re-acquainted with her glass dildo, not that I could see anything as I was blindfolded - but she made sure to let me know what I was missing. Once satisfied she tied me down on the bed and soon straddled my face allowing me my first taste of her delicious pussy. She was already quite wet, and I felt my cock slowly start to swell in the Oxballs Cocksling.

Mistress teased me with her ass while she whipped and slapped my cock, but didn't stroke it too much.. and when she did she was very gentle with it, making it as frustrating as possible I think! Mistress looked fucking amazing in her PVC cupless basque and leant over me several times and allowed me to suck on her gorgeous full breasts, which was awesome!

Mistress filled my ass with the ring ended dildo at some point, which (unusually) only fell out once I think... and actually later on I wondered if it had fallen out and I hadn't noticed since I honestly couldn't tell if it was still inside me or not. 

Mistress pegged my nipples and then left me to stew a little while, and almost before she'd left the room the Oxballs Cocksling started to sting my balls (which it does sometimes). This was quite intense and certainly distracted me from the pegs on my nipples!

When Mistress came back she had removed her PVC skirt, ready for me to eat her gorgeous pussy. She untied me and removed the pegs, but I was mostly interested in getting the Cocksling off. Once removed, Mistress laid back on the bed and ordered me down between her thighs. Her pussy was very wet now and Mistress had a really good orgasm on my tongue.

After sucking my fingers clean and then licking the pussy juice from Mistres's ass, pussy and thighs, Mistress told me to lick the PVC sheet clean (thankfully we decided it was just cool enough to use it) and then lay on my back. She knelt beside me and took hold of my cock, telling me she was pleased with me and that she would be allowing me a 'reward'. She stood over me and teased me with her ass some more, stroking my cock properly now and getting it nice and hard.

Mistress made me beg to lick her delicious asshole three times before she finally sank down and allowed me to get my fix. As I lapped at her gorgeous ass she pumped my cock harder and harder, trying to get me to the edge. But since I knew that as soon as I edged Mistress would stop letting me lick her asshole I resisted and after Mistress had allowed me to worship her gorgeous asshole a third time she climbed off and knelt next to me, continuing to pump my cock and giving me a perfect view of her gorgeous body and amazing, sexy breasts.

She started upping the intensity by slapping my balls and eventually got me to the edge, before finishing off with five hard ball slaps and then announcing that the session was over.

As usual, despite our earlier hesitation, we were so glad we did it. These sessions really do bring us so close and there is nothing better. We've now done five in a row, so let's hope we can keep this momentum going!

Sunday, 4 July 2021

Wonderful Morning Teasing...

On Saturday morning Mistress and I slept in quite late, with nothing particular to get up for to rush off and do. When I woke up I kissed Mistress's back and was about to get up when she turned over and slid her left hand down towards my cock. She soon had me very hard and proceeded to give me exactly the kind of torturously slow, frustrating, hand job I've been fantasizing about this week...

If I had been less than rock-hard it would probably have been kind of annoying, because it wouldn't have been enough to keep me 'in the zone'; but since I was 'throbbing' it was nothing short of amazing. Mistress punctuated her slow, light, small movement touches with pointed slaps and also dug her nails into my cock quite a few times, which was very painful and right on the limit of edging into pure pain rather than erotic pain, but because these events weren't prolonged too long it was still good.

This wonderful teasing went on for a while, becoming more and more intense, until Mistress started to pump my cock properly and then rolled over and switched hands so that she could really pump me hard and get me to the edge. That was also pretty incredible and my cock was really throbbing by the end of that little session!

I really hope Mistress will give me more slow, torturous, teasing hand-jobs in the future, maybe this would make a good combination with a cockring, some lube and maybe a dildo in ass for good measure? :)

I'm now 62 days into this particular period of chastity and loving every minute of it as always. Mistress complimented me on my oral skills yesterday which was very nice to hear; it's nice to be good at something you really enjoy doing after all!

Our total ratio of orgasms since April 2011 now stands at 8.27 > 1. Still a way off the 10 > 1 target, but I guess it's going to take a long time to get there, even when we're currently running at something like 13 > 1. Mistress was way too generous in those early years I guess... hahaha.