Literotica is Halfway Through Publishing 'How to Break Your Man'

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I do not know what is going on with the comments. I am not getting comment notifications anymore and I've noticed that some comments are showing up for me but they aren't being published, but nor is Google asking me to approve them. I don't get it. 

I also noticed that there were several comments that people left which were marked as spam for no reason and were never published. Some of these go back a couple of years, so I can only apologise if you left a comment and it never appeared on the blog.

Do We Need a Safeword?

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The One and Only Silver Lining of this Bloody Weather!

As much as Mistress and I detest the summer heat and we really do detest it (not least because we've been sleeping in separate beds for weeks now, which increases the chance of a good night's sleep but also takes away any chance of late night teasing 😭), if there's one positive, one silver lining I can point to then it's the enormous amount of time I've been able to spend with Mistress's beautiful naked feet in my lap. 

Evening after evening after evening I've spent gently rubbing those insanely sexy feet and it doesn't seem to matter how long this goes on the effect just doesn't seem to wear off. I still feel completely intoxicated by them and I spent a wonderful 90m last night loving every second. I'm sure this isn't normal, but honestly I don't really care.

I know Mistress has noticed the surprising effect her feet have on me. Several times she's commented on something on the TV and realised that I haven't really been paying attention because my mind is focused on her silky instep or her pretty toes. One time she even took her feet away so that I would pay attention to what we were supposed to be watching. She really did! 

Absolute perfection!

And you know, just writing this and thinking about her beautiful, petite feet (UK 4) now is making me feel light headed. What the hell is wrong with me? I'm thankful I have this place to share my weirdness, cos I know you guys won't judge me like 'normal' people would. Sigh... 

Speaking of my foot fetish, I reread my story 'Selection Day' the other day and really enjoyed it. I'm very pleased with that one and would like to continue it. This is something I said to Mistress the other day, I need to stop focusing on new stories and continue ones that I've already started so that I don't end up writing more 'first chapters'. Obviously some ideas need a stand alone story, but there are so many already that could be continued, not least 'Girls Talk' which is screaming to be expanded.

Perhaps my writing switch hasn't turned itself just yet as after a couple of days respite following the completion of 'How to Break Your Man' my brain seems to be buzzing with filth again... and I was driving around this morning formulating dialogue for 'Selection Day Part 2', I think that may have to be written very soon! 

Literotica have now published the first four chapters of 'H.T.B.Y.M.' and so far the reaction has been good. I did notice that this morning that Part 4 had just been published and had received one vote (1/5) which is a bit uncalled for. I don't think I've ever given a story a 1/5, it would have to be tremendously bad and poorly written for me to do that, but okay, never mind.. it's up to 4.36/5 now, with 25 votes from 1100 views. 

The other three parts are all sitting way over the 4.5 score necessary to get a 'HOT' badge, and there's also been several nice comments. Actually there hasn't been a single negative comment yet although this one from 'Buster2U' (a regular commenter) is a little confusing...

"10 Big Blazing Stars for this author, Robert, for writing this excellent story. Why would ANY man want to be hurt and humiliated like this??? I only know that when wife #4 was fucking every BBC she could find in San Jose, it hurt me so bad that I hated myself. I wasn't good enough to keep her happy. But is that the way it always works??? This poor guy needs to snap out of his suicidal state before it is too late. Great writing. Thanks, Buster2U"

But that's not unusual, Buster2Us comments are often a little hard to fathom!

One commenter said they really wanted to see the videos I described in the story, and it occurred to me that maybe people don't realise that these are actually real videos. Perhaps they will later because I name more specific film studios (Femdom Empire) and actresses, but the first three videos are more obscure.

I don't want to link to them here, because that's a sure fire way to incur the wrath of the Blogger bots, so I will just say if you want to find them, it's not that difficult, just Google the name of the video (in the story) with the author 'SubNation' and also 'Hypnotube' (the site where they are primarily located, though I'm sure they are probably available elsewhere too).

Watch at your own risk! You don't want to end up like Rick. Or maybe you do....?

A Productive Talk and a Punishment...

Last night Mistress and I had a really productive conversation about my story 'How to Break Your Man'. You see on Sunday, after she'd read it she said it made her feel uncomfortable and yesterday she explained that the reason she felt so weird about it was because it wasn't some random story off the internet, it was something that I had written, so it was more 'personal' (not least because I posted the other day that I thought Rick was an exaggerated version of me, with a Mistress he wanted to be less 'playful' and more 'strict' and 'mean').

Now that she has explained that to me I can see why it affected her the way it did and I will bear that in mind if I write any more stories like that in future. Not that I am going to censor what I write, but I will be more mindful of how it might make Mistress feel if I do.

I guess the problem with the story as it relates to us is that it is kind of a hybrid between our reality and complete fantasy (albeit more on the fantasy side really), but it's not at all clear where one starts and one ends. So Mistress obviously reading that would perhaps pick up on something that she thinks I want in our relationship but there are things written in there that are really just for the sake of the story.

For example, where Amy calls her husband 'bitch' fairly often, Mistress didn't like that very much, because to her it's too 'abusive' (which is fair enough). I explained to her the reason for that was that I didn't want to write another story where it's 'Mistress' and 'slave' because I've done that so many times. So I changed 'Mistress' to 'Miss' and then I was thinking what can she call him. So I chose 'bitch' because it gives the story a bit more edge (which I was really trying to push this time), but I was careful not to overuse it, since it has more impact if it's used sparingly. Like some other things in the story, this is something that wouldn't 'bother' me if Mistress did it in real life, but it's not something I particularly 'want' either. I don't really know if it would turn me on in the heat of the moment because it would depend how it was used, but I don't think I would particularly object to it either. 

The other thing that bothered her was Rick's distress when Amy was off with her lovers, which is understandable. I explained to her that 'cuck angst' is a fairly integral part of that lifestyle, but since she doesn't read that kind of story or know too much about that she didn't appreciate that was the case. And once I'd explained it she seemed to brighten a bit. So, as ever, communication is the key. 

Thinking about it, from my perspective (apart from the cuckolding, obviously) I don't think there's anything in the story I would really object to in real life (bearing in mind that things are 'exaggerated' for the sake of story telling), otherwise I wouldn't have written it. Actually I don't need to hear that my cock's too small... (I already know that 😭) and I might bail out if the ball kicking got too intense (or not, maybe we find out someday - note I gave Rick a safeword for this part!) but apart from that I'm struggling to think of anything else in the story where I'd be squealing 'hold on there one second Missy!' 

Of course, it's possible I've forgotten something, but I don't think so. And I'm quite happy for her to 'tease' me about anything, including cuckolding, cleaning her / someone else (which she sometimes does already, usually in our sessions), that she doesn't allow me inside her anymore, never letting me cum properly again or pretty much anything else she wants to. Even things we both know she would never actually do. 

I suppose the problem is that there are things in there that I know Mistress doesn't like (for example the last sentence - don't want to spoil it for you), but which I wanted in the story. So it really depends on what she's comfortable with, all I can really do is kind of lay out a bunch of things and say any of this is okay, if you want to explore it great, if not that's also fine. Honestly I feel extremely lucky to have a Mistress who is willing to do this with me and I definitely don't resent her for having limits that she doesn't feel comfortable exceeding.

Sure sometimes it can be frustrating if things seem to be progressing way too slowly (or not at all), and we've discussed that in the past (Mistress astutely noted a long time ago that our lifestyle needs some kind of progression to stay exciting). But if Mistress has said that something is a 100% no-go then that's completely okay. Ultimately my goal in all this is to make her feel adored, worshipped and powerful, not uncomfortable and unhappy. But at the same time sometimes progress requires an element of initial discomfort.

Yesterday, before our talk I felt quite... down on my story. Wishing I hadn't written it because it obviously bothered Mistress, and wishing I'd kept the weird shit in my head in my head. But if I'd written another 'tepid' Femdom story, Mistress would have read it, corrected it and nothing would have changed. We wouldn't have talked last night and come out of it feeling better and feeling like we have some fresh impetus.

*****

Last night, I had a confession to make because I touched my cock on Friday morning. Mistress entered the bedroom with a no nonsense attitude and soon had me on my hands and knees on the bed. She picked up the whip and gave me five strokes with that and then six with the red side of the paddle, followed by eight with the black side. The difference from last time wasn't the number of strokes so much as the intensity. The black ones stung and I flinched each time. But I loved that it hurt, I don't want her to go soft on me. It's supposed to be a deterrent after all. And I'll tell you what, it didn't hurt as much as that fucking clothes peg did on my nipple during the last session, that was fucking nasty!

After 19 strokes Mistress asked me if that was enough to remember in future, well of course I said yes (I'm not stupid!), although of course I'm not entirely sure it will be. Later Mistress said she had intended to give me more but she was a little concerned that it was hurting me too much and my ass was starting to get a little red. But once I reassured her she said that next time she will stick to the number she had in mind in the first place and she also said that if I don't keep my hands off my cock my next punishment will be much worse. 

I can't tell you how much I LOVED hearing her say that.

After the shit show of last week, with the heat and me cutting my cock while manscaping it never occured to me that Mistress might not unlock me last night after I made her cum. That she very firmly said 'No' made me SO happy, not because I didn't want her to tease me (of course), but because it showed that she didn't feel obliged to 'unlock' me simply because I'd been out of action for a while. That really felt like progress.

As we cuddled and I kissed her neck, Mistress pressed her thigh against my cock and balls which felt really good and eventually she used her foot to play with me a little bit, teasing me about how much I love her feet and how much my cock loves her feet (we both adore her feet beyond all reason). It was really hot. But then she gave my balls a good clawing and told me I was 'locked up properly', no stroking, no edging... it was wonderful.

I do hope over time that Mistress gradually feels as comfortable with these new possibilities as she does with not allowing me to see her gorgeous breasts that often now. Probably 70-80% of the time we are in bed (not sleeping) she wears a bra and I have to ask for her to remove it and then ask again to be allowed to touch if I want to (understanding that I'm not allowed to ask too often). I'm sure she's noticed how effective that is and how appreciative I am when she does allow me. I don't want to give her ideas... but we do have a very effective blindfold. 

Okay maybe I do want to give her ideas... 🤣

But seriously, what I want more than anything is for Mistress to feel like a Queen. I want her to feel completely worshipped and adored and I want her to feel that she can do whatever she wants to do without feeling obliged to do anything and free to explore her mean side completely free of guilt. If she wants to barely touch my cock for three months and then kick my balls until I ruin then I will be grateful for it and obediently lick my cum off her beautiful feet. 

She probably doesn't believe that, but it's true. The hard part is convincing her, but I will keep trying.

*****

Literotica has scheduled my new story over the next few days, which is fair enough otherwise it will clog up the 'new stories' page. So far there's just the first chapter, which is currently scoring 4.8/5 having 66 votes and 3.6k views. That's a good start, unfortunately there's no comments as yet, but I'm sure they will come in the later chapters (when it gets a bit cucky!).

Oh, and my latest tease for Milovana 'Katie's Hardcore Edging Trainer' did end up winning the 'Tease of the Month' for June, that's my sixth winner now. It was a close fight though, I think I had 17 votes and the second place one had 15, and at one point I was 3 votes down. 

New Story is Up!

As you can see I have just posted my new story 'How to Break Your Man', It is, by some margin, the longest story I have ever written (49100 words, spread over twelve chapters) and I hope you enjoy reading it. Mistress was extremely helpful with proofreading it all, but she didn't like all of it, which is what I feared (and posted here several times if you remember).

It seems I am stuck between a rock and hard place really. I didn't see any point writing another 'tepid' femdom/cuckold story so I tried to push it harder and Mistress didn't like it. But there's no point my writing stories that I don't want her to read because part of the idea of writing stories at all is that it's a way to share 'fantasies' with her, bring new ideas and hopefully prompt 'growth' within our own relationship.

Not that I'm expecting her to go to these extremes of course, but I figured that if Mistress saw that she could be a LOT meaner to me then it might inspire her to be a little meaner. 

So now, I don't really know what to do, but I don't think there will be any more of these kind of stories for a while. I feel fairly drained with it anyway, and I can tell my 'writing switch' has flicked off again. Which is fine. Maybe I will write some different kinds of stories and leave the Femdom / Cuckold / Chastity genre alone for a bit. 

Let me know what you think anyway.

How to Break Your Man - Part 1 (Written July 2026)

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How to Break Your Man - Part 2 (Written July 2026)

HOW TO BREAK YOUR MAN – Part 2

After Rick left to go back home and get ready for work, Amy tried to put the events of the previous night out of her mind, but it was not easy. She had a lot on her plate today and the last thing she needed was the constant distraction of the video and the memory of Rick submissively licking her ‘used’ pussy…

As she took the lift down to the breakfast room the images from the video played in her mind and she wondered how soon she could get back to the room and masturbate to it yet again. She really couldn’t understand why the video had such an effect on her, it was like as soon as she finished watching it she craved seeing it all over again.

The lift reached the ground floor and Amy told herself to knock it off. While she wasn’t technically ‘at work’ just yet, she was around people who mattered and she had to look professional and capable. After all, anyone could sit next to her at breakfast.

Amy selected a few items from the buffet and sat on a table for four. She looked back over at the buffet and the croissants she had left behind, and when she turned back a figure towered over her.

“Is it okay if I sit with you?”

Amy eyes trailed up from Matthew’s stomach, over his broad chest and up to his handsome, smiling face. 

“Yes…. yes, of course,” she said, smiling back at him as he pulled out the chair opposite and set down his plate of eggs and bacon.

Amy did not think once about Rick, or the video until breakfast was over.

*****

After breakfast Amy rushed back to her room and brought herself to another orgasm. She was so fucking horny since she started watching that video, it was ridiculous… and Matthew wasn’t helping either. He was kind of flirting with her at the breakfast table, but very subtly… or maybe it was all in her head. She really didn’t know any more… maybe she was just too horny to think straight.

She checked her reflection, a little flushed perhaps but not too obvious… and made her way back to the lift. 

She didn’t hear from Rick all day, but in a way she was pleased because it meant she could concentrate on doing her job properly. Then just after five she got a new message.

RICK: Hi Miss Amy…. Hope you have had a good day. I’ve attached another couple of videos for you to watch tonight. I hope you enjoy them.

Amy quickly responded.

AMY: Hi. Not a bad day really… last night was something else, how are you feeling now?

RICK: Confused.

AMY: Okay. Strangely, I’m not. In fact I feel very sure… about EVERYTHING. Speak later. Love you.

RICK: Love you 2. XXX

That wasn’t quite true, Amy wasn’t at all ‘sure about EVERYTHING’, but she wanted Rick to think she was. Eventually she would work everything out in her head, and then she would tell Rick how it was going to be. In the meantime, let him sweat.

*****