Clean Me, Slave!

On Sunday Mistress and I enjoyed her latest orgasm in the afternoon, we had hoped to have our Femdom Session, but we were too tired (we had a very late night on Saturday) and it was too hot. After Mistress came and I worshipped her beautiful feet a while she got off the bed and then unexpectedly turned to me and said 'Clean me slave'.

Talk about music to my ears... because even though I had just been worshipping her gorgeous pussy for (I don't know...) 20 minutes or so, I would never pass up the chance to taste her deliciousness again. So I quickly knelt down on the floor in front of her and used my tongue to clean as much wonderful pussy juice from inside and around her pussy as possible. It was awesome and I just love it when she talks to me like that - so hot!

Afterwards I asked Mistress if I could be 'unlocked' and she said 'yes'. Then she told me I could choose a cock ring to wear and I fished around in my bedside drawer for a while trying to find what I was looking for. I really don't know why it was proving so difficult, I only have about six different cock toys and they're all in one box!

Anyway, I eventually found my beloved Oxballs Ballstretcher (THOR #3) and went to put it on. Unfortunately as soon as I stretched it to get it over my (enormous, cum filled) balls it broke in half! 

I was gutted, but not entirely surprised as the rubber was starting to show signs of fatigue (it looked like a small chunk was missing but I think it was just the start of a tear. What a shit. I loved that thing, and now of course they don't make it anymore so I've had to order a Oxballs Squeeze Short (from Regulation in London).

The Squeeze Short is actually the same size (thickness) as the THOR #3 was, about 32mm. But the regular Squeeze is 40mm. I toyed with getting that one too, but I dunno, I find 32mm is pretty tight as it is but adding the regular model meant I was only £7 from free shipping.

I did find a rather cool silicon ball stretcher with internal silicon spikes, but you have to join it with a padlock and I think that might be a bit annoying. Plus, the spikes aren't really on your balls, they're on the skin above your balls so is that going to do anything? And would I even be able to get it on, because that was 40mm too? Maybe if I got used to wearing the regular Squeeze, but I wasn't sure...

The thing is, Regulation is really a Gay website, so a lot of what they sell is a bit extreme for me. I didn't really want a fisting glove (with dildo fingers - I'm not even joking) and I don't really want a butt plug the size of my head (hilariously named 'The Gape Keeper') and in the end I just decided to buy the Oxballs Squeeze Short. I really hope it's as good as the old THOR #3 was.

But I can't help wondering what the longer Squeeze would feel like... and I really wish I had ordered it now.

It's funny. Last year I had this massively productive period where I wrote and wrote and wrote... and then suddenly I just stopped dead. This wasn't the first time this happened and I'm sure it won't be the last, but it's not always obvious how one goes about restarting the engine once it stops. Writing for me is almost like a compulsion, once I start doing it I get ideas all the time and sometimes ideas form that aren't suitable for the story I'm doing at that moment and that can then spawn a whole new story - that's how I end up with dozens of story ideas sitting in a folder for years!

But how does one go about starting that process again? Sure, over the last six months I've had the thought 'maybe I should write something', but it was never more than a fleeting thought and was soon forgotten. I know now that forcing it is never a viable option, I really do just have to wait for the mood to strike... and that often seems to coincide with warmer weather.

There is actually some logic to this, since when it's warm I tend to want to stay up later so that when I go to bed I can go to sleep straight away. Mistress has been doing the same lately, but only til 11:30 or something, whereas I will sometimes stay up til 1:30AM. And that 'alone time' gives me the chance to sit down and concentrate on writing.

Also, it occurred to me a couple of months ago that I hadn't written any teases for about a year, and since 'teases' are fairly low commitment (generally you can write one in an hour or so) I decided I would have a go at that and maybe it would spark the desire to write.

It didn't work immediately, but now I'm onto my fourth tease in three months and I'm starting to get ideas for stories again. Not a great flood of ideas admittedly, so far I just have one fairly simple idea but I can tell the old brain is starting to turn and actually, I don't need any more ideas, because I just checked my 'Writing' folder and there's like over 60 Word Docs in there! Haha, this is always amusing, because I never remember what the titles mean so I have to open them all and I'm always like, oh that's a good one... why didn't I finish that. 

And so it begins! 🤣

Speaking of teases, my tease 'Aubrey's Edge Toy' just won 'Tease of the Month' for April, and my latest tease 'Jayme Pushes Your Boundaries' currently has a score of 4.7/5.0, though unfortunately there weren't enough Classic Teases posted in May to create a poll, but I have got my 'TOTM Nominee' badge, so that's cool.

Actually since I wrote this I've completed another (very long) tease called 'Katie's Hardcore Edging Trainer' which is also currently scoring 4.7/5.0. Hopefully there will be four more teases posted in June (by other authors) and we can have another TOTM Poll!

In these teases I've included links to this blog and my Literotica pages, and there's definitely been an uptick in visitor numbers. In fact it's gone from about 1500 page clicks a day to about 4000 in the space of three months. I'm not sure if this is because of the links I posted or my increased activity recently, but either way it's very positive and it's nice to see the blog having a bit of a buzz again. 

I'm not quite sure what to make of this graph though, can May 2026 really have been the best month for the blog ever?

Finally for today, I've decided I'm going to start posting Year to Date orgasm data at the bottom of my posts, really just because I'm sick of the Orgasms page being taken down for no good reason.

Mistress R

CHASTITY YEAR #16 (17 ORGASMS 1642-1660)
APR 2026 - 8, 12, 14, 22, 25, 26, 28. 30 (8)
MAY 2026 – 3, 7, 11, 13, 17, 19, 22, 24, 25, 27, 31 (11)

Robert Anthony

CHASTITY YEAR #16 (2 ORGASMS 178)
APR 2026 - 19 (1) (Handjob in Hotel, POT, no cum eating)
APR 2026 – 30 (1) (Cum after ruin, cum fed to me from Mistress’s fingers)

CHASTITY YEAR #16 (1 RUINED ORGASM 96-)
APR 2026 – 30 (1)

A Treat for Me...

Mistress and I had made tentative plans for another Femdom session today, but unfortunately the weather had other ideas. Here in the UK we've had a bit of a heatwave over the last few days and as such the thought of lying on a sweaty PVC sheet had limited appeal... but despite that (and with the assistance of our lovely new pedestal fan) we still had some fun together this afternoon.

After Mistress had yet another lovely, hard orgasm on my tongue (I'm clearly doing something right lately) she told me to fit the original Oxballs Cocksling and soon had my cock rock-hard and aching.

Mistress was barely touching me, she just used her finger tips to tease me... but it felt amazing and my cock was throbbing hard. I really loved that she didn't progress to stroking me, but kept going with this super frustrating teasing. It was amazing.

Unfortunately Mistress has been suffering a bit with her leg pain this week, and when she moved to kneel up next to me I took the opportunity to ask if I might be allowed to worship her gorgeous ass. Actually I was a bit hesitant to ask because I didn't want her to hurt her leg any more, but I figured if she thought it would she'd say no... and I've done this before and afterwards she'd said exactly that, so...

I asked, and Mistress stood up and straddled me. She told me to beg to be allowed to worship her ass,  which of course I eagerly did! Mistress then sank down onto my face and as she did she grabbed my cock and started stroking it properly. It felt SO good and I adore worshipping Mistress's delicious ass, I just can never get enough of it.

She rose off my face a couple of times and made me beg each time for more. I was in Heaven, I just didn't want it to end. But Mistress eventually moved off me and knelt next to me, pumping my cock until I edged twice and then telling me I was 'locked back up'. I must admit the second time I thought she was going to ruin me (I don't really know why)... but no, not today!

It's a shame we didn't get to do our Femdom session today, but hopefully next weekend will be a little cooler - and anyway it was still AWESOME!

Mistress R

CHASTITY YEAR #16 (16 ORGASMS 1642-1657)
APR 2026 - 8, 12, 14, 22, 25, 26, 28. 30 (8)
MAY 2026 – 3, 7, 11, 13, 17, 19, 22, 24, 

Robert Anthony

CHASTITY YEAR #16 (2 ORGASMS 178)
APR 2026 - 19 (1) (Handjob in Hotel, POT, no cum eating)
APR 2026 – 30 (1) (Cum after ruin, cum fed to me from Mistress’s fingers)

CHASTITY YEAR #16 (1 RUINED ORGASM 96-)
APR 2026 – 30 (1)
 

Femdom Session (3rd May 2026)

The Sunday before last Mistress and I had our latest Femdom session. Unfortunately I haven't really had a chance to post about it and now it's been a fortnight and it's way too long ago to write about it with any clarity (which is a shame). Of course I remember it to some extent but not clearly enough to write about it in detail, other than to say we both really enjoyed it and one thing I do remember quite vividly about it actually was how incredibly wet Mistress's delicious pussy was after she came. 

Before she allowed me to worship her gorgeous ass, I begged to be allowed to clean her pussy properly and as she straddled my head and my tongue pressed between her lips a river of the sweetest pussy juice filled my mouth - that was so incredibly hot. But to be honest I loved worshipping her amazing ass as she teased my poor cock to the edge even more... and I can't wait to get another chance to do that!

This afternoon Mistress and I enjoyed that special Sunday feeling you get when you know you don't have to go to work tomorrow. Ah, Sunday takes on a whole different complexion when it's not weighed down by the shadow of Monday morning, doesn't it? So nice!

Earlier Mistress had a very nice orgasm on my tongue (actually the last few seem to have been unusually 'intense' - which makes me very happy) before she teased me right to the edge, and very nearly beyond! I really did think perhaps I had crossed the line (the edge arrived VERY FAST), but somehow I managed to keep all the cum inside my balls, though I'm not entirely sure how. 🤣

Hopefully this week away from work will afford us plenty of opportunity to add to Mistress's tally of orgasms for May (and hopefully give me another chance to worship her gorgeous ass).

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You may be aware that I posted two new teases to Milovana last month (although I think I only mentioned one of them here (Questions), well the second one I did (Aubrey's Edge Toy) has been included in (and is currently winning) the 'Classic Tease of the Month poll' for April. 

Actually my two teases were the highest scoring of the month but they only pick five teases from five different authors so the other one was ineligible. In fact they only run a poll if there are five teases from five different authors and I didn't think there was going to be, but someone posted one at the last minute. Otherwise both my teases would have got a 'nomination' badge, but never mind, I'm winning by one vote at the moment so we'll see.

Some Positive Momentum

On Tuesday, after Mistress had a lovely orgasm on my tongue, I asked to be 'unlocked' and Mistress said 'not tonight'. So that's once per month for the last three months now, which definitely seems like progress in her controlling me more. I just love feeling that Mistress is getting used to the idea of using me for her pleasure and then keeping me 'locked'. Of course, I LOVE making her cum anyway, so I really don't feel like I'm being treated unfairly, and after all I asked for this - I just want to try and replicate the feeling of being 'caged' as far as possible. 

Oddly enough I had this feeling that Mistress might leave me locked tonight as well (two in a row would be a first - but it expressly says in our contract that Mistress shouldn't feel that she is obliged to 'unlock' me this time if she kept me locked the previous time, so hopefully that will happen eventually), I don't really know why I thought that... but I was wide of the mark. Instead Mistress had me fit the Oxballs with the Ball Stretcher and after a little cuddling and kissing I was hard and aching for attention. 

At first Mistress teased me beautifully lightly, but after a while she lubed up my cock and balls and started stroking harder. Then she started slapping my balls as she stroked and before long I felt myself getting close. The edge seemed a little hard to reach, but almost as soon as I did reach the edge it felt like it was coming too fast. 

Mistress let go as soon as I warned her, but a few seconds later I knew I was fucked and as I looked down I saw the cum starting to drip from my cock. Initially Mistress started to gently stroke my cock with her nails as the cum dripped out of me, but then Mistress curled her fingers around my cock and started stroking me again.

I reached the edge a second time and warned her I was getting close. I thought she might stop, or ruin me a second time, but instead Mistress kept pumping my cock and told me I was allowed to cum. When I finished cumming, Mistress offered her cum covered hand to my mouth and I obediently licked it clean. There was a LOT of cum, considering I only came nine days ago!

That was super hot and honestly I am really happy that Mistress continued after I ruined, but also that she kept me locked the other day. It feels like we are genuinely making progress and starting to explore the parameters of our contract a bit more.

And of course, now Mistress gets to punish me again for an unauthorised ruin, which I'm sure she will enjoy enormously. :)

Busy Busy Busy...

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Another Year of Full Time Chastity Begins

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Femdom Session (8th March 2026)

It's been a while since our last Femdom Session, November 2025 was the last one... and while it's a little frustrating that we let December, January and February's sessions slip through our fingers, the reality is that as this (fifteenth!) chastity year comes to a close, we've managed seven sessions this year. Which is the second most sessions we've done in a year in the last ten years (we did eight sessions in 2021/2022). Furthermore, in 2022/23 we did two. In 2023/24 we did 1 and 2024/25 we did two, so seven is a HUGE improvement.

It's incredible to think that I've been in full-time (cage free) chastity for very nearly fifteen years now; that means nearly half the time that Mistress and I have been together I have not been allowed to cum without her permission. Wow. So long since I was free to do as I pleased... and yet if Mistress asked if I wanted to go back I wouldn't hesitate for a second to say no. I absolutely love that Mistress's pleasure is of paramount importance and I adore making her cum. So no, I do not want to go back.

Femdom Sessions are always a source of nerves for me, and none more so than when we haven't done one for a little while. So I was naturally apprehensive when I woke up this morning. But determined to make sure we didn't talk ourselves out of it. As we get older Mistress and I always have some ache or pain or dizziness or some reason to put it off and see if we feel better the next weekend, but inevitably we don't. And once we start I tend to forget about any aches and pains I might have because I'm too busy enjoying what's happening. 

So I prepared the room as normal and then had a shower, before Mistress gave me instructions to fit my original (clear) Oxballs Cocksling, my red rubber blindfold and my ankle and wrist restraints and wait on my knees in the bedroom. 

When she came in Mistress teased my cock and balls with her feet while asking me if I had thought about what she might be wearing today. As always I hoped she would be wearing her crotchless all-in-one with the holes for her breasts, but Mistress wasn't ready to let me know just yet. She ordered me onto my hands and knees and gave my ass a few strokes with her whip and paddle before turning me towards the bed and pushing her dildo into my eager mouth.

"Get that nice and wet for me," she commanded, before ordering me to concentrate on worshipping her feet. 

I love getting to worship her feet for a longer time period than normal in these sessions, it really gets me in a submissive mindset and ready for whatever might be to come. I thought Mistress might take it easy today, given it was our first session for a while, but that turned out not to be the case!

Once Mistress was satisfied that her feet had been properly worshipped I was told to clean her dildo one more time and then tied down on my back on the bed. I felt Mistress's hand closing around my balls and rubbing lube all over them, before she started to stroke my cock as well. My cock started to harden and then Mistress gave me several sharp strokes of the small whip to my balls, which I loved (even though it stung a bit).

She then stood over me and asked me what I thought she was wearing. While I didn't know for sure, I knew she wasn't wearing a skirt by now so it seemed a good guess that she was wearing what I hoped. Mistress reached down and pulled the blindfold off, but told me to keep my eyes closed. Then a few seconds later she told me I could open them and I looked at Mistress's gorgeous body clad in that amazing outfit, her beautiful pussy clearly visible through the split crotch and her gorgeous breasts hanging heavily from the holes cut into the material. She looked incredible! 

Mistress sank down onto my face and allowed me to taste her delicious pussy for the first time today (actually, it had only been about fourteen hours since I had made her cum... as we had gone to bed on Saturday evening for a while - I don't think we've ever done that the night before a session before), as she did I felt me cock starting to harden properly and by the time she lifted off me and turned around I was fully hard. 

Mistress then got off the bed and picked up a glass plug, wrapped it in a condom and covered it in lube. She pressed it into my ass and then got back on the bed and stood over me again. She turned around, bent forward and started teasing my cock and balls as she taunted me with her amazing ass. I can't remember the last time I got to worship her ass properly and I was desperate to do so. Actually I asked if I could do it a few days ago and Mistress said 'No', and last night she told me not to ask her because the answer would also be 'no'.

I wasn't sure if Mistress would allow me to worship her amazing ass today or not, but I asked if I could please kiss the cheeks of her ass (which I also really love doing, but which I hardly ever get to do). Mistress asked if I really wanted to? She asked if I would do anything to do that? She even asked if I would give up any chance of cumming today if she let me. I said I would, though she didn't labour this point so I presumed this wasn't a serious question.

Mistress sank down over me and I gently kissed all over her soft cheeks as she played with my cock. I absolutely loved that, though I really wanted to pull the all-in-one to the side, plunge my tongue between her cheeks and taste her properly. But that would have to wait...

Mistress allowed me to kiss her cheeks a few times before whipping my cock again and letting me suck on her sexy nipples. She looked so gorgeous today as she was teasing me and whipping my balls. Mistress only ever wears red lipstick in our sessions and it looks HOT AS FUCK. I wish she would wear it more often, honestly.

Mistress got off the bed again and grabbed something, she asked me if what she was holding would make her outfit look even better. I looked to see what she was holding and saw she had her Rodeoh Strap on in her hand. Wow, I wasn't really expecting her to use that today, though I'm always hopeful. Mistress slipped the harness on and stood at the side of the bed giving me a perfect view of her 'cock'.

She untied me and told me to get up on my hands and knees and then I felt her remove the glass plug and set it aside before mounting the bed and moving close behind me. I felt her place the well lubed strap on against my ass and ease it inside, then she began fucking me, pausing occasionally to reach under me to stroke my cock and play with my balls or to slap my ass. It was SO FUCKING HOT. I loved every second of it, and when she asked if I'd had enough I begged her to continue.

Mistress fucked me some more and then pulled out, discarded the condom and told me to turn back over, before kneeling over me and telling me to kiss her 'cock'.

Then she tied me down again and replaced the blindfold. The first half hour had flown by and soon I was left alone with two pegs biting into my nipples. It's strange, sometimes pegs are really ineffective and sometimes they hurt the whole time. Today they hurt from the minute Mistress clamped them in place and only became tolerable for the last few minutes before Mistress came back and took them off (without warning). That really hurt! But I'm 100% sure Mistress was grinning from ear to ear as I writhed on the bed in pain.

Mistress removed my blindfold and untied me again, telling me to remove my Cocksling and settling back on the bed, now completely naked. I have to say, I love all Mistress's 'Femdom' outifts and especially the one she wore today, but she looks just as AMAZING completely naked. Especially with that red lisptick and 'chastity' key around her neck. Mmm.

Mistress had me worship her pussy until she came hard (she also came extremely hard last night, which was wonderful too) and once she had calmed down she stood on the bed facing the wall and had me clean her juices from around her ass. Then she told me to lick the PVC sheet clean and lie down again. 

She stood over me once more and her pussy was so wet and juicy and tasty looking. I asked if I could please clean her pussy and she sank down onto my face once again. God she tasted incredible, her juices were so thick and delicious. I absolutely loved that.

Once she was properly cleaned Mistress stood over me again, teasing me with her perfect pussy and ass. She started stroking my cock and had me beg to worship her ass. Each time Mistress sank down onto my face and allowed me the ecstasy of worshipping her asshole with my tongue, she pumped my cock, occasionally pausing to slap my now free balls (which also felt amazing). Mistress allowed me to worship her several times but I didn't get close to the edge.

Finally she lifted off and knelt beside me, stroking my cock and wondering aloud if she would let me cum today. She asked how many days it had been since I had been allowed a proper orgasm and I told her it was 74 days (since Christmas Eve). She continued stroking my cock and slapping my balls and when I warned her I was close she immediately let go. But then a few seconds later she grabbed my cock again and then let go again... and finally grabbed it again and told me to cum. 

I honestly thought she was going to let go as soon as I started to cum so I was actually surprised when she kept pumping hard as my cum started to erupt from the tip of my cock. It was very intense and when I opened my eyes I saw that Mistress had smeared cum from her hand onto her breast and was offering it to my mouth. I licked it clean and she smeared more cum onto her other breast and had me clean it again, and then she lifted her right wrist to my mouth and had me lick up a load of cum from there too.

Wow, what an amazing session that turned out to be! 

A Wonderful Saturday Afternoon!

This morning Mistress got up before I did and headed off to town, leaving me alone in a warm cosy bed with a bad case of morning wood. I got up a few minutes later, but not before I gave myself a few gentle strokes while remembering that amazing teasing I had not too many nights ago. 

This afternoon, when Mistress and I convened in the bedroom, I presented my entry in the 'Book of Corrections' and Mistress handed me a blindfold. She told me to put it on and then bend over the bed, which I did. She asked if I had anything to say and I told her I was 'sorry'.

She started with the whip, giving me seven strokes of that before switching to the paddle. Every stroke made me bounce on my toes and when she turned the paddle over to the leather side then it really started to smart. After about seventeen strokes (in total) there was a pause. I hoped that was the end, but Mistress picked up the crop and gave me another four strokes. The first was pretty gentle and I thought it was going to be an easy ride, but the other three were much firmer and I was glad when she finally called a halt.

I can still feel the sting in my butt now, several hours later. But I'm not complaining; Mistress always comes extra hard when she gets to punish me and I really love that... besides, after Mistress came she gave me some wonderful teasing, allowing me to touch her naked breasts while she edged me. She even straddled my face afterwards (which I love) and gave me a second taste of her delicious pussy. So HOT!

All in all it was a pretty wonderful Saturday afternoon!