Beautiful Ass Worship!

Another day and I'm finally making progress on one of my stories. And of course it's the one I'm most uneasy about Mistress proof reading, but oh well... at least something is actually getting achieved today! I doubt it will be ready today, but it might be ready by tomorrow, we'll see.

This afternoon Mistress had her second orgasm in a row and again she had me clean her pussy afterwards. Yum! This time she stood on the bed while I knelt on it and licked all around her pussy and between her slippery lips, getting every drop of that sweet, sweet pussy juice. Mmmm. So hot! I hope she keeps doing this, it's so wonderful!

Afterwards Mistress instructed me to put that new ball stretcher on that I got recently. I still don't think it's as good as the old Thor #3 I had before, but it's not bad. I guess it's just a case of getting used to it.

Mistress teased me so gently, making my cock throb and ache until she moved down the bed and started to suck me. Eventually she knelt up next to me, slapping my balls every now and then between strokes, while I caressed her ass cheeks and worked up to asking her if I could worship her perfect ass.

She made me beg for it, but eventually she sank down onto my face and I massaged her tight hole with my tongue while she stroked and slapped my cock and balls. I was in Heaven, but Mistress only let me taste her twice before she went back to kneeling next to me. 

I begged to be allowed to worship her ass some more and at first she said 'No', but then she changed her mind and said that while I wasn't allowed to worship it again, she would allow me to 'look' at it. She stood over me again and I reached up and used my hands to part her cheeks while she bent forward to continue teasing me - what a beautiful sight that was, absolutely gorgeous!

Sadly Mistress didn't let me look for long and soon she was back next to me, stroking me hard while I replayed what I'd just seen in my head until I reached the edge. Mistress let go immediately and without further ado told me that that was it for today and that I was 'locked back up' until next time.

Like yesterday we laid in bed for a while, me snuggled against her and occasionally kissing around her pussy and stroking her gorgeous, silky smooth thighs. But of course eventually Mistress got up and opened the curtains, while I watched the sunlight illuminate her wonderful ass. If only I was a painter! That's what I would paint. 🙂

Later I was sitting on the sofa and Mistress put her feet in my lap again. I absolutely adore her feet but it's sooo incredibly distracting, I just end up staring at them and rubbing them for ages, which isn't helping my productivity at all!

But still, I can't think of a better reason to get nothing done...

Going Round in Circles...

It seems like I'm going around in circles with these stories that I'm writing. I start working on one, fiddle with it, pick another one up, fiddle with it, maybe start wondering if the whole thing needs rewriting, or even if it's just a crappy idea in the first place! Then a new idea pops into my head while I'm driving home from the supermarket and I have to write that down, then I start writing that one and so it goes on and on.

So I currently have three folders: IDEAS, STARTED and PRIORITY.

Ideas has 61 Word Docs in it, Started has 15 Word Docs in it and Priority has 8 Word Docs in it. All the folders in Priority are 'Started' docs that I think need to be prioritised, because they seem like the ones to focus on. But even 8 is too many. Maybe I need another folder called 'Super Priority' or something, or maybe I just need to pick one and finish it and then pick another one.

Well, yes, of course... but that's easier said than done.

Yesterday was the first time Mistress came since Monday night! I couldn't believe that, I thought I must have forgotten to update the blog but she said that was right. Well, it's been a difficult week with the heat and a trip to the vets. Thankfully yesterday Mistress had a lovely orgasm on my tongue and right afterwards she get up on her knees on the bed and I could see that she wanted me to lick her clean (properly).

I thought how awkward it would be from that angle, not to mention inefficient, since you really need to get 'underneath' to clean a soaking wet pussy properly (I know about these things 😊). So I flipped over on my back and Mistress straddled my head, allowing me to reach up with my tongue and part her lips, releasing a flood of the sweetest pussy juice ever. 

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!

Mistress always tastes wonderful, but once she's cum it's like the taste of her pussy juice is next level! Truly a gift from the Goddess! It also gave me a tantalising view of her gorgeous ass, right there, just inches from my greedy tongue. I wanted to lick it so badly...

Indeed I thought about asking to be allowed to do it while Mistress teased me, but by the time we'd got in the swing of things I felt like all that was going to do was make my teasing shorter, because with the Cocksling with the built in ballstretcher on I was already getting close just thinking about asking.

Mistress teased me so beautifully, slapping my cock and balls and digging her nails in while she stroked me and scratched my balls too. She looks so stunning when she's teasing my cock like this, I think if we ever wanted like a great portrait picture of Mistress to hang over the mantle in the Great Hall then we really need it taking while she's abusing my cock, somehow... hahaha.

As she looked down at me, her nails digging in to my straining cock, she teased me about how much I love it when she's mean to me. I do, I fucking love it so much. I hope she gets meaner still... just typing that makes my cock twitch. Mmm.

Mistress took me to the edge and continued to gently tease me further even after that, to the point that I really thought when I removed the cocksling I might have a bit of a leak situation. I left it on for several more minutes as Mistress and I cuddled and I kissed her pussy and silky smooth legs some more (I'm a total pest I know, even after 34 years together I just cannot get enough of her - it's noticeable that Mistress is always the one that gets out of bed first, because I would just stay there all day kissing and touching her gorgeous body) and thankfully by the time I took it off if there was any cum trapped in my cock it had retreated back to my balls. Phew! 

Later, Mistress and I were sitting on the sofa downstairs while I gazed at and stroked her pretty feet that were placed in my lap and I suddenly realised why it felt like something was missing from our little session earlier. For some reason we had skipped the usual foot worship part (usually right after Mistress cums) when Mistress had me clean her.

Earlier Mistress had told me that one of her toes was sore, so to be careful of touching it (a shoe was rubbing on it) so she thought I had taken that to mean that she didn't want me kissing her toes whereas I was just befuddled, like the pensioner I'm rapidly becoming. Well, okay, not that rapidly, I'm only 56!

So to make amends I spent a wonderful 10 minutes or so worshipping her good foot and a short while kissing the other one delicately. That was so lovely. And you know what, Mistress didn't even watch me, she read her book and sipped wine while I worshiped her beautiful feet - how very 'Femdom' of her! 🙂

In other news, I was winning the June 'Tease of the Month' poll over at Milovana with my tease 'Katie's Hardcore Edging Trainer', but it seems the others have caught up and turned it into a three horse race. I'm actually surprised how many votes have already been cast, especially as it runs almost the whole of July. 

I do feel bad for Reflog, he posts a ridiculous number of teases and never gets any votes because, well, his teases really aren't that good. But you can't fault him for trying. 

And finally, my story Carli's Devotion is doing well on Literotica. It now has three positive comments and is currently my second highest scoring submission (4.69/5.0) and is now sandwiched between two ball busting stories (The Vice 4.72/5.0) and Freshly Squeezed (4.68/5.0).

by PerfectBoy7719 on 06/21/2026

Wonderful. I love the recognition that what Charli desires most is to serve and be denied her own pleasure. And I love that that's the very thing that Elise considers denying her, and makes her beg for. And even when she grants it, it's with conditions. True domination.

by SimonSmith on 06/22/2026

I enjoyed this a lot, and read it imagining being in Charli’s place. I would love to read more about what happened afterwards and the punishments she requires Charli to submit to.

by appyB on 07/02/2026

Beautifully written. Not a word of padding, just a perfect description of the sexual tension in the room. I'd love to read more of their interactions. Thank you

Do I think 'Carli's Devotion' is the second best story I've written. Not really, no... but it's nice to see a good score and to get positive feeback from the readers. The story I've always thought was perhaps the best one is down in eleventh place, so clearly I don't know nuthin!

It's funny, comments always seem to include 'please write more of this', and I often think I will write more (and sometimes I do) but mostly I just move on. Ironically, I probably have dozens of stories on Literotica that could easily be built on... because as we know I am the King of writing First Chapters. Hahaha. 

My poor readers, they are about as teased and denied as I am, eh? Hahaha.

Right, let's see if I can finish another story today shall we?🤣

The Right Kind of Hot!

This week has, as expected, sucked pretty bad. With temperatures in the 30s every day Mistress and I have not been feeling remotely 'sexy', indeed we've barely even sat on the same sofa since Tuesday because it's been so fucking hot and humid.

Thankfully the temps have fallen back to what we here in the UK consider 'hot',,, 24 degrees, not this insane 30+ bullshit that leaves us fratchety and exhausted and Mistress and I have even been sitting on the sofa together today.

Which of course meant that Mistress put her beautiful feet in my lap and instantly sent me into a trance of lust. I'm not even joking. Not even a little bit. A few days without Mistress's gorgeous feet and I'm like a horny teenager again. 🤣

Furthermore, now that the temperatures have come down a bit and we've managed to get some cooler air into the house, finally today we managed to spend some time 'together' in bed, and this was also the first time since Mistress and I reviewed our Contract that I put my glass dildo on the bedside table.

In case you forgot, or didn't read that post, it was agreed that I could put that toy out if was receptive to using it and then it would be up to Mistress to decide if she used it or not. It wasn't a case of putting it out 'when I wanted to use it' it was a case of if I feel comfortable using it then it's there and it's up to Mistress if she wants to use it or not, because the reality is that Mistress is never going to start teasing me and then think to stop and get a dildo out of the drawer to use it.

So this was the first time and Mistress decided she wanted to use it on me. So the first thing I didn't think of was that when she usually does things like this it's usually in the session (I'm sure she has occasionally used a dildo on me out of session, but it was probably a long time ago and I can't remember it) and we have the PVC sheet on the bed to cope with the lube going everywhere. So we got a towel and then Mistress decided to put a condom on the dildo too.

Sometimes condoms are a pain in the arse (literally) because they are rubber and they drag much more than glass which is very smooth and usually slides in with the minimum of friction. But this time it was fine, I presume Mistress must have put a lot of lube on the condom. It didn't really seem to want to go in at first (it's quite decent size and I haven't had anything in my ass since... the Session before last, which was nearly two months ago) until Mistress gave it a shove and then it went in fast. WOW!

Jesus Christ it felt huge for a few seconds, but after the initial discomfort subsided and Mistress grabbed my cock and knelt next to me stroking it, it started to feel incredible. My cock was rock hard and I reached around the back of Mistress and caressed her ass, feet and pussy. It was amazing and I really loved that feeling of her stroking me while my ass felt so full.

Mistress kept up the pace and I was constantly feeling like I could edge soon, and then I did and Mistress let go, but it really felt like I was going to cum anyway. Mistress peered at my cock for  a few seconds and then seeing that nothing had happened she started gently teasing it again. This continued a while until she stopped a second time and then started again. 

She stopped again (I had my eyes closed at this point) and asked me 'What do you say?'

I was a little confused and said 'Thank You,' because I couldn't think what else she could mean. But then she prompted me again and I looked down to see that my cock had leaked some cum which Mistress was now collecting from my cock and offering to my lips.

"Thank you for ruining my orgasm Mistress."

Ruined, I didn't even know I'd cum. What an amazing Mistress she is... MIND+BLOWN.

I swallowed the cum from Mistress's fingers and she teased my cock some more, milking out more cum for me to eat. I still couldn't feel it though, which was odd. As she gently massaged the cum out of my cock I pushed down on the dildo in my ass, and that felt fucking incredible. I will definitely be putting that out regularly and I hope Mistress decides to use it.

Thinking about it I 'usually' (but not always) have this dildo in my ass after I first have the ring ended dildo in there first (which is considerably smaller). But I have to say, apart from the initial shock of entry I loved every second of it and was kinda disappointed when Mistress took it out; I was secretly hoping for a second ruin, but well, I guess that's kinda greedy of me, eh? 

What a brilliant end to a shitty, horrible, exhausting week. Earlier I had another 'cock touching' punishment (as I mentioned, sleeping apart for sake of better sleep does not help me be good) and Mistress had her first orgasm since last Sunday (which seems a lot longer ago than that, honestly) and that was also wonderful, She tasted so damned good and I so loved kissing her beautiful feet afterwards.

That means Mistress has had nine orgasms this month, and we still have two to go so maybe we can beat the heat and get to double figures anyway! 

MISTRESS R's TOTAL ORGASMS SINCE 1st APRIL 2011 (1669)

CHASTITY YEAR #16 (28 ORGASMS 1642-1669)

APR 2026 -8, 12, 14, 22, 25, 26, 28. 30 (8)

MAY 2026 - 3, 7, 11, 13, 17, 19, 22, 24, 25, 27, 31 (11)

JUN 2026 - 3, 4, 8, 10, 14, 17, 19, 21, 28 

 

ROBERT ANTHONY's TOTAL FULL ORGASMS SINCE APRIL 1ST 2011 (178-179)

 

CHASTITY YEAR #16 (2 ORGASMS 178-179)

APR 2026 - 19 (1) (Handjob in Hotel, POT, no cum eating)

APR 2026 – 30 (1) (Cum after ruin, cum fed to me from Mistress’s fingers)

 

ROBERT ANTHONY's TOTAL RUINED ORGASMS SINCE APRIL 1ST 2011 (98)

 

CHASTITY YEAR #16 (3 RUINED ORGASM 96-98)

APR 2026 - 30 (1)

JUN 2026 - 14, 28 (2)

 

Frantically Productive!

It's crazy how much I am writing at the moment, I got up early this morning and wrote for two or three hours and I did much the same yesterday. Or was it Friday night? I forget, but whenever it was there are some huge numbers of words getting typed in this house at the moment.

So currently I have seven stories that are on the verge of being finished;

Before Christina

This one is about a guy whose new girlfriend meets and befriends someone he really wished she hadn't, because it threatens to expose the 'unusual' relationship he had with his ex.

Blind Date

This is one that's been rumbling on for years, it's largely complete but is the least likely of these to appear soon. 

Kelly's Bitch

This is the infamous story with the 'crossdressing' element in it. This has a lot of potential and I really want to get this one dead on, but that doesn't mean I want it to stay unfinished forever.

Now What?

This one I literally just wrote this morning, and it's shorter than most of the others and maybe a little comedic too, which I don't usually do.

On My Knees for Mistress Rebecca

This one will almost certainly have a better title than that before it's published, as will most of these stories. This one is more traditional, Mistress, Chastity, Tease and Denial fare.

Opening Beth's Eyes

This is another one that's been kicking around for years. There are two parts to this but I found the second one a little ridiculous when I re-read it so I will probably not finish that. It works as a stand alone piece anyway so no big deal.

The Letter

This is the shortest of the seven I think, and is basically a letter from a woman to her husband, explaining how she sees their future together.

As I said before, these titles will probably change, but these are the seven stories I am focussing on trying to complete right now, and while some of them are the typical 'First Chapter' stories that I said I wanted to move on from, I think a couple of them are pushing things a little harder.

I also have dozens of other ideas ready to start on and some of those have been set aside exactly because they are a bit more 'challenging', so definitely more things in the pipeline and hopefully I can stop putting fences up for myself to work within. 

Too Damned Hot!

Yesterday Mistress told me that she'd read my post and that I shouldn't worry about anything I write in a story and want her to proof read. Which was great to hear. She did qualify that by saying 'But just for the record I would not be okay with it if you wanted me to feminize you'. Which is fine, because I honestly have zero interest in that and besides I would look fucking ridiculous dressed as a woman!

Anyhoo, with that out of the way (at least until the next time I get all 'in my head' about it) I set about finishing the story with the small amount of cross dressing in it. Actually there was a lot more left to do than I initially thought and after three hours straight I finally went to bed at 1:30AM last night (again).

I haven't even read back what I wrote yet, so maybe it's not as near to being finished as I think it is, but I already have three other stories printed out for final checking, so there's definitely going to be some new stories published soon.

Actually one of those stories was half of a story that was in two parts (and made no sense), so I took the other part and joined that to another story, where it did make sense, so that's worked out quite well I think... 🤣

It's miserably hot here in the UK today, and will continue to be until the weekend. I imagine sex and sleep will be in short supply, thankfully Mistress has already enjoyed eight orgasms this month so we may still get to double figures if it cools off on Saturday. I hope so.

But right now, it's 26deg at 10:09PM, which is absolutely ridiculous!

Musings of an Insecure Femdom/Chastity Author...

Last night Mistress and I visited her cousin for the evening and got home quite late. Inevitably the house was warm when we got back and we opened all the windows to try and get some air in before we went to sleep. I think Mistress eventually went to bed about 2:30AM or something like that but I foolishly got involved in trying to finish a story and went past feeling tired... 

I eventually forced myself to go to bed at 3:50AM, just as it was starting to get light! F.F.S.

Great idea. Not. So not only is my back hurting today but I am also incredibly tired too!

On the plus side I did pretty much complete one of two stories that I'm focussing on trying to finish, albeit I woke up this morning thinking 'maybe I should rewrite it', which is annoying because I was planning on posting it here today. Gah.

As I return to my folder of unfinished work, it continues to surprise (and somewhat baffle) me that I find stories that are 95% complete and almost ready to be published. But on the other hand, I read parts and wonder whether I never quite finished them because there's things in them that...

Okay, I've mentioned before that I usually get Mistress to proof read my stories, because she has a really good eye for detail and a misused apostrophe, whereas I, well I'm more 'creative', I guess. Not that I can't spell, you understand, I think I have a decent grasp of the English language, but Mistress reads a lot of fiction and also I think it's easier to check something you didn't write because your brain doesn't 'make sense of it' the same way.

The thing is, and I've mentioned this before here, that for a long time I've been 'trying' to change my approach to writing because I have a tendency to 'hold back' when I write. Not always, admittedly, but most often I tend to write what feel like 'first chapters' of longer stories that never get written... because progressing the story would mean changing my language from 'fantasy' to 'reality'.

Like for instance, in a lot of my Femdom stories, the woman will 'tell' the submissive male that she's 'going to do this and that', but it's quite unusual for me to actually write about that threat being followed through. And I can't help thinking it's because I'm uneasy about Mistress reading these stories and putting two and two together and making five.

Which is stupid because we've had this conversation many times where Mistress has assured me that she understands that stories are not reality, and just because I write about something doesn't mean she thinks I want that to happen in real life. But then again (obviously) there are a lot of quite extreme (by vanilla standards at least) things in these stories that do turn me on, otherwise I wouldn't write them. So it's... complicated.

For example, hard CBT can be as hot as hell to read (or watch), but I know I have a fairly low limit on what I can actually take (how that guy in those Femdom Empire videos can take being kicked in the balls for ten minutes straight I do not know, he must really love his job 🤣). Still if Mistress was to whisper to me that she was going to crush my balls with her beautiful feet I would probably edge in seconds! And in our Femdom sessions she's occasionally said some really dirty things that made my cock throb like hell (like telling me she would make me clean another's cum out of her, or make me suck a cock that had been in her ass, things like that) so it's not like she's remotely prudish!

By contrast, there is a story which lives in my 'project folder' which contains an element of cross dressing, something I have zero interest in in real life. It's hard to explain why without basically describing the whole plot of the story, but basically this results in an incriminating photo being taken and, well I'm sure you can guess the rest...

Crucially, the cross dressing in this story (which is actually very brief) is simply a means to an end, a device which transfers the power from the male sub to his wife and removes his control. So while I don't have any interest in cross dressing itself, the fact that his wife can make him do whatever she wants because she has this compromising photo of him (and he knows it) is really hot.   

But again, I am cautious about finishing this story and passing it to Mistress for proof reading because even though I know she knows I have no interest in being 'feminized' I still kinda worry that she will wonder why I am writing about this.   

It's curious because when I read my older stories (the ones I wrote as Malibuman666 particularly) I find them to be harder in their content, and yet I know Mistress proof read those for me back in the day, so quite why I gradually imposed these limits on myself I'm not really sure.

Perhaps as our sex-life changed from being vanilla with a sprinkling of Femdom and Chastity, to full time chastity and now pretty much full time Femdom too, I've become more sensitive about scaring Mistress off and making her retreat. After all we've come so far now and when I wrote those older stories the boundary between how we were living and what I was writing was much more clearly defined.

Yeah, maybe that's it. Like I suppose if I wrote a story about taking heroin, then Mistress (knowing that I've never even smoked a joint) wouldn't give it a second thought, but let's say if I was already dabbling in cocaine at the weekends she might be a little concerned.

Anyway... I'm sure most of this is me fretting unnecessarily and pointlessly navel gazing (yet again), and I really just need to finish these bloody stories and if Mistress has concerns about them we can talk it over. Honestly it feels like I've written this post a hundred times already... so apologies for boring you with my insecurities yet again.

Okay, now that I've got that off my chest... Literotica posted my latest story 'Charli's Devoition' yesterday and it's already had 1100 views and currently sits on a score of 4.65/5.0 (which means it has a HOT rating), it's also attracted one lovely comment which I will leave you with now...

by PerfectBoy7719  (11 hours ago)

Wonderful. I love the recognition that what Charli desires most is to serve and be denied her own pleasure. And I love that that's the very thing that Elise considers denying her, and makes her beg for. And even when she grants it, it's with conditions. True domination.

MISTRESS R's TOTAL ORGASMS SINCE 1st APRIL 2011 (1668)

CHASTITY YEAR #16 (27 ORGASMS 1642-1668)

APR 2026 -8, 12, 14, 22, 25, 26, 28. 30 (8)

MAY 2026 - 3, 7, 11, 13, 17, 19, 22, 24, 25, 27, 31 (11)

JUN 2026 - 3, 4, 8, 10, 14, 17, 19, 21

 

ROBERT ANTHONY's TOTAL FULL ORGASMS SINCE APRIL 1ST 2011 (178-179)

CHASTITY YEAR #16 (2 ORGASMS 178-179)

APR 2026 - 19 (1) (Handjob in Hotel, POT, no cum eating)

APR 2026 – 30 (1) (Cum after ruin, cum fed to me from Mistress’s fingers)

 

ROBERT ANTHONY's TOTAL RUINED ORGASMS SINCE APRIL 1ST 2011 (97)

 

CHASTITY YEAR #16 (2 RUINED ORGASM 96-97)

APR 2026 - 30 (1)

JUN 2026 - 14 (1)

Frustrating Morning Teasing...

Last night was not quite as warm as expected and so Mistress and I managed to sleep in the same bed. We left the windows open to try and keep ourselves cool but around 5AM Mistress got up and shut the one in our bedroom because the birds were making too much noise. 

Anyway... I woke up about 8.20 facing away from Mistress (warm but rock hard) and debated whether to get up right now or stay in bed a little longer.

After a few minutes my morning wood had calmed itself down and I turned over to face Mistress. I wasn't angling for anything you understand, wasn't even thinking about it (otherwise I would have turned over straight away, while my cock was still throbbing...), mainly it was just because I'd been lying on that side for quite a long time and my body needed a change of position.

Anyway... a few moments later I noticed Mistress's arm reaching back towards me and felt her fingertips touching my not very hard cock. I silently cursed myself for waiting, but enjoyed the sensations as Mistress moved onto her back and gently played with me.

You may remember that a while ago I posted about some 2AM teasing that I said was the 'most frustrating' ever (I think it may still be the featured post if you're reading this on a PC, which of course barely anyone is). That was truly AMAZING... I was rock hard and Mistress just barely held my cock while I rubbed myself against her hand, constantly on the verge of cumming for what seemed like hours. That one was truly one for the history books!

This morning was also very frustrating, but in a different way...

First off Mistress was using her left hand (she sleeps to my right, if I'm laying on my back) so it means she's not quite as dextrous..  but also she would stroke me a little and then practically stop and so I would start moving my cock against her hand (well fingertips and nails to be more precise).

But then just as I would start to get into a rhythm she would start stroking me again so I would stop and she would speed up and I would think okay I can stop moving but then she would slow down and stop again and I would have to start trying to fuck her hand again.

It was maddening. Honestly. Which I guess was the idea... after all, Mistress can tease me however it pleases her, not me. And of course, I still loved it, frustrating as it was.

A couple of times I started to think I was getting somewhere close to edging but then Mistress would change tack again and I would be back at square one. Aaargh!

I tried thinking about all sorts of things, including cumming on Mistress's beautiful feet and licking them clean (of course) but nothing could overcome the broken rhythms. I honestly think Mistress could have teased me for half an hour like this and I still probably wouldn't have got close to edging (in fact I probably would've lost it altogether by then).

Then, part way through my teasing Mistress pushed the covers off her body (I really don't know how she sleeps under covers in this weather honestly, but anyway...) and exposed her gorgeous breasts. That sure did help (A LOT), but I still couldn't get to the edge with these random sensations...

After a minute or two I asked if I could please touch Mistress's breasts and she said yes. Hallelujah!

That also helped, but try as I might I still couldn't get close and eventually Mistress gave my balls a few gentle slaps. A-ha I thought, now we're getting somewhere! As soon as she slapped my balls I could feel myself getting harder, maybe now I would get to the edge.

But no. Mistress gently stroked me a few more times and then let go completely. 

"That's it" she said, "You're locked back up."

Nooooooooooo!

😭

God I love my Mistress so much, she is truly amazing!

A New Kind of Punishment

This week, since our Femdom session has been genuinely amazing. It feels like Mistress has really embraced the idea of being 'meaner', and you should have seen her face light up earlier when she read my post and realised she had a 'reason' to punish me again. It was quite amusing to witness. Not that she needs a reason of course, our contract clearly states that she can whip and paddle me at any time for her own amusement.

And so, after Mistress had another wonderful orgasm on my tongue, and after she stood on the bed and had me lick her clean I found myself on my hands and knees again, awaiting my punishment. Mistress began with seven strokes of the whip, followed by five slaps with the red side of the paddle and finally five with the black side of the paddle.

The whip is fine, the red side is kind of a warm up and the black side is admittedly momentarily painful, but once it's over the pain doesn't last long at all, which doesn't really make it the best deterrent... actually in a way the awkwardness of having to admit to touching my cock is worse than the actual punishment.

I suppose the severity of the punishment administered really depends on whether Mistress genuinely wants me to not touch my cock or whether she simply likes having a 'reason' to punish me? If she just likes having a reason to punish me then maybe she doesn't actually want to 'stop' me doing it... 

Anyway, after my punishment was completed, Mistress told me to put my new ball stretcher on and then she started gently teasing my balls as we kissed and I gradually got hard. Then Mistress told me that since I had touched my cock without permission she was only going to tease my balls and not touch my cock at all. Which is interesting because I was thinking earlier that if she did genuinely want to 'dissuade' me from touching myself in future then there are probably more effective ways to do it than physical punishment.

And so began a very frustrating teasing session, where my balls were teased very lightly (apart from a few slaps and some occasional whipping - that was the best bit) until Mistress decided she had had enough. I must say I really loved that Mistress thought of this punishment herself, without any prompting from me at all. It really adds to the wonderful feeling of being 'controlled' and just makes Mistress hotter and hotter in my book!