Friday, 24 July 2026

Mean and Hot!

I can barely believe it, but I think I've actually finished the full first draft of my 'big' story. As it stands, it's 43,500 words and spans thirteen chapters - though that may increase or decrease, I'm not too sure yet. I'm pretty sure it will be nearer 50,000 words by the time I'm finished with it, which must be my longest story yet? 

This one takes the reader on quite a journey, in parts light, in parts quite dark... occasionally even funny. And like I said the other day, this will probably be my last Femdom/Chastity story for a while because I think I am feeling a little 'spent' creatively.

I'm feeling oddly proud of myself actually, because for once I didn't stop when I wanted to stop. I kept going, kept pushing, to make this a truly complete story. I knew if I stopped where I wanted to stop I would get shit in the comments from people complaining that I quit without giving them the ending they wanted. Well, I think they definitely got the big finish they were looking for this time. 

Truth be told I wanted to end the story at the end of chapter 12. That felt like where I would normally have ended things; somewhat open to a continuation and leaving the reader to make their own mind up how things eventually played out. But not this time. No. You may not enjoy or like the ending, but it definitely has one! 🤣 

There definitely won't be any more chapters, but I did think I could potentially write another series based on the wife's adventures abroad with her lover. But let's not worry about that now, there's still a LOT of work to be done to get this one finished first!

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In my ongoing quest to explain to Mistress what I mean by 'being 'mean' can be 'hot' another example can be found in my new story. I don't want to give too much away obviously, but there is a scene where the main (female) character in the story is between lovers and her husband hasn't been allowed inside her for quite some time. She takes to fucking herself with a large dildo and one night decides that while her husband still isn't allowed to 'fuck' her, she wants him to feel what her pussy feels like after it's been fucked 'properly'. 

So she unlocks him and guides him into her pussy, making sure that he doesn't try to thrust or move at all. And then after a short period, where she humiliates him for being too small to deserve to fuck her, she pushes him back until he falls out of her, has him lick her to orgasm and then locks him back up. 

Mean and hot, right?


The Blind Date (Written July 2026)

James looked at his watch for the fourth time, it was nearly 8:25pm. 

‘Thanks Emily’ he sighed to himself, ‘a great date-fixer you are!’

He sighed loudly and took one last look around the large, dimly lit restaurant. Clearly his ‘date’ wasn’t coming; he might as well finish his drink and call it a night. Dejected, he steeled himself to get up and leave but then sensed some movement by the door. He squinted into the darkness and spied a hot girl heading in his direction. He watched her closely, she was absolutely stunning! Her red dress clung to her slender frame and showed off her shape perfectly, she was quite athletic, very toned, exactly the kind of girl that James really liked. She also had a shock of blond hair that falling just below her shoulders that really caught his eye. 

Her shoes were amazing too, really high black strappy-sandals that exposed her crimson painted toes and just enough of her sexy feet. He looked away, not wanting to appear leery, besides… there was clearly no way a woman that looked like that was coming to his table.  

He turned his head, hoping to sneak one more quick peek at the stunning girl before she disappeared from his life forever and to his consternation realised she was still heading straight for him. He looked away again, but after a few seconds realised she was standing at the end of his table. He slowly turned back to look at her. 

Holy shit, she was beyond gorgeous.

“Hi, are you James?” the blond asked.

He scratched his head as if trying to remember.

“Err… yes!” he finally managed to utter. “Sorry. I wasn’t expecting you to be so…” 

James’ voice tailed off and the girl smiled inquisitively at him for a second.

“Old?” she ventured.

“What….no, no!” he blustered.
 
They both laughed and the tension eased a little. James realised he was still sitting and his date was standing so he all but leapt to his feet, in the process banging his knee on the underside of the table. He cursed under his breath, but did a reasonably good job of pretending it didn’t hurt.

“Hi, I’m James…” he said awkwardly in a strangely deep voice, a desperate attempt to regain some kind of composure and assert himself a little.

“Jennifer,” the girl smiled at him. In her heels she was almost as tall as him, which was a novelty for James as he was a tad over six feet tall himself. They stood there slightly awkwardly for a few seconds until James came to his senses.

“Let me, aah, get that for you…” he said grabbing the back of the chair opposite his and pulling it out for her.

“Thank you James, what a gentleman.”

James smiled, sat down and looked at her, hoping he didn’t look too shell-shocked. He tried to calm himself down and rubbed his throbbing knee under the table, then slowly stopped as he realised she could see what he was doing. 

“Did you hurt your knee?” 

“Ah, no… not really. It’s fine… honestly.”

A smile played around Jennifer’s lips.

James studied her closely for a few seconds, now that she was closer he realised she wasn’t quite as young as he had first thought. Exceptionally beautiful for sure, but not the 21 or 22 he had first imagined. He figured she was closer to his own age, maybe two or three years younger, Since she was a friend of Emily’s that would make sense as they were born just eighteen months apart.

“What are you like 25?” he blurted out a little rudely, instantly regretting that he had turned the conversation back to her age. What an idiot!

Jennifer smiled, albeit a little awkwardly.

“No… actually I’m older than you.”

“I doubt that very much!” James frowned. 

“Care to guess?” she offered.

James fidgeted in his chair, feeling this had not started as well as he would have liked.

“Well… that’s clearly a trap and I’m not falling for it,” he laughed, holding his hands up to indicate his refusal. James often used humour to diffuse awkward situations and it usually worked for him. Not always, of course, but quite often.

Jennifer held his gaze for a moment. He felt slightly ill, how could this incredible looking woman be his age? It was ridiculous.

“Emily told me you are 28.”

No way was this girl older than 28.

“Did she… okay. So how do you know Emily?”

“Changing the subject already?”

James laughed and shrugged, trying to look cool and relaxed, but failing miserably.

“Well, I worked with her for about three months a few years ago,” started Jennifer, “then I left but we kept in touch… I’ve been abroad for the last couple of years, but when I came back she told me she knew a guy who I might like.”

James nodded enthusiastically.

“Nice… so clearly that didn’t work out and now you’re here with me!”

Jennifer smiled.

“Emily said you were funny… but you still haven’t told me how old you think I am.”

“Oh this again, really?”

Much to James’ relief the waiter arrived at the table to take their drink orders. The pair ordered two glasses of red wine and the waiter departed, leaving them to return to their conversation.

“Before we go any further,” began Jennifer. “I should apologise, I was extremely late and I’m never late for anything… my taxi didn’t turn up, I really am dreadfully sorry.”

“That’s okay,” said James. “Although I did kind of think I was getting stood up…”

“No, I would never do that.” 

“Even if you came in the door and I was butt-ugly?”

Jennifer paused for a second and then said “Even butt-ugly guys have their good points. I try not to judge a book by its cover.”

‘Easy for you to say,’ thought James… ‘every guy in this place would swap places with me in a heartbeat.’

“Well, yeah… that’s a good way to be. Looks aren’t everything…” he replied diplomatically, while thinking to himself ‘but fuck me, you’re way out of my league!’

“Besides, I’m looking for something with more ‘substance’,” continued Jennifer. 

The waiter returned with their drinks and two menus. Jennifer and James looked round in astonishment and waited for the waiter to leave before continuing their conversation.

“Wow, how did he bring those drinks so fast?” whispered Jennifer.

“I have no idea!”

The pair laughed and shook their heads before sipping their drinks.

“Are you hungry?” asked Jennifer in a way that made James wonder what she was actually talking about.

“Mmm, yeah. Are you?”

“Starving, I missed lunch today… I need to eat something or this wine is going to go straight to my head.”

James started to peruse the menu, occasionally glancing over the top of the page at his devastating companion. 

‘Sorry Emily, I take it all back’, he muttered to himself.

“Did you say something?” asked Jennifer.

“What? Oh no, I was just… thinking, I must thank Emily for setting this up.”

Jennifer smiled and returned to the menu, made her selections and then placed it on the table.

“Have you been here before?” she said.

“Once or twice…” replied James. “I’m not like buddies with the waiter or anything.”

“Oh… I thought maybe you brought all your dates here?”

“All my…. dates. Yes, of course. Hahaha…. actually the waiter’s name is Andre and I tipped him £50 to be super attentive to us, any minute now he’ll bring out a dozen red roses, we’ll blow off dinner and I’ll take you home…”

Jennifer laughed. “You are funny… I love it.”

James blushed a little, he liked making people laugh, especially beautiful girls… he bit his lip for a moment and then blurted out: “I was going to say ‘beautiful’…. earlier, I didn’t expect you to be so ‘beautiful’.”

Jennifer looked at him sweetly.

“Thank you James... when I get tired of hearing that I will let you know. Uh-oh, ‘Andre’s’ coming back, have you decided what you’re having?”

“What? No, does he have the roses already, I told him to wait until we’d had the main…”

Jennifer laughed again.

“Oh, false alarm, he’s gone the other way… but you better decide before he comes back.”

James quickly studied the menu. Steak for main and…. what for starter?

‘Andre’ returned to take their order.

James waved his hand to indicate that Jennifer should start and he followed on, still not sure he was really decided, but never mind.

The waiter left them alone and Jennifer cocked her head onto one side.

“So… you still haven’t told me how old you think I am?”

James made a face.

“Does it really matter?”

“Well, maybe…”

“Oh gawd…” James sighed, this clearly wasn’t going to go away, so he might as well just get it over with. “Well quite honestly you look 25 at the absolute max. But if Emily told you that you are older than me then I have to guess 28… and a half?” 

James turned his head and screwed up his face like he was waiting to get slapped.

Jennifer looked at him, suddenly a little more serious.

“No James, I’m 33. Nearly 34 actually…”

“What?” James frowned at her. “You can’t be?”

“Well, I am… and I thought you should know, is that a problem for you?”

“No… not at all.” 

“So you’re into ‘older’ women?

“I’m into older women that look like you, certainly!” said James gazing at her reverently.

Jennifer smiled again.

“Emily said you would be okay with it, but still… I thought I should just put it out there.”

“Emily was right… as usual,” quipped James.

“Okay, look… James, the point I’m making is, I’m not a ‘girl’ anymore and I’m not looking for a one night stand.” 

“Okay.”

“And to me you’re a little on the young side, in fact when Emily told me you were 28 I nearly told her to forget it, but she kept saying that we would be a really good match… so before we get too far into this, I just need to know if you’re looking for something serious, or not. If not, that’s fair enough. I mean I’m not asking you for a proposal tonight or anything…”

James swallowed hard at the thought of spending the rest of his life with this incredible woman. He couldn’t be that lucky, surely.

“No, I get what you’re saying.” he assured her. “To be honest I’m not really a ‘one night stand’ kind of guy either… in fact I’ve never had a one night stand. Well, not really… maybe one, but it was a very long time ago.”

James wanted to go on, to explain exactly why he wasn’t that kind of guy but he was absolutely terrified of screwing this up.

“I know, Emily told me you are a good guy.”

The starter arrived and James wondered what else Emily might have told her.

“Wow, that looks amazing,” said Jennifer, gazing at the plate the waiter had just put in front of her.

The couple began to eat, after a minute or two they both tried to break the silence at once.

“Sorry, you go on,” said James.

“I was just going to say, this is amazing… is yours okay?”

“Yes, really nice… ‘Andre’ has done me proud.”

“What were you going to say?”

“Oh… I was just going to ask whether you preferred to be called Jennifer, or Jen, or something else like, I don’t know…. Pete?”

Jennifer nearly choked on her starter and grabbed a glass of water.

“Sorry,” apologised James, trying not to laugh.

Jennifer stared at him.

“Well, I think perhaps you can call me Jen now we’ve got to know each other a little better.”

“Great!” said James, smiling to himself.

“But it’s a subject that’s open to review,” she added mysteriously.

The pair finished their starters and the waiter returned to take their empty plates away.

“Thank you An….” started James, before realising that he was about to reveal their personal joke. “…d could we have some more water please?”

Jen dropped her head, her shoulders shaking as she tried to suppress her laughter.

“I can’t believe you nearly called him Andre!”

“I know…” said James shrugging. “Good save though, I don’t think he noticed.”

The couple continued to talk throughout the pause between courses and on into the main. They seemed to be getting on incredibly well but James could not help but wonder exactly what Emily had told Jen about him. He and Emily were extremely close and had shared a lot about themselves, including their sexual fantasies, which he realised could be a problem for another woman coming into a relationship with him. 

“So… you said you were abroad the last two years?”

“Yes, I got offered a promotion but I had to move to France. I didn’t really want to go but the money was way more than I was getting here and I realised I needed to jump or someone else would and they probably wouldn’t give me another shot.”

“Hmm,” James nodded.

“But then after a couple of years I just wanted to come back home. Work was okay but I couldn’t settle to date because I knew at some point I wanted to come back to London, so there didn’t seem much point. And as I said, I’m not a one-night-stand kind of girl.”

“Must have been tough, two years is a long time,” noted James. “Plus those French men… they’re so annoyingly romantic aren’t they? Always buying flowers and making grand gestures every five minutes… and riding around on their pushbikes with their stripey tops and onions and everything.”

“Stop it!” Jennifer looked at him sternly, clearly trying not to laugh.

“Ah… oui, non…” said James

Jennifer kicked him under the table and then burst out laughing.

“Ouch! That hurt…” said James. “You can do it again if you like...”

Jennifer arched an eyebrow, then went back to her food, tilting her head forward slightly to try and hide the smile that was still playing around her lips.

They talked some more as ‘Andre’ cleared their plates and asked if they would like to see the dessert menu.

James deferred to Jen, who asked for a coffee instead, leaving James to peruse the menu before reluctantly ordering a coffee as well.

“So… what else did Emily tell you about me?” asked James cautiously.

“Umm… she said you were a great guy, but a little ‘different’ to anyone else she knew.”

James nodded and studied his napkin, his mind racing… he wished Emily had given him more to go on than ‘She’s pretty, you’ll like her – a lot!’. 

Distracted, he struggled to find something else to say.

“Are you okay? You’ve gone very quiet all of a sudden,” prompted Jen.

James looked up, his face a little tense.

“Yeah, umm… I don’t know. I guess I’m wondering exactly what Emily told you, because she didn’t really tell me anything about you. Well, she said you were pretty… and that I would like you and I can’t argue with her there. Although I can’t help thinking that ‘pretty’ was an understatement.”

“Thank you, you’re not so bad yourself,” Jen smiled warmly and then paused to collect her thoughts.

“Well, honestly, she only told me good things. I must admit I was kind of thinking if this guy is so amazing then why aren’t you dating him? But she said you two were more like brother and sister and….” she tailed off, “…she also said you weren’t really ‘compatible’.”

Jen left that nugget hanging in the air, teasing him with it.

James bit his lip nervously. As friends he and Emily got on like a house on fire, but it was true that they weren’t ‘compatible’, not ‘sexually’ anyway. Shit, how much had Emily told Jen? He looked at her and desperately tried to read her thoughts. How much did this incredible woman really know about him?

Jen sipped from her wine glass, swallowed and delicately licked her lips. She leaned forward slightly and rested her chin on her palm.

“Actually…” she said, leaning even closer and dropping her voice slightly. “If you really want to know, Emily told me that you absolutely LOVE making women cum. Is that true?”

James swallowed hard… he was getting extremely nervous now and tried desperately to regain his composure.

“Yeah, that’s… true. Yes.” he said, trying to sound very casual about it. 

“Good,” said Jen… “I like that.”

She leaned back and smiled, her hand falling down between her legs and her eyes closing a little as she gazed at him.

“In fact, she said you would eat my pussy every day if I wanted you to. Is that true too?”

James could only nod, he was almost shaking now. Just thinking about burying his tongue between this Goddess of a woman’s thighs was making him feel dizzy.

Jen smiled and took another sip of wine. 

“And what else do you like? Apart from eating pussy I mean.”

James shuffled uncomfortably in his chair. Emily had really dropped him in it here, but he trusted her implicitly, so he might just as well be honest.

He thought for a second and then said

“Honestly,” he said “I like to be… teased.”

“Really?” Jen smiled. “I like that too.”

“You like being teased?” he frowned.

“No.” she said firmly.

“Ah,” James nodded and drained the last of the wine from his glass.

“Just teased?” Jen enquired, her eyes like lasers cutting into his soul.

“No… teased… and denied,” answered James. He was absolutely cringing inside; any minute now she was going to get up and leave and he was never going to see her again. It was just a matter of time.

“Interesting. I like to tease… and I’m very good at it. But what do you mean by denied?”

‘Andre’ reappeared with their coffees and the pair fell into an awkward silence as two cups and saucers were carefully placed on the table.

“Thank you,” they both said at the same time.

He gave a little bow and turned away, leaving them alone once more.

Jen smiled and then waved her hand to indicate that James should go on.

He waited until he was sure that the waiter was out of earshot.

“Umm, like teased and not allowed to… cum,” he whispered.

“Oh no, I get that…” countered Jen. “I mean, what sort of time frame are we talking? Days, weeks or months?”

James exhaled loudly.

“That depends,” he said.

“On what?” 

“On what you decide,” he said, deferentially.

“Excellent,” she smiled.  

James nervously sipped his coffee, finding it rather too hot to drink.

“So… would you describe yourself as sexually submissive?” probed Jen.

“Yes,” nodded James. “Definitely.”

He felt Jen’s foot moving between his thighs and then gently pressing against his groin.

“And what exactly do you mean by that?” Jen mused. “Does that mean you want me to go ‘on top’… or does that mean you want me to fuck you in the ass?”

“I…I…” stammered James weakly.

“Do you want me to fuck you James, is that what you want?”

James nodded slowly. Jen’s eyes sparkled, she was clearly loving this.

“Would you want it slow and sensual or hard and fast?”

“Whatever pleased you…” he muttered breathlessly.

Jen smiled as her foot started pressing harder between James’ legs.

“Do you like that?” she asked.

“Yes, very much…” he replied nervously.

“I bet you do.”

Jennifer suddenly pushed her foot into his balls as hard as she could, bringing a low grunt from James’ throat.

“How about that?” she enquired.

James nodded again.

“You know just nodding won’t be acceptable once we’re alone, don’t you?”

“Yes…” moaned James quietly.

“Yes…?” urged Jen.

“Yes… Mistress,” James answered nervously.

Jennifer smiled evilly as she ground her sandal into James’ cock and balls.

“I hope you do like this… because I love doing it,” she warned.

“Yes… I do, Mistress.”

“And you really want me to fuck you?”

“God yes.”

“Then I want you to do something for me.”

“Anything,” James exclaimed, instantly wondering if he would regret it.

“Anything? Really?” Jen mocked, “That’s WAY too easy James, and somewhat dangerous… you don’t even know what I want you to do.” 

James felt stupid, Jen was making him feel so lightheaded now.

“What if I told you I wanted you to blow ‘Andre’?”

James looked at the waiter on the other side of the room and then back at Jen. 

“What?” he exclaimed.

James felt his face going bright red… Jen was really fucking with him, and he couldn’t quite decide whether he loved it or hated it. But he knew which side of the fence his dick was on, he was as hard as steel and Jen’s foot felt really, really good pressing against it now.

“Don’t worry, I never do forced-bi on a first date…” Jen laughed cruelly.

James wanted to laugh but he was so fucking nervous now, his heart was pounding out of his chest.

“I…”

“Shh,” said Jennifer, holding her finger to her lips. “Listen, I’ll tell you exactly what I want you to do… and if not, well, that’s too bad. Clearly you’re not the man that Emily promised me.”

‘Fuck!’ thought James, he truly loved Emily like a sister but this was torture.

“I know my worth James, and I want you to prove to me how bad you want it,” she added.

James started to nod and then answered ‘Yes Mistress’. 

“I want you to take your cock out right now and jerk yourself off into your other hand.”

James looked shocked.

“What, here?”

“Yes, here.”

“But…”

“But what, there’s a tablecloth… the nearest table is eight feet away. Are you not turned on right now?”

“Yes, but…”

“Would it help if you imagined me naked?” she asked helpfully.

James chewed his lip repeatedly.

“I don’t mind… I love being naked. And if you’re going to eat my pussy every single day then you’ll be seeing me naked a lot, won’t you?”

‘Jesus, Emily…’ thought James.

“Of course, if you don’t want to do it then… I guess we can call it a night.”

James realised how laboured his breathing had become, while Jennifer looked completely calm, together and even more beautiful than when she arrived. 

He felt her foot bash into his groin again and let out another small grunt.

“Or maybe you’d rather think about me standing naked in front of you, except for my heels… watching you, down on your knees, jerking your cock… and begging me to kick you in the balls?”

James’ groan was louder this time.

“Hmm, yes Emily told me you like that… I’m sure it would be fun, for both of us.”

James reached down and unzipped his fly, he couldn’t fucking believe he was going to do this here in this restaurant… he just hoped ‘Andre’ kept his distance until he was done.

“That’s it…” smiled Jennifer. “Everything is so much easier when you just do as you’re told isn’t it?”

“Yes Mistress,” gasped James.

“Tell me when you’re close, I don’t want you getting cum on these beautiful shoes. Not here anyway…”

James felt dizzy as hell, his cock was on the edge in no time and he tried to hold back, after all he didn’t want her to think he couldn’t last.”

Jennifer pulled her foot away and leant forward, her elbows on the table, her hands supporting her chin and her head coquettishly on one side.

“Don’t try and impress me James, there’s plenty of time for that later. Right now I just want one thing from you; obedience. Are you going to be obedient for me James?”

“Yes Mistress,” he choked.

“Then cum for me.”

James dropped his left hand beneath the table and positioned it under the head of his cock, ready to catch his eruption.

“Come on, don’t keep me waiting,” Jen said, a hint of harshness creeping into her voice.

“Ugh… I’m coming,” James whispered.

Jennifer sat back in her chair and watched as James milked his cock until it was dry, while simultaneously trying not to give anything away to anyone around him but her.

“Are you done?” enquired Jennifer.

“Yes Mistress.”

“Show me.”

James looked around and then brought his left hand up from under the table, a puddle of cum sitting right in the middle of his palm.

“Good boy,” said Jen. “Do I need to tell you what I want you to do now?”

James’ head was spinning, she couldn’t be serious. Surely?

“Come on, after all… you’ve already done the difficult part.”

Jen fixed her eyes on his, challenging him to disobey her.

“Lick it up,” she warned. “In future hesitation like this will cost you, dearly. Do you understand?” 

James looked down at the pool of cum sitting in his palm. He could not let this girl get away, she was INCREDIBLE. And if she wanted him to lick that puddle of cum out of his palm in this swanky, exclusive restaurant, then that’s exactly what he would do.

“Good boy,” smiled Jen as she watched him discreetly lick up and swallow his load. “Let’s go to my place, I want to see what this tongue of yours can do.”

Wednesday, 22 July 2026

A Beautiful Start to the Day

This morning I woke up rock hard, which was no great surprise because I spent most of last evening with Mistress's beautiful feet in my lap. I went to sleep thinking about them and woke up thinking about them and even though it was only three days ago that Mistress allowed me to lick my cum off of them it hasn't satisfied my craving in the slightest. I am still desperate to cum on and clean those amazing feet again and again and again. I really hope Mistress lets me do that again very soon.

When I left for work this morning Mistress stood a few steps up the stairs and allowed me to kiss her perfect feet before I went to work. What a wonderful start to the day!

Currently I'm still in that between stage, where the chastity hasn't kicked in yet. It's only been three days since I came and right now I want to cum again. Badly! I know this won't last, soon I will be craving denial, but right now, I would love to be allowed to cum again. I wonder how long it will be this time?

There's one thing, at least I can tell myself Mistress probably wouldn't let me cum on her feet again already, that makes it at least a tiny bit easier to get through the day. 🤣

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You may possibly have noticed that I have unpublished 'How to Break Your Man' from the blog for the time being. The reason for this is that I am so deep into this story now that I may want to adjust minor details or add things in to the first part, so I thought it best to take it down and make sure it's all properly finished before I post it again. I have written the first 8 chapters (about 30,000 words so far), oh hang on is it 8 or is it 9? I forget. Anyway, there are probably at least two more to go - but possibly more because I haven't decided where to end it yet or how far to extend it...

When it's 'finished' I want to read it critically and think what my readers are going to say and make improvements before I fire it onto Literotica. One common criticism of stories like this is 'the wife doesn't love him anymore, he should leave her' etc.. actually it's often much more abusive than that, but anyway I've tried to include times where the main 'couple' in the story show affection to each other in everyday situations to try and get over that issue.

Honestly though, this story is wearing me down. Aside from the length, it's the strain of writing something like this. I honestly think it might be my best story ever, but at the same time it stresses me out when I think about Mistress reading what I have written. It's not the physical acts I'm describing that I find troubling, it's the amount of emotion I am investing in the characters, especially their thoughts and feelings around cuckolding etc. 

It's definitely taking its toll on me and I am starting to think once this is finished this may be my last 'Femdom/Chastity' story for a little while. But we'll see. There's still plenty more half finished Word docs in my folder.

Tuesday, 21 July 2026

Becoming a Mistress (Written July 2026)

My wife has been holding my key for a while now, just over two years in fact and in that time she has become a lot stricter about my releases and a lot more ‘inventive’ with how she allows me to cum. Despite that Rebecca was reluctant to ‘officially’ cross the line and become my ‘Mistress’, though it wasn’t for lack of trying on my part. 

Recently it was our wedding anniversary and she told me she had something special planned. We always go out to dinner to celebrate our actual anniversary, so she decided to wait until the day after to give me my ‘special gift’. The meal was great but I had been locked for a few weeks, so I was more than eager to be let out and to hopefully get something more than ball teasing (nice as that is…)

The evening after our anniversary meal Rebecca led me into our bedroom and told me to strip. She had placed a chair in the corner of our bedroom, facing towards the bed… which made me kinda nervous because it felt a bit like the start of one of those cuckolding stories you read on Literotica. But since I didn’t honestly believe that was something my wife would ever do (at least not without some serious prior conversations!) I obediently followed her instruction to undress and then knelt in front of the chair. 

I had no idea what was about to happen, but I was not entirely surprised when she walked up behind me and slipped a blindfold over my head. Rebecca sometimes likes to blindfold me and masturbate right in front of me (so mean!) and I wondered if that was what she was planning tonight? 

Well…. not exactly!

I heard her moving about a little behind me, presumably removing her clothes and then felt her brush by me.

“Now,” she said, settling herself on the chair in front of me. “Let’s get this this off you.”

She reached down and I felt her unlock my cage and remove the small padlock that kept it secure. She slid it free and then removed the metal cage and back ring, setting both aside for later.

Next I felt her smooth fingers trace along the length of my cock and then move under me to cup my heavy balls.

“Does it feel good to finally be free?” she asked.

“Yes, really good… thank you M….” I replied, stopping myself in the nick of time. Last time I accidentally called her ‘Mistress’ she got really annoyed with me and I didn’t want to fuck whatever this was up before we’d even started.

For a moment there was an awkward silence… but then her fingers moved back between my legs and I felt her tease my ass with a fingertip. I really love it when she touches my ass and I hope that’s something she explores more in future, but for now it was a very brief teasing and then she returned her attention to my cock and balls. It felt so good to finally get some proper stimulation, but as always it took a little while for my cock to realise it was free and able to get properly hard.

“Mmmm, that feels soooo nice doesn’t it? So good to feel my fingers wrapped around your poor denied cock at last.”

“Yes!” I gasped, appreciatively.

Rebecca chuckled softly and let go, sitting back up and shifting on the chair. 

“Now,” she said. “I’m sure you want to be allowed to cum and relieve the ache in those wretched balls, don’t you?”

“Yes… please.”

“Of course you do…”

I heard some kind of bottle being squeezed and then a sound like lube being applied to skin.

“Can you guess what I’m doing?” she teased.

“I…. I’m not sure,” I replied honestly.

“Well… I’ll tell you. Right now I’m rubbing baby oil on my beautiful, silky smooth legs. You love my gorgeous legs don’t you?”

“Yes,” I moaned. “You have such amazing, sexy legs.”

She really did and she loved to show them off too, much to my absolute delight. In the summer she always wore the flimsiest of dresses and I was often caught lost in my thoughts as I stared at her legs when she was trying to engage me in conversation.
 
At first she was a little annoyed with me about it, but I eventually explained that her legs were just too distracting. Nowadays she does it on purpose, just so that she can chide me for it in public. She thinks it’s a joke, but to me it’s kinda hot and perfectly plays into my Mistress/slave fantasies. I feel like we’re heading in that direction, Rebecca is naturally ‘dominant’ (or bossy if you like) anyway, I just haven’t managed to convince her to take on the title yet.

I felt her lean forward and whisper as she rubbed the oil all the way down her silky smooth legs.

“That’s good… I’m pleased that you love them so much, because if you really want to cum then you’re going to need their help.”

She sat upright again and I heard her lean to one side and pick something up. Then I felt something pressed against my lips.

“Open wide,” she said haughtily as she pushed her big, black dildo into my mouth. “Now suck it. Get it wet for my horny little pussy.”

My cock throbbed as I allowed her to push the rubber cock into my mouth… for some reason Rebecca had recently developed a bit of a ‘thing’ about watching me suck on her dildos and I had no doubt in my mind that she would be touching herself as she fucked my mouth. 

“That’s it, suck that big black cock and get it nice and ready for me.” she said. 

On second thoughts… maybe I SHOULD be more worried about becoming a cuckold, eh?

Rebecca moaned appreciatively as she watched and played with herself… and honestly kneeling blindfolded before her, sucking on that dildo for her made me feel incredibly submissive and the more submissive I felt, the deeper I wanted to take the cock into my mouth for her.

“That’s it,” she said, “gag on it for me…” 

Rebecca pushed the cock deeper still until I could feel it right at the back of my throat. She moaned softly as she watched me struggling to take it.

“That’s so fucking hot,” she whispered.

She pulled the cock back and then fucked my mouth with it for a few seconds before removing it altogether.

“Good boy…”

That was new, she’d never called me that before.

“Now, I want you to put your hands behind your back and lock your fingers together. Under no circumstances are you to use your hands, unless you’re going to fall over – then you can. But you do not use them to touch your cock under any circumstances, do you understand?”

I nodded, put both arms behind my back and held them together.

“Are you sure you can do that, or do I need to tie your wrists together?”

Again, this was new. I was more than happy to be ‘tied’, but I sensed that she wanted me to obey her without resorting to that and I didn’t want her to have to go and find something to tie me with if she hadn’t thought of it beforehand.

“I can do it,” I promised. 

“Okay, but if you use your hands for anything other than to stop yourself falling then this stops immediately. Understand?”

“Yes…”

I felt her lean forward again, curl her slender fingers around my throbbing cock and stroke it with the lightest touch you can possibly imagine while I breathed heavily. 

“Good… now, in case you haven’t worked it out, I’m going to give you ten minutes to get yourself off by rubbing your cock against my sexy legs. That shouldn’t be too hard, should it?”


“Thank you M…”. Fuck! I nearly said it AGAIN! Thankfully Rebecca let it go a second time.

“Well, I guess we’ll see… perhaps it won’t be as easy as I think?” she mused.

She let go of my rod and a few seconds later I heard her tapping at her phone (presumably setting an alarm for ten minutes). 

“Ready? Then begin.”

For a few seconds I was a bit hesitant, but then I shuffled forward a few inches until I felt the tip of my cock brush against her leg. It was hard to get a good angle, but once I did it felt wonderful. The only problem was she’d applied so much oil that it was hard to get any friction going at all. I rocked back and forth relentlessly, listening as she fucked herself with her big, black dildo and wishing it was my cock that was pleasuring her. 

“This feels soooo good inside me,” Rebecca taunted as she watched me struggling. “How’s that feeling for you?”

“Frustrating,” I answered, thrusting my cock against her calf like a dog in heat.

“It looks it,” she giggled. “Well, you’ve only used two minutes so far, so keep trying for me.”

I had no intention of stopping, I just didn’t think I was ever going to get anywhere.

Another minute or so passed before Rebecca spoke again.

“Stop!” she ordered and I froze in place immediately. 

I felt her move closer to me and her lips brushed against mine. I could taste her delicious pussy on them and dearly wished my tongue was between her legs and making her cum.

“You LOVE that taste don’t you?”

I nodded… 

“Tell me how much you love it.”

“I adore it… I love when you straddle my head and all I can smell and taste is your gorgeous pussy.”

“You really mean that don’t you?” she said, her voice giving away the huge smile she was wearing at that moment.

“Yes… I absolutely love it.”

Rebecca gave a satisfied groan as she pushed the dildo back inside her wet cunt and fucked herself with it.

“I love hearing that. I really do. Continue.”

After a few seconds I started moving back and forth again, my cock gently slipping against her taut skin. It felt great, but any small level of momentum I had built up was lost when she stopped me and it felt like I was starting from scratch.  

“Only six minutes left… better hurry,” she taunted me from above.

I redoubled my efforts but it was no good, the baby oil was just too slippery, I couldn’t even get enough friction to roll my foreskin back. 

“It’s so amusing to watch you rubbing your cock against my leg like that… you poor thing, you’re so very desperate to cum aren’t you?”

“Yes,” I grunted. “Please…. help me!”

“Help you?” she snapped. “Why on Earth should I want to do that? I’m not here to help you… I gave you a wonderful opportunity, it’s up to you to make the most of it. After all, this is what you said you wanted isn’t it?”

“Yes,” I groaned. “I know… but… I can’t… get.”

“Can’t get yourself off…” she interjected witheringly. “Oh dear, that’s so sad isn’t it? Just imagine the torture of going back into the cage without having enjoyed a wonderful, satisfying orgasm. Your poor balls still jammed full of cum and aching all night as you desperately try to get to sleep while lying next to me.”

I dropped my head, but I continued rubbing my poor aching cock against her slick calf and shin.

“At least one of us will be able to sleep,” she continued. “I intend to have at least three orgasms before bed… maybe even more.”

I grunted in frustration, desperate to release my hands and stroke myself over the edge… but I couldn’t do that. I had worked so hard to convince Rebecca that I wanted her to be dominant and mean to me in the bedroom; now that she had taken the initiative, I had to prove to her that I could take it.

“Perhaps it would help if I let you taste me again…. since I know you love it soooo much.”

I felt her dildo pressed against my lips again and I opened my mouth to allow it inside. The beautiful taste of her sodden pussy smothered my tongue and I moaned as I felt the rubber cock filling my mouth.

“I love to watch you sucking cock,” she taunted. “It’s so exciting for you isn’t it? Tasting my delicious pussy off a nice thick cock.”

I nodded slightly, embarrassed by how much I enjoyed doing that for her.

“Maybe one day I’ll have you do it for real…”

What the fuck? I felt my cock throb as she spoke those words and I groaned loudly around the rubber filling my mouth.

“Oh, you like that idea do you? Interesting…” she laughed as she pulled the dildo free once more and slid it back inside her slick hole.

“Times running out… are you getting close?”

“Not… really,” I groaned, breathlessly.

“I tell you what, since it’s our anniversary… and since I’m in such a good mood, I’ll give you another minute, okay?”

“Thank you.”

Every part of me ached from trying to rub myself to the edge and I didn’t honestly think another minute would really make a difference, but at the same time I couldn’t give up.

“What if I put my legs together and let you fuck them, will that help?”

I felt her slide her legs next to each other, trapping my aching cock between them.

“Yes! Oh God, yes…. that’s so much better, thank you.”

“Thank you… Mistress,” she corrected. “That’s what you want me to be, isn’t it? And that’s what I will be from now on. Not just your wife… or your ‘keyholder’ though obviously I am still both those things. No, from now on I am your Mistress and you will address me as such in the bedroom and… also whenever else I decide I want you to.”

“Thank you Mistress,” I moaned, my orgasm finally starting to build towards something…

“I hope you don’t regret this,” she said, her breathing laboured as she rubbed her clit and fucked herself with her big black dildo once more. “I intend to have a lot of fun with you… and if you manage to cum today I’m going to make you lick it off my dildo…”

I grunted loudly as I thrust my cock harder between her slippery legs, while she counted down the remaining seconds… I was so close, but not close enough.

“5… 4… 3… 2… 1…. STOP!” she ordered, moving her legs apart and then away from me. “Time is up I’m afraid. No orgasm for YOU today.”

I slumped down, breathing heavily… my aching cock hanging dejectedly in mid air.

“Oh dear slave, unfortunately for you that means you will be locked back up until such time as you’ve given me ten, beautiful, glorious orgasms… and then perhaps I will let you try again. Maybe a few extra days build up will make it easier for you to cum?”

“Thank you… Mistress,” I whispered, frustrated as hell, but secretly thrilled to finally be able to use that word.

“Do you want to eat my pussy now and make me cum?”

“Yes, please Mistress.”

“Beg me… beg me to let you eat my perfect pussy and give me that first orgasm.”

“Please Mistress, please let me worship your wonderful pussy and make you cum.”

“Is that it?”

“Please Mistress, I want it so badly… I want to taste your gorgeous pussy and make you cum so hard.”

Mistress Rebecca chuckled softly to herself, amused by how easily I could be manipulated and toyed with in my current state. Later she would tell me she was kicking herself for hesitating so long to give me what I’d asked for so many times before. 

She paused a few seconds as if considering my request, then said, “Hmm, I don’t think so. I planned to fuck myself with my dildo and my vibrator after you came… so that’s what I’m going to do. As for you… you can stay there, on your knees and listen to me enjoy myself. Maybe once I’ve cum I will let you try begging again, does that sound fair?”

“Yes Mistress.”

“Actually, I think you’ve been on your knees long enough. Get up.”

She put out her hand and helped my up onto my feet, then guided me to the chair which she’d been sitting on. 

“Thank you Mistress,” I said, relieved to be off my knees.

“You stay there, and keep your hands where I can see them…”

I heard her move away from me and climb onto the bed and as I listened to her pleasuring herself I felt a wonderful sense of things finally coming together after many years trying. She came pretty quickly the first time, clearly worked up from watching me humiliate myself… but she didn’t allow me to beg to worship her pussy until she’d already cum a second time. 

“You may take the blindfold off now slave.”

“Thank you Mistress.”

Once my eyes had adjusted to the light in the room I was greeted with the glorious sight of Rebecca lying back on the bed, her thighs spread wide open, her vibrator lying by her side and her dildo buried deep in her delicious cunt.

She ordered me onto the bed between her ankles and then watched as I eagerly sucked her dildo clean, not once or twice but over and over again until she was satisfied; only then did she allow me to beg to make her cum. As I begged pathetically, she used her fingers to open her pussy lips and show me how stretched out she was by her favourite toy. It was incredibly hot and my cock ached for attention, but of course none was forthcoming.

Rebecca was pretty worn out from the first two orgasms and it took quite a while for me to get her to a third, but after about half an hour of trying I managed to get her over the line. It was definitely worth the wait though; she came incredibly hard, her hands holding my head as she bucked and writhed against my tired, aching tongue. It was truly amazing, for both of us…

But just when I thought things couldn’t get any better, she looked down at me and smiled, then rolled over onto her front and pushed her ass up into the air, her knees bent beneath her thighs.

“Lick me clean,” she ordered, reaching back to part her ass cheeks.

I groaned as I looked at the gorgeous sight before me and then set about diligently licking up every drop of pussy juice I could find. She tasted amazing and she absolutely loved it when I teased her asshole with my tongue. Later she told me she wants to have me lick her ass while she plays with her toys and makes herself cum. I can’t wait for that!

Eventually we showered together and Mistress Rebecca fitted the cage again. We had a long talk in bed afterwards about everything and I thanked her profusely for being so creative and making my dreams come true. She said she was really nervous, but now that she’d seen how happy it made me she was going to be pushing me a LOT harder in future.
 

Monday, 20 July 2026

Obviously, I'm in a Fantastic Mood Today...

As you can probably imagine, I'm in a great mood today. Even though I am back in the office this morning, even though I have to go to my chiropractor tonight (and then my Mother's for a brief visit....) nothing can take the shine off what I experienced with Mistress yesterday. It was truly, truly fantastic.

Mistress absolutely loved the 'personalised' perfume bottle by the way, that made her very happy. 😊

The whole day was wonderful, but obviously the session was the thing that's really on my mind today and two things, actually no three things stand out in my memory. First, obviously being allowed to cum for the first time in 80 days and getting to clean it off of Mistress's beautiful feet, which was every bit as amazing as I hoped it would be.

It's not just that I adore Mistress's feet, there's also the added (very specific) dimension of 'submissiveness' that goes along with cumming on and cleaning her feet. It's where a submissive (or a cuckold) cums, the only place they really 'deserve' to cum on her body. 

If they even 'deserve' to cum at all...  

The other image burned into my mind as I drove to work this morning, was the picture I described yesterday. Mistress's gorgeous feet wrapped around my cock, stroking it while she watched on. That was such a 'porno' shot. Just amazing...  that will stay with me for a very long time.

Isn't it amazing that in our mid 50s Mistress is still giving me new thrills, I am such a lucky man.  

And last, but by no means least and certainly nothing 'new', 'unique' or even particularly 'unusual', because it happens fairly regularly... the glorious sight of Mistress standing over me, bent at the waist and stroking my cock while I look up at her gorgeous legs, pussy and ass.

Considering I have permission to 'request' this at any time when we are in bed together it really shouldn't still have the same impact that it does, but even though I have been in this position many, many times now, it still makes my cock throb. 

I know I go on and on about Mistress's pretty feet a lot, and I do love them to pieces, but there is something so special about being allowed to worship Mistress's delicious asshole. It's so 'intimate' and it makes me feel so privileged to be allowed to do that, not least because I know she enjoys it mainly because of how much I adore doing it.

Mmm, just thinking about that is making my cock twitch. What a pity I'm at work and supposed to be 'working'! Good job I'm the boss eh... 🤣 

Obviously there were many other wonderful moments, not least making Mistress cum and cleaning her pussy with my tongue, worshipping her feet while she teased me about making me lick someone else's cum out of her and countless other actions and words that went into making that 1hr 10m or whatever it was so very exceptional, even by normal standards. But anyway, these were the three things that have been on my mind all morning...

Unusually Mistress has been messaging me this morning, which is not something she usually does. It's lovely to know that she's feeling the same way as I am too. I can't wait to get home and give her a big kiss (and maybe worship her feet again, because as you probably know by now, I just can't get enough of that!).

Friday, 17 July 2026

Don't Even Think About Asking Me to Take This Bra Off!

Last night Mistress read a new story that I wrote for her, thankfully she enjoyed it (I wrote another one a few days ago that got the thumbs down, which is fair enough - on second reading I didn't think it was that amazing either), actually I've just submitted it to Literotica under my old username 'Malibuman666' which is where I tend to put the stories that aren't Femdom or Chastity related. I won't be posting it here either but if you are reading on a PC or laptop there's a banner link at the bottom of the page to my Malibuman666 page.

Actually there were two stories (one of which was very short), she asked me to make some small alterations to that one, which is perfectly fine since these stories are specifically written for her, not for Literotica (and I may post it there in it's original form anyway).

After Mistress came she rather briefly allowed me to worship her feet, then she stood on the bed and had me clean her pussy again, which I eagerly did, sucking and licking every drop of delicious pussy juice I could find. Yum! And when I was finished she noticed my cock was getting hard before she'd even touched it - such is the magical power of pussy juice! 🙂

She reached out and gave it a few strokes, then waited for me to ask permission to be 'unlocked'. She said 'yes, I could be' and then told me to put my new ballstretcher on. 

Mistress got me hard and then almost immediately started whipping my balls. Mistress whipped my balls a lot during the next quarter of an hour or so. Not that I'm complaining you understand, I love that she feels comfortable doing it to please herself. That's very hot. 

While she was teasing me, Mistress tried various positions to allow me to kiss her feet while she teased my cock, from standing on one leg (perhaps not the safest or most comfortable for her), to kneeling and facing away from me. I liked that because a) I could look at her ass while I was kissing her feet and b) it meant I could kiss the soles of her feet, while I like worshipping all of her feet, there's something extra sexy about kissing the soles of her feet. 

Maybe it's simply because usually I kiss the 'tops' of her feet, and they are utterly gorgeous to look at for sure... perhaps there's some novelty involved with kissing the soles instead, I don't know. But I really, really love it.

Honestly, as long as Mistress lets me worship some part of her feet I'm blissfully happy, but since Mistress sat between my legs and put her feet near my mouth the other day I find myself more and more drawn to the soles of her feet. No doubt a psychologist would say it's because I think of myself as being 'truly beneath her'. Could be something in that I suppose...

Now I'm thinking about cumming on the soles of her feet. Mfffffnh!

I did say to Mistress later that maybe it would be more comfortable for her on her left side to my left (facing my feet) so that she could use her right hand to tease me but also easily reach my mouth with her feet. After all the more comfortable she is the longer I will hopefully get to kiss her feet, and I'm all about that!  

Mistress settled back on her knees beside me, her hand pumping my cock steadily.

"Aren't you lucky being able to look at your beautiful Mistress while I tease you?"

She looked amazing and I eagerly agreed.

"But don't even think about asking me to take off this bra, because it's not happening, not today."

The way she said that was beautifully dominant. I absolutely love how Mistress is slowly bringing her 'Session' persona and attitude into the everyday, it is so wonderful to witness.

"You love cleaning me don't you? You love burying your face in my ass while you're licking me clean from behind. It makes you hard doesn't it?"

Mistress whipped my balls again.

"You're absolutely desperate to cum on my feet aren't you? Even though you know you'll have to lick every drop of cum off of them... not that you mind, you'd gladly do that wouldn't you? Even if I made you ruin it onto my pretty feet, you wouldn't think twice about it would you?"

"Maybe on Sunday you'll get to worship my ass, I know you love that too."

Mistress stood up and straddled my head, bending at the waist to keep stroking my cock.

"Please may I worship your ass now Mistress?" I begged.

"No slave, you may not! But you can look at it."

I reached up and parted her cheeks, exposing her beautiful pussy and ass. It's times like these that makes me appreciate how lucky I am to have such a wonderful Mistress who knows what her amazing body does to me and exactly how to push my buttons.

She sank down until her gorgeous asshole was inches from my face. I wanted to taste it so bad but Mistress wasn't having it and soon after she moved back so that she was kneeling by my side again.

She whipped my balls for the fourth or fifth time. It stung but I loved that she did it anyway. Then she pumped me to the edge and told me that was it for today. She lay down next to me and I cuddled up against her for a few seconds before she said "Actually, that foot worship was a bit too short, do it again."

She pointed to the foot of the bed (she may even have clicked her fingers come to think of it!) and I quickly scooted down there and eagerly got to work. So amazing! 

After a while she pulled her feet away and I moved back up the bed, I placed a worshipful kiss just above her pussy and then we kissed some more (which was really sexy!). 

For the rest of the evening Mistress and I sat on the sofa watching Bake Off Professionals while I rubbed her gorgeous, silky smooth feet. I really, really hope she lets me cum on them soon.