Sunday, 8 March 2026

Femdom Session (8th March 2026)

It's been a while since our last Femdom Session, November 2025 was the last one... and while it's a little frustrating that we let December, January and February's sessions slip through our fingers, the reality is that as this (fifteenth!) chastity year comes to a close, we've managed seven sessions this year. Which is the second most sessions we've done in a year in the last ten years (we did eight sessions in 2021/2022). Furthermore, in 2022/23 we did two. In 2023/24 we did 1 and 2024/25 we did two, so seven is a HUGE improvement.

It's incredible to think that I've been in full-time (cage free) chastity for very nearly fifteen years now; that means nearly half the time that Mistress and I have been together I have not been allowed to cum without her permission. Wow. So long since I was free to do as I pleased... and yet if Mistress asked if I wanted to go back I wouldn't hesitate for a second to say no. I absolutely love that Mistress's pleasure is of paramount importance and I adore making her cum. So no, I do not want to go back.

Femdom Sessions are always a source of nerves for me, and none more so than when we haven't done one for a little while. So I was naturally apprehensive when I woke up this morning. But determined to make sure we didn't talk ourselves out of it. As we get older Mistress and I always have some ache or pain or dizziness or some reason to put it off and see if we feel better the next weekend, but inevitably we don't. And once we start I tend to forget about any aches and pains I might have because I'm too busy enjoying what's happening. 

So I prepared the room as normal and then had a shower, before Mistress gave me instructions to fit my original (clear) Oxballs Cocksling, my red rubber blindfold and my ankle and wrist restraints and wait on my knees in the bedroom. 

When she came in Mistress teased my cock and balls with her feet while asking me if I had thought about what she might be wearing today. As always I hoped she would be wearing her crotchless all-in-one with the holes for her breasts, but Mistress wasn't ready to let me know just yet. She ordered me onto my hands and knees and gave my ass a few strokes with her whip and paddle before turning me towards the bed and pushing her dildo into my eager mouth.

"Get that nice and wet for me," she commanded, before ordering me to concentrate on worshipping her feet. 

I love getting to worship her feet for a longer time period than normal in these sessions, it really gets me in a submissive mindset and ready for whatever might be to come. I thought Mistress might take it easy today, given it was our first session for a while, but that turned out not to be the case!

Once Mistress was satisfied that her feet had been properly worshipped I was told to clean her dildo one more time and then tied down on my back on the bed. I felt Mistress's hand closing around my balls and rubbing lube all over them, before she started to stroke my cock as well. My cock started to harden and then Mistress gave me several sharp strokes of the small whip to my balls, which I loved (even though it stung a bit).

She then stood over me and asked me what I thought she was wearing. While I didn't know for sure, I knew she wasn't wearing a skirt by now so it seemed a good guess that she was wearing what I hoped. Mistress reached down and pulled the blindfold off, but told me to keep my eyes closed. Then a few seconds later she told me I could open them and I looked at Mistress's gorgeous body clad in that amazing outfit, her beautiful pussy clearly visible through the split crotch and her gorgeous breasts hanging heavily from the holes cut into the material. She looked incredible! 

Mistress sank down onto my face and allowed me to taste her delicious pussy for the first time today (actually, it had only been about fourteen hours since I had made her cum... as we had gone to bed on Saturday evening for a while - I don't think we've ever done that the night before a session before), as she did I felt me cock starting to harden properly and by the time she lifted off me and turned around I was fully hard. 

Mistress then got off the bed and picked up a glass plug, wrapped it in a condom and covered it in lube. She pressed it into my ass and then got back on the bed and stood over me again. She turned around, bent forward and started teasing my cock and balls as she taunted me with her amazing ass. I can't remember the last time I got to worship her ass properly and I was desperate to do so. Actually I asked if I could do it a few days ago and Mistress said 'No', and last night she told me not to ask her because the answer would also be 'no'.

I wasn't sure if Mistress would allow me to worship her amazing ass today or not, but I asked if I could please kiss the cheeks of her ass (which I also really love doing, but which I hardly ever get to do). Mistress asked if I really wanted to? She asked if I would do anything to do that? She even asked if I would give up any chance of cumming today if she let me. I said I would, though she didn't labour this point so I presumed this wasn't a serious question.

Mistress sank down over me and I gently kissed all over her soft cheeks as she played with my cock. I absolutely loved that, though I really wanted to pull the all-in-one to the side, plunge my tongue between her cheeks and taste her properly. But that would have to wait...

Mistress allowed me to kiss her cheeks a few times before whipping my cock again and letting me suck on her sexy nipples. She looked so gorgeous today as she was teasing me and whipping my balls. Mistress only ever wears red lipstick in our sessions and it looks HOT AS FUCK. I wish she would wear it more often, honestly.

Mistress got off the bed again and grabbed something, she asked me if what she was holding would make her outfit look even better. I looked to see what she was holding and saw she had her Rodeoh Strap on in her hand. Wow, I wasn't really expecting her to use that today, though I'm always hopeful. Mistress slipped the harness on and stood at the side of the bed giving me a perfect view of her 'cock'.

She untied me and told me to get up on my hands and knees and then I felt her remove the glass plug and set it aside before mounting the bed and moving close behind me. I felt her place the well lubed strap on against my ass and ease it inside, then she began fucking me, pausing occasionally to reach under me to stroke my cock and play with my balls or to slap my ass. It was SO FUCKING HOT. I loved every second of it, and when she asked if I'd had enough I begged her to continue.

Mistress fucked me some more and then pulled out, discarded the condom and told me to turn back over, before kneeling over me and telling me to kiss her 'cock'.

Then she tied me down again and replaced the blindfold. The first half hour had flown by and soon I was left alone with two pegs biting into my nipples. It's strange, sometimes pegs are really ineffective and sometimes they hurt the whole time. Today they hurt from the minute Mistress clamped them in place and only became tolerable for the last few minutes before Mistress came back and took them off (without warning). That really hurt! But I'm 100% sure Mistress was grinning from ear to ear as I writhed on the bed in pain.

Mistress removed my blindfold and untied me again, telling me to remove my Cocksling and settling back on the bed, now completely naked. I have to say, I love all Mistress's 'Femdom' outifts and especially the one she wore today, but she looks just as AMAZING completely naked. Especially with that red lisptick and 'chastity' key around her neck. Mmm.

Mistress had me worship her pussy until she came hard (she also came extremely hard last night, which was wonderful too) and once she had calmed down she stood on the bed facing the wall and had me clean her juices from around her ass. Then she told me to lick the PVC sheet clean and lie down again. 

She stood over me once more and her pussy was so wet and juicy and tasty looking. I asked if I could please clean her pussy and she sank down onto my face once again. God she tasted incredible, her juices were so thick and delicious. I absolutely loved that.

Once she was properly cleaned Mistress stood over me again, teasing me with her perfect pussy and ass. She started stroking my cock and had me beg to worship her ass. Each time Mistress sank down onto my face and allowed me the ecstasy of worshipping her asshole with my tongue, she pumped my cock, occasionally pausing to slap my now free balls (which also felt amazing). Mistress allowed me to worship her several times but I didn't get close to the edge.

Finally she lifted off and knelt beside me, stroking my cock and wondering aloud if she would let me cum today. She asked how many days it had been since I had been allowed a proper orgasm and I told her it was 74 days (since Christmas Eve). She continued stroking my cock and slapping my balls and when I warned her I was close she immediately let go. But then a few seconds later she grabbed my cock again and then let go again... and finally grabbed it again and told me to cum. 

I honestly thought she was going to let go as soon as I started to cum so I was actually surprised when she kept pumping hard as my cum started to erupt from the tip of my cock. It was very intense and when I opened my eyes I saw that Mistress had smeared cum from her hand onto her breast and was offering it to my mouth. I licked it clean and she smeared more cum onto her other breast and had me clean it again, and then she lifted her right wrist to my mouth and had me lick up a load of cum from there too.

Wow, what an amazing session that turned out to be! 

Saturday, 28 February 2026

A Wonderful Saturday Afternoon!

This morning Mistress got up before I did and headed off to town, leaving me alone in a warm cosy bed with a bad case of morning wood. I got up a few minutes later, but not before I gave myself a few gentle strokes while remembering that amazing teasing I had not too many nights ago. 

This afternoon, when Mistress and I convened in the bedroom, I presented my entry in the 'Book of Corrections' and Mistress handed me a blindfold. She told me to put it on and then bend over the bed, which I did. She asked if I had anything to say and I told her I was 'sorry'.

She started with the whip, giving me seven strokes of that before switching to the paddle. Every stroke made me bounce on my toes and when she turned the paddle over to the leather side then it really started to smart. After about seventeen strokes (in total) there was a pause. I hoped that was the end, but Mistress picked up the crop and gave me another four strokes. The first was pretty gentle and I thought it was going to be an easy ride, but the other three were much firmer and I was glad when she finally called a halt.

I can still feel the sting in my butt now, several hours later. But I'm not complaining; Mistress always comes extra hard when she gets to punish me and I really love that... besides, after Mistress came she gave me some wonderful teasing, allowing me to touch her naked breasts while she edged me. She even straddled my face afterwards (which I love) and gave me a second taste of her delicious pussy. So HOT!

All in all it was a pretty wonderful Saturday afternoon!


Tuesday, 24 February 2026

Perfection!

I don't know why, but over the last couple of months I have really struggled to write a post for this blog. It's not like I haven't tried, I've tried plenty. But every time I try it just ends up a big, boring mess of explanations that go nowhere and achieve nothing. Explanations as to why I haven't posted, explanations as to why we haven't had a Femdom Session since November and explanations as to why we still haven't finalised and signed our contract. So today I'm not even going to try and explain any of that because this post will end up deleted like all the others I've tried to write since Christmas. Instead, I'm just gonna concentrate on one specific event that happened a few days ago. Saturday night to be exact... 

For reasons of illness, Mistress and I delayed our Valentines Day celebrations until the 21st of February. We had a lovely meal together at home, and Mistress looked gorgeous as always. She surprised me by wearing my favourite shoes (it was a surprise to be honest because I thought she no longer had them). Those shoes are quite something and the perfect compliment to her very pretty and very sexy feet.


Since we dressed up nice for dinner, and since we own two gorgeous kitties... once we finished dinner Mistress announced that she was going to go upstairs and get changed into something she didn't mind getting covered in cat hairs, but then completely out of the blue, she said 'But first, I think you need to worship my feet'.

She stood by the table and steadied herself by holding onto a chair, while I immediately sank to my knees and started to kiss her gorgeous feet and shoes. It was really unexpected and very hot and is just the sort of 'random act of dominance' we discussed when we wrote our contract, so I'm very pleased and grateful for that; I really hope this continues.

A few hours later, I went to bed first and Mistress followed at about 2AM (I think). I was still awake, or maybe I had been asleep, I don't really remember but I was awake when she got into bed and she immediately moved towards me and reached to grab my cock. I got hard very quickly and for the next 10-15 minutes Mistress teased me so damned perfectly I couldn't even believe it.

Her touches were so light and infuriating, and yet I was constantly on edge, constantly right at the very precipice of being able to maintain control. My breathing was laboured throughout and if Mistress would have given me one hard, unexpected stroke I am sure I would have exploded immediately. It was absolutely I N C R E D I B L E. I could not imagine how it could have been any better.

I don't know why but these middle of the night teasing sessions are always the absolute best and this one was maybe even better than the last one. Well, maybe... I'm not sure, but they were both off the charts good. There's something so special about the way Mistress teases me, like she's almost falling asleep and just absentmindedly teasing my cock with her fingertips, almost like you would pet a cat or dog while reading a book, without even thinking about it...

And then she'll reach down and gently drag her nails up over my balls. It's not painful or even physically intense, but when you are literally one stroke from exploding it's mindblowing. It's really hard to explain just how intoxicating and addictive these moments are, riding the tightrope between wondering if you need to stop and never wanting it to end. It's truly incredible and I love it so very much.

Eventually, Mistress called a halt, but even after she stopped touching me I still felt like I could explode at any second, such was my state of arousal. Thankfully I fell asleep fairly quickly, and wasn't tempted to touch my cock further and risk being punished!

The next afternoon Mistress and I convened in the bedroom where I worshipped her gorgeous pussy until she had a lovely orgasm. Afterwards I stood by the side of the bed pondering which cock ring/toy I would request to use and settled on the Oxballs Ball Stretcher (as my hypercele seemed to have settled down a bit and was no longer giving me achy balls). But first I had to ask Mistress if I could be 'unlocked', a formality really because the last time she had said no was the end of November.

To my surprise she looked at me and said 'No'. Which perversely made me very happy. Not because I didn't want to be teased, I very much did (especially after the night before) but I was pleased because it was starting to feel a bit pointless asking again. 

I appreciate that Mistress still feels awkward saying 'No' and so it's difficult for her, but I hope in time it will become as easy as leaving my cock throbbing and desperate for release. As I've said before, many many times, I want her pleasure to be the absolute priority and my pleasure to be a gift that she can choose to give or not give, for no reason at all...

Thursday, 25 December 2025

A Perfect Start to Christmas

Merry Christmas to all my readers, I hope you are having/had a good day? Christmas Day was pretty tiring for us, but Christmas Eve was fantastic. 

It started with some unexpected teasing. I woke up at 6:30 and grumpily turned over and tried to go back to sleep. At 6:50 I contemplated getting up, but resisted the temptation and eventually went to sleep again until 8AM. I briefly woke up, looked at the clock and then the next time I opened my eyes it was 9:10!

I turned over again and immediately felt Mistress's left hand reach across the bed and start teasing my cock. I wasn't expecting this at all but I was soon hard and enjoying Mistress's combination of pleasurable stimulation combined with harsh, nails digging into my cock strokes.

Eventually she pulled the covers back and turned over to use her right arm. Now she really started to pump my cock and before long I was edging. Mistress let go and allowed me to cool down a bit before starting again, eventually edging me three times before we cuddled a little and then got up and got on with our day.

Later in the day Mistress allowed to worship her delicious pussy and make her cum. After I had worshipped her pretty feet for a while I asked if I was allowed to be 'unlocked' again (as per our contract), but given that I had been teased that morning, I wasn't really expecting to be told yes.

But to my surprise Mistress told me I was unlocked and then had me sit on the bed with my back to the headboard. She sat facing me, completely naked and looking absolutely incredible, her legs over mine and her feet well within reach. She used both hands to play with my cock and balls and I asked her for permission to touch her beautiful breasts.

Mistress said yes and I gently caressed them thinking back to the morning and how I had edged while thinking about her gorgeous breasts covered in cum. As Mistress continued teasing my cock I gradually worked up to telling her about my morning fantasy. When I told her she seemed slightly amused and asked if that's what I wanted to do next time she let me cum.

At this point I wasn't thinking she meant right now, and I was a little thrown because I didn't know if that's what I really wanted if we were talking about some unspecified date in the future. Mistress persisted with the question, her fingers stroking my cock while her long nails dug into my skin. 

Eventually I told her I did indeed want to cum on her beautiful breasts and she asked me how many days it had been since I had been allowed to cum, I told her sixty six and she said that was a 'reasonable amount of time...'. She moved closer and rubbed my cock against her breasts for a few moments and then told me I had 'permission to ask to be allowed to cum'.

She stroked harder as I posed the question and she answered in the affirmative. She moved closer still and kept pumping until I started to lose control. As I came she rubbed my cock against her silky smooth breasts, coating them all over until I was too sensitive to take any more.

She let go and lifted herself up, straddled me and pressed her gorgeous breasts towards my face as I obediently licked and sucked on them until they were clean, SO HOT! It was amazing and I absolutely loved every last second of it! What a brilliant way to start Christmas! 

I really like this new thing where Mistress sits opposite me on the bed, I know it must be a little uncomfortable for her after a while, but it is wonderful being able to look at her gorgeous body while she's teasing me, especially if she's completely naked as she was today. 

I got some pretty sweet Christmas presents this morning, but that was definitely the best of the lot! :)

Thursday, 11 December 2025

A Double Punishment!

This morning Mistress (who usually works from home) had to go to the office, while I had a dentist appointment at 9:40AM. This meant I didn't need to get up early like I usually do and when I did wake up Mistress had already left for the office... can you see where this is going yet?

So I've been really good about not touching my cock and in fact I think it was quite a few weeks ago that I last got punished for touching my cock without permission. But this morning I woke up rock hard, and I hadn't cum for over fifty days so unfortunately I weakened and spent a few minutes stroking my cock (while thinking about worshipping Mistress' gorgeous ass). 

Not superhard or anything, and I didn't get anywhere near the edge, but just kinda relaxed stroking, you know...

But of course I knew there would be punishment, and as soon as I got out of bed I wrote my transgression in Mistress R's 'Book of Corrections', before setting off to the dentist and then to work.

When I came home Mistress had already spotted that the book was out on her bedside table, and later she made me tell her what I had done (which I still find quite embarrassing and difficult - but I suppose that's part of the point, isn't it. Or part of the punishment perhaps) before telling me to get on my hands and knees on the bed.

I don't know whether it was because I was feeling quite cold, but the paddle really stung like a bastard, especially the last couple and I was really glad when Mistress said that my punishment was over.

Following that I worshipped her beautiful pussy and after she'd came and I had worshipped her feet I asked permission to be 'unlocked' from chastity (even though I didn't really feel like I deserved to be).

I actually didn't think she would release me, after all I had already touched my cock without permission and been paddled for it, but to my surprise she said that I would be unlocked. While surprised I was happy about it and Mistress soon had me hard and aching for her as she slipped her gown off to reveal her gorgeous, naked body.

Mistress teased my cock and balls wonderfully, even allowing me to touch her naked breasts as she did so. I was very much enjoying myself honestly, but then the edge started to approach very quickly and despite my warning to Mistress about 10-15 seconds after Mistress let go of my cock I felt the cum drip out of my cock and onto my thigh. Dammit!

Mistress laughed at my misfortune, before scooping the cum up with her fingers and feeding it to me in two goes. But of course I knew I was due another punishment now because I had ruined without permission!

This was a new thing, a situation that had never occurred before and Mistress asked if I thought I should be punished again straight away or later. Honestly I didn't really want to be punished again, but I said that it was up to her to decide because, well she is in charge after all.

Mistress remarked that we never put anything about that in our contract (which luckily is still not finalised) and that we need to put something in it to say that if there is more than one punishment due in a day, if one infraction is punished and then another transgression occurs on the same day, then Mistress can decide to punish immediately or defer, depending on her mood.

In this instance Mistress decided to punish me again immediately, and so I soon found myself back up on my hands and knees on the bed, with Mistress applying a further thirteen strokes of the paddle to my backside (adding to the ten I had already received). 

I was glad when it was over, and again the last few in particular stung like hell. I'm super glad she didn't use the crop today because I don't know if I could have taken it. I'm not really sure why it hurt so much today, and while 23 swats with the paddle doesn't really sound that bad for two serious infractions, I'm sure it will be an adequate deterrent for me to keep my hands well away from my cock for a while!

Tuesday, 9 December 2025

Sessions Page Has Been Removed by Blogger.

Once again the wonderful bots have unpublished one of my pages... and there is seemingly no way to request a review of it as it is a 'PAGE' not a 'POST'. So fucking annoying that they keep doing this over and over again. 

However, you can use the 'Femdom Session' label (all labels found right at the bottom of this page) or you can click HERE to view the same. 

Monday, 8 December 2025

Mistress Scarlet's 'Journals of Real Female Domination: Volume 18'

Mistress tells me that she tends not to read posts that I write that aren't directly about our life together, so I should be safe to post this... and if not, well I guess it's worth the risk!  🤣

Recently I bought a Femdom book called 'Journals of Real Female Domination: Volume 18' by Mistress Scarlet. I've had Mistress Scarlet's blog on my reading list for quite a while now, but rarely visited it. However recently I started to read it more frequently and I must admit I find it quite intriguing, interesting and at times arousing, despite some parts of her and her husband/slave's lifestyle being quite extreme.

Several times recently Mistress Scarlet mentioned that she had written a book for Uxos (submissives) and also a book for partners of Uxos explaining to them why their 'submissive' partner is the way they are and how to... 'exploit' them for mutual gain, I guess! 

I was intrigued, but knowing that Mistress would no more read a book about that than I would read a book about... (umm, I can't really think of anything suitably witty at this moment in time, but you get the idea), I wasn't really going to spend my hard earned cash on either of them. But I did notice that Mistress Scarlet had also published several 'journals' and I thought that might be more worthwhile.

I suppose if I'd thought about it a little more I would have realised that I was basically buying a collection of 'blog posts' I could have basically read for free, but then it's still nice to have an actual book to read rather than simply scrolling through page after page on a computer and it's easier for me to read in bed before I go to sleep (for instance).

Anyway... I chose Journal Number 18, and so far I'm quite enjoying it. It can be a bit repetitive, honestly. If you took a shot every time Mistress Scarlet tells you how much she enjoys being a heartless, pitiless bitch you would be hospitalised in an hour. But I suppose if I collected a bunch of my posts into a book you would probably find similar repetitions, so fair enough.

Mistress Scarlet's 'cruelty' and 'heartlessness' is for sure a big part of the appeal of her posts. In her most recent post she mentions how she has slowly taken away every last bit of pleasure her slave could enjoy, reducing him to an observer as she masturbates to a quite incredible number of orgasms, before curtly dismissing him or ordering him to fetch her something (a cup of tea, in one instance) before telling him to 'fuck off'.

The book I am reading is set around five years ago and in it she describes reading about another Domme giving her slave 50 numbered metal discs each representing one of his 50 'remaining' orgasms, after which - no more. Mistress Scarlet took this idea and tweaked it a little, taking a book of 250 raffle tickets and telling her slave that each ticket represented one orgasm...  

Since her slave is over 60 years old and only enjoys a limited number of orgasms a year anyway, this was clearly way too many. But Mistress Scarlett had already decided she would entertain herself by ripping tickets out of the book and screwing them up as if they were nothing while her slave watched on horrified.

As it goes, Mistress Scarlet eventually decided she didn't like the idea of her slave being able to choose when he would orgasm (albeit that didn't seem to me to be how it worked anyway) and after a short while she abandoned the idea. But, as she pointed out, even if she had gone through with it and given him one 'final' orgasm - she could always have told him she was fucking with him and changed her mind. Fast forward to the current day and her slave is indeed expecting to have his 'final' orgasm (under her foot, as they all now seem to be) before the end of the year; and it seems pretty final this time, so clearly things developed over the last few years!

There are parts of the book that don't interest me though. I didn't realise from reading recent posts on Mistress Scarlet's blog that their relationship involved quite so much sissification, lisping and colouring time with dollies. Perhaps that's no longer part of the equation as I don't recall reading anything about that on her blog, but then again a lot of posts I've read on her blog have been more about Femdom in general and less about her and her husband's private life. 

Actually, aside from Mistress Scarlet's seemingly endless appetite for masturbation there's actually very little in the way of 'sex' in the book. There is a brief mention of 'lovers', but so far (I am only a third of the way through the book at present) nothing more has come of that. There is no pegging either (not yet anyway) which I maybe expected, but there is some quite harsh CBT (including the application of nettles and some kind of heat balm).

When choosing a book to buy I thought I would go back several years as I thought it would be interesting to read what things were like before they got so extreme (with him not even being able to touch her anymore). But it seems I didn't go back anything like far enough, as even back in 2020 he was having to roll a 50 sided dice for a chance to touch her breasts and then being whipped for wasting her time if he failed to guess the right number.

Maybe when I have finished this book I will investigate Mistress Scarlet's blog more thoroughly and see how things progressed to where they ended up. As just reading this book it's quite hard to fathom how anyone would accept getting themselves into this position, but I think it's just a case of something developing over a very long period of time and Mistress Scarlet being a very enthusiastic and extremely pitiless Domme. 

Regardless of anything else I do think Mistress Scarlet speaks a lot of sense on her blog though, and she definitely seems to know what makes a submissive male's mind tick. Her lifestyle is far too extreme for me, but I can understand how parts of it are appealing and there have definitely been times when reading her blog and book that I have found my cock getting surprisingly and unexpectedly hard!

And yeah, strangely, reading about her callously ripping up her husband's 'orgasm' tickets was one of them...!

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Friday, 5 December 2025

No. Not Tonight...

The last couple of weeks have been a bit weird for one reason or another. We had some work done in the house, which led to a small water leak and as I said before Mistress had a 'commitment' that kept her very busy and rather drained, but despite that we've still been adhering to our new agreement even if we haven't actually 'finalised' our new contract.

With that in mind I am happy to report that on one instance recently Mistress decided not to unlock me for teasing. I know that sounds odd if you are reading this blog for the first time but if you've been following recent events you will understand why that is a significant step in the right direction for us.

Our new contract specifies that I have to ask permission to be 'unlocked' and she will decide. On this occasion she thought for a second and said 'No, not tonight.'

It was a slightly weird feeling to be 'denied' like that, but ultimately I was really pleased that Mistress took charge of the situation and now I won't automatically assume that I will be teased every time. I must say the next time I was 'unlocked' I appreciated every last second of it, even more than usual, so I think this is a very positive move for both of us. 

Also, a couple of nights ago Mistress was kneeling on the bed next to me, teasing my cock. She was wearing a black bra and I really wanted to see her gorgeous breasts, so I asked if she would allow me to see them. She stopped stroking me for a second and asked if I really wanted to be allowed to see them? I said I did and she reached up and slid the straps off her shoulders until her bra fell down enough that I could.

She looked amazing and as I reached up to touch her left breast she gently but firmly took hold of my wrist and pushed my hand away. She said I needed to ask permission first, which I duly did and Mistress then allowed me to touch her beautiful body. I wasn't expecting that, but I really loved that she did that. That's exactly the sort of control I want her to exert over me. So HOT! 

As it stands I'm 48 days into this period of chastity, having previously been allowed to cum on the 18th of October. Our new contract specifies no maximum period between 'full' orgasms, so I have no idea when I will get to cum properly again. But given that there's only 26 days of 2025 left I wouldn't be at all surprised if it wasn't until next year...

On the flipside, Mistress's orgasm count is holding up better than the last three years so I am very hopeful that we can get her back over the magic 100 by March 31st. 🙂