Too Hot to Handle

After I finished writing that last post, Mistress and I settled down on the sofa together to watch our new favourite programme 'Too Hot to Handle', Judge us if you must, and you should because it is shite, but after the depression of the latest 'Temptation Island' we needed something dumb, fun and full of cum (so to speak).

During the show Mistress sat with her bare feet in my lap and after it ended and there was no distraction I continued to caress them and admire how beautiful they are. This went on for a few minutes and I started getting hard, and then very hard. But Mistress had already told me she would be wanting 'attention' later so I was in two minds about whether I should ask for permission to touch myself (especially since last time I asked when we were downstairs she said no). I dithered for some time until my cock got so hard that I really wanted to and then just as I was about to speak, she pulled her feet away and said 'Right, it's time to clean the bathroom'.

Bollocks. But still, she might have said no anyway.

So in the end Mistress ended up doing a workout and I cleaned the bathroom, and then we went to bed, where I had to fess up to some bad behaviour. Y'see, the last two nights I have not slept well and lying alone in the spare bedroom it's a lot harder to keep my hands off my cock than it would be if we were lying next to each other.

Last night we went to bed as late as we could to try and let the house cool down, but even then I couldn't get to sleep (I finally went off about 3:15 and woke up at 7:20AM. So in between going to bed and falling asleep I was constantly thinking about Mistress's gorgeous body and in particular her amazing ass. 

It's weird, for months I have been completely fixated on her beautiful feet, and don't get me wrong I still am massively obsessed by them, but right now if she told me she was letting me cum and offered me the choice of where to shoot, I don't know what I'd say. For a very long time it's been a slam dunk, don't even bother asking me because we both know it's going to be on your feet, but right now, I might just say on her ass.

It's been a long, long time since I came on Mistress's gorgeous ass and the thought of erupting between her cheeks and licking my cum off her delicious asshole is so fucking tempting. It would be hell not choosing her feet if that was an option, but at the same time, I REALLY want to lick my cum off her ass.

So as I was saying, I had a confession to make... 

I set up the fan in the bedroom (full blast, still not enough!) and Mistress came in wearing a robe which covered up her gorgeous body. She told me to 'assume the position' and then straight off gave me fifteen hard spanks with the black side of the paddle. It was quite painful, but I knew I deserved whatever she wanted to give me so I tried to take it as well as I could. I was glad when it stopped though.

She put the paddle down and peeled off her robe. She looked fucking amazing, no bra, but some lacy panties which she then took off before climbing onto the bed, standing in front of where I was kneeling. I looked up at her gorgeous breasts (I know I don't rave about them like I do about Mistress's perfect feet but I really should because they really are stunning). She pulled my head between her legs and I kissed around her pussy for a while, my cock starting to harden again.

Mistress pulled away and lay down on the bed against the headboard. She looked truly magnificent and she suggestively wiggled her finger to indicate that I should come closer. 

"Bring that cock to me," she said in that amazing voice she has. 

As we kissed she reached down and started to gently tease my cock, that felt sooo good, before eventually pushing me away and telling me it was time to worship her pussy and make her cum. It was very warm and the fan wasn't really doing much but I was so happy to be back between Mistress's amazing thighs and tasting her that I really didn't care too much.  

After Mistress came she stood up again and had me lick and suck her pussy clean before sitting down and telling me to worship her perfect feet. I really enjoyed that; I can simply never get enough and Mistress allowed me to worship them for a decent amount of time (I mean never long enough for me, I would have been there all night) which I really appreciated.

Eventually Mistress pulled her pretty feet away and gave her approval when I asked if I could be 'unlocked'. Then she crawled across the bed to select a cock ring for me (one of the Oxballs Cockslings) I think it was the black one without the ballstretcher and then grabbed the lube and the cock whip before settling herself between my legs, facing me.

This was a wonderful surprise, I absolutely love it when Mistress sits like this and I can worship her feet while she teases my cock. The only problem is I don't know whether to kiss this foot, that foot or watch her stroking me and touching her breasts. What a wonderful problem to have though..

She dragged her nails up and down my balls a few times and then wrapped the cock whip around my cock, pulling it tight and making my cock really hard. It felt amazing, and I dutifully worshipped her left sole with my lips and tongue - absolute Heaven!

Mistress applied a little lube to my cock and then wrapped her feet around it, stroking it a while before telling my to thrust up against her feet. It was a little awkward but I did my best and then Mistress curled her fingers around me and started stroking me properly. I reached the edge and Mistress let go, then pulled her feet away from me and got up on her knees.

I had already told her earlier how I had been dreaming of her amazing ass when I touched my cock and I had intended to ask her today if I could worship her ass, but given that I had been punished I was in two minds about it. However, Mistress got up and straddled my head, facing my feet, her awesome ass on display, so naturally I begged to be allowed to taste it.

She quickly shut down the idea, but said that I could look at it while she stroked me. I reached up and parted her cheeks, honestly it was sexy as hell, but kinda torturous at the same time. I wanted so badly to taste her wonderful asshole.

She semi-edged me (pretty much there without waiting for me to tell her, possibly a good call today!) and then moved to kneel next to me. As she moved a voice screamed 'Noooooooooooooooooooo' like a man falling off a cliff. I'm not even joking. God I love her ass.

I thought that was it, but Mistress stroked me some more and I told her that I was conflicted about where I would choose to cum (given the choice). For months and years it's always been her feet, but I really, really, really want to clean her ass now. Mistress teased me about this as she stroked me to a second 'almost' edge and then told me I was locked back up.

God it was so fucking good. Mistress and I haven't had the best of weeks and we really needed this to feel properly connected again.

Conclusions...

So Literotica have finally finished uploading all twelve chapters of 'How to Break Your Man' and they also uploaded my other new story 'Three Things' at the same time. That one has had a great response, currently it's scoring 4.51/5.0 which means it's just clinging to it's 'HOT' rating, and it's also had a quite a few comments. It seems not everyone 'gets' what number three was, I thought it was very obvious (and kind of ironic that it was posted at the same time as Chapter 12 of HTBYM, considering how that ends), but apparently not... 

by Will527 (on 14th August 2026)

How can you get more erotic and nasty than this? Fucking AWESOME story! The teasing, the sex, the femdom and the dialogue was perfect, just what we would want and expect in that situation. A hell of a birthday present and a hell of a wife to do it for him. Great writing on a great story.

by PoliceFireEMTVeteran (on 15th August 2026)

Nicely done, and as it's said 2 out 3 ain't bad. Now that self imposed boundaries have been eased by the couple the communication can improve, and good things can and will happen. I'd suggest a story line of switching. A little surprise will liven things up. "Planned" spontaneity, role play, sensory deprivation; the gates are open. I especially respected the story twist of her practicing to have anal, then pre-planning and prepared restraints, then having him eat his cum. She has exposed a Dominate tendency with his Submissive tendency is perfect for additional chapters.

by Tamabone (on 15th August 2026)

I hope number 3 is a good long pegging. He's been in her ass, it's her turn to fuck his.

by GreyMatter46 (on 15th August 2026)

And what it the third? Can't wait. thanks

Overall I'm pretty happy with that story, especially considering how quickly it was written. 

As for 'How to Break Your Man'... well, the first six chapters and chapters eight and nine are all rated 'HOT', but the last two chapters are nowhere near (Chapter 12 is scoring 3.89 at the moment) and the comments are pretty mixed too.

NightSoulvane (on the 12th August 2026)

I've been enjoying the story to this point. I think you landed that internal thought with Rick that things probably will never be the same especially after the slightly, non-effective promise from Amy that she'll always love him. The story has sort of drifted away from this mutual enjoyment fantasy as Rick starts to lose more agency. Which is fine but I'll assume that Matthew gets the job and Amy ends up as his assistant. Will the weeks away from each other just build resentment between the two as Rick becomes more of an after thought. I'm sure there will be "cuck sitting" moments utilizing Anna but yeah, this just seems to be the turning point where, true to story title Rick is broken. Will Rick be able to find his voice and say something and possibly even walk away, or will he just roll over for the 'love of his life, that no longer sees him the same way' especially after Matthew continues to fracture their dynamic.

Qwer12 (on the 9th August 2026)

Another 5 star Ball Rocking chapter that was an engaging read to see how balls take a nice beating. Glad Dean is done and she can find a New Better Stud to rock her world. Bring on the fun and drama. Cheers

Sissyjackie2008 (on the 8th August 2026)

Another great story. Best part for me was when she gave him back his cage and the strap-on. My wife makes me wear a strap-on to fuck her. It is so emasculating to hear her humiliate me as I use it.

billy2002 (on the 8th of August 2026)

The Dean part of the chapter was not, IMHO, your best work. It seemed to be, let’s just get rid of Dean quick. I loved that Amy reconnected 😂 with Rick. I hope the next guy Amy finds is more the man she and Rick need.

Anonymous (on the 13th August 2026)

This is nothing but the most common tropes for cuckold stories. The only thing redeeming is that this story isn’t just three pages long, of only one chapter. Talk about writing to your audience.

Anonymous (on the 13th August 2026)

Here it comes, the usual black cuckolding, and the wife pulling away while saying she loves her husband. There’s no good ending to this, except for a reeeeealy small audience.

Sissyjackie2008 (on the 11th August 2026)

I love how she can't wait to see Rick suck her lover's cock, and get fucked by him.

Anonymous (on the 13th August 2026)

Turning the key over to anyone, without previous discussion and approval, is a HUGE violation. As in, no-coming-back. Realistically, the marriage is now worthless, except that it serves to give a stereotype bull his jollies by humiliating a husband. Hubby needs to divorce, and now. If wifey begs him not to go enough that he can realistically believe her, she has to quit her job, sign post-nuptial agreements, and quit the cuckold stuff… she’s a massively untrustable person now. If she won’t do those things, then head right to divorce. Get the pain over in a burst, as opposed to ongoing humiliation, degradation, and the end result is still a divorce… or ever-deepening slavery. This is so many bad tropes, it’s not funny.

Anonymous (on the 12th August 2026)

I loved that Matthew made Rick undress his wife for him, what a genius idea. A true mindfuck. I think I read that before in a story somewhere, but it was well implemented none the less. 5 Stars for this chapter (and all the other chapters). How many more are there? Hopefully this will run and run.

billy2002 (on the 11th August 2026)

I feel this story has reached a crossroads, the loving teasing Amy seems to be on the verge of becoming the quintessential cuckoldress and Rick beginning to regret the path they both willingly started. I, personally, hope that is not the case. Will the next chapter have an open honest discussion between the two, I fear not seeing as Amy has already given Matthew the keys,

Sissyjackie2008 (on the 11th August 2026)

OMG, these stories are getting hotter and hotter. It is so tough to get to the end without exploding.

billy2002 (on the 13th August 2026)

I’m glad she gave him a safe word, but this chapter, has gone the way I feared. So this is the end for me. Many others on this site will enjoy the rest of the story but not me.

consulting9 (on the 14th August 2026)

This has been an interesting story so far. I just don’t see how much more humiliating they can make it on the husband. He’s already denied and now forced to serve them both. I am hoping by the end, she leaves him for another man but will still send him photos or let him clean her for old times sake while he lives a lonely life. 

BigotedeFoca (on the 15th August 2026)

Sorry, but the guy needs to be taken out and shot.

reader7967 (on the 15th August 2026)

Sad to see this one ends here, but it was really good, love too see the loving wife ending up lovingly mean.

Sissyjackie20082 hours ago

This sissy f*ggot cuckold wants to thank you for this wonderful story. It gave my wife and I many pleasurable evenings and gave her some new ways to push me even further into submission.

This story was a huge undertaking for me, honestly, and the truth is that I did not really plan things very far, after the first few chapters it was kind of making it up as I went along. It always sounds great to plan a whole story out in advance, but that simply isn't how I work, and even if I did there's no certainty that I would 'stop' at the end of the plan.

As far as the comments go, the idea to have Rick 'undress' Amy for Matthew was blatantly stolen (from the brilliant 'Cuckold Diary of Jane & Mark') and I have no qualms about acknowledging that.

As for the ending I thought a lot of things were left open to interpretation, given the revelation that Amy wrote the letter not Matthew. Did she actually ever give him the key? I'm not sure. Did she actually send the videos of Rick being kicked in the balls and pissed on in the shower? It's not clear is it? Maybe, maybe not. She said 'Matthew wants me to do this', but we don't actually 'know that' for sure do we? 

But people take everything as gospel, and make their comments based on that. 

Truth be told, it wasn't necessarily written to be ambiguous, but when I read it back myself I was like, well... we already know she's capable of forging a letter... she can tell Rick whatever she wants. But no one seems to have picked up on that. 

As for the story descending into 'tropes', well yeah I guess it did to some extent and as someone commented elsewhere, the later chapters did seem a little rushed. I think to be honest I was running out of steam and I didn't want it to end up stored away for years part finished. But I did try to fill it out, but it wasn't that easy without repeating myself.

I enjoyed writing the story, to a point. Recently someone said they thought my writing worked better in smaller doses and I have to admit it's certainly a lot easier to dash off a couple of thousand words, read it through, make a few changes and forget about it. But I do enjoy the challenge of writing at scale sometimes, if only because it forces you to go deeper into the subject and take it further.

Part of me would like to write another long story, but maybe not for a while. To be honest when I started writing that one it wasn't like I planned it to end up nearly 50,000 words long, it just kinda happened. So who knows. 

There's also Mistress to consider. I didn't appreciate how difficult she would find reading this story (and I do need her to read my stories because I do make mistakes - Word's spell and grammar checker is absolutely fucking useless, it keeps suggesting I change 'my' to 'me'... like 'I stroked myself hard until ME cum exploded out'. Makes you sound like you come from Yorkshire!).

I have no problem with what I wrote, but clearly it affected her and with hindsight that's understandable. But at the same time I told her I was nervous about her reading this story and she was 'You don't need to worry, I know it's just fiction, etc...' but I guess she didn't realise quite how bad it was. Still, at least Jackie the sissy f*ggot cuckold loved it. That makes me feel sooo much better... 

Ultimately I think there's a world of difference between finding something appealing in print (or indeed on video) and actively wanting to experience it yourself. For example, my last two stories (unusually) have featured peeing, which is something Mistress made clear is not on the table for us (I didn't ask, this was volunteered unprompted long ago). It's not an issue for me, honestly. I really don't sit here thinking 'my life will never be complete because Mistress will never piss in my mouth'. But that doesn't mean I don't like reading it in stories. 

And the 'way' it's done is critically important. If it's aggressive or dominantly phrased then it's usually hot. But if I read a story where a woman was doing it and didn't want to do it or it was awkward or negotiated, I think it would be anything but hot. The whole point of that is it's being done 'to you', I don't want to be asked for consent, do it or don't do it, either is fine, but if you're going to do it, then own it.

And make me lick your thighs clean afterwards. 

Sorry, I just can't help myself can I? 🤣

But yeah, it turns out that I'm a lot more fucked in the head than Mistress appreciated. The funny thing is, because I've read so many stories like this it doesn't even seem that bad to me. I mean I know it's not 'normal', but even so Mistress's reaction did catch me off guard and I kind of had to take a step back and look at it from her (slightly less fucked up) perspective. Plus I get that it's worse reading something like this when she knows that it's me that wrote it and not some random on the internet.

Speaking of Mistress, I am in the process of writing some stories for her which will probably end up on my 'Malibuman666' Literotica account. One of which was inspired by a story I read on Literotica the other day. I can't actually remember the title of it, I remember the author had the word 'Black' in their name but searching that brings up 200 pages of results! 

Anyway, it started out promising, white girl is invited to a pool party by her black girlfriend in the rough side of town (do houses on the rough side of town have pools?) and once there she stumbles across her friend's 6ft 8in musclebound dad waving his seventeen inch* cock around - which he proceeds to fuck her in the ass with. Without lube.

*Does seventeen inches not seem weirdly specific to you? Like, eighteen is a little hard to believe, let's roll it back a smidge. Sixteen seems a little inadequate, but seventeen sounds spot on. 🤣

Anyway, I took the basic premise and wrote my own story based on that. But in my story no one is poor, no one is black... and no one has a 17" x 6.5" cock.

Anyway, I think I've waffled on long enough, so I will leave you to go about your Saturday.

Spanking Chart and Peaks & Troughs...

I came across these two charts while reading an old post on the 'Evolving Your Man' blog and thought someone might find them useful...

I do like that blog, but I sometimes come away from reading it slightly depressed. I get that the whole point of the blog (now at any rate, I'm not sure it always was) is promoting the idea of women taking a lover and making their locked husband's into cuckolds, but what really depresses me about it is that I can't honestly argue with a lot of the things she writes.

Love Is A Choice But Attraction Is Not: It Is Time For You To Reignite Desire And Intimacy

Not that I am fearful of Mistress taking a lover, but at the same time I never want her to feel taken for granted or that our marriage is 'functional'. I also never want her to feel that my attraction to her has diminished, ever! It is something that I feel incredibly strongly about. Perhaps too strongly sometimes. 

Yesterday I felt quite emotional for some reason (and this was before I read this article), but that has kind of just reignited it all over again. Of course I could just decide to not read this blog, but no, I'd rather feel too much sometimes than stick my head in the sand.

As Mistress and I discussed yesterday, there are peaks and troughs in any relationship, and thankfully our troughs are fairly shallow. We have very little to worry about, we own our own home, we have no children to fret over or provide for (probably a big part of where marriages can become functional if I'm honest), we are both employed, we are both fairly healthy, etc etc. 

We both hate the hot weather so that is an issue at the moment, and we feel limited in what we can do together when it's 28 fucking degrees again at the weekend. We'd love to go out somewhere and be together looking round an old house or something, but it's tough this year. And sleeping apart sucks too. But then the other night it was a bit cooler and I almost suggested we try it, but then in the morning it was clear that Mistress had slept very badly so one of us would have ended up in the spare room anyway.

The thing is... I do sometimes just feel so in love with her, like a teenager with his first girlfriend, quite honestly. I want to touch her all the time, to the point where I feel like I'm being annoying, but I can't help it. And I love that I can still feel that way, but at the same time I feel kind of silly. Like I 'shouldn't' feel that way, not at 56 and 34 years into a relationship. 

I try to tell myself, no, it's not you that's wrong. It's wonderful that you still feel this way. Think of all the women in the world who's husbands barely acknowledge them, let alone try to make them feel desired or loved. Which I realise makes me sound like a massive self-congratulatory prick if you take it that way, but that's really not how I meant it.

I still look at her just the same as when we first met. She is so damned sexy. I know very few people ever really believe they are as hot as others see them and it's a real shame. Regardless I feel compelled to try to convince her day after day. I truly want her to feel sexy and powerful, because that's how I see her. Just knowing what she could make me do if she really wanted to leaves me feeling quite... heady! 

Honestly all I ever wanted when I was a teenager was to find my 'person', be with them forever and make them feel completely safe and loved. That didn't work out with my first girlfriend for many reasons, but also (in hindsight) I'm pretty sure she wasn't over her previous boyfriend. Despite that initial failure I never really wanted to 'bang chicks', I wanted a special bond with someone truly worth it and I am so thankful that in the end I got exactly what I wanted (and it only took two goes!).

Oh and in case you're wondering, I genuinely don't feel like I missed out on 'sowing my oats' as they say. I think I was way too scared of getting a girl pregnant to go around dispensing my jizz left right and centre (even if there had been a queue of willing receptacles - which I certainly don't recall there being!), and since I've never really drunk much either I was never really the type to throw caution to the wind. I may have regrets about the past but that isn't one of them.

It never occurred to me at the time that forming a deep bond like that was probably the best way to lay the foundation for the kind of sex life I would later crave. Not that I wanted a 'Femdom' life when I was 22 years old, I was happy to have hot vanilla sex, doing the kind of things you do when you're young - banging all night and going to work on two hours sleep. It was great. I wouldn't swap it for what we have now though, honestly.

I wasn't ignorant about Femdom, even then though, I remember seeing some 'German' porn on VHS when I was 15 or 16 and I liked it a lot. I just didn't think that was something people did in real life. It took me several years to bring this idea up to Mistress and after some initial hesitation she was okay with it. It was very much restricted to occasional 'sessions' though and the rest of the time we were pretty much vanilla.

I haven't had masses of male friends over my lifetime, partly because I've been working in the same company since I was sixteen, but the people I have come into contact with just confuse me, honestly. I may have mentioned this before but I was friends with a guy for many years who was very successful in business and kept himself in great shape, but his attitude to his wife sucked. Like I can't remember exactly what it was but for some reason his wife thought she needed to go to an ER (I think she had an eye infection or something) and she was hoping he would drive her there, and he didn't really want to. That wasn't the only memorable instance of his inattention either

And my other friend, who is also my business partner now, he has a wife and three children (he's about ten years younger than me) but even years ago it just sounded like they were already 'functional' (as that post puts it). Sometimes I just want to slap him hard and say 'what are you doing?' Yes it takes two to make a good marriage, but make a fucking effort. But of course I can't. It's not my place to meddle in other people's lives and maybe they are happy co-existing without any deep feelings.    

It just confuses me. That's all. This person is supposed to be everything to you, but you don't want to drive them to the ER? Like, are you for real? Mistress would NEVER have to ask me to drive her to the ER, or anywhere. I would want to. I don't want her sitting in a waiting room for hours on her own, what am I gonna do while she's there? Go fishing? No, I'm going to be worrying about her. 

Is it me? I don't understand other men. I'm sure there must be lots of decent, intelligent men out there who think the same way as me, but I don't think I've ever met any. Perhaps I should be charitable and think they just don't like to appear that way outwardly, because maybe they think it makes them look 'weak' or something. I don't know.

Whatever, I know I can't solve the rest of the world's problems and I shouldn't worry about it. But I can't help but wonder if the first answer to that blogpost isn't 'take a lover to make you feel desired again', shouldn't be 'men wake the fuck up and do something!', is it that hard, really? Surely the bar is so low that even the smallest effort would be noticed? 

Sorry, I didn't mean to bore on about this so long, it just frustrates and annoys me. And I hate that I feel silly because I adore my wonderful Mistress and I want her to feel it every day. 

Thank God for Mistress Scarlet's blog, who posts regularly and usually puts a smile on my face. 

Her latest post 'Tease and denial is so easy, yet DEVASTATING for the enduringly denied male' is short but sweet. I just love how much she enjoys being cruel and heartless to her husband, if Mistress could feel just a tiny fraction of that I would be so happy. 😊

*****

I wrote this post on Monday, but I delayed posting it because Mistress was stressing about potentially having a shitty week at work this week and I didn't want her to read this while that was still going on.

In the meantime Literotica have continued to publish my story and the comments have started to become more mixed. I'm surprised it took this long honestly, but as the story has developed and become more 'extreme' so the scores have tapered off a bit and the reactions more mixed.

It makes me second guess my decision to keep pushing the story further and further, especially knowing what's still to come. It also reminds me of Mistress's somewhat negative reaction to the story when she proof read it for me. And I'm left feeling that maybe I have been a bit too open and unguarded when exposing my inner thoughts. Especially when you get comments like this one;

Sissyjackie2008 (on the 13th Aug 2026)

"This story reminds me of the first time I sucked a cock in front of my wife. The emasculation was so humiliating, but erotic as she watched in amusement."

No disrespect to Sissyjackie2008, but it does make you wonder what the actual fuck I wrote and whether I should just keep the crazy shit inside my head inside my head? 

I feel like I have retreated into my shell a bit the last few days too, which leaves me feeling a little deflated. On the one hand I want to be open and honest with Mistress about everything because she is my everything, but I can't help feeling that deep down maybe she would prefer it if I didn't.

Three Things (Written August 2026)

It was a few days before my 40th birthday and my gorgeous wife Leigha told me she wanted to do something really special for me this year.

“I want you to write down three naughty things you’ve always wanted me to do…” she said. “…and I will make two of them come true’.

I must admit I was a bit taken aback by this as I have always been more, ahem… ‘adventurous’ in bed than Leigha and, not wanting to get my hopes up and be disappointed I asked her rather sceptically ‘are you sure?’

She smiled at me and slid down the bed, wrapped her lips around my cock then sucked and stroked me hard until I erupted all over my stomach.

I tentatively asked her again the next day, but she was adamant. Even so, when I finally gave her the piece of paper a couple of days later (folded up so she couldn’t see what I’d written) I checked a third time. She didn’t seem quite so adamant now, possibly realising that there was more than one thing I might come up with that she might find a little distasteful. 

But she was unwilling to back down and now it was too late to set any boundaries, I’d already chosen what I’d chosen and if I had to change it now it would feel really shitty. But we both knew that there was going to be at least one thing on that list that she didn’t want to do, because I’d tried before. Many times.

When I first handed over my list she asked me what had taken me so long?

Well, see there were many things that I ‘could’ have put on that list, but I knew this was my one chance to make at least one of my fantasies come true, so I thought it over long and hard and eventually came to the conclusion that, okay if I put that one thing down that I knew she wouldn’t want to do, then clearly she ‘had’ to do the other two. Right?

Even so, my heart was beating hard as I left the piece of paper with her and went about my day.

Leigha didn’t say a word, but I definitely detected a shift in her demeanour during the course of the day and I wondered if she was regretting getting herself into this position? Which of course made me feel kind of bad, because now that I’d had time to think about it maybe it was a bit pig-headed of me to choose what I did. Then again, she suggested it and it was supposed to be my birthday treat! Gah!

A Wonderful Sunday Treat for Me!

Earlier today Mistress and I spent a little time in bed together, which was quite wonderful from my perspective. Mistress had a lovely orgasm on my tongue and then just as I was expecting to worship her feet a little bit she got up and told me to move down the bed and get on my knees on the carpet. She moved to the edge of the bed and I took great pleasure in licking and sucking Mistress's delicious pussy clean. 

Once I had done that Mistress got off the bed and told me to put the 'bed back'. What she meant by that was to move the pillows back to their normal positions, rather then piled up so she could lean back against them. Once I had done that I was about to ask Mistress if I could be unlocked when she told me 'You are unlocked and you can choose a cock ring'.

I grabbed the basic Exact-fit ring and slipped it on and then got on the bed. Mistress got on too and instead of laying down next to me as she usually did she knelt upright, leaning forward to kiss me as she started playing with my cock. 

Almost immediately she stood up and stood over me, facing my feet. My hands drifted up the backs of her gorgeous legs and parted her ass cheeks slightly. I begged Mistress to allow me to worship her delicious ass and she said I needed to beg louder if I wanted it.

I begged louder and Mistress soon sank down, my cock getting harder as my tongue touched her ass. Mistress pumped my cock and slapped my balls hard, it was wonderful. Mistress kept slapping and stroking, making me beg twice more for what I wanted so badly.

Alas, after third time she got off me and stroked me to the edge, stopping when I got there and laying down next to me. I thought that was it but Mistress reached down and teased my cock so gently, it was maddening (but I loved it of course) and then she started stroking me hard again, digging her nails in and slapping my balls some more.

Once I edged a second time she told me I was locked back up. I was just over the moon that I got to worship her incredible ass, honestly and told her so. We cuddled for a little while and then she got up on her knees, she looked amazing and I asked if I could be allowed to see her gorgeous breasts. I know I have a very quiet voice, and Mistress must have misheard me because the next thing I know she got off the bed and stood by it waiting for me to kiss her ass.

I was a little confused but I wasn't going to pass up the opportunity to kiss Mistress's amazing ass, so that was a nice little unexpected treat, even if I didn't get to see her beautiful breasts! Maybe next time?

Later I remarked that I didn't get to worship her pretty feet, so Mistress had me do it downstairs while we were watching TV together, that was a nice treat too. Her feet are so fucking sexy, I love them so, so much. But you know that already.

*****

I've just finished another short little story, which I will probably post here soon. I don't have a title for it as yet, could be 'Three Things', could be 'Birthday Treat'... maybe something completely different. It's nothing 'spectacular' but I kinda like it. It's a little different.

Not IMHO Your Best Work...!

The 7th part of 'HTBYM' has been published on Literotica this morning and within the first hour I received this comment:

billy2002 has commented on your story How to Break Your Man Pt. 07

“The Dean part of the chapter was not, IMHO, your best work. It seemed to be, let’s just get rid of Dean quick. I loved that Amy reconnected 😂 with Rick. I hope the next guy Amy finds is more the man she and Rick need.”

I actually agree with this to a degree, I think the second half of the story does feel a little rushed and the last couple of chapters even more so. But I thought that even when I was writing it and I tried to slow it down, but I couldn't really work out how to do it without just filling it with padding that people would want to skip, especially on repeat reads.

It's difficult because at the start there's so much to say, but once things get rolling the focus changes. It becomes more about 'what happens' rather than the tension between Amy and Rick we see at the start. So yeah, I get it and I would totally understand if someone told me they like the earlier chapters better. 

There's also this feeling when I am writing big stories, that I want to get it finished before it ends up being filed away in the 'Story Ideas' folder for years! Anyway, I'm still pretty happy with it, and nobody's 'paying' to read it. 

Funnily enough when I was getting close to finishing this I did wonder about maybe getting it published by Femdom Cave or something (if that still exists) or self-publishing it through Amazon or something. But then I thought, okay, let's say some people buy it, how much money is that actually going to generate? Not a huge amount, but probably enough that I would need to declare it for tax purposes.

Do I really want the aggro of explaining where £200-300 came from? Do I really want to have to fill in tax forms every year because I have this random income? No. So I decided to just put it on Literotica. After all, I'm not doing this for money, my only concern is that at some point some asshole uses my text to create a 'product', I've already noticed some authors complaining about this on Literotica, but I really don't know what can possibly be done about that. In a way it's flattering, but still very annoying I'm sure.

At the moment, all the parts except 'Part 5' have 'HOT' ratings, which is great! The only thing is that as yet it doesn't appear on my author page, I assume this is because it is only partly published. If you view the page as 'Newest First' it's not there at all, but if you change it to 'alphabetical' order then the first part is there.

It's so long since I published a multi-part story like this all in one go that I can't really remember how it works. Anyway, I'm sure they know that they are doing.

Literotica is Halfway Through Publishing 'How to Break Your Man'

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Comments.

I do not know what is going on with the comments. I am not getting comment notifications anymore and I've noticed that some comments are showing up for me but they aren't being published, but nor is Google asking me to approve them. I don't get it. 

I also noticed that there were several comments that people left which were marked as spam for no reason and were never published. Some of these go back a couple of years, so I can only apologise if you left a comment and it never appeared on the blog.