Sunday, 6 July 2025

Femdom Session (7th July 2025)

Unfortunately for one reason and another, we never managed to have our June Femdom Session, so it's been nine weeks since our last session - but while it is unfortunate that we're already one down, it was certainly worth the wait; this morning's session was absolutely wonderful.

As so often is the case though, it didn't seem promising when I got out of bed. I woke up very hot last night and then I was awake for 1-2 hours in the middle of the night, and then I got woken up around 5:30 with the light and the wind clacking the blind about and so it went on. By the time I get up around 9:30 I was feeling quite groggy and I had a crick in my neck into the bargain.

Honestly if we hadn't missed last month's session and if we didn't already know that next weekend it's going to be 30 bloody degrees (AGAIN) then I probably would have cried off. But I really didn't want to do that, and as usual once the session got underway all that tiredness and the accompanying aches and pains that go with it disappeared. 

Before the session started Mistress told me to wear my blindfold, to plug my ass and to wear my original Cocksling. Initially I was going to use the ring-ended glass dildo/plug, but after I put a couple of drops of lube on it I couldn't keep it in my ass for two seconds. So I quickly pulled that out and grabbed hold of my glass dildo (identical to Mistress's one) and pushed that in instead. Even that seemed to want to fall out, that lube must be incredibly slippery! I hardly used any at all.

Running out of time I knelt down on the floor with one hand behind me keeping the dildo in my ass, when I realized I'd forgotten to put the Cocksling on! Thankfully I managed to get it on and get back down on the floor before Mistress openend the bedroom door and came in.

I felt Mistress's foot playing with my tightly secured balls as she stood in front of me and then, since I said my last punishment was a bit 'light' she decided to have me on all fours so she could 'make it up to me'. I endured 21 strokes of the whip and paddle before she let me sit back up again and then had me move to the end of the bed. 

Mistress got on the bed and soon had the tip of her glass dildo in my mouth, telling me to get it nice and wet for her. This done she settled back on the bed and I began worshipping her gorgeous feet. Even though it's only been a couple of months I really missed that feeling of kneeling on the floor and worshipping her beautiful feet for an extended period and when it was finally over Mistress scooted herself down to the end of the bed and had me lick her pussy too. 

That was new, and I really loved it; especially since as I was licking her she was teasing me about having me lick her pussy under a table in a dark, secluded corner of a bar... that was very hot and I was pretty hard already.

Next Mistress had me up on the bed and then tied me down, before straddling my face and allowing me to taste her delicious pussy some more. Then she started teasing my cock, which was now extremely hard. I felt her use an exfoliating glove on it, as well as her nails... and the small cock whip. As she teased me she talked to me about how she could do whatever she wanted, nice and gentle, or digging her nails in and dragging them up my cock. I could tell she was enjoying herself, and my cock felt like it could explode... it was so hard.

Mistress had me worship her pussy a few more times and then had me beg her to remove the blindfold. What a gorgeous sight awaited me then, Mistress's beautiful pussy and ass right above me and just begging to be licked. But Mistress wasn't going to let me worship her ass yet, instead she just pulled her cheeks apart and teased me with it instead - as if my cock wasn't throbbing enough already.

Eventually Mistress reblindfolded me and then untied me and told me to get on my hands and knees. I could hear her removing her skirt and sliding the RodeOh strap-on up her legs and fitting a condom to her 'cock'. Then she pulled the glass dildo out of my ass and I felt her move onto the bed behind me and push her 'cock' into my ass.

Mistress fucked me several times, pausing to reach under me and play with my cock. The first couple of times there was a tiny bit of discomfort, but nothing to complain about and by the fourth time I was pushing back hard against her, welcoming the feeling of penetration and by the fifth time I could really feel the stimulation of my prostate starting to work its magic. I would love for Mistress to fuck me to orgasm one day, but I think it might take a while... it felt so good though. I really loved every second of it.

Once Mistress pulled out I heard her remove the condom and then she told me to sit up. She stood on the bed and removed my blindfold once again, so that I could look up at her. She looked incredible, her gorgeous breasts framed by her cupless leather bra and her 'cock' sticking out in front of her. She told me to kiss her cock, which I did and then took it as deep as I could in my mouth while Mistress looked on, urging me to 'suck her cock'. God, that was extremely HOT!

Them Mistress tied me down on my back again and pegged my nipples before leaving me to calm down for a few minutes, which was probably a good idea. And when she came back I noticed her nipples were hard, probably because she couldn't wait to take the pegs off me and watch me flinching in pain.

Once she'd enjoyed that she untied me again and told me to remove the Cocksling. Now it was finally time to worship Mistress's delicious pussy and make her cum. Mistress was still soaking wet and she came pretty hard too, which is always wonderful to experience.

Finally Mistress had me back down on my back while she stood over me and and started to stroke my cock again. After some begging she allowed me to worship her delicious asshole three times, which I loved so much, and then she knelt beside me stroking my cock until I warned her I was close. She paused a moment and then stroked me again until I again told her I was close. She paused a second time and then teased my cock a little more, gently pushing me over the edge.

I didn't actually realise I had cum until Mistress said 'What do you say?' and I realised I had to thank her for ruining my orgasm. I honestly didn't feel a thing, but there was clearly some cum on her hands (and some on my stomach too I realised a few moments later) which she had me lick clean.

And that was the end of another wonderful Femdom session. It's now 91 days since my last 'proper' orgasm and I couldn't be happier. I loved how hard Mistress came today and I absolutely loved that she fucked me again, it was amazing. I can't wait for August's session, I just hope it's a bit cooler by then. 

Saturday, 5 July 2025

Post Edge Teasing - Yes Please!

We're having a temporary respite from the heat here in the UK at the moment. It's still plenty warm enough, but it's not so hot that you just want to crawl into a corner and die. I appreciate I am being dramatic and it's way hotter in mainland Europe, but we're British, we like cloud and drizzle and we're just not built for sweating (while sitting down).

And tomorrow is supposed to be 20 degrees (well, yesterday it said it was going to be 19 and it seems to go up every time we look at it) so hopefully we shall get our July Femdom session, which I'm sure will be wonderful!

Last night Mistress and I took advantage of the slightly cooler weather and after Mistress had cum on my tongue she 'unlocked' me and I fitted the original Oxballs Cocksling. I must admit I do like having a selection of these things to choose from, though I notice the original Oxballs Ballstretcher is starting to split so I might need to get another one of those.

Anyway, Mistress soon had me hard and after lots of gorgeous teasing she took me to the edge and stopped. I thought that was going to be the end, but Mistress paused for a second to get some lube and then started teasing me again. I have to say, it took a lot of years for Mistress to keep going after the first edge but I'm so happy that now she keeps going because often times the teasing after the first edge is the best.

Since Mistress isn't trying to get to the edge everything is a lot more gentle and frustrating, and Mistress kept teasing around my ass with her fingers too, which drives me nuts. It was truly amazing. Once Mistress edged me a second time she told me that better be it because 'we don't want any accidents that need punishing'. 

My cock had other ideas though and refused to calm down until I begged Mistress to touch me a little more. Mistress gently teased my cock and then started to use her long, natural nails on my cock. It felt incredible, just the right level of pain where it's still pleasurable.... but it kinda hurts too and my cock looked very red afterwards. Mmmmmmmmmm. So hot.

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Still haven't got anywhere with these bloody stories... I had another idea for another Milovana tease, but also possibly a story. Would be kind of cool if I could do both and then at the end of the tease give people a link to the story, but don't hold your breath for that. It could be a while...  🤣

Saturday, 28 June 2025

Blogging and How to Beat the Stupid Systems!

So as you probably know, over the last year or so I've had a lot of problems with Blogger removing and reinstating posts and pages, or removing posts/pages and not allowing me to re-upload them. Clearly Blogger is using bots to trawl posts to find things it doesn't like, and one thing it doesn't like is a page of links to an external site. Hence my 'My Webteases' page has been down for quite some time and I need to find a work around.

Now the obvious answer perhaps comes from the way I've done my stories, while I have a menu page for my stories those links point to the stories on this site, and then each of those individual pages have a link to Literotica (except for 'The Vice, because Literotica said it was too nasty for them, haha...) but I bet if I created a page of links to Literotica then Blogger would unpublish it. 

So it seems the answer is to create pages for each of my Webteases, or maybe just the good ones, and link them individually to Milovana? Seems like a lot of hassle honestly, but I'm sick of the pages being unpublished.

The other one that seems to be an issue is my 'Orgasms' page, which gets unpublished and reinstated several times each month. Perhaps what I need is a historical page that I only update once a year, and an 'annual' page? Maybe that would work. I really don't see why it is necessary to do this though, why can't Blogger just mark the page as checked instead of fucking around with it constantly? Argh!

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Here in the UK this weekend it's bloody hot, 27 today, 29 tomorrow, 31 on Monday and 29 on Tuesday. Wonderful... except it isn't, it's completely wretched, and any hope of having a Femdom session tomorrow is a pipe dream, so we just have to accept that June isn't getting one and hope for the first weekend in July. It's annoying, but at least we've had 4 in a row up until now so that's pretty good.

I've been trying to finish up a story called 'New Year's Eve' this week, but I can't seem to get it 100% right. It's kind of annoying and I'm thinking about rewriting it to see if I can sort it that way, it's not terribly long so it's not implausible, but again this weather doesn't make me feel very creative.

And yeah if you were wondering, yeah I still got another 4 or 5 stories to finish... which will get done eventually. 

Wednesday, 25 June 2025

A (Very) Little Punishment

The other day I wrote about our 'almost mini-Femdom session'. During that little rendezvous Mistress asked if I had anything to confess (i.e any illegal touching etc) and I said no. However, later it occurred to me that I had kind of half-forgotten about the fact that I am not allowed to and that I'm supposed to tell Mistress if I do. I knew I hadn't purposely done it, but as to whether there was any accidental touching that I forgot about over the last couple of months I'm not 100% sure.

Anyway, as it happens, yesterday morning I woke around 5:30am and then dozed off again. And while I was in that half awake - half asleep phase I remember touching my hard cock. So I reported this to Mistress tonight and she gave me a very lenient and brief 'punishment' with her paddle (based on how long it had been since I had faltered and the fact that I was half asleep).

It was very hot seeing Mistress slip off her robe to expose her gorgeous body, then take up her paddle and climb onto the bed next to me where I waited on my hands and knees to be punished. Realistically it was very gentle and truth be told I was actually hoping for more. As you know, I don't enjoy 'pain' for its own sake, but I do enjoy being 'submissive' to Mistress and it seems a very long time since Mistress has punished me at all and once she had finished I was very eager for her to tease me, which she did beautifully.

As she stroked me I told her how much I loved that she ruined my orgasm last week, she smiled at me and said that if she wants to ruin all my orgasms in future then that's what she will do. I so loved hearing her say that, because even if that isn't her intention I truly want her to have that power over me, and for it to be 100% her decision. I said 'As long as you cum that's all that matters'.

Mmmm, makes my heart beat a little faster just replaying that in my head.

Once she had edged me we rested a moment to see if we could actually feel any benefit from the fan I had set up next to the bed. Well, no not really. But still, despite the heat I slipped between Mistress's gorgeous thighs and set about worshipping her delicious pussy. 

Despite the fan poor Mistress got very hot during this, but at least she came... hopefully we can take advantage of the morning coolness at the weekend!

The only good thing I can say about the current weather is that I do love that Mistress is barefoot all the time. Best of all she loves to lay back on the sofa with her feet in my lap, probably completely oblivious to the effect it has on me... while I gently caress them and wonder when I will get to lick my cum off of them again. Sigh... 

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I came across a pretty good cuckolding story on Literotica today, it's called 'First Time Listening' by Andy_FL and you can read it here First Time Listening - Loving Wives - Literotica.com. It's a shame but Andy has only written one other story (three years ago) which was not as good as this one, hopefully he will write more in the future.


Saturday, 21 June 2025

Almost Like a Mini Femdom Session...

For a very long time now, my blog has carried on its header a quote from the D/s author Ms Rika (I must admit I don't think I have ever read one of her books and I'm not even sure where I saw this quote), which says 'There is nothing more attractive to a submissive man than a woman who demonstrates how confident she is in her sexuality and its effect on him'. I really couldn't put it any better myself, and though I've occasionally thought of refreshing the header with a new quote (since its been there so long now that I imagine it barely registers with my readers) I haven't found anything that would be an improvement.

This quote also lends itself to manipulation to highlight specific events, like perhaps 'There is nothing more attractive to a submissive chastity slave than a Mistress who edges him repeatedly and then wilfully ruins his orgasm'. The key word in that sentence obviously being 'wilfully'; there is a world of difference between accidentally edging too hard and being unable to hold back, and being purposely stroked over the edge, feeling the sensation deliberately removed and then helplessly watching your cum drip out of your cock and onto your stomach as your Mistress gently drags her nails up and down the sides of your throbbing cock. In this context, intent is everything.

And today, for the first time in a very long time, I felt that fantastic sensation and it was absolutely wonderful! I have missed it soooooooooo much. 

Regular readers will know we are aiming for a Femdom session every month again, and while we have managed four in a row (Feb-May) and we are still hopeful for next weekend (the last in June), so far this month we haven't managed to make it happen. Here in the UK this weekend it is hot. Mistress and I are not fans of heat at the best of times and hot weather definitely does not work well with PVC sheets and fetish wear... and because we didn't want to pin our hopes on a session this weekend we decided to get up early, shower and have some time together this morning before it got too hot and maybe repeat that tomorrow too (if we manage to sleep tonight of course).

As I'm writing this (at 1PM) it's apparently 29 degrees outside and it's bloody humid too!

Usually, as a matter of course, Mistress teases me after she has orgasmed, because of course... 'Women cum first'! Whilst I subscribe to that mantra on principle, I'll be the first to admit I also prefer it that way anyway, because it turns me on to make my Mistress cum and obviously I adore worshipping her delicious pussy so it puts me in a good, relaxed mindset. But with the way the weather is, it's actually better to switch it around because being wrapped between Mistress's sexy thighs is wonderful, but can also make me overheat and that doesn't help anything for either of of us.

So in the name of practicality we did exactly that and so earlier I found myself with my new Oxballs Cocksling (the one with the extended collar for the balls) fitted and eagerly kissing Mistress's soft lips as she teased me with her fingers. I was soon rock hard and she applied some lube before teasing me properly. It felt wonderful and after a while Mistress reached over to the nightstand (I thought she was just getting more lube) and then she started whipping my balls and cock with her mini cock whip.

It felt fantastic and my cock throbbed even harder (especially when Mistress started slapping my balls and verbally teasing me about how she likes doing it). To be honest I wasn't even really thinking about whether Mistress was going to let me cum or not, but when she asked me how many days it had been since I had cum I knew the answer (although I got it slightly wrong because I thought it was the 20th today and it's actually the 21st) and told her 75 days (actually 76, of course!). 

The funny thing is, I had thought that since that last explosive release I had accidentally ruined a couple, but according to the blog that was not the case.* Besides, if I had done that I would have been 'corrected' for it and that would also be on the blog, so it seems that I did go a full 76 days without any kind of release at all! No wonder there was quite a lot for Mistress to feed me today!

*You can see on the sidebar (if you're reading on a PC) that my last accidental ruin punishment was on the 4th of April, the same day that I was allowed to cum properly. Yes, I came twice that day, one accidental ruin, followed by a proper orgasm - a first for us! Can't believe it was that long ago though...

Mistress also asked me to remind her how long my longest period of chastity was and to be honest I couldn't accurately remember, but I told her it was about 120 days. Turns out it was actually 135 days which was way back in 2021. So I'm just over half way to repeating that... I wonder if that is Mistress R's intention? I kind of hope so, but I really hope she gives me plenty of deliberate ruins along the way too.

Also today, besides getting my balls whipped and slapped and a spectacular ruined orgasm, half way through Mistress slipped her sexy lace panties off and allowed me to worship her gorgeous ass. It's kind of an unwritten rule* that I'm not allowed to ask to worship Mistress's ass in the week leading up to our session and since we keep moving it back it's always the week leading up to the session! As you can imagine, that is a bit frustrating since I adore worshipping Mistress's gorgeous ass and I hope she didn't think my not asking was anything to do with a lack of enthusiasm on my part, because it certainly was not! 

*Unwritten rule? It's quite possible that it is a written rule, it's so long since we've looked at our chastity contract I honestly don't know what it says anymore. Maybe in future I will just ask anyway, cos I'm sure Mistress has no idea what it says either! 🤣

So, while there was no 'proper' Femdom Session today, there certainly were some elements of it and after all that I got to worship Mistress's beautiful pussy and make her cum too, which is always wonderful for me (Mistress has now had 25 orgasms since my last full orgasm back in April, I wonder how many she'll enjoy before she lets me cum properly again - I hope it's a lot!). 

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Several years ago the website Milovana launched a new editor for it's 'Webteases'. Me being me I resisted using it and kept on using the Flash one for as long as it was available, and thereafter stuck to using the Classic editor, which admittedly is very simple and can't be used to make mazes or anything, but it does work reliably and is simple to use. 

The other evening I decided to make a tease, mainly because it was hot and I couldn't concentrate on refining one of the six stories I have on the go. So I decided, maybe it was time to give the EOS editor a go. So I did, and within an hour or so I had made a simple tease that could equally have been made using the 'Classic' editor... but still, it worked and I had made it on the new editor, so maybe in future I could make more advanced teases again.

But then I tried to publish it and it told me there were five different errors in my tease that needed correcting. To be honest I didn't really understand the error messages, but someone in the forum told me that it probably means one of my timers was set without an 's' after the number so while the 'Preview' programme would assume it was a number of seconds it still needed to be corrected before it could be published.

Well I checked all the timers and they were all correct, and similarly the image that it said was wrong on page 2 was present and correct too. So I went back and the kind person on the forum said the error message might be pointing me to the wrong page. Brilliant! 

So I tried deleting the image and reuploading it, but nothing works and in the end I decided to try deleting all the pages to see what effect that would have on the error messages. None as it turned out. I ended up with just one page left and it was still telling me the timer on page 17 was wrong. Fabulous.

The issue for me here is that say you wrote a 200 page webtease and then you add page 201 and you get an error, if deleting that page doesn't clear the error then you are stuck and you've wasted an awful lot of time. So I won't be doing that. Instead I just redid my simple tease in the 'Classic' editor in no time at all and posted it to the website. 

It's doing pretty well, scoring 4.5/5 at the moment having had 6742 views. You can see the tease by clicking on the banner below.



Wednesday, 28 May 2025

Frustration (and not the good kind!)

I'm getting very frustrated with Blogger. The last few nights I have been slowly working on improving the look and usability of the blog, and in particular creating 'cards' for the 'Webtease' pages much like I've done with the 'Stories' pages. But of course, every time I take a step forward Blogger unpublishes the page because it thinks it's spam or some bullshit and then I have to request a review and eventually it goes back up behind a warning (even though literally the whole blog is behind a warning). 

Currently the page 'My Webteases' is offline and I don't know when or if they will let me put it back up. Fucking annoying. Honestly part of me wants to move the blog to a different host, but can I actually be bothered? Probably not... I think the glory days of this blog are behind us and I wonder how long it will be before Google decides to cleanse itself of all 'adult' content again. 

On a more positive note, my latest story (Mistress's Perfect Feet) is currently doing very well on Literotica, currently scoring 4.74 / 5, which means that at the moment it is my highest rated story on there! So that's good... and I just thought of another story (actually while I was lying in the dentist's chair having my teeth cleaned - how weird is that?) so I need to write some notes for that before I forget it.

Monday, 26 May 2025

Latest Story is Up on Literotica

Mistress's Perfect Feet has finally appeared on the Literotica site, and so far it has two votes (both 5 stars) so that's a good start... it also has one 'positive' comment from a regular reader - we'll see what happens as time goes on.

It's funny, when you go down to the bottom of the page to read the comments there's a section to the side (on a laptop) where it suggests 'other stories like this' and I saw one called 'Cruel to be Kind' that sounded interesting... until I clicked on it and realised that it was one of mine! 

It's a public holiday here in the UK today, later today Mistress and I will be doing another escape room, something we both enjoy quite a bit. Hopefully Mistress will also have another orgasm today, she's just about to start doing some exercise so no doubt she'll be coming downstairs in some tight fitting shorts anytime soon. 

Ideally I'd like to stay and watch and perhaps worship her ass in between sets, but I know that's not going to happen so I guess I better go and find something useful to do instead...

Sunday, 25 May 2025

Some Random Sunday Thoughts...

I hope you all enjoyed my new story 'Mistress's Perfect Feet' that I posted on Friday; that was written a few weeks ago and then abandoned in the 'current writing' folder until I went back to it the other day. At the same time I realised I had pretty much completed another two or three stories that probably need very little work also, so hopefully they will be posted here soon too.

One of the stories I still have in the pending file is very long, I think it's 15,000 words or something and even though it was only a few weeks ago I can barely remember it - so that will be an interesting read for me. I suppose in the near future my writing will be rendered redumbnant, AI will write whatever story you like... as long as you don't mind revealing your fetishes to the tech giants. Presumably if you ask it to write something too risqué a platoon of Terminators will turn up at your house to take you away... oh what a wonderful future we have in store. 

Saying that I asked Chat GPT two questions last week and it got both of them wrong, so I'm not quite convinced these things are as clever as they say they are. Still I suppose they don't need to be, but if it can't even tell you how many r's are in strawberry (2 apparently - we argued about it for 20 minutes, and then when it finally agreed with me, I changed my mind and so did it!) then I'm not sure it should be put in charge of anything critical.

Anyway, I'm looking forward to another Femdom session next Sunday; hopefully I should have rid myself of the weight I gained on our holiday last week by then... it was bad! Very, very bad. Oh well, no more holidays until September so I should be able to make significant headway by then and I will try and not fuck up on that one.

Can you believe it's nearly June already, where the hell is this year going? 

This afternoon Mistress and I had a little fun-time, which included Mistress using her gorgeous feet to tease my cock. I really loved that. She paused for a moment to apply some more lube to my cock and I hoped she was going to resume using her feet but instead she went back to using her fingers instead, while teasing me about letting me cum on her feet and having me lick them clean. 

That never ever fails to get a reaction...

As if this wasn't enough she then looked down at me (she was sitting up beside me as she teased my cock) and said that what I really wanted was for her to ruin my orgasm onto her feet, which is 100% true and very hot to hear. Honestly, if she decided to only ever ruin me and never let me cum properly again, keeping me horny and desperate then I would be totally happy with that! Needless to say it wasn't too much longer before I reached my second edge and Mistress stopped touching me. Ah, such is the life of a chastity slave... at least I got to enjoy making her cum with my tongue earlier. :)