Sunday, 11 October 2020

Another Full Orgasm!

Friday night brought a very unexpected orgasm for me... especially as it had been less than two weeks since my last one - I can't even remember the last time I had two full orgasms in less than a fortnight. And it was all the more unexpected because I don't think Mistress had planned it at all. I say this because she edged me once and then after letting me cool down she started teasing my cock again and eventually edged me a second time, leaving me rock hard and aching for more.

I was surprised when she grabbed my cock for a third time and even more surprised when she subtly indicated that she wanted me inside her. I moved between her legs and pressed the tip of my cock against her pussy, something which is so rare these days I always feel rather 'amateur' at it. Unfortunately since Mistress had a small operation she seems to find penetrative sex quite uncomfortable. I thought it was just when she was on top, but now it seems like it's when she's lying down as well.. and as soon as I entered her it was clear it was hurting her.

Obviously I don't want to see her in pain, so my instant reaction is to pull back and as you might expect it has a somewhat detrimental effect on my cock as well. But Mistress wasn't giving up and she grabbed my cock to try and keep me hard and we eventually tried again. Having already been edged twice and finally feeling Mistress's gorgeous pussy wrapped around my cock it was very quickly that I felt the third edge coming down the track.

I warned Mistress that I was getting close again and she told me to 'Fuck me and cum....', so that's exactly what I did, though it felt like I was only about half way in. It felt wonderful to cum inside her pussy of course, but I hate thinking that it's hurting her so it was difficult to enjoy it completely.

When I finished cumming I moved down between her legs and started to lick her pussy, it tasted gorgeous but there was no sign of my cum so Mistress had me lay down and she sat on my face. I could taste it a little more but there wasn't the torrent I was expecting, maybe I was deeper inside than I thought? 

While it's unfortunate that Mistress finds it painful to have 'spur of the moment' penetrative sex (I wonder if it might be easier once she has had her dildo inside her and cum on my tongue?) and I know it bothers her that she feels bad for me about it, personally speaking I've honestly never felt like I am missing out. Mistress's mouth feels just as good to me (if not better) and the kissing and edging she gave me before this was absolutely amazing. I love kissing her so much and maybe one day she will let me cum in her mouth again....and then kiss me. :)

This was my sixth orgasm since our tenth chastity year began on April the 1st, which is as many as I had all last year! By contrast, last year I had eleven ruins and this year so far it's been just one. Perhaps I am looking at a long period of ruins over the next six months to compensate?

Sunday, 27 September 2020

FEMDOM SESSION: 27th September 2020

While I am enormously pleased to be able to report that we had another Femdom session, it's disappointing to note that we now have three Femdom sessions on the first page of this blog... indeed this is my first post since the 5th of September and that wasn't really a 'post' as such, just a cartoon that I liked.

I have had several story ideas, but as yet none of them has come to life. It seems like story ideas have a predictable life, often I get an idea and knowing that I don't have time to write the story I make notes, sometimes very detailed notes... these then lay around for several weeks or months and then when I look at them again I come to the conclusion that this 'amazing' idea I had doesn't seem quite so amazing after all and I throw them away. I feel like maybe I shouldn't bother writing these notes, because clearly it doesn't work - so what is the point? 

Anyway, leaving that aside, again I haven't really had much to say... I don't know how it was that I used to post here several times a week, what did I talk about? I really have no idea. Its a testament to the depth of material on my blog that I'm still getting 20-30,000 views a month I guess...!

Perhaps in the future I will have more to say? I suppose we are not really 'moving' towards anything anymore we have kind of arrived at the limits of where we were always going to get too and things have been very stable for a long time now. As such I tired of repeating myself and wrote less and less, and with three Femdom sessions on the first page it seems I maybe need to edit myself a little here too.

I am really, really happy that we've managed to get our sessions back on track after several months where they didn't happen at all. It seems like missing even one is a dangerous step as one missed session leads to another and another and before you know it half a year has gone by. Thankfully with two sessions in August and one in September we are at least moving in the right direction, and now that the weather is getting cooler we might feel more inclined to lark about on PVC sheets!

So this morning Mistress gave me the choice of either wearing my Oxballs Cock Sling, or my Oxballs Ball Stretcher... and since I haven't worn my ball stretcher in quite a while I decided to go with that, even though I kinda knew it would end up with me wincing every time Mistress flicked the cock whip against my tightly bound nuts... (I wasn't wrong about that). For once the ball stretcher felt just right as soon as I put it on, I was half tempted to take it off for a minute as I put it on slightly early but I figured that it felt comfortable so better to leave it well alone!

As usual Mistress wanted to know if I had any touching infractions to report and I confessed to touching my cock once since our last session. She reminded me that I can ask her for permission and remarked that I hadn't done that in a long time. It's a fair point, I had kind of forgotten about that if I'm honest... albeit she reminded me that even if I ask it doesn't necessarily mean that she will let me - although she always has in the past as far as I remember.

Mistress whipped and paddled my ass a bit and then she quickly moved on to having me worship her gorgeous feet while she played with her glass dildo. Needless to say that while kissing her feet I was already wondering if perhaps I might get a chance to cum on them later, and hoping that I didn't have to choose between cumming or worshipping Mistress's delicious ass.

Once I had worshipped Mistress's feet to her satisfaction she had me up on the bed on my hands and knees and gave me some punishment with the paddle, then she tied me to the bed and sank down onto my face, allowing me to taste her properly for the first time. She tasted gorgeous as ever and it wasn't long before I was looking up at her beautiful pussy and ass as she flicked the cock whip against my cock and balls.

When she sank down on my face the second time she was already very wet and that made my cock get a lot harder very quickly. Mistress quickly squirted some lube into her hand and started stroking my cock before telling me that I needed something in my ass.

The ring ended glass dildo/plug was pushed inside me (with rather too much of that Ann Summers lube I wrote about last time around, as such it fell out every couple of minutes, but never mind... actually once its inside you kind of forget it's there so having it pushed in again every so often was better anyway) and Mistress stroked my cock some more while Mistress teased me about being allowed to cum on her pretty feet.

Then she stood over me and fucked herself with her glass dildo, offering it to my mouth now and again to clean - which I always love. And then she announced that she wanted to do something different and told me that first I would need to be blindfolded. Then she untied me and told me to get up on my hands and knees. The glass plug had fallen out again and instead of pushing it back in Mistress set it aside. Then I heard her unzipping her PVC skirt and sliding on the RodeOh strap on.

She reminded me of her opinion that my ass had been sorely neglected of late and got onto the bed and moved behind me. I was excited and nervous since I really wanted her to fuck me, but as ever it is... I wouldn't say humiliating, but it feels awkward to submit like that, because I suppose that is the edge of what is 'acceptable' in our Femdom life. You would think it would lose it's impact after having done it so many times, but as it's been pretty infrequent over the years it still presents something of a mental challenge.

Mistress slid her cock inside me and started slapping my ass with her hand. Then she started to fuck me, it felt a little uncomfortable at first, but quickly started to feel better and actually it wasn't long before I started to worry that she might make me cum! She stopped and reached around to stroke my cock and it was only really then that I realised I was still hard. She continued on and paused again to stroke my cock. I realised that I wasn't going to cum accidentally, even though the strap-on was doing a number on my prostate, and she continued like this a while, with me pushing back against her as she fucked me.

It was awesome and I hope she does it again soon. 
:)

Mistress pulled the strap on out of my ass and told me to lie on my back, she discarded the condom and then removed the blindfold to reveal her standing over me with her 'cock' right in front of my face. She looked incredibly hot, and she told me to kiss it. I reached up and sucked the first inch or two, kinda hoping that Mistress would fuck my mouth with it, but she pulled away and set about re-tying me to the bed and applying clothes pegs to my nipples. As she moved round the bed I couldn't take my eyes off her, she looks incredibly sexy every day but she looks fucking amazing with her strap on harness in place....


Mistress had me remove the ball stretcher before she tied me down, and then she put the blindfold back on and left me alone for a short while. The time seemed to go pretty quickly and the pegs didn't really bother me, even when she came back and released them it wasn't anything like as painful as last time. 

Mistress released me and took the blindfold off, telling me to close my eyes until she said I could open them. She told me to get up and kneel at the end of the bed and I heard her moving pillows and sliding onto the bed in front of me. She told me I could open my eyes and saw that she was wearing her Ann Summers crotchless panties, the ones that really push her pussy lips forward - so fucking HOT!

I kissed all around her inner thighs before I began worshipping her pussy properly, she was very wet and my fingers slid inside her easily. After a while I started to tease her ass as I licked her and after a while she came pretty hard, which made both of us very happy!

Mistress got up and told me to lick her juices off of the PVC sheet and then stood in front of me and had me clean her too. I licked her ass and thighs clean before she moved out of the way and told me to lie down again. She stood over me then and I looked up at her gorgeous pussy and ass, I think she was about to allow me to worship her ass, but looking up I noticed her pussy was absolutely sodden and I begged to be allowed to lick it clean. She was incredibly wet and as soon as my tongue moved inbetween her lips it was like her pussy just emptied into my mouth - it was so fucking HOT I can't even tell you! :)

While I was doing that Mistress had started stroking my cock and she jumped right over the ass worship part and told me that she wanted me to cum on her feet and that I needed to jerk myself off for her. I quickly got up and moved to the end of the bed, stroking my cock as she teased me about cumming on her feet and licking every drop of my cum up.

Earlier in the session she had asked me if I liked cumming on her feet because it meant I got to stroke my own cock, it's not that at all - I just have a really hard fetish for her feet, if it was easier I would love for her to do it instead, but it's not that practical and when we've tried it before it's tended to not work that well in as much as my cum tends to end up not really getting on her feet at all!

I warned Mistress that I was getting close, just in case she wanted to surprise me by telling me to stop or to ruin it or something - I didn't think she would, but well I gave her the warning anyway. Mistress told me to keep going and cum and that's exactly what I did. And boy was there a lot! 60 days of hot, cream cum all over Mistress's beautiful little feet...  and sure enough I licked them completely clean. But then Mistress told me to milk every last drop out of my cock onto her foot and so I had even more cum to swallow... it was a looooong wait, but it was totally worth it. 

And I loved that Mistress fucked my ass as well, I really needed that. :)

Monday, 31 August 2020

FEMDOM SESSION: 31st August 2020

Hard to believe after going six months without a session, but Mistress and I got ourselves right back on track with two sessions in a month!

We were originally going to have our session last week, but we put it back to this week because in the UK there is a Bank Holiday Monday and also because we both felt we would benefit from a week of healthy eating / no alcohol / exercising daily, after several weeks of going off the rails. We certainly have, I lost half a stone and am already feeling much improved, but annoyingly last night Mistress and I went to bed feeling really, really tired... both of us were yawning our heads off and struggling to keep our eyes open, but half an hour later we were both still awake. Finally I gave in and moved to the spare room where I got to sleep pretty quickly and didn't wake up until 6:55AM. Next time I woke up it was 9:45 and Mistress was just getting up, at least we got some sleep even if it took a while to get there!

We started our session at 12 and Mistress told me to wear a blindfold but left everything else up to me. So I began the session with my blindfold on, my wrist and ankle cuffs, a simple cock ring and the ring ended glass dildo in my ass. Last session I was disappointed that I had to tell Mistress that my ass was off-limits, sometimes you just know it isn't a good idea and this was one of those times. Besides, better to do that than delay a session that was already five months overdue, even if it isn't really in the spirit of 'surrendering control'. No such trouble today, and I was hoping this would lead to a good ass-fucking later in the session! :)

We have two bottles of lube in our drawer, one is silicone lube and the other is 'liquid satin' which is from Ann Summers. I usually go straight for the silicone lube for some reason, but today I decided to use the booty lube and boy is that stuff slippery! Which is exactly what you want for anal penetration obviously, but maybe not if you're trying to keep a dildo in your ass!


I didn't even use that much and since I haven't even had anything in my ass for six months you'd think I'd be as tight as fuck, but this stuff... man, I had to take it out and wipe it clean, but it was still sliding out, so I had to take it out again and wipe it and my ass and then put it back again... and it was still sliding out for the first ten minutes of the session.

Mistress came into the room, though obviously I couldn't see her, and she started rubbing her foot against my cock and balls. She asked me if I had been thinking about what she might be wearing and then checked to see if I had anything to confess. Unlike last time, my conscience was clear and so I got away with a slightly less thorough whipping, although Mistress still likes to whip and paddle me to remind me of her control - and just because she enjoys it, basically...

Mistress got on the bed and I knelt at the foot of the bed, reaching round now and again to ensure the dildo didn't fall out while I was worshipping her beautiful feet. Meanwhile I could hear Mistress playing with her glass dildo and teasing me about how badly I want to get my tongue into her pussy and her ass. With her feet thoroughly worshipped, Mistress had me lick and suck her dildo clean, then had me up on the bed.

Once tied down, she straddled my head and told me to lick her pussy. She was clearly already very turned on, her pussy was super wet and she tasted wonderful. Her juices were really thick too, which is always a good sign and showed me she was really into this already... as I licked her I felt my cock starting to stir into life and soon she had turned around and started teasing my cock with her hand while she brushed her ass against my face.

I always love this part of the session, when Mistress whips, slaps and strokes my cock, while occasionally straddling my face and having me lick her delicious pussy. At some point she removed my blindfold so that I could see her standing over me, in her leather skirt and my favourite cupless bra which makes her gorgeous breasts look even more AMAZING than they are normally!

I watched as she slid her dildo up inside her pussy and then licked it clean before she returned to abusing my cock. Then she got some lube on her hands, which was a great move as the cockring meant my skin was pulled really tight, and started jerking me hard and fast. That felt incredible and she kept pumping, slapping and whipping my balls until she got me to the edge. I think that is a first for us in a session, I don't think I've ever been edged before mid-session... but I loved it, and I love that Mistress is starting to give me multiple edges when she's teasing me too!

Then Mistress grabbed the pegs off the bedside table and clamped them in place, before leaving me alone for a few minutes. I still had the dildo in my ass, thankfully it had stopped trying to escape and it felt really comfortable... but I noticed Mistress hadn't taken the RodeOh strap on pants with her when she left - still, she might put them on later.

Mistress came back about 8-10 minutes later, which flew by for me... I was totally relaxed, even with the pegs on my nipples - because of course, they don't really hurt until you take them off! When Mistress came back she made me beg her to take the peg off my right nipple and as soon as I said the words I clenched my teeth because I knew it was going to hurt, and sure enough it did. Then she made me beg her to take the other one off, twice... and again it hurt like a bastard, but only for a few seconds.

Mistress untied me and told me to take the cockring off, then climbed onto the bed. She had removed her leather skirt now, but still had the awesome cupless bra on. She told me it was time to worship her pussy properly and make her cum, and I sank down between her thighs, glancing up to see her hand cup her left breast as I started to taste her. Mistress came super hard (for the third time in a week no less, I must be getting good at this!) and then she got off the bed and told me to get up on my hands and knees. She gave me a spanking with her hand and then pulled the dildo out of my ass and told me to turn over onto my back.

Earlier in the session Mistress had told me that I should be thinking about where I would choose to be allowed to cum should she decide to allow it, and before she left me alone she asked me if I had decided. Despite how amazing her tits looked in that bra, and how much I would love to shoot all over them, I had already decided that if given the choice I would say her beautiful feet. It seems like forever since I got to cum on her feet and that is probably the one place I love cumming more than any other... yeah, anyone would think I was a sub with a foot fetish or something, huh? :)

Now Mistress asked me if I had changed my mind, but said that since I couldn't cum on her feet while I was worshipping her ass I would have to choose one or the other. Aaargh, so fucking mean! She told me I had five seconds to choose and started counting down from 5 to 1, when she finished I told her I wanted to worship her ass.

I know that sounds crazy, but.... as much as I wanted to cum on Mistress's feet, these sessions are supposed to be about pleasing and worshipping Mistress, and jerking myself off on her feet seems kinda 'selfish' in that context. Besides, I fucking adore worshipping Mistress's gorgeous asshole and my cock was soon hard as she pumped it while my tongue lapped between her cheeks. I managed to stay away from the edge for quite a while before I had to tell Mistress to stop, and after a few seconds she sank down onto my face again but I only managed a few more seconds before I had to tell her to stop again. This time she quickly moved off me and knelt next to me, then she gave my balls seven or eight slaps before telling me the session was over.

So I didn't get my ass fucked, but I did edge three times and Mistress did let me suck on her amazing breasts a few times during the session and actually after the session ended too, which I really loved. They would have looked so good spattered with cum though....!

Friday, 21 August 2020

Another Double Edging!

As I wrote before, it was fantastic to se Mistress wearing her new underwear and teasing me mercilessly, but equally yesterday was just as good too. I came into the bedroom from the shower where Mistress was waiting for me. She was laying on the bed, propped up against the pillows against the headboard. She wasn't wearing any of her new lingerie today, ad no bra at all - she looked amazing with her fabulous 34DD breasts on display, stroking her pussy while she was reading some porn stories from Literotica in one of her homemade books.

I told her she looked gorgeous and got on the bed, moving up to kiss her as she continued teasing her pussy, she was pretty wet already and after kissing and sucking on her nipples for a short time she pushed me down between her silky smooth thighs. Mistress was clearly turned on and moaned every time my tongue brushed against her clit. I knew right she would have a powerful orgasm and I wasn't wrong.

After she came hard, I spent a little while worshipping her beautiful feet... and then she had me lie down next to her and she started to tease my cock while she kissed me. Her breasts are absolutely gorgeous, I really hate that she hides them from me so much, but then again I like that she does what she wants. After all I wanted her to be in charge in the bedroom so I can't really complain can I...?

Mistress teased me a little about the fact that she hides her breasts from me while she stroked me to my first edge, which just made me appreciate them all the more. I say first edge, because for the second time in a row Mistress edged me twice - I am loving this new development and I really hope it continues.... I would love her to keep edging me over and over until she ruins me accidentally, that would be so hot. :)

Mistress was leaning right over me as she edged me the second time, her gorgeous tits so close... I so wanted to cum HARD all over them and lick them clean. 

Tuesday, 18 August 2020

A last visit to Victoria's Secret?

Yesterday Mistress and I made our first visit to a shopping centre since lockdown began in March. As is our way we got their nice and early to avoid the crowds and while initially it was a bit awkward having to wear a mask and follow the arrows it was okay. I somehow expected the 'red/green' signs outside the shop (to indicate the stores being full or not) to be automated/electronic rather than a manual affair... I did feel sorry for the staff having to keep running out to change them, particularly as the signs have been put up rather high and are rather difficult to reach!

Anyway, we had an enjoyable morning and one of our last ports of call was 'Victoria's Secret'... I thought it had gone bust already, but it was still operating here for now. It's a very frustrating shop, every time we've been in there and asked about a product on a mannequin, the staff always then take you to the other side of the shop and point at a random drawer - maybe people would buy more if they could find what they wanted? Anyway, Mistress found a bra and panty set she liked and there was an offer on if you bought three items at a certain price so Mistress got three new (different) black sexy panties and a bra.

Later that night, Mistress and I were heading to the bedroom for some 'relaxation' and she appeared in her new underwear looking extremely hot! She told me that I was getting my 'time' first and knelt on the bed. I lay down and she bent over me, kissing me and starting to tease my cock. She looked amazing and I was really enjoying this, and then she lifted her leg over me and lowered herself down so that her ass was just in front of my face.

She continued stroking my cock while I kissed her ass, it was incredibly hot, especially as I could just see her gorgeous pussy lips peeking out on either side of her new panties. I should be careful what I say here because last time I said how much I like being teased and not being able to see Mistress took that as a green light to wear her bra 99% of the time! But, still... take it from me, it was amazing and the teasing element of not being able to see sent my imagination into overdrive.

Mistress edged me once and then moved off of me, but to my surprise she grabbed my cock again and started stroking me to a second edge. Once she got me there a second time she told me it was her turn now and we switched positions so that she was lying down and I was between her legs, my cock still throbbing beneath me.

After I had been licking her delicious pussy for a while, Mistress handed me her glass dildo; I always warm the glass dildo for Mistress, but wait for her to indicate whether she wants me to use it or not. I used my fingers first and then slowly introduced the head of the dildo as I continued to lap at her wet pussy. Eventually the dildo was inside and I started moving it back and forth, swirling my tongue and pushing Mistress closer and closer to orgasm.

When it hit it was pretty intense and I held her tight, making sure to keep my tongue in place as she bucked against me... Mistress looked very happy as I sucked and licked her dildo clean. I can't wait to see the other new panties she bought!!!
:)

Sunday, 2 August 2020

FEMDOM SESSION: 2nd August 2020

I apologise for lack of posts these last few weeks, but I haven't really had anything very exciting to say... nor have I been particularly motivated to say it. But now some good news. We have a new cat! We've had her for a week (no luck thinking up a name yet) and she's still spending 90% of her time hiding under our coffee table, but she does come out every now and then and is actually very affectionate and loving. I am getting a little concerned about how nervous she is, but she hasn't had a great life so far and I think it will take her a little while to trust us.

She's not a particularly cuddly cat, but having her around seems to have forced our other cat to step up her game and she seems to have become more cuddly than she was before, which is progress I suppose! Our new cat is mostly white with some black splodges on her head and spine and one black leg. She has enormous eyes as well, and is very pretty... I just wish we saw more of her and she would eat more.

Anyway, that's some positive news and the other positive news is that we had our first Femdom session since February today and it was fantastic. I can't believe it's been so long, but to be fair I did have an operation in March right around the time we were planning to do it, and then after that with the whole world turning into a shit-show it just got neglected and then with our cat being ill and ultimately dying, well... that just piled on the depression really.

At least we've done it again now, and hopefully we'll do it again at the end of this month and then at least once per month in the future.

Mistress had me wear a blindfold and the Oxballs Cocksling at the start of the session, and I was a little cautious about that because I had a few issues with that earlier in the year - today it was fine though and the only time it gave me any trouble was when Mistress left me alone and when my cock softened it started to sting again. Not too bad though, it's definitely been worse in the past.

I had a lot of 'touching' infractions to confess over five months... I couldn't even say how many, but Mistress was pretty lenient with me. I got whipped and paddled twice, but not really any harder or longer than I could expect in a normal session. I couldn't help feeling I deserved a lot more punishment, and I suppose a better slave than I would have requested more... :)

Mistress had me suck her dildo and get it wet for her then started playing with it while I knelt on the floor and worshipped her gorgeous feet. I really loved this, it's one of the parts of our sessions I really miss and I diligently kissed the tops and bottom of her feet and sucked on her toes as she worked her dildo into her pussy.

This went on for some time, before Mistress allowed me to suck her juices off of the dildo and then got me up on the bed for my second punishment. After that she tied me down on my back and I soon felt her straddle my face and I tasted her delicious pussy properly for the first time today. Mistress started to tease my cock as it started to harden and after a while she removed my blindfold and allowed me to look at her.

She looked amazing, in her PVC bra and skirt, and looking up under her skirt made my cock throb even harder than it had already. She sank down on my face again and then turned around to tease me with her ass. Mistress knows how much I adore her ass and how I love to lick it, and she spent some time alternating between riding my face, teasing me with her ass and stroking and whipping my cock and balls.

She also used her dildo on her pussy again, allowing me to watch it slide inside her as she teased me about how much I love watching and getting my fingers and tongue inside her. She also teased me about having me watch another cock sliding into her too. The Oxballs was really biting now and my cock was as hard as a rock for the next fifteen or so minutes. Mistress actually coated my cock with lube, which felt great and was probably a good idea given how tight my skin was.

Mistress spent quite a lot of time whipping my balls actually.... and teasing me with gentle strokes, her fingernails and then a hard, stinging slap. She slapped my balls with the cock whip several times, and as they were trapped in the Oxballs and unable to move I really felt it! But I took it pretty well and every time Mistress asked if it was too much I said 'no'. Of course it stung for a moment, but it wasn't unbearable or anything... besides, I like it when Mistress is cruel to me and I know she enjoys it when I squirm at her touch.

Mistress pegged my nipples and then left me alone for a few minutes, the Oxballs stang a little as my cock softened but it wasn't too bad. I wish I could say the same about the pegs... when Mistress came back she made me beg her to remove them and the look of glee on her face when she did the first one and I bucked on the bed was priceless. The second one wasn't quite as bad thankfully - although there's been no lasting 'tenderness' like sometimes happens.

Mistress had me remove the Cocksling and then told me to kneel up on the bed. She got on the bed and lay back, telling me it was finally time for me to worship her gorgeous pussy and make her cum. Her pussy was very wet and my fingers slid easily inside her, and she eventually came pretty hard with my tongue on her clit and my finger teasing her asshole.

The PVC sheet was drenched with pussy juice and I lapped it all up, enjoying every delicious drop before Mistress stood on the bed in front of me and told me to clean her with my tongue. Her juices were dripping down her legs, which looked extremely erotic, and I licked up every drop I could find.

Then Mistress told me to lie down on my back and stood over me again. I always love this part of the session, looking up at her dripping wet pussy and noticing even more drips of pussy juice decorating her inner thighs and calves.... mmm, so fucking hot!!!

I knew I wasn't going to be allowed to cum, since I only came about four days ago... but what I really wanted was to be allowed to worship Mistress's beautiful ass, and after some begging Mistress sank down and allowed my tongue to delve into her crack. She sighed loudly when the tip of my tongue brushed against her hole and she started stroking my cock as my tongue lapped eagerly at her hole. I loved every second of this and Mistress kindly allowed me to lick her ass three times before she got off me and knelt beside me stroking my cock and trying to edge me.

Despite the amazing feeling of being allowed to tongue Mistress's ass, what actually got me to the edge was reaching over and rubbing Mistress's beautiful feet. Kinda weird maybe... but what can I say, I have a major kink for Mistress's gorgeous little feet! :)

Mistress helped me along by slapping my balls as she stroked me and then once I'd edged she gave me several more very hard ball slaps (which I really loved, again they hurt momentarily, but I loved it anyway), and then Mistress told me that was the end of the session for today.

I am so glad we did this today, it's so stupid how we let it get neglected (mostly my fault I'm sure) and I hope this is the start of regular sessions once again.

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One last thing before I go, my last Milovana tease 'The Business Trip' did get nominated for the end of month poll for June, but once again I came second. It wasn't even a close second, the winner had it in the bag from the minute the poll went live... ah well, maybe I'll try again this month.


Wednesday, 24 June 2020

Some Extremely Sad News...


Very sadly, our beloved ginger cat 'Mr B' is no longer with us. He started to get ill about three months ago - constantly at his tail and out of sorts. For a short time we thought we'd beaten it with a course of antibiotics, steroids and a procedure, but the problem persisted and worsened until eventually the vet delved deeper and discovered a lump growing inside him near his tail (apparently this is a very hard place to operate on a cat as it would most likely leave him incontinent).

The vet put him on an increased dose of steroids and after a couple of days there was a marked difference and Mr B seemed much less bothered by his tail. He still seemed quite lacklustre though, and thinking back over the last few months he had slowly become lethargic and not really himself. Then on Saturday he spent most of the day in bed and when he came down it was clear he was not comfortable and he started attacking his tail constantly again.

We took him to the vet on Sunday morning and unfortunately, as there was nothing more they could do besides attempting a (probably unsuccessful) surgery that we really didn't want to put him through, we had to let him go. The past three days have been absolutely horrible, I have cried at least six times today and our other cat Ming is missing him too. They didn't seem to get on all that well, but they did like to chase each other around the house and had at least one 'fight' a day.

I know the wrench of losing a pet doesn't outweigh the years of joy they bring, but it's at times like this when I understand my late father's reasoning for not having another cat as he could not stomach the loss again. It is miserable and I hate it so much, I just wish I could have him snuggled up next to me on the sofa again but unfortunately that's never going to happen.

We are thinking about getting another cat though, as Ming really needs a companion and we'd really like a cuddly cat, which Ming is not! Hopefully we can sort that out soon as we know from experience that it definitely helps you to get over the pain if you have a new cat to focus on.

Anyway, I'm sure many of you know exactly how we are feeling at the moment. Cats and dogs really do leave a massive hole when they have to go...

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On a more positive note, the tease I posted to Milovana is doing well and at the moment is easily going to make it into the end of month poll. Unless of course loads more teases get posted in the next six days, or mine mysteriously starts to plummet again!


Also, you may remember that a little while back I attempted to post a story called 'Ruined by Jessica' to Literotica and I had to edit it three times to get them to accept it (in the process I had to change the title to 'Jessica on Top' as the 'ruined' part of the title no longer made any sense). Well, amazingly, considering the butchering that I had to do to get it past the Literotica censors, it has now become my top rated story on the site! I'm not sure whether I'm pleased or angry really, but it is what it is... obviously I wish the story had been posted in its original format, but at least the people who visit here got to read the proper version.

Anyway, 'Girls Talk' is still the best story I have ever written in my humble opinion, at least that's up there in third place!