Tuesday, 22 July 2014

F.G.M.

I am pleased to see that the government is looking to prosecute parents who allow their daughter's to suffer genital mutilation. I can't believe this area of child welfare has been ignored for so long really, but at least some steps are now being taken to combat this despicable, life altering practice. I hope the penalties are sufficient to act as a deterrent and that they include taking children abroad to be tortured. Because this is torture. Religion and culture are no excuse for this kind of behaviour, I cant even comprehend the mentality of someone who would do this to their own child. It's truly disgusting and abhorrent!

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Saturday, 19 July 2014

The Ratio is Increasing...

I notice that the ratio of orgasms that my Mistress is enjoying compared to me is increasing quite quickly. Over the first two years of full time chastity Mistress had approximately five orgasms for every one of mine, which is pretty good, and then last year it increased to approximately 6.5 for every one of mine, but so far this year the ratio has increased again already quite dramatically to 7.5 for every one of mine. That's a 50% increase in the last couple of years!
I was thinking about chastity the other day and I honestly think if Mistress decided that she would never allow me to enjoy a full orgasm again I think I would be quite happy to go along with it. You know, just typing that is making my cock hard, what the fuck is up with that? The thought of every orgasm being ruined and the ache and need just getting more and more intense drives me nuts. Not that I envisage this happening, ever... but I do understand now why so many guys fantasize about that scenario, and also of course the erotic power of a woman teasing her sub about the fact that she's never going to allow him to cum properly again... that's another story I need to write right there!

Thursday, 17 July 2014

Follow that...

I'll admit I was a little worried that after last night, tonight might be a little tiny bit of a let down, but it really wasn't at all. While kissing my way up the insides of Mistress's beautiful legs, I happened to glance upwards to see Mistress gently rubbing her pussy with her fingertips. I love to see Mistress touching her pussy, I would love to see her bring herself to orgasm, especially if I was tied up, locked up, with a dildo in my ass... maybe one day!
So this led to a super-hard orgasm for Mistress R, after which she reached into the bedside cabinet for some lube and her cock whip. Interesting! And so it proved to be. We don't use lube that much out of session, but it felt absolutely fucking great, so I definitely think we should use it a lot more. Mistress was pumping about as hard as she could at times, but every time I got close to the edge she stopped and suddenly started stroking really slow. Then she pushed my cock forward and stroked me 'overhand' and that felt really good, I especially liked it when her fist slammed into my balls each stroke. That was fucking sweet!
Mistress whipped my cock a few times, sometimes hard(ish), sometimes soft, and she whipped and slapped my balls a few times as well before she straddled me and fed my rock solid cock inside her. I can't even remember if I've been inside her since the last time I came inside her which was exactly 32 days ago, but it felt wonderful and she looked so gorgeous as she rode my cock. First she reached back behind to slap my balls and then she started scratching my nipples with her nails, I encouraged her to pinch them which she did a little bit, but not very hard really... hopefully this is an area we can work on ;)
Then she lifted herself off and laid down beside me, stroking my cock again before having me lick her fingers clean. Then she started pumping me really hard again almost like she was thinking about making me cum again. She finished off by wrapping both hands around my cock and squeezing really hard for the last slow stroke, I was amazed that she didn't squeeze a drop of pre-cum out, maybe that's what she was trying to do?
I begged her for more and she allowed me ten more strokes before leaving me throbbing as I pulled her close and held her as my cock pulsed against her stomach. There is no way that this session could be described as any kind of let down, that's for damn sure. I really wish we could do this again tomorrow but we have a family dinner to attend.

Wednesday, 16 July 2014

Go on you know you want to...

SUB HUB IN PHX WROTE: I have become more and more intrigued with having to ingest my own cum. Let me start off by saying that Mistress K. finds it gross so i don't think i'll ever have to face the prospect. I don't know why she finds it gross, but mine is to not question why. I too find it gross, but with that said, the idea of being required to ingest whatever cum a slave produces is very appealing to me. The symbolism alone is very intesly erotic. i have about FLM couples that never have the sub eat his cum, sometimes have the sub eat his and some that always have him eat his cum. One couple i follow requires that the sub eat his cum for all unauthorized ejaculations. Those include "accidents" of course but also include ALL ruined orgasms. for the first time ever, i'll admit that the notion of being allowed to orgasm comes with the price of having to ingest it, excites me.



I am so used to it now that it usually doesn't phase me anymore, I find that if I haven't cum for a long time my orgasm is either too intense to be truly pleasurable or kind of misaligned... so that I feel like the orgasm hits before the cum starts to leave my cock, so it ends up being somewhat ruined. I'm not unhappy about this since it makes the climb back to frustration easier, plus it helps with the 'post orgasmic depression' and it means (however this works) that my cum tastes just fine too. Mind you I was so wrapped up in the act of licking my Mistress's asshole clean last night that I really wasn't too bothered about the taste of cum on my tongue. I loved the way she did it, I was so surprised and content.
In the beginning it will take willpower to overcome the change in attitude you feel once you have cum, this is a well documented problem. But after you have done it a few times it will get easier and it cannot but make you feel very submissive to your Mistress. There is no way to be dominant when you have your own cum in your mouth, it's really that simple. I would suggest that the best way to start would be to eat your cum from your Mistress's pussy (if she will allow it), since the taste is less when it is mixed with her juices and once you have got used to that move on to licking it from other parts of her body.
I find the sight of my cum on Mistress's feet (for instance) very erotic and I love to lick them clean, but I would lick my cum from anywhere Mistress ordered me to now without hesitation, even my own hand, a PVC sheet or even a plate if that what she wanted me to do.
I remember reading (I think it was in 'She Comes First, but I could be wrong about that), one of the recommendations was 'get used to the taste of your own cum'. She Comes First is not about Femdom or Chastity it is a book for normal men who want to please their women orally, the point being that many women will greatly appreciate it if you go down on them after you have had sex and a lot of men obviously don't want to do that if think she will taste unpleasant (being full of cum).
I have done this a few times in the past (before my orgasms were quite as restricted as they are nowadays) and I found it very horny to lick Mistress's cum filled pussy to orgasm. Very horny indeed!

Tuesday, 15 July 2014

31 Days and out...

Somehow I didn't really expect tonight to end the way it did, which isn't to say it was a bad thing... just not what I expected. Mistress and I desperately needed to reconnect sexually after a slightly difficult weekend and another postponed Femdom session. It wasn't anyone's fault, but the next two weekends are too busy and the weekend after that Mistress will probably be on her period again, so maybe we are going to have try and find time to do it one weekday, cos the way things are going we are never going to make up these lost sessions otherwise.
Anyway, things started well with Mistress ordering me to kiss her feet for a short while, before motioning for me to move up the bed, past her gorgeous pussy and to kiss her while she gently stroked my cock. She commented about how hard it was, of which I was very aware of course, and then she pushed me down between her spread legs. The first couple of minutes were a little uncomfortable as tasting Mistress's beautiful pussy only served to make my cock throb even harder as I tried to lay on it!
After a few minutes it started to subside and eventually I could fully concentrate my attention on pleasing Mistress and making her. Mistress had a nice orgasm on my tongue and then she began stroking and sucking my cock while I delicately stroked her asshole. I wanted to lick her ass so bad, but at the same time I didn't want her to stop what she was doing either.
The sucking and stroking continued, along with some slapping and then suddenly Mistress was straddling my face and I was licking her beautiful, sweet pussy again while my cock throbbed in the air. I actually thought Mistress was going to slide herself down onto my throbbing cock and maybe even tell me to shoot my load inside her, but instead she started teasing me with her delicious ass, making me beg her to allow me to lick it.
Well I begged and Mistress allowed me to lick her ass, indeed I was tongue fucking it nicely when she started pumping my cock hard. I tried to fight it but it was no good and I warned her that I was getting close. She didn't stop and I warned her a second time, still the stroking continued and Mistress finally gave me permission to cum. I continued tonguing her sweet asshole as she pumped my cock and then she pulled away from my face for a few seconds, only to smear my cum off her fingers between her cheeks. A very unexpected bonus indeed!
Naturally Mistress ordered me to lick her ass clean, before she repeated the process and then fed me the remainder of my cum from her fingertips. I wasn't really expecting to be allowed to cum, and I definitely wasn't expecting to be licking my cum off my gorgeous Mistress's ass tonight. I had wondered if this was going to be the month I set a new record, having gone 31 days and been just twelve days from doing so... but it was not to be, not this time anyway. But who knows, maybe tomorrow will be the first day of my new chastity record? I guess we'll have to wait and see.