Sunday, 9 December 2018

Sunday Night Waffling...

Well I didn't win the 'Tease of the Month' for October, but I was nominated again for November and I was winning it... but now I'm in joint first place so I probably won't win it. I always seem to start well and then fall back.

I've been nominated 14 times now and still only won it once. I find it a little odd, but there you are - I know they do what they can to stop vote rigging and they've even split the Hentai teases into their own section now (because they Hentai voting was very suspicious apparently) but we'll see.

'Stroke for Beauty' isn't the strongest entry in the trilogy (at least not judging by the scores) so hopefully parts 2 & 3 will get nominated for the December poll...

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This weekend has gone by so fast, I can hardly believe it's Sunday evening again and there's so many things I was hoping to get round to doing which I haven't. There's two more days until my next weigh in, which for some reason I am not expecting to go well. I don't really know why that is, just a hunch. But then the last three weeks I've been expecting it to be bad and it's been great every time - so I guess I just have to wait and see.

I actually took my scales back the other day, I bought some new ones because I smacked the old ones into a door frame and they didn't like that... but the new ones were absolutely useless. They'd give you the same reading five times, but then they'd tell me I'd lost 1lb and then Slimming World would tell me I'd lost 4!

On the one hand I've never been in a position where I have no scales to check my progress with, but on the other - they were so inaccurate as to be counter-productive, and when you look at reviews of scales (no matter what the price range) there's always question marks over accuracy, so I can't really see the point in buying any more.

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I had a very weird dream last night... long term readers may remember that for some reason I never seem to be able to have sex in a dream, and I certainly can't have sex with anyone except Mistress R (I have literally turned down sex in a dream because I'm married, I mean for fuck's sake... it's the only time when it's acceptable and I still can't do it!).

So, from what I remember I was in a car being driven home by a (male) friend, it was dark and I was sleepy... then I remember putting my legs across his lap and lying down and going to sleep on my back. Sounds unlikely really but go with it...

Then I remember the car stopping even though we weren't where we were going and then he said something (I can't remember what) and then leaned down as if he was going to kiss me. I pulled away and then I was in a bedroom, in a single bed (obviously the spare room of someone else's house) with Mistress R sitting next to me. It was her kissing me... but somehow I knew she wasn't 'my' wife but someone else's.

Then she lifted her shirt over her head (but kept the bra on, even if my fucking dream - seriously!) and then thrust her hand under the covers and wrapped her fingers around my hard cock. She gave it like two strokes and then her 'husband' walks into the room... he was tall with floppy blond hair as I recall. So she let go of my cock and got of the bed to argue with him.

The only other thing I remember was him storming out down the stairs, but by then he'd shrunk, put on wait and now had very short dark hair - a bit like in those David Lynch films where he suddenly changes the actor half way through the film for no other reason than to confuse the shit out of you!


Wednesday, 5 December 2018

Taking My Rewards!

Last night was my weigh in again, and I lost another 2.5lbs (making 10lbs in 3 weeks!), this meant that as I lost weight again this week I got to choose a toy to play with. I also had my 1/2stone reward which I hadn't claimed yet.. actually I was trying to hang onto it until tomorrow night, but Mistress 'persuaded' me to use it tonight - hahaha.

I can't even remember the last time I had the Oxballs Ballstretcher on, it definitely hasn't been on me this year I know that much... I'd forgotten just how tight my balls are and just how chunky the ballstretcher is... I know they make much wider ones, but this one is about an inch wide, maybe a little more and that's enough for me just now!

But before I got the ballstretcher on, of course I had to make sure Mistress was satisfied. I think I can safely say that she was, given the way she came on my tongue... :)

So it was on with the ballstretcher… and with that in place it didn't take Mistress long to get me hard, and once she had she started stroking and sucking my cock, and even licking and sucking my tight, swollen balls (that was really nice!). Mistress remembered that I can't take much in the way of ball slapping when my balls are bound like that, but she still tapped them - which was surprisingly intense considering how gentle the taps were...

I was wondering if now might be a good time for Mistress to try the ball squeezing technique as shown in that GIF I posted the other day. But I was enjoying it so much and thought it might rather break the mood, so I didn't suggest it.

As Mistress was stroking me she got up on her knees and looked down at me, waiting for me to beg to lick her gorgeous ass. Admittedly, even as I was worshipping her gorgeous pussy I was thinking 'should I use my 1/2stone reward'... but since I had clarified with Mistress the other day that I can ask to claim it outside of a teasing session (although she can defer it if she's not in the mood) I was hoping to wait until tomorrow night... but alas I am weak, and so I dutifully begged and Mistress rewarded me by allowing me four bouts of gorgeous ass worship as she continued to torment my cock and balls. I particularly enjoyed the feeling of Mistress's long nails being dragged across my tightly bound balls by the way, well who wouldn't?

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Sunday, 2 December 2018

FEMDOM SESSION: 2nd December 2018

I didn’t consciously not tell you that we were planning a Femdom session for this weekend, but given how often we’ve planned these things only for something to get in the way of it, well… it kinda made more sense not to.

So yes, today we had a Femdom session, and it was awesome!

I needed a really good sleep last night, I’ve been burning the candle at both ends a lot, and so I ended up not getting up until 11am this morning. While I really needed it, at the same time it doesn’t do a lot for my back/leg/foot etc… My foot and leg were really numb this morning (due to the nerve damage in my back) and that didn’t bode well, but I decided to ignore it and hope for the best.

Mistress told me she wanted me to wear the Oxballs Cocksling today and then left it up to me what else to start the session with. I decided to choose the blindfold and also put the clothes pegs on my nipples and waited for Mistress on my knees in the bedroom. When she came in she stood in front of me and told me she didn’t want me to wear the blindfold and took it off straight away, and when I opened my eyes I got a huge surprise – Mistress was wearing her stripper shoes which I haven’t even seen since a photo session we did back in about 2013-2014!


I can only assume that Mistress has been inspired by our fun we had the other day with the blue G-Spot Massager (something else that had been languishing in the drawer for at least 5 years), and I have to say her feet looked absolutely amazing in them as well. Other than the shoes, Mistress was wearing a leather skirt and my favourite PVC cupless top, and I was torn between looking at her gorgeous feet and her beautiful breasts and hard nipples…

Mistress asked me if I had anything to confess regarding touching my cock, and I said that I didn’t think I have. I have been trying really hard to be good, although in hindsight saying I have nothing to confess since August the 26th is maybe pushing it a bit! As it transpired, Mistress decided to whip and paddle my ass anyway ‘just because she wanted to’… although thankfully it was only about eight strokes of the cat and five or six with the felt side of the paddle, so it wasn’t too bad.

Then Mistress stood in front of me and told me to kiss her feet. I could feel my cock starting to get a little hard in the cocksling and the tip brushing against the carpet once or twice as I leaned down to press my lips against her foot. Those shoes are so cool and it made me think – maybe I should include these on my list of ‘Fetishwear I could choose during a teasing session’ when I get my rewards.

As I kissed her feet, Mistress just gently draped the whip against my ass cheeks… I kept waiting for her to bring it down hard on my ass but she never did. Not that I wanted to feel the sting of the whip again, but I love the idea of being whipped while I worship her feet or pussy – that would be so hot!

After I had kissed over both feet (as much as I could working around the shoes) Mistress sat on the end of the bed and told me to take them off, but to still keep kissing her feet as I did it. Once I’d taken both shoes off I thought (indeed hoped) Mistress would get on the bed and have me worship her feet some more, but instead she patted the PVC sheet and told me to get myself onto the bed and to lay down on my back.

Once she had secured my arms and legs via the cuffs I was wearing, Mistress grabbed her favourite glass dildo and stood over me. She looked absolutely amazing and she leaned forward and told me to get her dildo wet for her. Then she lifted her skirt up and started teasing her pussy with the glass cock, telling me that she knows how much I love it when she stands over me like this and that even if she just stood over me for the whole session I’d still love it… even if she didn’t even touch my cock once.

She worked the dildo inside herself as she spoke and then leaned forward again to offer it to my mouth. She told me to enjoy my first taste of pussy juice and teased me that even if that was the only way I could taste her I’d still be grateful for that, wouldn’t I? Or if it was a real cock and it was the only way I could taste her, and it made her hot to watch me suck her juices off another man’s cock, I would willingly do that wouldn’t I?

(As I said, I was feeling pretty numb this morning, and while I can feel it when Mistress touches my cock, it was kind of hard to be sure exactly how hard I was. I know that when Mistress started verbally teasing me like this it was getting harder, but still unclear exactly how hard… I needn’t have worried.)

Mistress pointed out that since I’d chosen to put the pegs on my nipples, they were kind of in the way now and that if I wanted her to sit on my face and allow me to taste her gorgeous pussy she'd have to remove them. So did I want her to take them off, even though it would hurt… (at this point Mistress started batting the pegs with her hand and making them pull on my nipples), or should she leave them on? There was only one answer to that and Mistress quickly pulled them off. I barely had time to register the pain as the blood flowed back into my nipples before Mistress slammed her pussy down on my face and my tongue got to work. She tasted amazing (as always).

After a little while Mistress rose up and off me, before turning around and leaning forward slightly, giving me a perfect view of her delicious pussy and ass Then she started fucking herself with the dildo again. What a gorgeous sight that was, watching the thickly ridged dildo working in and out of her hole… so fucking hot!

Then she reached down and brushed her fingers around my cock, just teasing it. She told me maybe she would spend the whole session like this, just teasing my cock like that, softly touching it and keeping it hard, but not giving me any nice strokes… I looked down and saw that my cock was absolutely rock hard, the head fully engorged and a deep purple colour. I was already groaning with pleasure, just at the slightest touch of her fingertips and the thought of being kept like that for a long time was very hot.


Mistress reached back and used her fingers to pull her ass cheek aside, giving me an even better view of her asshole. She told me she knew how badly I wanted to lick it, to plunge my tongue into it… but maybe she would just tease me with it, just stick it right in my face but not allow me to lick it.

As she said this she lowered her ass right over my face, so that my cheek brushed against it and I could breathe in the scent of her pussy and ass. As she did this she continued to softly tease my cock, and then stood back up and started stroking my cock harder.

Soon she turned around and allowed me to lick her pussy once more and then reached over and grabbed the cock whip from the side of the bed. She started swatting the tails against my nipples while teasing me about how sore they must be and how she was going to have to put the pegs back on at some point. I love it when Mistress uses the whip on other parts of my body (rather than the obvious one), I should add the crop to my list of toys to use as well…

Then Mistress knelt beside me and I looked up at her glorious breasts as she stroked and whipped my cock. I told her that I would love to taste her pussy every single day. Mistress smiled and said, “Would you? Even if there was no teasing for you…?”

I would. Right from the start of this I said I wanted Mistress to never feel ‘obliged’ to tease me unless she wanted to. The way I see it is, if I was in a chastity cage, I doubt she’d be inclined to take it off every single time she used my tongue, so I don’t see why she should feel obliged to touch my cock every single time. That doesn’t necessarily mean I want less teasing, but I would love more time between her legs making her cum. :)

“Interesting… so you’d love it if I came to you when you were doing something else and just told you I wanted you to make me cum right now, even if I had no intention of giving you any teasing in return?”

Definitely! I would love for Mistress to use my tongue whenever she wanted. It would be really hot as well if I was still clothed and she just took her jeans or skirt off and had me lick her until she came and then sent me on my way….

Mistress leaned forward and took my aching, rock hard cock in her hand and leaned forward to take it into her mouth. I watched as she teased and sucked my cock, thinking how gorgeous she looked with my throbbing cock in her mouth… I really wish I had a photo of that moment!

After she sucked me a little more and whipped my cock a few more times, Mistress told me it was time to put the pegs back on my nipples as she would be leaving me for a little while. She put the blindfold back on me and then fitted the pegs. The pegs hurt as soon as she put them back on and I winced a little, but it wasn’t too bad. Mistress asked if I could take having them on or not and I said I could.

Mistress left me for about five or so minutes, and after a minute or so the pegs weren’t the only pain I was feeling. As my cock softened, so the stinging in my balls began. I’d had the cocksling on a good half an hour and as usual, once you go soft you start to feel it. I never really undertand why that is, you’d think going soft would make a little room and it would give some relief, but it never seems to work like that. Also it never does that when you’re hard, but it’s not that easy to stay hard when you’ve been rock hard for twenty minutes and you’re suddenly left alone for five minutes with your hands tied to the bed…

When Mistress came back she quickly removed the pegs and for the second time I felt the sting as the blood rushed back into my nipples. She went around the bed, unclipping the restraints, took my blindfold off and told me to remove the cocksling. I was glad to get it off and as usual within a few seconds the stinging sensation subsided.

Finally it was time to worship Mistress’s delicious pussy properly and I sank down between her silky smooth thighs, kissing them a few times before starting to gently kiss around Mistress’s slit. I adore licking Mistress’s pussy and genuinely would more than gladly make her cum every single day if she wanted me to, I just never get tired of the taste and the smell and gorgeous slippery feel of her pussy against my tongue.


After a while I gently slid a finger inside her and found her just as wet as I expected. I teased her lips a while and then stroked her G-spot a little before gradually moving lower and then starting to tease the skin between her pussy and ass. Then I slipped my finger down lower still and brushed over her tight little hole and Mistress groaned softly. Mistress loves having her ass played with when I lick her pussy, ever since I started doing this again she seems to cum much harder than she used to…

As usual in our sessions, Mistress had a really hard orgasm before she finally pushed me away and got up off the bed. She told me to lick her juices off the PVC sheet and then got back on the bed and stood facing the wall. She leaned forward and told me to lick her ass clean, but gave me strict instructions not to tongue her asshole.

Once she was clean, Mistress told me to lay back down on my back, but she didn’t tie me down again, leaving my hands free to slide up her beautiful legs and part her cheeks. I don’t know if I was supposed to do this or not (probably not) but usually she would tell me off if she didn’t want me to, and she didn’t this time so….

Mistress got me hard while I gazed up at her pink, glistening, slippery pussy and her tight little bud. I seemed to get hard pretty quickly actually, which was nice (sometimes if you’ve used a cock ring before it’s a little harder to get hard again without it, or it is for me sometimes) and now Mistress started with the verbal teasing again.

Earlier in the session Mistress had asked me how long it had been since I had been allowed to cum… it has been 42 days so far (which was my record for a long time, although it’s since been pushed up way longer than that to 81 days), and she also asked me ‘if’ she decided to let me cum today… 'if' I had a choice, would I choose to cum on her breasts, her feet or her ass (cumming ‘in’ or ‘on’ her pussy wasn’t an option I was offered). At the time she asked me I was staring up at her enticing asshole and I told her I would choose to cum on her ass and lick it clean.

But now there was no mention of being allowed to cum, instead Mistress gave me the option of either being allowed to worship her ass, or being allowed a ruined orgasm. I didn’t really need to think about it and I immediately chose to worship Mistress’s asshole. Mistress smiled and told me that she would let me, but that I should remember to tell her if was going to cum as she would be very annoyed if I came without permission. Then she sank down onto my tongue…

Well, you all know how much I adore licking my Mistress’s delicious ass and sure enough I loved every second of it. Mistress pumped my cock hard, no doubt trying to edge me and make me have to tell her to stop… but somehow I managed to keep the edge at bay. I releaxed all the muscles in my lower half, trying to disconnect myself and take the tension out of my groin… this works pretty well, but after the fourth time Mistress lifted off me I had to call time, I had fought it off for as long as I could but I simply couldn’t take more than about five more strokes without cumming…

And that was the end of the session. Wow, I can’t wait to do it again… and we are planning to do it the last Saturday before Christmas. Hopefully now that I’m back to Slimming World and we’re starting to use the toys every week, we can get back into the swing of things and make sure we do our sessions every month again. I really hope so!

Friday, 30 November 2018

Playing with the G-Spot Massager...

Last night, after maybe 6 years, we finally used the blue G-Spot Massager for the second time. Judging from the reaction, I can't help wondering why we haven't used it before, because it was definitely a success.

I started out as per usual, kissing Mistress's silky smooth inner thighs, before teasing her pussy with my lips and tongue. After a good while, instead of using my fingers I took hold of the G-Spot Massager and started just gently using it to rub against Mistress's pussy. I'm so unused to using toys on Mistress and I was wary of going too fast and making it uncomfortable, so I took it very gentle and gradually worked the tip inside. After a while I switched ends and eased the narrower, angled end inside her. The massager obviously found it's target and Mistress was soon giving me signs that she was enjoying this new sensation.

To be honest, I was kind of expecting Mistress to stop me at some point and tell me to use my fingers like I usually do. So I was very pleased that this didn't happen and while it was quite tricky to manipulate the toy while I was lying on my front and licking her pussy at the same time, it got even more tricky when I decided to tease her ass with my fingertip as well (who says men can't multitask, eh?), but I pulled it off and Mistress had a very hard orgasm with the toy still inside her (at least for the first couple of seconds).

When Mistress stopped cumming I sucked all of her delicious juices off the dildo, and I have to say they really were delicious. Mistress was clearly very turned on and pussy juice from deeper inside is definitely all the sweeter. :)

After I'd kissed Mistress's gorgeous feet for a while it was my turn...

I didn't put the cock ring on, but I probably should have. I was hard, but not as hard as I would have liked. Regardless, as Mistress stroked my cock I wavered on my earlier decision to delay taking my 1/2 stone reward today... settling for just choosing a toy to play with. I could quite happily have elected to worship Mistress's ass again, but the more I thought about it the closer to the edge I got... and soon it got to the point where I realised that I was far too into it to hold back if I did choose it, so I kept quiet.

That didn't stop me thinking about how good it would feel to probe Mistress's gorgeous asshole with my tongue though and very suddenly, I mean VERY suddenly I was racing towards the edge and threatening to jump straight over it. I told Mistress I was close and she stopped in the absolute nick of time, one more stroke may well have been too much, it really was a close call this one!

So I still have my 1/2stone reward to call on, as you remember I can choose from the following...

Worship Mistress R's ass

Extra teasing

Up to 20 ball slaps

Up to 10 minutes of foot worship

Up to 5 minutes of touching my cock

Choose an item of fetish wear for Mistress to wear while teasing me

Ask Mistress to remove her bra for the next teasing session

Two edges in a teasing session.

As I loose weight I get to choose more than one option, and then start choosing from a second list. Worshipping Mistress's ass is probably going to be a constant to be honest... it'll probably be that and something else every time, but I meant to ask Mistress tonight actually, whether this has to be during a teasing session? Because I've often fantasized about worshipping Mistress's ass without it being part of teasing, I'm sure I've included in stories where a Femdom character has her 'slave' worship her ass just for the pleasure of it, with no further sexual contact. I think that would be very hot. It's something I've always thought would be awesome, for Mistress to maybe just call me into a room (any room) and tell me to get on my knees and worship her ass for as long as she wanted before sending me off again, hard and frustrated....

It seems to me that this would be a good time to initialize this and hopefully it might grow into something she did 'semi-regularly'. I mean I have my doubts that it would, but if I don't prompt the idea then it almost certainly won't...

As it happens, on Sunday one of our cats managed to stick his claw deep into Mistress R's finger and she's currently taking antibiotics which are making her feel a bit ropey, so claiming my reward might have to wait a little while anyway. Hopefully I will reach my 1 stone reward before Christmas as well, that would be excellent.