Wednesday, 24 June 2020

Some Extremely Sad News...


Very sadly, our beloved ginger cat 'Mr B' is no longer with us. He started to get ill about three months ago - constantly at his tail and out of sorts. For a short time we thought we'd beaten it with a course of antibiotics, steroids and a procedure, but the problem persisted and worsened until eventually the vet delved deeper and discovered a lump growing inside him near his tail (apparently this is a very hard place to operate on a cat as it would most likely leave him incontinent).

The vet put him on an increased dose of steroids and after a couple of days there was a marked difference and Mr B seemed much less bothered by his tail. He still seemed quite lacklustre though, and thinking back over the last few months he had slowly become lethargic and not really himself. Then on Saturday he spent most of the day in bed and when he came down it was clear he was not comfortable and he started attacking his tail constantly again.

We took him to the vet on Sunday morning and unfortunately, as there was nothing more they could do besides attempting a (probably unsuccessful) surgery that we really didn't want to put him through, we had to let him go. The past three days have been absolutely horrible, I have cried at least six times today and our other cat Ming is missing him too. They didn't seem to get on all that well, but they did like to chase each other around the house and had at least one 'fight' a day.

I know the wrench of losing a pet doesn't outweigh the years of joy they bring, but it's at times like this when I understand my late father's reasoning for not having another cat as he could not stomach the loss again. It is miserable and I hate it so much, I just wish I could have him snuggled up next to me on the sofa again but unfortunately that's never going to happen.

We are thinking about getting another cat though, as Ming really needs a companion and we'd really like a cuddly cat, which Ming is not! Hopefully we can sort that out soon as we know from experience that it definitely helps you to get over the pain if you have a new cat to focus on.

Anyway, I'm sure many of you know exactly how we are feeling at the moment. Cats and dogs really do leave a massive hole when they have to go...

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On a more positive note, the tease I posted to Milovana is doing well and at the moment is easily going to make it into the end of month poll. Unless of course loads more teases get posted in the next six days, or mine mysteriously starts to plummet again!


Also, you may remember that a little while back I attempted to post a story called 'Ruined by Jessica' to Literotica and I had to edit it three times to get them to accept it (in the process I had to change the title to 'Jessica on Top' as the 'ruined' part of the title no longer made any sense). Well, amazingly, considering the butchering that I had to do to get it past the Literotica censors, it has now become my top rated story on the site! I'm not sure whether I'm pleased or angry really, but it is what it is... obviously I wish the story had been posted in its original format, but at least the people who visit here got to read the proper version.

Anyway, 'Girls Talk' is still the best story I have ever written in my humble opinion, at least that's up there in third place!


Monday, 15 June 2020

New Milovana Tease...


Check out my new Milovana tease 'The Business Trip' by clicking the link below.

https://milovana.com/webteases/showtease.php?id=46328

Don't forget to rate it on the last page, thank you.

Sunday, 24 May 2020

No More Vouchers

Three weeks ago (wow is it that long already) Mistress surprised me with an orgasm, even though I still had an unused Valentine's Day voucher. However, that voucher was due to expire on the 14th of May, meaning I'd have a maximum of twelve days to use it. I was torn between using it straight away or waiting until the last possible minute - but then Mistress decided to extend the expiry date for another month.

But then every time she teased my cock she asked me if I wanted to use it as she got me towards the edge and I got the impression that she really wanted me to use it and give her back control. So after two or three times I figured it would be better to use it and get back to normal (ie - Mistress deciding when I get to cum). So a week ago while Mistress was teasing me and I was still debating whether to use the voucher or wait, I begged her to allow me to worship her gorgeous ass.

And so, that's how I used my voucher, Mistress jerking me very hard and very long (to the point of it becoming P.O.T. really!) while I used my tongue to pleasure her asshole. It was fantastic and once Mistress finally stopped the torturous stroking she reached back with her hand and had me lick my cum off of her fingers.

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Mistress and I have both been off work for the last week and it's been good... I think we both needed a break from work. I have been working the whole time (on my own at the office) while Mistress has been working from home. I don't know which is better, or which is worse to be honest. If you stay at home it must be kind of depressing because you're stuck there and you don't see people... but then if you go to work you have to deal with delivery drivers and customers and in my case doing deliveries and going to the Post Office etc, which is quite stressful in the current climate!

I kinda wish we had two weeks off though, because it's taken us most of this week to chill out and just relax (which we needed to do for sure), so we've watched a ridiculous amount of trash TV and (old black and white) films... but as always it seems when I get to the end of a holiday I always think of what I could have done with the time but haven't.

I had hoped to write at least one story this week (I thought of a new idea today actually) but I haven't gotten round to it. It's quite usual for this to happen and it is a little bit frustrating, but it's kind of dawning on me that actually putting myself in a relaxing/holiday mood doesn't really tally with trying to get on with the various 'projects' I have going. But it is annoying when you think of what you could have achieved with all that spare time.

I guess I'll knuckle down once I'm back at work and spend the early hours of the morning 'getting things done', that's kind of what usually happens since it's easy to concentrate at that time of night and there are no distractions.

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You may remember my frustrations with Literotica over my last story ('Ruined by Jessica' here - 'Jessica on Top' on Literotica) and how I had to tone it down quite a bit for them to publish it. Don't get me started on the ludicrous logic of their decision or we'll be here all night! Suffice to say I was quite pissed off about it. Anyway, the readers still liked the story even though I thought it was a bit of lame version and it's currently still sitting with a 'HOT' rating of 4.6/5.0. Hopefully some people will find their way to this blog and read the proper version...

That's it from me for now, I hope you are all well and keeping safe and thanks to Harry Haversackers for the feedback on my story - hope you are keeping well Harry!

Wednesday, 13 May 2020

Finally...

Literotica have decided to publish  'Jessica on Top' at the third attempt, I think it's pretty lame in comparison to the one I published here and they changed my foreword as well. Hmm...

Tuesday, 12 May 2020

'Ruined by Jessica' is now 'Jessica on Top'

So I have reworked my story so that Literotica can publish it... which is annoying because not only have I had to do that but I had to change the title as well because it makes no sense to keep it. So Literotica's objection to this (using their rather blunt rules) is that the problem is the lack of enjoyment for Graeme. So I guess a ruined orgasm is okay, and ball abuse is okay, but if you put them both together it's not. So now Graeme gets to enjoy his orgasm, which does alter the mood of the story a bit I feel, but at the same time it's not too drastic. It's not like 'The Vice' which was impossible to censor for Literotica. 

Hopefully they will publish it now, complete with my foreword which explains the changes from the version published here - and hopefully it will also make people aware of my blog, although they don't allow me to publish links and I have a feeling they won't allow this either... or maybe they'll just reject it again?

So the new title will be 'Jessica on Top' on Literotica, but I won't be publishing that version here. 

Monday, 11 May 2020

Literotica Fuck Me Over Again

Well, I've just seen that Literotica have rejected my latest story because:

While we do accept submissions with graphic violence, we don't accept "snuff" - i.e. death & extreme torture with the aim of sexual titillation. We generally do not accept submissions of nonconsensual sex in which the "victim" gets absolutely no sort of thrill or enjoyment from the acts, or is seriously and /or permanently physically harmed/abused.

So I don't really see how I can tweak my story to make it okay for Literotica, so fuck them. It never even occurred to me that they would reject this story, it's really not that bad! No one dies or is 'tortured', nor is it non-consensual, honestly I think this is complete and utter bullshit!


Ruined by Jessica (Written April 2020)

Jessica smiled down at her husband as she rode his aching cock.

“Do you want to cum inside me?” She teased.

Graeme looked up at her through half-closed eyes, the absolute bliss of feeling his wife’s tight pussy engulfing his prick written all over his face.

“Please…. Yes, Mistress,” he begged.

She slowed down and stopped moving, but continued to gently squeeze his cock with her cunt muscles.

“Do you think you can cum in five…?”

“Yes Mistress, please let me cum inside your gorgeous pussy.”

Jessica slowly lifted herself up until Graeme’s cock was almost all the way out and then slowly dropped down onto him until he was fully inside her again.

“Feels so good doesn’t it…? Come on, let it out… I know you’re desperate to cum and I know how much you want me to sit on your face afterwards and let it drip into your mouth. You’re such a dirty little cumslut aren’t you baby?”

Graeme groaned loudly as Jessica continued to slowly rise and fall on his cock a further four times. She knew exactly what she was doing; he was close, but he needed more to push over the edge than she was giving him.

“…five,” smiled Jessica.

She lifted herself fully off of her husband’s throbbing cock and moved up towards his head, straddling his face and using her fingers to open her pussy. A sliver of pussy juice slowly dripped out of her and landed on his chin, Jessica chuckled as her husband stared longingly at his wife’s empty slit.

After a few seconds Jessica moved closer and dropped fully onto Graeme’s face, no sooner had she settled on him than she felt his expert tongue start to work away beneath her. She gripped the top of the solid, wooden headboard and started grinding her pussy against his tongue – she loved to cum this way, riding her slave’s face just like she rode his cock; for her own pleasure.

Graeme’s tongued flicked insistently at Jessica’s clit and he felt her starting to tense up. He pressed a little harder and sped up just a little, hardening the tip of his tongue to make his licking more effective. Jessica’s legs started to shake and he knew she was right on the edge of exploding; she pushed down harder and ground her pussy against his nose, mouth and chin until she felt her stomach tighten and she bucked clean off his face. She steadied herself and pushed her smooth pussy back into place, allowing Graeme to gently lick her through the rest of her orgasm.

Once she was finished Jessica slowly pulled back and bent forward to kiss her husband on the lips, her pussy hanging just above Graeme’s still hard cock. She smiled as she tasted her juices on his lips and tongue and it reminded her that it had been too long since she had been with another woman.

“I know you really wanted to lick your cum out of my pussy, but maybe this will make you feel better?”

Jessica pulled away and turned around, presenting her ass towards Graeme’s head and moving back until she was right up against him. She reached back with one hand and pulled her right cheek to one side, giving her husband a perfect view of her tight, pink asshole.

“You love that don’t you? Breathe in that gorgeous scent and tell me how much you want to worship my ass with your tongue.”

Graeme breathed deeply and felt his cock twitch as the warm, musky scent filled his nose and mouth.

“Please Mistress, please let me worship your gorgeous ass, it smells so good…”

Jessica used her fingertip to tease her asshole and then thrust it back towards Graeme’s eager mouth.

“Suck it and make it wet.”

Graeme’s tongue swirled around his wife’s outstretched finger, tasting her but making sure to leave her finger wet as instructed. After a few moments she pulled it away again and placed the tip against her ass, pushing it slowly inside as Graeme watched entranced. She got it in to the second knuckle before she pulled it out again and had him suck it a second time.

Graeme’s tongue swirled around his wife’s musky finger, tasting her ass greedily until he felt the digit slip out of his mouth for the second time.

“Now you can taste me properly…” she sighed as she pressed her ass back towards her husband and felt his tongue slide between her cheeks and flick against her tight little hole.

“Mmmm, that feels good,” moaned Jessica as she reached for Graeme’s cock and slid it between her lips.

Now it was Graeme’s turn to moan as he felt his wife’s mouth engulf his cock, the combination of the taste of her ass and the pleasure she was giving him was intense and he had to be careful to keep himself in check; he certainly did not want to accidentally cum without permission.

Despite that, Graeme still managed to force a good inch of his eager tongue into his wife’s ass while she sucked him and he was slightly disappointed when after a couple of minutes she pulled away and released his cock from her mouth.

Now she sat up, facing away from him, her legs straddling his body. Graeme had more than an inkling of what would come next and he tensed up just a little.

Jessica chuckled softly as she reached down between his legs and took his heavy balls in her right palm. She began squeezing them and running them through her fingers, weighing and tenderizing them before she really went to town.

“These feel lovely and full. How long is it since I allowed you to cum slave?”

Graeme had to think for a second, but eventually summoned the answer, “29 days Mistress.”

Jessica smiled, it wasn’t as long as she’d hoped – but no matter, it was long enough.

She began to gently stroke his cock with her left hand while her right let go of his balls and sank down lower; where a solitary finger pressing between his cheeks and up against his tight asshole. She didn’t push it inside, instead she pressed the tip against his pucker and massaged it, watching as his cock pulsed and hardened as she did so.

Smiling at the effect her finger was having on his cock, Jessica pushed it a little deeper and heard Graeme sigh loudly behind her. She pushed harder, forcing her finger even deeper and at the same time maintaining her slow, light stroking… she didn’t want to make him cum hard, in fact she didn’t want him to cum at all... yet.

“You were so looking forward to licking your cum out of my delicious pussy weren’t you?”

“Yes Mistress,” moaned Graeme.

“Hmm, well… I think it’s time we started your punishment.”

Graeme knew what was coming next and gritted his teeth, awaiting the first blow. He didn’t have to wait long; Jessica’s finger withdraw from his asshole and a few seconds later he felt her slap her hand down between his legs, a direct hit on both balls.

Jessica loved slapping Graeme’s balls and Graeme liked it to an extent, but he knew it was going to get a lot harder than that. Meanwhile her left hand kept up its lazy stroking motion, keeping him hard, but never giving him the necessary momentum to push him over the edge.

Her hand slapped down again and again, each time a little harder than the last. By the twentieth slap Graeme was in subspace, half enjoying the pain and half wanting it to stop. Another five slaps battered his full balls, before Jessica clenched her fist and brought it down between her husband’s legs.

Graeme was half expecting it, but it still caught him off guard. He momentarily closed his legs as best he could, but then he heard Jessica addressing him sternly from above.

“Open your legs! If I have to restrain you I will, but you will be punished for that too.”

Graeme was too slow to part his legs and Jessica used her hands to push them roughly apart.

“You should be able to take this by now… perhaps you just need a little more practice.”

Jessica slammed her right fist into Graeme’s balls a second time. Graeme cursed and jerked beneath her but he didn’t close his legs this time.

“Better.” breathed Jessica as she raised her fist a third time. “Now if you want me stop, all you have to do is cum.”

Graeme tried to buck his hips, to get some movement going beyond the idle rhythm Jessica was maintaining with her left hand, but with her on top of him it was difficult.

“Come on slave, I want to see you cum for me.”

Jessica’s fist hit home a fourth time, bringing a loud wince from her husband.

The fifth, sixth and seventh hits followed in short order… Graeme’s balls ached like never before.

“Come on, just let it go… pump all that lovely cum out for me,” taunted Jessica.

Graeme could feel his orgasm building but it took another five punches to the balls for him to reach the point of no return.

“I’m cumming Mistress!” He wailed, as she pummelled his balls a further three times before wrapping her fingers around his ballsack and squeezing hard, her nails digging into his skin so hard they left marks.

As he started to cum Jessica’s left hand released its gentle grip altogether and she watched excitedly as Graeme’s cum dripped agonisingly slowly from the tip of his cock and pooled at the base.

Satisfied that she had squeezed out every ounce of cum from her slave’s well punished balls, Jessica moved forward and started to rub her pussy in the pool of hot, creamy cum, smearing it all over her pussy and inner thighs. Graeme was going to love what came next.

Jessica lifted herself up and turned around, descending quickly onto her husband’s face.

“Clean this mess up,” she ordered, looking down at him as he started to lick away at her cum-smeared pussy.

“You love that don’t you….” Jessica laughed. “Well, guess what, Cassie is coming over tomorrow, she asked if she could ‘borrow’ your mouth again. I told her she could, providing she brought you a ‘present’… and you know what that means don’t you? Todd will be going to work happy tomorrow morning - hahaha. I wonder what he’d think if he knew you were sucking his cum out of his wife’s hot pussy?”

Jessica paused a moment to watch her husband clean up the last of his own creamy load.

“You never know, maybe he’d get a kick out of it?”

Jessica used a finger to slide some cum drips from Graeme’s cheek to the corner of his mouth.

“And when you’ve made her cum, then it will be my turn to play with her… I’m going to tie her down and fuck her ass with my strap-on, and if you’re very good I might let you watch.”