Mistress Has a Cold...

Well this week has been a bit up and down. Unfortunately Mistress developed a cold and has been feeling pretty rotten all week. Fortunately she felt a little better on Thursday and so she enjoyed a nice orgasm, just as well as she felt worse again on Friday. Today she seems a lot better though so hopefully it's making a retreat.

I've stuck extremely rigidly to my plan to not eat chocolate/cakes/crisps this week or drink alcohol (not that I drink much anyway, but it's still calories and it's easy for me to give up so I might as well do that as well). I realised that biscuits, nougat and peanut brittle don't fall into any of those categories so I guess if I get really desperate I could exploit that loophole. But really I should stick to the plan - 4 weeks solid of really healthy eating and walking everyday. I'm sure I will feel much better for it (indeed I already do and it's only been 6 days) and will enjoy Christmas much more than I otherwise would have.

I was going to weigh myself this morning, to see what I had lost, but I decided not to because I know what will happen. If I'd lost nothing I would be pissed off and eat. If I lost 4 or 5lbs I would relax and eat. If I lost 2lbs I would be annoyed that it wasn't more and eat. So wisely I decided not to, instead I shall weigh at the end of the 4 weeks and hopefully it will be a good chunky number.

111 And Out!

Last night my beautiful Mistress finally granted me a full orgasm, bringing an end to 111 days of waiting. I always find those bigger numbers hard to put into perspective, so to better explain my previous 'full' orgasm was on the 30th of July. Which seems a hell of a long time ago to me!

Not only that but Mistress allowed me to worship her gorgeous ass while she was stroking me and slapping my balls, which made it all even better. Long term readers will know how much I adore worshipping Mistress R's ass, and it made it a lot easier for me to stay hard than has often been the case recently.

The last few weeks have been a bit troublesome on that front, which I'm sure is at least 80% mental (I do suffer from nerve damage which can cause a loss of feeling when I am tired/run down/depressed...) and will hopefully abate now that I have decided to take action to curb my weight gain.

Why do I always decide to lose weight right before Christmas? No idea. But I'm actually looking forward to four weeks of eating super healthily before Christmas, and hopefully after that I can make some real headway.

If you're still coming to this blog, thanks for sticking around. I know it's been a bit flat, this year has been difficult all round, but hopefully things are getting better now. I'm sure if I can lose some weight (well a lot of weight) and get some energy back instead of just 'existing' day to day then maybe eventually things will right themselves and I will have more to write about.

As for the orgasm control, well some of you might be thinking I would be a little disappointed that I came so close to setting a new record (currently 135 days). Well, in all honesty, I'm not. Contrary to what others may have written I personally don't experience ever increasing levels of desperation and horniness - maybe that's because I'm not caged, maybe it's because I'm older... but while there is an increase from 0 for sure, after about a couple of months it doesn't seem to change that much, other than maybe it's harder to hold back once I get to the edge (hence a very recent accidental ruin).

One thing that hasn't changed is the absolute joy of worshipping Mistress R's delicious pussy and making her cum, and we've far surpassed the 10:1 ratio I originally imagined way back when we started. Granted it's going to take a long time to get to that overall, but for example currently, with me having literally cum yesterday we are standing at 22:1 for this chastity year. It's nearly 10:1 even if you include the ruined orgasms too!

All in all I feel quite positive that things are going to improve and maybe one day we will get to the point where we re-introduce more Femdom into our relationship.

101 Not Out...

I know it's been an awfully long time since my last post, and I quite understand if you had given up on me ever posting anything again. But here I am. I can't tell you how many times I've thought about posting something over the last six months, but I knew I would promise to post more and that I would soon be posting the four stories I have on the go... but I didn't want to make any more promises that I knew I probably wouldn't be able to keep...

So I kept quiet. And really I haven't been keeping up with what's been going on in the chastity/femdom blogosphere that much, the only blog I really follow these days is 'Sub Hub in Phoenix', a fantastic blog that never fails to inspire wonder (and perhaps a little bit of envy). If you don't already read it, you definitely should. 

So why am I here and why now? Well... nothing's changed that much really, we're still continuing our long standing system of cage-free chastity (now into our 12th straight year I believe) but yesterday, for the first time in a very long time I topped the 100 day mark. I'm not 100% sure how many times I've exceeded one hundred days without a full orgasm, but my guess is it's only been twice, maybe three times max.

My current record stands at 135 days, which means I would need to go another 35 days (as of today) to set a new record. So if my maths is right that would be the 12th of December or thereabouts. Of course, it's entirely up to Mistress R to decide when I get to cum, be that next week, next month or next year, so we will have to wait and see if a new record is in the offing or not.

Since my last full orgasm, back on the 30th July... I have had two ruined orgasms. The first one was intentional, the second was not. In fact I didn't even realise I had ruined until I removed my cock ring and... oops. I never felt anything, other than the feeling of approaching the edge... so it was a bit of a surprise.

Earlier this evening Mistress enjoyed her 1413th orgasm since the blog started back in 2011, and I can honestly say I never get tired of worshipping Mistress R's delicious pussy. Afterwards she teased me beautifully, until I was really craving release. To be honest when I'm that close I don't really care if I have a full or ruined orgasm, deep down what I really want is to taste my cum. Preferably off some part of Mistress's gorgeous body... but even just off her fingers. It's a strange thing that's developed over time, I guess because every time I'm allowed to cum I have to eat it now I just crave the taste when I'm super horny.

Anyway, I thought I would let you know that we are still here. Still doing it, despite getting older and unhealthier. I would imagine we are probably in this pretty much permanently now, Mistress seems to love things the way they are and I can't really imagine what it would be like to go back either. So while I'm not making any promises about posting more, rest assured we are still carrying on and I still keep the numbers updated.

Thanks to everyone who still visits and yes, I will try my best to get those stories finished and posted as soon as possible. 

RA