116 Days and Counting...

Earlier this evening Mistress enjoyed another lovely orgasm on my tongue, that makes 33 since I had my last 'proper' orgasm on the 6th April. And again once Mistress had enough of my tongue she firmly told me to 'worship my feet', which is always nice to hear.

Mistress had kindly removed her bra tonight, which meant I got to see and touch her gorgeous breasts while she was teasing me. It feels like it's been a while and it was so wonderful to feel her beautiful naked body pressed against while we were kissing and to be able to touch them while she pumped my cock. 

While she was stroking me Mistress asked me how many days it had been now and I told her 115. She asked if I had thought about where I might wish to be allowed to cum, when she finally lets me cum... and I told her I would love to cum on her beautiful feet again.

She said 'even though it's not that long since you've seen your cum on my pretty feet and you licked them clean, you still want to do it again?'

I told her I do, I love to see Mistress's pretty feet covered in cum, apart from looking gorgeous it makes me feel so submissive to clean it up, I just love it.

As Mistress was stroking me and verbally teasing me I decided to ask if I could worship her gorgeous ass. Without hesitation she said 'No', but then she stood over me and allowed me to use my hands to spread her cheeks and look up at her (so fucking hot). Then she dropped down onto my chest so that her sexy ass was right in my face and all I could do was groan in frustration as I felt my cock getting harder and I fought the overwhelming temptation to press my tongue against her and taste that delicious musk.

Well needless to say, Mistress did not let me cum, and now it's after midnight so it's 116 days and counting. Less than three weeks until we make a new record, I wonder if I will make it?

A Wife, Her Boss and Her Cuckold (Written July 2025)

This is a very long story that took me a very long time to write. It is told from three perspectives, the husband (Frank), the wife (Bella) and the lover (Jordan). Even though I posted this in 'Fetish' and not 'Loving Wives' the reaction was less enthusiastic than I really hoped, but the score has climbed back up to 4/5 now, which is not that bad really. But I was hoping to get a 'HOT' rating (4.5/5) like many of my recent stories. Ah well, never mind. I hope you enjoy reading it anyway.

FRANK

Before everything changed I thought we were okay. We’d been married over ten years and things had kinda just ‘settled’ you know what I mean? We’d have sex once a week, maybe twice on a good week… and honestly it kinda felt like if Bella came then that was enough for her. I would eat her pussy and she would cum, anything else was ‘for me’.

But I figured, you know, we were together a long time it wasn’t going to be like it was when we first got together, no-one’s marriage is really like that is it? Things change, it doesn’t mean there’s anything wrong. You get older and… well, you eat the wrong things, you get a little plumper, you have less energy. Actually that’s me, not so much Bella, Bella always looked great. But anyway…

So Bella got a new job just before her 40th birthday, she was nervous and excited at the same time and after a couple of weeks at this new job things started to change at home. She was more flirty with me and she started initiating sex more. I wasn’t complaining, and I wasn’t worried about anything, I just figured maybe the new job had given her a bit of a jump-start, meeting new people and making new friends… I dunno.

Then one Sunday morning I woke up and Bella was already stroking my cock… I had a solid morning wood and she was stroking it and playing with my balls. She started kissing me and then she nuzzled against my neck and started whispering in my ear. Then she asked me if I remembered how we used to fantasize about me watching her have sex with someone else. 

This was years ago, probably a couple of years after we got married or something. We did it a few times and then it just kinda got forgotten. Just one of those things that, you know, you experiment with and then you never revisit it for whatever reason.

She said she’d been fantasizing about getting fucked from behind while she sucked my cock. I didn’t say anything really, but my cock was rock hard listening to her describe what it would feel like, and when I got close she slipped down the bed and wrapped her lips around my cock until I exploded in her mouth. She hadn’t swallowed my cum in ages and I was surprised and grateful, but a little wary as to why this had suddenly popped into her head after all these years.

After she swallowed my load she moved back up the bed and kissed me on the lips, I could taste my cum on her breath and I remembered how I used to enjoy that back in the days when she used to swallow me. Bella was pretty straight laced most of the time so for her to have cum-breath kinda played into my fantasies of her being more slutty.

A couple of weeks later we were in bed and she brought up this fantasy again. This time she described tying me to a chair and making me watch her suck another guy’s cock. I can’t deny it turned me on and this time when I came in her mouth she kissed me straight after and before I realised what she was doing she dumped my load into my mouth. She was really turned, kissing me passionately… I didn’t know what to do. I didn’t want to make a scene or stop her, she was clearly into what she was doing. You know, when you’re in a long relationship and your wife suddenly gets horny you don’t necessarily feel like putting a stop to it… even if it’s out of your comfort zone, you want it to carry on!

I mean, it was great… super horny, and my cum didn’t taste that bad. It was just nice to feel like she was keen again and doing something a little risqué, something that we might have done when we were younger. But I could never have dreamed what was really going on.

Things went on like this for a month or two, we were having sex a lot more often than before and she was really into it. I’d never known her like this, it was hot but also I started to wonder what had changed. Why was this happening. It did cross my mind that maybe she had a little crush on someone at her new job, but I figured okay, if that’s what it is then why should I complain if I’m the one who’s getting all the hot sex?

Then she told me there was a work’s do on a Friday night and she’d be going there straight after work. I asked her if she wanted me to pick her up as she would obviously be drinking, but she said no, someone from work lived nearby and they wouldn’t be drinking so they would drop her home. She said it might be quite late, though as they were going to a restaurant/bar that stayed open until midnight.

Even More Super Hot Teasing & VPNs Are Of Course the Answer

I'm delaying this post a bit because I seem to be posting a ridiculous amount at the moment and I feel like it's a bit much! So let me take you back to Sunday afternoon. I was still feeling super happy from the amazing teasing and ball slapping that Mistress gave me on Saturday night (actually Sunday morning), and was looking forward to worshipping Mistress's delicious pussy again and making her cum.

I had written a short story for Mistress and she read that while I started going down on her and then moved onto some other tried and tested stories. As always I was loving my time between Mistress's sexy thighs and clearly Mistress was enjoying herself too.

Eventually I teased her pussy and then her ass with my fingers which led to Mistress having another lovely orgasm on my tongue. I kept licking her beautiful pussy until she pushed me back and firmly told me to 'Worship my feet, slave...'. 

I eagerly moved down the bed and started to kiss her pretty feet, wondering if today would mark the first time Mistress decided not to 'unlock' me. After all, it was barely twelve hours since I had been teased and so I thought Mistress might use that as a 'reason' (not the she needs one) not to 'unlock' me.

Of course I have mixed feelings about this, because while I would love it if Mistress occasionally denied me that way and thus made every 'unlocking' more unpredictable, at the same time I really wanted to be teased again. So I can't honestly say I was 'disappointed' when Mistress told me she was unlocking me and instructed me to fit a cock ring (in this case, the original Oxballs Cocksling). 🙂

Mistress quickly got me hard using her amazing feather-light touches. It felt so good as she gently rubbed my balls and softly teased my cock with her fingers and nails, barely stroking me at all for ages but still driving me absolutely crazy. 

Eventually she started to stroke me properly and edged me and then let go. Then she kissed me some more, her leg moving over me so that my straining cock and balls were rubbing against her gorgeous thigh. I breathlessly begged her to touch my cock some more and Mistress obliged, going back to using featherlight touches and encouraging me to fuck her hand. 

This went on for some time, with at one point Mistress holding my cock with just her long painted nails as I thrust against them, every stroke deliciously painful. God that was HOT! Finally, as I was getting close again just from the most maddening of touches, Mistress slapped my balls hard, several times in succession and then let go before telling me that I was 'locked up' again.

WOW!, that really was HOT AS HELL! Three intense teasings in less than 24 hours is pretty good going for an old boy like me, let me tell you!   

What a truly amazing wife and Mistress I have. 

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Prior to having a shower and joining Mistress in the bedroom I read another story by 'CruelBritishWife' on Literotica. His/Her stories have a distinct element of 'cruelty and humiliation' which is strangely intriguing in small doses (to read) I must admit and it inspired me to write a story in a similar vein. So far it's just a sketched outline, but honestly I am farting out stories like crazy right now; you've just had 'Devoted to Mistress's Perfect Feet', I'm about to drop an absolutely HUGE cuckolding story (you can read it now on Literotica, all 15,000 words of it!) and there's still more to come! 

Not least I've literally just finished writing a sequel to my 2018 story 'Dirty Dreams', which is pretty short, but then I know not everyone likes my super long stories because I had a comment the other day on 'Gareth's Obsession' that said my writing is great but it was too long and 'repetitive'.

😠

Thankfully many others disagree, but in any case I write first and foremost for myself and I will continue to write what I want to write in the format I wish, if others appreciate it great, but if not... SO BE IT!

I wonder what that person will think of 'A Wife, Her Boss and Her Cuckold'? 🤣

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Well, it was painfully predictable, but it only took about 24 hours for literally every person in the UK to realise that all they needed to do to circumvent the new UK porn laws was to use a VPN. I myself tried to access Pornhub via the Opera browser (which has a free VPN built in to it) and that worked fine (if a little slow). I'm pretty sure that tech-savvy teenagers would have got there even quicker...

I heard on the radio that VPN suppliers were experiencing a huge spike in demand since the new laws came in. And once this was reported the Govt decided that the new laws weren't actually meant to stop under 18s who were actively looking for access to porn finding it, but rather to stop under 18s getting unwanted porn in their feeds. 

Riiiiiiiiiiiight.... 

Meanwhile apparently a petition to repeal these laws has already been started and supposedly has over 80,000 signatures already. 

I mean, given the availability of VPNs I guess it doesn't really matter that the laws are pointless, but given that they really aren't going to change anything does it really make sense to burden the porn sites with the cost and hassle of administering this nonsense?

My guess is this will continue until there is a major breach and then the Govt will do another U-turn based on not wanting to compromise people's privacy, or something.

But in the meantime this still doesn't answer the question of how Blogger will react to this new law, because technically this blog is 'explicit material' so they are legally bound to apply age-checking software to it, and as I said before, we bloggers can't do that ourselves.

Devoted to Mistress's Perfect Feet (written July 2025)

 

For the last two weeks Mistress has been keeping me locked 24/7, which is quite unusual. During that same period she has had me worship her pussy almost every single night, which is not as unusual, but still pretty rare. Not that I’m complaining you understand, I adore licking her delicious pussy and making her cum, and I love it even more when I am locked and frustrated.

For the first week she also had me worship her feet every single day, which I absolutely love. In fact a few days ago she had me worship her beautiful feet first thing in the morning and also after dinner. I honestly couldn’t have been happier; I could worship those pretty feet all day and still want more!. Truth be told I am a total slut for her gorgeous feet and she knows she could make me do just about anything by dangling those pretty toes in front of my face. But since that double treat I haven’t been allowed to even touch them, which, as you can probably imagine has only added to my intense feelings of frustration and need.

A few nights ago, as she was preparing to give me a very hard and thorough pegging, she had me kneel deferentially before her and suck her rubber strap-on. I always find this deeply humiliating but it made my cock so fucking hard in my cage that I could hardly concentrate on what I was supposed to be doing. As Mistress pushed her ‘cock’ deeper and deeper into my mouth she told me she had ‘Big Plans’ for me on Friday night. It was Wednesday and I was very excited but also a little nervous because when Mistress says ‘Big Plans’ that usually means she’s got a new idea or game to try and could also mean that I’m about to cross a new boundary…

Some Wonderful Late-Night Teasing

Last night Mistress helped me (with her superb proof reading skills) finish off my latest story 'Devoted to Mistress's Perfect Feet'. Even after a glass of wine Mistress is way better than me at that, although there wasn't really that much to correct other than that I got my tenses confused while I was writing it and I couldn't seem to find all the words I needed to correct. 

Eventually we found them all and I pasted it onto the submission form on the Literotica website, and then of course I had to think of a title. I hate that bit, it's always difficult because ideally you want the title to reflect the kind of story it is to attract the right reader - so in this case getting the word 'feet' in the title was desirable. But it wasn't until I submitted the story that I realised I had given it a very similar title to another story I wrote recently. I don't suppose it matters too much, perhaps I can pass it off as being a distant sequel?

Anyway, once that was done I decided to go to bed as it was already past midnight. However, as often happens when I try to go to bed at a reasonable time I felt awake when I get into bed and decided to read a couple of stories on Literotica before I shut the light off. I read a couple of not so memorable stories before I came across 'Holly Becomes a Cuckoldress' by CruelBritishWife, which was pretty good. Quite different to most of the stuff on Literotica as it seemed very 'British' and quite Earthy, with a strong emphasis on 'humiliation'. Not really something I would read again, but well written and entertaining. I will check out her other stories none the less.

After that I went to sleep and then suddenly woke up about an hour later. Mistress was still downstairs and predictably I was rock hard and feeling very 'needy', despite having been teased and ruined less than twelve hours previously! Interestingly what I was really craving as I lay there was to have my balls smacked (which wasn't something featured in any of the stories I read before I went to sleep, or in the story I just finished) and I once again toyed with the idea of going downstairs to ask Mistress for permission to touch my cock... after yesterday's wonderful ruined orgasm you'd think I would have been satisfied wouldn't you? Haha.

Of course I didn't, but soon I heard Mistress shutting the light off downstairs and heading up to bed. As soon as she got into bed I put my arm around her and kissed her. She responded and reached for my cock... it was super hot and I told her much I wanted to worship her ass after she teased me with it earlier in the day.

"You love my ass, don't you," she said.

"Yes," I replied, "I love every bit of your body... your sexy thighs (under reported here, but sexy as fuck, especially when spread around my shoulders...), your gorgeous breasts and your perfect feet."

Honestly I do love every bit of Mistress's body, she is absolutely perfect as far as I'm concerned and so delicious in every possible way.

Mistress continued to stroke my cock and kiss me but then lay on her back and switched to stroking my cock with her left hand. As she did this she looked at the projector clock on the ceiling and told me I was only getting two more minutes of teasing, until the clock changed to 2:36AM. I kissed her shoulder and asked her to please smack my balls. Hearing this Mistress turned onto her side facing me and and brought her right hand over to oblige me. 

What I love about really late night ball smacking is that when Mistress has had a few glasses of wine she's more relaxed about it and since I'm not wearing a cock ring or anything she can hit me a lot harder. The other thing I like about it is that Mistress will hit me quickly maybe six, eight or ten times in a row, which is intense but I fucking love it!

Well the clock turned to 2:36AM and Mistress continued teasing me a little longer (my balls must have taken twenty or more hefty slaps), but then she told me it was time to go to sleep. She kissed me one more time more and then turned over. I cuddled her from behind for a little while, my hand caressing her gorgeous breasts and then eventually turned over and went to back to sleep myself.

What a brilliant day yesterday was!

Speaking of Literotica, my previous story 'Saturday Night Picture Show' is still scoring well, it's currently sitting equal second in my rating's chart, and has had four positive comments already, which is quite unusual. Naturally the scoring is shifting as people read and score it, but it will eventually settle as each vote carries less weight and I'm pretty sure it will retain its 'HOT' rating (score over 4.5 / 5.0).

Actually every time I look at my ratings chart, it seems a different story is on top. This is because six of the top eight stories are one's that I published this year and their scores are still changing, and also because there's only 0.05 between the lot of them with 'Discovering Denial' currently sitting at the top on 4.67 and 'Leaving it to Fate' sitting down in eighth spot on 4.62. Barely anything in it really.

'Once a Month Ch.2' from 2014 and 'Once a Month Ch.3' from 2017 are the interlopers (though I honestly don't think they are that amazing personally), while 'Girls Talk' from 2015 (still one of my best in my opinion) and last year's 'Gareth's Obsession' fill out the top ten. 

'Devoted to Mistress's Perfect Feet' is scheduled to be posted here at midnight tonight (UK time), in the meantime if you're new here you can check out all my stories by clicking on the 'My Stories' tab or clicking HERE.

Another Story Imminent!

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111 Days and Another Wonderful Ruin

Sometimes I wonder if all pussy tastes as wonderful as Mistress R's? I assume not, but since I was to all intents and purposes a virgin* when I met my wife and (then, future) Mistress I really can't say with any certainty. But if all pussy tastes this good then I don't understand how all men aren't consistently 'chomping at the bit' to get down there! 😏

*Okay this is patently bollocks, I was not a 'virgin' when I met Mistress, but I probably had sex more times and learnt more from Mistress the first week that we were together than I did with my previous girlfriend over the previous two and half years.

All joking aside, the point I'm trying to make, perhaps rather ungraciously, is that Mistress's pussy really is delicious and I can't get enough of it. Which is a obviously a wonderful thing for both of us!

A few minutes ago Mistress had a really wonderful orgasm on my tongue and as I kissed her feet and sucked on her toes she told me she was unlocking me again and that I should put a cock ring on, but not whatever I used last time. 

As it so happens, I had decided to try a new cock ring that I bought a while back. In fact I bought two because I wasn't sure which size I needed. I estimated the size based on my old rubber cock ring, but these are made of silicon and more stretchy so I didn't know if they would work the same or as well.

They're certainly a lot easier to get on, you literally just pull on them and slip them over your 'junk' and voila, it's on!

It didn't take long for me to get hard once Mistress started teasing me and it seemed to work okay, so that's good. I thought I might need the next size down but I don't think so. Maybe when I lose some more weight I will though... we'll see.

Mistress soon reached for her trusty cock whip and set about whipping my cock and balls, As she did this she reminded me that she can punish me whenever she wants, for no reason, just because she wants to. That was very hot to hear, honestly and I very much enjoyed the fact that she was obviously having fun whipping me. 

Next she straddled me and told me that I shouldn't get any ideas as she was not going to let me worship her ass today, but she was going to let my look at it while she continued to tease my cock and slap my balls. Obviously I have mixed feelings about that, in one sense it was 'mean' to tease me like that, but on the other hand it was hot to be able to see Mistress's gorgeous, sexy ass just inches from my face, even if I wasn't allowed to actually lick it.

So ultimately, I'm not complaining!

Eventually Mistress climbed off and knelt beside me, stroking my cock and teasing me about whether she was going to let me cum today (111 days in) or whether she was going to make me wait longer. She even said that she doesn't think I actually want to be allowed to cum, but that it's not up to me (of course)... 

Eventually, as I caressed Mistress's beautiful feet, she pumped me relentlessly until I reached the edge. Once I got there Mistress released me for a few seconds and then started pumping me again, it took a while but eventually she got me to the edge again and this time she kept pumping, telling me I was allowed to cum.

But of course as soon as I did she let go and my cum dripped from my straining cock, ruining me perfectly again. Much to my surprise and delight, Mistress then hooked her leg over me and started collecting my cum from my stomach and smearing it on her her beautiful foot before telling me to clean it.

Naturally, she didn't have to tell me twice and I licked and sucked her gorgeous foot clean as she picked up more cum and added it as I went. It was super hot and a very, very nice surprise indeed!

Age Verification Comes Into Force on Websites in the UK Today

On the face of it, I don't have a problem with this being implemented. I know I was under 16 when I first saw pornography back in the 1980s, but it was different then... you had one VHS tape that you borrowed from someone and you had to wait until your parents went out so that you could access the one VHS player in the house. You then spent the next half hour jerking off with one ear on the door in case your parents came back sooner than expected. The porn was way different as well. By today's standards it was pretty tame, anal was a rarity for example... and of course the quality of the videos (copied over and over again) wasn't that great either.

Contrast that with today's online content and it's night and day. 

There's is some nasty shit out there, and I'm not even talking about the things that we might like... that's bad enough, but there's way worse and I agree under 18s shouldn't be seeing that stuff. Whether this will be effective I don't know, especially since porn seems to be freely posted on large sites like X/Twitter. I personally am not on Twitter, but I have a friend who is and I see him scrolling past stuff that appears in his Twitter feed. I asked him about it and he told me it's just 'there', it's not something he's following.

I read today that X is going to use AI to gauge the age of the person holding the phone... so just hold up a photo of your Dad and presumably you'll be fine? I don't know... 

Anyway, my primary concern with all this is that to verify your age you either have to give your credit card details or your driving licence or something to a third party who then verifies you and lets you access the site. I mean, seriously. Who wants to do that? Who trusts some third party to do that and not sell your data? And where are they holding this data, how safe is it from being hacked and leaked?

To be honest, I wouldn't be worried about that particularly, because I am my own boss, and I really don't give a shit if other people found out that I looked at porn. But a lot of people would be horrified. Apparently part of the Government's legislation requires that age verification procedures don't jeopardise the visitors privacy or deny people access to lawful content... but that really just mean's the Govt can fine the websites when it all goes wrong.

I'm also more concerned about what it means for Blogs like this and Literotica. I presume at some point the Govt will expand the rules to include sites which are 'Adult' even if they don't include video (which seems to be the main focus of the new laws). Will Blogger provide adult verification services? I very much doubt it, given the costs and given that Blogger is free. As far as I can tell there's no way for me to add age verification to my blog, so what are the chances of Blogger doing it? Given they tried to kick us all off a few years ago anyway, I fear the days of adult blogs are numbered... will someone else offer as a new home? I doubt it, and even if they do they would have to charge for the services.

I can't help thinking also that there should be some 'recognized' verification company, possibly set up and controlled by the Govt which verifies access to all sites so that you only need to verify once.. but then do you even trust the Govt with that data? Probably not.

So I guess we enjoy our freedoms while we can and hope that Blogger doesn't turn around and wipe all it's 'adult' content out some day. As for the under 18s, well I can imagine there will be a thriving market in DVDs and DVD players* going forward... because you see streaming and getting rid of all your physical content was always a shit idea and I never went down that route. Maybe this will teach the younger generation to 'own' stuff and not rely on streaming their whole lives.

(*Perhaps that's a bit archaic of me, I'm sure the young are perfectly capable of sharing porn files just like they share music files... )

This article on the BBC website highlights that I'm not alone in my concerns, with several interviewees also reluctant to give their personal information to a random company to verify their age.

Will UK porn age verification stop children seeing adult content? - BBC News

Saturday Night Picture Show (written July 2025)

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I Can't Stop Thinking About Mistress's Perfect Feet

From the moment I woke up this morning (at 6:30!) all I could think about was last night's AMAZING teasing and Mistress's perfect feet. I am truly besotted with them and who can blame me. I mean look at them aren't they just gorgeous? These are very old photos but they still look just as perfect and sexy. I really hope I get to clean my cum off them again soon....

Eventually of course my alarm went off and I had to get out of bed and get ready for work. But as soon as I set off down the road my thoughts drifted back to Mistress's gorgeous feet and by the time I got to work I had already written a new story in my head. Luckily I am not too busy at the moment and so I can make some notes in my phone so I don't forget all the details.

This should be a popular story I think as I noticed yesterday that my recent work 'Mistress's Perfect Feet' is now my highest rated on Literotica with a massive score of 4.7 / 5.0. It's heartening to see that my recent stories are doing so well and it certainly encourages me to keep pumping them out.

Even if that is the only thing I'm able to 'pump out' these days. 🤣

My new Webtease isn't scoring quite as well as I hoped... it's currently sitting at 4.0 / 5.0, which is good, but I thought it might do a little better. It will probably still qualify for the 'Tease of the Month' for July so we will see if it fares any better there. I'm still looking like a dead cert to win 'TOTM' for June, but ironically I can't help but think that one was a bit dull, pretty much the typical thrown together with very little thought or effort webtease I described the other day. Oh well...

I think part of the problem is that the latest one is not really a Webtease at all, it is a short story illustrated with pictures, so I can see why some people would vote it down even though to my mind it is far more engaging and artistically interesting.... whatever, I enjoyed making it and I'm glad I did it, but really I'd much rather devote the time to writing more stories anyway.

Finally I'm glad to see that since I've been dedicating more time to this blog the numbers are starting to go back up. We're a long way off where we used to be, admittedly, but I don't know if that's because 'chastity' isn't as popular these days? Or maybe people don't have the attention span to read 'blogs' anymore? Not sure... but again, it doesn't really matter. This blog is primarily for my wonderful Mistress and I, but of course it's nice to share it with other like minded perverts. 

Well, that's all I've got for now... my new story 'Saturday Night Picture Show' will be posted later today.

Beautiful Feet, Wonderful Teasing and a Balldo?

Earlier this evening Mistress read my new story and gave it her seal of approval, just one small spelling mistake in nearly two thousand words is not bad in my book (not really a spelling mistake actually, but rather a lack of consistency in the spelling of a name: Francesca and Franceska, believe it or not). I've just uploaded it to Literotica so now I have to wait a day or six for them to publish it, depending on how busy the editors are, but I will be posting it here tomorrow anyway. It's a bit of a different story I think, but Mistress thinks it will appeal to my audience, particularly those (like me) who like pretty feet.... 

Speaking of pretty feet, the last two nights Mistress has spent the evening with her beautiful, naked feet in my lap which I really enjoyed and tonight she gave me some truly wonderful teasing which also utilised her gorgeous feet. I think reading my story rather inspired her... she started out asking me how many days it had been since my last orgasm (108) and teased me about how bad I want to cum on her pretty feet. She said she thought I would agree to pretty much anything to get cum on and clean her feet (yes!) and she thought I'd agree to go at least another fifty days if I got to ruin on her feet (certainly would). But then she said that she would never tie herself down with a number like that, because she wants to control when I cum. 

Then Mistress started using her feet to rub my cock and squeeze my balls (which were trapped in an Oxballs Cocksling incidentally, the one with the longer ball stretching part), that was really cool. And then Mistress stood up on the bed and started vigorously rubbing my cock with her foot and then doing the same with my balls, which made my cock slap against my stomach.

Then she sat down on the bed with her feet near my head and I quickly grabbed them and started to kiss her soles and toes, I cannot tell you how much I loved all of this, it was absolutely wonderful and I am so lucky to have such an amazing, sexy Mistress with the most perfect feet you can possibly imagine. Next she knelt up with her legs either side of one of mine and pumped my cock, slapped my balls and verbally teased me until I reached the edge. 

One thing about that Oxballs is it can make it hard to get to the edge sometimes, I really don't know why that is... and it can also kind of deceive you into thinking you've got more leeway than you really have, which is why in the past I've ruined way after Mistress has stopped teasing me. Fortunately there were no accidental ruins tonight. 

After I reached the edge Mistress let go of my cock and immediately lay down next to me. Even though it's cooler now here in the UK it's still quite humid and we still had a fan going by the bed and it took a while for me to reach the edge so I wasn't really expecting a second round. Mistress told me I was now locked back up and I moved to cuddle her a little. In doing so my tightly bound balls ended up between her sexy thighs and Mistress gently pressed them together, in the process squeezing my balls - which also felt fucking amazing I can tell you! I would have loved her to press even harder honestly. 🙂

Of course Mistress had already been taken care of before my teasing began, having a lovely orgasm on my tongue while she read the stories that I printed out for her the other day. I also wrote her a short story today, but she didn't actually get round to reading that one. I hope she likes it when she does.

In other news... have you seen the Balldo? Do you even know what one is? Neither did I until today...

What a weird video eh? Well it's on YouTube so they can't really tell you what it is, but if you search you will find it. Basically it's like a ball stretcher with a short pointed dildo on the bottom. I'm not 'promoting' this by the way I just thought it was funny...

So you put the two rings around your balls and then the 'dildo' part, which leaves your balls sticking out of the sides... and then your 'lady-friend' rides the dildo with your balls inside her. No really. This is a real thing... there's even a Balldo video on X-Hamster if you want to see it in action! 

Looks crazy. Probably feels awesome though, and what an amazing way to have a (somewhat) ruined orgasm. Can't help thinking you could get a similar sensation by using a standard ball stretcher, lubing up your balls and giving them a good stroking... but then again, it's certainly something new and I imagine it probably feels good for the lady also! 

Somehow I don't think I'll be getting one of these for Christmas though.... 

The Power of Words

Today I have spent a lot of time working on my next tease for the Milovana website, based on the new story that I planned out a couple of days ago. Of course, it would have been a lot less time if I hadn't had to battle with the Milovana website hanging every five minutes and generally acting like it's working off a 1999 dial up connection! 

And it also took quite a long time to find, create and manipulate the right pictures to illustrate the story. I don't usually go to such lengths, in fact webteases are something I generally throw together when I don't have the time or inclination to write a story but I feel the need to 'create' something. But this one feels kind of special and I think it's really worth pushing the boat out for. 

Anyway, it's turned out pretty good I think and the pictures definitely add something to the overall impact, but as ever it occurs to me that images can only convey so much, it's words that really pack the biggest punch.

How many times have I written on this very blog that Mistress has said something to me while she's been teasing me that really pushed my buttons. Or that I've fantasized about her saying something really dirty to me while she's been sucking my cock?

It's funny really, given how 'visual' everything is these days, that Literotica is still so popular. But then how many times have I written on this very blog that I've read a couple of stories before I went to sleep and then woken up at 2am with a hard-on I could break toffee with?

Believe it or not, I actually wrote ANOTHER story yesterday, and that one is actually finished. All I need to do is read it through again and then get Mistress to proof-read it for me and then I can post it. 

It's another quite 'different' story, I think... or certainly quite a new twist on my familiar themes. But certainly not as 'difficult' for me to hand over to Mistress as that other story will be when it's finished. Oh boy... that's going to be fun.

Still, fantasies are fantasies, no matter how FUCKED UP they are! 

And can we really help it if a lifetime of exposure to dirty porn and even dirtier stories has made us a little bit weird along the way? I think not. It's not like we're hurting anyone...

Bye for now...

Apprehension, A Returning Legend and more Apprehension!!!

I wouldn't say I'm dreading it, but the thought of Mistress ending my current period of chastity (now standing at 106 days) certainly leaves me with mixed emotions. I know, in the moment, it will be intense and explosive and for the short period of time that I'm getting close, actually cumming and then cleaning my cum up from wherever Mistress decides, it will be amazing... but, I also know that for at least a week after I will feel 'different' and long to feel desperate and denied once again.

I think part of my unusually high level of apprehension right now is that I haven't crested the 100 day mark very often (I think this is only the third, maybe fourth time in 14 years), and the thought of being reset to zero is just a little daunting. Just think, if for some reason Mistress decided to give me a proper orgasm today, it would take until the early days of November to get back to where I am now. 

N O V E M B E R !

Fuck.

You know, part of me would love for Mistress to take 'full' orgasms off the table completely; in fact. I'm pretty sure the option was already written into our (long forgotten) chastity contract. But perhaps that would be too proscriptive? After all, Mistress should always have the power to decide and maybe part of the reason I feel the way I do at the moment is that I know that any day it pleases her Mistress could have me crashing back down to zero.

It's funny really, when I am allowed to cum properly, it takes a while to get back into the mindset of wanting to be denied. For the first month or so I generally revert to wanting to be allowed to cum, especially for the first week or two. I find that once I've cum once I really want to be allowed to cum again... but of course Mistress doesn't tend to let me cum again, and so with her wonderful teasing she gradually guides me back to craving denial.

So I guess, taking full orgasms out of the equation altogether wouldn't necessarily be the best idea, because in a way it would take Mistress's power away... and that would never do. Besides, when I think back to how incredibly amazing I felt after my last full orgasm (during our April Femdom session, when Mistress jerked me off over her gorgeous feet and had me lick them clean), well that kinda gives me a different perspective on things.

I guess it's a classic case of wanting what you can't have... when I want to cum, Mistress doesn't let me and when I don't want to cum, Mistress inevitably will, sooner or later. I suppose that's why handing control of your orgasms to someone else is so powerful and why I'm so lucky to have my beautiful Mistress to decide for me.

Ultimately it's Mistress's choice, but I kinda hope she doesn't let me cum too soon. It's not even about beating my previous record, although that would be nice... I just want to stay in this state of arousal and denial for a while longer, like maybe another 100 days. Or longer...

Maybe I could have an orgasm for Christmas? 🤣

Years ago there was a chastity website hosted by Sarah Jameson, it was one of the first websites I came across when I started researching chastity and IIRC she kept her husband denied pretty much constantly (ruined orgasms only in other words) and then once or twice a year she would unlock him and give him a weekend free where he could cum as many times as he possibly could before she locked him back up again. Sounds like a pretty sweet idea, doesn't it?

As I recall they too had a chastity contract, and in it there was a section which she could sign (her husband had already signed it) which effectively meant that he would no longer be allowed full orgasms. I don't know if she ever did sign it, I think perhaps she enjoyed the power of holding that over him too much to actually go through with it... which is kind of what I was saying earlier about the power dynamic isn't it? 

Anyway, Mistress will decide what Mistress decides and that's the way it should be. But if we do ever get around to refreshing our chastity contract, I would definitely like that option to be in there. I know I would sign my side in a heartbeat. Just knowing that Mistress could permanently deny me at any moment just by signing her name.... OOF! That's fucking HOT!

Last week I had to confess to some illegal touching and Mistress (rightly) punished me for it as agreed. I felt like such a wuss when I wrote about it before because I just know that some of you out there must have been laughing your asses off at the pitifully low number of strokes I had to endure for multiple infractions. But as I said, I do not enjoy pain for the sake of pain. I like that Mistress has the option to use it, I really like feeling submissive to my Mistress and I like that Mistress enjoys doing it. The only thing is that she feels guilty about it afterwards, and that's a shame. 

I suppose it's a hurdle many couples have to clear. I know I would struggle if the roles were reversed (or maybe not, who knows... maybe there's a hidden sadist lurking inside of me with all the other perverted characters, hahaha) but since Mistress has a pain threshold of basically zero and apparently no inclination to switch then I'm unlikely to ever find out. 

Yes, at the time it hurt, especially the crop, and even now (two days later) my bottom still feels a tiny bit tender. But the pain goes from 100 (my hundred that is, which is like 5 to some of you no doubt) to like 10 in minutes and at the end of the day the whole point is to address poor behaviour on my part. All I have to do to avoid getting punished is behave how I promised to behave, so it's up to me to change isn't it?

What I'm trying to say is, Mistress - please don't feel bad about correcting me, I love that you punished me and didn't 'let me off' (that's the worst thing you could do honestly) and I loved how wet it made your delicious pussy. You know I love giving you pleasure anyway I can and I would gladly let you beat my ass every time if you thought it would make you cum harder. So please just enjoy it and don't ever feel guilty about keeping to your side of our agreement. 

Speaking of Sarah Jameson, I've just noticed that she seems to have resurrected her chastity blog. You can visit it here, and immediately I noticed this blog post whch I thought really hit the nail on the head. Sarah really does know what's what and her articles are very insightful, a great read especially for any new converts to chastity and potentially an ideal source for women trying to understand why their husbands/boyfriends/etc want to go down this route.

SARAH JAMESON'S MALE CHASTITY BLOG

The last few days I've been working on my latest story, or actually it's mainly been the 'Webtease' version of the same, but the two are kind of intertwined so work on one benefits the other. This story is definitely one of the most powerful I've ever written (or it will be, once I've finished it) and even as I'm working on it I'm like 'Wow, this is fucked up even for me...'. and I must admit I have serious reservations about handing it over to Mistress for her customary final proof read* before I send it off to Literotica. 

There's things in it that go way further than I ever have before and while reading it back it gives me that intense 'headachey' feeling I get when I read something really really fucked up that I feel like I shouldn't enjoy reading... but that I'm drawn back to over and over again.

I'm already wondering if this will be the start of a series, since the whole thing is basically laid out for me... I guess I'll wait and see what the reaction is to the first part and take it from there. I am absolutely sure of one thing, I will definitely be posting it in the 'Fetish' section and not 'Loving Wives' because this story would be annihilated there and I think it deserves better than that. 

*Funnily enough, Mistress sent me a list of stories she found on Literotica yesterday that she wanted me to print out in a book for her (I've been doing this for years and she has quite a collection now), and... well, reading some of those made me feel slightly better about the 'depraved filth' I am in the process of producing...  but I still think it's going to be a little 'uncomfortable' for me! 

Absolute Bliss (with a little bit of stinging!)

Well, I said I hoped things would improve over the weekend and they certainly have. Mistress and I have just got out of bed and I finally got to taste her delicious pussy again and make her cum. That made me so very happy. 

But first, there was a little 'confessing' to be done... because over the past couple of weeks (since our wonderful Femdom session) I have got a little lax and last Sunday morning I woke up with my fingers wrapped around my hard cock. I could have stopped straight away... but I didn't, so that made it worse. And then this last week, Mistress and I have been sleeping in different rooms to try and keep cool (which sucks, but at least we don't keep each other awake or make each other hot!) and I've been waking up multiple times per night (opening windows, closing windows, trying to shut out the sunlight at 4AM...) and it seemed like every single time I woke up I was rock hard.

I guess it was inevitable, especially since I hadn't been teased since the Femdom session (not an excuse, just pointing it out) that sooner or later I would crack and so there were a few instances of illegal touching to atone for. Nothing crazy, there wasn't any edging or anything like that, but even so it's not allowed and so I had to pay the price.

Mistress didn't even try to hide her excitement at the chance to punish me, and so before I got to worship her beautiful pussy she had me on the bed on my hands and knees while she pondered how many strokes I would need to set things right. She started with five strokes of the softer (red) side of the paddle (albeit applied fairly robustly) and then followed that up with another five using the black, leather side. 

This stung quite a bit, but then I am no pain slut, I'm sure many of you would think it was nothing very much at all. Then Mistress gave me another five with the leather side of the paddle, which seemed to me to land harder than the first volley and finally she gave me 5 swats with the crop. Those really hurt and my toes were curling as I anticipated each swipe.

It's weird how something can be so painful yet so short lived, within 5 minutes it was like it never happened*, but it definitely hurt when it was being done and I know Mistress enjoyed it because when I finally got down between her sexy thighs her pussy was already nice and wet. Mmmmmmmmm! God I missed worshipping Mistress's pussy, it tasted so fucking amazing - I was in absolute Heaven!

*Well actually, saying that... now that the fun's over and I'm sitting down on the sofa writing this I can still feel it a bit!

After Mistress had cum and she gently pushed my head away (cos you know damn well that I would never ever stop) I moved down the bed and kissed her perfect feet for a while. Again I so missed doing this this past ten days or so and it was really wonderful to be able to feel like myself again. 

Then it was my turn. Mistress told me that she was 'unlocking' me and that I could put a toy on. I chose the Oxballs ballstretcher and Mistress soon had me hard and aching to cum. Now that it's been over a hundred days since I've had a proper orgasm I'm definitely having to be a little more careful about edging too hard, even though Mistress ruined me less than a fortnight ago. As she slapped my balls and teased my cock I told her how much I loved it when she fucked my ass in the Femdom session.

She looked down at me and smiled, God she looked so fucking beautiful right then... and she said 'Is that what you were thinking about when you were touching your cock?'

Well, that was the sexual equivalent of throwing a jerry can of petrol on the fire and about three seconds later I was careening towards the edge with worrying speed! In fact I'm still quite amazed I managed to hold back because it was really on a knife edge. Thankfully Mistress didn't give me a little three stroke flourish before she let go like she sometimes does, otherwise I think I'd be looking at another punishment for an unauthorised ruin! 

Mistress let me calm down a little before she stroked me again, this time I moved my hand down between her ass cheeks and very gently teased her ass with my fingers. Just the heat from her ass makes me want it so bad... all I could think about while she was stroking and teasing me was licking her gorgeous ass, but I knew if I asked her and she allowed me to worship it then I would be edging again in no time and anyway I clearly didn't deserve such a wonderful gift today. 

Hmmm, as you can probably imagine Mistress and I are in a good mood now, even though it still seems fucking hot and we've still got a fan blowing full chat at us!

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In other news, I wrote another story today. Well, no that's not true... I didn't write a story, I sketched out a story (pretty detailed) and this one is going to be some people's favourite ever story of mine I believe. It's definitely going to have some on Literotica out with the pitchforks, but I can't help that. It's also a story I can make into a tease, which is something I've been thinking about for a while, so that will be interesting since I can point people who play the tease to the story page on Literotica (and here of course). 

Still Too Bloody Hot Here

Hello everyone... not much to report here honestly; Mistress and I are thoroughly fed up with the weather and the negative effect it's having on our love life. But maybe, just maybe the weather is finally about to break (there's a forecast for storms over the weekend). I really hope so, cos I really need to feel Mistress cum on my tongue soon...

As for me, well, I still haven't cum (properly) since April the 6th, which means I'm currently at something like 103 days now. Maybe a new record is in the offing... who knows?

I still haven't managed to finish any stories, but I have started writing even more stories! I feel like I can write, but with the weather how it is I don't have the patience to polish or finesse what I've already written (if that makes sense). So I've decided I'm just going to keep spaffing out as many stories as I can and then when the weather improves and I'm not so bloody tired all the time I will have lots of stuff to finish up, so you'll probably get another bunch of stories all in a row.

I wrote one yesterday, which is again very different for me, bizarrely I can't even remember what it was about now... haha. No honestly, I haven't got a clue, this heat really is frying my poor little brain! I know it was a very long story... (it's slightly coming back to me now) and it's actually a female sub story. Yes, that's right... I started another one today too, but I didn't get as far with that one. Can't remember what that was about either! Hahaha.... 

In other news it looks like my Milovana tease 'Edge for Katie' is heading for a 'Tease of the Month' award, although there's still eleven days of voting left so it could still all turn to shit, I guess we'll have to wait and see. 

And finally, I'm pleased to see that SubHub has finally returned to the blogosphere with a fantastic new post, which I thoroughly recommend checking out. 

Well it's just after 11PM here and according to my phone it's still 22 degrees... which means we're probably not going to sleep well again tonight. Hopefully things will improve soon and I will have something to write about, in the meantime, have a great weekend and don't forget to go check out SubHub's new post.

Femdom Session (7th July 2025)

Unfortunately for one reason and another, we never managed to have our June Femdom Session, so it's been nine weeks since our last session - but while it is unfortunate that we're already one down, it was certainly worth the wait; this morning's session was absolutely wonderful.

As so often is the case though, it didn't seem promising when I got out of bed. I woke up very hot last night and then I was awake for 1-2 hours in the middle of the night, and then I got woken up around 5:30 with the light and the wind clacking the blind about and so it went on. By the time I get up around 9:30 I was feeling quite groggy and I had a crick in my neck into the bargain.

Honestly if we hadn't missed last month's session and if we didn't already know that next weekend it's going to be 30 bloody degrees (AGAIN) then I probably would have cried off. But I really didn't want to do that, and as usual once the session got underway all that tiredness and the accompanying aches and pains that go with it disappeared. 

Before the session started Mistress told me to wear my blindfold, to plug my ass and to wear my original Cocksling. Initially I was going to use the ring-ended glass dildo/plug, but after I put a couple of drops of lube on it I couldn't keep it in my ass for two seconds. So I quickly pulled that out and grabbed hold of my glass dildo (identical to Mistress's one) and pushed that in instead. Even that seemed to want to fall out, that lube must be incredibly slippery! I hardly used any at all.

Running out of time I knelt down on the floor with one hand behind me keeping the dildo in my ass, when I realized I'd forgotten to put the Cocksling on! Thankfully I managed to get it on and get back down on the floor before Mistress openend the bedroom door and came in.

I felt Mistress's foot playing with my tightly secured balls as she stood in front of me and then, since I said my last punishment was a bit 'light' she decided to have me on all fours so she could 'make it up to me'. I endured 21 strokes of the whip and paddle before she let me sit back up again and then had me move to the end of the bed. 

Mistress got on the bed and soon had the tip of her glass dildo in my mouth, telling me to get it nice and wet for her. This done she settled back on the bed and I began worshipping her gorgeous feet. Even though it's only been a couple of months I really missed that feeling of kneeling on the floor and worshipping her beautiful feet for an extended period and when it was finally over Mistress scooted herself down to the end of the bed and had me lick her pussy too. 

That was new, and I really loved it; especially since as I was licking her she was teasing me about having me lick her pussy under a table in a dark, secluded corner of a bar... that was very hot and I was pretty hard already.

Next Mistress had me up on the bed and then tied me down, before straddling my face and allowing me to taste her delicious pussy some more. Then she started teasing my cock, which was now extremely hard. I felt her use an exfoliating glove on it, as well as her nails... and the small cock whip. As she teased me she talked to me about how she could do whatever she wanted, nice and gentle, or digging her nails in and dragging them up my cock. I could tell she was enjoying herself, and my cock felt like it could explode... it was so hard.

Mistress had me worship her pussy a few more times and then had me beg her to remove the blindfold. What a gorgeous sight awaited me then, Mistress's beautiful pussy and ass right above me and just begging to be licked. But Mistress wasn't going to let me worship her ass yet, instead she just pulled her cheeks apart and teased me with it instead - as if my cock wasn't throbbing enough already.

Eventually Mistress reblindfolded me and then untied me and told me to get on my hands and knees. I could hear her removing her skirt and sliding the RodeOh strap-on up her legs and fitting a condom to her 'cock'. Then she pulled the glass dildo out of my ass and I felt her move onto the bed behind me and push her 'cock' into my ass.

Mistress fucked me several times, pausing to reach under me and play with my cock. The first couple of times there was a tiny bit of discomfort, but nothing to complain about and by the fourth time I was pushing back hard against her, welcoming the feeling of penetration and by the fifth time I could really feel the stimulation of my prostate starting to work its magic. I would love for Mistress to fuck me to orgasm one day, but I think it might take a while... it felt so good though. I really loved every second of it.

Once Mistress pulled out I heard her remove the condom and then she told me to sit up. She stood on the bed and removed my blindfold once again, so that I could look up at her. She looked incredible, her gorgeous breasts framed by her cupless leather bra and her 'cock' sticking out in front of her. She told me to kiss her cock, which I did and then took it as deep as I could in my mouth while Mistress looked on, urging me to 'suck her cock'. God, that was extremely HOT!

Them Mistress tied me down on my back again and pegged my nipples before leaving me to calm down for a few minutes, which was probably a good idea. And when she came back I noticed her nipples were hard, probably because she couldn't wait to take the pegs off me and watch me flinching in pain.

Once she'd enjoyed that she untied me again and told me to remove the Cocksling. Now it was finally time to worship Mistress's delicious pussy and make her cum. Mistress was still soaking wet and she came pretty hard too, which is always wonderful to experience.

Finally Mistress had me back down on my back while she stood over me and and started to stroke my cock again. After some begging she allowed me to worship her delicious asshole three times, which I loved so much, and then she knelt beside me stroking my cock until I warned her I was close. She paused a moment and then stroked me again until I again told her I was close. She paused a second time and then teased my cock a little more, gently pushing me over the edge.

I didn't actually realise I had cum until Mistress said 'What do you say?' and I realised I had to thank her for ruining my orgasm. I honestly didn't feel a thing, but there was clearly some cum on her hands (and some on my stomach too I realised a few moments later) which she had me lick clean.

And that was the end of another wonderful Femdom session. It's now 91 days since my last 'proper' orgasm and I couldn't be happier. I loved how hard Mistress came today and I absolutely loved that she fucked me again, it was amazing. I can't wait for August's session, I just hope it's a bit cooler by then. 

Post Edge Teasing - Yes Please!

We're having a temporary respite from the heat here in the UK at the moment. It's still plenty warm enough, but it's not so hot that you just want to crawl into a corner and die. I appreciate I am being dramatic and it's way hotter in mainland Europe, but we're British, we like cloud and drizzle and we're just not built for sweating (while sitting down).

And tomorrow is supposed to be 20 degrees (well, yesterday it said it was going to be 19 and it seems to go up every time we look at it) so hopefully we shall get our July Femdom session, which I'm sure will be wonderful!

Last night Mistress and I took advantage of the slightly cooler weather and after Mistress had cum on my tongue she 'unlocked' me and I fitted the original Oxballs Cocksling. I must admit I do like having a selection of these things to choose from, though I notice the original Oxballs Ballstretcher is starting to split so I might need to get another one of those.

Anyway, Mistress soon had me hard and after lots of gorgeous teasing she took me to the edge and stopped. I thought that was going to be the end, but Mistress paused for a second to get some lube and then started teasing me again. I have to say, it took a lot of years for Mistress to keep going after the first edge but I'm so happy that now she keeps going because often times the teasing after the first edge is the best.

Since Mistress isn't trying to get to the edge everything is a lot more gentle and frustrating, and Mistress kept teasing around my ass with her fingers too, which drives me nuts. It was truly amazing. Once Mistress edged me a second time she told me that better be it because 'we don't want any accidents that need punishing'. 

My cock had other ideas though and refused to calm down until I begged Mistress to touch me a little more. Mistress gently teased my cock and then started to use her long, natural nails on my cock. It felt incredible, just the right level of pain where it's still pleasurable.... but it kinda hurts too and my cock looked very red afterwards. Mmmmmmmmmm. So hot.

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Still haven't got anywhere with these bloody stories... I had another idea for another Milovana tease, but also possibly a story. Would be kind of cool if I could do both and then at the end of the tease give people a link to the story, but don't hold your breath for that. It could be a while...  🤣