A Double Punishment!

This morning Mistress (who usually works from home) had to go to the office, while I had a dentist appointment at 9:40AM. This meant I didn't need to get up early like I usually do and when I did wake up Mistress had already left for the office... can you see where this is going yet?

So I've been really good about not touching my cock and in fact I think it was quite a few weeks ago that I last got punished for touching my cock without permission. But this morning I woke up rock hard, and I hadn't cum for over fifty days so unfortunately I weakened and spent a few minutes stroking my cock. 

Not superhard or anything, and I didn't get anywhere near the edge, but just kinda relaxed stroking, you know...

But of course I knew there would be punishment, and as soon as I got out of bed I wrote my transgression in Mistress R's 'Book of Corrections', before setting off to the dentist and then to work.

When I came home Mistress had already spotted that the book was out on her bedside table, and later she made me tell her what I had done (which I still find quite embarrassing and difficult - but I suppose that's part of the point, isn't it. Or part of the punishment perhaps) before telling me to get on my hands and knees on the bed.

I don't know whether it was because I was feeling quite cold, but the paddle really stung like a bastard, especially the last couple and I was really glad when Mistress said that my punishment was over.

Following that I worshipped her beautiful pussy and after she'd came and I had worshipped her feet I asked permission to be 'unlocked' from chastity (even though I didn't really feel like I deserved to be).

I actually didn't think she would release me, after all I had already touched my cock without permission and been paddled for it, but to my surprise she said that I would be unlocked. While surprised I was happy about it and Mistress soon had me hard and aching for her as she slipped her gown off to reveal her gorgeous, naked body.

Mistress teased my cock and balls wonderfully, even allowing me to touch her naked breasts as she did so. I was very much enjoying myself honestly, but then the edge started to approach very quickly and despite my warning to Mistress about 10-15 seconds after Mistress let go of my cock I felt the cum drip out of my cock and onto my thigh. Dammit!

Mistress laughed at my misfortune, before scooping the cum up with her fingers and feeding it to me in two goes. But of course I knew I was due another punishment now because I had ruined without permission!

This was a new thing, a situation that had never occurred before and Mistress asked if I thought I should be punished again straight away or later. Honestly I didn't really want to be punished again, but I said that it was up to her to decide because, well she is in charge after all.

Mistress remarked that we never put anything about that in our contract (which luckily is still not finalised) and that we need to put something in it to say that if there is more than one punishment due in a day, if one infraction is punished and then another transgression occurs on the same day, then Mistress can decide to punish immediately or defer, depending on her mood.

In this instance Mistress decided to punish me again immediately, and so I soon found myself back up on my hands and knees on the bed, with Mistress applying a further thirteen strokes of the paddle to my backside (adding to the ten I had already received). 

I was glad when it was over, and again the last few in particular stung like hell. I'm super glad she didn't use the crop today because I don't know if I could have taken it. I'm not really sure why it hurt so much today, and while 23 swats with the paddle doesn't really sound that bad for two serious infractions, I'm sure it will be an adequate deterrent for me to keep my hands well away from my cock for a while!

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Once again the wonderful bots have unpublished one of my pages... and there is seemingly no way to request a review of it as it is a 'PAGE' not a 'POST'. So fucking annoying that they keep doing this over and over again. 

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Mistress Scarlet's 'Journals of Real Female Domination: Volume 18'

Mistress tells me that she tends not to read posts that I write that aren't directly about our life together, so I should be safe to post this... and if not, well I guess it's worth the risk!  🤣

Recently I bought a Femdom book called 'Journals of Real Female Domination: Volume 18' by Mistress Scarlet. I've had Mistress Scarlet's blog on my reading list for quite a while now, but rarely visited it. However recently I started to read it more frequently and I must admit I find it quite intriguing, interesting and at times arousing, despite some parts of her and her husband/slave's lifestyle being quite extreme.

Several times recently Mistress Scarlet mentioned that she had written a book for Uxos (submissives) and also a book for partners of Uxos explaining to them why their 'submissive' partner is the way they are and how to... 'exploit' them for mutual gain, I guess! 

I was intrigued, but knowing that Mistress would no more read a book about that than I would read a book about... (umm, I can't really think of anything suitably witty at this moment in time, but you get the idea), I wasn't really going to spend my hard earned cash on either of them. But I did notice that Mistress Scarlet had also published several 'journals' and I thought that might be more worthwhile.

I suppose if I'd thought about it a little more I would have realised that I was basically buying a collection of 'blog posts' I could have basically read for free, but then it's still nice to have an actual book to read rather than simply scrolling through page after page on a computer and it's easier for me to read in bed before I go to sleep (for instance).

Anyway... I chose Journal Number 18, and so far I'm quite enjoying it. It can be a bit repetitive, honestly. If you took a shot every time Mistress Scarlet tells you how much she enjoys being a heartless, pitiless bitch you would be hospitalised in an hour. But I suppose if I collected a bunch of my posts into a book you would probably find similar repetitions, so fair enough.

Mistress Scarlet's 'cruelty' and 'heartlessness' is for sure a big part of the appeal of her posts. In her most recent post she mentions how she has slowly taken away every last bit of pleasure her slave could enjoy, reducing him to an observer as she masturbates to a quite incredible number of orgasms, before curtly dismissing him or ordering him to fetch her something (a cup of tea, in one instance) before telling him to 'fuck off'.

The book I am reading is set around five years ago and in it she describes reading about another Domme giving her slave 50 numbered metal discs each representing one of his 50 'remaining' orgasms, after which - no more. Mistress Scarlet took this idea and tweaked it a little, taking a book of 250 raffle tickets and telling her slave that each ticket represented one orgasm...  

Since her slave is over 60 years old and only enjoys a limited number of orgasms a year anyway, this was clearly way too many. But Mistress Scarlett had already decided she would entertain herself by ripping tickets out of the book and screwing them up as if they were nothing while her slave watched on horrified.

As it goes, Mistress Scarlet eventually decided she didn't like the idea of her slave being able to choose when he would orgasm (albeit that didn't seem to me to be how it worked anyway) and after a short while she abandoned the idea. But, as she pointed out, even if she had gone through with it and given him one 'final' orgasm - she could always have told him she was fucking with him and changed her mind. Fast forward to the current day and her slave is indeed expecting to have his 'final' orgasm (under her foot, as they all now seem to be) before the end of the year; and it seems pretty final this time, so clearly things developed over the last few years!

There are parts of the book that don't interest me though. I didn't realise from reading recent posts on Mistress Scarlet's blog that their relationship involved quite so much sissification, lisping and colouring time with dollies. Perhaps that's no longer part of the equation as I don't recall reading anything about that on her blog, but then again a lot of posts I've read on her blog have been more about Femdom in general and less about her and her husband's private life. 

Actually, aside from Mistress Scarlet's seemingly endless appetite for masturbation there's actually very little in the way of 'sex' in the book. There is a brief mention of 'lovers', but so far (I am only a third of the way through the book at present) nothing more has come of that. There is no pegging either (not yet anyway) which I maybe expected, but there is some quite harsh CBT (including the application of nettles and some kind of heat balm).

When choosing a book to buy I thought I would go back several years as I thought it would be interesting to read what things were like before they got so extreme (with him not even being able to touch her anymore). But it seems I didn't go back anything like far enough, as even back in 2020 he was having to roll a 50 sided dice for a chance to touch her breasts and then being whipped for wasting her time if he failed to guess the right number.

Maybe when I have finished this book I will investigate Mistress Scarlet's blog more thoroughly and see how things progressed to where they ended up. As just reading this book it's quite hard to fathom how anyone would accept getting themselves into this position, but I think it's just a case of something developing over a very long period of time and Mistress Scarlet being a very enthusiastic and extremely pitiless Domme. 

Regardless of anything else I do think Mistress Scarlet speaks a lot of sense on her blog though, and she definitely seems to know what makes a submissive male's mind tick. Her lifestyle is far too extreme for me, but I can understand how parts of it are appealing and there have definitely been times when reading her blog and book that I have found my cock getting surprisingly and unexpectedly hard!

And yeah, strangely, reading about her callously ripping up her husband's 'orgasm' tickets was one of them...!

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No. Not Tonight...

The last couple of weeks have been a bit weird for one reason or another. We had some work done in the house, which led to a small water leak and as I said before Mistress had a 'commitment' that kept her very busy and rather drained, but despite that we've still been adhering to our new agreement even if we haven't actually 'finalised' our new contract.

With that in mind I am happy to report that on one instance recently Mistress decided not to unlock me for teasing. I know that sounds odd if you are reading this blog for the first time but if you've been following recent events you will understand why that is a significant step in the right direction for us.

Our new contract specifies that I have to ask permission to be 'unlocked' and she will decide. On this occasion she thought for a second and said 'No, not tonight.'

It was a slightly weird feeling to be 'denied' like that, but ultimately I was really pleased that Mistress took charge of the situation and now I won't automatically assume that I will be teased every time. I must say the next time I was 'unlocked' I appreciated every last second of it, even more than usual, so I think this is a very positive move for both of us. 

Also, a couple of nights ago Mistress was kneeling on the bed next to me, teasing my cock. She was wearing a black bra and I really wanted to see her gorgeous breasts, so I asked if she would allow me to see them. She stopped stroking me for a second and asked if I really wanted to be allowed to see them? I said I did and she reached up and slid the straps off her shoulders until her bra fell down enough that I could.

She looked amazing and as I reached up to touch her left breast she gently but firmly took hold of my wrist and pushed my hand away. She said I needed to ask permission first, which I duly did and Mistress then allowed me to touch her beautiful body. I wasn't expecting that, but I really loved that she did that. That's exactly the sort of control I want her to exert over me. So HOT! 

As it stands I'm 48 days into this period of chastity, having previously been allowed to cum on the 18th of October. Our new contract specifies no maximum period between 'full' orgasms, so I have no idea when I will get to cum properly again. But given that there's only 26 days of 2025 left I wouldn't be at all surprised if it wasn't until next year...

On the flipside, Mistress's orgasm count is holding up better than the last three years so I am very hopeful that we can get her back over the magic 100 by March 31st. 🙂

Wonderful Triple Teasing and a Ruined Orgasm!

Following on from our wonderful Femdom last Sunday, on Thursday night Mistress again had me worship her delicious pussy and then teased me to another wonderful edge, I noticed her slaps were a little harder, her teasing a little more 'intentional'... perhaps it's all in my head but I have reason to be optimistic.

You see, at the start of the week Mistress and I sat down and reviewed our Femdom/Chastity contract. This was written in 2020 believe it or not, and probably hasn't been revisited since. We both realise now the folly of writing a contract and then shutting it away in a drawer. There is just zero point. In fact this contract was so out of date that we had to discard large parts of it and pretty much start over, so in future we have agreed to review our contract monthly.

This may be as simple as both of us reading it, agreeing that it is working and putting it away for another month. Or it may mean that we need to talk about something we think needs to change. The key here is not to take it for granted or think, this is pointless, we do this every month and it's fine so let's just not bother. Isn't it worth ten minutes of our time every month to ensure we're both happy? Of course, but it's so easy to just let it slide and if we don't put something in place to prevent that then that's exactly what will happen, and I do not want to end up there again. 

The impetus for all this was me deciding to copy the entire blog to PDFs, which took way longer than expected and also shone a light on the lack of progress we had made considering we'd been doing this for fifteen years. Over the course of several weeks this led to me getting rather depressed and withdrawn (as you probably noticed I completely stopped posting here), until eventually it got to the point where I couldn't keep it in any longer and Mistress and I had a difficult conversation.

I've written countless words about this, in several aborted posts, but honestly I think I needed to write it down and get it off my chest more than I needed to actually share it. As much as it may be interesting for you to know the details, I don't honestly think there is any need to post this now as we have agreed that we both need to make more effort to make this unusual relationship work and we're committed to that. Dragging it up and raking it over again could do more harm than good; much better to put it behind us and be happy that we're both feeling positive again I think.

 

So anyway, we're back and hopefully I'll have much more to post about now that things are back on track.

Last night Mistress and I were going to do the final review of our new contract, but then it got late and we were both tired so we decided to leave it until today (or possibly tomorrow as we are rather short on time today). I went up to bed first and as I was waiting for Mistress to come to bed I started to think about our Femdom session and how much I love that giddy feeling of 'submission'. 

It's really hard to explain to someone who isn't submissive, but it's kind of like when you first meet someone and you're excited to be around them... but way more intense, and the deeper you slip into that headspace and the more you feel you would do anything that person asks (or preferably 'orders' you to), the more 'intoxicating' it feels. I wish I could explain this better, I would love it if Mistress could actually 'feel' this and understand just how much 'power' she has over me when I am in this headspace. 

Anyway, as I was thinking about this I felt myself getting hard and when Mistress slipped into bed I cuddled up behind her, my cock throbbing and aching for attention, After a couple of minutes I asked Mistress for permission to touch my cock. She paused for a moment and then said 'Yes', turning over as she did so.

I curled the fingers of my left hand around my cock and slowly started to stroke and then felt Mistress's hand move between my legs and start teasing my balls. Soon she started dragging her long nails across my balls, over and over again. It felt fucking incredible... it was in that perfect sweet spot between just a bit more pain than you would apply yourself, but not so painful that it just hurt.

Mistress allowed me to stroke for a few minutes as she relentlessly scratched my balls over and over again. It was sooooooooooooooooooo good, I can't even tell you. But eventually Mistress told me that when the projection clock on the ceiling changed to 12:30 I would have to stop, and about twenty seconds later the time clicked over and I reluctantly let go. Amazingly I managed to get to sleep fairly quickly, which hasn't always been the case after late night teasing.

This morning I woke up hard again and lay in bed pondering on whether it was acceptable to ask Mistress for permission to touch my cock again, I mean it had been less than 8 hours and I'm sure when she originally allowed this 'requesting' she said that I wasn't to do it too often. There wasn't a time specified, but I'm pretty sure less than eight hours was 'too often'. 🤣

Later when we were downstairs I asked Mistress about this and she told me that I can ask as often as I like, and that she can always say no. She also said we will finalise this when we do the final review of out contract.

Fortunately for me, I think Mistress felt my cock brushing against her leg and she reached down and started stroking the tip, this went on for a while, gradually increasing in intensity until she was facing me and pumping my cock very hard and very fast. I thought her arm would eventually get tired such was the speed and force she was using, but Mistress seemed determined to edge me and eventually I had to warn her that I was close.

Mistress let go and I clung to her, my cock throbbing like hell as I kissed and sucked on her beautiful, naked breasts (thankfully Mistress sleeps naked), until she finally pulled away to get out of bed. After she got up I put my hands outside the covers to prevent myself from doing anything silly... my poor cock still aching for attention and refusing to lie down for a good few minutes afterwards!

Well, after that amazing start to the day I couldn't really have hoped for more. But later that afternoon I found myself back between Mistress's silky smooth thighs, worshipping her delicious pussy and giving her another wonderful orgasm. Given I had been teased twice within the last eighteen hours I thought Mistress might be inclined to keep me 'locked up', but she decided to tease me again (which was fantastic) and I was even given a ruined orgasm, after which Mistress fed me my cum from her fingers...

We are rushing out tonight, but tomorrow we will definitely finalise our contract and begin our new chapter in earnest. 

FEMDOM SESSION - 16th November 2025

Last Sunday morning Mistress and I enjoyed our latest Femdom session, having unfortunately missed our 'October' session. Despite that we're still doing better than most years and once again the session was fantastic.

I started the session kneeling blindfolded and when she came into the bedroom Mistress wasted no time, standing in front of me and using her feet to get my cock hard before telling me to get on my hands and knees. A couple of days before this I had admitted to Mistress that I had completely forgotten about the fact that I was supposed to report to her any 'illegal touching', only realising when I opened her drawer and saw the 'Book of Corrections' sitting there. Eek!

I don't think I touched it that much honestly, but that's not really the point and so I knew I would probably be quite harshly punished (which is fair enough).

Mistress started with the whip, giving me about a dozen strokes before she picked up the paddle. I don't remember how many swats she gave me before she turned the paddle over onto the leather side, but it wasn't many... and I do remember counting all the way to twenty five before she finally threw the paddle onto the bed and returned to using her feet on my cock.

"That will do.... for now," she said, ominously.

Mistress used her pretty toes to roughly press and rub my cock, which I loved (of course), and the whole time I was secretly hoping for a gentle kick or two, but so far Mistress has resisted going that far.

Soon she had me back up on my knees, and I felt her glass dildo pressed against my lips. I opened my mouth and she pushed it into mouth, telling me to get it nice and wet for her. Once done she told me to worship her feet and soon she was rubbing her pussy with the dildo and taunting me.

I really love these moments, when Mistress lays above me, the glass dildo teasing her pussy as she gets into character and starts teasing me and asking me questions. She mused on how much I love her feet and how it's my favourite place to lick up my cum from. She asked me if that was still the case and then asked me to rank five different places on her body in order of preference to clean my cum from.

The first two (and the last one) were quite easy, I choose her feet, then her pussy... but then I had to think for a moment to decide between her legs and her ass, because when it comes to her gorgeous ass I'd much rather be licking her ass properly rather than licking my cum off her ass cheeks. But still I eventually chose her ass, then her legs and finally her fingers. Mistress didn't give me the option of choosing her breasts and it seemed to amuse her slightly that I had to think about it so hard... and the order I put them in.

The reason I hesitated so long was really because Mistress has gorgeous legs and I felt bad putting them in fourth place because I really do love her legs A LOT! In a way I'm glad Mistress's breasts weren't on the table because that would have caused me even more confusion and hesitation. Obviously licking my cum off her fingers was easy to put last, because it's by far my least favourite. But even then, if there's cum to lick up that means there was at least a ruined orgasm, so still a nice treat!

Satisfied with my foot worship, Mistress had me get onto the bed but told me to stay on my hands and knees. I felt her get onto the bed next to me and reach under me to stroke my cock. She continued to gently stroke it as she started to punish my ass again. 

It wasn't until after the session that I found out that Mistress had used the leather side of the paddle as I had assumed it was the crop, such was the level of sting! She said "No it was the paddle, I just used more force." I think it hurt just as much as the crop honestly, but the pain was more fleeting, whereas the crop lasts longer. But the crop would probably hurt even more if she hit me that hard with it!

Next I was tied down on my back and Mistress straddled my face to give me my first proper taste of her delicious pussy. Then she started teasing my lubed cock, which was wrapped in the original Oxballs cocksling. This went on for some time and felt amazing as she alternated between stroking, scratching, whipping, squeezing and slapping both my cock and balls.

At this point she also used the vibrating (inflatable) butt plug to tease my cock and balls. It felt good, particular on that spot behind my ball, but being rubber it did ‘drag’ against my skin a little but. Nothing that a bit of lube wouldn’t sort out though…

Then she stood over me, teasing me that if I didn't have the blindfold on I would be able to look up and see her gorgeous pussy and ass. But still she didn't take the blindfold off and instead pegged my nipples and left me alone to calm down for a while. 

When she came back she got on the bed and knelt between my legs, playing with my cock as she yanked the pegs off my nipples (no doubt grinning as I winced in pain) then she sank down on my face again, then stood up and began teasing me some more before finally removing the blindfold and allowing me to look up at her beautiful body, clad in just a PVC bra and a leather skirt. She looked stunning and I couldn't wait to bury my head between her thighs and make her cum.

Mistress untied me and allowed me to take the Oxballs Cocksling off before settling back on the bed. I moved between her legs and sank down until my tongue was working between her lips and around her clit, eventually sliding a finger first inside her soaked pussy and then between her cheeks to tease her ass.

Mistress had a lovely orgasm and then she stood in front of me on the bed and had me lick her skin clean of any stray juices before ordering me onto my back once again. She stood over me, exposing her gorgeous pussy and ass to me as she reached down and started pumping my cock.

I begged to be allowed to worship her ass and she sank down onto my face four or five times, continually pumping and slapping my cock and balls as I lapped at her musky hole. God I love that so fucking much! 

Finally she knelt beside me and pumped my cock right to the edge of cumming before letting go and declaring the session over.

It was so good to get another Femdom session on the books and I can't wait for the next one.

The Vice is Finally Available on Literotica

Long term readers may remember that back in 2019 I wrote a story called 'The Vice' which Literotica declined to publish on the grounds that 'extreme sexual torture' was not allowed by their guidelines. Not that I would describe 'The Vice' in those terms at all, I mean yes it's a bit of an 'extreme' subject I suppose, although reading it back yesterday it didn't seem that bad... I mean, it obviously is 'extreme' by its very nature, but the way it's written it's more 'hot sex with a degree of pain and potential danger' than, you know... what you might call 'brutal sexual violence'. I don't know, but... reading it again it seemed even less 'extreme' than I sort of remembered it, which made me question all over again why Literotica refused to publish it.

Anyway, the other day someone left a comment on one of my stories, I forget which one, but it was the typical ass-hat comment you get when you publish anything to do with chastity or particularly cuckolding... and I don't know why but I decided to look at this person's profile to see if they had written anything themselves (nope, what a surprise) and to see what authors they actually followed and liked.

Well, I guess I should have known that was a bad idea, but I did it anyway and soon discovered what are known as 'BTB' or 'Burn the Bitch' stories.... which are every bit as bad as you'd expect and in fact worse. I read one or two of these stories, just marvelling at the levels of bitterness and hatred the author clearly has to spend the time crafting stories which are completely devoid of any eroticism and merely serve as 'revenge porn'. I'm not kidding, these stories are clearly well thought out (one might even call them elaborate!), but (ironically) clearly don't belong in 'Loving Wives' anymore then my cuckolding stories do. Perhaps I should start leaving comments on them telling them they should move them to 'Non-Erotic' just for laughs...?

Anyway, I kinda forgot about this until a few days ago when I was browsing the 'New Stories' section and stumbled upon another one of these types of stories, only this one was even worse than the ones I had read before. I didn't get that far into it, maybe the first page.... and when the guy started talking about having someone throw acid in his ex wife's face while he murdered her lover I thought, naaah this isn't even worth reading for laughs. And honestly I don't see what Literotica are doing allowing those kind of stories to be published, especially since they rejected my story (which is nowhere near as bad)!

But admittedly 'The Vice' was submitted a very long time ago (2019) and maybe they've changed their policies, I don't know. But I thought, fuck it, I'm gonna resubmit it and if they reject it again I'm going to ask them to explain to me why when they are allowing these awful stories on their site. But lo and behold the next day 'The Vice' was published without issue, so I didn't get a chance to argue with them.

At least my story is now available for my Literotica readers who don't know about this blog... and so far it's doing quite well, having a score of 4.54/5 and two positive comments.

You can read 'The Vice' on this blog HERE or on Literotica HERE.

FEMDOM SESSION: 21st September 2025

As you may remember, while I was preparing the room for our last Femdom Session back at the start of August, I was visited by the inspiration for what became 'Freshly Squeezed' (still currently my most highly rated story on Literotica). Unfortunately since then I seem to have gone off the boil story wise, I finished another one at the same time and then decided it wasn't right, but I haven't done anything with it since. Maybe I will find time in our upcoming week off work to do a little writing... we'll see.

No such inspiration this time... in fact it was another one of those 'wake up feeling stiff and tired and not sure if this is actually a good idea' kinda Sunday mornings. But thankfully we stuck it out (perhaps largely because we knew we didn't have the option to delay until next week) and I'm so, so glad we did because this session turned out way, way better than anticipated!

Now, a few days ago I had an accidental ruin while Mistress was teasing me... it was really odd and happened a good minute after she'd stopped stimulating me, but nevertheless a punishment was required for it and Mistress decided that she would deal with it in this session... and so that's what she did. 

Incidentally, I don't know why, but it sort of seemed like Mistress was a bit more... aggressive is far too strong a word, but a bit more 'edgy' this time around, and I really loved it.

I was kneeling blindfolded and so I didn't see Mistress pick up the clothes pegs from my nightstand when she went to pick up the paddle, whip and crop. I heard her throw the paddle on the end of the bed and then the next thing I knew Mistress was in front of me attaching the pegs to my nipples. Then she told me to get on all floors and before she commenced my punishment she made sure to tell me to remember what transpired so that I could enter it into her 'Book of Corrections'.

She started with five strokes of the whip, which weren't too bad... she followed that with five swats with the leather side of the paddle, that was a bit more painful, and then five strokes with the crop. And then another stroke just when I thought it was over. And then.... she picked up the paddle again and gave me five more whacks that were (I'm quite sure) the hardest strokes I've ever endured.

Well it was supposed to be a punishment after all... 

It was a bit of a shock, but honestly I think actually it was a very good thing because it totally snapped me out of my earlier malaise and brought my focus back to where it should be, on serving and worshipping my beautiful Mistress (of course)!

Having carried out my punishment Mistress turned me towards the bed and within a few seconds I was worshipping her gorgeous feet as she played with her glass dildo above me. Three or four times during the next ten minutes or so Mistress had me stop kissing her feet and had me suck on and lubricate the glass cock... one time noting how much she loved watching me suck on it while blindfolded (another little turn of the screw there, how exquisite).

As she toyed with her pussy, Mistress asked if I was still conflicted about whether I wanted to be allowed to cum or not. I told her that I had thought I just wanted to keep going and going and going, but then I remembered the wonderful orgasm I had back in April (just a few days after the start of our new Chastity Year) when Mistress sat next to me and jerked me off onto her gorgeous feet before making me lick them clean. That really was something special... 

Mistress mulled over this information, enquiring how many days we were up to now (167!) before telling me that she might let me cum today, or she might just ruin me... or she might just 'lock me back up' without any kind of release at all. After all, it's entirely her choice and (of course) because this was exactly what I had asked for.

I felt her pull her feet away and I waited for her to tell me to get on the bed, but then I felt her moving down the PVC sheet towards me and moments later she pulled my head down between her thighs and I heard her say 'tongue out'. I had forgotten that she had done this in the last session (IIRC) and I really loved this, and I particularly loved the contended little sigh she gave as my tongue moved between her legs too. 

Again, this really drew me into that wonderful submissive headspace and made me think how much I really love just being allowed to worship Mistress's gorgeous body. I really do wish sometimes she would just use me to please herself, I would love to worship her feet, pussy and ass and then be left 'locked'... that would be so hot. 

After a few moments of this Mistress pulled away again and then had me get on the bed. She had me fit a cockring and then tied me down on my back before immediately kneeling over me and sinking her delicious pussy down onto my face. I have always loved it when Mistress kneels over me like this and as I worshipped her with my tongue I could feel my cock getting harder and harder.

Mistress then stood over me and had me beg her to remove my blindfold. As ever she looked incredible, and wearing her short leather skirt and cupless PVC basque she looked every bit the Goddess she truly is. 

Mistress soon set about abusing my cock and balls with her hands and her cock whip, stroking me hard as she stood over me and teasing me relentlessly with the sight of her pussy and ass. Mistress knows all too well how much I crave to worship her gorgeous ass and she even gave my balls a few squeezes too, which I really liked a lot and which I've been hinting at for a long time. I think it will be easier for her when my balls are held tighter (like in the Oxballs ballstretcher, or the Cocksling with the extended collar), but I was just really happy that she finally gave it a go.

Mistress had also inserted the glass dildo with the ring on the end into my ass, which fell out several times as she teased and tormented me. However, this wasn't actually a terrible thing as it meant I got to feel it being shoved back inside my ass several times rather than it just sitting inside me - which is actually fairly ineffective after a while really (unless it's being used as a warm up for a strap on or something bigger).

Eventually after a few more minutes of teasing and face sitting, Mistress climbed off the bed and told me she was leaving me alone for a few minutes. She replaced the blindfold, re-pegged my nipples and then left me to stew for a while. When she came back she seemed to have refound the wonderful edginess she exhibited at the start of the session and immediately slapped the cock whip down onto my stomach and then roughly pulled the pegs off my nipples. Even though I was blindfolded I just knew she was loving how much I winced and flinched as she did that...

She removed my blindfold again to reveal that she had taken off her skirt and then told me she was going to untie me as it was now time for me to 'Worship her pussy until I made her cum!' 

I was more than keen and Mistress was already pretty turned on, but that was still no reason to rush it and I took my time bringing her closer and closer before eventually introducing my fingers, first to her pussy and then her ass. Mistress loves having her ass gently teased when I am going down on her and as you can probably imagine I absolutely LOVE being allowed to do that too! 

After Mistress came she told me to kneel up and then she stood on the bed in front of me before pulling my head between her legs and telling me to clean her. I licked up every delicious bit of pussy juice I could find, before she turned around and had me do the same again, which explicit instructions NOT to lick her ass without permission.

This done she ordered me back down onto my back and stood over me again, teasing me with the wonderful view of her pussy and ass. She asked me how much I wanted to be allowed to worship her ass and asked if I would give up being allowed to cum if she let me (definitely!), before stroking my cock and sinking down onto my face again.

I cannot tell you how much I adore worshipping Mistress's gorgeous ass. It is SO FUCKING HOT! I really hope some day Mistress will once again surprise me by having me do it outside of the bedroom it has been sooooooooo long (as you can see from the side panel, the last time was back in 2022!). 😢

Mistress allowed me to lick her gorgeous ass four times in all, originally it was three and then she allowed me to do it one more time... although of course that still wasn't enough for me; but I was still really grateful for what she allowed me.

After this I thought she would call the session, but she sat down on the bed between my legs (like last time when she rubbed her pussy against my tightly bound balls - that was awesome!) and placed her feet either side of my cock. She kept stroking me until I told her I was getting close. She continued and told me that she had decided that she was going to let me cum. At this point I still didn't know if she was going to keep stroking once I started to cum or not... and as the edge got even closer I warned her again and still she kept stroking.

She moved her right foot up towards my head and I kissed her toes as she stroked me until I finally reached the point of no return and I saw a rope of cum fly out across her left foot. Mistress kept going and as I imagined it might it quickly became very intense for me, but surprisingly very little cum was forthcoming. Sure it had been 167 days since my last full orgasm, but I actually had a ruined orgasm just a few days ago... even so it was surprising there wasn't more cum.

Mistress kept squeezing my now extremely sensitive cock, determined to get more cum that she could rub on her beautiful feet for me to clean (which of course I eagerly did). It was a wonderful way to end my longest ever spell in chastity, even if it wasn't quite as incredible as my previous full orgasm back in April (but then that was one of the best EVER in my opinion).

And so once again it transpired that the best thing to do, no matter how tired or achy you think you are, is get on with it, because once you're in the moment all that fades away and by the end of the session you'll feel amazing, which is exactly how we felt afterwards. 

So that's an astonishing seven Femdom sessions in eight months now. Wow, we really are smashing it this year aren't we! 😊