In the Middle of the Night... (Again)

You may remember the post I wrote a couple of weeks ago where I said that I woke up in the middle of the night feeling very horny... well last week that happened again. We had been out til late visiting relatives in the town where we both grew up. Since I don't drink and they have children it's generally always been the case that we go there, which isn't a problem but obviously by the time we drive home it usually means a late night.

I think we left their house about 1:15-1:30AM and so by the time we got home and sorted it was getting on for 2AM. Even though I had gone past being tired, I really wanted to go to bed because I knew if I didn't get to sleep soon then I would feel like crap on Sunday and we wouldn't get anything done.

Mistress decided she wanted to stay up for a while, so she went downstairs and I cleaned my teeth and went to bed. Of course I was wide awake, so I decided to read for a bit to try and help me go to sleep. I went straight to Literotica and read a few stories...

After the third or fourth story I started to feel tired and as I flicked off the light I noticed it was almost 3AM. Anything after 2AM is generally bad news for me, so I figured I wouldn't be getting up until at least 10AM and even then Sunday probably wasn't looking very 'productive'.

I fell asleep fairly quickly, but about 10-15 minutes later I was awake again and just like the week prior and the week before that I was hard as a rock and insanely horny. Which was kinda odd since it hadn't even been 24 hours since I had used my voucher and Mistress had allowed me a full orgasm!

I must have laid there for about half an hour, my cock getting harder and harder and feeling hornier and hornier. Not that I'm complaining you understand, since the last few months I have been heavily relying on cock rings to get and stay hard it is a wonderful feeling to be so fucking hard that you feel like you're going to explode any moment.

As I lay there half awake with my fingers curled around my throbbing cock, squeezing and very lightly stroking,  I once again fantasized about going downstairs to see Mistress. Like a fortnight ago though, there wasn't much point seeking permission to 'stroke' because I was getting so close to the edge from just the lightest of touches that what I really needed was permission to cum... and since I had that less than 24 hours ago I really couldn't see that request getting anywhere.

But still as I lay there my mind explored the possibility of going downstairs and kneeling in front of Mistress and begging to be allowed to cum again. I thought, what if I go down and ask to worship her gorgeous feet, maybe she would let me cum on them and lick them clean. It's been so long since I've got to cum on her feet properly... 

To be honest I was so horny I wouldn't have cared if she'd told me to ruin myself into my hand and lick it up*. In fact as my mind played out the possibilities I realised that I was so desperate that I would have done pretty much anything she asked to be allowed to cum and have her order me to clean up my mess.

* In fact I really hope one day Mistress does exactly this... the thought of that is so HOT.

By this time it was getting on for 4AM and I heard a noise downstairs. I figured Mistress was coming to bed and I suddenly realised I needed to go to the loo. I was still quite hard but managed to pee as I heard Mistress coming up the stairs and then I went back to bed. I lay down and my cock softened a bit, clearly the spell of ultra-horniness was broken and Mistress fell asleep as soon as her head hit the pillow anyway. I went to sleep a while later and woke up at 7:30AM. I stayed in bed for an hour trying to get back to sleep, but it wasn't happening. And as I lay there I replayed the previous night's 'events'... 

I thought again about how horny and desperate I was and for a moment I considered getting up and drafting a story based on what 'could' have happened if I had gone downstairs. I imagined different scenarios, culminating in one where Mistress told me if I really wanted to cum I would have to fit the largest butt plug we own, kneel in front of her and jerk off onto a large realistic dildo (which we don't own) and then suck and lick it clean. I may still write this story... but as we know, I really need to finish what's already been started before I start anything new. 

*I've since drafted five different versions of this story, I intend to write all five! 🤣

15th December 2024

This weekend was pretty good for us, we didn't do a massive amount, but we did drive around the local villages to look at the Christmas lights (which Mistress really loves) and we also had some pretty awesome sex! Both times Mistress came really hard and this afternoon she also got her small whip out so that she could whip my cock and balls while she was teasing me. That was awesome!

I wore the Oxballs Cocksling so my cock was rock hard and Mistress teased me wonderfully. The little whip still stings, especially when my balls are held so tight and she also used it on the head of my cock a few times too. Very intense, but it only made my cock harder.

It is quite hard to get to the edge with the Cocksling on, which is perhaps a bonus for some people... but I got there eventually. It didn't hurt that Mistress was kissing me after she sucked my straining cock and I love to kiss Mistress when her lips taste of cock, that's SO FUCKING HOT!

I also love that Mistress usually edges me at least twice now. In the past she tended to edge me and stop, but really that just made me not want to edge, since I knew it would be the end. But these days that's changed, which I really appreciate. Would be interesting to know how many times Mistress could edge me before I lost control, maybe one day we'll find out... 🙂

It's That Time of Year Again...

Hello readers... as you can see I have Christmassified the Blog Header once again, hope you like it. Of course I couldn't bring myself to cover up Mistress R's spectacular breasts.... 😊

I'm afraid, having re-read that story that I thought was almost finished, that it ain't as nearly finished as I thought. So that still needs work. On the upside I found two more stories that are mainly there, so that's four potential stories in the not too distant future.

I started writing a post last weekend, but that too is not quite finished, maybe I will find time to complete that later today. We'll see...

In the meantime, here are some new stories that I've added to the 'Stories by Other Authors' page recently...

  

'Gareth's Obsession' is now Officially Rated HOT!

It took a little while but I'm pleased to report that 'Gareth's Obsession' has now achieved the 4.5/5 rating necessary for it to be labelled 'HOT' on Literotica. That means I now have 13 'HOT' stories on there*, plus another 9 that are very close to that (at least 4.41). Thanks to everyone who voted for my story, and like I said before it shouldn't be too long before I have more to post. I actually found another pretty complete story in my desktop folder, so as soon as I get time I will finish those two up and get them posted.

*Actually I have another seventeen stories rated HOT on my old Malibuman666 account that I forgot about! 

In other news, you may remember in my last post I mentioned that Mistress had given me one of her special vouchers back in October that allowed me to 'ask permission' to orgasm in December and how it never occurred to me to use it when I was horny and desperate in the middle of the night on the morning of December the 1st! Well, that voucher has now been used...

Last night Mistress had a lovely orgasm on my tongue, but I wasn't feeling that great so we just cuddled afterwards. But this morning I woke up hard and when Mistress started stroking my cock it crossed my mind again. I was kind of undecided actually, and certainly not as desperate as I was last weekend, but after Mistress edged me and then gave my balls half a dozen really heavy slaps (which felt fucking INCREDIBLE) I soon started to reassess! 

And when Mistress started teasing my throbbing cock a second time I decided to strike while the iron was hot, or indeed while the cock was hard and requested permission to cum. Mistress asked me repeatedly if I was sure, and reminded me that I only get to use it once. I told her I was sure and she stroked my cock with her nails while she 'thought it over' for a minute.... then she told me to ask her nicely and then she told me okay, she would let me cum.

Again it was pretty intense, and Mistress wiped the cum from her hand on her left breast before allowing me to lick it clean. Then she had me clean her fingers. It was hot, but still a surprisingly small amount really (I later realised there was a pool of it on my stomach that Mistress probably couldn't see in the pathetically dim light of our pitiful bedside lamps, haha).

Also following my last post Mistress and I decided that we need to revisit our 'Chastity Contract' in the near future and try to make sure both of us are happy with the way things are going. Hopefully that will be done soon. I didn't want to rush into it and I have quite a few thoughts on it, but it's quite involved really and I want to get my thoughts down before we do that. I don't want to get into it too much now, but 'cageless' chastity is certainly a lot more complicated than 'caged' chastity (in my opinion)!

Finally this time, I'm happy to say that I have now lost 42lbs in weight since July (that's exactly 3 Stones in English!), which is great. I'm nearly as light as I have been at any time in the last fifteen years, although there's still plenty to lose. Maybe as much as the same again, which is a depressing thought... but at least it's going the right way. 

I still don't feel much different, honestly. I'm not miraculously charged with energy like you would perhaps think, but it is nice to be able to wear clothes that are somewhat normal sizes rather than trying to find 40" waist jeans to buy. Annoyingly I had a cupboard full of jeans, about seven pairs of 38", and when I tried them on they were all too big save for two pairs of 36" which fitted for about a week and then they started to feel baggy too. I've bought two new pairs of 36" which are better, but even those aren't really as tight as I'd like them to be, but I don't think I'm ready for 34's yet.

Of course, we now have Christmas on the horizon, which is a little worrying. But I feel like I am on top of it. There's no way I am going to put on a lot of weight over Christmas and I will be going to my slimming club on both Christmas Eve and New Year's Eve to make sure I don't put myself back so much that I get annoyed. I also plan to stick to the diet right up until Christmas Eve evening. This will be hard, of course, but I'd really like to be able to enjoy Christmas itself without worrying about it too much and the best way to do that is to keep on the straight and narrow as long as possible.

After Christmas I will be decorating Mistress R's office, so that should keep me off my backside and away from the chocolates. I'm actually quite pleased about that as I find the Christmas holidays a little boring if I don't have anything to do, especially if the weather is bad and you are basically stuck at home for 10 days straight.

You know, it's funny... I find it odd when people say 'You must be proud of yourself' for losing loads of weight. Well, yes I guess... but not really, because I should never have let myself get so fat in the first place. I mean it's backwards isn't it? People who don't let themselves get fat are the ones who should be proud of themselves. Right?

But whatever. Something had to change and it has, and that's got to be a good thing. And apparently I've stopped snoring, so that's definitely a positive for Mistress R! 🤣