Following on from our wonderful Femdom last Sunday, on Thursday night Mistress again had me worship her delicious pussy and then teased me to another wonderful edge, I noticed her slaps were a little harder, her teasing a little more 'intentional'... perhaps it's all in my head but I have reason to be optimistic.
You see, at the start of the week Mistress and I sat down and reviewed our Femdom/Chastity contract. This was written in 2020 believe it or not, and probably hasn't been revisited since. We both realise now the folly of writing a contract and then shutting it away in a drawer. There is just zero point. In fact this contract was so out of date that we had to discard large parts of it and pretty much start over, so in future we have agreed to review our contract monthly.
This may be as simple as both of us reading it, agreeing that it is working and putting it away for another month. Or it may mean that we need to talk about something we think needs to change. The key here is not to take it for granted or think, this is pointless, we do this every month and it's fine so let's just not bother. Isn't it worth ten minutes of our time every month to ensure we're both happy? Of course, but it's so easy to just let it slide and if we don't put something in place to prevent that then that's exactly what will happen, and I do not want to end up there again.
The impetus for all this was me deciding to copy the entire blog to PDFs, which took way longer than expected and also shone a light on the lack of progress we had made considering we'd been doing this for fifteen years. Over the course of several weeks this led to me getting rather depressed and withdrawn (as you probably noticed I completely stopped posting here), until eventually it got to the point where I couldn't keep it in any longer and Mistress and I had a difficult conversation.
I've written countless words about this, in several aborted posts, but honestly I think I needed to write it down and get it off my chest more than I needed to actually share it. As much as it may be interesting for you to know the details, I don't honestly think there is any need to post this now as we have agreed that we both need to make more effort to make this unusual relationship work and we're committed to that. Dragging it up and raking it over again could do more harm than good; much better to put it behind us and be happy that we're both feeling positive again I think.
So anyway, we're back and hopefully I'll have much more to post about now that things are back on track.
Last night Mistress and I were going to do the final review of our new contract, but then it got late and we were both tired so we decided to leave it until today (or possibly tomorrow as we are rather short on time today). I went up to bed first and as I was waiting for Mistress to come to bed I started to think about our Femdom session and how much I love that giddy feeling of 'submission'.
It's really hard to explain to someone who isn't submissive, but it's kind of like when you first meet someone and you're excited to be around them... but way more intense, and the deeper you slip into that headspace and the more you feel you would do anything that person asks (or preferably 'orders' you to), the more 'intoxicating' it feels. I wish I could explain this better, I would love it if Mistress could actually 'feel' this and understand just how much 'power' she has over me when I am in this headspace.
Anyway, as I was thinking about this I felt myself getting hard and when Mistress slipped into bed I cuddled up behind her, my cock throbbing and aching for attention, After a couple of minutes I asked Mistress for permission to touch my cock. She paused for a moment and then said 'Yes', turning over as she did so.
I curled the fingers of my left hand around my cock and slowly started to stroke and then felt Mistress's hand move between my legs and start teasing my balls. Soon she started dragging her long nails across my balls, over and over again. It felt fucking incredible... it was in that perfect sweet spot between just a bit more pain than you would apply yourself, but not so painful that it just hurt.
Mistress allowed me to stroke for a few minutes as she relentlessly scratched my balls over and over again. It was sooooooooooooooooooo good, I can't even tell you. But eventually Mistress told me that when the projection clock on the ceiling changed to 12:30 I would have to stop, and about twenty seconds later the time clicked over and I reluctantly let go. Amazingly I managed to get to sleep fairly quickly, which hasn't always been the case after late night teasing.
This morning I woke up hard again and lay in bed pondering on whether it was acceptable to ask Mistress for permission to touch my cock again, I mean it had been less than 8 hours and I'm sure when she originally allowed this 'requesting' she said that I wasn't to do it too often. There wasn't a time specified, but I'm pretty sure less than eight hours was 'too often'. 🤣
Later when we were downstairs I asked Mistress about this and she told me that I can ask as often as I like, and that she can always say no. She also said we will finalise this when we do the final review of out contract.
Fortunately for me, I think Mistress felt my cock brushing against her leg and she reached down and started stroking the tip, this went on for a while, gradually increasing in intensity until she was facing me and pumping my cock very hard and very fast. I thought her arm would eventually get tired such was the speed and force she was using, but Mistress seemed determined to edge me and eventually I had to warn her that I was close.
Mistress let go and I clung to her, my cock throbbing like hell as I kissed and sucked on her beautiful, naked breasts (thankfully Mistress sleeps naked), until she finally pulled away to get out of bed. After she got up I put my hands outside the covers to prevent myself from doing anything silly... my poor cock still aching for attention and refusing to lie down for a good few minutes afterwards!
Well, after that amazing start to the day I couldn't really have hoped for more. But later that afternoon I found myself back between Mistress's silky smooth thighs, worshipping her delicious pussy and giving her another wonderful orgasm. Given I had been teased twice within the last eighteen hours I thought Mistress might be inclined to keep me 'locked up', but she decided to tease me again (which was fantastic) and I was even given a ruined orgasm, after which Mistress fed me my cum from her fingers...
We are rushing out tonight, but tomorrow we will definitely finalise our contract and begin our new chapter in earnest.
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