Last night my beautiful Mistress finally granted me a full orgasm, bringing an end to 111 days of waiting. I always find those bigger numbers hard to put into perspective, so to better explain my previous 'full' orgasm was on the 30th of July. Which seems a hell of a long time ago to me!
Not only that but Mistress allowed me to worship her gorgeous ass while she was stroking me and slapping my balls, which made it all even better. Long term readers will know how much I adore worshipping Mistress R's ass, and it made it a lot easier for me to stay hard than has often been the case recently.
The last few weeks have been a bit troublesome on that front, which I'm sure is at least 80% mental (I do suffer from nerve damage which can cause a loss of feeling when I am tired/run down/depressed...) and will hopefully abate now that I have decided to take action to curb my weight gain.
Why do I always decide to lose weight right before Christmas? No idea. But I'm actually looking forward to four weeks of eating super healthily before Christmas, and hopefully after that I can make some real headway.
If you're still coming to this blog, thanks for sticking around. I know it's been a bit flat, this year has been difficult all round, but hopefully things are getting better now. I'm sure if I can lose some weight (well a lot of weight) and get some energy back instead of just 'existing' day to day then maybe eventually things will right themselves and I will have more to write about.
As for the orgasm control, well some of you might be thinking I would be a little disappointed that I came so close to setting a new record (currently 135 days). Well, in all honesty, I'm not. Contrary to what others may have written I personally don't experience ever increasing levels of desperation and horniness - maybe that's because I'm not caged, maybe it's because I'm older... but while there is an increase from 0 for sure, after about a couple of months it doesn't seem to change that much, other than maybe it's harder to hold back once I get to the edge (hence a very recent accidental ruin).
One thing that hasn't changed is the absolute joy of worshipping Mistress R's delicious pussy and making her cum, and we've far surpassed the 10:1 ratio I originally imagined way back when we started. Granted it's going to take a long time to get to that overall, but for example currently, with me having literally cum yesterday we are standing at 22:1 for this chastity year. It's nearly 10:1 even if you include the ruined orgasms too!
All in all I feel quite positive that things are going to improve and maybe one day we will get to the point where we re-introduce more Femdom into our relationship.
Good luck on the health improvement agenda...it can and will happen. :)
ReplyDeleteThanks Vanessa, the first week has gone extremely well - but it's only the first week. RA
DeleteI really did think that you would be kept chaste until Christmas! Your Mistress certainly knows how to keep you on your toes.
ReplyDeleteI need to join you on the weight shifting plan in the lead up to the big man’s visit next month so good luck and let’s report progress in a month.
All the best, Mike Mousey
Thanks Mike, yes I thought it might be a new record... but I'm glad it wasn't. Good luck with your weight loss, you know I once went to a slimming club in November and the lady running it told me that people who join in November usually do well, because the natural thing to do is wait until January. People who start in November are serious about making a change. So go for it!
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Hi Robert, I'm glad to hear that you are eating healthier. I hope that helps you feel better. I also seem to have the silly habit of starting the diet before Christmas, in my case a month ago, but here in the south it is to lose weight before summer. ha ha ha
ReplyDeleteRegarding desire, I have found that in long periods my desire does increase, but because later I have shorter periods, then I don't get used to it, but if they are always the same it is like I adapt and it is as if nothing happens. There are also other factors, work problems for example can take away all my desire even if I haven't had orgasms for weeks. When the desire returns, it returns to the maximum level, but as long as the problem exists, zero desire.
Hi, I actually think it is easier to diet before Christmas than after. January is such a miserable month that trying to diet on top of going back to work is just making things hard on yourself. I think there's a lot of crap written about chastity on the internet honestly, but I'm sure we all react differently and I definitely think age could be a factor too. If I didn't come for 100 days when I was 25 I'm sure I would react differently... RA
DeleteEvery full orgasm allowed should be followed immediately by a long hard bare spanking. It's the price that you should pay for the privilege of cumming.
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