Sunday, 20 April 2025
Sunday Morning Teasing
Saturday, 19 April 2025
Recruiting a New Pet: Chapter 2 (Written April 2025)
Cora took the flowers graciously and left them in the kitchen sink, she had better things to do right now than mess about getting those into a vase, but she appreciated the gesture… not that it changed her mind about anything she was planning to do that evening.
Friday, 18 April 2025
Anna's Cuckold: Redux (Written April 2025)
Sunday, 13 April 2025
I Figured Something Out Today...
I'm getting near to the end of the first draft of my latest story (still no title, so let's stick with 'Story #5) and I figured something out. I think the reason why I don't tend to write 'cuckolding' scenes in my 'cuckolding' stories because it isn't really the bit that interests me. I mean I've written it, and it's fine, but the thing that I like is the interaction between the wife and the cuckold, not the wife and her lover. Which is probably why the majority of the 'cuckolding' stories that I've written in the past start with the wife coming home to her husband after the event with a pussy full of cum, etc etc...
It's been quite challenging to actually write the 'cuckolding' part itself, even with the husband present in the room, partly because I haven't done it very often before (written it I mean!) and partly (perhaps) because I feel like I'm writing it for others to enjoy and not really to express a fantasy of mine. Which is interesting...
I guess like I said in my previous post, I tend to write Femdom stories with elements of cuckolding rather than cuckolding stories with elements of Femdom... and I imagine I will revert to that in the future. But I'm 12,200 words in so I might as well stick it out with this one at least! I still haven't read it back from the start so I hope it stands up when I finally get round to it... but first I've got to finish this draft and I haven't even decided exactly how to do that yet, so we'll see.
Friday, 11 April 2025
Late Night Boners, Butt Plug Comedy and Story Writing...
Last night Mistress and I went out for dinner to our favourite local restaurant for her birthday, we had an amazing meal and then came home and watched something on TV. I was nodding off by the end of the programme and decided to go bed, while Mistress (who doesn't work on Fridays) elected to stay up for a while longer.
About 1:30am I woke up with a cock like a policeman's baton and the final paragraph of the story I am currently working on whizzing around my head. I lay there for a few minutes, my cock absolutely aching to be touched. I could hear Mistress doing something downstairs, maybe she was coming to bed... maybe she would give me permission to touch my cock?
I lay there a little longer, maybe she wasn't coming to bed after all... I grabbed my phone off the bedside table and turned it on (yes I turn my phone off at night, I'm weird like that) and started to write an email to myself detailing the ending of my story - so that I wouldn't forget it! By the time I'd done that my cock had calmed down significantly and I suddenly felt hugely tired again.
I shut the phone off and put it back on the nightstand and then I heard Mistress turning the lights off downstairs and coming up the stairs, sadly the moment had passed but maybe it was for the best as I fear it wouldn't have taken much to push me over the edge if she'd come up ten minutes earlier...
I mentioned the other day that I ordered two more Oxballs Cockslings, these came from a website called 'Regulation' which is primarily for gay men, and was the only place I could find both models that I wanted. When I went to checkout it suggested a set of three dildo/butt plugs, which would get me to free shipping, so I thought why not.
Unfortunately when they arrived I could immediately tell that they wouldn't be that useful as the larger one was slightly larger than a rubber cock we own but have never actually used (as it's slightly too big - well, I mean it's a big step up from the slightly too small one Mistress actually uses with her RodeOh strap on pants, if we could find something in between then maybe one day we could build up to that one...) while the medium one was a bit on the small side (and too short to use as a strap on either) and the small one looked pretty useless honestly.
So I decided to return them, and this morning I went to the Post Office. As I stood at the counter I suddenly remembered that when you send parcels they tend to ask you what's inside. Well, you know how it is when someone puts you on the spot and you can't think straight? I thought, okay... all they really want to know is that there's no batteries or anything dangerous so anything will do... I'll say it's a 'toy'... a kid's toy.
I looked down at the box, it said 'Regulation Returns', what sort of kid's toy comes from a place called 'Regulation'? Quick, think of something else! Argh I couldn't think of anything...
Just to make things worse there are two women who usually work on the counter in this post office. There's a grumpy older lady who must be near retirement and there's also an intimidating 6ft tall blond woman in her 30s who looks like she'd bend you over and ream your anus as soon as look at you.. I bet you can't guess which one was working today?
Come on Rob, think of something... oh fuck!!
"Hello darling (she's actually quite friendly considering how scary she looks, maybe cos I'm old enough to be her Dad, haha), do you want first class or second class?"
"I just need a signature, please..."
"Okay that's £4.85."
"Thank you."
PHEW!
Almost feels like the start of another story, doesn't it?
🤣🤣🤣
My latest story.... let's call it story number 5 since I have 5 stories on the go at the moment, is progressing well. I've added to it every day this week and it's just on the cusp of reaching 10,000 words. It's nearing the end now, but I can imagine it being 12,000 words by the time it's finished. The thing is I haven't even read it all the way through, and I can barely remember how it started. I find sometimes it's best to just blurt it all out onto the page and then worry about the details later. So when I do finish the initial draft I will begin the long job of reading it back, rejigging it and making corrections. At least that's the plan. There's every possibility that I will get another story idea and then this one will join all the others on the back burner...
It's a little bit annoying if that happens, but at the same time I think if you get another new idea then maybe it's better to go with it, because I know one thing's for sure, this seam of inspiration won't last forever, so there'll be plenty of time for finishing stories that are 97% done then.
At least I know how this one ends, though it will still be open for part two.
You know, regarding my stories, I've mentioned before how I tend to write a lot of 'first chapters' and how it must be frustrating for my readers because I tee up a lot of shots but don't necessarily always follow through. Strangely, I randomly read one of the first stories I published on Literotica the other day, which was written at least 25 years ago and the thing that struck me about it was that it was much worse than the stories I've written recently. I mean, worse as in 'dirtier'... like the story was even called Mistress Claudia's Cumslut... and cum wasn't the only thing getting swallowed in this story.
So I thought, why were these older stories so much nastier than the ones I write now and why do I feel more inhibited about my writing now than I did then?
Well, one thing I thought of was that they were very abstract stories, there's not much to them beyond there's a guy and a Mistress and they are in a 'session' and this is what happens. I don't really write stories like that very often any more, most of them involve 'relationships' (usually husband/wives) and I think maybe because of that and because I know Mistress will proof-read them for me I feel like they are more relatable and so when I write about things like cuckolding I worry that Mistress will think that's something I genuinely want to happen. Which is stupid because we've talked about this many times and she tells me that she knows it's just a fantasy and she doesn't think that at all.
I guess the thing is that there are a lot of things in my stories that I do want Mistress to know I crave or that I am serious about (like her pleasure being more important and not feeling like she has to reciprocate every time), but there are also things that I like reading about but don't really want to happen in real life (or know I couldn't cope with) but still find hot to fantasize about, like in our session when Mistress teased me about sucking her juices off another man's cock.
Anyway, I made a conscious effort to push this story further than most I've written recently and I think I've achieved that to some extent (though I still feel like I'm slightly pulling back at the last fence - hence why I say there could be a part two... ) and it's more of a cuckolding story with elements of Femdom rather than a Femdom story with elements of cuckolding, which is probably what I would usually tend towards.
But that said, I've tried to distinguish it from other myriad cuckold stories by making the people more realistic in their thoughts (the story is actually written from all three character's points of view, which is something I'm pretty sure I haven't done before) and trying to keep some sense of reality to it. Maybe people would prefer it to be less realistic, but they'll get their chance to vote when it eventually hits Literotica and I'm sure they won't hold back in the comments.
Speaking of voting, I'm not sure what's happening with 'Danni & Mike: The Anniversary', the score seems to be going up and down like a whore's drawers... I had the 'HOT' rating for a few days but now it's fallen to about 4.41 or something so maybe they have some kind of system for vote cleansing to knock out votes they think aren't genuine or something (I think Milovana had something similar on their site). I really don't know...
Finally, I keep getting emails from Blogger (Google) telling me that posts and pages have been put behind a warning for readers, but I can't see these warnings myself, can any of you see them? I can't really see the point when the whole blog is behind an adult content warning anyway. Oh and I also saw that the 'Orgasms' page was removed and reinstated for about the one hundredth time, I mean why is that such an issue really? It's just a page full of numbers at the end of the day...
Monday, 7 April 2025
Realising Just How Incredibly Lucky I Really Am...
Part of the issue was that the woman was annoyed because he 'wasted' a year of her life before dropping this on her, which okay isn't ideal, especially if she's wanting to start a family and thinks she's found the father of her kids, but I can't help wondering how long it would take me to broach this subject (or Femdom and Chastity come to that) if I was single... probably quite a while if I'm honest. Or maybe not... I don't know. I guess it depends on how I thought the other person would react. I never brought up Femdom for three or four years but then I don't really think it was something I was that into when we got together, it just kind of developed over time.
More troubling really in my eyes were the vitriolic responses from the other harridans who seemingly couldn't wait to tell this unfortunate woman that all men are sick, perverted bastards who will have you 'shoving things up their arses every night of the week and twice on Sundays'.
All this, of course, came just a few hours after Mistress and I's wonderful Femdom session and over the last twenty four hours it's really given me pause for thought. I don't think that I've ever taken my wonderful, amazing and utterly gorgeous Mistress for granted, but it's certainly made me realise all over again how truly fortunate I am to have found someone who not only loves me, but who I can be completely open with when it comes to sex.
Granted it hasn't always been 'easy' or simple to navigate getting to where we are now, but from my perspective it's definitely been worth every difficult conversation and I hope Mistress feels the same way too.
Sunday, 6 April 2025
Saturday, 5 April 2025
Punishment Time...
Wednesday, 2 April 2025
Here We Are Again: Our 14 Years of Chastity In Graphs...
Saturday, 29 March 2025
This is Getting Silly Now...
Another fun day yesterday... at last it was Friday and the week was nearly at an end. But then Mistress told me last night that clocks go forward this weekend so we lose an hour of sleep. Bah! Like we had any sleep anyway.
So my chaotic story writing life continues. I now have two stories 90pc complete... one really good idea that's sort of 25pc complete and another brand new story that's 98pc complete!
This latest one came to me yesterday as I was driving around and I ended up stopping and dictating it into my phone for about 20 minutes. Of course the phone wrote absolute gibberish but I manage to decipher it when I got home. Good job I did it the same day though... as I would have been confused!
This new story is kinda different again and is written in the first person, which I don't really do anymore... but the inspiration came from my own experience of driving around with nothing much to occupy my mind and inevitably thinking about Mistress's gorgeous body and in particular her perfect feet.
I was driving for about an hour with a half hard cock and thinking 'well there's not much I can do without calling Mistress and asking for permission' when I realised that this had the makings of a story. As it goes I don't think Mistress would have given me permission anyway, but since I've never asked her from a distance (or during the day for that matter; knowing my luck she'd be in a meeting) who knows?
Anyway, I didn't. But I did write the story... and it's almost there.
Meanwhile, last night Mistress and I went to bed for a while and Mistress had a lovely orgasm on my tongue, after which I got to worship those beautiful, sexy feet that I had been thinking about practically all day. Then Mistress told me to put a cock ring on and I grabbed the Oxballs Cocksling 2 again.
I don't know, when it first arrived it seemed really good, but now it doesn't seem to work as well as I thought. I kept the old one, because I just expect everything new to be inferior now so I never throw stuff away immediately, and holding them up together you can see that the part that goes around your cock is larger than the older version, or it's already stretched... which is annoying. It seems to be made of squidgier material, which I didn't think was a bad thing but maybe that's why it's not as good?
Why do I feel like I'm making excuses here... oh yes, it's definitely the cock ring is too big, not that your cock is too small. 🤣
Anyway, it took me a while to get hard honestly, I think being overstimulated for so long today didn't help, but eventually I did and Mistress teased me beautifully. But oh no, disaster struck. Mistress took me to the edge, not even a hard edge, not even 'she took me to the edge and then gave me three more strokes' like she sometimes does... just a regular medium edge and I warned her I was close and she let go. I was good, until I saw (not felt, mind you) a trickle of cum appear at the tip of my cock.
I couldn't believe it. I felt absolutely nothing at all, just watched in horror as the cum slid down the side of my cock and pooled on my stomach. Mistress thought it was hilarious... and she chuckled to herself as she gathered up my cum and fed it to me. So now I am owed two punishments, one for touching my cock without permission (when I was pretty much asleep - honestly) and now a second accidental ruin!
F U C K
Ah yes, my punishment... last week I hurt my back and it's still sore now, I'm still taking shitloads of painkillers as well, and we both felt that paddling my ass while I was in that state was a bad idea. But still eventually my back will be good and then the ferryman will demand payment. I hope I don't accrue any more punishments in the meantime or I am going to be sore!
Mistress and I discussed punishments, I even looked online to try and find things to suggest, but it was rather hopeless. Mistress didn't find any merit in making me walk on Lego or kneel on dry rice. And Vanessa's idea of wrapping my cock in duck tape was dismissed on the grounds that she didn't want to do anything that left me sore and unable to be teased (I have to say I agree, I don't mind having an achey ass for a couple of days but a bright red cock that needs cream on it every hour is not my idea of fun) and the other things I found that were supposedly 'punishments' weren't really applicable to a submissive pervert like me.
Make him eat your pussy every night for a week, make him lick your ass, pee on him... oh no, please Mistress, you're so brutal, I promise I'll never do it again. 🤣
So it's the paddle, and more worryingly the crop. Pray for me readers... pray for me!
Wednesday, 26 March 2025
Too Many Ideas, Too Little Time...
Saturday, 22 March 2025
The Power of Distraction...
Friday, 21 March 2025
What Made You Think I Was Going to be Fair....
Wednesday, 19 March 2025
Oops, I Did it Again...
I'm still not sleeping well, and this morning I had to get up early to go and get weighed. While I've generally been waking up before 7AM, this morning I woke up at 5:40... and I just knew I wasn't going to get back to sleep. I tried, but it just wasn't happening, and eventually I rolled onto my back. I was kinda half awake - half asleep, and I suddenly realised I was touching my cock.