Getting Back to My Old Self...

Well it's been two whole weeks now since our last Femdom session and I haven't touched my cock once. Honestly, I'm not telling you this because I'm so 'proud' of my 'incredible achievement' and require your applause, but it is interesting how different things have been this last couple of weeks and this week in particular. Removing any kind of self-stimulation has done exactly what it was supposed to and made me feel much more eager for Mistress's touch. Not that I wasn't before of course, but definitely more now. And even more importantly I've also noticed a change in how hard I am when being teased.

As I said the other day, Mistress edged me on Friday morning without any cock ring or anything like that and I was really hard - which was as surprising as it was unexpected. Yesterday afternoon Mistress and I went to bed and I put the Oxballs ballstretcher on and I was so hard it was ridiculous. It felt like Mistress could hardly even move my foreskin back and forth and after she'd edged me once she lay next to me using her fingertips and nails on my desperate, throbbing cock... which felt absolutely amazing. I don't know if I could have reached the edge like that, maybe if Mistress said something really nasty at just the right moment I could... and it would be an incredible way to be ruined, but it kept me in a very high state of arousal all the same.

*For reference I think the Cocksling offers the most 'assistance', then the rubber cock and ball ring and then the ballstretcher... because all that does is pull your balls down and make the skin tighter, it doesn't physically trap the blood in your cock like the other two do.

Feeling so positive and excited about chastity once more means I also finally feel like posting here again regularly and yesterday evening I wrote a brand new short story, which I will be posting just as soon as I'm done spellchecking and whatnot. It's quite a different kind of story, it's still in the usual vein, but different and there's no cuckolding in it. It's also written from the perspective of the female character and I think some people will jump to conclusions that don't end up playing out. I have to say though, some of you might find it a little 'light'... oh well, hopefully there'll be some proper filth along before too much longer. 🤣

Oh, and I see the 'Orgasms' page has been reinstated again... FFS.