Tuesday, 21 July 2026

Becoming a Mistress (Written July 2026)

My wife has been holding my key for a while now, just over two years in fact and in that time she has become a lot stricter about my releases and a lot more ‘inventive’ with how she allows me to cum. Despite that Rebecca was reluctant to ‘officially’ cross the line and become my ‘Mistress’, though it wasn’t for lack of trying on my part. 

Recently it was our wedding anniversary and she told me she had something special planned. We always go out to dinner to celebrate our actual anniversary, so she decided to wait until the day after to give me my ‘special gift’. The meal was great but I had been locked for a few weeks, so I was more than eager to be let out and to hopefully get something more than ball teasing (nice as that is…)

The evening after our anniversary meal Rebecca led me into our bedroom and told me to strip. She had placed a chair in the corner of our bedroom, facing towards the bed… which made me kinda nervous because it felt a bit like the start of one of those cuckolding stories you read on Literotica. But since I didn’t honestly believe that was something my wife would ever do (at least not without some serious prior conversations!) I obediently followed her instruction to undress and then knelt in front of the chair. 

I had no idea what was about to happen, but I was not entirely surprised when she walked up behind me and slipped a blindfold over my head. Rebecca sometimes likes to blindfold me and masturbate right in front of me (so mean!) and I wondered if that was what she was planning tonight? 

Well…. not exactly!

I heard her moving about a little behind me, presumably removing her clothes and then felt her brush by me.

“Now,” she said, settling herself on the chair in front of me. “Let’s get this this off you.”

She reached down and I felt her unlock my cage and remove the small padlock that kept it secure. She slid it free and then removed the metal cage and back ring, setting both aside for later.

Next I felt her smooth fingers trace along the length of my cock and then move under me to cup my heavy balls.

“Does it feel good to finally be free?” she asked.

“Yes, really good… thank you M….” I replied, stopping myself in the nick of time. Last time I accidentally called her ‘Mistress’ she got really annoyed with me and I didn’t want to fuck whatever this was up before we’d even started.

For a moment there was an awkward silence… but then her fingers moved back between my legs and I felt her tease my ass with a fingertip. I really love it when she touches my ass and I hope that’s something she explores more in future, but for now it was a very brief teasing and then she returned her attention to my cock and balls. It felt so good to finally get some proper stimulation, but as always it took a little while for my cock to realise it was free and able to get properly hard.

“Mmmm, that feels soooo nice doesn’t it? So good to feel my fingers wrapped around your poor denied cock at last.”

“Yes!” I gasped, appreciatively.

Rebecca chuckled softly and let go, sitting back up and shifting on the chair. 

“Now,” she said. “I’m sure you want to be allowed to cum and relieve the ache in those wretched balls, don’t you?”

“Yes… please.”

“Of course you do…”

I heard some kind of bottle being squeezed and then a sound like lube being applied to skin.

“Can you guess what I’m doing?” she teased.

“I…. I’m not sure,” I replied honestly.

“Well… I’ll tell you. Right now I’m rubbing baby oil on my beautiful, silky smooth legs. You love my gorgeous legs don’t you?”

“Yes,” I moaned. “You have such amazing, sexy legs.”

She really did and she loved to show them off too, much to my absolute delight. In the summer she always wore the flimsiest of dresses and I was often caught lost in my thoughts as I stared at her legs when she was trying to engage me in conversation.
 
At first she was a little annoyed with me about it, but I eventually explained that her legs were just too distracting. Nowadays she does it on purpose, just so that she can chide me for it in public. She thinks it’s a joke, but to me it’s kinda hot and perfectly plays into my Mistress/slave fantasies. I feel like we’re heading in that direction, Rebecca is naturally ‘dominant’ (or bossy if you like) anyway, I just haven’t managed to convince her to take on the title yet.

I felt her lean forward and whisper as she rubbed the oil all the way down her silky smooth legs.

“That’s good… I’m pleased that you love them so much, because if you really want to cum then you’re going to need their help.”

She sat upright again and I heard her lean to one side and pick something up. Then I felt something pressed against my lips.

“Open wide,” she said haughtily as she pushed her big, black dildo into my mouth. “Now suck it. Get it wet for my horny little pussy.”

My cock throbbed as I allowed her to push the rubber cock into my mouth… for some reason Rebecca had recently developed a bit of a ‘thing’ about watching me suck on her dildos and I had no doubt in my mind that she would be touching herself as she fucked my mouth. 

“That’s it, suck that big black cock and get it nice and ready for me.” she said. 

On second thoughts… maybe I SHOULD be more worried about becoming a cuckold, eh?

Rebecca moaned appreciatively as she watched and played with herself… and honestly kneeling blindfolded before her, sucking on that dildo for her made me feel incredibly submissive and the more submissive I felt, the deeper I wanted to take the cock into my mouth for her.

“That’s it,” she said, “gag on it for me…” 

Rebecca pushed the cock deeper still until I could feel it right at the back of my throat. She moaned softly as she watched me struggling to take it.

“That’s so fucking hot,” she whispered.

She pulled the cock back and then fucked my mouth with it for a few seconds before removing it altogether.

“Good boy…”

That was new, she’d never called me that before.

“Now, I want you to put your hands behind your back and lock your fingers together. Under no circumstances are you to use your hands, unless you’re going to fall over – then you can. But you do not use them to touch your cock under any circumstances, do you understand?”

I nodded, put both arms behind my back and held them together.

“Are you sure you can do that, or do I need to tie your wrists together?”

Again, this was new. I was more than happy to be ‘tied’, but I sensed that she wanted me to obey her without resorting to that and I didn’t want her to have to go and find something to tie me with if she hadn’t thought of it beforehand.

“I can do it,” I promised. 

“Okay, but if you use your hands for anything other than to stop yourself falling then this stops immediately. Understand?”

“Yes…”

I felt her lean forward again, curl her slender fingers around my throbbing cock and stroke it with the lightest touch you can possibly imagine while I breathed heavily. 

“Good… now, in case you haven’t worked it out, I’m going to give you ten minutes to get yourself off by rubbing your cock against my sexy legs. That shouldn’t be too hard, should it?”


“Thank you M…”. Fuck! I nearly said it AGAIN! Thankfully Rebecca let it go a second time.

“Well, I guess we’ll see… perhaps it won’t be as easy as I think?” she mused.

She let go of my rod and a few seconds later I heard her tapping at her phone (presumably setting an alarm for ten minutes). 

“Ready? Then begin.”

For a few seconds I was a bit hesitant, but then I shuffled forward a few inches until I felt the tip of my cock brush against her leg. It was hard to get a good angle, but once I did it felt wonderful. The only problem was she’d applied so much oil that it was hard to get any friction going at all. I rocked back and forth relentlessly, listening as she fucked herself with her big, black dildo and wishing it was my cock that was pleasuring her. 

“This feels soooo good inside me,” Rebecca taunted as she watched me struggling. “How’s that feeling for you?”

“Frustrating,” I answered, thrusting my cock against her calf like a dog in heat.

“It looks it,” she giggled. “Well, you’ve only used two minutes so far, so keep trying for me.”

I had no intention of stopping, I just didn’t think I was ever going to get anywhere.

Another minute or so passed before Rebecca spoke again.

“Stop!” she ordered and I froze in place immediately. 

I felt her move closer to me and her lips brushed against mine. I could taste her delicious pussy on them and dearly wished my tongue was between her legs and making her cum.

“You LOVE that taste don’t you?”

I nodded… 

“Tell me how much you love it.”

“I adore it… I love when you straddle my head and all I can smell and taste is your gorgeous pussy.”

“You really mean that don’t you?” she said, her voice giving away the huge smile she was wearing at that moment.

“Yes… I absolutely love it.”

Rebecca gave a satisfied groan as she pushed the dildo back inside her wet cunt and fucked herself with it.

“I love hearing that. I really do. Continue.”

After a few seconds I started moving back and forth again, my cock gently slipping against her taut skin. It felt great, but any small level of momentum I had built up was lost when she stopped me and it felt like I was starting from scratch.  

“Only six minutes left… better hurry,” she taunted me from above.

I redoubled my efforts but it was no good, the baby oil was just too slippery, I couldn’t even get enough friction to roll my foreskin back. 

“It’s so amusing to watch you rubbing your cock against my leg like that… you poor thing, you’re so very desperate to cum aren’t you?”

“Yes,” I grunted. “Please…. help me!”

“Help you?” she snapped. “Why on Earth should I want to do that? I’m not here to help you… I gave you a wonderful opportunity, it’s up to you to make the most of it. After all, this is what you said you wanted isn’t it?”

“Yes,” I groaned. “I know… but… I can’t… get.”

“Can’t get yourself off…” she interjected witheringly. “Oh dear, that’s so sad isn’t it? Just imagine the torture of going back into the cage without having enjoyed a wonderful, satisfying orgasm. Your poor balls still jammed full of cum and aching all night as you desperately try to get to sleep while lying next to me.”

I dropped my head, but I continued rubbing my poor aching cock against her slick calf and shin.

“At least one of us will be able to sleep,” she continued. “I intend to have at least three orgasms before bed… maybe even more.”

I grunted in frustration, desperate to release my hands and stroke myself over the edge… but I couldn’t do that. I had worked so hard to convince Rebecca that I wanted her to be dominant and mean to me in the bedroom; now that she had taken the initiative, I had to prove to her that I could take it.

“Perhaps it would help if I let you taste me again…. since I know you love it soooo much.”

I felt her dildo pressed against my lips again and I opened my mouth to allow it inside. The beautiful taste of her sodden pussy smothered my tongue and I moaned as I felt the rubber cock filling my mouth.

“I love to watch you sucking cock,” she taunted. “It’s so exciting for you isn’t it? Tasting my delicious pussy off a nice thick cock.”

I nodded slightly, embarrassed by how much I enjoyed doing that for her.

“Maybe one day I’ll have you do it for real…”

What the fuck? I felt my cock throb as she spoke those words and I groaned loudly around the rubber filling my mouth.

“Oh, you like that idea do you? Interesting…” she laughed as she pulled the dildo free once more and slid it back inside her slick hole.

“Times running out… are you getting close?”

“Not… really,” I groaned, breathlessly.

“I tell you what, since it’s our anniversary… and since I’m in such a good mood, I’ll give you another minute, okay?”

“Thank you.”

Every part of me ached from trying to rub myself to the edge and I didn’t honestly think another minute would really make a difference, but at the same time I couldn’t give up.

“What if I put my legs together and let you fuck them, will that help?”

I felt her slide her legs next to each other, trapping my aching cock between them.

“Yes! Oh God, yes…. that’s so much better, thank you.”

“Thank you… Mistress,” she corrected. “That’s what you want me to be, isn’t it? And that’s what I will be from now on. Not just your wife… or your ‘keyholder’ though obviously I am still both those things. No, from now on I am your Mistress and you will address me as such in the bedroom and… also whenever else I decide I want you to.”

“Thank you Mistress,” I moaned, my orgasm finally starting to build towards something…

“I hope you don’t regret this,” she said, her breathing laboured as she rubbed her clit and fucked herself with her big black dildo once more. “I intend to have a lot of fun with you… and if you manage to cum today I’m going to make you lick it off my dildo…”

I grunted loudly as I thrust my cock harder between her slippery legs, while she counted down the remaining seconds… I was so close, but not close enough.

“5… 4… 3… 2… 1…. STOP!” she ordered, moving her legs apart and then away from me. “Time is up I’m afraid. No orgasm for YOU today.”

I slumped down, breathing heavily… my aching cock hanging dejectedly in mid air.

“Oh dear slave, unfortunately for you that means you will be locked back up until such time as you’ve given me ten, beautiful, glorious orgasms… and then perhaps I will let you try again. Maybe a few extra days build up will make it easier for you to cum?”

“Thank you… Mistress,” I whispered, frustrated as hell, but secretly thrilled to finally be able to use that word.

“Do you want to eat my pussy now and make me cum?”

“Yes, please Mistress.”

“Beg me… beg me to let you eat my perfect pussy and give me that first orgasm.”

“Please Mistress, please let me worship your wonderful pussy and make you cum.”

“Is that it?”

“Please Mistress, I want it so badly… I want to taste your gorgeous pussy and make you cum so hard.”

Mistress Rebecca chuckled softly to herself, amused by how easily I could be manipulated and toyed with in my current state. Later she would tell me she was kicking herself for hesitating so long to give me what I’d asked for so many times before. 

She paused a few seconds as if considering my request, then said, “Hmm, I don’t think so. I planned to fuck myself with my dildo and my vibrator after you came… so that’s what I’m going to do. As for you… you can stay there, on your knees and listen to me enjoy myself. Maybe once I’ve cum I will let you try begging again, does that sound fair?”

“Yes Mistress.”

“Actually, I think you’ve been on your knees long enough. Get up.”

She put out her hand and helped my up onto my feet, then guided me to the chair which she’d been sitting on. 

“Thank you Mistress,” I said, relieved to be off my knees.

“You stay there, and keep your hands where I can see them…”

I heard her move away from me and climb onto the bed and as I listened to her pleasuring herself I felt a wonderful sense of things finally coming together after many years trying. She came pretty quickly the first time, clearly worked up from watching me humiliate myself… but she didn’t allow me to beg to worship her pussy until she’d already cum a second time. 

“You may take the blindfold off now slave.”

“Thank you Mistress.”

Once my eyes had adjusted to the light in the room I was greeted with the glorious sight of Rebecca lying back on the bed, her thighs spread wide open, her vibrator lying by her side and her dildo buried deep in her delicious cunt.

She ordered me onto the bed between her ankles and then watched as I eagerly sucked her dildo clean, not once or twice but over and over again until she was satisfied; only then did she allow me to beg to make her cum. As I begged pathetically, she used her fingers to open her pussy lips and show me how stretched out she was by her favourite toy. It was incredibly hot and my cock ached for attention, but of course none was forthcoming.

Rebecca was pretty worn out from the first two orgasms and it took quite a while for me to get her to a third, but after about half an hour of trying I managed to get her over the line. It was definitely worth the wait though; she came incredibly hard, her hands holding my head as she bucked and writhed against my tired, aching tongue. It was truly amazing, for both of us…

But just when I thought things couldn’t get any better, she looked down at me and smiled, then rolled over onto her front and pushed her ass up into the air, her knees bent beneath her thighs.

“Lick me clean,” she ordered, reaching back to part her ass cheeks.

I groaned as I looked at the gorgeous sight before me and then set about diligently licking up every drop of pussy juice I could find. She tasted amazing and she absolutely loved it when I teased her asshole with my tongue. Later she told me she wants to have me lick her ass while she plays with her toys and makes herself cum. I can’t wait for that!

Eventually we showered together and Mistress Rebecca fitted the cage again. We had a long talk in bed afterwards about everything and I thanked her profusely for being so creative and making my dreams come true. She said she was really nervous, but now that she’d seen how happy it made me she was going to be pushing me a LOT harder in future.
 

Monday, 20 July 2026

Obviously, I'm in a Fantastic Mood Today...

As you can probably imagine, I'm in a great mood today. Even though I am back in the office this morning, even though I have to go to my chiropractor tonight (and then my Mother's for a brief visit....) nothing can take the shine off what I experienced with Mistress yesterday. It was truly, truly fantastic.

Mistress absolutely loved the 'personalised' perfume bottle by the way, that made her very happy. 😊

The whole day was wonderful, but obviously the session was the thing that's really on my mind today and two things, actually no three things stand out in my memory. First, obviously being allowed to cum for the first time in 80 days and getting to clean it off of Mistress's beautiful feet, which was every bit as amazing as I hoped it would be.

It's not just that I adore Mistress's feet, there's also the added (very specific) dimension of 'submissiveness' that goes along with cumming on and cleaning her feet. It's where a submissive (or a cuckold) cums, the only place they really 'deserve' to cum on her body. 

If they even 'deserve' to cum at all...  

The other image burned into my mind as I drove to work this morning, was the picture I described yesterday. Mistress's gorgeous feet wrapped around my cock, stroking it while she watched on. That was such a 'porno' shot. Just amazing...  that will stay with me for a very long time.

Isn't it amazing that in our mid 50s Mistress is still giving me new thrills, I am such a lucky man.  

And last, but by no means least and certainly nothing 'new', 'unique' or even particularly 'unusual', because it happens fairly regularly... the glorious sight of Mistress standing over me, bent at the waist and stroking my cock while I look up at her gorgeous legs, pussy and ass.

Considering I have permission to 'request' this at any time when we are in bed together it really shouldn't still have the same impact that it does, but even though I have been in this position many, many times now, it still makes my cock throb. 

I know I go on and on about Mistress's pretty feet a lot, and I do love them to pieces, but there is something so special about being allowed to worship Mistress's delicious asshole. It's so 'intimate' and it makes me feel so privileged to be allowed to do that, not least because I know she enjoys it mainly because of how much I adore doing it.

Mmm, just thinking about that is making my cock twitch. What a pity I'm at work and supposed to be 'working'! Good job I'm the boss eh... 🤣 

Obviously there were many other wonderful moments, not least making Mistress cum and cleaning her pussy with my tongue, worshipping her feet while she teased me about making me lick someone else's cum out of her and countless other actions and words that went into making that 1hr 10m or whatever it was so very exceptional, even by normal standards. But anyway, these were the three things that have been on my mind all morning...

Unusually Mistress has been messaging me this morning, which is not something she usually does. It's lovely to know that she's feeling the same way as I am too. I can't wait to get home and give her a big kiss (and maybe worship her feet again, because as you probably know by now, I just can't get enough of that!).

Friday, 17 July 2026

Don't Even Think About Asking Me to Take This Bra Off!

Last night Mistress read a new story that I wrote for her, thankfully she enjoyed it (I wrote another one a few days ago that got the thumbs down, which is fair enough - on second reading I didn't think it was that amazing either), actually I've just submitted it to Literotica under my old username 'Malibuman666' which is where I tend to put the stories that aren't Femdom or Chastity related. I won't be posting it here either but if you are reading on a PC or laptop there's a banner link at the bottom of the page to my Malibuman666 page.

Actually there were two stories (one of which was very short), she asked me to make some small alterations to that one, which is perfectly fine since these stories are specifically written for her, not for Literotica (and I may post it there in it's original form anyway).

After Mistress came she rather briefly allowed me to worship her feet, then she stood on the bed and had me clean her pussy again, which I eagerly did, sucking and licking every drop of delicious pussy juice I could find. Yum! And when I was finished she noticed my cock was getting hard before she'd even touched it - such is the magical power of pussy juice! 🙂

She reached out and gave it a few strokes, then waited for me to ask permission to be 'unlocked'. She said 'yes, I could be' and then told me to put my new ballstretcher on. 

Mistress got me hard and then almost immediately started whipping my balls. Mistress whipped my balls a lot during the next quarter of an hour or so. Not that I'm complaining you understand, I love that she feels comfortable doing it to please herself. That's very hot. 

While she was teasing me, Mistress tried various positions to allow me to kiss her feet while she teased my cock, from standing on one leg (perhaps not the safest or most comfortable for her), to kneeling and facing away from me. I liked that because a) I could look at her ass while I was kissing her feet and b) it meant I could kiss the soles of her feet, while I like worshipping all of her feet, there's something extra sexy about kissing the soles of her feet. 

Maybe it's simply because usually I kiss the 'tops' of her feet, and they are utterly gorgeous to look at for sure... perhaps there's some novelty involved with kissing the soles instead, I don't know. But I really, really love it.

Honestly, as long as Mistress lets me worship some part of her feet I'm blissfully happy, but since Mistress sat between my legs and put her feet near my mouth the other day I find myself more and more drawn to the soles of her feet. No doubt a psychologist would say it's because I think of myself as being 'truly beneath her'. Could be something in that I suppose...

Now I'm thinking about cumming on the soles of her feet. Mfffffnh!

I did say to Mistress later that maybe it would be more comfortable for her on her left side to my left (facing my feet) so that she could use her right hand to tease me but also easily reach my mouth with her feet. After all the more comfortable she is the longer I will hopefully get to kiss her feet, and I'm all about that!  

Mistress settled back on her knees beside me, her hand pumping my cock steadily.

"Aren't you lucky being able to look at your beautiful Mistress while I tease you?"

She looked amazing and I eagerly agreed.

"But don't even think about asking me to take off this bra, because it's not happening, not today."

The way she said that was beautifully dominant. I absolutely love how Mistress is slowly bringing her 'Session' persona and attitude into the everyday, it is so wonderful to witness.

"You love cleaning me don't you? You love burying your face in my ass while you're licking me clean from behind. It makes you hard doesn't it?"

Mistress whipped my balls again.

"You're absolutely desperate to cum on my feet aren't you? Even though you know you'll have to lick every drop of cum off of them... not that you mind, you'd gladly do that wouldn't you? Even if I made you ruin it onto my pretty feet, you wouldn't think twice about it would you?"

"Maybe on Sunday you'll get to worship my ass, I know you love that too."

Mistress stood up and straddled my head, bending at the waist to keep stroking my cock.

"Please may I worship your ass now Mistress?" I begged.

"No slave, you may not! But you can look at it."

I reached up and parted her cheeks, exposing her beautiful pussy and ass. It's times like these that makes me appreciate how lucky I am to have such a wonderful Mistress who knows what her amazing body does to me and exactly how to push my buttons.

She sank down until her gorgeous asshole was inches from my face. I wanted to taste it so bad but Mistress wasn't having it and soon after she moved back so that she was kneeling by my side again.

She whipped my balls for the fourth or fifth time. It stung but I loved that she did it anyway. Then she pumped me to the edge and told me that was it for today. She lay down next to me and I cuddled up against her for a few seconds before she said "Actually, that foot worship was a bit too short, do it again."

She pointed to the foot of the bed (she may even have clicked her fingers come to think of it!) and I quickly scooted down there and eagerly got to work. So amazing! 

After a while she pulled her feet away and I moved back up the bed, I placed a worshipful kiss just above her pussy and then we kissed some more (which was really sexy!). 

For the rest of the evening Mistress and I sat on the sofa watching Bake Off Professionals while I rubbed her gorgeous, silky smooth feet. I really, really hope she lets me cum on them soon. 

Selection Day (Written July 2026)

Mistress took me by the hand, led me to lounge and pointed to the floor in front of the sofa. I obediently dropped to my knees, while she sat down in front of me and removed her top. Underneath she was wearing a very sexy and expensive bra that made her already gorgeous breasts look even more desirable. She was also wearing a short leather skirt and some super-slutty shoes that showed off her incredibly sexy feet to perfection.

“You know what today is don’t you slave?” she asked.

“Yes Mistress,” I replied. “It’s ‘Selection Day’.”

“That’s right. How many months has it been now?”

“Four Mistress.”

“Four… and you’ve given me the same answer every single time haven’t you?”

“Yes Mistress,” I replied somewhat bashfully.

She regarded me with an amused smile. 

“It must be killing you that you haven’t seen my incredible breasts for four months…”

“It is Mistress. I absolutely hate it.”

“Do you slave?” she chuckled.

“Yes Mistress, truly I do.”

“I bet you do slave… but sadly for you I still find it amusing, and until I tire of this game we will continue to play it. Besides, you have the opportunity to do something about it today, don’t you?”

“Yes Mistress,” I replied ruefully.

Thursday, 16 July 2026

She Said She 'Feels Like She's Won the Lottery...'

If you read my blog on a PC or Laptop then you may have noticed that at the bottom of the page there is a reading list which posts updates from other Chastity/Femdom blogs. Sadly a lot of the blogs listed are inactive, but I keep them there in the hope that one day they will return. Occasionally I go through them and realise that some blogs no longer even exist ('Femdom Fiancé' for example), which is a shame because I really liked that one...

One of the links that is pretty active is 'Chastity Mansion'. I don't generally read these posts very often because for the most part it's a lot of talk about chastity cages, which as we know, isn't something I have to think about. But sometimes there are interesting topics of discussion there and today I came across one such where a thread was talking about trying to get 'vanilla' wives on board with 'chastity'.


I can totally sympathise with this as I know it's hard and it has taken an awfully long time to get where we are, and that didn't even include using a cage (maybe it would have been quicker if we had?) and I wouldn't describe Mistress as 'vanilla' either. She's not a complete pervert like I am, true... but she's definitely not 'vanilla', and she's getting 'better' every day. 😊

It is interesting to read about people's experiences though, not just the person that started the thread but also the replies which suggest that if these 'vanilla' wives give it a go, after a few months they start to come round as they start seeing the benefits and take charge.

A lot of the problems seem to stem from miscommunication and misunderstandings between partners, and also 'adherence to the norm' because that's what has been drummed into people since forever. With anything else being seen as 'weird'.

Reading these threads it seems that it's not uncommon for women to not enjoy penetrative sex (either because they find it painful or because it simply doesn't 'work' for them) but at the same time reluctant to try a different way because it's 'weird' or because they simply don't believe that their partner is okay with not having penetrative sex because OF COURSE HE DOES, ALL MEN WANT PENETRATIVE SEX.

Well, speaking as a man who can't even remember the last time he had penetrative sex and definitely hasn't cum inside his wife for about six years, I can honestly tell you that this is one guy that doesn't feel cheated or like I am missing out. Indeed a few years ago Mistress and I had a talk about this and she admitted she's never been a big fan of PIV sex, and that when she thinks about it and realises she doesn't have to do it anymore AND she has a man who absolutely loves going down on her as often as she wants she 'feels like she's won the lottery'.

And that was before she started punishing me for illegal touching and hurting my cock and balls regularly... 😏

That's honestly what she said, which made me extremely happy then and still does today. And honestly, I can say without a second's hesitation that I have never been more in love with my Mistress than I am now and I think our sex life is better now than it has ever been and I hope she feels the same.

So yes 'chastity (and Femdom) is a bit weird, maybe... but so what? Isn't it better than two people having 'vanilla' sex because that's what they feel they have to do because they don't want to be 'weird'. I think it's a bit weird sticking those huge Dragon dildo's up your arse, but if that's what you like then go for it. If that makes you happy then so what? If your partner gets off on it so much the better...

I remember, one of those long deleted blogs (A Good Husband, I think it was called) that I used to love reading, that was a bit 'extreme' (Good Husband and his wife got off on abusing each others genitals and he would post photos of his balls looking swollen and sore and his wife's pussy looking very red after he'd whipped it or used a belt on it) and okay, perhaps that's a bit too weird for most people - but I bet their relationship was amazing, because it has to be - you couldn't do something like that with someone and not feel deeply connected.

Maybe that's a bad example, but the point stands. You don't have to just go with what people see as normal, and it's a shame if people are afraid to try something that may be enormously beneficial. Then again, perhaps this is generational, perhaps the fact that the younger generation have grown up with more exposure to porn is a good thing in a way because they are probably more open to thinking differently (we know that feet are definitely a thing these days, I bet I would be considered much more 'normal' with younger men than men of my own, ahem 'vintage').

But then I was exposed to porn from quite a young age (14 or so) and it never did me any harm. Quite the contrary in my opinion. Anyway, I'll let you carry on with your day now, just wanted to share these thoughts...

 

Wednesday, 15 July 2026

Mistress is 100% Right, Touching Myself Can Never Be As Good!

I originally posted this last night, when I was literally falling asleep - which meant that it was littered with errors (Mistress without a capital M!) and also I missed the best part out completely. So I thought I would re-post it...

Last night mistress and I took advantage of the cooler weather to enjoy some time together. After mistress had a lovely orgasm on my tongue and I had worshipped her gorgeous feet for a while, she had me clean her pussy again (Yes!) before telling me that I was unlocked and I could choose a cock toy to wear. I chose the Oxballs Cocksling with the built in ballstretcher. That's my favourite now I think.

It didn't take long for Mistress to get me hard and soon she was kneeling beside me giving me a gorgeous view of her sexy body (the accursed bra was back though, I noticed) and access to her perfect feet while she stroked and slapped me.

"As much as I love punishing you," she said, "you really need to learn to behave, because touching yourself can never feel as good as this can it?"

She's 100pc right of course and when I think back to Sunday, when Mistress stroked my cock while I worshipped the soles and toes of her wonderful feet she's 1000 pc right. Nothing I could do alone could ever compete with those glorious few minutes. That was truly AMAZING.

But look, I do try, sometimes I just fail. But while I often feel disappointed in myself when it happens, (because I GENUINELY do want Mistress to have complete control of my cock) and while I know there will be fleeting pain to compensate, I also know that Mistress will enjoy punishing me. Just like Mistress loves digging her long finger nails into my cock when she's stroking me...

As she continued stroking me, Mistress started teasing me about how much I love her feet again. She said she didn't think it would be possible for her to edge me with her feet (I strongly disagreed) but that it be wonderfully frustrating for me for her to try. I hope she does, that would be wonderful.

Mistress then said that it would still be hot for me even if she just crushed my balls with her feet. That was so hot to hear her say that. I said I wanted her to really grind her foot into my balls and make them really hurt and also that I often think about her kicking me in the balls too...

Mistress stroked me to the edge and then lay next to me. I thought she was going to stroke me some more but instead she started pressing her foot onto my balls (which felt really good). I moved my left thigh closer so that she had something to press them against and that felt even better, but I would love her to press a lot harder.

Years ago Mistress and I had a wooden blanket box at the end of our bed. I remember a few times she stood on this box and had me put my cock on it so that she could stand on it. Again, she never put as much weight on it as I would have really liked (and it was only ever my cock, not my balls - unfortunately), but having Mistress's gorgeous feet (sometimes in fishnets!) standing on my cock is a cherished memory for sure.
 
After a while Mistress told me I was locked back up again, and we lay there for a few seconds before Mistress kindly told me I could worship her feet one more time. I scooted down the bed, my cocksling still in place, and started reverently kissing both her pretty feet. As I kissed them I felt the cocksling getting tighter as my cock got harder again, I so loved that.

I really do love my wondeful Mistress so much and I just can't get enough of her amazing feet. I spent at least another hour and a half rubbing them and gazing dreamily at them tonight while we were watching TV. Despite her gentle teasing about my 'compulsion' I really do consider myself incredibly lucky to have such a wonderful and understanding Mistress. 

*****

Jason's Abasement, Opening Beth's Eyes and What Now? have all been published on Literotica and another story called 'Selection Day' is also pending there too. So far it seems the clear winner of those three is 'Opening Beth's Eyes', which I totally agree with (though I do rather like 'Jason's Abasement' (formerly 'Before Christina') because of the trickery involved and the fact that Jason is 'forced' to be Christina's 'footslut' and pussy/ass cleaner).
 
Edit: Selection Day has now been posted and it's scoring a perfect 5, however it's only been viewed 95 times so far and it only has 2 votes, so I think it's fair to say that will change.

Selection Day will also be posted here soon, it's another foot fetish story in case you're wondering.... and yes still more is in the pipeline. There is some major reworking going on with How to Break Your Man right now, so that may take a little time to come through, but there's another fun story called 'Blind Date' (title may change) which I'm hoping will also be available soon.


Tuesday, 14 July 2026

Jason's Abasement (Written July 2026)

You know they say that your past has a habit if catching up with you? Well, it couldn’t be truer for me. My name is Jason, let me tell you about it…

About five years ago I was in a relationship with a girl called Amanda. So far so normal, right? But it wasn’t just any relationship, she was my first girlfriend and she was also a few years older than me. To be honest I wasn’t really what you’d call ‘a catch’ back then. I was tubby and awkward, my hair was a mess and I had zero ‘game’.

Luckily for me, I met Amanda through work and she took a bit of a shine to me for some reason. We ended up talking at lunch and eventually after a lot of prompting and flirting from her I summoned the courage to ask her out. After that we dated for eighteen months or so. I lost my virginity to her, but after a few months things started to change.

She seemed to lose interest in sex with me, but she still loved it when I went down on her… so over time our sex life just kind of evolved until it mainly consisted of me eating her pussy and then her jerking me off. Eventually even that dried up and I ended up jerking myself off after I made her cum.

It sounds odd now, when I say it out loud, but it was so gradual, so organic that it seemed almost normal at the time. 

Eventually it got so that I couldn’t remember the last time she’d even jerked me off and she only kissed me when she wanted me to use my tongue on her. Also, she started covering herself up in bed, like when I went down on her she’d wear a baggy T-shirt and tell me to cum on her feet.

Amanda had pretty feet and I didn’t mind cumming on them, in fact it was quite sexy, but it got so that the only place I was ‘allowed’ to cum was on her feet and then one day, after I’d spunked over them, she told me to clean her feet with my tongue. I refused at first, but Amanda persisted and promised me that if I licked her feet clean she would let me fuck her again. So after some hesitation I reluctantly did as she asked.