Oh, What a Night!

Last night was a bit cooler here in the UK, and we also got a substantial breeze which helped blow the cooler air into the house. Mistress suggested it might even be cool enough that we could sleep in the same bed, but as much as I wanted to do that, I still had my doubts. As it turned out, sleeping apart was definitely the way to go.

Mistress and I spent the evening watching an old horror film called 'The Creeping Flesh' (1973) which featured both Christopher Lee and Peter Cushing. I mean, I say that, I spent quite a lot of the time staring at Mistress's gorgeous feet, which were in my lap throughout... and Mistress ended up looking at her laptop from about half way through. I have to admit it wasn't those two esteemed gentlemen's finest work, but it was still better than most of that shite I see trailed on Netflix.

After the film finished Mistress went to bed, while I carried on working on my latest story, which is currently titled 'Release Day'. This is a fairly short, simple chastity/Femdom story... but I'm really happy with it so far. Ideally that will be finished soon, maybe even today and hopefully Mistress will proof read 'Before Christina' today too (that one might end up with a different title because that doesn't make much sense, honestly!)

I wasn't intending to stay up too late (and by too late I mean later than 2AM - because recently going to bed before 1:30AM has been a novelty) but I beavered away, past 2AM, past 2:30AM... and towards 3AM. Finally I began to feel tired, and I closed my laptop, hopeful of a good seven hours... but it was not to be.

I did go to sleep quite quickly but I woke up at 4AM, my cock throbbing like hell. I'm ashamed to say that I stroked it for a minute or two, before I managed to get back to sleep. I awoke again at 6AM, this time even harder and even more desperate. I didn't even dare stroke my cock, it was so fucking hard that all I could do was gently rub my balls and even that was risky.

As I lay there I imagined making Mistress cum, then moving down to worship Mistress's wonderful feet. When she went to pull them away, I begged her 'please may I kiss them a little more?'

Mistress agreed and let me while I tried to compose myself to ask for what I really wanted.

When Mistress pulled them away a second time I knelt up on the bed, and begged Mistress to let me cum and specifically to be allowed to cum on her feet. This, obviously caught her off guard, as I rarely ask for such a privilege (Mistress forbade me to ever ask to be allowed to cum back in 2011, though when I remind her of this she seems to have forgotten - so I'm not even sure where I stand now). I do remember asking to be allowed one time when she came to bed at 2AM and started teasing me... but that's about it.

Anyway... in my fantasy Mistress asked me if I really wanted to and I said 'Yes', I begged to be allowed to cum and promised her I would do anything she wanted if I could please just cum on her gorgeous feet.

Mistress mulled it over a while, asking me if I really meant 'anything'... and warning me how dangerous that might be. But I didn't care, all I could think about was holding those beautiful feet and ending my 74 day streak of chastity. 

Finally Mistress relented and allowed me to do just that, while back in the real world I continued to gently rub my balls, oblivious to the fact that I was getting close to the edge. In my imagination, I finished cumming and Mistress lifted one of her feet and told me to lick it clean.

I immediately stopped rubbing my balls, my cock was throbbing like crazy and I knew I was getting into very risky territory. Was it an edge? I'm not sure, but it was very close to being one and I struggled to sleep for long after that. And every time I woke up again (which was often) my cock was aching for attention, hence now I feel like crap! 

Never mind, in a short while Mistress and I are going to shower and then I will finally get to taste her delicious pussy again. And I will have to confess my sins and no doubt take my punishment. Will I follow through and beg her to let me cum on her pretty feet? I don't know, I really want to... I can't begin to tell you how much I want to.

 

Endless Inspiration!

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Now What? (Written July 2026)

Bit of an oddball this one. I ended up posting it on Literotica in the 'Taboo/Incest' section because I didn't know where else to put it. Not too sure that's really where it belongs, perhaps 'Erotic Couplings' might have been better. Feels more like 'Erotic Comedy' to me, but they don't have a section for that.

Rest assured, more Femdom / Chastity stories are coming very soon! 

 

Lucky Lee my friends call me, and not without reason. Y’see I’m getting married soon, to the most beautiful girl I (or any of my friends) have ever seen. There’s no denying it, Angel (I know, I know, could it get any worse?) is absolutely drop dead gorgeous. Stunning. Her hair is ice blond, her features are impeccable, her tits are just right for her slender frame… honestly I can’t fault her. And yet…

Despite all this, I find myself attracted to her sister. Yes, I know super cliché right? But hear me out, y’see… the thing is Angel is beautiful, and almost every man I know would crawl over broken glass to see her take a bath, but she’s just not all that in bed.

Don’t get me wrong, she ‘likes’ sex, she ‘enjoys’ it, but she has zero curiosity. Part of the problem seems to be that she cums too easily. I know, right.., what a pain. And yeah, the first time we fucked and she came after like three minutes I was feeling pretty chuffed with myself… but then she explained that she always cums quick. I mean it’s not a bad thing…

But the thing is, once she gets off, she kinda loses interest. I don’t mean she tells me to stop, she lets me finish… but the passion goes and she looks a little bored. And if I try and initiate anything a little ‘extra’ then it gets shut down real quick. I mean she gives me blowjobs now and again, and occasionally she lets me fuck her from behind, but mostly it’s missionary, with the lights off.

Okay, that’s not true… usually the lights are on. 

Usually.

Another Day, Another Idea

The title says it all really... I woke up a short time ago and naturally it wasn't long before I started thinking about Mistress's gorgeous feet. I barely seem to think about anything else lately, and seeing that Mistress had her pedicure yesterday (which basically means I can't touch them the whole evening - because I might fuck up her nail varnish) that only brings them to the forefront of my mind. Yeah, I mean it's not like they weren't anyway, but it just adds to the 'pressure'.... 

It's almost like another form of tease and denial isn't it? Look at my pretty, perfect, freshly pedicured toes... BUT DON'T TOUCH THEM! 🤣

Anyway... so as I was lying there this morning, resisting the temptation to stroke my morning wood, I had an idea for another story (and perhaps a tease at the same time!). I'm guessing this was partly borne out of my desire to get more 'foot' stuff into 'How to Break Your Man', which in itself is no bad thing, I see a lot of foot fetish writing in my future (write what you know, eh?), but regardless, I quickly sketched out the idea and I'm looking forward to fleshing that one out.

It's quite a simple story, there's not much scope for further chapters or anything... but I think a lot of you readers out there will understand and empathise, I know I can.

Funnily enough a few minutes ago someone called Mac left this comment on an older post.

Robert, your Mistress has the most gorgeous breasts. I look at them everyday (haha) yet you barely mention them. I get that she has pretty feet too, but man. I would be sucking those sexy nipples as often as possible!

Mac

Hi Mac, thanks for visiting and leaving a comment, it's always appreciated. Yes I agree, Mistress absolutely does have spectacular breasts and her nipples are sexy as hell! But a lot of times Mistress keeps her breasts covered up in bed (I know, it should be a crime against humanity, I demand my day in court!) on purpose (maybe) so that I have to beg to be allowed to see them. 

I have to say that since she started doing that her breasts have become even more alluring than they were before (and I loved them even then!) so please don't think I am ambivalent about Mistress's breasts because that is simply not true.

That said, they don't send me into a submissive daze like her beautiful feet do. And of course she can tease me with her feet all day. It's funny you'd think overexposure to them would dilute the effect, but if anything it makes it worse. Day after day of having her feet in my lap, touching them, rubbing them, kissing them (if Mistress allows)...  

It's the one thing I like about summer, honestly. Come September when Mistress starts wearing socks around the house again I shall definitely feel the slump. I'm sure I'll still get to rub her feet in the evenings, but it's not the same if I can't see those beautiful toes and feel that silky soft instep. 

Just thinking about that makes me feel a little light headed, what the fuck is wrong with me? 🤣

I better go and do the shopping now before I get carried away or slip into a footfetish-coma!

Let's Call it Tease and Denial...

If you haven't already twigged, I really hate this weather, and it keeps on finding ways to piss me off! For example, last night I returned home to find Mistress in the lounge wearing nothing but a vest top and some sexy panties... helloooo I thought as I put my work bag down. 

But sadly Mistress wasn't 'dressed' (or undressed) like that for my benefit, it's because it was 30+ degrees and she was trying to keep cool! And while my overriding urge was to fall on my knees and worship her gorgeous feet, legs and pussy... I'm old enough and wise enough to know that any such displays of exuberance would be firmly rebuffed. Which would be super awkward.

It's just too hot. I get it. And while I'm not knocking that Mistress was wandering around half naked (something I absolutely applaud in normal circumstances), right then it just felt a little depressing. Like winding yourself up to start a diet and then winning a year's supply of Hotel Chocolat.

I suppose we could reframe it and call it 'tease and denial', but that really would be sugarcoating the situation. I just want it to cool down so I can make Mistress cum again. That's all.

Anyway, I completed another story yesterday. Which is crazy... I mean the story was 90% done so it really didn't take much to finalize it. Quite why I left it unfinished that close to being done is a mystery to me, no doubt I got distracted with another idea or something.

I was going to do some more work last night, but around midnight it got so hot and stuffy that I could barely think, let alone write. But I did do something useful, I made a long list of male and female names to use for future writing.

I always struggle with that and then end up changing the names later and making things more difficult for myself. For instance, when I started writing 'How to Break Your Man' the main chatcter was called Kelly, which became Holly and ended up being Amy. In future I hope to consult this list of names (with check boxes!) to pick names that I haven't used already before I start petting pen to paper. Or finger to key. I'm old school, but I'm not that antiquated!

Its funny, I keep saying how uncomfortable having Mistress read 'HTBYM' will be for me, but in the process of compiling my list of names I flicked through all my old stories to see which names had already been used and I noticed some stuff in some of the older ones that was pretty bad (pissing, forced bi, etc)...

But this is different, I think, because it's not just like 'more extreme' it's the way the relationship changes and the language used. I honestly think it's more 'awkward' for me than any amount of fisting would be  (so to speak) because there are elements of this story that reflect me and Mistress, so it's more relatable I guess and feels more 'real'. I don't know. 

I think when I write stuff that's a little more cliched 'Domme / slave' (like some of those older stories; Owned, Everything Has a Price for example) I worry about it less than when I write stuff like this, but then I think this kind of story is more 'affecting' because it's more 'real'. I'm just glad I didn't start writing this in the first person because that would have been really challenging!

Anyway, by 1:30 it was just too hot and I started to feel a bit ill, so I decided to go to bed as it was actually cooler upstairs than it was downstairs. And then I couldn't get to sleep for another hour! 

FFS

So yes, the list of names was a job well done, but I had hoped to work on the CBT story that I'm really excited about, but that didn't happen and now I have another idea which might take priority...

And also...

I reread part two of 'HTBYM' this morning and realised there's a huge chunk of it that I'm not happy with. This is where Amy watches the second video, and although the video is only about three minutes long because there's so much packed into it the description goes on for two pages, which is really boring by the end. 

I've got two solutions here, either I hack bits out to make it shorter or I cut it completely and change it so that Amy watches a different video. I'm actually heavily leaning in that direction, not least because the alternative video is very 'foot worship' and 'ruined orgasm' based (which of course I really like), but of course that does mean a good 30-45m writing is needed before Mistress can check the rest of it.

And it might potentially have ramifications throughout the rest of the story (say if I reference something in the video that's already there). Hmm.

I will give that some serious thought before I do anything rash. But I'm pretty sure I'm gonna change it and maybe add some more 'foot worship' and 'ruined orgasms' to the story somewhere (cos you can never have enough in my opinion!).

I wonder what skimpy clothing Mistress will be taunting me with tonight? I know she's having her pedicure today so her feet will look even sexier than usual... and they looked pretty fucking sexy last night (to this foot obsessed sub-slut).  🤣

H.T.B.Y.M. is Finished!

Much to my surprise, I have now finished all five chapters of 'How to Break Your Man'. And I don't mean I've finished the first draft, I mean they are completely finished and ready for checking. On top of that I've printed another story that I was working on before I started on 'HTBYM' and that one is also in the proofreading pile and on top of that I've just finished another two stories as well (although I haven't printed them out yet), so lots of stories are on their way!

I've also just read another story that's in my 'Priority' folder and I really love that one, but it needs a bit of work yet so that one will be a little longer. If you like CBT then you should like that one, I think it's gonna be pretty fucking hot! 

It's funny, as I re-read chapters 2, 3, 4 and 5 there are some parts that I know Mistress will read and recognise as being somewhat autobiographical (most obviously the parts about feet/sandals etc) and there are some other parts that will definitely raise an eyebrow or two. But there's no use pretending that this stuff doesn't turn me on, because I only write stories I like to read. 

Yes it will be awkward knowing that Mistress is reading it but maybe she will take something from it and apply it to our relationship (obviously not the cuckolding!), even if it's only that being really 'mean' is HOT HOT HOT! 🤣  

As I mentioned, there is a further element of cross dressing involved, which is not something that interests me (or Mistress, as she stated the other day) and I suppose I could have left it out (actually yeah, I definitely could have, thinking about it now), but the story is based on a real video (actually three real videos which are fairly faithfully described in the story) and so I decided to leave it in and work around it. I actually think it worked out pretty well as it's kind of used as a 'punishment' or at least a 'humiliation' tool, rather than it being a 'sissy' story (this will make more sense when I post the stories of course). 

Right now, having read all five parts back to back, I feel really happy with what I've produced and while I'm not necessarily going to claim it's the 'best thing I've ever written' I do think it's up there. And I particularly enjoyed reading back Amy and Martina's breakfast scene, which is straight up comedy. I just hope people don't find it a bit out of place (I don't) but they can always skip through it if they want to.

I dunno, I thought that added some depth to Amy, as we see her more as a real person, laughing with her colleague and a friend at a different table... rather than just being a one dimensional 'cuckoldress'. I hope you guys will agree when you read it too.

I'm not sure now whether to call it a day on the writing now or keep pushing on while I'm on a roll. The last two days have been pretty relentless, I must have spent 12-15 hours writing this story... but like I said yesterday, with the weather the way it is it wasn't like I was going to be outside digging in the garden or anything anyway. I think the odds are I will try and finish as many of these half written stories as I can before I burn out again, but we'll see.

Not sure when the stories will be posted, it largely depends on when Mistress feels like reading them. I don't think she's really in the mood right now, we're both utterly fed up of the heat at the moment, so maybe when it cools down a bit. I don't want to post them without Mistress reading them though because she always finds mistakes that I don't spot myself.

 

Quite a Day!

So the plumber came, for all of five minutes... and I spent the whole day (pretty much) writing. Having completed the first drafts of parts two and three I concluded that while it ended 'nicely' it still felt incomplete and it still felt like I was leaving it 'hanging'. So I set about writing part four and I've now just finished the first draft of that too.

I feel like it still needs another chapter though, because again it's kinda teasing the reader and hasn't yet paid off. I think one more chapter will be enough, and I'm resisting starting the clean ups on the previous chapters until I've written that one because I don't want to get distracted.

As a matter of fact I've just deleted the first chapter from my pending file on Literotica too, as I want to post it all at once on there when it's finished.

The funny thing is though, I had a quick look at one of my other unfinished stories and it seemed so tame after this one. Which makes me wonder what I should do with those now. It seems a waste to dump them, because a lot of work has gone into them, but on the other hand I feel like I'm moving in the right direction now and I don't really want to take a step back.

And of course now I have the acute embarrassment of Mistress proof reading these other chapters for me at some point... 😟

More Late Night Productivity

It's 9:52AM here in the UK and it's 25 degrees outside. Yay! Thankfully I do not need to go anywhere today as I'm waiting for the plumber to come and fix our leaky sink. Actually I'm here alone because Mistress has gone to work in the office this morning, so I could do literally anything! But I'll probably just do some more writing, maybe tidy the house a bit before the plumber comes and try and get my poorly cat to come out from behind the sofa.

Last night it was hot, but knowing it was only going to get hotter the rest of this week Mistress and I plonked the fan by the bed and I licked her delicious pussy until she came. As always she tasted amazing and I really loved feeling her cum beneath my tongue (that never gets old), but to be honest even with the fan on us, it was very hot... so I was kinda hoping she would leave me locked up.

And I got my wish, which means that I have been left 'locked' intentionally four times so far this chastity year (starting April 1st). Also I've had 2 proper orgasms and 3 ruins, over 99 days. So that's some kind of release roughly every 20 days. In contrast Mistress has had 32 orgasms over 99 days so that's roughly an orgasm every 3 days. 

Something went wrong with Mistress's orgasm count somewhere I noticed. It was over 1700, but I've corrected it now and it now stands at 1673 (roughly 1 every three days over fifteen years!), starkly different to my 'proper' orgasm count which stands at 179 (roughly 1 every 32 days!). Which means the ratio of Mistress's orgasms to mine over the last fifteen years is about 9.3:1, edging closer to that initial target of 10:1 I hoped for way back when we started. We'll get there I'm sure, the current ratio is about 14:1 (based on last year's figures) but we still have to undo those early years when Mistress was way more generous with my orgasms. 🤣

I was up until 2AM last night, knowing I didn't have to get up early today... and it was productive. I've 'completed' probably half of part three of 'How to Break Your Man' (I decided to just keep going and finesse part two later). I'm pretty pleased with how it's turning out, I just hope Literotica publish part one soon because I would like to get some feedback.

There's one part I am really pleased with in part two of this new story, because it really illustrates what I was trying to get across to Mistress about how being 'mean' is HOT. I won't post it yet because I don't want to ruin the story, I hope it will be fairly apparent which part I'm talking about when I post it.

Part three is a weird one, because Amy comes home and it feels 'different'. Part of me thinks I should stop at the end of part two, but I'm trying to get out of that mindset and I feel like I want this story to have at least some resolution to it, rather than everything just hanging in the air like so many others I've written.

Hopefully all three parts will be posted by Sunday.

Back to work tomorrow... 

 

MISTRESS R's TOTAL ORGASMS SINCE 1st APRIL 2011 (1673)
CHASTITY YEAR #16 (32 ORGASMS 1642-1673)
APR 2026 -8, 12, 14, 22, 25, 26, 28. 30 (8)
MAY 2026 - 3, 7, 11, 13, 17, 19, 22, 24, 25, 27, 31 (11)
JUN 2026 - 3, 4, 8, 10, 14, 17, 19, 21, 28, 30 (10)
JUL 2026 - 4, 5, 7,

 
ROBERT ANTHONY's TOTAL FULL ORGASMS SINCE APRIL 1ST 2011 (178-179)
CHASTITY YEAR #16 (2 ORGASMS 178-179)
APR 2026 - 19 (1) (Handjob in Hotel, POT, no cum eating)
APR 2026 – 30 (1) (Cum after ruin, cum fed to me from Mistress’s fingers)
 
ROBERT ANTHONY's TOTAL RUINED ORGASMS SINCE APRIL 1ST 2011 (98)
CHASTITY YEAR #16 (3 RUINED ORGASM 96-98)
APR 2026 - 30 (1)
JUN 2026 - 14, 28 (2)
 
ROBERT ANTHONY TIMES INTENTIONALLY LEFT 'LOCKED'
CHASTITY YEAR #16 (4)
APR 2026 - 28 (1)
MAY 2026 - 19 (1)
JUN 2026 - 4 (1)
JUL 2026 - 7 (1)