Since I imagine some people read these 'Session' posts in isolation, I'm first going to recap what happened the night before our second session of 2025.
Last night I went to bed before Mistress as I was feeling a bit like I was getting a cold, but once I got into bed I realised I wasn't as tired as I thought so I read a couple of stories on Literotica. I went to sleep about midnight and woke up about 1:30AM to hear Mistress coming to bed.
I heard her get into bed and lie down facing away from me and I moved to cuddle her from behind. I was semi-hard at this point but I wasn't really expecting anything to happen, especially given that we were planning a session in the morning.
To my surprise Mistress took my hand and placed it on her left breast before reaching back and starting to play with my very full balls. Then she used her fingertips (and nails) to tease my cock until it was rock hard before returning to my balls and dragging her nails over them repeatedly.
She alternated these techniques for a little while and then settled on just scratching my balls. It felt absolutely incredible and even though once she stopped touching my cock it slowly deflated, I still felt extremely turned on and actually quite close to edging.
I really was in total sub-space at this point, something that rarely happens to me, but when it does it's usually during these late night sessions when I've already been asleep and I'm totally relaxed. I feel quite overwhelmed by my love for my gorgeous Mistress at these times; it's an incredible feeling that I never want to end and I honestly feel like I would do anything she asked me to in these moments.
Eventually, of course, Mistress pulled her hand away and I knew she wanted to go to sleep. I kissed her back and shoulders several times, reluctant to pull away from her... but in the end I kissed her one more time and whispered my gratitude* and turned over to go to sleep.
*Gratitude doesn't even begin to describe how I felt in that moment, honestly...
This morning I woke up and as soon as I opened my eyes my mind took me straight back to the early hours of the morning. As I replayed the events in my head I felt my cock stiffening and pressing up against the bed sheets. I really wanted to curl my fingers around it and stroke it, but I stayed strong and resisted.
It's been four weeks since our last Femdom session, and since then I have not touched my cock (for the means of giving myself pleasure) once. As you may remember during our last session, which was our first since March 2024, Mistress reasserted her control over me and told me that if I touched my cock without permission I would be punished for it in the next session. In addition Mistress told me that if I went as far as edging myself or making myself cum without permission I would have to tell her immediately so that she could deal with me.
Now, I haven't made myself cum without permission since 2011, so I wasn't really concerned about that, but over the last 9 months or so things got very lax. With no sessions happening there was really no disincentive to touching my cock (or indeed edging myself). However, I was elated to be back under Mistress's control and though it's been difficult at times I have stuck to my word and fully intend to keep doing so.
Honestly it has felt so good this last month that I never want to go back to not being under Mistress's control... and last month's session was so good, I couldn't wait for this one to come around.
We actually got up very late so it wasn't until 12:40pm that I sank down to my knees on the bedroom floor waiting for Mistress to enter. She instructed me to wear my blindfold, the Oxballs Cocksling 2 and my wrist and ankle restraints, but nothing in my ass this time.
When she entered she used her foot to tease my cock and balls before rubbing her naked breasts against my lips. She asked if I could guess what I was wearing, but before I could answer told me to think about it for later. Then she asked me if I had anything to confess since our last session. I told her that I didn't and she was pleased, but she said that she still wanted to whip and paddle me just to remind me who is in control.
Of course as my Mistress this is her prerogative, but I can't help but think we need to address this when we refresh our chastity agreement. Because while at present I am eager to be 'good', long term I think we need a defined 'punishment' that doesn't preclude Mistress having her fun in the sessions. I don't know what that should be exactly, but it should be harsh enough that I don't want to risk doing it, but not so draconian that I'd be tempted to keep it to myself.
I honestly don't want to do that, I genuinely want to observe Mistress's rules, but we have to be realistic about this as a long term thing and recognise that 'cage free' chastity has it's own problems and limitations. And honestly, if I was to do that once I can only imagine that I would be tempted to do it again and once that cycle begins then we are back to square one... and I really don't want that to happen.
But I digress...
Once Mistress had whipped and paddled my ass (catching my balls with the tail end of the whip several times incidentally... I'm sure it was entirely 'accidental') she had me turn towards the bed where she soon reclined and had me worship her beautiful feet. I really love this part of the session, it's so lovely to get a decent amount of time to properly worship her feet, and it feels so good to do it kneeling at the foot of the bed while she plays with her glass dildo.
I love how she has me suck her dildo and get it wet for her too, and how she teases me about how much I love to suck her glass 'cock'. As I continued to worship her feet she verbally teased me about several things, in particular how much I would love to watch her making herself cum while I had to keep my hands off my poor aching cock. She also mentioned having someone else touching her pussy and making her cum... and also asked if I was looking forward to finally having my ass fucked by her strap on. Eventually Mistress had me suck her dildo clean and then had me up on the bed on all fours.
Incidentally, we bought a new vinyl sheet from Lovehoney the other week and this was the first time we used it. Our bed is just a normal double, but they only make this kind of (fitted) sheet in King Size. I tried putting it on the mattress as it was but it was ridiculously over-sized, but I remembered someone said in the reviews that they put the duvet on the bed and then put the vinyl sheet over that and that seemed to work pretty well. You still have to pull it tight underneath but it stayed in place pretty well and it's certainly better than our (now very) old vinyl sheet which is starting to crack where it's been folded up so many times and Mistress said it felt much softer than the old one.
Speaking of our Lovehoney order, we still hadn't tried out the nipple suckers or the vibrating inflatable butt plug, so we need to make sure we do that before our next session.
Once I was up on the bed, Mistress told me I needed something in my ass and lubed me up and then pushed the ring-ended 3 ball dildo inside me. It felt good to have my ass full again and I really hoped Mistress was going to fuck me later, it's been so long.
She told me to turn over and then secured my wrists and ankles before straddling me and sinking down onto my face. She was already quite wet, and she tasted delicious (as she always does) and I eagerly lapped at her pussy, savouring her wonderful scent.
Soon Mistress asked me to guess what she was wearing and I only managed to get it half right, I guessed she was wearing her cupless leather bra, but I got the skirt wrong... I thought she was wearing her PVC skirt, but she was wearing a panelled 'leather' skirt with laces holding it together. Mistress removed my blindfold and allowed me to open my eyes, treating me to the glorious sight of her standing above me looking every bit the Goddess she is.
She turned around and told me that I would have to be punished for my error and started whipping my cock and balls with the cock whip. She interspersed this with sinking down over my face, taunting me with her gorgeous ass and warning me not to touch her without permission.
Then she moved off the bed for a moment and pumped some lube into her hand before kneeling next to me and stroking my cock. Mistress never looks more beautiful than when she's teasing me, especially when she's dressed like this, with bright red lipstick on her lips (the only time she ever wears it) and her key necklace around her neck.
Mistress stroked and whipped my cock and balls for some time, before finally attaching clothes pegs to my nipples and leaving me alone for a little while to 'cool down'....
When she returned, Mistress had removed her skirt so she was naked except for the cupless bra. She looked fucking incredible and I could not wait for her to release me so that I could worship her pussy and make her cum.
Once Mistress had removed the clothes pegs she untied me and had me remove the Oxballs Cocksling and also the 3 ball glass butt plug, then she stood on the bed in front of me and pulled my head between her legs. Mistress had already straddled my face several times during the session, but I can never get enough of her and I eagerly teased her with my tongue until I elicited a soft moan from her lips.
Then she sat down and reclined against the pillows before spreading her wonderful thighs and telling me to begin.
I sank down between her beautiful, silky smooth legs and kissed around her pussy for just a few seconds before moving to her lips. She was wonderfully wet and she tasted amazing. Mistress was really turned on today and from the moment I started I could tell she was going to cum hard. It was so rewarding to feel her climax and then get to lick her delicious pussy clean.
Mistress ordered me onto my back after this but didn't retie me. She told me she was very pleased with me and that she was going to let me worship her ass, but she was not going to let me cum today. I was a little concerned that she didn't have me put a cock ring back on because in our last session I struggled to get hard again after I had taken it off. However this time it didn't seem to be a problem.
Mistress was just about to sink down onto my face for the first time when she said 'But I still want to hear you beg for it'.
I was only too happy to oblige and Mistress sank down on to my tongue, stroking my cock and slapping my balls hard as she did so. I must admit, I really really really love it when she slaps my balls when I'm not wearing any kind of cock ring, it feels so much better without. When she does it with a cock ring it's a much sharper 'pain' whereas without she can hit much harder and it's more of a dull thud that just feels so much nicer and oddly pleasurable.
Mistress allowed me to worship her gorgeous asshole five times before she finally climbed off and knelt by my side, continuing to stroke my cock until I reached the edge. No sooner had I warned her she let go and told me that was the end of the session.
Even though I didn't end up getting pegged, it was absolutely wonderful. I am so, so happy that we've got our sessions back on track and that we've already managed two in a row (on schedule) after such a long break. It's so weird, but before I used to feel really nervous and almost apprehensive about our sessions but now I just can't wait for the next one to come around.
Honestly, I can only conclude this post by saying that Mistress R is absolutely amazing and I am a very lucky man to have her. I just cannot get enough of her gorgeous body even after so many years together and I really hope that for the rest of my life I am under her control.
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