A New Kind of Punishment

This week, since our Femdom session has been genuinely amazing. It feels like Mistress has really embraced the idea of being 'meaner', and you should have seen her face light up earlier when she read my post and realised she had a 'reason' to punish me again. It was quite amusing to witness. Not that she needs a reason of course, our contract clearly states that she can whip and paddle me at any time for her own amusement.

And so, after Mistress had another wonderful orgasm on my tongue, and after she stood on the bed and had me lick her clean I found myself on my hands and knees again, awaiting my punishment. Mistress began with seven strokes of the whip, followed by five slaps with the red side of the paddle and finally five with the black side of the paddle.

The whip is fine, the red side is kind of a warm up and the black side is admittedly momentarily painful, but once it's over the pain doesn't last long at all, which doesn't really make it the best deterrent... actually in a way the awkwardness of having to admit to touching my cock is worse than the actual punishment.

I suppose the severity of the punishment administered really depends on whether Mistress genuinely wants me to not touch my cock or whether she simply likes having a 'reason' to punish me? If she just likes having a reason to punish me then maybe she doesn't actually want to 'stop' me doing it... 

Anyway, after my punishment was completed, Mistress told me to put my new ball stretcher on and then she started gently teasing my balls as we kissed and I gradually got hard. Then Mistress told me that since I had touched my cock without permission she was only going to tease my balls and not touch my cock at all. Which is interesting because I was thinking earlier that if she did genuinely want to 'dissuade' me from touching myself in future then there are probably more effective ways to do it than physical punishment.

And so began a very frustrating teasing session, where my balls were teased very lightly (apart from a few slaps and some occasional whipping - that was the best bit) until Mistress decided she had had enough. I must say I really loved that Mistress thought of this punishment herself, without any prompting from me at all. It really adds to the wonderful feeling of being 'controlled' and just makes Mistress hotter and hotter in my book!