Look But Don't Touch!

Can you believe it's the weekend again, that came around quickly didn't it? At least it's been a bit cooler this week, which is very welcome. Last night Mistress and I convened in the bedroom for some more teasing and another orgasm (for her, naturally)... and it once again showed me that even if you aren't really feeling up to having sex beforehand, by the end you tend to feel a lot better and a lot happier. 😊

Despite it being cooler, we still had a fan by the bed... and funnily enough we're still sleeping under an empty duvet cover. Which is weird because Mistress usually feels the cold (much more than I do). I had printed Mistress a new book of stories (two that I had written and two from Literotica), and she had a very lovely orgasm on my tongue reading those and as ever she tasted divine.

Speaking of stories, I have almost finished two more stories, I just need to read them through once more and then get Mistress to proof read them for me. One of them is about a guy in a relationship with a half Japanese girl and who share a love of Judo... and describes them starting to explore a Femdom relationship. The other one is more conventional wife/husband Femdom fare, but still hopefully an engaging read... and something I haven't touched on before.

Anyway, after Mistress had her orgasm she 'unlocked' me and I slipped the Xact cock ring on again. So easy to put that one on, and does the job without being as intrusive as the Oxballs products. Don't get me wrong, I love having my balls stretched, but the tighter my balls are held the more intense Mistress's slaps become, and Mistress is getting pretty intense with her slaps lately! Not that I'm complaining you understand. I LOVE it when she hurts my balls. 

Mistress quickly had me hard and throbbing and I was feeling so much better than I had earlier in the evening already. Then Mistress got up on her knees and stood over me, turning so that I was looking up at her gorgeous ass. I was immediately excited and hopeful, but as my hands reached up to pull her cheeks apart she told me firmly 'I'm not going to let you lick my ass today, but you can look at it as long as you don't cum'.

While I was obviously deeply disappointed by what she said, I loved that Mistress used her gorgeous ass to tease me even more and I really loved looking up at her enticing hole and wishing I was allowed to plunge my tongue into it. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm! 

Mistress ramped up the pressure by dropping down until her ass was about two inches from my face, I was so close that Mistress could almost certainly feel my breath on her delicious asshole. But each time she made sure to tell me in no uncertain terms NOT to touch. Gaaah!

So mean, and yet so wonderful... this submissive life is full of contradictions eh?

Well anyway, I loved every second of it, but eventually Mistress climbed off me and knelt next to me, pumping my cock until she got me to the edge. But unlike last weekend Mistress didn't stop once she'd edged me once and after a brief respite to allow me to cool down a little, she slowly started working on me again, beginning with gentle teasing and then graduating to ball slapping and eventually digging her nails hard into my aching cock. So fucking good.

After my second edge Mistress told me that was all for today, but being a greedy puppy I continued kissing her and pressing my throbbing cock against her thigh until she finally relented and teased me a little more. This culminated in perhaps the hardest nail torture she's ever given me, it was really painful, but my cock fucking loved it and I eagerly fucked her hand until she finally took it away and told me that that really was it and I was now 'locked' again.

It amazes me that her nails can cause so much 'pain' and yet there's almost no physical marks on my skin, I'd half expect it to be red and sore but the pain (while intense) seems very fleeting. I really love that she's embraced this new way of hurting me as a regular thing, it's just one more reason why my Mistress is absolutely amazing (as if her gorgeous body wasn't enough already) and I thank my lucky stars every day for my tremendous fortune. 🙂

Wow, What a Weekend That Was!

Bank Holiday weekends are usually a bit of a disappointment for Mistress and I, it's either raining or hot and everywhere you might want to actually go is overrun with people... today has certainly been hot (please let this be the last really hot day of 2025) but overall this BH weekend has been pretty awesome. Most importantly (as far as this blog goes) Mistress had orgasms on Saturday, Sunday and Monday, something we haven't done for four years!

And on top of that I have been teased and edged four times over the last three days, and each time quite differently. They've all been fantastic, and today was also wonderful... Mistress getting a little rough with my stretched cock and balls, and giving them both some lovely hard slaps. Additionally, after Mistress edged me and I begged her to touch me some more, she really dug her nails in as I fucked her hand, which was painful but SO FUCKING HOT! 

Oh my God I love it. The thing is I just never want it to stop... 

Every single teasing session this weekend has been sublime, I can't believe I made it through all that without an 'accident'.... but I did! I don't want to say any of the teasing I had this weekend was 'better' than the others, but Sunday morning was something truly special for me, perhaps because it was so unexpected and so incredibly FRUSTRATING. 

It could not have been more perfect really.

Thank you my gorgeous Mistress for a truly wonderful three days, you have made your slave's 'poor' 141 day denied cock very, very happy this weekend! 🙂

Blog Was Taken Down Again Today...

Some of you probably noticed that Google removed my blog again today... I really don't know why they keep doing this. The blog was totally locked down, I couldn't even access it other than to request a review, which of course I did. Thankfully it was fairly quickly restored and I received an email telling me that the blog had been put behind a warning for readers.

This is the part I don't understand, because my blog has ALWAYS been behind a warning for readers as all adult content blogs have to be. So what triggered the take down? Fucked if I know, but if this happens again then I will move to www.chastityfemdom.blogspot.com, so you might want to bookmark that now.

I resisted the urge to start setting it up this afternoon as I had a feeling the blog would be restored. But if it does get taken down then I will move there and probably operate it without all the external links and images (which seem to be the thing that triggers the bots and causes problems). That would be annoying as I put a lot of work in to make my blog look good and easy to use on a phone, but I can only do what they let me so...

At least we're back for now, hopefully they will leave me alone for a bit!

I Was Just About To...

Last night Mistress had another lovely orgasm on my tongue and then after we kissed and she got me hard she moved down the bed and started to suck my cock. I was wearing the ballstretcher and Mistress sucked me for quite a while before she sat up and started to stroke me and slap my balls. It was wonderful and Mistress didn't let up until I reached the edge. Actually at one point we both thought I had ruined, because I felt something on my skin. But then maybe it was just one rogue drop of cum or something because I didn't ruin - though I was incredibly close, and when I took the ballstretcher off there was a small amount of cum on the tip of my cock. Talk about one stroke from failure.

After that Mistress and I watched/listened to a YouTube concert video for a band we are seeing in a couple of weeks (we don't know many of the songs very well) while I continued to copy and paste my blog into Word docs (more on which, anon... probably) while Mistress searched Literotica for new stories.

As it's finally cooled down a bit here, Mistress and I decided that we would get up and go for a long walk in the country this morning, so Mistress set her alarm for 8AM so that we could be out of the house by 9AM and hopefully we'll be home before the sun comes out. This becomes important in a minute... trust me.

So like Friday night I woke up in the middle of the night (actually 4:25AM) with a hard cock, but unlike Friday night it wasn't a raging 'please God touch me before I fucking explode' kind of boner, more the regular 'you might want to get up and visit the toilet' kind of thing. So I did, and thankfully I managed to get back to sleep without too much problem.

Then this morning I woke up about 7:45AM or something and again I was hard, but this time a little more than just hard... it was definitely hard and needy. Mistress was also awake and I rolled onto my back and... I was just about to ask Mistress's permission to touch my cock, when I felt her reach over and trace her fingers up and down it. It felt soooooo good. 

Mistress continued her light teasing for a while, using her fingertips and nails to tantalise me while I slowly began pushing my cock higher, desperate for more. Eventually she grasped my cock in her (left) hand (Mistress is right handed but she sleeps to my right and she was also lying on her back) and started to pump me hard. Fuck me that felt amazing.

But she soon went back to the light teasing and I helplessly fucked the air, trying to maximise every little touch, oblivious to the time, even though it was projected on the ceiling above me in red light. 

Mistress reverted to a firm grip and started pumping my cock again, even harder this time and I felt myself getting closer and closer to the edge. I was just about to open my mouth to warn Mistress that I was close when the alarm went off and she let go of my cock to turn it off.

I momentarily wondered if that had been Mistress's plan all along, to stop when the alarm went off, but once the alarm was silenced she turned back to me and grabbed my cock again, this time with her dominant hand (though if ask me, both her hands are pretty dominant) and picked up where she'd left off. 

It didn't take too long before I was approaching the edge again and I just about managed to gasp 'I'm close Mistress' before it went too far. Mistress let go immediately while I strained in frustration. I knew I was closer than close, in fact I thought it might have gone too far already; I really was just waiting to feel the warm drip of cum landing on my stomach, but it never came.

After a few seconds Mistress placed her hand against my balls and just left it there, not squeezing them or anything, just resting on my balls. Interestingly, this just prolonged the agony, and I genuinely thought that alone might be enough to push me over the edge, because I really was still teetering. But thankfully the cum stayed in my balls (just about), though God knows in that moment I wanted her to let me cum. I was SO. FUCKING. CLOSE, it was way beyond merely frustrating.

I mean, of course, ultimately I'm glad she didn't let me cum... because it means I can continue feeling this desperate, frustrated and submissive. But in those seconds where my cum was preparing to fire itself out of my poor, denied balls and high into the air... well that was a different matter. Good job I have a Mistress with a level head who knows what I really need.  

As Mistress swung herself out of bed I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her breasts, but Mistress was not to be swayed from our plans so a walking we will go and hopefully later I will get to worship her beautiful pussy again and make her cum. 

- - -

Well we did indeed go for a six mile country walk, which we managed in a pretty decent (given the number of hills involved) 72 minutes. The sun was breaking out from behind the clouds for the last quarter of an hour so we were happy to get back to the air conditioned car.

After lunch I did indeed get to worship Mistress’s delicious pussy and make her cum and given that Mistress had edged me so beautifully first thing I wasn’t necessarily expecting more teasing (though obviously I wasn’t going to turn it down if Mistress offered it!)

After I had worshipped Mistress’s beautiful feet she told me that I was ‘unlocked’ and that I could put a cock ring on if I wanted to. I elected to put the new stretchy one on and hopped onto the bed where Mistress was already laying; completely naked and utterly gorgeous.

As we kissed, Mistress started to tease my cock with her fingers and once hard she held my cock with her left hand, just gently squeezing it and stroking it while she teased me with the fingers and nails of her right hand. This felt absolutely amazing and I really hope Mistress does that again soon!  

Eventually Mistress started to stroke me properly, but then reverted to the gentle teasing… then she got up on her knees and I thought for a moment she was going to straddle my head and allow me to worship her perfect ass… but she didn’t, she just knelt there, stroking my cock and looking as sexy as Hell. 

I reached up and gently squeezed her left breast (I so love it when she doesn’t wear her bra in bed) before asking permission to worship her wonderful ass. Mistress continued pumping my cock and said ‘Not today slave’. Obviously I was a bit disappointed… but on reflection, perhaps it was just as well, because it didn’t take Mistress that long to get me to the edge again and having my tongue buried in her delicious ass would only have made it happen even quicker!

Just like this morning I thought I might have waited one or two seconds too long to warn Mistress and as I lay there kissing Mistress I waited expectantly for the drip of warm cum to hit my skin. Thankfully it never came, although when I took the cock ring off there was a small amount of cum released. Honestly, it feels like it’s only a matter of time until I have another accidental ruin, the edge just comes so quickly now… no doubt Mistress will enjoy ‘correcting’ me if/when that happens!

Oh, and before I go, just to let you know I added another story to the 'Story Links' page. Another cuckolding story, this time written by 'Cutecouple102', it's pretty long and I'm not too sure about Chapter 4, but up until then it was well written and pretty good. I hate to agree with the comment trolls, but on this occasion the observation that 'even the author realised that they couldn't write chapter five without completely humiliating themselves' seems to ring true as the promised chapter five has not materialised after several years. A pity the author hasn't written anything else though...

Different Kinds of Frustration!

My story 'Saturday Night Picture' show has so far attracted eight user comments, all positive except one which said it was a great idea but 'weak implementation'. Okay, well they're entitled to their opinion. They also said I was too lazy to finish the story properly! Which is annoying, as I've since thought that I wanted to continue the story, but because I thought it was a stand alone piece I added a bit at the end to kind of wrap it up and now I wish I hadn't. 

I can probably get around it, but it makes it more awkward than it needed to be, or I suppose I could just put a disclaimer at the start of the next part to say 'please ignore the last two paragraphs of part one'... but that seems really weak. I guess I will either work around it or start a different story with the ideas I have for part two. 

Frustrating.

At least the story is scoring well, and it has retained it's 'HOT' rating. Something only one of the six stories I've published since has managed incidentally... I was on a great run there for a while, but still 8 out of 20 stories published this year have made the cut, so that's still pretty good.

Last night I went to bed about a half hour after Mistress and I couldn't get comfortable. My neck has been hurting (partly because I started swimming again) and my pillows felt too high and I also felt too hot and my shoulder was hurting, also my knee and my arm.... just everything basically. 

Frustrating.

So after a few minutes of wriggling about and trying to make my shoulder crack, I decided I'd be better off sleeping in the spare bed because I didn't want to keep Mistress awake with my fidgeting. So I went in there and then it took me about another half an hour to get to sleep.

At 3AM I woke up so fucking hard... I couldn't believe it, I honestly felt like I could cum just through the power of my mind and the covers rubbing against me was maddening (but fucking hot at the same time of course...). Honestly it was so fucking difficult to not touch my cock and again I thought this would be the perfect time to try that prostate massager thing that we've had for 15 years and never once used. If it didn't work then I can't believe it ever would! 🤣

Frustrating.

But of course, that would mean waking up Mistress to ask permission and I don't think she'd appreciate that at 3AM somehow. Nor do I think she'd likely give me permission to have a ruined orgasm, even a completely hands free one. 

It's now 139 days since my last proper orgasm, and while these middle of the night moments are of course intensely frustrating, it's the kind of frustrating that I will miss when Mistress eventually resets me to zero. Assuming she does of course.... I kinda hope she doesn't. But at the same time, I really want to cum too! 

How wonderfully frustrating!

Punishment and a New Record Every Day from Today...

Hard as it is to believe, my last 'full' orgasm happened on the 6th of April 2025... before Easter, before the summer... in other words, a VERY long time ago! In fact yesterday marked the point where I equalled my previous chastity record of 135 days, so every new day is a new record from this point onwards.

Last night, Mistress asked me how many days it had been since my last proper orgasm and when I relayed this information to her she smiled and said 'Do you think you can go all the way 'til Christmas'? Now I have no idea if Mistress will make me wait 'til the end of the year or not, but if that's what she decides then that's okay by me. 

To be honest, real orgasms are a double edged sword at this point; a momentary (often painfully intense) surge of pleasure, followed by days of regret... and I can think of several things I would choose instead (not least some prolonged ass worship or a ruin onto Mistress's gorgeous feet)! But of course that's not how this works, so if Mistress decides 'it's time' sooner rather than later then so be it. 

I'm actually not really that interested in exactly how long any new record is, I'm certainly not thinking I want to get to 200 days (23rd October) or anything like that... I'm just happy that Mistress continues to control my orgasms however she pleases, and if she decides she wants to take me to Christmas before allowing me to cum, or if she makes me wait until next Christmas, or if she just never lets me cum 'properly' again, then that is entirely up to her.

The other day I posted about some illegal 'touching' that happened a couple of weeks ago, and unfortunately due to the latest heatwave here in the UK this went unaddressed for over a week. However, thankfully the temperature has fallen the last few days and last night after she had a lovely orgasm on my tongue, Mistress picked up her paddle and her crop and 'corrected' me.

I got seven very stingy swats with the leather side of the paddle, followed by seven even more painful strokes with the crop... and right from the first moment I was wincing (I know, I'm such a pussy!). 

You know, it's times like these when I question my life choices, but you know... I asked for this after all, haha... and even though it (briefly) fucking hurt, I'm still glad Mistress did it. And honestly I'd much rather it hurt than it was too soft.

When I think about it as well I'm pleased that we've progressed from Mistress being hesitant to use the crop on me to using it and not being tempted to cut it short even though I was involuntarily wincing with every 'agonizing' stroke. I love to encourage Mistress's evil side to come out... it's so fucking HOT! 😍

After Mistress corrected me, she also gave my balls a good whipping too, which I'm sure was more intense than normal. I was certainly flinching as she did it, where I usually quite enjoy it! I mean, I still 'enjoyed' it.. as it was part of some wonderful teasing and edging, but it certainly seemed harder than normal.

Still, I guess it's my own fault, I broke the rules and I have to pay... and besides, knowing that Mistress enjoys inflicting pain makes it worth it. I'm just glad the crop is reserved for 'punishments' only! 

Oddly Mistress asked how my bottom felt this morning and it was fine, but this afternoon (after sitting down most of the day) I can definitely feel where the crop hit me. It's not painful, just a little tender and a nice reminder of last night's fun. :)

Hopefully there will be more fun tonight (and no cropping!), Mistress has only come four times this month which is clearly far from acceptable... and maybe one day soon Mistress will squeeze my balls like that girl in that GIF the other day. 😀

Webteases from Milovana

I have now screenshot all my 'Classic' webteases from Milovana and I've decided to post them here, gradually. I actually want to remake them (well maybe not all of them, but the best ones) rather than just posting screenshots. I've done one so far (Endgame) and it came out quite well I think. I managed to sharpen the images and spread the text over more pages so it's easier to read. I will post that one soon and do one every so often, I don't want to get buried in doing these as it's a few hours work to do each one and I still have a ton of stories to finish as it is...

As for the EOS/Flash teases, well I really can't do anything with those. If Milovana stops working altogether they will just have to be lost. For one thing they are designed to be run with a software that can handle linking pages to other pages and besides they were all originally Flash based, which no longer exists so I don't even have access to the teases anymore.

I notice several people in the technical forum complaining that they can't upload pictures and being told that they shouldn't expect a quick fix. Which seems a bit silly given that means a complete halt on new uploads. Oh well, whatever... guess there won't be any competitions this month!

Feels like I have come to a grinding halt with the stories... I wrote one the other day, but it wasn't a Femdom / Chastity story. I've posted it on my old 'Malibuman666' account at Literotica (it's not up yet) but I won't be posting it here.

Milovana Going to Shit? Story Update and a Confession...

I really don't know what's going on with Milovana at the moment. The site has been running dreadfully slow the last few weeks which makes it very difficult to create teases, and now it seems things have gotten even worse. You may remember I uploaded a new tease on the 1st August and for reasons I don't quite understand it seems to be scoring very badly compared to my other teases. So I decided that while I'm not going to rewrite the tease, perhaps the pictures I used to illustrate were part of the problem.

So I unpublished it and then set about finding some new pictures to replace them with. The only problem is that... now I can't upload them. In fact I can't upload any pictures at all. Even if I start a brand new tease and try and upload to that, it just goes on and on trying and never finishes loading. Which probably explains why eleven days into the month there is just one (other) new tease available.

As for the tease I published in July, well it did make it into the end of month vote, and it's currently running a distant third (out of five), so not too bad really. It should at least get a 'TOTM Nominee' badge. I did notice however that someone posted a new thread on the forum moaning about the lack of teases and that the teases that were being posted were too niche and strange, even going as far as to include my July tease by name in that little critique.

I mean, it's fine if someone doesn't like that tease, but I honestly think it's one of the most creative ones that I've done. And I'd much rather do another one like that and score low than throw together another simple, thoughtless one like 'Edge for Katie' just to try and win the 'Tease of the Month' competition. 

And given that Milovana looks to be on shaky ground I've started screenshotting all my teases so that if the whole website goes belly up then I can repost my teases here. Assuming that here is still an option of course... who knows (I'm still copying and pasting all of this blog into Word Docs as a back up, that turned out to be a bigger job than I thought - I've just got back to 2017)!

As for the writing, well... my last two stories are both currently sitting between 4 and 4.5 at Literotica, which is okay. I've started another story or two and I had another idea for another one today, but that's another potentially long story so that might not arrive for a little while. I counted up the other day and I think I've published 16 stories this year, some years I've struggled to do any at all!

Other than that Mistress and I are suffering from the heat again, with just two orgasms for Mistress in eleven days so far this month. We were hopeful of one at the weekend, but we were out late on Saturday night and then slept badly and felt like crap all Sunday and honestly Monday hasn't really been any better. Maybe Tuesday will be the day, well probably not as it's going to be even hotter than it was today. In fact the weather is forecast to be hot all this week and I am going to a concert on Wednesday night, so that's out the window. 

Unfortunately, when we do get back to it there will be some 'correcting' to be done as I did have a slight mishap on Saturday night / Sunday morning. We ended up getting home at 2AM or something after spending the night at Mistress's cousin's house and went to bed at 3AM, and probably got to sleep at 3:30AM. Only for me to wake up ROCK HARD at 4:10! Gah...

However, I suspect Mistress was already asleep (due to the heat I was sleeping in the spare bed) and I wasn't about to go into the main bedroom to see if she was awake so I could ask permission to touch my cock! Disappointingly I did give it a bit of a stroke (and my balls a bit of a squeeze) but managed to get back to sleep fairly quickly.... only to wake up again at 5:30. FFS.

This time my cock felt like granite. It was absolutely ridiculous how hard it was, almost like it would be with a really tight cock ring on! And it was absolutely NOT going to be ignored. So 'reluctantly' I proceeded to stroke it gently while remembering how awesome Mistress's legs and feet had looked when I had been stealing glances at them all the previous evening. 

To be honest, anything more than gentle stroking could have led to a whole lot of problems, because I think I could have got to the edge pretty damn quick - but thankfully I managed to maintain a modicum of control. Still I have written it into Mistress's 'Book of Corrections' and so I can look forward to some punishment for that in the near future. Hopefully... :)