Sunday 31 March 2019

Eight Years and Counting...

We've reached the end of another year of full time chastity, which makes eight in total. As has become customary here are my usual end of year graphs showing how things have changed since 2011.


After a bit of a dip, Mistress R's orgasm count is on the rise again, hopefully we can keep that going the right way in the coming year.


This graph clearly shows how the balance of ruined and full orgasms has changed!

 When we started I always had in mind a ratio of 10:1 between Mistress R and I's (full) orgasms. Last year we beat that and this year, with Mistress's orgasm count on the rise it's gone up again significantly!


Not such a good result on the Femdom Session front, but the good news is that we are three for three so far this calendar year, so hopefully this graph will look a lot better next year.

Sunday 24 March 2019

348 Days...

That's how many days it's been since I was allowed to cum inside my beautiful Mistress's pussy, and in fact that is the new record as about an hour ago Mistress pulled me on top of her and allowed me to enter her. I don't even know the last time I got to kneel between her legs and slide my cock inside her, I have been inside her with her on top relatively recently (in our Femdom session) but with me on top? That's a long time... it might even be that the last time I got to do that was the last time I came inside her - so April 2018! Wow...

After last night I didn't really have much hope of lasting a long time, that's the only negative thing about chastity really... carrying a month of cum in your balls it's kinda tough to last! But it felt amazing to feel Mistress's divine pussy wrapped around my throbbing cock and pumping my load inside her was blissful. Afterwards I licked her a little more (she had already had a pretty big orgasm from my tongue and her glass dildo - last week I lost 4lbs, so negating the 3.5lb gain the week before) and tasted a little of my cum as it leaked out of her, that was pretty hot...

I didn't really expect to cum this month, especially now that we are only days away from the end of this, our 8th year of full-time chastity. Every year I make a point of asking Mistress if she's happy with the way things are as I would hate for her to feel like she's locked into this now and we can't do something different, but she seems pretty happy. Mistress asked if there was anything I wanted to change and to be honest the only thing that sometimes bothers me is that I can't initiate penetration. But then, I'd rather not change that because I would prefer it if Mistress kept as much control over things as possible. And between last night and today I have absolutely NOTHING to complain about.

So, of course in a week or so you can expect the usual graphs and analysis for those who follow these things... that'll be you Harry Haversackers. It's pretty clear the orgasm ratio has jumped up quite considerably, and is now way above my original target of 10:1, and also clear that I'm way more likely to have a ruined orgasm than a real one these days, which is as it should be of course. :)


Intense and Incredible Ball Slapping in the Early Hours!

Last night Mistress and I went to a gig and then when we came I went to bed first and Mistress stayed up a while longer drinking Gin. When she came to bed I woke up super-hard and feeling very 'needy'. Mistress stroked my cock and started slapping my balls, which was incredible. When I am super horny like last night I love having my balls slapped, and when Mistress has been drinking a little bit she always seems a bit more relaxed about it and maybe not quite so worried about hurting me - so last night was the perfect ball slapping storm.

Each time Mistress slapped my balls my cock got harder and harder to the point where I felt constantly like I was getting to the edge. Mistress stroked me some more and then started stroking and slapping at the same time. It was fucking incredible, and I arched my back up willing her to hit me harder. I cannot begin to tell you how good it feels to have your balls slapped like that when you are really, really horny... it is amazing.

Finally Mistress stroked me to the edge, I warned her but she slapped me several more times and I really thought she was gonna slap me over the edge. I have no idea how I did not ruin, my cock was like a fucking pole and it stayed rock hard for the next five minutes while I cuddled Mistress before we went to sleep. I really thought when I softened I would leak, but since I went to sleep and woke up hard... I presume not!

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Mistress T

I got an Amazon voucher from my credit card the other day and I happened to find Mistress T's autobiography on there. I know you guys know who Mistress T is... well I haven't started reading it yet but it's quite expensive. £19 for a paperback basically, but then I guess it's pretty niche and since I had a voucher I essentially got it for nothing anyway. I will review it once I've finished it, not sure when that will be though...


Saturday 23 March 2019

Mums Make Porn...

If you live in the UK I thoroughly recommend watching Channel 4's 'Mums Make Porn', in places this was absolutely hilarious as five 'Mums' come together to research and ultimately make their own 'porn' film. Obviously for the sake of TV, Channel 4 have pitched women with quite differing personalities and attitudes towards sex and massively differing awareness of what porn actually constitutes.

The set-up is that these women are worried by what their children see on their smartphones and devices, although some of these women's children seem to be 18 and 20, by which time they are more than old enough to watch what they like, and indeed when asked one of the kids (who I think was 15) said she has watched 'tons' of porn. I thought that answer was quite surprising, I would expect the kid to say 'I've watched some or other people have shown me something', but no straight out 'I've watched tons'. She then adds that Google shoves porn in her face, which I find a bit strange as I don't think I've ever seen porn on any Google pages, the only time I've had it thrust at me is when I'm watching dodgy TV channels and I get pop-ups...

Whatever, the kids don't seem half as bothered about the porn as the adults who are astoundingly naïve. One lady thinks their porn film should feature tickling and bursts into tears when another women pipes up that the film needs to feature anal sex. Ah, yes Sarah... this one's the diamond in the dust here and freely admits that she watches porn for fun, and likes it! I fear she may be in for a rough ride with this bunch.

Sarah-Louise from Manchester is the natural leader of the group, and gives us two of the best moments in the whole show when first she throws up after witnessing a girl squirting and then a guy shooting his load in a porn shoot (this woman has six kids... somehow) and then gets totally burned by her own daughter when she tells her her ideas for the porn shoot. The daughter looks at her like she's mental and exclaims 'I think you're being a bit too artsy-fartsy mum'.

Mousey Emma surprises, at first she comes across buttoned up, but after witnessing a Femdom scene (well.... let's be charitable and let that go, it looks a lot like PIV sex while the guys licks the woman's shoe to me) remarks that it was great, with the look of a woman who very much needs a little alone-time as soon as possible.

Sadly Sarah didn't seem to get as much airtime as the rest of the women, perhaps because she doesn't fit the narrative of the show as well as the other women. That being porn is bad, it's all male biased, and no women would ever do any of these things for her own pleasure. Meanwhile Sarah sits in the corner demanding anal sex and tells us she's very adventurous and likes to try new things. Later we see a coming-up clip of Sarah looking weary and telling us 'I don't think this film is even going to be porn the way things are going'... shocker.

Okay so the show does raise some serious points and clearly it's not particularly good that 12 year olds watch porn on their phones. I don't remember how old I was when I first saw porn, but it was probably about that kind of age, the difference was my first exposure to porn was Escort, Razzle and Shaven Ravers not anal fisting videos on Pornhub. Of course the UK Government is about to implement age checks on porn websites any day so that's problem solved then? Yes, because kids will never work out a way around that will they?

Anyhoo, the second part of the show is on next week I believe so check it out!


Sunday 17 March 2019

FEMDOM SESSION: 17th March 2019

Mistress and I are making every effort to make sure that we don’t end up skipping sessions this year, and while we had originally planned to do it next weekend, out of the blue Mistress suddenly suggested bringing it forward a week. I had no reason to object and so this morning we embarked on our third session this year (which is about as many as we managed last year I think).

Long term readers may remember that before each session Mistress has a form she ticks which tells me what she wants me to ‘wear’ for each session, the arm and leg cuffs are mandatory, but she can choose to have me wear boxer shorts, blindfold, etc.. and also she can choose if she wants me to wear the Oxballs Cock Sling, the normal cock ring or some other choices, and also whether she wants me plugged and with what. There’s also a box called ‘Surprise Me’ which gives me some say and which Mistress has ticked the last two times, but she also stipulated the Cocksling which knocks out some choices.

So today, Mistress only ticked the box that says ‘Surprise Me’ which meant that I could finally choose to wear the Oxballs Ball Stretcher. I can’t even remember the last time I wore it and, stupidly, I could have chosen this as a weight loss treat – but I forgot all about it really… so that’s something to consider in the future (last week was a bit of a disaster on that front as I gained 3.5lbs, I’ve behaved myself this week but I’m still not entirely convinced I’m going to lose anything like what I gained – I guess I’ll just have to wait and see on Tuesday!).

Along with the Ball Stretcher I decided to wear my rubber blindfold and as I waited on my knees for Mistress to come into the bedroom I started remembering the last session and in particular the bit where Mistress allowed me to stop worshipping her beautiful feet for a brief period and to watch her sliding her glass dildo in and out of her delicious pussy. As I thought about this I felt the ball stretcher getting tighter as my cock started to harden without being touched.

My cock has actually been behaving very well these last couple of weeks. I seem to have random periods where it’s up or down with no discernible reason. I’ve learned to make the most of the good times because I never know how long it will last and I have to start using the cock ring again. It’s very annoying. I just wish I knew why, at least then I could try and do something about it!

I think Mistress was quite surprised to see my cock rock hard when she came into the bedroom as she commented on it straight away – which prompted me to tell her exactly what had made it so hard for her. I’m sure she appreciated it.

Mistress asked me if I had anything to confess and I owned up to one brief period of touching my cock one morning when I woke up with an impressive piece of morning wood. Punishment wasn’t too bad, ten strokes of the whip followed by five with the paddle… then Mistress had me worship her feet while she played with her glass dildo.

I adore Mistress’s beautiful feet and the sessions are the only time I really get to worship them properly, there’s something special about doing it while I’m on my knees so I always enjoy this part of the session. Mistress teased me verbally while I kissed her perfect feet and after allowing me to taste her juices from the glass cock a couple of times she told me to stop and then I felt her feet on my shoulders. Mistress removed my blindfold and then I got to watch her using the dildo on herself for a short while right up close in front of my face - I fucking LOVED that!

Then Mistress had me up on the bed and tied me down. The next part of the session seemed to fly by… Mistress grabbed her cock whip before taking off my blindfold, then straddled me facing away and giving me a gorgeous view of her pussy and ass while she started whipping my cock and balls. She hadn’t even touched my cock at this point and it was absolutely HUGE. Well, you know, as HUGE as it gets, it didn’t suddenly grow an extra inch or anything, but it was about as swollen as it could ever be, and certainly looked pretty impressive to me.

When Mistress finally touched it it felt absolutely amazing and after sitting on my face and feeding me her gorgeous pussy she sank down onto my cock for the first time since our last session. It felt so good, being so hard and deep inside my Mistress’s hot, wet pussy. Sadly it didn’t last long and Mistress was soon back to whipping my cock and balls again. Actually she did that quite a lot in this session, I think she enjoys it! :)

Fairly early on Mistress decided to fill my ass, which was great although the plug fell out at least three times. Still it was good anyway! Also Mistress stood beside me at one point and rubbed my cock with her foot (which is always good, like I said I love Mistress's feet!).

Towards the end of this part of the session, Mistress…. Ah wait, I didn’t tell you what Mistress was wearing did I. She had her leather skirt on and a PVC bra, which looked great even though I much prefer cupless (well, dur!). I told Mistress she looked amazing but that I hated when she hides her gorgeous breasts from me. She smiled and said ‘Yes, but it makes it so much better when I let you see them, doesn’t it?’.

I have to admit this is true, but I still hate it. Fortunately the last twice I had eaten Mistress to orgasm we had done it at bedtime rather than earlier in the evening and consequently Mistress had removed her bra. She made a point of mentioning how lucky I had been this week to be allowed to see them twice…

Towards the end of this part of the session… Mistress pulled her beautiful breasts out of her bra cups and allowed me to suck on them, she looked incredible like that and then she straddled me and slid her ass against my still aching cock. She started squeezing it with her ass cheeks, teasing me about how much she knows I would love to slide my cock inside her ass… 

Then it was time to leave me alone, so it was on with the blindfold and the pegs. Sometimes I can barely feel the pegs but this time Mistress must have got them on just right because they were very definitely there the whole time Mistress left me alone. Also after the first minute or two my cock finally started to wilt somewhat and as it did the Ballstretcher started to sting my balls. I guess it had been on for about 30 minutes or so – which is probably about as long as you want it on in one go.

Then I felt my cock move and I thought I might have leaked some cum… it was an odd sensation. Sometimes if I am edged very hard when I go soft there might be some cum that was trapped in my cock which leaks when I go soft, it doesn’t happen very often and it can be a little or a lot… and that’s what I thought had happened. Peeking under the blindfold I could see on the head of my cock there was a solitary clear drop of pre-cum, and that was all it was. Phew, I really didn’t want Mistress to come back to find a load of cum pooling on my stomach, that would not be good at all!

Mistress returned and after removing the pegs (I know she loves taking those damn pegs off, even when I can’t see her face) she slid the blindfold off to reveal that she had dispensed with the skirt but had slipped into her crotchless Ann Summers panties. The ones that really push her pussy lips forward – so fucking HOT!

She untied me and allowed me to take the Ballstretcher off, which was a relief. It was kinda hard to get off because it’s quite tight but I got it off just as Mistress was positioning herself on the bed with her legs spread, ready for me to make her cum. Mistress eased her finger between her lips and fed me her pussy juice, she tasted gorgeous as always and it was pretty apparent that making her cum was not going to be difficult!

So I played it slow, I didn’t want her to cum too quickly, I wanted to enjoy licking her delicious pussy and I wanted her to cum as hard and as long as possible. As I licked her clit I slipped a finger into her pussy and massaged the top side, I thought she was going to cum too soon at one point and eased up a bit, I definitely didn’t want her to cum before I teased her ass.

After teasing her pussy for a while I could tell she was more than ready and I eased my finger down towards her asshole. I’d guess I teased her ass for 2-3 minutes before she came, and my finger felt like it was slightly deeper than usual (Mmm!). Mistress bucked very hard and her legs ended up over my shoulders as she came for quite a while, she grabbed my head and pushed it away and then pulled it back again as I licked her through her orgasm. It was awesome!

When she finally pulled away, Mistress ordered me to lick my fingers clean – which I did, and to clean the sheet with my tongue. Unfortunately there was almost nothing on the PVC sheet, which seems to be the norm when Mistress wears those crotchless panties. They look amazing though…

Mistress stood on the bed and had me lick her clean and then told me to lie down again. She said she wasn’t going to tie me down again but that I wasn’t to touch her without permission. She stood over me again and gave me that wonderful view one more time, then told me she was going to allow me to lick her ass.

She asked if the panties were in the way and I said I thought they would be so she took them off and resumed her previous position. She asked me when the last time I had been allowed to cum was and I told her it was the last session which was four weeks ago. ‘Not that long then,’ came her reply – not that I really thought I would be coming today, I had a ruined orgasm just last week.

Mistress slapped and stroked my cock until it was hard again and then allowed me to lick her gorgeous asshole. She let me worship it with my tongue four times, making me beg for more after each time. Finally she said she would allow me to touch her for the last time and I placed my hands on her ass and parted her cheeks as she sank down onto my tongue for the final time. As I worshipped her asshole Mistress slapped my balls as she stroked me which gave me an idea.

When she stood up and before she could declare the session over I asked if I could claim one of my weight loss treats… Mistress wasn’t expecting that, but she said yes anyway. ‘Which one do you want?’ She asked…

You may remember a couple of weeks ago I hit 1.1/2 stone lost, which entitled me to three treats from Mistress’s list. I claimed the first one pretty quickly (an ass worship session) but held onto the other two. I knew I wanted to take the ’20 Ball Slaps’ option, but I knew I needed to be a) really turned on to take it, and b) not wearing a cock ring, as I can only take gentle slaps when my balls are trapped like that and I didn’t want gentle slaps.

Now seemed like the perfect time to claim my reward, I was no longer wearing the ballstretcher and my cock was rock hard, and so Mistress set about slapping my balls just as I had requested. She delivered them in 4 blocks of 5, although I’m sure she sneaked 1 or 2 extras in there as well. I don’t think they were the hardest balls slaps I’ve ever had, but considering I’d already had my balls whipped, stretched and slapped quite a bit in the preceding hour, they were still definitely hard enough.

Mistress delivered the last five and then stopped, I was kind of expecting her to give me one final super-hard freebie, but it never came. Which sounds disappointing now, but at the time I was happy it was over!

Another amazing Femdom session then, I can’t wait for the next one!