A Video for the Foot Fetishists Out There in Readerland

This video has been around for a long time, I think I added it to my Video page at least five years ago, but as it happens I can't actually find it right now. Anyway, this might even be what you might call 'Female friendly' porn since, there's no nudity in it on either side, it is literally a guy worshipping a pretty girl's feet for ten minutes... maybe if you want to introduce foot worship to your wife this video might be a good place to start? I don't know... depends on your wife I guess!

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Last night Mistress had her eleventh orgasm of the month (anything over ten is a good result) with my finger teasing her gorgeous ass and her glass dildo stretching her delicious pussy. It was fantastic for both of us... afterwards Mistress teased my cock to another edge, it's been 54 days now, no idea when I will be allowed to cum - I wonder if it will be before the end of March?

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You may remember I said that my latest Milovana tease got nominated for 'Tease of the Month', well at the moment it's looking like yet another second place... the leader is totally uncatchable with over twenty votes lead, but I am still vulnerable and it could just as easily turn into a third or fourth place. On the positive side, my January tease looks certain to be nominated again so I will get another chance to add to my one victory (19 nominations - 1 victory, not a very good record!).

Another Comment on 'Anna's Cuckold'

This comment was left on Literotica today:

Anonymous said: Not a bad story but way too short. I like the dynamic between hubby and wife which could have developed much further if the author had extended the chapter. So good foundations for a story. Keep going! As an aside I'm always bemused as to why people write in getting upset about cuckold stories when the title could not have been clearer. "Anna's cuckold" was probably the give away clue there. A bit like going into a "All meat burger" joint and then being stunned that they don't sell a vegan burger.

This comment pretty much bears out exactly what I said in my last post about a lot of my stories seeming like first chapters of longer pieces.... and yeah, it is funny how even when Cuckold stories aren't put in the 'Loving Wives' section, if they have 'Cuckold' in the title they act as a beacon for loonies. I mean, I think 'Mind Control' and 'Supernatural' stories are fucking stupid frankly, but I don't go around deliberately reading them and giving them one star, I just ignore them. I mean, what is the point?

And it's not even as if these people just click down to the bottom of the page, rate the story and leave their comment; often it's more than apparent from their comment that they've actually bothered to invest the time to read the story, which I find weird - unless they read them, enjoy them and then comment in a fit of self-loathing? I mean I don't object to someone leaving a negative comment, say if someone doesn't like the way the story went or if they think my writing is shit, they're entitled to their opinion after all... but it's like me going to an Italian restaurant and then leaving them a bad review on Trip Advisor moaning that it was all 'pasta and tomatoes', the clue's in the name after all.

The comment is fair, in that it was short(ish) compared to my other stories, but it wasn't intended to be anything more than a short story about an interaction between a cuckold husband and his wife who was returning from seeing her lover.

And then there was this comment left on Sunday:

Anonymous said: One star for the loser of Trumps USA!

If anyone can explain what that means, I'm all ears. What has my story got to do with Trump or the USA? Because I certainly don't have anything to do with either...

Also, someone needs to tell this person that 'Trumps' needs an apostrophe between the p and the s. Just sayin'...

A Question I'm Sure I've Answered Before...

Someone left a comment asking if Mistress reads my stories. I'm sure I might have answered this question before, but if so it was probably a good long time ago so... here we go anyway. It depends which stories you mean, obviously I have written stories specifically for her and so obviously she has read those (although as I recall she didn't like the last one I wrote (Taking Ella's Ass), but still I can't get it right every time I guess!) That was the first one I ever wrote for her that she rejected, so I have a pretty good hit rate (although that was 18 months ago, but then last year I spent a lot of time reworking old stories).

As for the other stories, the ones I write that would appeal to my readers here, the Chastity / Cuckold / Femdom stories, well as far as I know, I don't think so. Not unless I specifically ask her to. I used to ask her to 'proof' read them, but I don't think I need that assistance any longer as I have become pretty thorough at correcting my errors in punctuation etc... but there's nothing stopping her reading them if she wants to, they are on my blog and she gets an email every time I publish anything here so it's not like she's not aware of them.

Perhaps a bigger question would be (and perhaps what the comment was trying to get at was), do I want her to read them? That's a whole lot more difficult to answer...

On the one hand, I would love Mistress to read them, it would give her a huge insight into how my mind works and what turns me on, what buttons she could press to fuck with my head while she's edging my cock and doubtless many useful ideas for future use, and hopefully while they might not turn her on the same as they do me, she still might appreciate my storytelling and the effort that has gone into writing them.

On the other hand, I know in the past when I've been writing I've sometimes felt conflicted about what I'm writing because I wonder what Mistress will think if she reads them. While my stories aren't really that 'extreme' in the realm of internet fiction, they are still quite colourful in relation to our real life, with scenarios in them that are way out of our mutual comfort zones. I think that's why I tend to write a lot of stories that feel like the first chapter in a bigger story... it feels safer to write about 'conversations' between characters rather than actions, for example I'm much more likely to write about a Mistress 'telling' her slave that she is going to make him watch her get fucked by another man and then make him suck his cock, than actually writing the scene itself.

Creatively this has actually become something of a problem; it's something I am now acutely aware of and something I need to address going forward. I certainly feel that this has stifled my ability to write longer stories in the past. It's okay in a stand alone short story to 'talk' about what you're 'going to do', but once you try to write a long form piece, people don't just want to read about 'what you're going to do' they want to read about it actually happening. That's what I mean about some of my stories sounding like 'first chapters' of longer stories.

But, you might well argue, if you don't think she reads them anyway, why does it even matter?

Well it probably doesn't really, but again there is that conflict in my head between me wanting her to read them and thus censoring myself, and wanting to write the best stories I can, whatever the content may be. I guess, what I'd ideally like would be to write the stories without the self-censorship and for then there be some way to present the story to Mistress in a format where she could easily tell which bits turn me on and form the basis of a real world desire, which bits turn me on even though I wouldn't actually want to live the experience for real, and which bits are there to serve the story.

But that's easier said than done perhaps, so maybe it's best she doesn't read them? But still, deep down I would love it if she did....

Fifty Days of Denial...

Today marks 50 days since my last real orgasm, and since I was granted a ruined orgasm yesterday I doubt I'll be coming again any time soon. So I thought, as I occasionally do, I would have a look at some aspects of my orgasm data. Mistress and I don't get hung up on records and such like, we've never really aimed for any specific target*, but I do think it's interesting to look back in 'hindsight' to see how things have progressed. I am always slightly cautious about doing this as I don't want to influence Mistress one way or the other, but still, it's interesting to do a little analysis now and again.

*Actually, there was one target that was always in my mind when we started, and that was that Mistress should have ten orgasms for every one that I was allowed. Of course we are way beyond that now, it's more like 20:1 at this point, but it will take a little while yet to get the 'overall' score into line because in the early years Mistress was rather... generous. :) But we're getting there, it's up to 7.8:1 right now and that's only going to keep climbing... albeit, by my reckoning it will take another six years at the rate we are going!

This graph shows the number of days between 'full' orgasms (I had to start from our third chastity year because I had to keep the total number of data entries under 100). It's pretty clear to see from this graph how the incidence of orgasms has declined over the past years, and it also shows pretty well the achievement of each new 'record'.

The other thing I thought I would analyse was the incidence of orgasms 'inside' Mistress, as you can see, this has become a very rare occurrence.

Also note this graph doesn't show the data to date, we are already over 300 days since the last time... but then again, since we have become less focussed on penetrative sex and because my orgasms in general have become much less frequent, this was bound to happen and any analysis of 'where' I came would show a decline simply because the overall total has fallen so sharply.

(Mind you if we're talking infrequency, here's one for the record books... I came in Mistress's mouth once in 2011, twice in 2012, then never again until 2016, and not once since. The last time was pretty cool though... you can read about it HERE)

Finally this graph shows the number of days between each ruined orgasm that I've been allowed. This graph is harder to interpret without context, but to me shows Mistress's initial reluctance, notice two periods where there are several grouped together followed by longer periods where they became infrequent and then later becoming more frequent as Mistress got used to the idea and then later still gradually decreasing in frequency as Mistress has dialled back on both types of orgasm (last year I was allowed 8 full orgasms and 15 ruins, this year so far it's 4 full orgasms and 10 ruins; I very much doubt I am going to have 4 more full orgasms and 5 more ruins before March 31st!).

Again, I am cautious about highlighting these things as I don't want to influence Mistress one way or the other, and I also want to stress very strongly that this should not be interpreted as me 'complaining'; but I think you can easily glean from both charts that while in the earlier years there was a slow tendency for the times to increase, over the last 2-3 years things have really stepped up a gear.

The point is, I guess, things move at their own pace and while you may long for prolonged periods of chastity from the outset, maybe you have to accept that it takes a while to get where you really want to be. As for me, I've never been happier; all I wanted right from the start was for Mistress to control my orgasms and decide when and how I got to cum. Indeed, it is written clearly in black and white in our contract that Mistress is within her rights to deny me any full orgasms if she wants to.

Maybe that's where we are heading? If so that is for Mistress to decide... my only request in that case would be that she sometimes let me choose where to ruin, because while I could live with only being allowed ruined orgasms, I really wouldn't want to give up licking her beautiful feet clean...

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Speaking of Mistress's insanely sexy feet... we did indeed have our little pedicure session today, but I didn't take any pictures... sorry about that. Maybe next time. I have written up my 'pedicure' fantasy though... I thought it would be quite a short little piece, but it's turned out to be quite substantial!

My First Ruined Orgasm of the 20s...

It seems odd to be in the '20s' don't you think? For my whole life the 20s has meant the 1920s, odder still that this didn't happen with the 10s... I guess because people don't generally refer the to first decade of a century as the '10s' and what actually 'happened' between 1910 and 1919 anyway - apart from the First World War (obviously), I can't think of anything.

Well for your information, the Oreo cookie was invented; the Titanic sank; the Mona Lisa was stolen; the first crossword puzzle was published; Charlie Chapman appeared in his first film and Mata Hari was executed, as was Czar Nicholas II and his family... never let it be said that this blog isn't educational!

So what has this got to do with anything? Nothing really, I'm just blathering on rather pointlessly, so let's cut to the chase; Mistress allowed me a ruined orgasm tonight, my first for 38 days... but before that I got to eat her delicious pussy and make her cum (which is always wonderful). :)

As you may or may not know, one of my duties these days is to prepare Mistress's glass dildo before each time we go to bed, this involves heating it up so that it isn't cold to the touch. I do this every time, but then it is left on the bed and it is up to Mistress to decide if she wants me to use it or not. I never know until Mistress hands it down to me, and tonight I was handed the dildo as I worked my tongue against her pussy.

In the past I've perhaps been too quick to put the dildo to use, so tonight I decided to set it aside and use my fingers first, to make sure she was really ready for it. This seemed to work really well so I shall make sure I do that in future too. Once I had warmed Mistress up ready for the dildo and fucked her with it for a good while, I switched hands and held it with my left hand while slipping my right hand up alongside the glass cock. Then I pulled the dildo out of her wet slit and reintroduced my finger. Once it was nice and wet I slid it out and down between her ass cheeks, gently pushing the dildo back inside her as I did so.

I started to tease Mistress's gorgeous asshole with my finger while the dildo slid in and out of her and eventually settled into an alternating rhythm whereby I would slide the dildo in and out and then push my finger gently against her ass. This seemed to work pretty well and I did this for a little while before switching it up and eventually Mistress tensed up and came pretty hard. As always, I licked and sucked her gorgeous juices off of the dildo before kissing her pretty feet. Mmmmm! :)

I haven't been feeling all that great today, so I wasn't 100% sure if I was going to be getting all that hard. It did seem a little sluggish, but it get there in the end. Mistress stroked and slapped me nicely as we kissed and then she sat up and started stroking harder and faster, slapping my balls regularly as she got me closer and closer to the edge. Eventually I had to warn her I was getting close and she told me that she was going to let me cum.

As I anticipated, once she got me to the edge she let go and my cock strained hard and pumped out a very substantial load of cum - well it has been 38 days since my last ruin after all! Mistress scooped it with her fingers and fed it to me, in fact she did this about five times and there was still more leaking from my cock. Wow that was a LOT of cum!

I was supposed to give Mistress an intermediate pedicure today, she has her feet done professionally every six weeks and every three I give her a treatment which involves washing her feet, rubbing them with scrub, then rubbing cream into them and repairing any minor damage to her nail varnish. It's lovely for both of us, and as you can imagine for a foot fetishist like myself, quite a treat! Anyway, we didn't get round to it today, but we will do it tomorrow, I will ask Mistress if I can take some pictures maybe...

I went for a walk this evening and while I was walking I was thinking about this and inevitably it led to me formulating a little fantasy story based around this treatment. I will try and write that up soon, before I forget it.

Another Tune for You...

Honestly, there's not that many songs that genuinely make me 'feel' something... I don't know whether that's because I'm a musician (of sorts) and I tend to listen to music with little attention given to words and lyrics or what, but the list of those songs is pretty short I can tell you that. Obviously some songs make me feel 'pumped' or whatever, but not many stimulate 'emotion'.

I don't even know if the lyrics are necessarily the thing, I think it's more the delivery... although doubtless the chorus line of 'You are the only one' resonates with me. Curiously when I first heard this song I wasn't that into it; but it's grown on me over the last ten years (The Death of Romance came out in 2010) and so here it is for your consideration. No video for this song, just a picture of the album cover, and nothing to be scared of - 'Dir en Grey' this is not!

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Hope you all enjoyed the story I posted this morning, I already had a nice comment from an anonymous reader - thank you for that. More stories are in the works, I actually found a Word document with a 2/3 finished story on it, so that could be a quick project for the coming week.

Anna's Cuckold (Written January 2020)

Anna’s car pulled into her driveway and she quickly killed the engine. She closed her eyes and let her head fall back as her hand dipped down between her thighs, her panties were soaking wet and she could smell the huge load of cum her lover had dumped in her pussy a half-hour earlier. She gently slipped a finger inside the sodden material and teased herself for a second or two, tickling her sensitive clit with her fingertip, before slipping it inside her slippery hole.

She lifted her fingers to her mouth and tasted Ben’s cum mixed with her own juices, then looked up at her bedroom window. She couldn’t quite tell if the bedside lamp was on or not; it looked dark up there but even if it was off David was probably still awake… if not she would wake him, he wouldn’t want to miss out on this.

Anna left her car and slipped the key into her front door. She dropped her bag in the hallway, locked the front door and then headed straight up the stairs to where her husband was waiting for her.

Entering the bedroom she pealed her dress off over her head, she hadn’t bothered to wear a bra as she wanted to make sure Ben kept his eyes on her all night. That had definitely worked, he barely looked away the whole time they were in the pub; her large, hard nipples pressing into the stretchy thin fabric saw to that!

Hearing his wife enter the room, David sat up in the bed. He could smell the sex on her as she slid between the sheets and reached for his aching cock. Anna’s fingers closed around his hard shaft as she kissed him, acutely aware that he could surely taste Ben’s cock and cum on her tongue and lips. She loved knowing that and she loved having a cuckold husband and an open-minded lover like Ben; in fact life had never been better.

“My pussy is so full of cum,” she gasped into his mouth. “Are you ready for it?”

David groaned in frustration as she pumped his throbbing cock.

“Are you going to clean me up baby, are you going to swallow Ben’s cum for me and make me cum… again?”

Anna let go of his cock for a second and slid her fingers inside her panties, coating them with her juices and then feeding them to her insanely horny, but oh-so conflicted husband.

“Ben fucked me so good baby, but… he says I need to cut you off completely now.”

She wrapped her fingers around his cock again and started to gently pump it once more.

“Please, no Anna… that’s too much!”

She rubbed him harder and kissed him again, warming to the idea herself and loving how scared he sounded.

“But he fucks me better than you ever could… you know that; it’s better this way, isn’t it? You know you can’t satisfy me on your own, this takes all the pressure off you… and you get to clean me when I get home. What could be better than that?”

David protested again but Anna wasn’t listening.

“Ben says the only way a cuck like you should cum is on his knees, jerking off over his wife’s feet…”

David groaned as she said it, despite his frustration, he knew that ultimately Anna would twist him around her little finger and get her way, just like she always did.

“Deep down you like that idea don’t you? You don’t really want to fuck me at all… you just want to jerk off on my feet like the little cucky you are.”

Despite the fact that this had been a fantasy of his for as long as he could remember, David was still scared of letting go completely.

“No Anna, please, I can’t… I can’t bear the thought of not being allowed inside you anymore, it’s too much!”

“I know baby, but things work so much better this way and besides… Ben told me that if I let your little cock inside HIS pussy again he would beat my ass until it was black and blue and then fuck it until I cried… you don’t want him to do that to me, do you?”

“No…” David’s voice cracked as he replied.

“Good boy, I knew you would understand.”

Her fingers continued to pump his hot, hard cock as she nuzzled at his neck.

“You could… lie, though. I mean, you wouldn’t have to tell him...” David whined.

Anna let go of David’s cock and curled her fingers around his balls instead, squeezing firmly as she spoke.

“But we promised each other when we started this that there would be complete honesty between all three of us… it’s not fair for you to ask me to go back on that now is it?”

“Please Anna…”

“Sssshhhh baby,” said Anna as she started up a steady stroke again. “I tell you what, I can’t let you inside of me, but Ben never said anything about using my mouth, what if I suck you off one last time? Would you like that baby? Would you like me to take your little cock in my mouth and suck it dry for you one last time?”

David’s willpower began to slip at the thought of exploding in his wife’s mouth, he figured if he was getting cut off he might as well take what he could get while he could still get it…

“But after that you will only cum like Ben said, on your knees, jerking off over my pretty feet. I know you love my feet, don’t you.”

“Yes, but…”

“Ssshhhhh baby, I really want to suck your cock for you this one last time, but you have to promise me that in future you’ll only cum on your knees, stroking your cock for my beautiful feet, okay?”

Anna’s head dipped below the covers and David felt his cockhead engulfed by her warm, wet mouth.

“Come on baby, I need to hear you say it if you want this.”

“I… I promise… I will only… cum, on… my knees, stroking for…. for your beautiful… feet.”

“And clean it up with your mouth…” whispered Anna.

“And… clean it up… with… my mouth,” breathed her desperate husband.

Anna moaned loudly as she took her husband’s entire cock into her mouth, David knew he couldn’t last long, but he tried to hold back for as long as he could. Within two minutes he knew he had lost the battle and his cock exploded violently into his wife’s eager mouth. She slurped at his cock until it started to wilt and then moved back up to kiss him once more.

David turned his head to kiss her but instead felt her finger slide into his mouth, press on his lower teeth and pull downwards, opening his mouth wide so that she could spit his cum straight onto his tongue. He swallowed it quickly, expecting her to kiss him afterwards, but instead she slumped back on the bed and hooked her fingers into her panties. She pulled them down quickly and tossed them onto the floor beside the bed.

“Now, I need you to eat me… my pussy is very dirty and you’re going to make it clean again.”

David, excitedly moved between her legs, thrilled to see her well-fucked cunt oozing pussy juice and cum, but at the same time slightly appalled and ashamed by his predilection for cream pies. He sank down and breathed in the intoxicating scent, then bent forward and dragged his tongue down her slippery, wet slit.

Anna groaned as she felt him start to lick her pussy, she loved this moment so much… coming home to her husband of twelve years; the husband who worshipped her so much that he let her cuckold him again and again and even cleaned her pussy when she came home tired and sore. When they met she knew he was the right man for her, but she couldn’t have dreamed how things would turn out along the way. They were scared at first that cuckolding would drive them apart, but if anything it seemed to have brought them closer together than ever…

Anna sighed loudly as David’s tongue worked its magic, she had trained him to be an incredible pussy eater over the last few years and she had noticed he tried even harder to impress her when she came home full of another man’s cum. She’d mentioned it to him once and he had told her that it was his way of ‘reclaiming’ her.

She looked down and ran her fingers through his dark hair.

“I think about you when he’s fucking me baby… I think about you here at home, waiting, wondering what I’m doing… I think about you stroking your cock, I know you can’t help it… I think about you being in the room and watching as his wonderful cock stretches my tight little pussy… I think about you sucking my tits while he pounds his meat into me… I think about you cleaning my pussy while he watches… I think about you cleaning him too… I also think about you sucking his thick cock and swallowing his load… I want to see that one day baby, I know you’ll love it just as much as I do. I… I think about you kneeling on the floor in front of us, offering your hole to him and begging him to slide his gorgeous hard cock into your tight little ass. You’d do that for me wouldn’t you baby? You’d give up your ass to please me, wouldn’t you… if I asked you to?”

David could only groan into her sloppy, wet cunt as he feasted on her slippery juices…

Anna continued, her voice straining as she got closer and closer to the edge.

“I want to watch him fuck you baby, I need to see that… I want you to know what it feels like to really be taken and fucked har…”

Anna’s body tightened and David gripped her hips hard and drove his tongue against her clit, powering her through her fifth and final orgasm of the night. He knew it wouldn’t last for long, but in that moment she was his and only his.

Anna barely moved after she had cum and she was soon asleep, but David lay awake until the early hours of the next morning, wondering if he would ever get to fuck her again and if she was serious about making him their bitch. His cock ached and twitched as he thought about it and he quietly jerked himself off into his hand and licked it clean as he contemplated his fate…  

Back to Normal...

Tonight was great, I was really looking forward to some regular cock teasing after last night's unusual 'treatment' and I certainly got it. First though I worshipped Mistress's gorgeous pussy (and teased her ass) to a lovely orgasm, before kissing her pretty feet. Then she started kissing me (I love kissing Mistress so much, especially when my mouth tastes of her pussy...) and got me nice and hard before she started slapping my balls and stroking me in earnest.

Then she closed her mouth around my cock and that felt absolutely amazing... so fucking good. She slapped and stroked me to the absolute edge before letting go and giving me one final ball slap. We kissed again (I love kissing Mistress so much, especially when my mouth tastes of her pussy and her mouth tastes of my cock) while I wondered if my poor cock was going to leak its 47 day load.

Thankfully not, though it was touch and go I'm sure. Mistress said something about 'maybe letting me cum over the weekend', but I'm guessing I should take that with a pinch of salt. Still, I've only cum four times since April 1st 2019... with just over two months until the end of this chastity year, so who knows.

I must say, I was very impressed with Mistress yesterday, even though the ballcrusher was clearly hurting me more than I expected Mistress didn't flinch. A few years ago I'm sure it would have been quite different, but yesterday Mistress continued applying pressure to the plate (although she couldn't do much without me flinching) and I loved how she asked me if I could take one more minute with it on. That was a long minute... and of course I loved that she straddled my face while I was in pain, that was awesome! :)

Thinking some more about the ballcrusher, I'm wondering if the fact that it was June and probably a lot warmer than it is now might have had something to do with it? Obviously in the summer heat my balls are a lot looser than they are right now... maybe an answer is to put them through the back plate and then tie them so that they can't pull back one at a time?

And probably a good idea would be for Mistress to use lube on my cock, since she couldn't do much with it because it was so tight. We'll give it another go in a few weeks and see how we get on this time.

Just browsing 'Keyheld' and I found a really good new blog that I've never seen before called Suddenly Subbie, check it out HERE

My latest story 'Anna's Cuckold' will be posted tomorrow morning.

Some Observations...

Just looking at my Literotica pages for my 'Robert_Anthony' stories, it's curious that the story which has the most views (Thirty Seven Days, 128,400) is in turn the lowest rated. It also has the most comments by some margin (65).

The story which has the second most views (126,600) is also the second highest rated.

Of the 32 stories published, the two I published this last weekend are currently sitting 28th and 29th by rating (but I think they will rise a bit in a few weeks, Literotica apparently has some bot thing which weeds out dubious votes).

The three stories with the lowest rating are all ones which were posted in the notoriously hateful 'Loving Wives' category. Stories of similar content which were posted in the 'Fetish' category instead have fared much better. Between them, these three stories account for 141 comments!

Twenty eight out of thirty two stories have a score of at least 4 out of 5.

My top rated story is called 'Once a Month Ch3'; this was written in 2017, part 2 was written in 2014 and part one in 2011. It seems that part four is due in 2020. In fact I believe I suggested I would write the next part in three years in the comments...


Looking at the stories written as 'Malibuman666';

Ten out of fifteen chapters of 'Everything Has a Price' are rated 'HOT' (higher than 4.5/5)

My old Literotica account has 72 stories versus 32 for the new one, but 30 of those have been posted since 2011 (which means they were old stories that had to be re-written from hard copy).

Once a Month Ch3 is the best rated of all my stories (over both accounts) but only by .03/5, by contrast the bottom three stories on the Malibuman666 page all have ratings in the 3.9s, which places them all higher than the bottom four 'Robert_Anthony' stories. The worst rated story (Thirty Seven Days), has a score of 3.55/5.

Return of the Ballcrusher...

Week two of my weight loss programme and again I lost weight and got to choose a toy to play with. Last week I chose the cock whip, mainly because it's a nice simple thing to start with, but this week I went all out and brought back the ballcrusher...

Way back in June last year (no I can't quite believe that either but HERE is the post) we had a really great first experience with it. It wasn't painful, but it did provide intense pressure on my balls. Unfortunately, since then we've tried it 2 or 3 times and for some reason I just couldn't get my balls to stay in the damn thing without pulling out!

So today I was pretty determined to make it work, it took several goes but finally we did it, however to get it to grip my balls I had to do it up tighter than is ideal. I mean the idea really is that you have it so tight and then after a little while you do it up and then when you get used to that level of pressure you do it up again and so on.... and then when you can't take any more, you do it up one more time and then take it off. ;)

(Actually I also decided to wear a cock ring as well since I figured it would help to stop my balls pulling back... not sure if it did or not to be honest.)

So, this time was a different experience to the first time since Mistress couldn't really do it up any more - in fact she had to loosen it, and it was more a case of 'withstanding' the pain. Mistress did straddle my face while I had it on and that was really nice, it certainly took my mind off it briefly anyway! Mistress licked and slapped my cock about and then she asked me if I could stand another minute with it on. I made it and then once she started to undo it it was hard to tell if it was getting tighter or looser... then it felt like my cock was getting much harder, as if the pressure in my balls was stopping the blood getting to my cock. Mistress said I looked pretty hard the whole time, but it definitely felt a lot different once the crusher came off altogether.

It was painful, but then painful can be oddly enjoyable, although I will concede the first time was more fun (Mistress did point out that I could have asked her to stop, I have to admit that didn't really occur to me even though it was quite 'a lot' - as people have taken to saying lately). I don't want to give up on it and I'm trying to work out what was different about the first time. Oddly enough, the only thing I have come up with is that the first time I put lube around the holes, but I didn't bother after that because I didn't think it was necessary. Now I'm wondering, even though it seems counter-intuitive, if the lube might not have made my skin a little tacky and stopped my balls sliding out so easily? It's definitely worth a try...

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After Mistress had her 8th orgasm this month, we finally got around to reviewing our Chastity & Femdom contract; this is something that was planned for the end of November I think...  but at least we've done it now.

In the end we haven't changed any of it, but it was interesting to read it because it refreshes the memory and there were a couple of bits in there which we had both forgotten about. Mistress asked if I wanted to change the part about me not being allowed to ask for penetration, but this has been the case since 2011 (although it was relaxed a bit for a time) and I am used to this being under Mistress's control now. To be honest, it doesn't happen all that often... but I'd rather have it rarely and know that Mistress wants it to happen than any other way. To be honest it quite often seemed like Mistress was uncomfortable when I was inside her and if I feel like she's not enjoying it it just doesn't work for me, chances are then that I would go soft anyway, so much better that she decides.

Anyway, so nothing has changed, but reading it did remind me that there have been times over the last year when Mistress did (for instance) randomly decide to paddle and whip me for her own amusement (rather than as a punishment for something specific) and randomly have me worship her ass and these are the things that I hope we can build on. I would love it if Mistress occasionally had me worship her pussy while she was getting dressed, even if she just had me kneel in front of her and kiss it once or twice. So little trouble really, but it would mean a lot to me... but I understand that it's 'thinking about it', and for this reason Mistress and I have decided that we will review our contract every three months in future.

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Over the last 24 hours I've been 'blessed' with some more comments on 'Anna's Cuckold' (nothing on 'Submitting to Mika' though). I've noticed that 'STM' has had nearly 10,000 views while 'Anna's Cuckold' has had just over 6000. Odd then that that story has all the comments, I think putting 'Cuckold' in the title is perhaps a mistake as it seems to draw the wrong sort of people and affects the score.

Anonymous said: Get a divorce! Any man with respect would file for divorce and give the ex the house as it will be she who will be stuck with mortgage, taxes and repairs.

Red_wood said: Nicely written story, enjoyed it. Small snapshot into their lives with no character background makes it interesting and at the same time , would like to know more. I would like to see David get his balls back, but looking at your story list, guess not. Keep up the writing,

Justincbenedict said: You have such a gift! Loved all your stuff since you wrote as "Malibuman666" and of course you capture the whole aspect of a man fantasizing about being forced to just lick the twat and then jack off on her feet...I always get such a kick out of your writing!

I also noticed a couple of new comments left on 'A Broken Marriage Redefined' which was a story I wrote back in June 2017 (Wow, really - I thought it was last year!)

Suckerman said: I so understand how Paul feels as she was talking to him. My only criticism is Paul had 6"a tiny fraction ABOVE what is now recognised as average (5.8") it would have been better at 5" or perhaps 4.5". But still great 5*

CdCindy1 said: I love this story! This is what I truly wish would happen with my wife. I want her to get fucked by well-hung men, I would then eat their cum from her pussy, I would lick and suck their cocks clean (then swallow another load directly from the tap), and then they would fuck my sissy man-pussy while my wife watched and called me her sissy faggot cuckold husband. It would be even better if she dressed me in sexy lingerie and make-up. Please tell us more stories like this one. This is so hot that I stroked my hard cock, shot a big load into my hand, and then ate it all up. Yummy Yumm

Literotica Feedback for Two New Stories...

Over the weekend I posted two stories to Literotica, the first was 'Submitting to Mika' which I posted here last week and the other one was a shorter one called 'Anna's Cuckold' which I will be posting her in a couple of days or so (if you can't wait you can always visit my Literotica page - link at the bottom of the page). Both have already gathered a few comments and as always they are something of a mixed bag!


Initial comments for 'Submitting to Mika':

Anonymous said: Sad life for sad fucks!

MrWideHorizons said: Glad to see your awesome work again!

Anonymous said: Please update! (I presume he means, please continue...)


Initial comments for 'Anna's Cuckold':

Anonymous said: Wow! Sick, stupid and pathetic. One the cucks will enjoy and read over and over. Real men wash their hands after touching this one and are thankful they don’t have a slut wife or are so weak and moronic to even think like a cuck. Just another slut and cuck tale

Sissyjackie2008 said: I remember when my wife cut me off from any more sex only allowing me to give her oral and jerking off onto the toe cleavage in her heels. Of course, I had to clean up my mess with my tongue. To humiliate me even more, she allowed it only when we were wearing matching heels, lipstick and nail polish

Anonymous said: So hot, I hope the story continues. Lots of promise for foot worship fun, sucking wife’s toes as her bull fucks her better than he ever could. Cumming for her bare feet and then the humiliation of serving and sucking the bull. I love it

Suckerman said: Wow! That was one of the best descriptions of a cuckold's mind I have heard. It brought everything together in a way that encompassed the husband and wife's desires quite clearly. The almost ultimate humiliation and out of this world turn on for him, of losing the right to enter his wife's cunt made my little cock stiffen. Even the last bit where he (SPOILER) was a marvellous indication that this author knows and understands a cuckolds mind. I say almost ultimate humiliation (same as turn on for a real cuck) because the ultimate is when the wife tells her husband she is pregnant and its been fathered by the lover (I think a much better word than bull). I know it happened to me and although shocked as several people knew I had been gelded(vasectomy), I came in my panties as she told me.

There was also one other comment but it won't make sense unless you've read the story so I will leave it at that. I did however receive another feedback via email:

Anonymous said: I love this story! I hope you continue this story and turn it into a series. It was so hot. The potential foot fetish and foot cucking possibilities had me so turned on. As well as submitting and servicing the bull as he fucks the cuck's wife better than he ever could. Cuck sucks wife's toes while it happens? So many hot ideas here. Thanks for writing!


Overall then, pretty positive. I posted this in the Fetish category, so it should avoid the worst of the 'Loving Wives' haters... they are both scoring a little low at the moment, but I think that's par for the course with cuckold stories, there are people that go out of their way to mark those kind of stories down. In time I'm sure it will creep up to about 4.1-4.3's which is where I'd expect it to be really, judging by my other stories.

FEMDOM SESSION: 19th January 2020

It has been six weeks since our last Femdom session, but it feels a lot longer than that. I guess that's at least partly because Christmas was in between and the first two weeks of January generally feel like at least a month on their own! But anyway, the good news is we had our session as planned and it was fantastic, so that's a good start to our year and hopefully we won't miss too many sessions out this year.

Mistress told me to wear the red rubber blindfold and the Oxballs ball-stretcher and then allowed me to 'surprise her' with something else. I went for the ring ended dildo, and decided the best thing to do would be to put as little lubrication on it as possible. See, the thing is with it, well for one thing it's tapered with four balls of increasing size going up to the handle, and it's glass which is slippery anyway, so you really only need a tiny amount of lube (maybe not even that to be honest) to get it inside. The problem with using more is that after a couple of minutes it starts falling out, especially if you are upright for any length of time.

I hadn't had the ball stretcher on for a good long time and my balls were pretty tight so that was a bit of a struggle to get on, but after a couple of minutes in place it was fine and I kinda forgot about it. I do like the ballstretcher, it really does stretch them and pulls the skin really tight - the only downside of this is that it severely reduces the intensity of whipping or slapping I can take to almost none. So it's not ideal for everyday use because I love having my balls abused as much as Mistress loves abusing them, but it does make a nice change occasionally.

As always I waited on my knees for Mistress to enter the bedroom, with the blindfold, ballstretcher, ankle and wrist cuffs and ring-ended dildo in place. When she came in Mistress immediately started rubbing her foot against my tightly bound balls and asked if I had anything to confess to. I told her there was nothing recently, but I may have touched my cock a couple of times before Christmas. Hearing this Mistress fetched her whip and paddle from the bedside table and told me to get on all fours. She whipped me first, then paddled me, first the velvet side then the leather. As always it stung, but I was expecting it to go on longer than it did - so that was a relief...

Then she told me to kneel back up and turned me towards the bed, she climbed on and told me to start worshipping her beautiful feet while she started to play with her glass dildo. It was so nice to have a proper session of foot worship, and knowing that Mistress was enjoying herself up above me made it even better. One day I would love to kiss her feet while she brought herself to orgasm, blindfolded or not that would be very hot...

Throughout the foot worship Mistress kept me informed about what she was doing and occasionally had me lubricate her dildo with my mouth. Mistress knows just how much I love to taste her gorgeous pussy and loves to tease me about all the places she could make me taste it from.

Once Mistress was satisfied that her feet had been properly worshipped she told me to get onto the bed and I waited to be told whether to stay on my hands and knees or to lie down on my back. Mistress didn't give any instruction so I stayed where I was and she decided to punish me a little more with the whip and paddle.

Then she told me to lie down and attached the restraints to my ankle and wrist cuffs, before straddling my face for the first time and giving me my first proper taste of her delicious pussy. I had got hard without being touched during the foot worship period, but now my cock was seemingly taking a little while to wake up again. This was bothering me a little as usually as soon as Mistress straddles my face I start getting hard. Thankfully this indifference on the part of my cock didn't last too long and once Mistress started teasing me with her amazing ass it well and truly woke up!

After a little stroking and whipping Mistress decided to take my blindfold off and show me what she was wearing, needless to say she looked incredible as always, with a cupless PVC top and skirt. Once I could see her my cock was lovely and hard and she spent a lot of time brushing her ass against my face, allowing me to breath in her scent but not to lick her... not yet.

At one point she stood over me and used both her hands to pull her cheeks apart, totally exposing her gorgeous asshole and even opening it slightly. I wanted to taste her so badly right then, in fact all I really wanted to do in this session was to make her cum and to worship her ass, anything else was a bonus to me. Honestly, I didn't even think about being allowed to cum until Mistress brought it up...

Mistress teased my cock mercilessly for quite a while, occasionally strafing my cock and balls with the cock whip (albeit not too hard as even a fairly light whip to my balls made me flinch), breaking this up by straddling my face and allowing me to taste her delicious pussy. Every now and again she also grabbed the end of my dildo and pulled it back and forth while she stroked my cock hard, I really loved that!

Eventually she slid off the bed and told me it was time I had a little time to myself, she put the clothes pegs on my nipples and then walked to the end of the bed where she lifted her skirt up to show me her ass one last time and told me to think about how badly I wanted to lick and taste it... as if that wasn't what I'd been thinking for the last thirty minutes already! :)

The clothes pegs didn't seem to hurt at all today, but as soon as she left and my cock started to wilt the ballstretcher started to sting. I'm not sure how long Mistress left me there, probably between five and ten minutes, but I couldn't wait to get that thing off when she came back. Thankfully as soon as she came back she made me beg her to take the pegs off (which stung a little but not as bad as they have in the past, perhaps because I was suffering more with the ballstretcher) and then once she had untied me she told me to take the ballstretcher off. My balls were cold to the touch and red from the whipping, getting my fingers into place to remove the ballstretcher was a little difficult, but apart from a little discomfort pushing my balls out of the rubber ring they were fine...

Mistress asked me if I needed to take the dildo out of my ass before we moved on, but I said it was fine and it ended up staying inside me for the whole session (I think that's the first time we've ever done that actually).

Mistress discarded her skirt and climbed onto the bed, then she told me it was time to worship her pussy and make her cum. I sank down between her silky smooth thighs and kissed them gently before moving between her legs and attending to her delicious pussy. Mistress was already very turned on and wet but I took my time and tried not to rush it, after a little while I started to massage her G-spot with my finger and then eventually moved down and slid my finger between her ass cheeks.

Mistress loves having her ass gently teased while I lick her pussy, and I love doing it... it took longer than I expected to get Mistress there today, but I didn't mind at all... I love tasting her and would gladly do it for as long as she wanted. It was wonderful feeling her cumming on my tongue and when she finally pulled away the PVC sheet was absolutely soaked with her juices.

I licked both my fingers clean and then set about lapping up her juices from the sheet, there was a lot more than usual and it was gorgeous. Then Mistress stood on the bed in front of me and told me to clean her up. I licked up her inner thighs as high as I could go then used my fingers to retrieve as much of her dripping juices as I could.

Then she told me to lie down on the sheet and stood over me once more. As she moved more juice started to drip from her sodden pussy and ran down her legs. I told her there was more and she crouched down to allow me to lick the backs of her thighs clean and then I ran my tongue along her pussy lips, getting the majority of it before it dripped.

Then she stood upright again and started stroking my cock which was quickly getting hard (not surprising given what I was looking up at!), now that the ballstretcher was off and out of the way Mistress was able to slap my balls properly again and she punctuated her strokes with slaps as she taunted me with her amazing ass.

Mistress asked me if I would forego licking her ass if she let me cum, but that was never a consideration for me, I wanted nothing but to taste her asshole so I quickly shot that offer down. Mistress sank down and gave me permission to taste her, it was so good feeling her mouth closing around my cock as I flicked my tongue against her puckered hole. Mmmmmmmmm, I fucking LOVE IT!

Mistress allowed me to lick her ass four times, with short breaks inbetween when she would make me beg for more. On the last time she was jerking me really hard and slapping my balls, clearly trying to edge me and make me ask her to stop. But my mind was so focussed on worshipping her gorgeous asshole that even though I could feel I was rock hard I found it surprisingly easy to stay away from the edge. I was determined to make the most of this opportunity and it really was a wonderful feeling lapping at her asshole while Mistress pounded at my cock and balls and tugged at the dildo that was still firmly inside my ass. But eventually Mistress called a halt and after one last ball slap she turned around and told me the session was over...

What an amazing start to the year, I hope February's session is just as good!

Submitting to Mika (written January 2020)

Mika’s hands closed around Tony’s head as she got closer and closer to orgasm…

“Yesss, that’s it… right there, right there!”

Her breathing quickened as her muscles tightened, Tony sensing that she was right on the edge. He applied a little more pressure with the tip of his tongue, flicking it back and forth over her engorged clit; it was surely only a matter of seconds now.

“Gnnnnnaaaaahhhhhhhhh!” Mika groaned as she felt herself reach the point of no return, her hands gripping tighter and her thighs crushing Tony’s head from the sides.

Tony forged on, lapping at his Mistress’s clean shaven pussy with delight until she could take no more and pushed his head away. Almost immediately though she reached forward and pulled his head back down again, pressing her throbbing pussy against his tongue and moaning quietly as she extracted every ounce of pleasure possible from her ever willing slave.

Eventually she pushed him back a second time and then pulled back herself. Even though she was naked from the waist down, Mika was wearing a T-shirt which covered her beautiful breasts and hid them from view. Mika only allowed Tony to see her breasts occasionally now; knowing how much he wanted to see them turned her on and guaranteed that when she did allow him to see and touch them he would be extremely grateful and complimentary.

Mika allowed her hand to drop between her legs and a finger slid inside her slick hole, she scooped up her juices and then offered it to Tony, smiling as his greedy mouth closed around it and sucked it clean.

“Good boy, you have pleased me… and today I have a special treat for you.”

Tony looked up at her excitedly, did this mean his latest period of chastity was about to come to an end. He hadn’t cum for 82 days and his last ruin had been well over a month ago, surely it wasn’t too much to hope that she was ready to grant him a satisfying orgasm…

Mika slid herself off the bed and patted it, indicating that Tony should get up there himself.

“I want you on your hands and knees,” she said. “Face that way, I want your ass here.”

Tony climbed onto the bed and positioned himself the way Mika had instructed, his cock already starting to harden as she dragged her soft hands down the insides of his thighs. He had almost forgotten about the plug in his ass, but Mika hadn’t.

“I love having your ass plugged like this,” she said. “I think I shall plug it much more often in future…”

Mika dragged a finger down the crease of Tony’s ass, pressing firmly on the base of the plug and drawing a small moan from her slave’s mouth.

“Maybe I should send you off to work wearing it…. that could be fun, I bet you’d be squirming about all day, hahaha.”

Tony felt his wife’s hand move back down between his legs and close around his hardening cock, firmly stroking it up and down while her other hand moved to his heavy balls. She wrapped her fingers around them and started to gently pull on them, applying pressure through her whole hand and enjoying the effect it had on her slave’s cock.

“You like that don’t you… Mmmm, I like it too. I can’t wait for the Elastrator to arrive, your balls are going to look so good banded up good and tight for me.”

Tony let out an involuntary nervous groan; he was excited at the prospect even though he knew it would be painful to endure for her.

“We really should flatten your balls out again,” she continued. “I love seeing your balls crushed in the ball crusher, we should try that again soon… but not today, I have something else in mind today.”

Mika’s hand stroked harder now, impatient to move onto the next part of her plan.

“If you are very good I might let you cum today, properly… but right now I want you to ruin for me and the bigger the load you can pump out the better, okay?”

“Yes Mistress,” promised Tony.

“Good boy…”

Mika gave Tony’s balls a very hard squeeze, enough to make him wince through his teeth and then let them go. She took hold of the base of the plug in his ass and started easing it back forth while she continued to stroke him.

“Don’t keep me waiting slave…” she warned, pumping his cock a little faster still.

Half a minute later Tony was on the edge.

“I’m getting close Mistress!” He warned.

Mika stroked his cock a further three times and then let go, but continued to ease the plug in and out. Seconds passed and Tony feared he had committed himself too soon, but then he looked down between his legs and saw a long, thick drool of cum dripping from the tip of his cock onto the plate Mika had placed on the bed between his legs. He never felt a thing…

“Good slave, I am pleased with you…. Keep this up and you will get to cum today.”

Tony allowed his head to drop and he watched as the flow of cum slowed and eventually stopped, a large drop of cum dangling a couple of inches below the tip of his cock.


“Thank you Mistress,” he offered, hoping she was as good as her word.

“Now, just stay there a minute.”

Tony heard his wife sliding something into place behind him and peering back through his legs he could just spy Mika’s strap on poking out from beneath the hem of her T-Shirt.

“Time to get rid of this,” she said, grabbing the base of the butt plug and pulling on it. Tony groaned as the wide end of the plug opened his ass up as it pulled out, then he felt the rest of tapered plug sliding out and then he felt empty.

“Might as well use this nice fresh ‘lube’ we’ve got here,” said Mika, using her fingers to retrieve first the glob of cum still hanging from the head of Tony’s cock, then the cum pooled on the plate and smearing both thickly over the head and shaft of her strap-on.

“Good job you managed to pump a nice big load out, it will make it so much better for you…”

Mika picked the plate up off the bed and scraped the last drops of cum onto her ‘cock’, chuckling softly to herself as she spread them along the shaft. She put the plate down out of the way and then moved behind Tony, grabbing his ass with one hand and guiding the tip of her strap-on towards his waiting hole.

Tony felt the cock press between his cheeks and instinctively moved backwards, eager to feel his Mistress inside him. Mika chuckled again and grabbed his hips, pulling him back as she pushed steadily forward.

“That’s it…. take my cock!” Mika growled as she pushed it deeper.

“You love getting fucked in the ass don’t you? And even better when my cock is covered with your slippery cum…”

Tony’s head dropped as he listened to his Mistress; she was right, he did love getting his ass fucked no matter how humiliating she made it for him.

Mika was fucking his ass hard now, and holding onto his hips firmly to keep him still. She stopped briefly and pulled out, leaving his hole slightly agape while she grabbed and squeezed his nuts again, then pushed her cock back inside in one violent stroke.

Tony half fell forward and Mika went with him, climbing onto the bed so that she was up over his back, her cock still buried deep in his ass. Now she really went to town on her slut, pounding her rubber dick into his asshole as she grabbed hold of a fistful of his hair.

“Yesssssssssssss,” she hissed. “You will take it for me my little bitch!”

Tony clenched his teeth as he endured a further minute or two of hard fucking. As much as his ass was burning and screaming for mercy, he knew deep down he needed to be taken like this and he knew he would be reliving this in his head for days if not weeks to come.

Finally Mika was exhausted; she pulled her cock out of Tony’s ravaged ass and climbed back down onto the floor. She admired his stretched out asshole and then spanked him hard on the left cheek.

“Turn around; you need to clean up this mess.”

Tony slowly turned around to see his wife standing there, still in her T-shirt, with her cum smeared cock sticking out in front of her. She stepped forward and grabbed his head, guiding it towards her prick.

“Now clean it.”

Tony allowed the dildo to be pushed between his lips and tasted the mixture of his ass and cum immediately. He had grown used to the taste of each separately over the last few years, but this was the first time he’d tasted the two together.

“Taste good?” teased Mika from above.

Tony nodded gently, his mouth too full to respond.

Mika fucked Tony’s mouth for a little while, then pulled her cock out of his mouth and had him lick all around the base where a lot of the cum had gathered and dried.

“Make sure it’s nice and clean if you want to be allowed to cum,” she warned.

Once satisfied, Mika pulled away and unfastened the strap-on before sliding it down her legs and throwing it to one side. She moved towards her slave and slid a finger between her legs and into her sodden cunt. She pulled it out and offered it his willing mouth, smiling as he eagerly licked and sucked it clean.

“Get down on the floor,” she ordered and Tony quickly scuttled down onto the thick carpet.

“Now,” said Mika, settling herself on the end of the bed and raising her left foot up towards her slave’s mouth. “I want you to stroke your cock while you worship my pretty feet.”

Tony’s hand curled around his cock, it was pretty hard anyway, but as soon as Mika’s gorgeous toes touched his lips he felt it getting harder still.

“You love worshipping my body don’t you, every single part…. my pussy, my ass, my toes, my gorgeous tits that I hardly ever let you see anymore. I could show them to you right now if you like, but… I don’t think you really want me to.”

Tony looked at her with imploring eyes as he continued to suckle on her toes.

“Just keep doing what you’re doing and let me think about it,” whispered Mika, her dark brown eyes alive with mischief.

After a while Mika pulled her foot away and lifted the other foot to his mouth instead.

“Now this one, and make sure you worship this one just as nicely as you did the other one.”

Tony continued to stroke as he set about caressing Mika’s other foot with his lips and tongue. He could take any amount of this, he adored worshipping his Mistress’s delicious feet and hoped dearly that Mika would allow him to cum on them and lick them clean.

“I know what you want slave, you want to pump that cum out all over my pretty feet don’t you?”

“Yes Mistress.”

“And then what do you want to do?”

“I want to lick them clean Mistress… and swallow all my cum for you.”

Mika smiled, she loved the power she had over her slave, he worshipped her deeply and she adored being adored.

“Are you getting close?” she asked.

“Yes Mistress.”

Mika lifted her T-shirt slowly, exposing her toned stomach and the very bottom curve of her breasts.

“Are you sure you don’t want to give up your orgasm for a quick peek?”

Tony faltered for a second, as much as he desperately wanted to see her gorgeous tits, he couldn’t give up this orgasm now.

“No, please Mistress… I… I’m getting close now.”

Mike lifted her T-shirt up another inch, so that Tony could almost see the bottom edge of her dark nipples.

“Are you sure?”

Tony screwed his eyes shut for a second, trying to blot out the temptation before him.

“Please Mistress, I’m really close now.”

Mika dropped the T-shirt and watched her husband for a second, he was clearly struggling now but she knew he could hold back a little while longer.

“Did it occur to you that I might have let you ruin onto my gorgeous breasts? I might even have let you lick them clean… but, I guess it’s too late now.”

Tony groaned internally, as much as he loved her feet and loved cleaning his cum off her feet… he so rarely got to even see her tits that the thought of missing out on cumming on them couldn’t help but inspire a twinge of regret.

Despite this mental anguish Tony continued to stroke and worship Mika’s beautifully painted toes, he loved her toes and he couldn’t wait to see them spattered with his hot, sticky load.

“I think it’s time,” said Mika lowering her foot to the ground. “Beg me to allow you to cum on my pretty feet.”

“Please Mistress, please let me cum on them… please.”

The need in Tony’s voice was evident enough, but Mika still made him beg a further three times before she finally relented.

“Okay slave, you may cum on my feet.”

“Thank you Mistress!”

Tony shifted slightly and angled his cock towards Mika’s feet which were tilted slightly towards him. He stroked harder and faster than before and suddenly his body tensed hard and his hand involuntarily slowed as the cum started to erupt from the tip of his throbbing cock.

Mika wiggled her toes as she felt the warm, thick spunk land on her skin, she loved watching him in this moment, stroking for her, cumming for her, emptying his balls for her so that she could start another lengthy spell of chastity. She looked over at the chest of drawers on which his cage sat, waiting to be put back in place at the end of this session, the key dangling down between her forbidden breasts, out of sight - but never out of mind.

Tony had stopped cumming now and Mika glanced down at him, waiting for the inevitable question. She didn’t have to wait long.

“Mistress, please may I lick your beautiful feet clean?”

Mika looked down at the pool of cum that had erupted all over her light brown feet and smiled. She knew how badly he wanted to lick up that cum, and while she didn’t want to deny him the pleasure of doing that, it didn’t hurt to make him work just a little bit for his reward.

“Do you promise not to cry and make a fuss when I put the Elastrator bands on?” she said, her head cocked to one side and a smile playing around her lips.

Tony looked up nervously, he didn’t want to make a promise he couldn’t keep.

“I will try my best not to Mistress….”

Mika took a few seconds to decide if that was an acceptable answer, her eyebrows rising and falling as she did so. Eventually she relented…

“You may clean up your mess slave, and make sure you get it all from between my toes.”

Tony thanked her again and leant forward to start licking and sucking up the creamy, but by now rather cold cum.

Mika watched as her husband diligently cleaned her feet with his mouth, she knew he would continue all night if she let him, long after any vestige of cum remained. As she watched, her fingers slipped between her slender thighs and she started to gently tease her clit again. She let him be for another minute or so and then reached down and grabbed the back of his head, pulling him between her thighs as she spread them and pushing his head down towards her dripping wet pussy again.

“Make me cum again before I put the cage back on.”

Bedtime Sex Has Two Big Advantages

Over the past few years, Mistress and I have gravitated towards early evening 'encounters'... primarily because we found that if you always wait until you are going to bed (to sleep) then there's a greater chance of being too tired or whatever. But the thing with this arrangement is that more often than not Mistress keeps her bra on because she knows she is getting up and dressed again (or maybe she just does it to cruelly deny me the sight of her gorgeous breasts...) either way, at bedtime Mistress will take her bra off because she knows she won't be getting up again and she'll be going to sleep after.

So it was on Wednesday night, I was treated to the beautiful sight of Mistress's very sexy tits as I lay looking up from between her spread thighs. Mistress was reading some stories as I lapped at her clit and fingered first her pussy and then her tight little ass. Mistress really seems to love having her asshole teased with my finger, albeit in a very gentle manner... and it always seems to deepen her breathing when my finger slips between her cheeks and finds that special little spot.

Of course I love touching Mistress's ass, and I love that it intensifies her orgasms. This is beyond doubt; since I started touching Mistress's ass again after a long time when it was 'off the table' she has definitely had a lot more really 'hard' orgasms than before.

After Mistress came, it was my turn and... I guess I should interject here that Mistress decided to revamp the diet incentive program for 2020. So, starting from my new Jan 2020 weight, again every week that I lose at least half a pound means I get to choose a toy to play with, and then every time I lose half a stone (7lbs) I get to choose a reward/rewards from a list.

There were actually two lists, list A and list B, and inevitably I would always choose 'Ass Worship' from list A, no matter what. So I suggested a slight amendment to the lists, whereby 'Ass Worship' would become a default for each milestone reached, and then the other treats were in addition as before. Further to that I suggested that because I have always been able to 'ask' for ass worship (and Mistress generally allows this) it would make more sense if there was something more to the 'milestone' ass worship to make it more special.

To this end I asked if these 'milestone' treats could be 'spontaneous' and out of bed, like she did twice last year. You may remember I asked her when I had reached one of these milestones last year if she could have me worship her ass at some random point when I wasn't expecting it, and it was really cool when she did it. The second time was even better in a way because it wasn't even a reward, she just randomly called me into her dressing room and told me to peel down her panties and worship her ass... before sending me on my way. That was awesome, but that was the last time it happened (last August), so I was keen to introduce this and hopefully by the time this year is over and I have collected all my rewards Mistress will have got used to this idea and it won't slip away again.

When I suggested this to Mistress was quite enthusiastic, commenting how good that was and how she keeps meaning to do it for me, but whenever she thinks of it it's never a good time. This is the problem with this sort of 'spontaneity', it's easy to forget or as she said only think of it at an inopportune moment. Anyway, hopefully this will be a good incentive for me and a good way to introduce this back into our lives for good.

Anyway, where was I. Oh yes... so this week was the first week of the new scheme and I lost 4 pounds in weight. I would like to have tried the ballcrusher again, but the last two times it was useless and extremely frustrating, so instead I chose something simple that I knew would work; I chose the cock whip.

On Monday when Mistress had teased my cock I had been fairly unresponsive, mainly because it was so cold in our bedroom and I was thinking more about how cold my feet were than anything 'sexy'. Thankfully we made sure to heat the room up this time and my cock was satisfyingly hard... it also didn't hurt that Mistress's gorgeous breasts were on display as she sucked, stroked and whipped my cock and balls.... just look at the top of this page and you'll see what a lucky man I am! :)

Mistress brought me to the edge and then gave my balls one final whack before leaving my cock alone to calm down. It was fantastic and I'm now 42 days into this particular chastity period... 31 days since my last ruin. Hopefully we are going to have our next Femdom Session this Sunday too, all being well.

January Blues...

Since Christmas and particularly New Year my sleep has been a bit hit and miss, as such I'm finding it hard to get up in the morning and hard to get to sleep at night, which also means I'm tired a lot! Hopefully as January continues it's merry journey towards February this will sort itself out, but in the meantime it's a pain in the butt!

Last night Mistress and I went to bed fairly early, both feeling quite tired, but Mistress decided she wanted to tease my cock before we went to sleep. Despite being sleepy my cock was very receptive and I enjoyed some wonderful stroking, though it took some considerable effort on Mistress's part to get me to the edge. She made it though and then left me hanging... afterwards my cock stayed really hard for quite a long time as I cuddled against her and pressed against her gorgeous ass!

We didn't seem to get to sleep for ages and then I woke up in the early hours hearing a strange thumping noise outside. Since we have blinds and curtains (to keep the light out) it was likely to wake Mistress if I tried to see out, so I didn't bother - but oddly a friend of mine who lives on the other side of the same village described hearing the exact same sound a couple of days ago.

Weird...

Anyway, we managed to get to sleep eventually and then slept in until 10AM (which is becoming something of a habit of late). We had a few things to do today but we managed to find time to go back to bed this afternoon so that I could give Mistress her 4th orgasm of 2020 and she could tease me some more! Mistress stroked and sucked me to the very edge before slapping my balls and letting go. I thought I was going to ruin, I really did; but somehow I didn't - more luck than judgement I'd have to say. Her mouth felt amazing though, I love feeling her warm wet mouth closing around my aching cock... :)

As it's January... of course it's dieting time once more. Christmas was a fair disaster from that perspective (especially since the gluttony seemed to start in late November!) but now it's time to pay the price. Thankfully I've managed to find some bathroom scales that aren't completely shit and actually give an accurate reading - wonders will never cease. I used to have a good set but I smacked them into a door one day and then they were hopeless. I bought 2 or 3 replacement and then gave up and started weighing myself when I went swimming, but now the swimming pool ones are out of order so I gave it one last go and seemingly came up trumps!

Thankfully I haven't put on all the weight I lost at the start of last year, only about half of it. But last night Mistress suggested we reset my weight-loss rewards program starting where I am now. This makes a lot of sense and means that I don't have to lose a ton of weight before I can start choosing toys to play with or claiming rewards, on the downside it does mean that I have to lose more than before to get to the bigger rewards.... but I guess on balance it's better overall.

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I read an article today written by a very long standing and respected newsreader who says 'wokeness' is killing our sense of humour, he said nobody dare say anything about anything now for fear of reprisal and I have to say I agree with him. It's also become something of a standing joke now to see that every TV advert absolutely has to feature a mixed race family, in fact any advert that features a non-mixed race heterosexual couple looks downright odd these days. I saw an advert the other day where there was a black guy, a white woman and an Asian baby; this is taking things to a ridiculous level, sure that can be reality for someone, but to present it as 'regular' is just 'virtue signalling'... and and was probably the result of the company running it by someone employed to check they weren't going to fall foul of Facebook's vigilante mobs.

I must say I had to laugh the other day when I read that a maker of feminine hygiene products had removed the 'female' symbol from it's products because of 'pressure' from a very small number of trans-gender people. Apparently the response from the 'female' online community (which of course makes up 99.999% of their customer base) was a resounding 'put it back or you can fuck right off!' Funny how social justice can work both ways isn't it!

Happy New Year!

A little late I know, but never mind... so what's new? Not a lot... it's January and the Christmas hang-over is still with us unfortunately (I don't mean an alcohol hangover, just the general shittyness that always seems to follow Christmas and particularly New Year). So I know I've said this before... most of last year actually, but I am going to try and make this blog worth visiting again... amazingly I'm still getting about 1000 views a day, which is incredible given the lack of new content over the last 12 months!

What I have done today is revamped the 'Orgasms' page, it was getting way too long and now the data is presented in a much more readable and useful way. It's also got rid of those annoying underlines and blue text (I don't know what they are, I think it's because the computer thinks they are phone numbers or something?) which were annoying me greatly.

What else, well... I've said it before but I do intend to revamp some of the other pages too and weed out some of the chaff, there are way too many sub-standard videos on the video page and the same goes for the webtease page. Speaking of webteases, my December webtease made it in to the end of month poll where I'm currently placing second, albeit a long way behind the leader. Never mind, I published another tease yesterday which seems to be scoring well so hopefully I'll have another shot at winning next month's poll. You can check that one out here (Your Ex-Wife Takes Control). Actually that new one is something that I'm thinking about turning into a story, possibly a very long story... I've been waiting for an idea like that for a long time and this could be one which could turn into a very long and involved story, maybe even something I could submit to Femdom Cave or someone like that....

As far as Mistress and I go, nothing has really changed: I am currently 29 days into my latest denial period and Mistress continues to enjoy orgasms on my tongue (occasionally assisted by her glass dildo) with reasonable regularity. December was a bit poor on that front, mainly because the last 10 days of the month were a bit of a write-off, mostly my fault I have to say... never mind, it's back to the diet tomorrow and hopefully with a few pounds lost and a bit more energy things will bounce right back. We've made a start this weekend, Mistress has had two lovely orgasms, today's being especially good I think... and I got edged both days.

Anyway, this is a short post, but it's a start, hopefully I will have more to post soon and also some stories to post too. I got burned right out copying out all those old stories last year, but thankfully that is done with, there are no more old stories left - so it's all new from here on out, I just need to get inspired...!