Awesome Teasing, Panties and Ball Slapping!

Things have been a little wearing of late, the constant warm weather is tiring and tiresome, and nothing seems to have been going all that well... so last night was a much needed shot in the arm for both Mistress and I and has made us both feel a lot better and more positive and even the weather seems like it might be on the turn at last! :)

So last night Mistress told me she was going to give me some teasing, and to be honest as I was getting out of the shower I was on the verge of suggesting we waited until tomorrow, but I could already hear Mistress in her dressing room and decided to let things happen and hoped it would work out well (I have been in pain with my back the last few days and a attempt at penetration didn't go well the other night, so I wasn't feeling overly positive to be honest).

I eventually came into the bedroom to find Mistress lying on the bed wearing her bra and some panties that I didn't recognize. As I started to kiss her and my hands moved down her back I realized these were the legendary (and bought so long ago that I'd forgotten about them) assless panties from Victoria's Secret!

Mistress had already had a couple of glasses of wine and was feeling very relaxed, which in turn rubbed off on my and my cock got hard very quickly, especially once Mistress slid over me and pushed her ass towards my face. I pulled the panties down slightly and (after pausing to ask permission) plunged my tongue into Mistress's delicious asshole.

The teasing continued for some time with Mistress allowing me to tongue her ass a few times before bringing me to the edge and then letting go. She finished off by standing over me and slapping my cock and balls a few times before settling down next to me.

Wow, well that was unexpectedly AWESOME!

But, that wasn't the end of it, I went to bed before Mistress and when she came up I cuddled her and she reached back and grabbed my cock, holding it tightly as I 'fucked' her hand a few times. I was feeling very horny after what had occurred earlier and begged her to slap my balls. Mistress obliged, bringing her hand down 5 or 6 times in rapid succession and wonderfully hard. If I hadn't been so turned on I don't know if I could have taken it, as it was it was right on the edge of being 'painful' but it felt absolutely incredible and for two or three minutes after she stopped slapping my cock was throbbing and on edge like I've never felt it before. I actually felt like I could have come from the merest stimulation, or even no further stimulation at all if I'd wanted to!

Eventually I kissed Mistress's shoulders and let her go to sleep, and turned over to go to sleep myself. That was quite something, maybe I should encourage Mistress to always drink before she teases me? I hope she lives up to her promise to wear her assless pants out some time soon and have me worship her ass on the way home, and I hope she brutalises my balls like that again soon too!
:)

Very true...

So Much for 10:1... That Ship Has Sailed!

It was always a long term goal for me that Mistress should have 10 orgasms for every one of mine, and while it took quite a few years to get there, just lately it's been completely blown out of the water. Right now, since the start of this Chastity Year (1st April) Mistress has had 48 orgasms, while I've had just 1 (full, non-ruined) one. Now obviously, it's possible that she could let me cum in a week or so and that might coincide with her reaching 50 herself, but even in that scenario it would only take it down to 25:1 and then it would start to build again... I could well see me finishing this year with 5 or less real orgasms to my name and her tally up over 120. Of course, the ruined orgasms keep on coming (another one this evening as it happens), and after a slow start it's noticeable that they now easily outnumber the real orgasms that Mistress is allowing me...

:)

This is an Outstanding Idea!

FEMDOM SESSION: 18th August 2019

Despite our best intentions, our last Femdom session was back in May, which means we've now missed out three sessions this year (April, June and July)… the Summer is difficult for us, we both hate the heat and laying on a PVC sheet when it's really warm is no fun. Even today, though it was cooler than it has been lately, it was still warm enough... indeed, this session was definitely not the smoothest one we've ever had, but despite that it was still fantastic and most importantly Mistress had an incredibly long and intense orgasm, which was even more incredible because - ah, wait, let's not spoil that just yet!

As ever we set a start time and of course (as it always seems to) it took me longer than expected to get ready, so by the time the start time was approaching I was rushing around trying to get my Cocksling on and make sure everything else was ready. In the rush I managed to not get the cocksling on right somehow. It felt right when I was soft, but when I got hard it hindered rather than helped, which has never happened before - at least not like it did today.

Mistress told me to surprise her, so I wore my blindfold and pushed the ring ended dildo up my ass before kneeling to wait for her. When she came in I confessed to two incidences of touching my cock without permission and Mistress whipped and paddled my ass (afterwards she said I seemed to not be taking my punishment very well, that I was wincing even though she didn't think she was hitting me that hard...). 

Thankfully, once that was over with she turned me to the bed and had me suck on her dildo to get it wet, then laid back and told me to worship her feet. Mistress talked to me as she played with her dildo, and occasionally had me suck on it again, allowing me to taste her delicious juices and teasing me about how much I love her pussy and how she knows I would suck and lick anything to get a taste of her.

As she teased me I could feel my cock getting hard, although it felt a little odd - but I thought no more about it. Then, as I was kneeling, worshiping her beautiful feet, the dildo just dropped straight out of my ass and while I tried to continue my task I reached back to pick it up off the carpet and struggled to get it back in again. Once it was in I moved onto all fours to stop it falling out again - I don't think Mistress noticed, she was too preoccupied with her dildo. :)

As I continued kissing Mistress's gorgeous feet, my thoughts drifted to the possibility that she might let me cum today, and maybe she would let me cum on her sexy feet and let me lick them clean. This is pretty much a 'constant' in my life now, I adore Mistress's pretty feet and I am often thinking about watching my cock spurt (or ruin) over them and how wonderfully submissive it feels to bend down in front of her and lick my load off of her toes and instep...

Distractingly, Mistress also teased me about having me use a slender dildo and my tongue on her asshole while she fucked herself with her dildo, and made me promise to lick both clean for her. Then Mistress had me suck on her dildo one more time, which was much wetter now and tasted delicious, before she had me up on the bed and tied me down on my back. I wasn't hard at this point, but I knew that as soon as Mistress sat on my face and had me lick her pussy I would get hard pretty quickly. Mistress did indeed sit on my face pretty much straight away and I could feel my cock hardening, but it didn't feel right again. 

Mistress removed my blindfold and I looked up at her in her PVC bra and leather skirt. She looked incredible as always and she quickly turned around to present her pussy and ass to me. It was a gorgeous view, but my cock was just not working with the Cocksling. I was feeling a little frustrated to be honest, it felt like this was doomed. We'd missed the last two sessions, my dildo had already fallen out of my ass while I was kneeling down even though I used the tiniest amount of lube possible, and now the ever-dependable, ultra-reliable, 100% can't fail Cocksling was fucking with my ability to get hard! Urgh!!!!!!!!!!!

I asked Mistress to push down on the ring of the Cocksling, but (understandably) she didn't understand what I was trying to describe and while she tried, in the end she gave up and untied my wrist and told me to take it off. Guys, if you've ever tried a Cocksling then you probably will understand what I'm saying here; once you fit it you have to push it back to push your cock forward... it's the same principle as if you get hard wearing a chastity cage, it tends to just push your balls and the skin forward, so it feels like you are hard, but the hard on is 'internal' if that makes sense?

Anyway, once the Cocksling was gone that led to a whole new can of anxiety, since now I was quite stressed with it all and I had to get hard without any help at all! Thankfully Mistress did get me hard and within a few minutes she was pushing me towards an edge. I was hugely relieved that we'd got over that hump, but all of a sudden I had this huge pressure headache - it literally felt like my head was going to explode, I don't know if I was getting too hot or what, but I really did feel this enormous pressure in my head and I was quite glad when she let go of my cock for a while and the edge and the headache receded. I think Mistress might have straddled my face again and that gave me a chance to calm down and enjoy her beautiful pussy for a moment, and then after that Mistress knelt next to me and resumed stroking my cock  and slapping my balls (which felt fantastic as always)...

You know, a very long time ago I posted a link to an article somewhere (might have been Literotica) which was called something like 'It's Not About Your Dick'. I'll try and find it and if I can I will link at the end of this post because it's well worth reading, even if you aren't submissive... and I think over the last few months, as Mistress has incorporated her dildo into our sex life and come to appreciate the pleasure it can give her and perhaps that she shouldn't worry or feel any guilt about that and realised that I am totally happy with it... well that article has come back to me somewhat.

The truth is Mistress might occasionally want my cock inside her, but compared to my tongue it is somewhat limited in the pleasure it can give her. She can easily go months without my cock inside her and I feel like now I have accepted this much more so than I had before. It's not necessarily the easiest thing for a man to accept, and it did cause me a lot of unnecessary stress before - but I really don't worry about it now. Of course, if Mistress wants me inside her then I am happy for it, because I know it feels incredible, but I have accepted now that it really is a treat that Mistress can 'give' me but only when she wants to give it to me.

So, as I was laying there and Mistress was pumping my cock and slapping my balls repeatedly I wanted to cum really bad and not only that but I wanted to swallow every drop of it too. I think as I have accepted the fact that my cock is not that important to Mistress's pleasure, so I have accepted some other things too, things that are not always that easy to accept and even harder to admit out loud, even to someone you love and trust implicitly.

I watched Mistress licking and sucking on my cock and then as she pulled herself upright again I said, "You have made me your cumslut Mistress..."

She faltered slightly for a split second, but then ran with it and teased me about making me eat my cum everyday if that's what she wanted. My cock was definitely hard now, and I told her I would eat my cum every day for her if she wanted me to. That part of the session was super-hot for me, and I couldn't believe it when Mistress told me that it was time for her to leave me alone - the first half of our sessions always seems to go quickly but that was ridiculous!

Mistress attached clothes pegs to my nipples and reached down to make sure the dildo was still buried in my ass, then I begged her to let me taste her again - she had only sat on my face two or three times which is much less than she usually does. Instead of straddling me again, Mistress knelt on the bed beside me and used her fingers to scoop her juices out of her soaking wet pussy and feed them to me. She did this two or three times and then left me alone for about ten minutes.

When she came back I immediately noticed she had dispensed with her skirt and was wearing those Ann Summers crotchless panties that really push her pussy lips forward. She plucked the pegs off of my nipples and then untied me, telling me to take the dildo out of my ass and that it was time to pleasure her properly.

I was more than ready to bury my head between her thighs and make her cum, and thankfully I had cooled off a little while she had left me alone with my thoughts. Mistress was incredibly wet and my fingers slipped inside her so easily as I teased her clit with my tongue, she tasted absolutely incredible and I really was in Heaven and I just knew she would probably come quite easily, in fact I was actually a little cautious that I didn't make her cum too quickly and went pretty slow on her clit until I had my fingers nice and wet and started working them between her ass cheeks.

Everything was finally going spectacularly well, from a scratchy start the session had turned out great, but there was one more 'Joker' in the pack left to play. Just as Mistress started to cum, literally the very second she tipped over the edge someone started knocking at our front door. I could not fucking believe it. Hardly anyone ever knocks on our door, and I was screaming in my head at them to FUCK OFF! 

Knowing how sensitive Mistress is to any distraction I was really concerned it would put her off her stride, but thankfully she had already passed the point of no return and as I continued to lick her and tease her tight little ass with my fingers she had an incredibly intense and long lasting orgasm, which to me at least seemed like one of her best ever. Indeed, she was still coming when the person at the door knocked a second time... as Mistress finally pulled away she told me it was 'amazing' and I felt so happy that it hadn't been ruined for her. Obviously, we ignored the person at the door and thankfully they didn't knock again!

As I lay between her spread legs, I couldn't help but notice how pink and swollen Mistress's pussy looked, it was a gorgeous sight and just made me want to lick it even more! Instead Mistress stood on the bed then and had me lick her clean from behind and then she told me to lie down and stood over me once again. She reached down and started stroking my cock, telling me she was just thinking over whether I 'deserved' the pleasure of licking her ass again (for the third day in a row no less!). As my cock got harder and she started stroking me harder she told me in no uncertain terms to 'beg' for it. Oh I did love the way she said that... like she really meant it. :)

And of course I begged, like the cum-craving ass-slut slave that I now am, and I was rewarded with the taste of Mistress's divine ass on my tongue as she pumped my cock and slapped my balls again. I really thought she might let me cum, albeit I really wanted to cum on her feet or pussy if she was going to let me cum... but after sinking down onto my face three times she moved off and knelt next to me, stroking me hard and fast until I edged (no pressure headache this time thankfully!)... and then she let go and told me I would have to wait 'just a little while longer'.

If this post reads a bit negatively it isn't meant to, there were a few bumps in the road during this session, but Mistress's orgasm made up for all of those on it's own and the other 95% of the session was wonderful, I didn't even fit it in how amazing Mistress looked as she straddled my trunk, stroking my cock and verbally teasing me in her special (and super sexy) Mistress voice about how we really need to get my balls back in the ballcrusher as... "I'm sure we could push it much further!" Honestly, Mistress never looks more beautiful than when she's in full-on Mistress mode, she looks incredible.
:)

---  ---  ---

Aha, after a little detective work I have managed to find the article I mentioned, here is a little sample and the link as promised....

1. IT AIN'T ABOUT THE DICK.

Every guy points to his JohnThomas and figures women will swoon. That his dick is the center of the universe and all he has to do is whip it out and holy fuck, the girls will go mad.

That ain't how it works.

Most women can get along just fine without your dick. In fact, most women can have better orgasms without you even in the room. Sure, keeping a hardon long enough for them to ride it till they're fulfilled, or sore or bored is nice. But there are a thousand ways to make a woman have a fantastic orgasm that have nothing to do with your dick.

Can we see a show of hands of all you women that only want a guy to stick his dick in you and hot damn, that's the center of the universe.

Any takers?

Get over it guys. It's an elective, not a required class. Hell, you can probably give a woman more pleasure with two fingers than with your cock. Even if you're hung like a fucking horse, two fingers can probably take most women further than a massive meatstick. And from what I've seen in life, a big cock can mean more pain than pleasure for a lot of women. Personally, I'm a big guy and I've got a good sized cock. I've had relationships where my dick was just too big for her so I learned a lot of workarounds. You have a million choices here guys. Use them.

https://www.literotica.com/s/it-aint-about-the-dick

Spontaneous Ass Worship (is so Fucking Awesome!!!!!)

As if last night wasn't awesome enough... a little earlier today Mistress called to me to come upstairs. When I got to the top of the stairs Mistress called me into her 'dressing room' and I found her standing in her underwear. She wanted me to see the lacey panties she had got from Victoria's Secret a (long) while ago, and that I had never seen her wearing. She looked gorgeous (obviously) and I told her so..

Then she turned away and told me she wanted me to lick her ass, and to move the knickers out of the way first. I was SO happy and I immediately sank to my knees and kissed down the small of her back as I slid the delicate material down. Then I planted several gentle kisses on her ass cheeks before using my hands to part them and expose her asshole.

SO. FUCKING. HOT!

And then for the next little while I tongued her delicious asshole, while my cock swelled in my shorts.

I absolutely loved it and I loved that it was so unexpected, this is exactly what I asked Mistress for and I hope she does this again and again because I simply cannot get enough of her gorgeous ass.

Wow, this weekend is just getting better and better and we are planning a Femdom session tomorrow as well!
:)

My 2 Stone Reward...

It's been a long time coming, but tonight I finally got my reward for losing two stones (28lbs) and it was amazing!

As you may or may not remember, when I started losing weight again Mistress gave me a reward scheme which allowed me to choose a 'toy' to play with every week that I lost new weight and specific rewards I could choose at every half-stone milestone. I actually hit two stone a while back and than went back up, and so we decided to scratch it and wait until I hit the 2 stone mark again, which I did about six weeks ago...

The last few weeks have been a bit shitty on and off, the weather has made us both irritable and not very keen to engage. Fans help but even then it's still less than optimal really... and I didn't want to ask for my reward when Mistress wasn't really in the mood to do it because then it would have sucked for both of us.

But Mistress suggested we do it tonight, and so we did.

The reward I chose was to watch Mistress masturbate, which I have kind of seen in our Femdom sessions, but it's not quite the same. This was much more relaxed and Mistress had me sit on a chair at the end of the bed to watch. Mistress had a thin robe on and her bra (damn it!) but otherwise she was naked and after she kissed me a little she sank back into the pillows and started to touch herself.

While it was lovely to watch Mistress playing with her gorgeous pussy, I felt a bit unsure about how much to engage with her as she was reading some porn while she touched herself and I didn't want to distract her. I elected just to rub her feet and legs for a while, but eventually she told me to sit back and start 'gently' rubbing my cock.

Strangely, this was the first time Mistress and I had ever experienced 'mutual masturbation', at least together... and it was great! As I watched Mistress fucking herself with her dildo and rubbing her clit I would start to wonder if she would make herself cum? When she came would she tell me to cum too... and if she did would she tell me to cum on her feet or her pussy, or in my own hand... and as my mind cycled through these possibilities my cock would get harder and I would stroke a little faster and then that thought would subside and my cock would deflate a little until the cycle repeated itself.

For about fifteen minutes I stroked my cock and watched as Mistress pleasured herself. At one point she pulled the dildo out of her pussy and had me suck it clean, it tasted delicious and I could tell the juices were from really deep inside her, they tasted stronger - still gorgeous, but definitely different. I loved that and it gave my cock another little boost.

As time went on I wondered if Mistress would make herself cum or would she eventually ask me to join in somehow... part of me really wanted to watch her make herself cum and properly see how her body strains and moves as she cums. When I'm licking Mistress's beautiful pussy I can feel her muscles tightening around me as she gets close and I know it would be lovely to see her legs trembling as she orgasms... but on the other hand I really wanted to move between her legs and taste her gorgeous pussy.

In the end she told me to do exactly that, so I had to let go of my poor denied cock and use my tongue to service Mistress's pussy instead. As soon as I was between her thighs Mistress ordered me to touch her ass as well, which I was only too happy to do. After a little while Mistress came pretty hard and then she lay back and relaxed as I kissed her pretty feet for a while.

When she got up she told me that I wouldn't be getting any more teasing as my cock had had enough attention for tonight, but she did let me lick her asshole clean of her juices before we laid down and cuddled for a little while. I have to say I really loved my reward and I will definitely be choosing that one again when the opportunity presents itself. I also have two 'toys' in hand as well. :)

It's Too Warm to Type...

Apologies for the lack of posting, I haven't felt particularly inspired to write anything of late - the weather here in the UK has been pretty wretched (hot and humid), indeed we had our hottest day ever recently and Mistress and I do not like hot weather at all, so we've been fairly grumpy in general and even with a fan sex has not been the best it can be of late....

Tonight was better, it is slightly cooler (but still warm enough) and Mistress had a lovely orgasm with her glass dildo inside her, my tongue on her clit and my finger teasing her ass... I loved feeling her cum and licking the glass dildo clean. :)

Afterwards Mistress gave me a wonderful blowjob with some added ball slapping while I teased her ass gently with my fingers. I was just about to ask if I could worship her gorgeous ass when she brought me right to the very edge (probably thinking about tonguing her ass didn't help!) so I had to forego that pleasure... to be honest I think if Mistress would have stroked me once more we might have had a ruin situation on our hands, it was very touch and go for a moment there, I can tell you!

So what else can I tell you? Well my tease 'Stroke for Beauty V' has been nominated for tease of the month at Milovana and it's currently tying for first place. No doubt it'll falter towards the end of the voting at the end of the month, but at least I got nominated this time. Just as well, because I think it's going to be my last tease for a while...

Oh yes, I can't remember if I mentioned it now, I think I did, but I recently bought 'Mistress T's: There is More to the Story' book. I'm sure an awful lot of you, if not a good majority of you must know who Mistress T is, there's quite a few of her videos on the video page, and as she's a bit older and comes across as quite intelligent I thought her book might be interesting. It was, but it wasn't really what I was expecting if I'm honest... I thought there would be more about the Femdom stuff and less about taking mind altering substances in the jungle, but it was still quite good.

I think the book gives quite a good insight into Mistress T's life so far, it's definitely more of an autobiography than a 'sex' book, I can't imagine it will give you much to jerk off to (if that's what you're expecting). Inevitably some of it is more interesting than other parts, it was enlightening to read her thoughts on having sex with a guy with a huge cock (not enjoyable and painful, basically) and also the trials of collaborating with other content producers. I was also surprised to read that she is prone to suicidal thoughts, as she comes across very mature and level-headed really..

I don't know if I'd exactly 'recommend' the book, but if you do buy it, just be aware that it's not going to be as 'titillating' as you might expect.