Sunday 7 October 2012

FEMDOM SESSION 7th October 2012

As those of you have been reading my blog this week may know, Mistress R and I have been on holiday  from work, and what better way to finish a week off work than with a Femdom Session?
I must admit at the start of the week I was a little sceptical, a week off work could mean too much to eat and drink and too many late nights, but I’m very happy to say that we kept ourselves somewhat more in check than usual and as such we reaped the benefits of our comparative restraint!
Incidentally, before I go any further, I would just like to say that Mistress R has just read my ‘Krisproll‘ fantasy and found it most amusing…
Anyway…
Usually before a session Mistress R informs me what she wants me to wear by ticking boxes on a list I print out for her, the list starts with wrist and ankle cuffs, which are pretty much a given and then includes the Oxballs Cocksling, a rubber cock ring, a leather cock and ball splitter (which is pretty hopeless), my CB3000, and a buttplug if I’m not mistaken! When I compiled this list (some time ago now it must be said) I also included an option to ‘Surprise Me’. I don’t know how many years Mistress has been filling in this list but for some reason today was the first time she has ever ticked ‘Surprise Me’.
This caught me off guard a little, as I simply wasn’t expecting it… I was of course tempted to brush the dust off my CB3000, but knowing that Mistress R doesn’t like it and knowing that I haven’t even tried to put it on for at least a year (and not having unlimited time to fuck about with it) I decided to leave it well alone. Maybe some might see that as a lost opportunity, but I have no regrets.
I toyed with the idea of trying the irritating leather cock and ball divider, which is great until my balls slip back through the gaps and then it becomes a pointless decoration. Not wanting to resort to the Oxballs or the standard rubber cock ring (excellent though they both are) I was left with two options. Well actually, that’s not strictly true… I was also toying with the idea of starting the session with my black buttplug in place, but I wasn’t sure if that was within the ‘remit’ of the surprise me option. I guess I should have established that beforehand, but I decided it was probably better to play safe and so it came down to a metal cock ring that I haven’t used for many years and the leather ball splitter I reviewed on this very site a year ago and haven’t used since. I remembered the leather ball splitter being rather good and eagerly slipped it on.
The ball splitter is very sturdy and unlike the other leather cock ring/ball splitter I own you don’t get the feeling that it’s about break apart at any moment (which is always good!). So decision made, I waited kneeling as always for Mistress to enter the bedroom with my cuffs and the leather ball splitter in place.
When Mistress entered she noted my choice and scraped her toe nails along the underside of my very tight balls, commenting on how very tight it looked and how red and angry my cock and balls looked already. Mistress then established that I had been keeping my hands off and delivered a cursory ‘reminder’ punishment of nine strokes of the cat to remind me, before moving onto the bed and telling me to start worshipping her feet.
I eagerly began kissing her beautiful feet, sneaking a peek at Mistress R’s beautiful pussy as I did so. Mistress noticed of course and warned me to keep my eyes only on her feet until she told me otherwise. I love worshipping Mistress R’s beautiful feet and as Mistress began talking to me as her ‘slave’ I felt my cock harden inside the leather device. I was so fucking hard, and Mistress R was making me harder by the second, telling me how my cock and balls were hers and how she loved using my cock just like a dildo…
Soon I could hear Mistress using her real dildo to pleasure herself, and before long it was inside her. Not long after it was being offered to my lips for cleaning, which I eagerly undertook, revelling in the taste of her delicious juices.
Mistress continued her verbal teasing as I worshipped her other foot before having me lay back on the bed and securing me at each corner. As Mistress mounted my face and I greedily devoured her beautiful pussy my cock felt like it would explode at any second. I was so unbelievably hard in that thing and Mistress soon took to punishing my cock and balls with her hand and her cock whip.
When I winced as she brought the cock whip down across my balls she said, “What’s the matter, is it too much?”
To which I replied “No Mistress.”
“Good,” she said. “Because you can tell me if it is…. only, you can’t keep changing your mind about whether you want me to play with your balls or not.”
God, I so loved that she said that, it was so hot hearing her using my fantasies against me.
She then spent the next ten or fifteen minutes I guess, alternating between having me lick her pussy as she sat on my face, slapping and whipping my cock and sliding just the tip of my cock inside her very wet pussy.
My cock was so red and hard that Mistress asked me several times if I needed her to remove the ball splitter but I told her it was fine. It didn’t help me hold back my orgasm much though and as Mistress finally allowed me to penetrate her properly I was struggling quite bit. She looked so incredibly beautiful then, looking down at me with a somewhat amused look about her as she rode my aching, throbbing, tightly restrained cock… what I wouldn’t give for a photograph of her in that moment, sigh…
Just to complete the moment, as she pulled herself off me and my dripping wet cock slipped helplessly out of her she reminded me that it was nothing more than a dildo to be used solely for her pleasure.
Oh my fucking God… so HOT!
She knelt beside me and slapped my cock and balls some more (when I am really turned on I absolutely love having my balls slapped) before standing over me and taunting me with the sight of her gorgeous pink asshole, pulling her cheeks apart so that I could get a really good look before sinking down onto my face so that I could breath in her beautiful musky scent. As you can imagine my cock could have hammered in a fence post by now, and after teasing me for a while like this she finally relented and allowed me to very briefly taste her asshole, suggesting that I might be allowed more later. Then she attached clothes pegs to my nipples and left me alone for a while, my tightly bound cock still throbbing and bobbing in the air.
When she returned she had removed her leather skirt and was naked except for her black bra and her special key pendant. She looked so sexy as she moved around the bed, I couldn’t wait to taste her again and make her cum. She removed the pegs and then undid my restraints, before ordering me to remove the leather balls splitter.
Then she had me on my knees and slid onto the bed in my place, leaning back against the pillows and telling me that it was time to make her cum. I kissed my way up the insides of her silky smooth thighs (I LOVE Mistress’s legs, and I especially love her inner thighs they are just so beautiful and sexy) until I came to her gorgeous pussy. I could spend hours worshipping Mistress’s pussy and I cherish every single second that I get to worship it, it tastes soooooooo good.
I wasn’t quite relaxed though, somehow I didn’t seem to be in quite the right place and I was very concerned that I wasn’t hitting the right angle and no amount of fidgeting seemed to correct it. Thankfully, it wasn’t too serious a problem as Mistress came and drenched my chin with her pussy juices. It was such an erotic moment, clinging to her as she writhed on the bed, licking her until she finally pushed my head away… my face was soaked and I absolutely LOVED it!
After a few moments she got up on the bed and had me lick her juices up as they dripped down her thighs, before having me lick my fingers and the PVC sheet clean.
Then she tied me on my back again before grabbing my cock and slapping it back to full hardness. Even without the leather ball splitter my cock felt huge and it became even harder when she straddled my head and I looked up to see her pussy still absolutely dripping wet. As much as I wanted to tongue her asshole, which I assumed was what was about to happen, I simply couldn’t let that pussy juice go to waste and I begged Mistress R to allow me to lick her clean.
Mistress said that she thought I would have had enough pussy juice by now, though she knows well enough that I can never had enough pussy juice. She graciously allowed me to suck her pussy clean twice as she slapped and stroked my aching cock and I wondered if she would make me choose between worshipping her ass or cumming again, but no, instead she told me that she was going to allow me to worship her ass and then sank down onto my face.
I loved every second of it, of course, and my cock was really aching now, especially since Mistress R continued to stroke and slap it as I feasted on her asshole. Then she knelt beside me again and looked down at me, teasing my cock and balls with that slightly amused smile on her face once more.
“You’ve pleased me today…” she said. My cock throbbed in anticipation and I licked my lips, hopeful that she might be about to allow me to cum before feeding it to me like the little cumslut I am.
“…but I’m not going to let you cum today.”
I felt my back arching, pushing my cock higher as if begging for attention and crucially release.
“You can handle that, can’t you?”
I didn’t want to handle it, of course… I wanted her to jerk me hard and make me cum. But if it pleased Mistress to leave me horny and frustrated then that’s what I truly wanted.
“Of course I can Mistress,” I replied.
I love that Mistress R is so settled into her role now, I love that she seems to take amusement from my frustration and my struggling not to cum when she’s riding my cock. I love that I don’t have to worry about what I type on my blog now, because in the past I would sometimes be wary of typing certain things in case they made her uncomfortable with being ‘mean’ and denying me release. I don’t feel the need to do that anymore. I love that she is getting more and more comfortable with being ‘mean’ and telling me that I ‘can’t keep changing my mind about whether she can play with my balls or not’ was such a wonderful thing to hear, the fact that she’s telling me it’s her way or nothing is just incredibly hot. I love it when she talks to me like that, I just want her to become more and more evil, I just love it!
She looked so beautiful and sexy today and I can’t imagine not being with her forever, she is absolutely everything to me, I truly adore her and I honestly hope she spends the rest of our lives together deciding when, how, where and indeed if I get to cum… and enjoying my tongue of course. Oh yes.
🙂

Sunday 16 September 2012

FEMDOM SESSION 16th September 2012

Going in to this session I was not in the right mindset at all, for a start I hadn’t written my notes for Mistress R from the previous session so I ended up rushing them on the morning of the session, and on top of that Mistress R left me instructions to wear a leather cock-ring which I haven’t worn for months, probably couldn’t get on last time because my balls don’t hang low enough and when I picked it up I couldn’t even work out how it was supposed to fit. All this was not getting me into a nice relaxed frame of mind which would allow me to slip easily into sub-space, in fact right before the session started I was seriously thinking about not doing it because I thought it was going to be a complete and utter disaster. Thankfully, when the session started (with me now wearing the more usual rubber cock ring instead of the bloody useless leather one) things took a dramatic turn for the better!

As soon as she came into the room Mistress R stood in front of me, lifted her foot and had me kiss it. As soon as I bent forward to kiss her foot it was like a switch was thrown and I was right where I needed to be, it was quite amazing. My cock immediately hardened without even being touched and after a couple of minutes of foot worship Mistress R fetched her little cock whip and started beating my cock until it was even harder than before. Then she had me on my hands and knees and disciplined me for a few very minor touching infractions with eleven strokes of the whip (number five caught my balls between my legs you’ll be pleased to hear!) and then the foot worship really started.


Mistress climbed onto the bed and I was instructed to worship her beautiful feet with my mouth and to keep my eyes down while I was doing it. I could hear Mistress using first her fingers and then her favourite glass dildo, and inbetween kissing her feet and sucking her toes I was allowed to taste Mistress’s beautiful pussy from her fingers and then the dildo. My cock remained completely rigid the whole time and this was only assisted by Mistress’s musings as to what she might do for the rest of the session.


Perhaps, she wondered, she might have me worship her feet, then her pussy, then her feet and then if I was really good, maybe her ass… and inbetween times, maybe she wouldn’t even touch my cock once. She asked me how I would feel about that, I told her that if that was what would please her then that would be all that mattered. Of course that’s not really what I ‘want’, but it totally turns me on to think that she might do that one day. I love the way Mistress keeps dropping things like that in each session, letting me know that she’s at least thinking about being ever more evil… needless to say my cock was throbbing just thinking about being allowed to worship her delicious asshole.


Eventually Mistress called a halt and had me up on the bed, tied at each corner while she sat on my face, my cock ignored but looking and feeling huge. I eagerly licked her gorgeous pussy and then she knelt beside me, telling me that maybe she would just give me some short but very intense teasing… she dug her nails into my cock and started jerking me before straddling my face again and having me lick her some more.


Mistress then blindfolded me and set about slapping and whipping my cock and balls some more before climbing back on my face for a third time. Hurting my cock was obviously really starting to turn her on as this time she was dripping wet. I licked and swallowed her beautiful pussy juices and then she slid down me and impaled herself on my cock. It felt so good to be inside her, but it lasted barely half a minute before she was off again. Next she was fucking herself with her dildo again and then she turned round and started taunting me, telling me that she was peeling her ass cheeks apart and that if I wasn’t blindfolded I would be able to see her gorgeous pink hole.


As I groaned in frustration she slowly stroked my granite hard cock and sank down so that her asshole was pressed right against my lips. She did this several times, torturing me with the heat and scent of her gorgeous ass as she mused aloud on what I might have to give up for the opportunity to taste her tight hole. Maybe another three weeks before I cum, four if she took the blindfold off…


Then Mistress decided I needed something up my ass, she quickly lubed up and inserted the smallest of our dildos then set about teasing my cock with a small vibrator. It felt amazing when she pressed it between my ass and balls, and on some parts of my cock, but on the head I could hardly feel it.


Soon she removed the dildo and told me I needed something bigger, this confused me a little and I started to get a little nervous that she was going to fuck me with the bigger spare dildo from our strap-on, thankfully she didn’t (cos it’s too fucking big for me!) and what I initially thought she’d done was pressed the tip of her favourite glass dildo into me. This wasn’t all that crazy an idea as Mistress R once fucked me with it when she got confused holding her glass dildo in one hand and a glass butt plug in the other – it felt nice too! After the session I established that she’d actually used that same glass butt plug on me this time, I’m not sure how far she pressed it in, but it only really felt like a couple of inches… a shame as she was stroking my cock at the same time and I wanted much more, it felt fucking brilliant, I can certainly see why being strap-on’d and jerked off at the same time would be nice.


All too soon, Mistress withdrew the glass plug and attached clothes pegs to my nipples (bloody useless, definitely going to get some proper nipple clips) before leaving me alone, tied down with my cock throbbing as I waited for her to return so that I could lick her pussy and make her cum.
When she returned she straddled and stood over me before taking off my blindfold, at first she told me to keep my eyes closed and then when she allowed me to open them I looked up at her naked except for a leather corset type-thing which hid her beautiful breasts from view. She removed the pegs and told me to remove my cock ring, a bead of pre-cum trickling from the tip of my cock as I did so. Then she lay back on the bed and told me to make her cum.


Mistress was still very wet and she smelled gorgeous, but I resisted the temptation to dive in and kissed all around her beautiful pussy before slowly starting to lick her wet, slippery lips. I love licking pussy, I really do, I honestly wish I could lick Mistress R’s pussy every single night, and more than that I love making her cum really hard. After a while I was a little unsure where Mistress R was in relation to her orgasm, when suddenly she bucked hard and I scrambled forward to lick her clit as she came. Mistress bucked several times and eventually I ended up laying flat on the bed, my eyes just inches from Mistress R’s beautiful, wet pussy. I love looking at Mistress’s pussy when she has just cum, I think it is absolutely gorgeous. Mistress commented on my adoration before standing on the bed in front of me and having me up on my knees licking every trace off pussy juice from her thighs, front and back (I love it when she does that!).


After that she had me lick the sheet and my fingers clean and then re-tied me on my back. She stood over me again and bent down to stroke my cock, which was once again rock hard (even without the cock ring). She told me that I had a decision to make… that I could either chose an unspecified period of hard stroking and stimulation which she made clear may or may not be long enough to make me cum, or I could worship her ass. But if I chose to worship her ass, she would not tease me any more today.


Without hesitation I chose to worship her gorgeous asshole, I love licking her ass and it is very rare that I am allowed to lick it out of our sessions, so any chance I get, I take it! Mistress R seemed a little amused that I would chose to lick her ass, even if it meant missing out on a chance to cum. Even as she lowered her ass to my face she still couldn’t resist gently tracing her fingertip along my aching cock as I strained to bend my neck so that I could lick her asshole.


I loved it, but the position was all wrong and my head eventually sank back onto the pillow in frustration. Mistress R asked if I’d had enough, and I explained that I just couldn’t reach and she moved back to accommodate me. She allowed me a little more time to worship her ass, though of course it’s never ever enough (especially when half of the time was really uncomfortable), and all too soon she climbed off and knelt beside me once more. She grabbed my cock at the base and then used her other hand to slap it hard six or seven times, she said it was a little ‘bonus’ for me. 

Well, everyone likes a little bonus don’t they? I certainly did. ðŸ™‚


The session ended then and unusually I snapped right out of my subspace as quick as I had snapped into it. Which I really didn’t like. Usually after a session I feel really mellow and content for at least half an hour as I gradually ease myself back into reality, but today it really sucked…in fact it was not unlike being turned out of a pub by a surly bouncer bang on closing time when you’ve just bought a drink!


A shame because the session was absolutely fantastic and it was certainly no reflection on Mistress R who excelled herself in the verbal department yet again. It was just weird… at least I made Mistress cum and after the session she told me it had been really fantastic for her, which made me feel a lot better.


On the upside we have decided that we will be having our next session in just three weeks time, since if you’re not careful every time you move the session back a week eventually you miss out on one. I can’t wait for that, I wonder if I will get to cum between now and then… I certainly wouldn’t bet on it!

Sunday 12 August 2012

FEMDOM SESSION 12th August 2012

When I slipped into the Oxballs Cocksling this morning, I couldn’t help but notice how massive my balls looked. I mean I know it’s all bollocks, the whole huge load = huge balls thing, but with 38 days of cum trapped in my nuts they sure looked big to me! Despite the proximity to a new record I have been wanting to cum for about a week now, I mean records are all very well, but this isn’t about records, this is about me and Mistress R and her allowing me to cum when it pleases her. And knowing that I was close to a new record made me nervous that Mistress R would make me wait until Friday just so I could break the record… I don’t know why I thought that exactly since Mistress R is also of the same opinion that this really isn’t about setting records. But anyway…
Regular readers will know my cock has been playing up a little bit lately, so I was glad of the Oxballs Cocksling, although in the end I needn’t have worried too much. Mistress R entered the room and immediately had me on my hands and knees, questioning me as to whether I had obeyed her instructions this month. I told her I had but she still decided to whip me a few times, well… we both knew that my not touching was far more to do with whether she would allow me to lick her ass than avoiding the whip anyway.

I was not told to blindfold myself at the start of the session for once, and after my whipping Mistress retrieved her favourite glass dildo from the bedside table and before she even got on the bed she had me suck and lick it for her. Then she was on the bed and telling me to begin worshipping her right foot, as I did I glanced up to see her laying back, propped up on her left elbow rubbing her pussy with her right index finger, I only got to see this for a few seconds before she told me to keep my eyes down and on her feet. I love her feet, they are so beautiful and sexy (and freshly manicured too!) but I love watching her touch her pussy like that and I hate that I have to keep my eyes down… I guess she knows that all too well.

I continued to worship her foot until she thrust the dildo in my face again and has me lick and suck it and prepare it for her once more. As she started to ease it inside her pussy, Mistress again taunted me that it was her dildo and not my cock that was inside her, and a few minutes later she had me clean her juices off the glass cock.

She told me to switch feet and as I kissed and sucked her pretty painted toes she continued fucking herself with the glass dildo, musing on the load contained in my seemingly swollen balls.
“Thirty eight days of cum then slave… I bet you’d agree to lick that from anywhere I wanted if I let you cum wouldn’t you?”

“Yes Mistress,” I responded, desperately hoping that she would indeed let me cum.

“I bet you’d lick it off my ass wouldn’t you, if I let you…. or my back or my stomach, maybe off my feet or my thighs, or even off my beautiful breasts?”

I told her that I would gladly lick it up from anywhere she wanted me to.

“Or maybe even off the sheet…”

I wasn’t so keen on that, since I would much rather lick it off Mistress’s skin, any part of Mistress would be better than the sheet, but I loved the fact that she considered it an option and in a twisted way I hope she will one day make me do that, because it would feel even more submissive that way since it will be less pleasurable for me and even more about her power and control…
My cock was hard inside the cocksling now as I continued worshipping Mistress’s beautiful toes, my mind contemplating the possible outcome of the session, and where I might be made to lick up my cum from. She allowed me to continue a while longer before ordering me on to the bed and restraining me at each corner.

She mounted my face and I tasted her pussy properly for the first time, my cock immediately started to engorge once again as I thrust my tongue inside her and enjoyed her beautiful scent as it filled my nostrils. Mistress R lifted off and then reached down to grab my throbbing cock, she eased down on it and rode it for just a few seconds before lifting off and leaving me aching in frustration. She knelt at my  side and began stroking and slapping it, reminding me that she owns my cock and that she can do whatever she pleases with it.

She straddled my face again and groaned as I used my tongue to lap at her gorgeous pussy, she was getting wetter by the minute and soon she was hovering over my cock, rubbing the tip against her pussy and clit, all the while reminding me that essentially my cock is just a dildo for her pleasure and that any pleasure I might get from anything she chooses to do with it is a secondary consideration. 

Soon she was by my side again, this time she had the small cock whip and she gave my cock and balls a few swats with it before slapping my cock and balls with her hand.

She then blindfolded me before mounting my face again and now she was really soaking wet, I wish she would have just stayed right there all day but a moment later she was standing over me facing my feet explaining to me how she was peeling her ass cheeks apart right in front of me and that if I wasn’t blindfolded I would be able to see her gorgeous asshole. Then she sank down on my face and pressed her ass right against my mouth and nose, taunting me with the fact that I wasn’t allowed to lick her as without her permission. My cock throbbed and ached as she stroked it, and she told me I was so good for keeping my hands off my cock and that it made her very happy to hear. Then she said that maybe she might even let me touch my cock later in the session, under her supervision, and this, taken with her earlier comments was to fuel my mid-session fantasies.

After pushing a dildo up my ass and pegging my nipples, Mistress R left me to stew for a few minutes. My cock was ridiculously hard, I could just catch a glimpse of it through the edge of the blindfold and it looked as big and hard and red as I’d ever seen it, I almost wish Mistress R would have taken a photo of it, it really looked rather impressive!

As I lay there quietly, my mind was running wild… where would she let me cum, would she have me jerk myself off onto some part of her body, it’s been so long (years) since I was allowed to do that… maybe she would permit me to cum on her gorgeous ass and lick it all off, and maybe then she would allow me to lick her asshole at the same time, or maybe she really was intending to make me jerk my cock onto the sheet after all? Maybe she might even order me to ruin my own long awaited orgasm…. I didn’t even notice the dildo in my ass or the pegs on my nipples I was consumed by my thoughts until Mistress R returned and removed the dildo, the blindfold and pegs and then untied me and had me remove the Oxballs Cocksling (I was quite glad actually because my balls were starting to burn).
She told me to kneel on the bed and then peeled down her leather skirt to reveal her gorgeous pussy. She pulled my head forward and told me to breathe in her scent. I breathed deeply and couldn’t wait to taste her and make her cum. Fortunately Mistress R then lay on the bed, gently flicking my cock with her foot, and then told me to eat her pussy until she came.
I always find it a little difficult to get started in our Femdom sessions because I’m more used to eating Mistress R’s pussy from ‘cold’, but in the sessions she’s already turned on and while I don’t want to go too fast too quick I don’t want to be too slow either. Nevertheless I obviously managed to find a happy medium and a while later Mistress R had a quite explosive orgasm which at once surprised and delighted me. Needless to say it delighted her too, and after a few moments she stood up in front of me on the bed and had me lick all the pussy juice from around her wet slit. I eagerly devoured every drop and she turned round and told me to lick her clean. I was excited to discover that the backs and insides of her legs and her ass were absolutely drenched in pussy juice, it was literally dripping down her legs to her calves, it was so fucking hot!
I licked every single drop I could find up before Mistress had me lie down once again and resecured me to the bed.
She stood over me and invited me to look at her beautiful ‘just-cum’ pussy, using her fingers to open it slightly, it looked so delicious, I just wanted to eat it some more. Then she told me that she was very pleased with me and also told me that she was going to be kind to me and not blindfold me again so that I could see her beautiful asshole as she stood over me. She started playing with my cock and to my relief it got nice and hard even without the Cocksling. She started teasing me with her ass again and then told me that she was so pleased with me she was going to allow me to lick it. I pressed my tongue against her hole and tasted the wonderful musk of her ass as she started pumping my cock harder and faster, she kept taking her ass away from my tongue and then letting me tongue it for just a few seconds at a time before telling me to just stick my tongue out and let her push against it.
She was just telling me that she was going to allow me to cum and that I would have to cum before she counted to ten when I realised that I was getting extremely close and no sooner had she started counting than I felt my body jerk and my cum start to spurt from my cock. It seemed to go on a long time, my body jerked and jerked as Mistress pumped my cock hard and fast, spraying my cum everywhere.
She relented and I collapsed back on the bed breathing hard, within seconds her fingers were at my mouth, feeding me my cum, then she turned her hand over and made me lick more cum off of it and then she scooped up another three portions from various parts of my body and the PVC sheet. I gladly swallowed it all before she stood over me one more time to show me her beautiful pussy and then called an end to the session. 

Sunday 15 July 2012

FEMDOM SESSION 15th July 2012

As regular readers will know, over the last few weeks I haven’t exactly been on top of the world, and so while I looked forward to what I knew would be a good Femdom session, I never anticipated just how fantastic it would actually turn out to be. As a one off I decided to record the session with my little dictaphone, so that I could share with you exactly what went down last Sunday morning…
(NB: Just so you know, before the session I had already confessed to my two infractions and given some detail about them).
Mistress R instructed me to wait for her wearing my ankle and wrist cuffs, my blindfold and my rubber cock ring. On entering the room she toyed with my cock for a few moments as she checked that I had complied with all of her instructions. Satisfied that I had, she told me to move away from the bed and to get on all fours, I complied with her instructions immediately, well aware that the next little while probably wasn’t going to be my favourite part of the session.
“Each time we have these sessions, I ask you (slap) some questions don’t I slave… and you’re always honest with me aren’t you?”
Slap! The whip made contact with my ass a second time, as I knew my punishment hadn’t started I presumed that I was not yet required to count the blows and thank Mistress for them. I responded positively to Mistress’s question, pulling my back upwards a little as I sought to bring my balls forward of the backs of my thighs.
“So… how many times did you touch yourself when you shouldn’t have done?”
“Two Mistress.”
“Two… right.”
Slap! Slap! The whip was brought down a further two times before she continued…
“And I understand that one of these was short, and one was long… how long are we talking slave?”
I was dreading that particular question, but I had to answer truthfully.
“Ummmm…..  about, twenty minutes Mistress.”
“Twenty minutes! That is ‘long’ isn’t it slave?”
She sounded rather surprised at my confession.
“Yes Mistress.”
“And you actually dared to edge yourself during that time slave, is that correct?”
“Yes Mistress.”
“How many times do you think you edged yourself slave?”
“I don’t know Mistress…”
“Roughly…. two, three… more than five?”
I was somewhat thankful that she had jumped in with those options since if I’d had to estimate off my own back it would have been much higher, more like double that…
“More than five, Mistress.”
“Really, more than five…. well I think you need quite a severe punishment for that slave. Right, you know the drill.”
Mistress began whipping my ass now, and carried on until I had counted off and thanked her for fifteen strikes of the cat.
She paused briefly to ask me a question…
“Surely you haven’t forgotten slave, how much better it is when I touch your cock?”
“No Mistress.”
“Because who actually owns your cock slave?”
“You do Mistress.”
“That’s right, so you should not be touching it without my permission should you slave?”
“No Mistress.”
“Perhaps this will help you to remember…. do you remember what number we are up to slave?”
“Fifteen Mistress.”
“Good, continue…”
The whipping recommenced, with a further five strokes being added before she stopped. For someone who likes being whipped it would probably have appeared rather tame, but I do not enjoy pain, I only enjoy the submission of allowing myself to be whipped by my beautiful Mistress, so for me it was quite enough discomfort.
“That’s for the twenty minutes of touching slave, and now we move on to the number of edges… begin again from one slave.”
Even before the first blow I somehow knew that she’d switched to the paddle, the paddle that I suggested buying of course… it stings, I love it and hate it at the same time. Five slaps with the paddle later, she called a halt. My ass was stinging, even though I knew it would quickly fade away.
“And how did it feel when you were touching your own cock slave?”
What could I say, really?
“Good Mistress.”
“It felt good did it… did it feel better than when I touch your cock slave?”
“No Mistress.”
“No of course it didn’t… sit up and turn and face the bed.”
In my personal darkness I turned towards the bed and heard the PVC sheet crackle as Mistress mounted the bed and leaned  forward to present her favourite glass dildo to my mouth.
“Open wide slave, suck that cock.”
I willingly opened my mouth and felt the cool, smooth glass against my tongue. I love to wet my Mistress’s dildo for her because I know she loves it’s deep ridges, the thought that she would soon be pleasuring herself with it made my cock stiffen as I fellated the glass cock.
“Since you love touching your own cock slave, so often, when you shouldn’t… you should even more like licking and sucking this cock.”
My cock continued to harden as I worked to ensure the dildo was well lubricated for Mistress’s beautiful pussy.
“Because this cock will be going where you always want to have your own cock slave, isn’t that right?”
I briefly pulled my head off the dildo to answer.
“Yes Mistress.”
The dildo was pulled away and she shifted on the bed.
“Right slave, now I’m going to allow you to worship my feet.”
“Thank you Mistress.”
I felt her foot press against my chest and I wished I wasn’t blindfolded so I could see her beautiful, soft feet.
“You may begin….while I will be rubbing this dildo, all around my beautiful pussy…exactly where you would like to have your cock, wouldn’t you slave?”
“Yes Mistress.”
I set to work on her right foot, peppering it with gentle kisses before sucking her toes into my mouth, I absolutely adore sucking Mistress’s toes, they are so delicate and sexy.
“Well, I’m only going to have a cock inside my pussy that I am in control of…. you’re not in control slave, and you don’t want to be, do you?”
“No Mistress.”
“You can’t see this now slave, but this dildo is rubbing all around my beautiful lips… and just… just inside… starting to get coated with that beautiful pussy juice… you love the taste of pussy juice don’t you slave?”
“Yes Mistress.”
“Whatever is covered in pussy juice should have to be licked clean by you, isn’t that right slave?”
“If it pleases you Mistress.”
“If you listen carefully you can hear the sound of my dildo moving in.. and out… you love that sound don’t you slave, you wish it was your cock making that sound don’t you?”
“Yes Mistress.”
“Then you must learn to control yourself better slave, you were doing so well, and I’m sure you will do well again. You must remember, I’m in control, I own your cock, I say when you can touch it, you know you can ask me for permission slave… but you failed to do so didn’t you?”
I barely stopped to answer her, I was so deep in sub space now, all my worries and stress completely forgotten in less than ten minutes…
“Stop, open wide, lick this dildo clean slave…”
I opened my mouth and used my tongue to lick her juices off the entire length of the glass dildo as she twizzled it around, then she pushed it into my mouth and I sucked it greedily, willingly, just as if I was sucking a cock for her amusement. After a short time she pulled the dildo out of my mouth and I resumed my duties as her foot slave.
“You think it’s more fun to do something without permission don’t you slave, you know sometimes I might actually want to see you touching that cock, so you must ask me if you want to, understand slave?”
“Yes Mistress.”
“Good….that will please me much more slave. After all, if you are wanting to touch your cock, it should only be with my permission and I should be able to see it. Who knows, I might decide that you’re not touching it as I want you to, and stop you and do something different myself. But whatever it is, it’s going to be better than the way you touch yourself isn’t it slave, furtively, without permission?”
“Yes Mistress.”
“You love worshipping my feet don’t you slave?”
“Yes Mistress.”
“Just being allowed to kneel there and worship my beautiful feet… knowing that I’m laying here, playing with my beautiful pussy, and getting this cock covered in my beautiful pussy juice, and you can’t even see it can you… but you can smell it can’t you? You can scent that… you love that scent don’t you slave…”
“Stop now slave, and lick this clean again…”
Once more I licked and sucked on the glass dildo as she hovered over me.
“Maybe one day it will be a real cock covered in your Mistress’s pussy juice slave, you’d lick that clean if you were told to wouldn’t you, if you knew it would please your Mistress…”

My cock pulsed as she spoke, though I doubt we would ever involve another person in our sex-life, just hearing her say those words always has a considerable effect on me.

“Yes Mistress,” I groaned.
“Onto the other foot slave…”
I lovingly took hold of her left foot and began lavishing it with attention, just as I had the right one before it.
“Do you think a lot about these sessions, in between them slave… think about how lovely it is for you to have your Mistress totally in control… deciding, if I want to, to keep you on your knees for the whole session worshipping my feet, not letting you near my pussy, as a punishment… you’d even welcome that wouldn’t you slave.”
“Whatever pleases you Mistress.”
“That’s right…”
She allowed me a little while to concentrate on her gorgeous foot, my tongue swirling around her pretty, red polished toes.
“So when you’re touching your own cock slave, tell me about it, do you do it hard, or soft…”
I struggled for an answer, so deep was I in my reverie.
“Both Mistress.”
“Both… and does it feel as good as when I am touching it slave?”
“No Mistress.”
“No, that’s what you have to learn to remember slave don’t you? The only time you should be touching that cock slave, is for my amusement, if I tell you to do so. Do you understand?”
“Yes Mistress.”
“Otherwise I am the only one who should be touching it, I control your cock. Who controls your cock slave?”
“You do Mistress.”
“Who controls your balls?”
“You do Mistress.”
“Who controls your ass?”
“You do Mistress.”
“That’s right slave… you shouldn’t be forgetting that after all this time?”
“No Mistress.”
She removed her foot from my mouth and I felt her moving closer again.
“Lick my finger clean slave.”
I sucked her pussy flavoured finger deep into my mouth, savouring the taste of her gorgeous juices.
“Is that one of your favourite tastes in the world slave, I think it is isn’t it?”
“Yes Mistress.”
“Good slave, keep going… “
She allowed me a few more minutes of foot worship, after which I was completely blissed out and feeling enormously mellow. I just love worshipping my Mistress’s feet, she really does have the most gorgeous feet I have ever seen and they really turn me on.
Finally she bid me to stop.
“That will do slave, now get up on the bed, on your hands and knees.”
I moved onto the bed as instructed and waited as Mistress bound my wrists to the corners of the bed.
“I think you need just a touch more punishment slave…”
She gave me another (rather gentle) five slaps with the cat, before setting it aside and moving onto the bed beside me. I felt her reach under me and grab my cock.
“Now slave, time to really show you who’s in control of this cock… and that’s just how you like it isn’t it?”

She started stroking my cock now, feeling it as it grew in her hand.
“It cannot feel as good, when you touch it yourself, can it slave?”
“No Mistress.”
“Not when I dig my nails in like this… you sooooo love how that feels don’t you? While your ass is vulnerable to me as well, you really love that feeling, isn’t that right slave?”
My cock was rock hard now, the pain of her nails digging in only making it harder still, it felt so damn good!
“I think sometimes you deliberately touch yourself, so that you’ll get punished, because you absolutely love being reminded don’t you slave, of how good it feels when I’m in control…”
She moved away and the next thing I heard was the pump of the lube and the slightly cool, slippery feeling as the substance landed between my ass cheeks. A couple of minutes later Mistress had inserted a smallish dildo in my ass before returning her attention to my throbbing cock.
“You love it when something’s in your ass and your cock’s being teased, don’t you slave?”
Indeed I do. The initial penetration may not always be easy, but I generally find it doesn’t take long for that initial discomfort to subside and a much more pleasurable sensation to take it’s place.
“It wouldn’t be this good if you were doing it yourself would it slave?”
I couldn’t argue with that, I was already starting to enjoy the unusual sensation of having something in my asshole, by the time she removed it a good while later I would be hoping for more.
“I sometimes wonder how you’d feel, if somebody else was touching you, while something was in your ass… maybe one day if it pleases me to find out, you will slave…”
That kind of caught me off guard, I must admit…
“That’s certainly making your cock good and hard isn’t it slave, you love it when your cock’s like this, don’t you… I’m in control of it, and that’s just how you like it isn’t it…however much you might sneakily touch it… now, keep that dildo in your ass while I untie you…”

Mistress unhooked the restraints from my cuffs before giving me my next instruction.
“Now slave I want you to turn over onto your back, while keeping that dildo inside your ass.”
I successfully manoeuvred onto my back without letting the dildo slip out and felt Mistress securing my wrists once more before straddling me.
“Now slave, I want you to ask me nicely to take your blindfold off.”
I asked her, with just a hint of pleading in my voice.
“Why would you want me to take it off slave.”
“So I can… see you Mistress.”
“You want to see me do you slave… do you?”

I managed to convince her that I did.
“Very well, close your eyes.”
I felt her peel away the red rubber blindfold and knew that all that was standing between me and the image of my beautiful Mistress was the thickness of my eyelids. Of course I kept them tightly closed as instructed, despite my eagerness to see her gorgeous body.
“Okay, you may open them…”
Mistress was wearing a fairly plain black bra and one of her split leather skirts. The only time she ever wears bright red lipstick is in our sessions and I must admit I do love it on her. Even without the PVC garb she sometimes wears, she looked completely stunning.
“You look gorgeous Mistress.”
“Thank you slave, keep your eyes up…”
She slowly raised the front of her leather skirt and said, “Now you may look at my beautiful pussy slave.”
I must have licked my lips as I feasted my eyes on that which I never tire of seeing, Mistress has a gorgeous pussy, which with her hair kept pretty short affords me a great view of it’s beauty.
“Lick the dildo slave.”
I hadn’t even noticed that she was holding her glass dildo again, but willingly used my tongue to lubricate it for her once more. A few moments later I was allowed to watch as she slid the glass cock between her soft, silky pink lips.
“Watch that dildo… going up inside and getting coated in those beautiful juices… “

You can bet I was watching… I absolutley love watching Mistress pleasure herself, and I so rarely get to see it.
“Ahhh, you so wish that was your cock don’t you slave?”
I did indeed, if only she would allow me inside her.
“Lick it clean slave…”
I licked and sucked the dildo clean, savouring her beautiful taste as I swallowed every drop I could from the translucent cock.
Mistress discarded the dildo and reached down to find my rock hard cock, without a word she pressed the tip against her very wet pussy and bore down until I was fully inside. She rode me for less than half a minute before pulling herself off me and moving up to straddle my face.
“Tongue out slave…”
I can’t tell you just how much I love it when Mistress straddles my face and orders me to lick her, it is just heaven to me, the submissive positioning just adds so much to my enjoyment of her beautiful pussy and I love it even more when she grinds herself against me, especially when she’s really, really wet.
“Feel good slave?”
“You taste amazing Mistress…”
“Thank you slave, is that your favourite taste in the world?”
“Yes Mistress.”
“Is it? So you prefer that to the taste of my beautiful ass do you?”
Not exactly, I adore both…
“Only slightly Mistress….”
“I see. I guess my ass is more of a treat for you because you don’t get to taste it that often do you?”
“No Mistress… it’s a special treat.”
“A special treat, yes… only very good slaves are allowed that special treat aren’t they? So do you think a slave who flagrantly disobeyed his Mistress by touching himself for twenty minutes should be allowed that special treat?”
Argh, as much as I probably expected this, I hated that my own weakness was going to be the thing which denied me the pleasure of worshipping Mistress R’s gorgeous ass, unfortunately there was only one possible answer.
“Probably not Mistress.”
“Probably not, then again… if you were to be allowed the possibility of that special treat, you’d probably do anything for it, wouldn’t you?”
Mistress R had moved off my face now and was kneeling next to me on the bed and stroking my cock, as she talked to me she punctuated her comments with random slaps to my cock, which only made it harder.
“Anything that I asked….”
“Yes Mistress.”
“If I told you that in order to earn that special treat, you had to go down on your Mistress and make her cum so hard….. eight times, before you were allowed that treat, you’d agree to that wouldn’t you slave?”
Before I could answer Mistress R tabled an immediate amendment.
“In fact eight times is probably a bit low… probably fifteen times would be better.”
I moaned softly, a combination of the way she was roughly playing with my cock and my appreciation of her domineering attitude.
“And if I said that in order to earn that special treat, you wouldn’t be allowed to cum, for….”
She paused and gazed absentmindedly at the ceiling as if trying to think just how long she wanted me to suffer, before concluding simply that ‘as long as she pleased’ was sufficient.
 “…as long as I say, and when you were allowed to cum, I might just decide to ruin it for you… but in order to get your tongue into that special place, you’d probably agree to that wouldn’t you slave?”
“Yes Mistress.” I groaned as my cock pulsed in her hand at the mere suggestion of a ruined orgasm.
I love the thought of her doing that to me, not because of the physical sensation so much, more because I would love her to do it ‘just because she can’. Like being whipped and paddled, it’s not so much the act itself, it’s the fact that it is her that is choosing that action for me.
Even as I struggled to keep my excitement under control Mistress R was straddling me and pressing her gorgeous ass softly against my face, affording me a torturously enticing view of her beautiful pink puckered hole. I can’t tell you how much I wanted to flick my tongue out and just tease it for a second…..
“And what I could do, is allow you a tiny, tiny, tiny taste today… or maybe just allow you near it… so you were near, but you couldn’t actually touch it… you can see it, soooo close…. but not allowed to touch it… maybe that would make you realise how special it actually was… and how only slaves who are very, very good are allowed to have that very special treat.”
She pressed back again as I breathed in her musky scent, utterly complicit in my own torment.
“Oh it must be torture slave, to be sooooooo near, and yet not be allowed to do what you really want to do, which is to just plunge your tongue inside isn’t it slave?”
My cock throbbed as she pressed back once again, her pink rosebud making the slightest contact with my top lip. I could have exploded right there…
“But slaves who can’t obey their Mistress… they don’t deserve special treats do they slave?”
“No Mistress,” I breathed into her ass, fighting off the disappointment of knowing she was not going to allow me to taste her today.
“Still, slave might be allowed a chance of redeeming himself… we’ll see won’t we?”
A glimmer of hope perhaps?
“But he would of course have to agree… to anything and everything his Mistress asked. And not just agreeing and then immediately forgetting… he’d have to prove his devotion, so that she knows he really does appreciate having his Mistress totally in charge.
Mistress moved back to kneeling beside me and started stroking and slapping my cock and balls once again. I love it when she does that.
“After all slave, you touching yourself can’t possibly feel as good as this can it, you know that now don’t you?”
“Yes Mistress.”
“Do you think you’ll be able to remember that now?”
“Yes Mistress.”
“I want you to be able to take yourself right back to this moment and be able to remember how it feels…
“I’ll do anything you want me to Mistress.”
“You will won’t you slave, that’s what I like to hear… otherwise you won’t be allowed in that special place… “
Mistress picked up the small cock-whip and began flogging my cock with it, even using it on my balls a couple of times which I don’t think she’s ever done before, at least not deliberatley!
“Because remember, I can do what I want to this cock, I can lick it, suck it, bite it, crop it, whip it, rub it… whatever I choose slave… that’s right isn’t it?”
“Yes Mistress.”
“Good…. I think it’s time for you to have a think about it slave, to think about how much you really want to obey me. I’ll be back when I’m ready slave… and then I’m going to tell you to go down on me. Understand slave?”
“Yes Mistress. Thank you Mistress.”
Mistress applied a clothes peg to each of my nipples before leaving me to stew in my own juices for several long minutes.
As the minutes ticked by I truly entered that dreamy state that comes from being in this position, I felt my cock gradually soften but a few minutes before Mistress R came back into the room I focussed on remembering the images I have witnessed in the last half an hour and my cock quickly comes back to life, giving Mistress the impression as she walked back into the room that I had been hard the entire time.
“Good slave, have you been thinking about me?”
“Yes Mistress.”
Mistress removed the pegs and untied my wrists.
“Take off your cock ring and then get up on your knees…”
I struggled a little bit getting the cock ring past my rapidly hardening cock, but I managed it and rose onto my knees without losing the dildo from my well-lubed and relaxed ass (I’d almost forgotten it was inside me to tell the truth).
“Ask me to remove the dildo.”
I did as Mistress asked and half hoped as she pulled the dildo out that she might decide to take me on my hands and knees with her strap-on, after twenty minutes or so with the dildo inside me I was fully relaxed and would have loved her to fuck me from behind, but unfortunately it wasn’t to be.
“So slave, were you thinking about me while I was gone, were you thinking that it’s better for me to be in control than you?”
“Yes Mistress.”
She smiled and climbed onto the bed, moving towards me and pulling my face towards her crotch. I wasn’t exactly sure if I was allowed to lick her pussy at this precise moment, so I settled for a couple of soft kisses and breathing in her wonderful scent.
She lay down and spread her legs, inviting me to lay down inbetween them and pleasure her with my tongue. I willingly and eagerly did so, and I have to say Mistress tasted absolutely gorgeous. She was so hot and wet, my fingers slid easily into her pussy and right from the start she moaned softly as I started to lick her.
This continued for a while until eventually she groaned a few times, and then bucked wildly against my tongue. Listening back to that moment on the recording is something I will never get tired of hearing, for me it is the most beautiful sound I could ever hear. After a few seconds she stopped writhing and told me how good it was, then almost whispered, “Thank you slave.”
“Thank you Mistress.” I responded.
I always thank her for allowing me to lick her to orgasm, in a way that I’m sure she would never dream of doing…
“Kneel up slave… “
Mistress slipped out from under me as I viewed the small slick of pussy juice which remained on the PVC sheet.
“Clean up the sheet slave…”
I bent down and licked up every last drop, I love the taste of her pussy, even from a plastic sheet.
“Is that clean slave?”
“Yes Mistress.”
“Get up on your knees then slave…”
Mistress climbed onto the bed once again and turned away from me.
“Good slave, now you can lick me clean, but you are not allowed to lick my ass…. just concentrate on getting every last drop of that beautiful pussy juice.”
I craned my neck between her thighs to get as much as I could, finally using my fingers to retrieve the drops that my tongue just couldn’t reach. She turned to face me and allowed me to lick around her pussy, she  tasted magnificent, it’s the only word I can use to describe it.
Mistress ordered me onto my back and secured my wrists once more before straddling me and exposing her asshole to me by pulling her cheeks apart with one hand, the other stroking my cock until it was as hard as a rock.
“Good slave… but I still don’t think that you’ve done enough to be allowed to lick that special place, not this time slave. You need to be thinking about it slave, and when you are tempted… so close… you’ll know not to touch yourself without my permission won’t you?”
Mistress slapped my cock and balls once again, bringing me closer to the edge, though I was still in well in control.
“Because it’s never going to feel as good as this is it slave?”
“No Mistress.”
“I want you to remember slave, when you’re tempted to touch yourself, remember to ask me… I may not give you permission, but I may… and if I do… you will touch yourself while I’m watching. I say when you can touch your cock, understand slave?”
“Yes Mistress.”
She slapped my cock a few more times and gave my balls one hefty slap for good measure, before abruptly bringing the session to a close.
“End of session.”
“Thank you Mistress, thank you… thank you.”
I lay panting for a few seconds until Mistress lay down on the bed next to me and I pressed myself against her, hugging her passionately and telling her how amazing it had been. After the last few weeks, we both really needed this session to be good, and it was more than that, much, much more… it was utterly fantastic. I am such a lucky man to have such a wonderful, sexy and beautiful wife as my divine Mistress R.