Why I Love Ruined Orgasms..

After last night’s ruined orgasm, Mistress and I watched some TV and then as I had to get up for work in the morning I went to bed. I sort of dozed a bit and was aware of my cock getting hard again. It got harder and harder to the point that I seriously considered going downstairs and asking Mistress for permission to stroke. Just as I was thinking about this I heard Mistress coming up the stairs and going into the bathroom.

By the time she got into bed I had dozed off again and then I woke up as she pulled the covers back. I slid my arms around her and felt my cock slowly hardening against her stomach while we kissed. Ignoring my cock, Mistress turned over and snuggled against me, my cock squashed between our bodies.

I asked her if I could touch my cock and she said that I could ‘for a short time’. I was so hard and so close to cumming again, Mistress could have made me cum in well under a minute if she had wanted to. Needless to say, when I finished stroking my cock (very carefully it must be said!) it was even worse.

This perfectly illustrates why I love it when Mistress ruins my orgasms. If Mistress had allowed me to cum properly, none of this would have happened. I would have been drained and probably wouldn’t have got hard again until the next day. Despite what some people claim, I don’t really find ruined orgasms ‘painful’ at all. They are frustrating of course, feeling your cock getting harder and harder, preparing to expel the cum from your balls is a wonderful feeling… it builds and builds, so close and then… nothing. Just the sight of your cum slowly leaking from the head of your cock. And perhaps the taste of it as your Mistress feeds it to you from her fingers.

That’s something I miss when I’m not allowed to cum for long periods, because now I always have to swallow my cum when I am allowed to cum, I associate the taste with pleasure, so the hornier I get the more I literally crave the taste.

Of course there’s also the psychological side, the ‘power’ exchange, that Mistress gets to take me right to the edge as many times, and ultimately over it, but still denies me and keeps me aching for her.

And that of course is the best thing of all about ruined orgasms, that you don’t lose that horniness, the ache, the overpowering desire to cum… we all know how much it sucks to lose that feeling for the sake of a few seconds of intense pleasure. Of course, in the moment, right on the edge, when every fibre of your being is focused on cumming hard, barely any man would chose to be ruined, but deep down that’s what he’ll wish had happened afterwards.

Honestly, laying with Mistress last night, my cock throbbing against her gorgeous ass, aching for her to touch my cock and tease me again and of course knowing that shewas satisfied, was about as close to perfect as I can imagine. 

An Unexpected Ruining!

It’s been thirty two days since I was last allowed to cum, the end of last year in fact. It occurred to me today that since Mistress didn’t allow me to cum during our recent Femdom session, it could happen any day soon, since it seems unlikely (though not impossible) that she will wait until our next session.

It had been a week since Mistress had cum, mainly due to the rather sudden arrival of her period a couple of days after our session. As I moved between her legs my cock was achingly hard and it stayed that way for a good five minutes or so as I licked her delicious pussy. By the time Mistress had come however, it had softened somewhat. But that didn’t last long once Mistress closed her lips around it and it was soon once again desperately hard and aching to cum.

Mistress allowed me to gently stroke her asshole with my fingertips as she continued sucking and stroking my cock, I really badly wanted to ask her if I could lick her ass, but I was getting so close, I knew I would get too close too quickly and decided to wait and ask another day. Mistress kept stroking my cock really fast and then stopping just as I was getting to the edge. Then she would gently suck my cock until I calmed down slightly before repeating the process again.

Finally she moved up the bed to kiss me and stroked really hard and fast. I warned her that I was getting close but she didn’t let up. I warned her again and she told me that I had permission to cum. It never even entered my head that she would ruin it, but as soon as I started to cum Mistress let go and just traced her fingertips down my cock as we both watched my cum leaking from the tip of my cock.

After a while Mistress ran her finger up my still hard cock and collected some of my cum on her finger before offering it to my mouth. After I licked it clean and swallowed my cum she collected some more from the base of my cock and had me swallow that too. I love it when Mistress ruins my orgasm like that, I hope eventually she will feel more confident about doing it and less concerned about asking if it was ‘okay’. And then maybe she will ruin me more often and let me cum properly less often too. 

FEMDOM SESSION 21st January 2016

As you may or may not know, usually our Femdom sessions take place on Sunday’s. But we are away this weekend and then next weekend most likely Mistress will be on her period and the following weekend we are going out to dinner with friends etc… but Mistress and I want to make sure we don’t end up missing out sessions this year, so we decided to have it on a Thursday instead.

It does feel kind of weird doing it in the week, rushing after work etc… but once the session started I completely forgot about it and concentrated on Mistress’s gorgeous body! 

I was a little bit grumpy last night, and tonight when I got home. I can’t help but feel that Mistress used that as an excuse to whip me rather harshly, I mean okay I missed the towels one day, but that was all, no touching my cock! It was rather stingy, all thirteen strokes of it! Hmm.

After that Mistress had me turn and face the bed and had me start worshipping her beautiful feet while she played with her glass dildo. I was wearing the Oxballs Cocksling and soon found my cock getting very hard as I listened to her sliding the glass cock in and out of her pussy. When she was satisfied with my foot worshipping (which seemed quite a long time, but I love it so I’m not complaining), Mistress finally allowed me to look up and watch her using the dildo on herself. My cock was throbbing again and Mistress ordered me onto the bed as she slid back towards the pillows.

I knelt on the bed, my cock as hard as hell, and watched as she continued to play with her pussy with her fingers. I love watching Mistress touch herself, it’s so fucking hot. I wish I got to see her do it a lot more, I’d love to see her get herself off… that would be awesome. 

It was really frustrating not being allowed to touch either her or my poor throbbing cock, but soon Mistress had me tied down to the bed, whereupon she started stroking my cock. The next quarter of an hour was a cycle of Mistress sitting on my face, teasing me with her gorgeous ass, stroking and slapping my cock and riding my poor cock.

At some point she also picked the cock whip up off the bedside cabinet and teased me with it, rubbing it over her beautiful, exposed breasts and then her pussy. Mistress was wearing my favourite outfit again today and she looked stunning. I couldn’t help but think how hot her beautiful tits would look sprayed with cum… 

As Mistress rubbed her pussy with the cock whip, it made me wonder what it would be like for Mistress to have her pussy whipped. This thought was soon banished from my mind as Mistress started using the cock whip on me. Mistress seemed to be whipping me a bit harder than usual, though it could be that it was because the ends seemed to be hitting my cock rather than the middle of the tails. I must say it caught my by surprise to start with, but I actually kind of liked that it stung a bit more, as sometimes I’ve thought Mistress was a bit gentle with it.

Mistress didn’t plug my ass this time, but she did peg my nipples and left me to stew for a little while, with my cock still massively hard in the Cocksling. When she came back it was still fairly hard, and the Cocksling still felt quite comfortable. Mistress had removed her split PVC skirt, leaving just the cup-less PVC body… she looked amazing.

She plucked the two pegs off, bringing a couple of winces of pain from me, then untied me and had me remove the Cocksling. She stood on the bed and pulled me close to her, rubbing my face against her delicious pussy. Then she lay down on the bed with her legs spread and told me to ‘eat her pussy until she came’.

Mistress had a nice orgasm and then had me lick her clean. There wasn’t ‘rivers’ of pussy juice like there sometimes is, dripping down the backs of her legs. But there was some very creamy juices which I licked up and could feel as the coated my face. Mmmm!

Then I was ordered onto my back again and Mistress stood over me once more, her pussy was still dripping wet and her asshole was absolutely coated with pussy juice. Mistress teased me a while before allowing me to tongue her ass a few times. It was very hot, with her stroking me hard and fast as I licked her asshole clean.

After the third time, Mistress lifted up and simultaneously let go of my cock. No I wasn’t getting to cum today, so I go into tomorrow denied, and carrying a 26 day load.