Amazing Late Night Orgasm

Last night I went to bed before Mistress R, who stayed up for another hour or so. When she came to bed I half woke up and felt my cock was already hard as she slid into bed next to me. For a few moments I laid there willing her to stroke my aching cock, but instead she put her arm over my chest and cuddled against me instead. Which only made my cock harder...

I could have 'asked' her to touch my cock of course, or ask to be allowed to touch it myself, but I was still only half awake. Eventually she kissed me goodnight and rolled over to face away from me and I rolled behind her and wrapped my arm around her, pressing my cock into her gorgeous ass.

After a few seconds Mistress reached back and wrapped her fingers around my cock, stroking it. It felt absolutely amazing, but at this point I still didn't actually believe my 65 day chastity stint was going to come to an end.

She continued stroking and my cock was just throbbing like crazy now and all I could think of was being allowed to cum. Mistress started rubbing the head against her ass as she stroked which made it even harder and I was really wondering how much more of this I could take.

Then she pushed my cock down between her cheeks and started pushing her ass back against me, effectively jerking me off with her ass. Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan, this was becoming intolerable! Then she grabbed my cock again and stroked it hard, pushing me towards the edge.

I told her I was close but she kept stroking, slower but still stroking, while telling me that I'd have to wait.  I told her again I was getting close and by now I was thinking there's no way I am not going to cum, even if she does let go. Mistress obviously realised that I was too far gone and continued stroking, and said 'Or maybe not...' 

God it felt incredible as she jerked my cock and I came all over her ass... I can't remember the last time my cock was throbbing so hard before an orgasm. Afterwards I licked her ass clean, but I think most of it had ended up soaking into the bedsheet (unfortunately). 

Wow, just amazing, and I loved how she used her amazing ass to torment me! :)

FEMDOM SESSION: 5th December 2021

Incredibly, today Mistress and I had our seventh Femdom session of this chastity year... which means we've only missed two (August and October) so far and if (as we plan to) we have another session just after Christmas we will be on track to equal our record of eleven sessions (2013-2014) assuming we have one each in Jan-Feb-Mar. But even if the worst happens and we don't have a single session before the end of March 2022, this will still have been our best year since 2015-2016 (nine sessions) which is a fantastic result (we had six for the last two years).

Mistress and I slept in again today, though I don't think either of us benefitted greatly from this - I was constantly dreaming last night (unpleasant some of them) which meant I didn't wake up exactly feeling 'refreshed' despite nine hours in bed, and Mistress was also feeling very stiff when she woke up. 

But instead of feeling sorry for ourselves and 'putting it off til next week when we're bound to be feeling better' we elected to go ahead, cos if there's one universal truth about a Femdom session is you never feel worse for doing it. In fact, there's nothing better to make you feel absolutely amazing!

I was told to 'Surprise' Mistress at the start of the session, which meant I got to choose which things to start the session with. While I was getting the kit out of the bedside drawers I came across a couple of things, firstly the 'prostate' massager we bought.... ooh, I don't know when. Ten-fifteen years ago maybe? Can't honestly remember, but we've never actually used it. And secondly, a vibrating butt plug with dead batteries in it that I'd completely forgotten about.

I remember we tried that and it wasn't particularly amazing, it was too small, not strong enough and it fell out too easily as I remember, but I thought it would certainly 'surprise' Mistress. But then I thought that if I put it in my ass then there was every chance that Mistress would whip me, catch the thin, delicate cord from the control box and break it... so instead I decided to insert the ring ended dildo; being glass this goes in with the barest minimum of lube (to prevent fall out, although it still tried to of course...).

In addition I pegged my nipples, slipped on my red rubber blindfold, the Oxballs Cocksling (and the usual wrist and ankle cuffs) and waited for Mistress to enter the room.  

Mistress was amused to see the pegs on my nipples and remarked that she wondered if I would be thinking that was such a good idea in half an hour's time. Regular readers may remember the last time I chose to peg my own nipples at the start of a session; they were tingling for days as they rubbed against my shirt!

As expected Mistress decided to give me some whipping and paddling to start the session. I didn't have any illegal touching to confess to, but Mistress still made me wince, especially the last five or so strokes. Once that was out of the way she had me worship her beautiful feet while she started to play with her glass dildo.

As I was worshipping her beautiful feet she mused over whether she would let me cum today and suddenly asked me if I was allowed to cum, where would I want to be allowed to shoot. She didn't give me any time to think about it and demanded an answer straight away, and of course I answered that I would want to cum on Mistress's gorgeous feet. 

Mistress found it interesting that my immediate snap reaction was to choose her feet, but she reminded me that even if she did let me cum there was no guarantee that she would take my wishes into consideration. She said she might just make me cum all over her glass dildo and lick it clean instead, which was very hot for me to hear.

Once satisfied that her feet had properly worshipped, Mistress had me get up on the bed and kneel upright. She knelt in front of me and said 'I'm not convinced that these pegs are doing the job they are supposed to' and opened the one on my left nipple. I winced loudly as the blood rushed back into my nipple and she replaced it, then did the same with the other one. Then she told me to lie down and she secured me to the bed.

Mistress stood over me and told me she would permit me to see her now and allowed me to beg her to remove the blindfold. Mistress looked gorgeous in her leather skirt and PVC bra. In her hand she held her dildo. I watched as she lifted her skirt and started to slide it in and out of her pussy, listening as she taunted me about how much I wanted to replace the dildo with my tongue, or my cock.

The dildo was pushed into my mouth and I sucked the juices off of it, tasting her delicious pussy from the hard, smooth surface. Surprisingly my cock wasn't responding much yet, but as soon as Mistress straddled my face and ordered me to lick her wet slit I felt it getting VERY hard VERY quickly.

Despite being rock hard Mistress pretty much ignored my cock to start with and I wondered if she was intending to follow through on her previous comments that she could disregard my cock for the whole session if she wanted to... as it turned out this was only a temporary situation and she eventually started to slap and whip my cock (and my balls to now and then), which only made my cock even harder.

Mistress knelt down beside me and bent forward to take my very hard, very red cock into her mouth. It felt amazing, but she was teasing more than she was sucking, her tongue flicking against the underside and even my tightly bound balls. She sat upright and made me beg to see her gorgeous breasts, which she offered in turn to my eager mouth.

Then she straddled my head again and my cock got even harder as I tasted how wet she was becoming. Then she turned around and started teasing me with her amazing ass... meanwhile the slapping and whipping continued and then she decided to use the cock whip on my chest. She flicked the small whip against the peg on my left nipple and it flew clean off. 

Fuck that hurt! But Mistress didn't miss a beat, she picked up the peg and asked me if I wanted it back on or not. I told her she should do whatever pleased her and she placed it back on my nipple. I love that Mistress did not slip out of character when this happened. In the past I'm sure she would have been worried about 'hurting' me, and obviously that is a sensitive topic, but this is just momentary pain... and as much as I did not like the pain in that moment, the truth is I would put the pegs on my nipples again without a second thought because I love the idea of suffering for my Mistress's amusement and pleasure.

Mistress continued teasing my cock and then reached back and pulled the peg off my nipple again without warning. It didn't hurt as much as when she flicked it off with the whip but it still hurt and while I was still thanking her she plucked the other one off too (though that one wasn't as painful).

Mistress stood by the bed and put one foot up on the mattress. She picked up her glass dildo again and told me she would be leaving me for a few moments and that she wanted me to be thinking about what she was going to want me to do, or was going to make me do when she came back. She slid the glass cock inside her pussy again and then had me lick it clean.

When she came back she stood on the bed and unfastened her leather skirt, slipped it off and then straddled my head again. Her pussy was still soaking wet and I couldn't wait to get between her beautiful thighs and make her cum. Mistress untied me and told me to remove the Oxballs Cocksling, and then get up on my hands and knees. 

I felt what I thought was the paddle striking my ass, it turned out later that it was the crop (another toy we've had for at least ten years and barely used). It felt okay actually, I was a trying to figure out which side of the paddle Mistress was using on me, so I think it's fair to say it feels somewhere in between the harsh leather side and the softer red side.

She took hold of the ring end of the dildo and started fucking me with it, reaching beneath me to stroke my cock - though having just taken the Cocksling off it was pretty soft. Mistress asked me if this was as good as when she fucked me with her strap-on last time. I said it wasn't, it doesn't create quite the same 'submissive' feeling as being 'fucked' properly, although it's still fairly challenging mentally. 

Mistress started using more of the length of the glass dildo, which (probably because I only used a tiny amount of lube to get it in) suddenly felt quite intense... and indeed I noticed it started to rub against my prostate and I felt... it's hard to describe really, it's not like edging through stimulation to your cock, it's much more intense and 'deep'... more like a feeling of losing control, I've read that it feels like you need to urinate and that's quite accurate actually.

I can imagine if Mistress did make me cum that way it would be pretty powerful and I've read that it feels very intense even with zero stimulation to your cock. Now that I've found the 'Eros' prostate massager, maybe we can try it out properly...

Then finally it was time to worship Mistress's gorgeous pussy and make her cum. She was still really wet and she tasted delicious as she always does. As much as I love everything we do in these sessions this is still the best part for me, nothing gives me as much pleasure as feeling Mistress tensing up and cumming under my tongue.

Once Mistress had finished cumming she stood up on the bed facing away from me and ordered me to lick her clean. She was really soaked and one particular rivulet of juice made it past her knee. I greedily licked up everything I could reach and then Mistress turned around to allow me to clean her pussy too.

Then she told me to lick the sheet clean and lie down on my back. She stood over me again, but left my arms free and allowed me to rub my hands up and down her legs and to pull her cheeks apart to expose her gorgeous, pink asshole. She slapped my cock and stroked it until it was hard again as she continued to tease me with her ass. She eventually told me that she wasn't going to allow me to cum today, but that she was going to let me worship her asshole, as long as I begged her convincingly.

After some heartfelt begging Mistress lowered her ass down onto my face and allowed me to taste her. As I lapped at her ass I felt her take my cock into her mouth again, which I might tell you is a pretty fucking awesome feeling! :) Mistress lifted off and pumped my cock hard, trying to get me to the edge no doubt, before she made me beg for a second taste.

Mistress sank down onto my face a second time, pumping my cock as hard as she could. It felt so good, but too soon Mistress lifted off and knelt beside me, continuing to stoke my rock hard cock, teasing me with her gorgeous breasts until finally I got to the edge and Mistress let go... 

Well that was pretty awesome, roll on Christmas!

A Milestone...

I don't know what made me think of it, but I realised today that Mistress and I have been married for 28 years and (almost) two months, and I've been in full time chastity since April 2011, which is 11 years and 7 months. This means that over 40% of our marriage has been 'in chastity...' and I have to say, the last 40% has probably been the best part. I wonder if there could be some connection? :)

FEMDOM SESSION: 16th November 2021

Unfortunately due to one thing and another October's Femdom session didn't happen, but thankfully today we ticked November's session off and maybe we can add an extra one in between now and the end of December to make up for it. We're aiming for the 30th of November, so fingers crossed!

I woke up this morning very hard and feeling very eager to cum, so much so that I felt like I could easily have cum with the gentlest of teases or maybe even just through having my ass fucked (that hasn't happened yet, but maybe one day when I've been denied long enough). It's been 34 days since I was last allowed a full orgasm, and I always find the 30-40 day period is maybe the hardest, I don't know why but around the 35 day mark is always when I often wake up very horny and desperate, so today wasn't at all unexpected, especially knowing what was on the cards...

Mistress and I are on holiday this week, so we took advantage of this to schedule our session between two busy days of 'doing stuff'. As it happened we had to get up early and go out somewhere, but we were back by 9am and we started our session at 10:45.

Mistress left instructions for me to blindfold myself and to fit the Oxballs ball stretcher (which went on surprisingly easily) which does what it says on the tin; stretches my balls and makes them look very red right off the bat (I'm sure they were a lot redder by the time Mistress had finished with them though). As I knelt on the floor at the bottom of the bed, Mistress came into the room and used her instep to tease my balls, making my cock start to grow and swell. It got hard very quickly, but Mistress ignored it and instead asked if I had any 'illegal' touching to confess to.

Since it had been two months or more since our last session unfortunately there was, and Mistress set about 'reminding' me that she controls my cock and balls with her cat and then both sides of her paddle. The whip is stingy but the leather side of the paddle is the worst, thankfully she didn't abuse my ass too much...

This drained the blood out of my cock pretty effectively, but it soon started to flow again when Mistress had me worship her gorgeous feet while she started playing with her dildo. She also started verbally teasing me about how she could do whatever she wanted in these sessions and if she so pleased she could totally ignore my cock the whole time and just make me worship her pussy and feet over and over again... with perhaps just a few minutes of intense cock and ball torture at the end of the session.

My cock throbbed away merrily as she spoke and I could hear her dildo pushing inside her delicious pussy. I love it when Mistress talks like this, it's so hot... and I had to fight the temptation to reach down between my legs and stroke my aching cock.

Mistress allowed me to suck her dildo clean a couple of times, giving me my first taste of her delicious pussy. I was really desperate to taste her properly and thankfully it wouldn't be too long until I was flat on my back with Mistress straddling my head and grinding her pussy against my tongue. I adore having Mistress ride my face like this and my cock was rock hard by the time she climbed off. 

Before Mistress tied me down she had me up on my hands and knees and she pushed the ring ended glass dildo into my ass. I hoped/guessed this meant she was intending to fuck my ass later in the session and I wasn't to be disappointed. But for now Mistress set about teasing and abusing my cock, lubing it up before whipping it with her cock whip, slapping it with her hand and biting the head with her teeth. My balls also received a fair amount of abuse, the cock whip in particular being put to good use and leaving a sting more than once.

As Mistress caressed and abused me she reminded me again that nothing I could do to myself would ever feel as good as this and she was of course 100% right. This all felt absolutely amazing, and clearly Mistress was loving it too as each time she straddled my face her pussy was wetter and wetter. I was surprised though when she straddled me and guided my cock inside her wet hole, I can't even remember the last time I was allowed inside her... I don't even know for sure that it was this year. I know I came inside her last October (incidentally we've broken the longest time for waiting to cum inside Mistress which previously stood at 348 days, it's now day 403 and counting). It sure did feel good to be inside her again, even if it was only briefly.

Soon Mistress removed my blindfold and stood over me, resplendent in her PVC bra and leather skirt. She fucked herself with her dildo and then had me clean it yet again, then she released my bonds and told me to turn over on my front and get up on my hands and knees. She removed the ring-ended dildo and I heard her sliding the RodeOh pants on, while I waited expectantly.

I heard Mistress squirt lube onto her 'cock' and then she climbed on the bed behind me and forced it into my asshole. As ever this part of the session was a conflict of emotions for me; I really, really, really wanted Mistress to fuck me and dominate me this way, even though I knew it probably wouldn't be 100% comfortable. It's one of those things that I crave, but then when it's happening I can't decide if I want it to stop or not... thankfully Mistress made the decision for me, fucking (and spanking) my ass, occasionally pausing to reach down to tease my cock and balls.

During the last few strokes I felt the beginnings of an edge coming, even though I wasn't at all hard. I'm not sure how much longer it would have taken to get me there, but I think probably longer than Mistress would want to keep fucking me. If Mistress wants to explore that further then I think it would probably be better with a hand held dildo, or maybe that prostate massager that we bought about 20 years ago and never actually tried... either way I think I need to have my ass penetrated more often so that I can get more used to it and it's easier when Mistress wants to fuck my ass properly.

Mistress finally pulled out of me and told me to turn back over. She tied my wrists again then stood over me, presenting her 'cock' to my mouth. As I pulled up to take it in my mouth she pressed forward, pushing it deeper into my mouth. She did this a couple of times then stood up again, looking down at me and said 'You love worshipping my 'cock' as well as my pussy, don't you slave?'. Soooo HOT!

Mistress allowed me to take the ball stretcher off before she pegged my nipples (it was just starting to sting, I guess it had been on for half an hour by this point) and left me alone, but before she departed she took the RodeOh pants off and straddled my face once more, now she was really wet - and I loved the thought that fucking my ass and making me suck her 'cock' got her so fucking wet. :)

When Mistress returned her fingers hovered over the pegs and I held my breath waiting for the pain, but Mistress wasn't having that and told me to beg her to remove them. No sooner than I'd finished the sentence she plucked one of the pegs off and then made me beg all over again. I really love this cruel side to my Mistress... I love how much she enjoys whipping my tightly bound balls too.

Now it was finally time to worship Mistress R's divine pussy properly and as she pulled my head down between her gorgeous thighs I felt so happy to be allowed to taste her at length and make her cum. I adore eating Mistress' pussy, and as I lapped at her sodden slit I remembered what she'd said earlier about making me eat her pussy over and over again for as long as she wanted and my cock stiffened against the PVC sheet below me.

Mistress came pretty hard with my tongue working her clit and my index finder gently circling her asshole. This was Mistress's 1220th orgasm since April 2011, by comparison I have had 145... I cannot tell you how much I love feeling her tense up and explode in the way that I am only occasionally allowed to. I love that the focus is always on her pleasure, when you are in full time chastity like I am making your partner cum becomes so important and rewarding: I would never choose an orgasm for myself over being allowed to make Mistress cum, and if Mistress decided that all my orgasms would be ruined in future I would be just as happy as long as I got to eat her pussy and make her cum.

Mistress had me lick up the pussy juice from the PVC sheet and from the backs of her thighs before she sat on my face and allowed me to clean her soaking wet pussy properly. She tasted so fucking good, I would have loved to have licked her to another orgasm, but instead she turned around and leaned forward, parting her cheeks to give me a perfect view of her gorgeous asshole.

As much as I adore Mistress's delicious pussy, I love her ass almost as much... and Mistress knows it. She teased me with it a while before telling me to beg to be allowed to worship it. I didn't need to be told twice and Mistress sank down onto my face, presenting her gorgeous asshole for my tongue. As I licked and gently probed her tight ass she stroked my throbbing cock hard, though surprisingly as worked up as I was mentally, I was nowhere near the edge.

Mistress allowed me to lick her ass a couple of times before moving off, kneeling beside me and telling me that the session was over. Whew, I can't wait for the next one!

Comment from a Reader.

 Hi Robert & Mistress R I love your blog and have spent many many hours reading all of it, I hope you will post more regularly in future, I really miss hearing about your chastity journey and your excellent stories. Annie

Thanks Annie, I'm glad you have enjoyed reading the blog. I wish there was more to say currently, but unfortunately at the moment it's very much 'status quo'. Nothing has really changed or advanced for quite a long time (actually I would even say it has gone backwards in some areas) so I feel like I'm just repeating myself ad nauseum which I'm sure isn't that interesting to read (or write for that matter). 

I have got numerous story ideas on file, I've got a story that I started months ago and remains half finished... I think the last time I worked on it was May (I started it in March). But then writing stories seems to go in phases, once I get going I might write half a dozen one after another and then it seems to burn out - in between I struggle to get them going and even more to get them finished.

Maybe the two are connected.... let's hope both pick up in the near future.

FEMDOM SESSION: 14th September 2021

Unfortunately, it seems we have missed our 'August' session... this was in large part due to hot weather and general grumpiness. But we have at least made sure we got our September session in and maybe if we have one early next month and one at the end we could squeeze that August one back in. Well, we'll see... all that really matters is that today happened and we have only lost one session so far this Femdom year.

The big news today really was that my longest ever period of chastity came to an end after 135 days. The previous record was 119 days, so we upped the number by 16 and that equates to four months and 12 days (with three ruined orgasms during that time). Wow!

As ever I was very conflicted about what I wanted and very happy that the decision was Mistress R's to make. While I know this week will be a little bit weird as I get back into it, I can't be unhappy about being allowed to cum - even if part of me really craves being denied indefinitely.

Mistress looked amazing as always today, she was just wearing a skirt and a PVC bra when she finally took my blindfold off and sank down onto my face. Later she ditched the skirt and switched it for a pair of crotchless panties... she wore these when it was time for me to go down on her properly and make her cum. Afterwards she took them off and handed them to me, telling me to suck them clean. They were soaking wet and I happily sucked all her gorgeous juices out of them, which was extremely hot!

Throughout the session Mistress teased me about whether or not she should let me cum or not, while making it clear that it was entirely up to her whether she did or whether she made me wait another week, month or another 130 days. I loved hearing all this and she had my cock throbbing inside the Oxballs Cocksling as she dragged her nails up and down it, stroked it, licked it and occasionally sucked the head. She slapped it a lot too, which made it even harder, and she also used the cock whip. It feels a little sore in a couple of places right now, but it was more than worth it. :)

Mistress's crotchless panties were very pretty but they did restrict access to her asshole a little bit. As I licked her I pressed my finger between her cheeks and pushed the material against her ass, it was only a little later that I managed to work my finger under the material and gently press my finger against her asshole properly, and once I got there it wasn't too long until she had a pretty hard orgasm.

Early in the session Mistress did ask if she allowed me to cum where I might like to shoot. I immediately told her I wanted to cum on her feet, which she noted while also telling me that even if she did let me cum she might not take any notice of my request. So later on while I was laying on my back, with my nipples pegged and waiting for her to return from the other room I started to wonder whether she might be plotting something.

In the past Mistress has fairly often given me a choice between being allowed to worship her gorgeous asshole or cumming, but this time (spurred no doubt by a comment made earlier in the session) I wondered if she might give me a more complex choice. I wondered if she would say I could choose to cum on her feet and lick it up, but in that case I would have to forego the ass worship I desperately wanted, or I could worship her ass but then I could only cum on the PVC sheet (and lick it up).

I figured if she offered me a straight choice between worshipping her ass and cumming then I would probably choose to worship her ass, but that was hard because I have been thinking about cumming on her pretty feet for so long now; but either way it's interesting that I wasn't really contemplating the idea that Mistress might not let me cum at all. In the end though, Mistress allowed me to worship her gorgeous asshole AND cum on her feet! 

It was a fucking huge load as well, both of her feet were well covered and I really loved licking them clean afterwards. Sometimes in the past, even after a considerable period of denial there has been less cum than I expected, but today there was more than enough and after the initial spurts which landed on the top of her feet and toes Mistress rubbed her feet on my very sensitive cockhead smearing the cum across her soles as it pumped out again and again...

Needless to say I feel quite drained now. Drained but very happy and excited to get back on the chastity wagon. And excited at how much Mistress enjoyed the session and her orgasm too. I hope she gives me some soaking wet panties to suck on again soon...  :)

A New Record...

Between March and July 2019 I set my record for the longest period without an orgasm (119 days) but that record has now been broken. I equalled the record a couple of weeks ago (my last orgasm happened on the 2nd of May) and as of today my record stands at 133 days... and of course each day that goes past adds one more to that total.

While of course there is part of me that wants to cum, as always there is also a very large of part of me that does not. Those few seconds of pleasure are followed by at least a fortnight of trying to get back into the 'zone' of denial. It's times like these when I start fantasizing about 'permanent' denial... and when Mistress edges me I imagine her teasing me about not letting me cum for a very long time or whispering in my ear that she's seriously considering 'never letting me cum properly again'.

While that is quite extreme and maybe the fantasy is better than reality, it's not uncommon for guys who are in full time chastity to say they don't really want to cum. I find the only time I really want to cum is in the days after a full orgasm; once I am back in the 'zone' I kinda don't, because I hate the downswing and the refractory period......

What I love about being long term denied is how hard I am and how intense the teasing can be and I know it takes probably two-three weeks to get back to anything like where I want to be. On the other hand, I do love cumming on Mistress's gorgeous body and licking it clean, so that is one other thing to take into consideration. 

It's funny, I say each day is a new record and I know a lot of guys obsess about numbers, but to be honest it's not about that. I don't really care if it's 120 days or 150 days or 200 days, or whatever it is.... if I've been denied more than a few days then I don't really want to cum because I want to gat back to that 'zone' and if I've been denied a week or two then I don't want to cum because I want to stay in the zone.

Of course the other time I really want to cum is about three seconds before I hit the edge. It really isn't until the edge is threatening to become unstoppable that the balance tips, up until that point I really don't. I love being stroked, slapped, scratched and all the rest of it, 

I think if Mistress told me that she was going to give me a 'voucher' and that I had to tell her when I wanted my next proper orgasm she'd be very surprised how long I would wait. That would be quite interesting, since presumably then Mistress would be trying to get me to use the voucher and she would be teasing me about cumming on her feet and licking them clean while I was trying to resist the temptation. 

That would be kinda fun since she would be edging me knowing that unless I caved in and used my voucher she would ruin it, and since she knew that she could edge me pretty hard and long... sounds awesome!

Vibrating Butt Plugs?

Does anyone have experience with or can recommend a vibrating butt plug? I would like one with a remote control if at all possible. I've been reading lots of reviews online but they all seem to have something negative to say. The oddly shaped ones all seem to have the same problem in that they seem to 'fall out' in use, which is a pain in the arse (or not as the case may be). 

So I guess ideally it should be the classic 'butt plug' shape with a narrow neck so that it stays in. But it seems like it also needs to have the vibrating bullet inside the plug rather than in the base as the ones with them in the base don't work very well...

I was thinking that Mistress could leave me 'buzzing' when she leaves me alone in our Femdom sessions, and even zap me from the other room with the remote. I don't mind paying a reasonable amount for something good but I don't want to pay like £90 for something that turns out to be shit and only gets used once.

Also I don't want one that uses an app, just a normal remote please... 

CAPTION: If You Didn't Love the Taste of Your Own Cum...

 

100 Days Not Out...

Monday saw the 100 day landmark reached for only the second time since we started full time chastity in April 2011. Coincidentally Mistress allowed me a ruined orgasm that night, I say coincidentally because she hasn't asked me lately how many days it has been and so I don't suppose for a moment that she knew. 

Mistress couldn't resist dragging her nails up and down my cock as I was leaking cum, maybe it was more stimulation than a ruined orgasm should really be allowed, but it was certainly painful rather than pleasurable, so I would still consider it ruined. It certainly wasn't the sort of explosive release one might hope for at the end of 100 days of chastity anyway, so I'm definitely still counting it as such.

After a few moments to catch my breath Mistress scooped up my cum and fed it to me from her fingers. It seems quite a while since I tasted my cum, but it was only about nine weeks since my last ruined orgasm. That time Mistress smeared my cum on her foot for me to lick clean, I hope I get to cum on Mistress's beautiful feet properly sometime soon... :)

FEMDOM SESSION: 11th July 2021

Yet again, despite the warm weather being a pain in the arse Mistress and I followed through on our commitment to making sure we have our monthly Femdom Session every month. The only month we've missed this year is February and we actually bought a black cotton sheet the other week because when it's really hot the PVC one is less than pleasant. But, the thing with the PVC one is that a) it gives a more BDSM kinda vibe to proceedings and b) it allows any spilt 'fluids' to be licked up... which in this case was just pussy juice, but could also include wayward cum aimed at Mistress's pretty feet. 

Not this time though. No cumming for me, despite it now being 70 days since my last proper orgasm. Mistress came though and that's the important thing. Mistress has been having really good orgasms this week which is making us both really happy! :)

These (generally) hour-long sessions really fly by at the best of times and this one even more so (and it was ten minutes over), I was really surprised at the end when I realised the time, it felt so much shorter! Mistress gave me thirty three swats to start the session, 11 each with the whip and the soft side of the paddle for two missed towel mornings, and then 11 more with the leather side of the paddle for one cock touching infraction. I must say, the soft side of the paddle is so much more tolerable than the leather side and also less painful than the cat. But even then having that respite in the middle, I knew the last eleven were going to be painful so it wasn't much of a respite after all!

As usual Mistress had me worship her beautiful feet while she got re-acquainted with her glass dildo, not that I could see anything as I was blindfolded - but she made sure to let me know what I was missing. Once satisfied she tied me down on the bed and soon straddled my face allowing me my first taste of her delicious pussy. She was already quite wet, and I felt my cock slowly start to swell in the Oxballs Cocksling.

Mistress teased me with her ass while she whipped and slapped my cock, but didn't stroke it too much.. and when she did she was very gentle with it, making it as frustrating as possible I think! Mistress looked fucking amazing in her PVC cupless basque and leant over me several times and allowed me to suck on her gorgeous full breasts, which was awesome!

Mistress filled my ass with the ring ended dildo at some point, which (unusually) only fell out once I think... and actually later on I wondered if it had fallen out and I hadn't noticed since I honestly couldn't tell if it was still inside me or not. 

Mistress pegged my nipples and then left me to stew a little while, and almost before she'd left the room the Oxballs Cocksling started to sting my balls (which it does sometimes). This was quite intense and certainly distracted me from the pegs on my nipples!

When Mistress came back she had removed her PVC skirt, ready for me to eat her gorgeous pussy. She untied me and removed the pegs, but I was mostly interested in getting the Cocksling off. Once removed, Mistress laid back on the bed and ordered me down between her thighs. Her pussy was very wet now and Mistress had a really good orgasm on my tongue.

After sucking my fingers clean and then licking the pussy juice from Mistres's ass, pussy and thighs, Mistress told me to lick the PVC sheet clean (thankfully we decided it was just cool enough to use it) and then lay on my back. She knelt beside me and took hold of my cock, telling me she was pleased with me and that she would be allowing me a 'reward'. She stood over me and teased me with her ass some more, stroking my cock properly now and getting it nice and hard.

Mistress made me beg to lick her delicious asshole three times before she finally sank down and allowed me to get my fix. As I lapped at her gorgeous ass she pumped my cock harder and harder, trying to get me to the edge. But since I knew that as soon as I edged Mistress would stop letting me lick her asshole I resisted and after Mistress had allowed me to worship her gorgeous asshole a third time she climbed off and knelt next to me, continuing to pump my cock and giving me a perfect view of her gorgeous body and amazing, sexy breasts.

She started upping the intensity by slapping my balls and eventually got me to the edge, before finishing off with five hard ball slaps and then announcing that the session was over.

As usual, despite our earlier hesitation, we were so glad we did it. These sessions really do bring us so close and there is nothing better. We've now done five in a row, so let's hope we can keep this momentum going!

Wonderful Morning Teasing...

On Saturday morning Mistress and I slept in quite late, with nothing particular to get up for to rush off and do. When I woke up I kissed Mistress's back and was about to get up when she turned over and slid her left hand down towards my cock. She soon had me very hard and proceeded to give me exactly the kind of torturously slow, frustrating, hand job I've been fantasizing about this week...

If I had been less than rock-hard it would probably have been kind of annoying, because it wouldn't have been enough to keep me 'in the zone'; but since I was 'throbbing' it was nothing short of amazing. Mistress punctuated her slow, light, small movement touches with pointed slaps and also dug her nails into my cock quite a few times, which was very painful and right on the limit of edging into pure pain rather than erotic pain, but because these events weren't prolonged too long it was still good.

This wonderful teasing went on for a while, becoming more and more intense, until Mistress started to pump my cock properly and then rolled over and switched hands so that she could really pump me hard and get me to the edge. That was also pretty incredible and my cock was really throbbing by the end of that little session!

I really hope Mistress will give me more slow, torturous, teasing hand-jobs in the future, maybe this would make a good combination with a cockring, some lube and maybe a dildo in ass for good measure? :)

I'm now 62 days into this particular period of chastity and loving every minute of it as always. Mistress complimented me on my oral skills yesterday which was very nice to hear; it's nice to be good at something you really enjoy doing after all!

Our total ratio of orgasms since April 2011 now stands at 8.27 > 1. Still a way off the 10 > 1 target, but I guess it's going to take a long time to get there, even when we're currently running at something like 13 > 1. Mistress was way too generous in those early years I guess... hahaha.

CAPTION: In a Perfect Marriage...

 

FEMDOM SESSION: 6th June 2021

Continuing our run of Femdom Sessions, today Mistress and I made it four in a row with sessions have taken place in March, April, May and now June! 

It's been rather warm here of late and while warm weather and Femdom Sessions have never been the happiest of bedfellows (check out last Summer's dismal performance) Mistress and I are determined to drop as few sessions as possible this year. Thankfully it wasn't quite as warm today as yesterday, in fact it rained a few times, but it was still very humid - not the best for wearing PVC underwear or indeed lying on a PVC sheet! But still, we persisted and we had a tall fan placed in the corner of the room to try and keep things bearable...

At the start of the session Mistress told me that aside from my ankle and wrist cuffs she also wanted me to wear the Oxballs Ballstretcher. I usually like wearing this, but for some reason today it felt weird. When I first put it on it felt odd and very tight. I mean it's supposed to be 'tight', it's designed to stretch your balls after all, but... I don't know - it just didn't feel right. So I took it off, or I tried to... and struggled. It was kinda stuck on! I eventually got it off and then put it on again and it felt better, but it still didn't feel quite right. I don't know what the problem was, it was very strange... but once I got it on again it didn't seem too bad and I just forgot about it as best I could.

Overall this was quite a straight forward session, Mistress didn't use very much 'equipment' beyond her glass dildo and the small cock whip (which she deployed enthusiastically). She did use the whip at the start of the session of course, but it was fairly brief and then we advanced to the foot worship (which I always absolutely love). As usual Mistress had me keep my eyes on her feet while she played with her glass dildo and she teased me about what she was doing.

Often Mistress teases me that if she wanted to she could 'just have me worship her feet for the full duration of the session, or maybe just her feet and then her pussy.... without so much as touching my cock'. It may sound odd but I love the thought of that, I would love Mistress to be more 'selfish' sexually and as she said those words my cock hardened and strained against the Ballstretcher.

Once I had worshipped Mistress's gorgeous feet to her satisfaction (resolving to myself as I kissed and sucked on them that if I got asked where I wanted to cum today it would DEFINITELY be on her freshly pedicured feet) Mistress had me suck on her glass dildo one last time and then had me up on the bed, where she tied me down.

Then Mistress grabbed the cock whip before straddling my face and allowing me to taste her beautiful pussy and then pegged my nipples. My cock immediately started to harden and Mistress stood over me, fucking herself with her dildo and intermittently having me suck it and taste her juices from it. Soon she was standing over me, facing away, whipping my cock and balls while teasing me with her amazing ass.

She asked me how long it had been since I was allowed to cum properly and I told her it was 34 days, to which she replied 'not that long then really...', before adding 'of course if I decide to make you wait another 34 days, or another 34 days after that you'll be totally fine with that won't you?' I told her I would, I love that she decides when I get to cum... although I figured I probably wasn't going to get to cum on her beautiful feet today!

Mistress knelt beside me: she was wearing a PVC bra and her short leather skirt and despite being tied down I could just reach her feet and ass and I teased her ass with my fingers as she stroked and abused my cock. She said 'You love it when I wear this skirt and my ass peeks out the bottom of it don't you?'

Encouraged I continued to touch her ass and feet whenever I could, while Mistress dragged her fingernails across my extremely tightly stretched balls. I winced and Mistress asked if it was too much... but as always I said 'no' even though it was quite painful! Mistress whipped my cock and balls some more and then started teasing me with her ass again, as she moved back her leg touched the peg on my left nipple and twisted it, which rather hurt.

Mistress removed the pegs, but told me they would be going back on shortly, then teased me some more about how much I love to tongue her asshole. She mused on whether I would give up being allowed the possibility of cumming today if it meant I could lick her ass, to which I readily agreed and then she asked if I would give up the chance of cumming for the next month for the same? Again I said I would... as much as I love being allowed to cum, I love worshipping Mistress's ass so much that I can't really ever imagine choosing differently... unless I was on the edge already then maybe I would. These questions weren't phrased as direct questions though, not that my answer would have been any different.

Mistress re-pegged my nipples and then left me alone for a short while. It was really warm now and my legs were sticking to the PVC sheet. Mistress turned up the fan and sprayed me with Magicool to help me cool off, before leaving me. The Oxballs was really stinging now and I couldn't wait for Mistress to come back and allow me to remove it. I looked down to see my still half-hard cock and beyond that my balls which were very red and very tightly stretched indeed.

When Mistress came back she pulled the pegs off and then untied me, allowing me to take the Ballstretcher of at last. Then it was time to worship her beautiful pussy, which I love doing, and I was very happy when she had a really nice orgasm on my tongue. Standing up she had me lick her clean (front and back) and then the sheet as usual, although there wasn't too much pussy juice on there this time...

Then Mistress had me lie down again and she straddled me once again and started stroking my cock. She reached back to pull one cheek to the side, exposing her gorgeous ass... my cock got hard quickly and Mistress bent forward once again to take it into her mouth. She stood up again and used both hands to pull her cheeks apart (Mmm! So fucking HOT) and teased me again about how much I love to lick her gorgeous asshole...

Soon she was stroking my cock hard as I licked her delicious ass. Absolute heaven for me, and well worth sacrificing an orgasm for (if that's what it takes). Mistress allowed me to worship her ass a couple of times before moving to the side and stroking my cock again. I told her how much I adore licking her delicious asshole and Mistress asked if that meant I wanted some more?

Well, yeah... so Mistress straddled me again and after a little more begging she sank down onto my face for a third time, allowing me to lick her as she stroked me towards the edge while using her free hand to slap my balls repeatedly. Then as she sank down for the fourth and 'final' time I felt myself starting to get to the edge and VERY reluctantly had to warn her I was getting close.

Mistress lifted herself off and knelt beside me, telling me that the session was over. I begged her to slap my balls again and she smiled and gave me three more hard slaps and then the session really was over. 

Despite the heat and the lack of much 'toy' use, our session was really fantastic and I'm so pleased we didn't 'put it off to another day' because it's Summer now so it's probably going to be warm for a while, we just need to get on with it and not let it get in the way. Hopefully we can keep this up for the rest of this Chastity year!

Updated All the 'Flash' Tease Links

As you may know, 'Flash' has now been discontinued, and consequently all the Milovana 'Flash' teases have been reposted using 'EOS' instead. Unfortunately this meant that all the links I had previously posted to these teases no longer worked. However, this morning I have repaired all the links and you can access them either through the link at the bottom of the 'Webteases' page, or by clicking the link below.

https://chastity-femdom.blogspot.com/2021/01/webteases-by-other-authors.html

My next planned work is adding links and banners to my 'other' stories, ie - ones that are already on Literotica but not already linked here. These are not chastity/femdom stories so may not be of interest to some of you...

LOOKING FOR THE ONE (Written July 2017)

I don't really understand what happened here, but re-working my story menu I realised that this was missing from my blog; which is a pity as I think it's one of my better stories! So, four years late, and no doubt many of you have already read it on Literotica, here it is...

Ryan watched her undress, his cock stirring as he lay naked on the bed, while Julia slowly slid the tight fitting dress down and stepped out of it. She hadn't bothered to wear underwear, the dress was too clingy and she knew she would be taking it off anyway. She moved towards Ryan, her heavy tits swaying slightly as she reached the bed and climbed on, reaching out for his thick cock and devouring it with her mouth as she sank down on top of him. Ryan moved his hands to her head and ran his fingers through her rich red curls, she was good at sucking cock and greedy for it too. Before he knew it, Julia's lips were at the base of his shaft, her tongue just starting to tease his balls, she was the only girl he'd ever known who could do that... it blew his mind.

Julia worked his throbbing prick hard, then looked up at him with just the tip in her mouth, her tongue dancing all over it. Their eyes locked and his breathing deepened. Not yet! This was just the start, he regained control just as Julia's mouth engulfed him again.

"Fuck..." he groaned. "...that feels amazing!"

Julia lifted her mouth off his stalk and licked her lips.

"What do you think my husband would give to feel my lips on his cock again?" She purred.

Ryan winced slightly, then pressed his hand down on her head, pushing it back down so that his cock was deep inside her mouth again. He'd never intended to get involved in this crazy life of hers, all he wanted was some 'no-strings fun'... but then he met Julia. He couldn't quite believe it when he'd first seen her. They'd arranged to meet in a bar and she walked in -- dressed to kill in a tight black dress and four inch heels, her thick red curls cascading down her neck and over her shoulders. He vaguely remembered someone telling him redheads were crazy and best avoided, but no way did Ryan want to avoid this one.

They sat down and talked, it was clear she liked what she saw in him and he started to relax. Ryan worked hard at the gym and his tight T-shirt showed off his upper body well, and she looked incredible in her skin tight dress, her nipples clearly visible through the thin material and drawing attention from very man in the place. They drank until late and then went outside, the warm summer air hitting them like a ton of bricks. Julia took his hand and led him around the back of the bar, it was a scummy kind of alley but neither of them cared. She crouched in front of him and unzipped his jeans, desperate to taste him. Ryan leaned back against the wall and watched as she stroked his cock, looking up at him as her tongue flicked the swollen head of his large prick.

"I have a husband," she gasped as she looked up at him. "But your cock is sooo much bigger than his..."

Before he could react, Ryan felt his meat sliding past her lips, into her mouth and right back to the entrance of her throat.

"Fuuuuck!" He groaned, his mind racing as he tried to process this new information and the sensations he was experiencing.

Julia groaned into his groin, her throat massaging the head of his cock as she sucked him deep while her hand fell down between her legs and started rubbing her soaking wet pussy.

"This cock is gonna make me cum," she gasped between mouthfuls of prick. "I want this cock to make me cum and then fill me up... fill my pussy up with hot cum, are you gonna do that for me?"

Ryan could barely concentrate as it was, he placed his hands on her head and fucked her mouth briefly, pleased when she seemed to like it. He reached down, pulled her back up on her feet and bent her over a bin. It was his turn to crouch down now and he pushed the tight, clinging dress up over Julia's shapely ass, pleased if not entirely surprised to find she wasn't wearing any underwear. He leaned forward and tasted her hot, wet pussy and a long, soft whimper escaped the woman's lips. She pushed back against him, moaning louder as she felt his tongue enter her, while the tip of his nose gently nuzzled against her tight, pink hole. Her pussy was perfect, completely shaved and dripping for his cock and Ryan relished the taste of her deep arousal. He pulled back a little, put his hands on her ass and gently pulled her cheeks apart, exposing her tempting pink rosebud. He was about to lean in and press his tongue against it when Julia begged, "Put it in me, put in me pleeeease!"

Ryan released his grip on her ass and stood up. His fingers encircled his pulsing cock and he positioned the tip between her lips, she was so wet that he seemed to slide in without even pushing. He gave a shove of his hips and his length sank all the way inside her, bringing a fresh cry from her wide open mouth.

"Oh God yes, that's soooo fucking good..."

Ryan took hold of her hips and worked his cock in and out, she was breathing hard with each thrust and pushing back, eager for more.

"Fuck me," she begged. "Make me cum!"

Ryan held her tighter and increased the speed of his thrusts, he fucked her faster and harder as he desperately tried to hold back his own orgasm, at least until she'd reached her climax. It wasn't easy and he was glad she was so hot for him, because by the time she bucked hard on his cock he was already fighting a losing battle of his own. As her tight, sweet pussy clamped down around him it pushed him over the edge and he pumped hard and deep until his balls were completely drained inside her.

After a few seconds he staggered back, his cock slipping out of her hot, wet, cum-soaked cunt. His eyes were closed as he collapsed back against the wall and before he knew it he felt her down in front of him again, her soft, warm lips closing around him and sucking the last dregs of cum out of his softening cock. Damn, this woman was amazing...

And so began their affair. Ryan was slightly uncomfortable that she was married, but he couldn't resist... she was just too hot to say no to. They met and fucked a few times a week for three weeks before Julia really opened up about her marriage. Ryan's main concern was that he was going to end up looking down the wrong end of a baseball bat or a gun, but Julia assured him he had nothing to worry about. She arranged to meet him one night to set his mind at ease, though she worried that when she told him the truth about her relationship with Michael, Ryan might pull away. It had happened before, it could happen again, she simply wouldn't know until she came clean and laid it all on the line for him.

— — — — —

Ryan closed his eyes and rested his head back on the pillow as Julia sucked his cock, he seemed to spend an incredible amount of time inside her mouth, not that he was complaining. It was like she couldn't get enough of his thick, hard cock and she seemed to want to devour it at every opportunity. It didn't seem to matter where they were or what they'd been doing, she was insatiable for his prick and took every chance she got to suck it dry.

He felt her release his cock, then slide up his body, her soft, fleshy tits gliding across his skin until her face reached his. They kissed deeply, their tongues mingling as he tasted his musk on her breath. She reached down between her legs and guided his cock between her lips, she was drenched already and she forced her pussy down onto his aching prick.

"Are you going to fill me up," she pleaded. "Fill me up for Michael, fill my slutty pussy with cum for him, yeah...?"

Ryan could only groan as he felt her tight, wet pussy massaging his throbbing length.

"Whatever you want baby," he moaned. "Whatever you want."

— — — — —

The bar was quiet, it was a Tuesday after all. Ryan sat nursing a whisky on the rocks, Julia facing him with a vodka and Coke.

"Look, I want to be honest with you okay... I know this is kind of weird and believe me this makes me nervous as hell telling you this..."

Julia looked down at the table and then back up into his eyes.

"Because I think you're great and I want to keep seeing you, and I hope you're going to be cool with what I'm going to tell you."

Ryan shifted and took a deep breath, his eyebrow arched almost imperceptibly and he leaned forward ever so slightly.

"I... I told you right off the bat that I have a husband, and I do... I do have a husband, and I love him very much."

Ryan let out a disbelieving chuckle, but Julia continued undaunted and with emphasis.

"I love him VERY much, I know you probably don't think so, especially given what we've been doing these last few weeks, but... I do. And he KNOWS that... and I know that HE adores ME."

Ryan nodded apologetically, feeling sorry now that he had laughed. Julia glanced up to the ceiling and took a deep breath. 'Here we go', she thought to herself.

"Have you ever wondered what this key on my necklace is for?"

"Err, no. I... I dunno?" Ryan looked quizzical for a second and shook his head, no clue as to where this conversation was heading.

"Okay... well, have you ever heard of a chastity cage?"

Ryan shook his head a second time, "A what?"

Julia sighed, stealing herself for the worst.

"A chastity cage is... it's a.... 'device' that locks around a guy's cock and stops him touching himself or cumming, until he's unlocked by the person who has the key."

Ryan stared at her blankly, again -- was this a joke, did such a thing even exist?

"Well that's not strictly true... it is possible for him to kind of cum, but let's not get into that right now."

Julia might as well have been speaking in a foreign language as far as Ryan was concerned.

"Rrrrright, so this key is...?"

"For my husband's chastity cage, yes."

Ryan's face crinkled as he tried to fathom this out.

"God this is hard to explain...."

Julia leaned forward, her voice becoming lower and conspiratorial.

"My husband is.... sexually submissive to me, I control his cock and decide when he gets unlocked and when he gets to cum."

Ryan was pretty sure now that this wasn't a joke.

"So he's at home now," Ryan began. "With some sort of.... cage locked on his cock, and you have the key."

"Yes."

"Why?"

Now it was Julia's turn to let out a small laugh, how was she supposed to explain this simply to someone with no concept of what she was talking about.

"Because he worships me and he loves being controlled by me and..."

"And in return you lock up his cock and cheat on him!"

"NO! No, there is no 'cheating', this is all out in the open, he knows exactly what I'm doing and with who..."

"And he doesn't mind?"

"No, it was his idea."

Ryan sat back in his chair and took a sip of his drink, he could see she was a little rattled and he decided to back off a bit.

"Okay... I'm sorry, go on..."

"Look it's not important for you to understand every detail right now, the point is, I want you to know that I really like you... and I want to keep seeing you, but I also want to be straight with you that, y'know... I have a husband, who I love very much and..."

Julia's voice tailed off as she struggled to find the right words. After a few seconds she picked up her glass, swallowed a good measure of the drink and wished there was more vodka or less Coke.

"So what does he get out of this exactly, this chastity thing?"

"I know... it's hard to understand, God knows I didn't understand it at first... but you would be surprised how strong it can make a marriage. Look I really don't think I can explain it right now, I just want to know if you are okay with it and... if you want to keep seeing me?"

Ryan frowned for a moment and then asked, "Do you still have sex with him then, when he's not locked in this.... cage thing?"

"Sometimes, yes. But I don't always let him cum."

"Seriously?" Ryan's mind was completely blown.

"Uh huh, I'm usually on top and he knows he has to tell me when he's getting close and that he has to ask permission to cum."

"Permission?"

"Yeah, he never cums without my express permission."

Ryan picked up his own glass, finished his whisky and stood up. Julia looked at him with worried eyes.

"Where are you going?" she asked nervously.

"I think I need another drink."

— — — — —

"Your cock feels so fucking good inside me, stretching me out... stretching my pussy so I can't feel him anymore, will you do that for me baby?" Julia purred into Ryan's ear.

Ryan responded by pushing his cock up deep inside her, filling her cunt right to the top with his thickness.

"Like that?" He asked.

"Yeah, just like that," she moaned. "Ruin my slutty wet cunt for him."

Julia started riding Ryan's cock hard and fast, bouncing off the mattress as she slammed herself down on his stalk again and again, grinding her clit against his cock and pushing herself closer and closer to orgasm.

Ryan reached up and grabbed her gorgeous tits, squeezing them firmly as she bounced on his aching prick.

"I fucking love your tits," he growled. "I wanna cum on your tits, they're gonna look so good painted with my cum."

Julia groaned loudly, the thought of her lover spraying her tits with his hot load was only bettered by the thought of her husband licking and sucking them clean. But not today...

— — — — —

Ryan returned from the bar with two fresh drinks and placed one in front of Julia.

"Thanks..."

He sat down and took a swig, before nervously biting his lip then asking.

"So, why are you telling me this now exactly?"

Julia stared into her drink for a second before replying.

"Because I really like you and I want... I want us to take this further. It's been fantastic so far, but I'm looking for more, and if that can't happen then I need to move on."

Julia looked at Ryan, her lip trembling as she continued.

"I don't just want you to be someone I fuck... I want you to be my 'Bull'.

"Huh?"

"My 'Bull'." Said Julia again. "My husband is my 'cuckold' and I want you to be my 'Bull'."

"What does that mean?"

"It means, I have sex with you... like I said, my husband is submissive, he gives incredible head, but I miss being fucked.... hard, and that's difficult when you haven't cum for two months."

Julia locked eyes with Ryan again, searching for some sort of response.

"Two months..." whispered Ryan incredulously.

"Sometimes more... sometimes a lot more. It depends."

"On what?"

"How I feel."

Ryan swigged his whisky again, really quite taken aback.

"So you get to fuck me, out in the open, there's no stress about getting caught, you can come to my house and fuck me in my bed... in fact that's exactly what I want, I want to feel you inside me in my own bed."

"And what about... your husband."

"Michael... well, hopefully he'll be there too, eventually... when you feel okay about letting him watch."

Ryan clicked his tongue against the roof of his mouth, this was all new territory for him.

"Just watch, or does he want to join in?"

"He'll do whatever I tell him, and no more, so whatever you're happy with. He can watch, he can worship my feet while you fuck me, he can hold my legs open for you if you want.... he can guide your cock inside me if it makes you feel better... whatever you want, he'll do whatever I say."

Julia held his gaze, wanting to say more but too scared to...

"I still don't understand what he gets out of this?"

"Well, it's complicated... I guess, I don't really expect you to understand. He loves being controlled, he loves being inside me when I let him, he loves being allowed to stroke his cock when I let him, he adores making me cum with his tongue... and he loves it when I come home from our dates, completely sated."

Ryan stared at the woman in front of him, unsure what he thought about all this... part of him wished she wasn't so fucking sexy so he could get up and leave with no regrets, but Julia was truly unlike any other woman he had ever met and he knew deep down he simply couldn't do it.

"He loves it when I come home full of your cum and I make him lick me clean, he gets so hard inside his cage... he swallows every drop. Seriously, every time you've cum inside me, I couldn't wait to get home so he could clean me..."

Julia let her words sink in and a picture formed in Ryan's mind's eye.

"Yeah, but surely not when ...?"

Julia nodded slowly.

"Yes, even when you came in my ass. Michael will do 'anything' for me, he worships every part of me... and he loved it."

Ryan shook his head and blew the air out of his cheeks.

"You both make me feel special, it's just his way is a little different to yours... and I don't want to have to give up either of you."

— — — — —

Julia leaned back as she continued to ride her lover's thick, hard cock, while he stared up at her gorgeous, creamy white breasts.

"Can you hear it?" she asked. "Can you hear his beautiful cock moving inside of me."

"Yes Goddess," came a distant voice from the end of the bed. "I can hear it."

Julia reached down between her legs and rubbed her clit as she rode, it only took a few seconds and then she was cumming noisily all over Ryan's aching cock, but this time Ryan managed to hold back. She sank forward and kissed her lover deeply, thanked him for being there for her, then eased herself off his throbbing prick and climbed off the mattress. She walked to the foot of the bed where Michael sat naked on the floor with his back to the end of the bed. Though he wasn't restrained, his hands were out to his sides clutching the bed end as if he were. Julia knelt down on the floor between his open legs and bent down to kiss him tenderly on the lips.

"Can you taste his cock on me?"

Michael nodded. They kissed again, deeper this time, their tongues exploring each other's mouths while they shared the taste of Ryan's delicious meat.

"One day baby, you just have to be patient okay?" she whispered.

Michael nodded solemnly as Julia reached down and closed her palm around his balls, giving them a gentle squeeze.

"Mmmm, they feel soooo full, I think maybe I should let you cum soon..."

"Please, Goddess, that would be amazing," sighed Michael.

"Mmmm, but maybe not today. Soon though... if you're a good boy for me. Are you going to be a good boy for me?"

"Yes Goddess..."

Julia smiled and traced her fingers along the steel cage that surrounded Michael's cock.

"So much better than the plastic one," she whispered. "I love seeing your cock trapped inside those bars."

She reached down between her legs and coated her fingers with her juices, then offered them to Michael to clean, one by one.

"Oh you love that don't you?"

"Yes Goddess, you taste incredible," he answered as he sucked and lapped at each finger greedily.

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"Not only do I not want to give either of you up, I want to take it further, I want to make his... OUR fantasies real. I want him to watch us fuck, I want him to see, taste and smell everything. I want his submission to go deeper than ever before, I want... YOU to be the one that takes his wife, right in front of him. I want to look into his eyes and kiss him while you fuck me from behind... and I want him to submit completely... to BOTH of us."

Ryan listened and it took a moment for the penny to drop.

"Whooah! I'm not sure about that..."

"It's okay," countered Julia. "I don't expect it to happen overnight... we can take it as slow as you want, and maybe one day, just think about it, for me... please."

Ryan looked uneasy but he really didn't want this thing to end, even if it was more complicated than he'd first thought. Damn, that was another whisky gone, he was really chugging it back tonight.

"Okay... I'll think about it," he conceded, but I can't make any promises.

"Thank you Ryan, that means a lot to me... I really do love fucking you, and I really want you to come to our house and fuck me in my own bed. I really, really want you to do this for me... and for Michael."

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"Just think how far we've come sweetheart, I know this isn't what you really want, what WE really want, just yet... but just be patient for me, I think it will work out in the end."

Michael nodded as Julia rose up and returned to Ryan on the bed. He so wanted to turn around and watch them fucking, but he promised them both he would stay on the floor facing away, unless Ryan told him otherwise. So there he sat, clutching the end of the bed, listening to his wife riding and sucking another man's cock while his own pulsed inside its cage. He listened carefully, his eyes closed tight as he pictured the scene behind him. She was sucking him again now, taking him deep by the sound of it. Michael knew what an insatiable cocksucker his wife was, and he wished he could feel her lips on his aching cock again, but that was not for him to decide anymore.

Above him Julia released Ryan's cock from her mouth and straddled him once again, his cock slid easily into her silky, wet pussy and the pair grunted in unison as they started to fuck once again. Michael listened intently, hoping that soon Ryan would be comfortable with this new life that he had stumbled into and would allow him to kneel beside the bed and watch them writhe, but he knew he had to be patient. Ryan was the first one who'd allowed them to get this far, pushing too hard now might blow the dream apart when it was so close.

Julia slid down onto her back and pulled her lover on top of her, wrapping her legs around his back as she pulled him inside of her.

"Fuck me, fill me with your cum, I want it... I want it so bad!"

Ryan started to stroke in and out, slowly feeling the cum rising in his balls.

"Give it to me, pump it into me, fill my cunt with your spunk!" she begged, as she pulled him deeper with her legs.

Ryan increased the speed of his thrusts, ramming his cock in and out of her sweet pussy. The moment of no return approached suddenly and he groaned loudly as he tensed and slammed into her four or five times, each thrust propelling a huge spurt of creamy cum into her waiting slit. They kissed breathlessly, bathed in sweat, their bodies tangled together, until at last Ryan pulled away and his cock broke the seal. As he looked down he saw the trickle of white cum starting to leak from her well fucked hole and he knew it was time for Michael to take over. He milked the last few drops of cum out of his cock and wiped them on Julia's outer lips, 'an appetizer for her husband' he thought to himself as slid off the bed and headed for the en-suite to shower.

Julia lay there, all too aware of the dripping sensation between her thighs. The moment she heard the en-suite door shut, as they had arranged, she called out to Michael who stood up and turned to face her on the bed. She looked stunning, her legs spread wide, her pussy stretched open, dripping with cum and waiting for him.

"Come here baby, clean my beautiful, used pussy and make me cum again."

Michael climbed onto the bed and up between her soft, pale thighs. His cock ached inside its prison but all he could think about was his wife's pleasure, he dipped his head between her legs and tasted, once again, her lover's cum. Julia responded to his gentle touch and pulled him closer, forcing his mouth harder against her dripping pussy.

"Make me cum baby, swallow it all and make me cum..."

Michael swirled his tongue around her lips, slurping and swallowing Ryan's load as it oozed out of her gorgeous hole. Despite the relentless ache between his legs, all he could think about was making her cum. All he wanted, more than anything in the world, was to feel her buck under his tongue and to know that she was his again. He moved upwards and began to play his tongue over her clit, just like he had done thousands of times before. Except of course, this wasn't like all those other times, this was markedly different and they both knew it.

Michael's expert tongue worked it's magic and soon he was rewarded, Julia felt it starting and grabbed handfuls of her husband's hair, grinding herself against him as he licked her pussy devoutly. The feeling continued to grow, until it ballooned out and took hold of her completely. She spasmed wildly, once, twice, three times... four times, five times, six times.... the orgasm hit her like a train and she howled her pleasure until it finally released her from its grasp.

Julia's fingers slid from Michael's hair and he gently moved up her body to cuddle her, his steel clad cock nestling against her soft warm, thigh.

"I love you, more than I ever have," he whispered before kissing her gently on the lips.

"I love you too..." breathed Julia. "And I know you want to cum so badly, but it makes me cum so hard knowing you can't... it's worth it isn't it? For me?"

"Yes Goddess, anything is worth it for you."

Blog Update and a Ruined Orgasm...

So I've been rather busy this last few days (and it really has been a few pretty full days) working behind the scenes on improving the blog experience. For a long, long time I have wanted to redo the 'Story' and 'Webtease' pages... and now finally (stuck on the sofa with a bad back) I've finally got around to it. Both look a lot better to me, and probably a lot easier to navigate on a phone - with bigger clickable banners.

I've also been through the story posts themselves to add banners for Literotica and intermediate chapter pages. I've also resized the font on some of the stories as it was too small and also put some paragraphs into some stories where they were missing which should make them easier to read.

For the first time in a very long time I read my 'Unfinished: Femdom Cave Project', and I was surprised how much I liked it, I was very frustrated with it at the time of writing, but it seems like the idea was rather good - I don't remember why I got so annoyed with it at the time, but it was difficult writing within the constraints of someone else's ideas. I may revisit this at some point, because the plot could be good.

I'd like to revamp the other pages on the blog too, the 'Video' page for one - which I've been talking about doing for years. I had to delete a lot of video links a while back because Pornhub deleted a ton of their videos, but fortunately because of all the talk about restricting porn sites and age verification in the UK, I downloaded all the good ones that I could a couple of years ago. So what I might do is upload them to X-Hamster and then link them again but do it nicely, and one or two at a time. I think I'd rather have less videos linked, but make sure the ones that are here are good quality and worthwhile.

You can access the STORY and WEBTEASE menus by clicking on the tab at the top of the page, the banner on the side of the page or by clicking on these links: 

STORIES

https://chastity-femdom.blogspot.com/p/stories_18.html

WEBTEASES

https://chastity-femdom.blogspot.com/p/webteases.html

(If you are on a phone or tablet you won't see the banners on the side of the page, and the 'Tabs' will be in a drop down menu.)

I will be adding more stories to the menu, hopefully some new ones at some point, but also some that are not Chastity/Femdom/Cuckold stories. These are already available on my Literotica pages, but I will make some banners to link to them soon...

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On Monday night, Mistress was teasing me beautifully (thankfully my back doesn't hurt when I'm lying down) and took me right to the edge before stopping. We lay together for a little while and as my cock started to soften I felt a tiny drip of cum trickle from the tip of my cock. It was a good couple of minutes since Mistress had stopped teasing me so it wasn't like I had ruined, it was obviously that the cum had got right to the edge (literally) but had stalled in my cock and when it softened up it just 'came out'... 

I don't think it was my fault, I warned Mistress when I got to the edge as I should, but of course in hindsight I should have told her that my cock was leaking and given her the opportunity to either punish me, or make me eat my cum. Or both. Unfortunately I foolishly didn't, and as luck would have it, Mistress decided she wanted to edge me again.

Of course, as soon as she touched my cock she felt the stickiness and asked me if I had 'cum'? I said I wasn't 'sure', which in hindsight was 'doubling-down' on my mistake for sure and something I regret now...

Being a kind, forgiving Mistress (and perhaps feeling sorry for me with my bad back) she ignored it and started stroking my cock again, bringing me to the edge a second time. Again I warned her that I was close and she continued lightly stimulating me until I ruined. But she never said I could cum, like she usually does before she ruins me. So did I have one unauthorised semi-ruin, or did I have two unauthorised ruins? 

Mistress scooped up all the cum with her fingers and fed it to me, and she seemed quite happy about what had transpired, but I am now a little confused about it!

CAPTION: I Was Just Thinking...

 

FEMDOM SESSION: 9th May 2021

 A few weeks ago Mistress and I started looking around for fetish clothing for her to wear during our monthly 'Femdom' sessions. Ideally we were looking for cupless and crotchless (but no suspenders, which cuts out a lot) and we found four possible outifts; two from LoveHoney, one from Sparkling Strawberry and also a basque from somewhere else. The basque wasn't right so that went back, and the garments from LoveHoney were pretty shit to be honest. We should have known really, when someone sells an outift that supposedly fits a size 6 and a size 12 and everything in between chances are it's not going to fit anyone properly. Still, we tried, they sucked and they went back for credit!

The outfit from Sparkling Strawberry was a different story. I wasn't present when Mistress tried it on and I was honestly expecting the worst, but Mistress said it was one to keep. So last month I was hoping Mistress would wear it in our session but she wore something else instead, so it wasn't until today that I actually got to see it and it was certainly worth waiting for!

Mistress opted for 'Surprise Me' on the tick sheet for this session and while this is great, it doesn't give me as much scope as it might given the number of things we have that we can't use for one reason or another - glass buttplug is slightly too big for me, all sorts of impractical cock rings... maybe I should have really surprised her and dug my C3000 out from the back of the drawer!

Actually, speaking of that - I noticed Sub Hub in Phoenix has started posting fairly regularly again and you might like to read about his experience with his new 'Jailbird' chastity device. He reckons it is extremely comfortable and a million times better than an old school plastic CB3000; which it would have to be frankly if you were going to wear it regularly!

Anyway, I did manage to surprise Mistress as when she came in I was wearing my cuffs, cocksling and blindfold but also I had pegged my own nipples. Actually, we seem to have had a miscommunication on start time as I thought we were starting at 12:15 and as such I thought I didn't really have enough time to fit a butt plug or anything which is actually why I decided to go with the pegs.

I remember I pegged my nipples once before when Mistress wrote 'Surprise Me' and I felt it for days afterwards. But I forgot about that and naively assumed Mistress would take them off early on in the session and re-apply them later. Nope. When she came into the bedroom at 12:20 she seemed amused by my 'surprise' and asked if that meant I wanted the pegs on the whole time?

I said it was up to her and so they stayed on for nearly forty minutes before she finally took them off and by Christ did I feel it then! In the meantime Mistress whipped them several times with her cock whip, in fact Mistress was very whip happy today: she whipped my ass fifteen times at the start of the session before having me worship her gorgeous feet (while she played with her dildo on the bed above me and teased me about what I thought she might be wearing).

Once I had worshipped her beautiful feet to her satisfaction Mistress had me up on the bed on my back, but very unusually she didn't immediately restrain me, which meant I could touch her feet, legs and ass while she was kneeling beside me. She soon straddled my face and sank down onto me allowing me my first proper taste of her delicious pussy and then she stood over me and had me beg her to remove the blindfold.

When she did I was blown away by how Mistress looked in her brand new outfit. Wow! I had seen outfits like this before and always liked how they looked but even so you never know how these things will look in the real world, and in this case it looked absolutely amazing. In fact this might well be my new favourite outfit of hers!

This picture is from Sparkling Strawberry's website; we didn't get this free and there's no incentive for me to 'promote' this by the way, I'm simply sharing because it looks fantastic and it was actually pretty reasonable (under £30). I'm actually wondering if we should buy a spare for when this eventually falls apart in five/ten years... Needless to say, unlike the crap we ordered from Love Honey these are actually individually sized so unsurprisingly it fits Mistress absolutely perfectly. The only thing she did say was that the neck fastening is difficult to do up so I might have to look and see if I can modify it, but I couldn't tell it wasn't done up anyway to be honest.

Mistress stood over me, holding her glass dildo in her hand and then leaned forward and pushed it into my mouth. Then she stood upright and slid it into her gorgeous pussy, I didn't know where to look to be honest - I love seeing her playing with her dildo, but her amazing breasts were soooo distracting framed by that black outfit! Especially when she straddled me and pushed them into my face, allowing me to suck on her very sexy nipples. She did this a few times and one time she did something that I really liked; rather than swapping her breasts over she simply shoved my head to the side to indicate that I should be sucking her other nipple now! :)

Soon Mistress was straddling my face again and then by my side whipping the hell out of my cock and balls with the cock whip. With my balls trapped in the Oxballs Cocksling the whip really stung, but Mistress was clearly enjoying making me wince and even though she occasionally asked if it was 'too much' I always said no.

Mistress told me that I needed something up my ass to take my mind off the pain in my nipples, and so she quickly inserted the ring ended glass plug and left it there for a few minutes while she continued to abuse my cock and balls. Then, kneeling beside me she said 'Which would you rather do slave, would you rather worship my gorgeous breasts, watch me stand over you and fuck myself with my dildo or straddle your face so you can worship my beautiful pussy?'.

While I was thinking about this Mistress impatiently whipped my balls again, urging me to hurry up and decide. I opted for the last option and Mistress straddled my face again and I tongued her slit, enjoying the delicious taste of her wet pussy. Then she climbed off and told me to close my eyes. I was feeling a bit dopey and enjoying looking at her so much that I was a bit slow to respond and she picked up the cock whip and gave my balls another stinging stroke. 

I closed my eyes and heard Mistress sliding herself into her RodeOh strap on pants and then felt her remove the plug from my ass. Then she got on the bed and straddled me once again and told me to worship her cock, which she pushed into my mouth for a few seconds. Then Mistress released the restraints (at some point she did put them on me, I can't really remember when) and told me to turn over on my hands and knees. My cock was throbbing hard from all the whipping and slapping and as I leaned forward to bow my head onto the pillow the pegs tugged on my nipples as they hit the PVC sheet and reminded me they were still there!

Mistress applied lots of lube before she climbed on the bed behind me and slid her cock into my ass. It felt really good and I was really happy that Mistress was fucking me; it's very hit and miss but on this occasion it felt really good and I loved how Mistress would stop every now and then to reach between my legs and rub my cock. Mistress doesn't fuck my ass all that often, certainly not every session - but I love it when she does, even sometimes if it's hard to take because I love how submissive it makes me feel. A bit like when she makes me lick my cum off of her pretty feet, only more so...

When Mistress decided she had fucked me for long enough she told me to lay down on my back again and re-fastened the restraints. She asked if I needed her to remove the pegs or the cocksling, or if I could take them a while longer? I said I could wait, but asked if Mistress would let me taste her beautiful pussy again before she left me alone. At first she said that she thought I should wait for that too, but then she relented and briefly straddled my face one more time. 

Mistress returned about ten minutes later wearing her older cupless basque (which I also really love) as she wanted me to have better access to her pussy and ass (the new one has a thong back). She picked up the cock whip again and swatted the pegs a couple of times before plucking the right one off. Holy fucking shit did that hurt! I winced and breathed deeply as she plucked the other one off, set them aside and started undoing my restraints.

She told me to remove the cocksling and then to get up so that she could lay down. I knelt between her legs, gazing at her gorgeous body, eager to sink down between her thighs and taste her beautiful pussy again and to make her cum. Mistress gave the instruction and I moved down gently between her spread thighs. The moment my nipples touched against the PVC sheet I winced again, that was surprisingly painful!

I focussed on worshipping Mistress's delicious pussy and bringing her to orgasm and (just about) managed to ignore the pain in my nipples. Thankfully Mistress was clearly very turned on from all the pain and suffering she had caused me over the previous 45mins or so and as usual 'in session' she had a lovely hard orgasm as my tongue worked her clit and my finger teased her asshole.

Once Mistress's orgasm subsided she stood up on the bed and told me to lick up all the pussy juice around her ass and down her inner thighs. Then she had me bend down and lick the PVC sheet clean before telling me to lay down on my back again. She stood over me (facing away from me) and gave my balls a hard slap before grabbing my cock and starting to stroke it again. Looking up I could see her pussy was still soaking wet and dripping and I asked her to let me clean it up.

Mistress sank down onto my face and my tongue scooped a delicious load of pussy juice from between her lips and then Mistress rose up again, still pumping my cock. My hands were free again and I slid them up the backs of Mistress silky smooth legs towards her ass cheeks. Mistress asked if I wanted to lick her ass and then had me beg to do so while I used my hands to part her cheeks and get a better view of her gorgeous asshole.

Mistress sank down onto my face and I buried my tongue in her ass, almost immediately Mistress started slapping my balls. She told me that if I wanted to lick her ass I would have to put up with having my balls slapped too! Mistress let me worship her gorgeous asshole three times (never enough for me) and each time she alternated between stroking my cock and slapping my balls. After the third time she climbed off my face and knelt beside me. She told me the session was over but then gave my balls five really hard slaps - what an awesome ending to a fantastic session!!! 

Considering I was allowed a wonderful orgasm on Monday I pretty much knew I wasn't going to be allowed to cum during this session, but I still loved every second and consider myself very lucky to have such an amazing, gorgeous and generous Mistress. This session was so good and I am so pleased that we managed to find her such an awesome new outfit, she really does look absolutely incredible in it!

A Thoughtful Feedback....

Being on Literotica you get used to receiving feedback which can vary from very positive to blisteringly negative. But it's unusual to receive feedback of any depth or length; most comments are either along the lines of: 'I loved this' or 'I came in my panties before the end of the first paragraph' or 'you can't write for shit' or most commonly perhaps 'any chastity device can be cut of with a simple saw, this is so fucking stupid...'.

So I was quite surprised to read a feedback left on my story 'Anna's Cuckold' the other day, which actually took the time to explain why they liked my story so much, which is actually rather helpful, since it's useful to know what I am getting 'right' as much as what I am getting 'wrong'.

Anyway, here it is:

Anonymous said: "Her dialog. The tone of her voice. The context of it all happening as she only sympathetically makes it known she's pleasing him one last time, but would like something in return. Her mind fucking and tormenting one-sided conversation with him as he pleases her. The boundary-crossing nature the bi submission she's asking of him in the future. Doing as casually as a woman might ask her husband to take her to her favorite restaurant for dinner in exchange for a back rub. Asking kindly and lovingly, rather than demanding. Asking from a position of known psychological strength over him. Strength even as she's physically weak from a building and impending orgasm. Asking without regard to the tormented humiliation she surely knows it causes him. In fact, possibly asking in a graphically detailed way to heighten his torment, humiliation, arousal and deepen his submission to not only her, but her bull. Above all, asking from the perspective of her own hedonistic arousal and pleasure, far above his own perverse arousal from being asked to submit in such a way. These are the things that make their interaction scorching hot.

I want to emphasize; when a woman asks something of a submissive, in a kind, compassionate, sympathetic and or loving way, despite the degree of submission and humiliation involved, and conveys in a way where over time the submissive understands it's more of an expectation, it's far more exciting and arousing than a dominant woman demanding a submissive submit to her will. In doing so, she shows she doesn't need to raise her voice to be in control. The more difficult or tormenting the task for him, and his willingness to comply, the stronger her dominance over him. When a woman is merely able to hint, imply or kindly ask about an outcome she might appreciate, and the submissive interprets this as the onus being put on them to follow through with her implied intent, this is a deep level of domination and submission. A dominant's ability to command a submissive with a subtle facial expression, like a casual glance, briefly raised eyebrow, or even simply through a moment of silence rather than words, can be deeply more controlling a raise voice accompanied by exacting orders or punishments. 

Although no direct punishment was given in this story, I imagine based on her nature, if she felt the need to do so, it might be expressed in disappointment that comes from a place of love, even if that love might be convincingly feigned. Please continue the story. Truly enjoyable."

You can read Anna's Cuckold on this blog by clicking here:

https://chastity-femdom.blogspot.com/2020/01/annas-cuckold-written-january-2020.html

Or you can read it on Literotica by clicking here:

https://www.literotica.com/s/annas-cuckold