Sunday, 17 February 2013

Unfinished Femdom Cave Book Project - Part One...



Sometime in 2012 I was approached by Femdom Cave to write a story for them (which I eventually got round to starting in 2013). The only stipulation was that it had to be 'forced' Femdom in nature. Having looked at some examples, I was underwhelmed by the 'set ups' that were being used and decided to make mine far more plausible and intricate. This inevitably tied the story in knots and I eventually grew exasperated with the whole project and decided to scrap it. I think I got about 40,000 words down before I gave up, so even unfinished it may be worth reading...?

It was a very frustrating experience, but one which taught me some valuable lessons about writing fiction and also taught me that I cannot 'write' what other people want.


The envelope lay just off the front door mat, where it had fallen from the letterbox that morning. Charlotte bent down to pick it up, her slender fingers bending the corner as she did so. She looked at it suspiciously, it was addressed to her husband of six years and stamped with the name of a firm of solicitors, but not a local firm. Why on earth would a firm of solicitors be writing to her husband, she thought. As she stood there in the hallway pondering on the possible contents of the envelope Charlotte remembered that Martin had told her this morning that he would be late home, as he was playing in a five a side football match for the local pub.

Charlotte placed the letter on the sideboard and wandered into the kitchen, kicking off her shoes as she went. She’d been on her feet most of the day at her office in the town and what she really needed right now was a nice glass of wine, preferably a Chablis. She gripped the fridge door and pulled it open, no Chablis, but a Sauvignon Blanc would do nicely. Charlotte plucked the bottle from the fridge and felt the nicely chilled bottle against her skin, it was a warm August Friday and this was just what the doctor ordered.

Charlotte took her glass of Sauvignon Blanc and moved into the lounge to sit down on one of the two large cream sofas. She flicked the wall mounted TV into life and watched the news for a while, waiting for the financial reports. She swilled the wine in her glass as she watched and soon her thoughts returned to the envelope now resting on her sideboard.

Why was Martin receiving correspondence from a solicitor in another town, not even a nearby town? Perhaps it was marketing, she thought. But why would anyone want to advertise themselves to Martin, he worked for his father in the family firm, surely any correspondence would be sent directly to his office. Charlotte tapped her fingernail against the edge of the glass, should she open the letter? No, she couldn’t. But if it was innocent then where was the harm, she could always say she opened it by accident, Martin was always opening her post ‘by accident’ although sometimes she wondered if it was or not.

She was mildly appalled by herself, but still the feeling of doubt wouldn’t go away. Time was ticking on and Martin’s match would soon be finished. Should she leave the letter for him to find or…

Charlotte found herself marching through to the hallway, the letter glaring at her from the highly polished wooden sideboard. She placed the wineglass carefully on the pristine walnut surface and took the envelope in her hands. Little did she realise that her whole life was about to change

*  *  *  *  *  *  *  *

Martin Grant pulled his 5-series BMW into the drive of the home he shared with his wife of six years, exhausted from the football match he’d just participated in and eager to get home and get started on his beer. He opened the car door and heaved himself out of the air-conditioned interior into the warmth of the evening sun. He walked around to the rear of his car and plucked his sports bag from the boot, clicked the remote and walked steadily up to his front door, blissfully unaware that the shit really was about to hit the fan.

Charlotte heard Martin’s key in the door and took up her position in the hallway, hands on her hips and a face like thunder. She was a small woman, a good natured woman, rarely prone to outbursts or displays of temper, but today she was about to go nuclear.

Martin’s key turned in the lock and the door swung open into the hallway. Martin spied his wife standing there barefoot on the thick cream carpet and instinctively went on the defence, he knew he’d told her about his football match… then he realised she’d been crying.

“What…what’s the matter, Charl?”

Charlotte felt herself welling up inside, she wanted to be one of those women who threw things, who screamed abuse and stormed out, but she knew she was not one of those women. Instead she threw the letter at his feet, burst into tears and retreated to the cream sofa and her wineglass.

Martin plucked the letter from the carpet and realised that his life had just been turned upside down.

“Oh shit,” he murmured to himself, dropping the sports bag in the hall as he rushed into the lounge and his sobbing wife.

“Bastard,” she hissed from behind her dark brown bob, and then collapsed into more tears.

Martin tried to put his arms around her, but she pushed him firmly away.

“Get off me,” she wailed. “You don’t get to touch me ever again.”

Martin was slightly taken aback by Charlotte’s tone, he’d never seen her like this in his life, but then she’d never found out about his child before now.

“I can explain,” he started.

“Bastard,” fired Charlotte again. “How can you explain Martin, she’s seven years old?”

Martin took a step back, he hadn’t read enough of the letter to realise that this situation was worse than he thought.

“You cheated on me and had a child behind my back, how can you explain that Martin?”

“I…”

Charlotte glared at him, she had believed their marriage to be strong and honest, not perfect, no marriage ever is, but she believed in him and thought nothing could ever tear them apart. But this, this was too big a betrayal, and deep in her heart she knew that this was the end of everything she had put her faith in.

Martin suddenly changed his tone, a note of panic creeping into his voice.

“Have you told anyone else about this?”

Charlotte struggled to believe what she had just heard.

“What?”

“Have you told anyone else about this?”

“I heard you the first time… what do you mean?”

Martin looked shaken for the first time.

“This can’t get out,” he said.

“Why?”

“It will ruin everything.”

Charlotte looked at him in disbelief, as far as she was concerned everything was ruined already, what did it matter if she told anyone else? Let them know, let them all know that her husband was a cheating bastard. For all she cared they could hang a banner across the front of their house and for all she cared he could hang himself from the lamp-post next to their drive as well.

“You don’t understand,” implored Martin. “If my parents find out…”

Charlotte screwed up her tear stained face at him, had he lost his mind?

“Your parents? What about me!”

“No Charl, listen I’m serious, if my father finds out about this then I’m done, he’ll bring Jack into the business, I’ll get pushed out and I’ll end up with nothing.”

Charlotte burst into tears once more, the tiny droplets of salty water making circular marks on the material of the otherwise spotless cream sofas.

“You know what they’re like, my parents are totally against children out of marriage and besides…”

Martin’s voice trailed off and Charlotte looked up, his face blurred by the tears in her eyes.

“Maria’s… black.”

Charlotte was stunned into silence, now she realised why Martin was so worried. Martin’s father was an unashamed racist, finding out he had an illegitimate grand-daughter he didn’t know about was bad enough, finding out she was black was unthinkable. Martin was right, he would cut him off, he’d sack him on the spot and damn the consequences. No wonder Martin was looking so panicked.

Well good, thought Charlotte after a few seconds. It’s really not my problem is it. In fact, it’ll be a pleasure to let the racist prick know his family has been infiltrated by ‘outsiders’, as he called them. The more she thought about it the more she relished the opportunity to rub his face in it, while Martin watched his life fall apart from the side-lines.

Suddenly Martin was imploring her not to tell his parents about Katie and Maria, and for the first time since their marriage began Charlotte realised she had some kind of control.

“Please Charl, I’ll do anything…”

Charlotte looked with utter contempt at the man she had loved for the last nine years.

“Did your vows mean nothing?”

“Y…yes of course they did, this all happened before…”

“Before we were married, but not before we were together Martin. How could you do that to me, I thought you loved me.”

“I did… I do love you, you know I do.”

“So how come you’ve got a fucking child then?”

“It was a mistake, I was young…”

“You were thirty years old!”

“I was drunk…”

“Christ you’re a walking cliché aren’t you?”

“It was one time…”

“One time, you expect me to believe you fucked someone once and got her pregnant?”

Even as the words left her lips Charlotte realised how stupid they were, it happened all the time didn’t it? But that wasn’t what Charlotte meant and Martin knew it.

Martin’s lip started to tremble as he mumbled his next words.

“Okay, it wasn’t once, it was… more than once.”

“How many times Martin? How many times did you fuck this slut behind my back?”

“I don’t know, eight, ten maybe.”

Charlotte felt a fresh river of tears welling up in her tear ducts.

“You arsehole,” she breathed.

“I know, I was stupid, I was an idiot, I can’t believe I did it… it was when I went on that project, I stayed away for three weeks, in Leeds… I don’t know how it started, I met her in a pub and…”

“I don’t give a shit where you met her, how you met her or why Martin, you’ve ruined everything and all for some cheap slag you met in a pub!”

Charlotte fumed silently for a moment.

“Did you tell her about me?”

“What?”

“Did you tell this woman about me? Or did you pretend to be available?”

“I didn’t tell her anything until later.”

“What do you mean later?”

“She contacted me, told me she was pregnant, I begged her to get rid of it, but she wouldn’t, said she’d never do it. Then I told her I was engaged, almost married. She wasn’t bothered, she didn’t want a relationship, but she needed money and she knew I had it. So we made an arrangement through a solicitor…”

“I can’t believe you kept it from me, all this time.”

“What could I do, I knew you’d leave me…”

“Jesus.”

Charlotte held her head in her hands and let out a low frustrated groan.

“Have there been others, since?”

Martin looked aghast at the suggestion.

“No. I swear. No one but you, I love you.”

Charlotte felt herself start to cry once more and scrambled up from the well-padded sofa.

“I’ve got to get out of here,” she sighed.

She fled away up the stairs and collected some clothes from her wardrobe. Within a few minutes she was back in the hall looking through the door at Martin who was staring blankly at the wall above the fireplace.

“I’m going,” she announced suddenly, breaking the silence.

“Please don’t go…” begged Martin, rising from his chair and moving towards her.

Charlotte backed away, her car keys gripped firmly in her hand.

“I need to get out, I need to think…”

“Please,” whimpered Martin. “I’ll do anything.”

Charlotte once again imagined the look on Martin Snr’s face when she broke the news to him, oh it would be good to take that pompous prick down a peg or two. But she was sober enough to know not to rush into it, after all she still had feelings for Martin, he was still her husband and… no, she would never feel the same about him again, this could never be repaired.

She turned on her heel and slammed the front door behind her, leaving Martin bereft in the hallway. She stumbled towards her car, she knew she was too drunk to drive but she had to get out of there. She slipped into her silver SLK and gunned the engine. She reversed out of the drive, noisily scratching the rear wing on the gatepost in the process.

“Fuck!” hissed Charlotte.

She half got out of the car to check the damage and then thought better of it, it was done now and she needed to get the hell away from Martin and the house.

Behind the front door Martin collapsed against the wall, hearing first the sound of metal scraping metal and then the exhaust note of his wife’s car fading into the distance.

  *  *  *  *  *  *  *

Ian Cross teetered precariously on the edge of orgasm. His wife of seven years, Jo, had been gently stroking his cock for the last ten minutes as he eagerly licked her ass, slowly drawing him closer and closer to the edge just like she had done so many times before. She knelt astride his face, enjoying the sensation of his tongue forcing its way inside her tight hole as she skilfully manipulated his cock, keeping him effortlessly on the edge of orgasm but not allowing him the final push needed to cross the precipice. As Ian’s tongue worked deeper inside her musky hole, Jo’s fingers stroked her clit, pushing herself nearer and nearer to her own release.

As she neared her climax Jo released her grip on Ian’s throbbing meat, leaving it bobbing in the air as he sought something, anything, that would cause enough friction to tip him over the edge. But Jo was only interested in her own pleasure now and she became more frantic in her movements, frigging her pussy at speed as she pushed her ass down onto her husband’s face and verbally encouraging him to push his tongue deeper into her asshole. Ian gladly obliged, his cock tensing madly as he did so, he was so close, if only she would give it one more stroke…

Neither of them heard the car pull up outside as Jo began to cum. She shook violently as her cunt flooded, pounding her ass down against her husband’s aching, stiff tongue, while his cock lay flat against his stomach, a few beads of pre-cum leaking from the tip. Jo collapsed forward onto her husband’s body, allowing him to take some much needed gulps of fresh air as she delicately licked the drops of precum from the tip of his cock, mumbling her pleasure and causing him to pump his hips in frustration.

The doorbell sounded loudly throughout the house and Ian groaned in frustration, he knew deep down that this interruption was unlikely to affect his chances of coming but it was intensely irritating all the same. He closed his eyes and focused on the sensation of her tongue flicking across the head of his cock, lapping up his precum. He knew Jo was just toying with him and that what she loved most of all,  was to see and taste his cock leaking that clear liquid that told her that she had him exactly where she wanted him.

Jo continued to enjoy herself, pushing her tongue into the eye of Ian’s cock, hungry for more pre-cum, wanting him to feel like he was hanging off the edge of a cliff, knowing that he would never willingly cum without permission and eager to exploit every last drop of his devotion. For his part Ian was doing everything in his power to prevent the touch of Jo’s slippery tongue pushing him past the point of no return. He wanted to cum alright, but only once Jo had given him permission, anything else would be a failure and a huge let down for them both.

The doorbell sounded a second time and then Jo’s mobile rang out from the next room. She lifted her head up and gave Ian’s balls a hard squeeze.

“Looks like someone doesn’t want you to cum tonight,” she said, barely concealing her amusement at her own joke.

Ian groaned anew as Jo squeezed his balls harder still, her fist closing around them, holding for a few seconds and then releasing for a short time before repeating the cycle several times. The phone continued to ring out until Jo finally released her husband’s aching balls from her grasp and got off the bed. She padded naked (save for the key around her neck) into the next room and retrieved her phone, before walking back to the bedroom with it clutched to her ear.

Ian lay sprawled across the bed, his cock still throbbing desperately as his wife walked back into the room. He found her nakedness endlessly arousing, even after so long together, and he always felt a profound sense of disappointment every time she wrapped a dressing gown around herself or otherwise hid her beautiful body under clothes. Jo’s somewhat negative feelings towards her body were typical of every woman he had ever been with and he went out of his way to verbally combat them at every turn.

Jo glanced across at him and smiled, watching as her husband fought the natural urge to grab his cock and pump it until it erupted its load across his stomach. But she knew he would never give in to that urge, the consequences were simply too much to bear thinking about.

Jo hung up the call and sighed deeply.

“Charlotte’s outside, she’s… well, something’s happened with Martin.”

“What sort of something?” asked Ian raising his head slightly, making a mental note to punch Martin in the face next time he saw him.

“I’m not 100% sure, she’s crying and a bit drunk… perhaps you’d better stay up here for a while.”

“Okay,” said Ian.

Jo moved closer to him and closed her hand around his throbbing prick, squeezing hard as she kissed him deeply on the lips, tasting herself on his tongue.

“That was wonderful,” she said, smiling broadly.

“You weren’t going to let me cum anyway, were you?”

Jo let out a slight chuckle.

“Maybe, maybe not… we’ll never know now will we.”

She pulled away from her husband and plucked her dressing gown from the chair next to the bed.

“Awwww, don’t do that…” moaned Ian.

Jo smiled once more.

“I’m sure Charlotte doesn’t want to see me like this,” she chided.

“Why not? If I was Charlotte I’m sure I would love to see you like that…”

Ian’s cock throbbed anew as he pictured Jo’s face pressed firmly into Charlotte’s pussy as he pounded his cock into his wife’s tight ass from behind.

“It’s never going to happen Ian, you know that don’t you?”

“You never know,” he said laughing at how easily she could read his mind.

“Men, you’re all the same aren’t you… even you, deep down.”

Jo cast a glance in the direction of Ian’s still hard stalk.

“I’m sure I don’t need to remind you that that thing needs to be put back in its cage before you go to bed, and that your balls better not be any lighter than they are now when you do.”

Suddenly Ian was more serious.

“No Mistress.”

“Good. If I’m not up by midnight, come down and see what’s going on.”

“Yes Mistress.”

As Jo began descending the stairs Ian was already visualising his entry into the front room at midnight, where he envisaged witnessing his wife and her hot friend sprawled across the large leather sofa, fingers inside each other’s soaking wet pussies as they frigged each other to one massive climax after another.

He looked across at the chastity device lying empty on the bedside table.  He was half tempted to stroke his cock a little before he put it back on, but he knew that if he did he might not be able to stop himself. Besides, Jo had placed a lot of trust in him by leaving him to replace the cage and he did not want to give her any cause for doubting his devotion to her.

He leaned over and plucked the cage from the nightstand and waited for his cock to soften sufficiently before carefully replacing the device and clicking the small brass padlock shut. As much as he had gotten used to the feeling of being confined at Jo’s mercy, it was still sometimes difficult for him to completely accept what he had given up for her. But he knew deep down that he loved it all the same.

*  *  *  *  *  *  *  *

Jo opened the front door and peered out, wondering where Charlotte had disappeared too. She took a couple of steps out of the doorway and saw the girl leaning against her new but now slightly scratched SLK smoking a cigarette. This was bad news. Charlotte had finally quit smoking last year after a humungous effort and Jo knew that whatever had happened must be extraordinarily serious to make her start again.

“Charlotte,” hissed Jo from her doorway.

Charlotte looked across and stamped her cigarette out on the pavement. She rushed up the driveway to where her friend was waiting for her, grabbed onto her and immediately burst into tears. Jo held her upright and slowly managed to manoeuvre her inside the small three bedroom house.

“What’s happened?” asked Jo as she held her friend close and comforted her.

“Martin…bastard…kid,” mumbled the younger woman.

Jo led her into the lounge and once she had her safely sat down fetched her glass of water. Charlotte took the water and sipped it as she recounted the whole sorry tale to her best friend. Jo listened sympathetically as the full story unravelled in front of her, Charlotte breaking down several times as she related the details of her painful discovery.

Once Charlotte had finally finished explaining the whole story, Jo sat back for a moment and allowed everything that she had been told to settle in her mind.

“Are you going to leave him?”

Charlotte burst into tears again, her dark bobbed hair sticking to her cheeks, her beautiful green eyes blurry as she tried to focus.

“I don’t know…I don’t know what to do. I still love him, and really, everything has been perfect for the last few years…it’s not like he’s been unfaithful recently, it’s so long ago.”

“But he still cheated on you,” pressed Jo. “Don’t lose sight of that, you were still together when he did it, even if you weren’t married.”

“I know,” wept the girl, fighting back a new wave of tears. “I just don’t know what to do.”

The two women fell silent for a few moments, until finally Charlotte piped up once more.

“I know you’ve never been crazy about Martin, but… he does love me, I know he does. I’m just so confused.”

“I know,” said Jo comfortingly. “I don’t have anything against Martin, it’s just… sometimes I think he needs to see that there’s more to life than money, you know?”

Charlotte nodded almost imperceptibly.

“You can’t buy happiness, a nice house and a posh car isn’t going to make up for all those late nights spent apart…” Jo desperately wanted to push on and blurt out one of the two secrets she had kept from her friend for the last few years, but she felt herself putting on the brakes. Charlotte was tired and emotional, now was not the time to explain what she thought would be a very good remedy for 

Charlotte and Martin’s relationship.

Instead Jo changed the subject and soon Charlotte had put Martin to the back of her mind for a while. Midnight came and went and eventually Ian’s footsteps were heard as he descended the stairs. He padded softly into the lounge, his ill-fitting jeans and loose T-shirt doing nothing to accentuate his good figure and strong, defined arms.

Charlotte looked up and smiled as Ian walked into the room. She couldn’t believe this was the same man that Jo had married just seven years ago. Then he sported a long mane of hair and was at least two stone overweight, but now he was fit, trim and his head was completely shaven.

As she watched him cross the room Charlotte caught herself wondering what it would be like to feel his cock inside her. Wow, where did that came from, she thought. Christ, is that what it’s come to, fancying my friend’s husband? She stared at Ian’s crotch area and noticed how substantial it seemed to be, the curve of his cock filling even the loose fitting jeans he was wearing quite nicely. She tore her eyes away and looked at Jo, wondered if she had seen her looking, wondered if she might think of her as a threat now that Martin was out of the picture. Was Martin out of the picture? Was her marriage over? Was she going to become another statistic, another divorcee about to plunged head-first back into the dating pool?

“I’ve made up the spare bed,” said Ian finally, smiling warmly at Charlotte and trying to hide his mild disappointment that the two women weren’t wrapped in each other’s arms with their skirts up around their waists and their fingers deep in each other’s dripping cunts.

“Thanks Ian,” said Jo. “You go to bed, I’ll be up soon.”

She gave him a look that only the two of them could understand and Ian nodded almost imperceptibly, assuring her that his cock was once again locked in its cage. Reassurance given,  Ian turned on his heel and disappeared up the stairs once more, smiling to himself as he realised that Charlotte looked pretty impressed by his ‘package’, even if she didn’t realise that it wasn’t exactly what she thought it was.

Charlotte looked at Jo, smiled and said, “How come Ian looks better than when you married him and Martin doesn’t?”

Jo laughed and said, “Well, it wasn’t easy, but I have my methods, maybe I will share them with you tomorrow.”

The two women stood up, Jo led Charlotte up the stairs and showed her where the spare bedroom was and kissed her goodnight, holding her just a little longer than was really necessary. Charlotte didn’t really notice, she was exhausted and soon after fell into a restless sleep.

Jo opened the door of her bedroom to find Ian sitting up in bed reading, when he saw her come in he put down his book and asked, “Is she okay?”.

“Not really. Martin…” she exhaled loudly. “Martin had a kid.”

“What?”

“I know. What an idiot… it was before they were married, and he never told her about it.”

“Why the hell would he do that?”

“Well, because it wasn’t that long before they were married. He went to Leeds for a few weeks while they were engaged, met this other woman… and, well, I’m sure I don’t need to paint you a picture.”

“Christ…”

“Yes, it’s a bloody mess alright.”

“What’s she going to do?”

“I’m not sure, she says she loves him but she feels totally betrayed.”

“Fair enough,” said Ian, puffing out his lips.

Jo slipped her dressing gown off and Ian felt his cock trying to harden inside his chastity device as he looked at her approvingly. She slipped into the bed and slid her hand up the inside of his leg until she came to his full, aching balls.

“I’m sorry you didn’t get to cum earlier,” she said smiling.

“No you’re not,” he responded knowingly.

“Okay, maybe I’m not,” Jo responded. “But I might reconsider, if you promise to help me.”

Ian grunted as her nails found his soft ball-skin and dug in.

“What do you want me to do?”

“I want you… to help me… show Charlotte… how things could be better.”

Ian looked confused, surely she didn’t mean…

“I want you to help me give Charlotte back control of her marriage, just like I have control of ours.”
Ian’s face was a picture.

“You think Martin will go for it?”

“I have no idea.”

“Yeah but hang on, this is private… between us, we’ve always promised each other that we would never involve our friends or family…”

“Yes, well maybe it’s about time you proved yourself a little more publicly.”

Ian spluttered at the thought until Jo played her trump card.

“Surely you wouldn’t want to pass up the opportunity to serve Charlotte, would you?”

Ian looked at his wife incredulously. Was she serious? He’d always thought Charlotte was stunning to look at but he’d always known she wasn’t ‘twisted’ enough for his tastes. Now Jo was offering him the chance to help mould her and possibly more… But Ian was cautious too, sure he fancied the arse off of Charlotte, but he was devoted to Jo and he was instantly wary of anything which might cause a problem between them, especially if that problem came in the form of a very attractive friend.

“I’m not sure,” he said finally, his lip twitching ever so slightly. “If I agree to serve her, it will only be  because you want me to.”

“Agreed, I wouldn’t expect anything else.”

“I’m still not sure I want her to know though… I mean, what if she freaks out then gets back with Martin anyway, what if she tells him about us?”

“It’s a risk, I agree. But I think it’s worth it don’t you? Wouldn’t you love to see Martin under Charlotte’s control?”

Ian nodded resignedly, wondering if Charlotte really had it in her to take control of her slightly moronic husband.

“So you’ll help me?”

“Maybe.”

Jo’s fingernails dug hard into Ian’s nutsack once again, causing his cock to swell further in its prison.

“Well, it’s up to you. But you’ll be allowed out of this thing a lot quicker if you do,” she said tapping the chastity device that encased his throbbing flesh. “Besides, I bet you’d love to show Charlotte how good you are with your tongue?”

Ian looked at his wife, a mixture of lust and shock written across his face.

“Well, we’ve got to convince her that its worth it haven’t we, and what better way than to show her how well a submissive male eats pussy?”

Ian smiled and arched his eyebrow, hoping to show his wife right now. Jo smiled and kissed him.

“No, not now, it’s late, and I’m exhausted.”

“Okay,” mumbled Ian disappointedly. He knew he had no right to be disappointed as he had already spent a considerable amount of time worshipping Jo’s ass that evening, but when it came to eating pussy Ian just couldn’t get enough, ever.

Sensing her husband’s disappointment and mindful of the fact that she wanted him onside in the coming days, Jo relented and pulled herself on top of him and straddled his face.

“You have two minutes and then I’m going to sleep.”

Ian didn’t waste a second, and soon had his tongue deep inside his wife’s rapidly moistening cunt.

“Mmmm,” moaned Jo as her husband’s talented tongue flicked around inside her, eager for every drop of pussy juice it could get before her two minute deadline.

“You love my pussy don’t you,” whispered Jo as she ground her cunt against Ian’s entire face, coating it with her juices.

“You love having my cunt juice all over your face, inside your nostrils, so you can smell my cunt all the time, don’t you?”

Ian groaned his approval as his wife ground her clit against his nose while his tongue lapped once more at the entrance to her asshole. Suddenly Jo pulled away from his face, leaving him gasping as he looked up at her his eyes pleading for her to allow him to continue.

“Please,” he begged. “Please let me make you cum.”

Jo looked down at him for a few seconds and then slid her hand down between her naked thighs. Ian watched transfixed as his wife used her fingers to tease open her soaking wet pussy lips and then slide her middle finger into the wet, pink flesh. Ian’s cock ached inside its prison and he panted shamelessly as he watched Jo coat the digit in her warm, slick juices. Finally she extracted her finger and offered it to him to lick clean. Ian’s head lifted as he sucked her finger into his mouth and swallowed the delicious nectar.

“That’s all for tonight,” said Jo with finality. “Maybe tomorrow there’ll be something you can do for me…”

Jo bent down and kissed him gently on the lips, her breasts pressing against his chest and her pussy grinding slightly against his chastity device.

“Mmm, that feels so good doesn’t it? So close to my beautiful pussy, if only I would let you out so you could fuck me hard and fill me full of your cum…”

Ian groaned into her mouth, she knew exactly how to push his buttons and she was playing a blinder.

“Kiss it,” said Jo, holding the key on her necklace to his lips. “Kiss it and say thank you Mistress.”

Ian obeyed without question and satisfied of his complete submission, Jo lifted herself off and turned onto her side to go to sleep. Within a few minutes she was away, while Ian spent the next forty-five minutes trying to calm himself down, before he too finally fell asleep. 

Tuesday, 29 January 2013

FEMDOM SESSION 29th January 2013

Sunday finally arrived and I was somewhat apprehensive to be honest. Our last session was in November and since then various factors (mostly illness) had prevented us from partaking. Of course we could have, but Mistress and I have always been of the opinion that it’s better to go into it feeling good, since we both think it’s important for the sessions to always be positive experiences. So why was I apprehensive? Just good old fashioned nerves I think, something which was born out by the fact that as the session got nearer my cock seemed less inclined to get hard than it has for weeks…
Come Sunday morning I wasn’t feeling that good, but I was buggered if I was going to put it off again, and I (rightly) assumed that once underway I would feel better and would relax into it. Thankfully this proved to be true (as usual), and by the end of the fifteen minutes spent worshipping Mistress R’s feet I was feeling very relaxed and aroused.
But before that Mistress deemed it necessary to punish me somewhat for my transgressions over the last two months. See, I’m not making excuses, but without the session, it kind of felt like I could touch my cock whenever I wanted and after a while it got so that I didn’t even know how many times I’d done it, truth be told I kind of forgot that I wasn’t supposed to touch it, or perhaps chose to forget would be more accurate, since I chose to remember that I wasn’t supposed to make myself cum (and I didn’t).
Well that earned me eleven stingy strokes of the cat, followed by eight really stingy slaps with the paddle, which was pretty lenient I suppose, but I for one was glad when it stopped (not being a pain slut). Having sought assurance from me that I would endeavour to follow the rules in future, Mistress mounted the bed and instructed me to begin worshipping her beautiful feet.
I know how much you love to worship my feet slave, perhaps it will take your mind off how desperately you want me to touch your cock. Because if you don’t please me by worshipping my feet, then I won’t touch your cock. Do you understand that slave? I might flick it with the whip now and again, but the serious teasing will only happen if I decide to do it… if I’m happy with what you’re doing to my feet slave, do you understand?
I greedily sucked on Mistress’s toes, and kissed all over the soft skin of her instep before kissing the sides and soles of her beautiful feet, glancing upwards at her gorgeous naked pussy just a couple of feet away.
Keep your eyes on my feet!
I lowered my eyes and continued to pleasure Mistress’s feet with my lips and tongue while she teased me from above.
I’ll tell you what I’m doing now slave, I’m just starting to touch my beautiful pussy, in fact… open your mouth.”
I raised my head and opened my mouth to suck on her finger, the first taste of pussy just discernible.
That’s it, get my finger nice and wet… your first taste of pussy, I know you crave that taste even more than you crave touching your own cock, isn’t that right?
Yes Mistress.”
I continued to worship her feet as she played with her pussy.
Just starting to get my beautiful pussy nice and wet now slave… I know how much you crave the taste, the scent and the feel of that… how you long to plunge your tongue inside, and lick and taste it, isn’t that right slave? Even though your trying to concentrate on my beautiful feet, you’re really thinking about how you want to taste my pussy aren’t you?
How could I not be, as much as I adore being allowed to worship Mistress’s feet, they can’t hope to compete with her delicious pussy.
Even though you tasted my pussy four days in a row last week, it’s never enough for you is it? If I demanded that you ate my beautiful pussy every single day for a week you’d do so wouldn’t you slave?
“Yes Mistress.”
In fact, I wouldn’t even need to put any pressure on you would I, because you’d want to do it, wouldn’t you?
Well there’s no doubt about that, I never get tired of the taste of Mistress’s pussy and making her cum. I continued to worship her feet as she teased me some more and then she had me suck on her glass dildo for her, and get it nice and wet for her pussy. She described to me how she was rubbing it against her pussy then said…
This is just how I would use your cock if it pleased me, just did with it what I wanted… and used it for my pleasure, regardless of what you wanted to do. You’d absolutely love that wouldn’t you slave? And if I decided to slap it hard to get it even harder… if I wanted to tease and bite and pinch and scratch that cock, just to get it as hard and red as I wanted it, then use it just like this dildo… rub it around my pussy, and do just exactly what I wanted to do for my pleasure… all the time, even though you didn’t have a choice, you’d be absolutely loving it wouldn’t you?
Even if I rode that cock until you were just on the edge of coming, and then stopped… even if I told you to rub yourself until you were nearly about to cum and then stopped you… you’d wait for your pleasure until I decided you were ready.
Mistress offered the glass dildo to my mouth again and I willingly sucked it into my mouth, savouring the taste of her delicious pussy off it.
That’s right slave, suck that cock… if I told you to suck another cock to get it hard for my pussy, you would wouldn’t you slave?
Yes Mistress.
Well, for the moment, I’ll just continue using this dildo and your cock as a dildo whenever I choose. Understand slave, because what pleases me and pleases my pussy, is what pleases you, isn’t that right?
Mistress had the dildo deep inside her hole now…
Mmmm, that feels so good inside of me… your tongue will be there soon, if you’re lucky… and if it pleases me. Or maybe I’ll just tie you to the bed and use your cock as it pleases me…
Have you had enough of worshipping my feet yet slave?
It’s not for me to say Mistress.
That’s right, good answer… it’s for ME to say isn’t it.”
Mistress had me worship her feet a little while longer and then had me climb on the bed on all fours. She delivered another six stingy slaps with the paddle and then had me lay on my back and restrained my wrists and ankles before straddling my face. She looked stunning in my favourite PVC top (the one in the colour photo I posted the other day) and split PVC skirt, but I only got to take in her beauty for a moment before she sank herself down and ordered me to stick my tongue out.
You love it when I grind my beautiful pussy into your face don’t you slave… and then move so that you tongue is really close to my ass...”
Mistress and I both groaned with pleasure as she rode my tongue and I started to swirl it against her clit.
Just stick your tongue out slave, that’s all you’re required to do at the moment.”
She slid down my body and grabbed my now hard cock (firmly gripped by my Oxballs Cocksling), guiding the head inbetween her lips and taking just a couple of inches into her warm, wet pussy. All the time taunting me about how much better it feels when she touches my cock and balls, and how I should remember that in future.
She continued to tease me relentlessly before standing up over me and pulling her cheeks apart to show me her gorgeous asshole. She slapped my cock and balls and then commented on the nice red colour they were turning.
Do you love being allowed to see my ass slave, do you crave being close to it just like you crave the scent and taste of my pussy?
She continued to stroke my cock, which was rock hard now.
That makes your cock hard doesn’t it… When you’re lying next to me at night do you sometimes wish you could just grind yourself into my ass, or just slide down the bed and press your face close to it? Do you sometimes dream about doing that slave? Maybe even daring to slip your tongue inside, just to get that forbidden secret taste…you crave it just as much as you crave the taste of my pussy, isn’t that right slave?
Yes Mistress.”
She sank onto my face once again and ordered my tongue out, I held it still this time and allowed her to use it just like she uses my cock, just for her pleasure. She moved down the bed again and slipped my cock inside her riding it for a while before standing up, turning round and exposing her ass to me again.
You love my ass don’t you slave… if I told you that as well as my pussy I wanted you to worship my ass, you’d do that would you slave? If I just told you to kneel down while you watched me pull my beautiful cheeks apart and told you to get your tongue ready… would you do that slave?
Oh yes Mistress.
Would that make your cock hard, it would wouldn’t it… you totally love the thought of that don’t you slave?
Yes Mistress I’d lick your beautiful ass whenever you wanted me to.
Would you, even if it was totally out of the blue… even if you hadn’t had a chance to think about it, or what about if I sent you an email, and that email had a secret code in it, and that code meant that some time that evening I was going to expose my beautiful ass to you and tell you to get your tongue ready and to plunge it inside… would that mean you were thinking about it all day slave?
What about if I told you you had to worship my pussy, then worship my pussy and then worship my pussy again, would you do that slave...”
Willingly Mistress.”
Hmmm, but then… mabe we don’t want to be doing it too often. Maybe it would lose it’s appeal…
No it won’t Mistress.
Are you sure?
Yes Mistress.
Yes, you’d love it wouldn’t you?
Yes Mistress.
Mistress then spent a good few minutes roughly stroking and tormenting my cock until I was about ready to explode. Then she untied my restraints (and cocksling) and laid back on the bed in front of me and told me to go down on her. I never tire of this and loved every second of it, although after a little while I became a little concerned that it wasn’t working, when right out of the blue Mistress bucked wildly and came really, really fucking hard! God I love it when she cums like that, I really do.
After a couple of minutes breather she stood up and had me lick all the pussy juice off her legs and ass and then the PVC sheet, before ordering me onto my back once more and restraining me again. She stood over me on the bed, giving me a perfect view of her perfect ass.
Now, your cock needs to get hard… understand slave?
She sank down so that her ass was right up against my mouth and nose, almost daring me to lick it without permission and my cock got harder and harder every second as she stroked it.
Tongue out slave, you may worship my ass.
I pushed my tongue into her asshole, savouring the musky scent and taste that I’ve been waiting so long for and my cock almost exploded in her hand, but I just about managed to keep control.
I know how much you crave that slave, just as much as you crave pussy juice….”
She was pushing back against my tongue now, allowing me to force it a little deeper, and making my cock pulse ever harder. I was in absolute heaven right then. She pulled her ass away and started to beat my cock faster and harder…
Now slave, I am going to grant you permission to cum, but you have to promise to eat all your cum up afterwards… are you happy to do that slave?
Yes Mistress.
Of course you are…
Mistress gave my cock a few hard slaps, before grabbing it and pumping it some more, driving me closer and closer to the edge.
And of course, you have to cum… before I count to ten.”
Mistress started to count and lowered her ass to my tongue once more, as I started to tongue her asshole I could feel myself starting to cum.
One, two, three, four…. You love it when I allow you to plunge your tongue into my ass don’t you slave...”
I felt myself starting to spasm as she pumped my cock hard and fast, spraying fifteen days of cum onto my thighs and over her slender fingers. It felt fucking amazing.
Of course as soon as I stopped cumming Mistress pushed her fingers towards my mouth and I licked them clean before she scooped up glob after glob of cum, it seemed a hell of a lot but I swallowed it all before she released my restraints and finished the session.
I cannot wait for the next time and we will be going all out to make sure we maintain our four weekly schedule in future! I guess on the face of it, it was a pretty basic session, I didn’t have to suck Mistress’s strap-on or take anything in my ass, I didn’t even get blindfolded or pegs on my nipples. But it was so good to reconnect on this level, and it wasn’t until after the session finished that I realised just how much I had missed it.
Also, I have to say, I really, really, really hope Mistress does start having me worship her ass like she said, whenever she wants it… even if it doesn’t lead to anything else, to have her just order me to worship her ass for a few minutes just because she can…. I would absolutely LOVE IT!

Sunday, 7 October 2012

FEMDOM SESSION 7th October 2012

As those of you have been reading my blog this week may know, Mistress R and I have been on holiday  from work, and what better way to finish a week off work than with a Femdom Session?
I must admit at the start of the week I was a little sceptical, a week off work could mean too much to eat and drink and too many late nights, but I’m very happy to say that we kept ourselves somewhat more in check than usual and as such we reaped the benefits of our comparative restraint!
Incidentally, before I go any further, I would just like to say that Mistress R has just read my ‘Krisproll‘ fantasy and found it most amusing…
Anyway…
Usually before a session Mistress R informs me what she wants me to wear by ticking boxes on a list I print out for her, the list starts with wrist and ankle cuffs, which are pretty much a given and then includes the Oxballs Cocksling, a rubber cock ring, a leather cock and ball splitter (which is pretty hopeless), my CB3000, and a buttplug if I’m not mistaken! When I compiled this list (some time ago now it must be said) I also included an option to ‘Surprise Me’. I don’t know how many years Mistress has been filling in this list but for some reason today was the first time she has ever ticked ‘Surprise Me’.
This caught me off guard a little, as I simply wasn’t expecting it… I was of course tempted to brush the dust off my CB3000, but knowing that Mistress R doesn’t like it and knowing that I haven’t even tried to put it on for at least a year (and not having unlimited time to fuck about with it) I decided to leave it well alone. Maybe some might see that as a lost opportunity, but I have no regrets.
I toyed with the idea of trying the irritating leather cock and ball divider, which is great until my balls slip back through the gaps and then it becomes a pointless decoration. Not wanting to resort to the Oxballs or the standard rubber cock ring (excellent though they both are) I was left with two options. Well actually, that’s not strictly true… I was also toying with the idea of starting the session with my black buttplug in place, but I wasn’t sure if that was within the ‘remit’ of the surprise me option. I guess I should have established that beforehand, but I decided it was probably better to play safe and so it came down to a metal cock ring that I haven’t used for many years and the leather ball splitter I reviewed on this very site a year ago and haven’t used since. I remembered the leather ball splitter being rather good and eagerly slipped it on.
The ball splitter is very sturdy and unlike the other leather cock ring/ball splitter I own you don’t get the feeling that it’s about break apart at any moment (which is always good!). So decision made, I waited kneeling as always for Mistress to enter the bedroom with my cuffs and the leather ball splitter in place.
When Mistress entered she noted my choice and scraped her toe nails along the underside of my very tight balls, commenting on how very tight it looked and how red and angry my cock and balls looked already. Mistress then established that I had been keeping my hands off and delivered a cursory ‘reminder’ punishment of nine strokes of the cat to remind me, before moving onto the bed and telling me to start worshipping her feet.
I eagerly began kissing her beautiful feet, sneaking a peek at Mistress R’s beautiful pussy as I did so. Mistress noticed of course and warned me to keep my eyes only on her feet until she told me otherwise. I love worshipping Mistress R’s beautiful feet and as Mistress began talking to me as her ‘slave’ I felt my cock harden inside the leather device. I was so fucking hard, and Mistress R was making me harder by the second, telling me how my cock and balls were hers and how she loved using my cock just like a dildo…
Soon I could hear Mistress using her real dildo to pleasure herself, and before long it was inside her. Not long after it was being offered to my lips for cleaning, which I eagerly undertook, revelling in the taste of her delicious juices.
Mistress continued her verbal teasing as I worshipped her other foot before having me lay back on the bed and securing me at each corner. As Mistress mounted my face and I greedily devoured her beautiful pussy my cock felt like it would explode at any second. I was so unbelievably hard in that thing and Mistress soon took to punishing my cock and balls with her hand and her cock whip.
When I winced as she brought the cock whip down across my balls she said, “What’s the matter, is it too much?”
To which I replied “No Mistress.”
“Good,” she said. “Because you can tell me if it is…. only, you can’t keep changing your mind about whether you want me to play with your balls or not.”
God, I so loved that she said that, it was so hot hearing her using my fantasies against me.
She then spent the next ten or fifteen minutes I guess, alternating between having me lick her pussy as she sat on my face, slapping and whipping my cock and sliding just the tip of my cock inside her very wet pussy.
My cock was so red and hard that Mistress asked me several times if I needed her to remove the ball splitter but I told her it was fine. It didn’t help me hold back my orgasm much though and as Mistress finally allowed me to penetrate her properly I was struggling quite bit. She looked so incredibly beautiful then, looking down at me with a somewhat amused look about her as she rode my aching, throbbing, tightly restrained cock… what I wouldn’t give for a photograph of her in that moment, sigh…
Just to complete the moment, as she pulled herself off me and my dripping wet cock slipped helplessly out of her she reminded me that it was nothing more than a dildo to be used solely for her pleasure.
Oh my fucking God… so HOT!
She knelt beside me and slapped my cock and balls some more (when I am really turned on I absolutely love having my balls slapped) before standing over me and taunting me with the sight of her gorgeous pink asshole, pulling her cheeks apart so that I could get a really good look before sinking down onto my face so that I could breath in her beautiful musky scent. As you can imagine my cock could have hammered in a fence post by now, and after teasing me for a while like this she finally relented and allowed me to very briefly taste her asshole, suggesting that I might be allowed more later. Then she attached clothes pegs to my nipples and left me alone for a while, my tightly bound cock still throbbing and bobbing in the air.
When she returned she had removed her leather skirt and was naked except for her black bra and her special key pendant. She looked so sexy as she moved around the bed, I couldn’t wait to taste her again and make her cum. She removed the pegs and then undid my restraints, before ordering me to remove the leather balls splitter.
Then she had me on my knees and slid onto the bed in my place, leaning back against the pillows and telling me that it was time to make her cum. I kissed my way up the insides of her silky smooth thighs (I LOVE Mistress’s legs, and I especially love her inner thighs they are just so beautiful and sexy) until I came to her gorgeous pussy. I could spend hours worshipping Mistress’s pussy and I cherish every single second that I get to worship it, it tastes soooooooo good.
I wasn’t quite relaxed though, somehow I didn’t seem to be in quite the right place and I was very concerned that I wasn’t hitting the right angle and no amount of fidgeting seemed to correct it. Thankfully, it wasn’t too serious a problem as Mistress came and drenched my chin with her pussy juices. It was such an erotic moment, clinging to her as she writhed on the bed, licking her until she finally pushed my head away… my face was soaked and I absolutely LOVED it!
After a few moments she got up on the bed and had me lick her juices up as they dripped down her thighs, before having me lick my fingers and the PVC sheet clean.
Then she tied me on my back again before grabbing my cock and slapping it back to full hardness. Even without the leather ball splitter my cock felt huge and it became even harder when she straddled my head and I looked up to see her pussy still absolutely dripping wet. As much as I wanted to tongue her asshole, which I assumed was what was about to happen, I simply couldn’t let that pussy juice go to waste and I begged Mistress R to allow me to lick her clean.
Mistress said that she thought I would have had enough pussy juice by now, though she knows well enough that I can never had enough pussy juice. She graciously allowed me to suck her pussy clean twice as she slapped and stroked my aching cock and I wondered if she would make me choose between worshipping her ass or cumming again, but no, instead she told me that she was going to allow me to worship her ass and then sank down onto my face.
I loved every second of it, of course, and my cock was really aching now, especially since Mistress R continued to stroke and slap it as I feasted on her asshole. Then she knelt beside me again and looked down at me, teasing my cock and balls with that slightly amused smile on her face once more.
“You’ve pleased me today…” she said. My cock throbbed in anticipation and I licked my lips, hopeful that she might be about to allow me to cum before feeding it to me like the little cumslut I am.
“…but I’m not going to let you cum today.”
I felt my back arching, pushing my cock higher as if begging for attention and crucially release.
“You can handle that, can’t you?”
I didn’t want to handle it, of course… I wanted her to jerk me hard and make me cum. But if it pleased Mistress to leave me horny and frustrated then that’s what I truly wanted.
“Of course I can Mistress,” I replied.
I love that Mistress R is so settled into her role now, I love that she seems to take amusement from my frustration and my struggling not to cum when she’s riding my cock. I love that I don’t have to worry about what I type on my blog now, because in the past I would sometimes be wary of typing certain things in case they made her uncomfortable with being ‘mean’ and denying me release. I don’t feel the need to do that anymore. I love that she is getting more and more comfortable with being ‘mean’ and telling me that I ‘can’t keep changing my mind about whether she can play with my balls or not’ was such a wonderful thing to hear, the fact that she’s telling me it’s her way or nothing is just incredibly hot. I love it when she talks to me like that, I just want her to become more and more evil, I just love it!
She looked so beautiful and sexy today and I can’t imagine not being with her forever, she is absolutely everything to me, I truly adore her and I honestly hope she spends the rest of our lives together deciding when, how, where and indeed if I get to cum… and enjoying my tongue of course. Oh yes.
🙂

Sunday, 16 September 2012

FEMDOM SESSION 16th September 2012

Going in to this session I was not in the right mindset at all, for a start I hadn’t written my notes for Mistress R from the previous session so I ended up rushing them on the morning of the session, and on top of that Mistress R left me instructions to wear a leather cock-ring which I haven’t worn for months, probably couldn’t get on last time because my balls don’t hang low enough and when I picked it up I couldn’t even work out how it was supposed to fit. All this was not getting me into a nice relaxed frame of mind which would allow me to slip easily into sub-space, in fact right before the session started I was seriously thinking about not doing it because I thought it was going to be a complete and utter disaster. Thankfully, when the session started (with me now wearing the more usual rubber cock ring instead of the bloody useless leather one) things took a dramatic turn for the better!

As soon as she came into the room Mistress R stood in front of me, lifted her foot and had me kiss it. As soon as I bent forward to kiss her foot it was like a switch was thrown and I was right where I needed to be, it was quite amazing. My cock immediately hardened without even being touched and after a couple of minutes of foot worship Mistress R fetched her little cock whip and started beating my cock until it was even harder than before. Then she had me on my hands and knees and disciplined me for a few very minor touching infractions with eleven strokes of the whip (number five caught my balls between my legs you’ll be pleased to hear!) and then the foot worship really started.


Mistress climbed onto the bed and I was instructed to worship her beautiful feet with my mouth and to keep my eyes down while I was doing it. I could hear Mistress using first her fingers and then her favourite glass dildo, and inbetween kissing her feet and sucking her toes I was allowed to taste Mistress’s beautiful pussy from her fingers and then the dildo. My cock remained completely rigid the whole time and this was only assisted by Mistress’s musings as to what she might do for the rest of the session.


Perhaps, she wondered, she might have me worship her feet, then her pussy, then her feet and then if I was really good, maybe her ass… and inbetween times, maybe she wouldn’t even touch my cock once. She asked me how I would feel about that, I told her that if that was what would please her then that would be all that mattered. Of course that’s not really what I ‘want’, but it totally turns me on to think that she might do that one day. I love the way Mistress keeps dropping things like that in each session, letting me know that she’s at least thinking about being ever more evil… needless to say my cock was throbbing just thinking about being allowed to worship her delicious asshole.


Eventually Mistress called a halt and had me up on the bed, tied at each corner while she sat on my face, my cock ignored but looking and feeling huge. I eagerly licked her gorgeous pussy and then she knelt beside me, telling me that maybe she would just give me some short but very intense teasing… she dug her nails into my cock and started jerking me before straddling my face again and having me lick her some more.


Mistress then blindfolded me and set about slapping and whipping my cock and balls some more before climbing back on my face for a third time. Hurting my cock was obviously really starting to turn her on as this time she was dripping wet. I licked and swallowed her beautiful pussy juices and then she slid down me and impaled herself on my cock. It felt so good to be inside her, but it lasted barely half a minute before she was off again. Next she was fucking herself with her dildo again and then she turned round and started taunting me, telling me that she was peeling her ass cheeks apart and that if I wasn’t blindfolded I would be able to see her gorgeous pink hole.


As I groaned in frustration she slowly stroked my granite hard cock and sank down so that her asshole was pressed right against my lips. She did this several times, torturing me with the heat and scent of her gorgeous ass as she mused aloud on what I might have to give up for the opportunity to taste her tight hole. Maybe another three weeks before I cum, four if she took the blindfold off…


Then Mistress decided I needed something up my ass, she quickly lubed up and inserted the smallest of our dildos then set about teasing my cock with a small vibrator. It felt amazing when she pressed it between my ass and balls, and on some parts of my cock, but on the head I could hardly feel it.


Soon she removed the dildo and told me I needed something bigger, this confused me a little and I started to get a little nervous that she was going to fuck me with the bigger spare dildo from our strap-on, thankfully she didn’t (cos it’s too fucking big for me!) and what I initially thought she’d done was pressed the tip of her favourite glass dildo into me. This wasn’t all that crazy an idea as Mistress R once fucked me with it when she got confused holding her glass dildo in one hand and a glass butt plug in the other – it felt nice too! After the session I established that she’d actually used that same glass butt plug on me this time, I’m not sure how far she pressed it in, but it only really felt like a couple of inches… a shame as she was stroking my cock at the same time and I wanted much more, it felt fucking brilliant, I can certainly see why being strap-on’d and jerked off at the same time would be nice.


All too soon, Mistress withdrew the glass plug and attached clothes pegs to my nipples (bloody useless, definitely going to get some proper nipple clips) before leaving me alone, tied down with my cock throbbing as I waited for her to return so that I could lick her pussy and make her cum.
When she returned she straddled and stood over me before taking off my blindfold, at first she told me to keep my eyes closed and then when she allowed me to open them I looked up at her naked except for a leather corset type-thing which hid her beautiful breasts from view. She removed the pegs and told me to remove my cock ring, a bead of pre-cum trickling from the tip of my cock as I did so. Then she lay back on the bed and told me to make her cum.


Mistress was still very wet and she smelled gorgeous, but I resisted the temptation to dive in and kissed all around her beautiful pussy before slowly starting to lick her wet, slippery lips. I love licking pussy, I really do, I honestly wish I could lick Mistress R’s pussy every single night, and more than that I love making her cum really hard. After a while I was a little unsure where Mistress R was in relation to her orgasm, when suddenly she bucked hard and I scrambled forward to lick her clit as she came. Mistress bucked several times and eventually I ended up laying flat on the bed, my eyes just inches from Mistress R’s beautiful, wet pussy. I love looking at Mistress’s pussy when she has just cum, I think it is absolutely gorgeous. Mistress commented on my adoration before standing on the bed in front of me and having me up on my knees licking every trace off pussy juice from her thighs, front and back (I love it when she does that!).


After that she had me lick the sheet and my fingers clean and then re-tied me on my back. She stood over me again and bent down to stroke my cock, which was once again rock hard (even without the cock ring). She told me that I had a decision to make… that I could either chose an unspecified period of hard stroking and stimulation which she made clear may or may not be long enough to make me cum, or I could worship her ass. But if I chose to worship her ass, she would not tease me any more today.


Without hesitation I chose to worship her gorgeous asshole, I love licking her ass and it is very rare that I am allowed to lick it out of our sessions, so any chance I get, I take it! Mistress R seemed a little amused that I would chose to lick her ass, even if it meant missing out on a chance to cum. Even as she lowered her ass to my face she still couldn’t resist gently tracing her fingertip along my aching cock as I strained to bend my neck so that I could lick her asshole.


I loved it, but the position was all wrong and my head eventually sank back onto the pillow in frustration. Mistress R asked if I’d had enough, and I explained that I just couldn’t reach and she moved back to accommodate me. She allowed me a little more time to worship her ass, though of course it’s never ever enough (especially when half of the time was really uncomfortable), and all too soon she climbed off and knelt beside me once more. She grabbed my cock at the base and then used her other hand to slap it hard six or seven times, she said it was a little ‘bonus’ for me. 

Well, everyone likes a little bonus don’t they? I certainly did. ðŸ™‚


The session ended then and unusually I snapped right out of my subspace as quick as I had snapped into it. Which I really didn’t like. Usually after a session I feel really mellow and content for at least half an hour as I gradually ease myself back into reality, but today it really sucked…in fact it was not unlike being turned out of a pub by a surly bouncer bang on closing time when you’ve just bought a drink!


A shame because the session was absolutely fantastic and it was certainly no reflection on Mistress R who excelled herself in the verbal department yet again. It was just weird… at least I made Mistress cum and after the session she told me it had been really fantastic for her, which made me feel a lot better.


On the upside we have decided that we will be having our next session in just three weeks time, since if you’re not careful every time you move the session back a week eventually you miss out on one. I can’t wait for that, I wonder if I will get to cum between now and then… I certainly wouldn’t bet on it!

Sunday, 12 August 2012

FEMDOM SESSION 12th August 2012

When I slipped into the Oxballs Cocksling this morning, I couldn’t help but notice how massive my balls looked. I mean I know it’s all bollocks, the whole huge load = huge balls thing, but with 38 days of cum trapped in my nuts they sure looked big to me! Despite the proximity to a new record I have been wanting to cum for about a week now, I mean records are all very well, but this isn’t about records, this is about me and Mistress R and her allowing me to cum when it pleases her. And knowing that I was close to a new record made me nervous that Mistress R would make me wait until Friday just so I could break the record… I don’t know why I thought that exactly since Mistress R is also of the same opinion that this really isn’t about setting records. But anyway…
Regular readers will know my cock has been playing up a little bit lately, so I was glad of the Oxballs Cocksling, although in the end I needn’t have worried too much. Mistress R entered the room and immediately had me on my hands and knees, questioning me as to whether I had obeyed her instructions this month. I told her I had but she still decided to whip me a few times, well… we both knew that my not touching was far more to do with whether she would allow me to lick her ass than avoiding the whip anyway.

I was not told to blindfold myself at the start of the session for once, and after my whipping Mistress retrieved her favourite glass dildo from the bedside table and before she even got on the bed she had me suck and lick it for her. Then she was on the bed and telling me to begin worshipping her right foot, as I did I glanced up to see her laying back, propped up on her left elbow rubbing her pussy with her right index finger, I only got to see this for a few seconds before she told me to keep my eyes down and on her feet. I love her feet, they are so beautiful and sexy (and freshly manicured too!) but I love watching her touch her pussy like that and I hate that I have to keep my eyes down… I guess she knows that all too well.

I continued to worship her foot until she thrust the dildo in my face again and has me lick and suck it and prepare it for her once more. As she started to ease it inside her pussy, Mistress again taunted me that it was her dildo and not my cock that was inside her, and a few minutes later she had me clean her juices off the glass cock.

She told me to switch feet and as I kissed and sucked her pretty painted toes she continued fucking herself with the glass dildo, musing on the load contained in my seemingly swollen balls.
“Thirty eight days of cum then slave… I bet you’d agree to lick that from anywhere I wanted if I let you cum wouldn’t you?”

“Yes Mistress,” I responded, desperately hoping that she would indeed let me cum.

“I bet you’d lick it off my ass wouldn’t you, if I let you…. or my back or my stomach, maybe off my feet or my thighs, or even off my beautiful breasts?”

I told her that I would gladly lick it up from anywhere she wanted me to.

“Or maybe even off the sheet…”

I wasn’t so keen on that, since I would much rather lick it off Mistress’s skin, any part of Mistress would be better than the sheet, but I loved the fact that she considered it an option and in a twisted way I hope she will one day make me do that, because it would feel even more submissive that way since it will be less pleasurable for me and even more about her power and control…
My cock was hard inside the cocksling now as I continued worshipping Mistress’s beautiful toes, my mind contemplating the possible outcome of the session, and where I might be made to lick up my cum from. She allowed me to continue a while longer before ordering me on to the bed and restraining me at each corner.

She mounted my face and I tasted her pussy properly for the first time, my cock immediately started to engorge once again as I thrust my tongue inside her and enjoyed her beautiful scent as it filled my nostrils. Mistress R lifted off and then reached down to grab my throbbing cock, she eased down on it and rode it for just a few seconds before lifting off and leaving me aching in frustration. She knelt at my  side and began stroking and slapping it, reminding me that she owns my cock and that she can do whatever she pleases with it.

She straddled my face again and groaned as I used my tongue to lap at her gorgeous pussy, she was getting wetter by the minute and soon she was hovering over my cock, rubbing the tip against her pussy and clit, all the while reminding me that essentially my cock is just a dildo for her pleasure and that any pleasure I might get from anything she chooses to do with it is a secondary consideration. 

Soon she was by my side again, this time she had the small cock whip and she gave my cock and balls a few swats with it before slapping my cock and balls with her hand.

She then blindfolded me before mounting my face again and now she was really soaking wet, I wish she would have just stayed right there all day but a moment later she was standing over me facing my feet explaining to me how she was peeling her ass cheeks apart right in front of me and that if I wasn’t blindfolded I would be able to see her gorgeous asshole. Then she sank down on my face and pressed her ass right against my mouth and nose, taunting me with the fact that I wasn’t allowed to lick her as without her permission. My cock throbbed and ached as she stroked it, and she told me I was so good for keeping my hands off my cock and that it made her very happy to hear. Then she said that maybe she might even let me touch my cock later in the session, under her supervision, and this, taken with her earlier comments was to fuel my mid-session fantasies.

After pushing a dildo up my ass and pegging my nipples, Mistress R left me to stew for a few minutes. My cock was ridiculously hard, I could just catch a glimpse of it through the edge of the blindfold and it looked as big and hard and red as I’d ever seen it, I almost wish Mistress R would have taken a photo of it, it really looked rather impressive!

As I lay there quietly, my mind was running wild… where would she let me cum, would she have me jerk myself off onto some part of her body, it’s been so long (years) since I was allowed to do that… maybe she would permit me to cum on her gorgeous ass and lick it all off, and maybe then she would allow me to lick her asshole at the same time, or maybe she really was intending to make me jerk my cock onto the sheet after all? Maybe she might even order me to ruin my own long awaited orgasm…. I didn’t even notice the dildo in my ass or the pegs on my nipples I was consumed by my thoughts until Mistress R returned and removed the dildo, the blindfold and pegs and then untied me and had me remove the Oxballs Cocksling (I was quite glad actually because my balls were starting to burn).
She told me to kneel on the bed and then peeled down her leather skirt to reveal her gorgeous pussy. She pulled my head forward and told me to breathe in her scent. I breathed deeply and couldn’t wait to taste her and make her cum. Fortunately Mistress R then lay on the bed, gently flicking my cock with her foot, and then told me to eat her pussy until she came.
I always find it a little difficult to get started in our Femdom sessions because I’m more used to eating Mistress R’s pussy from ‘cold’, but in the sessions she’s already turned on and while I don’t want to go too fast too quick I don’t want to be too slow either. Nevertheless I obviously managed to find a happy medium and a while later Mistress R had a quite explosive orgasm which at once surprised and delighted me. Needless to say it delighted her too, and after a few moments she stood up in front of me on the bed and had me lick all the pussy juice from around her wet slit. I eagerly devoured every drop and she turned round and told me to lick her clean. I was excited to discover that the backs and insides of her legs and her ass were absolutely drenched in pussy juice, it was literally dripping down her legs to her calves, it was so fucking hot!
I licked every single drop I could find up before Mistress had me lie down once again and resecured me to the bed.
She stood over me and invited me to look at her beautiful ‘just-cum’ pussy, using her fingers to open it slightly, it looked so delicious, I just wanted to eat it some more. Then she told me that she was very pleased with me and also told me that she was going to be kind to me and not blindfold me again so that I could see her beautiful asshole as she stood over me. She started playing with my cock and to my relief it got nice and hard even without the Cocksling. She started teasing me with her ass again and then told me that she was so pleased with me she was going to allow me to lick it. I pressed my tongue against her hole and tasted the wonderful musk of her ass as she started pumping my cock harder and faster, she kept taking her ass away from my tongue and then letting me tongue it for just a few seconds at a time before telling me to just stick my tongue out and let her push against it.
She was just telling me that she was going to allow me to cum and that I would have to cum before she counted to ten when I realised that I was getting extremely close and no sooner had she started counting than I felt my body jerk and my cum start to spurt from my cock. It seemed to go on a long time, my body jerked and jerked as Mistress pumped my cock hard and fast, spraying my cum everywhere.
She relented and I collapsed back on the bed breathing hard, within seconds her fingers were at my mouth, feeding me my cum, then she turned her hand over and made me lick more cum off of it and then she scooped up another three portions from various parts of my body and the PVC sheet. I gladly swallowed it all before she stood over me one more time to show me her beautiful pussy and then called an end to the session.