Wednesday, 12 May 2021
Sunday, 9 May 2021
FEMDOM SESSION: 9th May 2021
A few weeks ago Mistress and I started looking around for fetish clothing for her to wear during our monthly 'Femdom' sessions. Ideally we were looking for cupless and crotchless (but no suspenders, which cuts out a lot) and we found four possible outifts; two from LoveHoney, one from Sparkling Strawberry and also a basque from somewhere else. The basque wasn't right so that went back, and the garments from LoveHoney were pretty shit to be honest. We should have known really, when someone sells an outift that supposedly fits a size 6 and a size 12 and everything in between chances are it's not going to fit anyone properly. Still, we tried, they sucked and they went back for credit!
The outfit from Sparkling Strawberry was a different story. I wasn't present when Mistress tried it on and I was honestly expecting the worst, but Mistress said it was one to keep. So last month I was hoping Mistress would wear it in our session but she wore something else instead, so it wasn't until today that I actually got to see it and it was certainly worth waiting for!
Mistress opted for 'Surprise Me' on the tick sheet for this session and while this is great, it doesn't give me as much scope as it might given the number of things we have that we can't use for one reason or another - glass buttplug is slightly too big for me, all sorts of impractical cock rings... maybe I should have really surprised her and dug my C3000 out from the back of the drawer!
Actually, speaking of that - I noticed Sub Hub in Phoenix has started posting fairly regularly again and you might like to read about his experience with his new 'Jailbird' chastity device. He reckons it is extremely comfortable and a million times better than an old school plastic CB3000; which it would have to be frankly if you were going to wear it regularly!
Anyway, I did manage to surprise Mistress as when she came in I was wearing my cuffs, cocksling and blindfold but also I had pegged my own nipples. Actually, we seem to have had a miscommunication on start time as I thought we were starting at 12:15 and as such I thought I didn't really have enough time to fit a butt plug or anything which is actually why I decided to go with the pegs.
I remember I pegged my nipples once before when Mistress wrote 'Surprise Me' and I felt it for days afterwards. But I forgot about that and naively assumed Mistress would take them off early on in the session and re-apply them later. Nope. When she came into the bedroom at 12:20 she seemed amused by my 'surprise' and asked if that meant I wanted the pegs on the whole time?
I said it was up to her and so they stayed on for nearly forty minutes before she finally took them off and by Christ did I feel it then! In the meantime Mistress whipped them several times with her cock whip, in fact Mistress was very whip happy today: she whipped my ass fifteen times at the start of the session before having me worship her gorgeous feet (while she played with her dildo on the bed above me and teased me about what I thought she might be wearing).
Once I had worshipped her beautiful feet to her satisfaction Mistress had me up on the bed on my back, but very unusually she didn't immediately restrain me, which meant I could touch her feet, legs and ass while she was kneeling beside me. She soon straddled my face and sank down onto me allowing me my first proper taste of her delicious pussy and then she stood over me and had me beg her to remove the blindfold.
When she did I was blown away by how Mistress looked in her brand new outfit. Wow! I had seen outfits like this before and always liked how they looked but even so you never know how these things will look in the real world, and in this case it looked absolutely amazing. In fact this might well be my new favourite outfit of hers!
Saturday, 8 May 2021
A Thoughtful Feedback....
Being on Literotica you get used to receiving feedback which can vary from very positive to blisteringly negative. But it's unusual to receive feedback of any depth or length; most comments are either along the lines of: 'I loved this' or 'I came in my panties before the end of the first paragraph' or 'you can't write for shit' or most commonly perhaps 'any chastity device can be cut of with a simple saw, this is so fucking stupid...'.
So I was quite surprised to read a feedback left on my story 'Anna's Cuckold' the other day, which actually took the time to explain why they liked my story so much, which is actually rather helpful, since it's useful to know what I am getting 'right' as much as what I am getting 'wrong'.
Anyway, here it is:
Anonymous said: "Her dialog. The tone of her voice. The context of it all happening as she only sympathetically makes it known she's pleasing him one last time, but would like something in return. Her mind fucking and tormenting one-sided conversation with him as he pleases her. The boundary-crossing nature the bi submission she's asking of him in the future. Doing as casually as a woman might ask her husband to take her to her favorite restaurant for dinner in exchange for a back rub. Asking kindly and lovingly, rather than demanding. Asking from a position of known psychological strength over him. Strength even as she's physically weak from a building and impending orgasm. Asking without regard to the tormented humiliation she surely knows it causes him. In fact, possibly asking in a graphically detailed way to heighten his torment, humiliation, arousal and deepen his submission to not only her, but her bull. Above all, asking from the perspective of her own hedonistic arousal and pleasure, far above his own perverse arousal from being asked to submit in such a way. These are the things that make their interaction scorching hot.
I want to emphasize; when a woman asks something of a submissive, in a kind, compassionate, sympathetic and or loving way, despite the degree of submission and humiliation involved, and conveys in a way where over time the submissive understands it's more of an expectation, it's far more exciting and arousing than a dominant woman demanding a submissive submit to her will. In doing so, she shows she doesn't need to raise her voice to be in control. The more difficult or tormenting the task for him, and his willingness to comply, the stronger her dominance over him. When a woman is merely able to hint, imply or kindly ask about an outcome she might appreciate, and the submissive interprets this as the onus being put on them to follow through with her implied intent, this is a deep level of domination and submission. A dominant's ability to command a submissive with a subtle facial expression, like a casual glance, briefly raised eyebrow, or even simply through a moment of silence rather than words, can be deeply more controlling a raise voice accompanied by exacting orders or punishments.
Although no direct punishment was given in this story, I imagine based on her nature, if she felt the need to do so, it might be expressed in disappointment that comes from a place of love, even if that love might be convincingly feigned. Please continue the story. Truly enjoyable."
You can read Anna's Cuckold on this blog by clicking here:
https://chastity-femdom.blogspot.com/2020/01/annas-cuckold-written-january-2020.html
Or you can read it on Literotica by clicking here:
https://www.literotica.com/s/annas-cuckold
Monday, 3 May 2021
A Very Special and Unexpected Treat on an Anniversary
Yesterday was the 29th anniversary of Mistress and I's very first date, and while waiting for the highlights of the Grand Prix to start on TV, I got a very nice surprise. Mistress came downstairs wearing some very hot lingerie and told me it was time for some 'spontaneous ass worship*'. Regular readers will know how much I love this and how infrequently the opportunity arises, so I was extremely happy with this turn of events!
(*For newer readers, I define 'spontaneous ass worship' as not during 'normal' sex, so if Mistress sits on my face while she's teasing me in bed and lets me worship her ass that's not it, but if for example she just calls me into a room unexpectedly and tells me to kneel down and lick her ass then that's what I would call 'spontaneous'...and AWESOME. 😁)
Mistress stood in front of me looking super sexy and then turned round and only then did I realise she was wearing her 'assless' knickers! Wow, super hot. I leaned forward and parted Mistress's cheeks slightly before pressing my eager tongue between them and flicking it against her delicious asshole. Mmmmm!
It wasn't the best position though and we moved so that Mistress was kneeling on the sofa (with her arms on the back of the seat for support) and I was kneeling on the floor behind her continuing to tongue her ass as my cock got harder. I thought was going to be the end of my treat (and would have been very happy and grateful with just that to be honest) but then Mistress moved back and away and told me to sit down and pull my jeans down. She knelt down between my legs and started stroking, slapping and sucking my cock.
She got me to the edge and stopped and I thought that was the end of it, but Mistress climbed on top of me, peeled her bra down a bit and allowed me to suck on her nipples. Then she turned around and started teasing me with her body, rubbing my cock between her legs and between her ass cheeks. Then she got back on the sofa again and I got to worship her sexy ass for a second time (so loving this!).
Eventually she moved back again and I thought that really was it, but Mistress told me to sit down again and she grabbed my cock again and started stroking it. I asked her to let me see her gorgeous breasts and she removed her bra altogether before pumping and slapping my cock some more. I started to think maybe she was going to let me cum (it was thirty days since my last orgasm) and as I neared the edge a second time Mistress asked me if I wanted to cum and then she pumped me hard over the edge.
A huge wad of cum fired off and landed God knows where and then the next two ropes went on each of Mistress's gorgeous breasts, and some dripped onto the top of her right thigh. Mistress watched as I licked each of her breasts clean and then she stood up and lay on the sofa and I knelt between her legs to lick the cum off of her thigh. Then she stood up and I wrapped my arms around her and hugged her, such submissive bliss!
What an amazing and unexpected treat that was. Thank you Mistress!
Monday, 19 April 2021
FEMDOM SESSION: 18th April 2021
Originally scheduled for last weekend, our April Femdom session happened this weekend instead and it was great! We're determined to try and make sure we don't miss any more sessions this year (so far we've only missed out February), let's see how it goes through summer (which was where it all went wrong last year).
I bought Mistress a new crotchless/cupless outfit to celebrate our ten year chastity anniversary, but when Mistress came into the bedroom she was wearing her usual leather skirt and (this time) a PVC bra. Not that I could see her because I had been instructed to wear a blindfold, along with my wrist and ankle cuffs and the Oxballs Ballstretcher.
After using her foot to tease my tightly stretched balls a little, Mistres grabbed her whip and paddle from the bedside table and asked if I had any illegal touching to confess? I told her I didn't and she was pleased and also pleased that I had asked permission to touch my cock two or three times since our last session. This was something that had really gone by the wayside, so it was good to get back on track with that. Mistress informed me that I would still be punished though, not least because I had forgotten to put her towels out one morning last week. Ooops!
So after a reasonably brief whipping and paddling, Mistress put down her toys and climbed onto the bed. She retrieved her glass dildo from the other side of the bed and quickly had me get it wet for her. As she settled back to rub the glass cock between her legs she instructed me to worship her beautiful feet and it wasn't long before my cock was rock hard.
As usual Mistress described what she was doing, and being blindfolded I could only picture what she was describing as I sucked on her toes and kissed all over her gorgeous, sexy feet. A few times Mistress reached down and ordered me to clean her dildo of her juices and then get it wet again for her, which I gladly did. The ballstretcher was super effective and my cock was really straining as I became completely absorbed in worshipping Mistress's wonderful feet.
After a while Mistress had me clean her dildo one last time before tying me to the bed on my back. As she tied me down she whipped my cock with the cock-whip which was something new and then once I was secured she started stroking and slapping my cock, before straddling my face and having me lick her delicious pussy. As soon as she sat on my face I could feel my cock hardening again and by the time she got off it was like an iron bar.
Mistress continued to describe what she was doing as she stood over me, bending forward and exposing her ass and fucking her soaking wet pussy with her dildo. This continued for a while, interspersed with cock teasing and whipping/slapping until Mistress allowed me to beg for her to remove my blindfold. Eventually she did and she looked as amazing as always. She quickly sank down onto my face again and I lapped at her gorgeous pussy before she got up, turned around and teased me with her sexy ass.
She asked me how badly I wanted to lick her ass and if I would give up having a real orgasm in this session if she allowed me to worship it? Yes, of course! I wanted to lick her asshole so bad, but Mistress just kept teasing me with it and telling me I'd have to wait. She bent forward and sucked my rock hard cock which felt fantastic and then stood over me and slid the glass dildo inside her dripping pussy once more. She offered it to my mouth and said that it was time to leave me alone for a few minutes - I could hardly believe that a half hour had already passed but a quick glance at the clock showed that it had.
I begged Mistress to let me taste her gorgeous pussy once more before she left me alone and she straddled my face again as I lapped at her pussy, tasting her delicious, sexy juices. Then she clipped the pegs onto my nipples and refitted the blindfold before leaving me alone for 5-10 minutes. When she came back she removed the blindfold and then the pegs, one at a time, smiling as I winced in pain as the blood flowed back into my pinched flesh.
Mistress had ditched her leather skirt and was now wearing her crotchless Ann Summers panties, which really push her pussy lips forward and look really, really cool. There's something about these panties, every time Mistress has worn them she has had a really hard orgasm and today was no different. After she untied me, Mistress told me to remove the ballstretcher and then lay back on the bed and ordered me down between her legs. Well I say ordered, it wasn't like I was 'unwilling', you know...
Mistress was soaking wet before we even started and she had a really good cum on my tongue, and as always she had me clean her up before licking the PVC sheet clean of all her juices. Soooo HOT! I love it. Then she told me to lay on my back and as she got up on the bed to stand over me I begged her to let me clean her pussy properly and she sank down onto my face again.
As she rode my face she said something like 'You really can't get enough of my beautiful pussy, can you?'... which is absolutely 100% true!
Then she lifted herself up and started teasing me with her ass again, before eventually allowing me to beg for and to worship her ass while she slapped and stroked my throbbing cock. It felt amazing to tongue Mistress's gorgeous asshole as she pumped my cock hard and fast, working me towards the edge. It actually took quite a while to get there, and Mistress had me tongue her ass five times before I finally reached the point where I had to warn her I was getting close.
As soon as I did Mistress let go and lifted her ass off my face, before turning to face me and declaring the session at an end. Unlike last time, my cock wasn't at all sore, despite the slapping and whipping, which was nice... although I didn't really mind when it was. :) Hopefully next month I will get to see Mistress in her new outfit, or maybe sooner?
Saturday, 3 April 2021
Ten Years of Chastity!
Well, we made it through another year... and achieved ten years of continuous (cage free) chastity/orgasm control. Obviously nobody thinks about whether they are likely to still be doing something in ten years time when they start out, but since the whole adventure started on a rather shaky footing I wasn't sure it would last more than a month. Things worked out in the end and Mistress is obviously still happy with how things are so that's good.
As has become customary over the last few years, I have made a few graphs to illustrate the important numbers, so let's have a look at the data...
Tuesday, 16 March 2021
FEMDOM SESSION: 15th March 2021
A few weeks later than originally planned, yesterday we had (presumably) our last Femdom session of this chastity year. Yes, in just a couple of weeks I will have been in full time chastity for ten years. Quite unbelievable! No doubt this will be a moment for us to pause and inspect our chastity contract once more, but I can't imagine either of us wanting to change very much and I certainly can't imagine that Mistress would ever want to stop controlling my orgasms now...
Indeed, I've noticed that when Mistress is teasing me she often gets this amused look on her face as she's getting me to the edge... knowing that she's going to take me right there and then let go just when I need her to keep pumping hard. The best thing about this is knowing that she 'enjoys' doing this, I was thinking about this in the context of spanking yesterday, I wonder how many people/couples try it once and then never do it again? Probably quite a few. Anything fetishy where you feel the other person is uncomfortable is not going to be enjoyable really, I guess you have to do these things a few times before they stop feeling 'weird' and you relax enough to find them enjoyable. It took a very long time for Mistress to get comfortable ruining my orgasms but now she seems to enjoy it.
I don't know why but in some ways it feels like one of the hottest things for me is hearing Mistress say 'dirty' things... even when she is teasing me, say sucking my cock, I might not necessarily be thinking about her 'visually' doing something, I could just as easily be fantasizing about her leaning over me and stroking my cock, telling me something, or telling me that she's going to make me do x,y and z. That's probably why I love the first part of our sessions (well second part I guess, after Mistress has whipped and paddled my ass) where she has me worship her feet for ten minutes or so while she lays on the bed playing with her dildo.
This time I was blindfolded (and I did the blindfold up tighter when I put it on so I couldn't even sneak a peak out of the edge) as I kissed her pretty feet and sucked on her toes, listening as her wet pussy welcomed the glass cock inside. I love how Mistress describes what she's doing and how she teases me about what she might have me do in the future. This time Mistress teased me about how much I love the taste of her pussy and her ass and said that she bet I would love to clean her dildos after they had been inside both of her holes. Really, the dirtier the things she says the better. :)
Once Mistress was satisfied with my foot worship I was up on the bed and restrained on my back. Mistress sank down onto my face and I got my first proper taste of her delicious pussy (I had already cleaned her dildo a couple of times at this point). She tasted so good and she was already so wet from the whipping and the toying. Mistress turned her attention to my cock and balls (I was also wearing the Oxballs Cocksling for the first half of the session) and soon began teasing and torturing them with her mouth, hand, teeth and the cock whip.
I looked down and couldn't believe how hard and red my cock looked, but it felt amazing and Mistress kept at it, whipping my cock and balls over and over, occasionally doing it harder than normal and making me wince a little. Mistress likes it when I wince, she always asks if it's too much and I always say 'No Mistress', because even if it hurts I don't want her to stop. She always smiles and I imagine her pussy gets a little bit wetter each time.
During this part of the session Mistress also filled my ass with the ring ended glass dildo, although it kept sliding out and she had to keep pushing it back in. I think we need something like this but with a wider base to stop it doing this. I have got a proper glass plug, but it's just a little large for someone like me who only gets their ass filled once every 6-8 weeks. So either I need to find something else, or train my ass to take it a lot more often I guess!
When Mistress went to peg my nipples one of the pegs snapped in half in her hand so she asked me which nipple I wanted pegged. I said the right one, but she put it on the left, not sure if she misunderstood what I said or whether she was just asserting her dominance. Then she disappeared and reappeared with another peg she had found downstairs. This peg was a lot harsher, although on reflection probably more like how it should be - those others weren't really cutting it anymore.
Mistress left me alone for a few minutes and when she returned she told me to close my eyes (she had removed the blindfold earlier when she was standing over me and fucking herself with her dildo and teasing me with her gorgeous ass) ostensibly so I couldn't see when she was about to grab the pegs. The old peg didn't do much in all honesty but I definitely felt the new one when she took it off. I think this is one of Mistress's favourite parts of the whole session!
She untied me and told me to remove the ball stretcher and then it was time for me to worship her delicious (and beautifully trimmed) pussy. She tasted amazing and as always the session so far had made her very wet. But I took my time gently kissing her inner thighs before lightly licking her and getting her even more ready for my fingers and tongue. As time went on I slid my finger first inside her pussy and then down between her cheeks and started teasing her asshole. Mistress loves this and as I worked my finger deeper she was clearly getting closer and closer until she finally let go.
Honestly, as much as I love everything else in these sessions, nothing is as good as feeling Mistress cum so hard and then having her stand on the bed, bent over and telling me to lick her clean. I love how much pussy juice is dripping from her and trickling down her legs, and I really love licking all the juice from between her ass cheeks, even though Mistress orders me not to lick her asshole without permission.
After I had licked the PVC sheet clean Mistress ordered me down onto my back again and then sat on my face once more to let me push my tongue inside her and gulp down even more of her copious juices (actually I asked for that, so hot!), then she started tugging at my cock again while she made me beg to lick her asshole properly. Mistress soon had me hard again and after the fourth time she allowed me to tongue her delicious ass I warned her that I was getting close to cumming.
Earlier in the session she had asked me where I would like to cum if she allowed me to and I had said on her pussy... but despite my warning Mistress continued stroking me even though I was on my back and gave me permission to cum. Of course, no sooner did I start to cum than Mistress let go of my cock and ruined my orgasm, but at least she allowed me to continue licking her ass as my cock leaked a considerable amount of cum onto my stomach - that was awesome, and quite possibly a first (I'm not 100% sure). Mistress dismounted and turned to face me, scooping up my cum with her fingers four or five times and feeding it to me before she told me the session was over.
After the session I realised quite how red and sore my cock was from the whipping, but a bit of Calendula cream overnight seemed to sort it out - it was totally worth it anyway! :)
Friday, 19 February 2021
Valentine's Day Release..
So how was your Valentine's Day? I wonder if any of my reader's partook of the 'Valentine's Day' lock up whereby locks were closed on the 14th of January ready for a month of hard denial ready for Valentine's Day... obviously not being 'caged' myself that wasn't something that I could participate in, but oddly enough my latest period of chastity came to an end on Valentine's Day too.
I had bought Mistress some underwear for Valentine's Day (there's no losers in this scenario that I can see) and Mistress slipped it on before we went to bed... wow, she looked amazing and the underwear (from FigLeaves.com - visit / don't visit they aren't paying me so I couldn't care less) was extremely sexy and silky. :)
Mistress teased me to the edge and let go and I thought that was that, but then she said 'Maybe as it is a special day today I should let you cum...'. It had been sixty two days since my last orgasm and in the meantime Mistress had asked where I would want to cum next time I was granted a release. I had said that I wanted to cum on her gorgeous pussy, though as always part of me really wanted to cum on her beautiful feet.
She asked me now where I wanted to cum, but before I could answer she said 'I'll give you a clue, I'm not taking this underwear off'. So feet it was and once Mistress had got me close again I took over and jerked my cock hard until I started to cum. Yet again my cock was so damned hard it seemed like the cum could barely escape my cock! But I still managed to get a reasonable amount on Mistress's super sexy feet and as I was licking them clean I felt my cock soften slightly so that I was able to milk another load onto Mistress's perfect feet.
After that Mistress slipped her panties off and it was her turn to cum. :)