FEMDOM SESSION 9th June 2012

Finally, our much delayed session took place this morning, two weeks late and six weeks since the last one (also the scene of my last orgasm!). After the other night I was a little concerned that I would explode prematurely, so I was pleased that Mistress decided that I should wear the old rubber cock ring and not the Oxballs Cocksling, as I fear this might have been too much for me.
At the appointed hour I waited on my knees by the bed and soon Mistress R entered. All I had on was the rubber cockring and my ankle and wrist cuffs, Mistress had not told me to wear my blindfold this time. I kept my head down and felt my cock swell a little as I took in the sight of Mistress R’s beautiful red painted toe-nails.

As she stood in front of me, using one of her feet to stroke my cock she asked me if I had any further transgressions to report, other than the one I had already admitted to and I told her that I hadn’t. She said she was very impressed that I could go six weeks and only touch my cock once. So impressed that she said I only needed a few strokes of the whip to remind me that even once wasn’t quite perfect.

Mistress had me move onto all fours and gave me five lashes with the cat, the first caught me unawares and fell straight between my legs, catching me square in the balls. I winced a little, although it wasn’t as sharp as last time. The rest of the strokes were completed and Mistress had me kneel up. She bent down stroked my cock for a few seconds until it was quite hard and then told me to face the bed.

She climbed onto the bed and immediately turned away to reach for her glass dildo, treating me to the gorgeous sight of her ass and the backs of her thighs as her leather skirt lifted up. She was also wearing that cupless bra that I posted a photo of a few sessions back, which looks amazing on her.

Get it wet for me…

Before she had me start worshipping her feet Mistress presented her glass dildo to me and told me to get it wet for her. I sucked it into my mouth and then licked all over it, making sure to leave as much saliva behind as I could.

Then she told me that I should start worshipping her feet, and I could feel my cock starting to throb a little. I absolutely love worshipping Mistress R’s feet and she knows it all too well. As I sucked the toes of her right foot she began telling me how amazing the glass dildo felt rubbing against her pussy lips, and what a shame it was that I couldn’t see it because I was concentrating on worshipping her foot.

Pretty soon she had the dildo inside her and I could hear the dildo sliding in and out of her pussy, she sounded so wet already and I so wanted to see it. Before long she presented her dildo to my mouth and told me to take my first taste of her beautiful pussy. I eagerly lapped and sucked on the glass cock and all too soon she took it away again and I continued worshipping her right foot.
She had me clean her dildo again a few minutes later and then switched feet so that I could start all over again.

She had me clean her dildo once again and then gave me permission to look up and watch as she fucked herself with the glass cock. It was an incredible sight, and one which made my cock ache all the more when Mistress R said…

“I know you wish that your poor hard cock was inside me right now… but at the same time there’s a part of you that likes being denied, isn’t there?”

I groaned that there was and watched intently as she continued to slide the glass cock in and out of her gorgeous pussy. I love watching Mistress fuck herself with her dildo, especially when she’s laying back on the bed that I’m kneeling submissively at the end of. It was a beautiful sight and one that I could never get tired of.

She had me worship her foot a little more as she continued to verbally tease me (sadly I can’t remember what exactly was said, but I know that by the time she pulled her foot away I was all but moaning into her pretty toes).

Just a little more punishment…

Mistress has me climb onto the bed after she had got off it and told me to position myself on all fours. She told me that I had slumped off my knees while worshipping her feet and I should be punished for that. Another five or six strokes of the cat followed, before she had me lay on my back and secured my wrists and ankles to the bed.

No sooner had she done that than she grabbed my cock and started to stroke it, but only for a few seconds, then she was climbing over me and easing herself onto my face. She told me to stick my tongue out and as I tasted her pussy properly for the first time my cock went from semi-hard to rock solid in about three seconds flat.

“You love when I ride your face like this, don’t you?” She said. “You love it when I grind my pussy against your face and make you lick me….”

Mistress was really wet and she tasted absolutely wonderful, I would have been quite happy to spend the remainder of the hour with her riding my face, I absolutely love it, I love how overwhelming it is, I wish it happened a lot more often than once a month.

She looked so beautiful today…

Mistress stood up, still astride me and reached down for my now steel-hard cock. She looked so beautiful today, especially when she sank down and rubbed my cock against her slippery lips. I actually felt a little less on edge today than I did the other night, so I could actually enjoy having her ride my cock a lot more without having to worry quite so much about blowing my top without permission.

After a little while she knelt beside me and started stroking my cock, I wanted to close my eyes and surrender to the sensation but I didn’t want to stop looking at her, so I forced myself to keep my eyes open as she teased me.

“I don’t need to remind you who owns this cock….. these balls…. this ass…. and most importantly of all, who gets to decide when and if you get to cum, do I?”

“No Mistress.”

“Good…. and you still love that I get to decide don’t you?”

“Yes Mistress.”

“So if I decide that you have to wait until tomorrow, or the next day or next week, or whenever… you’ll still be happy with that won’t you?”

I told her I would, after a little gulp of air…

She smiled beautifully at me before mounting my face once again and allowing me to taste her beautiful pussy once more. This time she reached back and stroked my cock as she ground herself against my tongue and nose, filling my airways with her gorgeous scent and taste.

Again she moved down my body and rubbed my cock against her slippery pussy before sinking herself onto it again, before kneeling beside me again and slapping my cock a few times. Then she reached over to the bedside table and retrieved the small cock whip and began applying it to my cock and balls.

Take one last look…

Abruptly Mistress got off the bed and moved round to the other side to retrieve my blindfold. Then she stood over me and told me to take one last look at her beautiful pussy. As I drank in the sight of her wet slit she used her fingers to open it slightly, before leaning forward and covering my eyes with the red rubber blindfold.

My cock was still hard and lay flat against my stomach, which Mistress told me she was very happy to see was diminishing. She told me she was very proud of me for working so hard on my weight, and for only touching my cock once in all that time… she stroked my cock softly and told me that she was very impressed with how hard I was too.

Then she told me she was leaving me alone for a little while and told me that when she returned I would be worshipping her pussy and making her cum. I thought she was walking away but then I felt her applying clothes pegs to both my nipples, and then she was gone.

Long and hard…

A while later, probably ten minutes I guess, she returned and removed the blindfold. She had removed her leather skirt and was now naked except for her cupless bra and key pendant. She looked absolutely stunning and I couldn’t wait to make her cum. She straddled my face again and had me lick her pussy for a few moments causing my cock to ratchet up to full hardness again and then she climbed off and released my wrists and ankles and told me to sit up and remove my cock ring. That took a few moments as you might imagine!

Once done Mistress told me to worship her pussy and I eagerly sank down between her silky thighs and gently started to lick her, before slowly adding a couple of fingers to the mix. I was in heaven eating her gorgeous pussy, and when she came it was the hardest and longest for a good while I think! I was super happy, and Mistress seemed very satisfied indeed!

She ordered me to lick her juices off the PVC sheet and then stood on the bed so that I could lick her clean before ordering me onto my back and securing me to the bed once again.

Daring me to lick it without permission…

Mistress straddled me once more, this time facing my feet and offering me the luscious sight of her pussy and ass. She began stroking me and soon she moved down so that her ass was right in front of my face, daring me to lick it without permission. I wanted to so badly, but I waited, instead I breathed in the wonderful musk of her ass as I felt my cock get harder and harder and harder. 

Mistress tormented me like this a couple of times before moving down and straddling my cock once more, sinking down onto it as I watched her riding me. I couldn’t watch for long, it was too much, so I looked at the ceiling instead and tried to focus on anything but the sight of Mistress’s gorgeous ass bouncing up and down on my cock.

Then her ass was up by my face again and she told me that I had permission to lick her tight little bud. I eased my tongue between her cheeks and tasted her wonderful ass as she stroked my cock even harder, how the fuck was I not coming, it was truly a feat of superhuman endurance and no doubt about it.

After a while she lifted herself up once more and mused on what forty two days of cum would look like, but then just to throw me off a little she added… “or fifty….or whatever.”

The first huge spurt flew off to the left…

Then she told me that she had decided that she was going to allow me to cum, but only if I could cum before she counted to ten. She sank down on my face again and I started to lick her asshole once more, my mind utterly conflicted. Oh yes I wanted to cum, but at the same time there was a part of me that wanted to fight against it. The counting began and Mistress was pumping my cock hard, by five I still wasn’t cumming, my conflicted mind continued to debate with itself but then my cock started to panic and as Mistress reached ten the first huge spurt of cum leapt from my cock and disappeared off to the left of where I was laying, as Mistress’s hand came back up another rope flew off to right and I started to convulse violently beneath her touch. 

It was an amazing sensation, much better than my last orgasm, intense, but not so intense as to be uncomfortable, it was just a HUGE orgasm, which left me panting for about a minute after Mistress had fed me three globs of cum from her fingers, which still left another large splodge on my stomach.

I just can’t wait to do it again, thank god it’s only going to be three weeks this time!

FEMDOM SESSION 28th April 2012

A thankfully rare occurrence.

Before I tell you about what happened this morning, it would be useful to give you some background from earlier in the week. On Thursday, after my tooth problems had subsided a little, we finally got around to some pussy worship for Mistress R. I still wasn’t feeling 100% but I really wanted to make her cum, she was still bothered about my mouth and wasn’t relaxed or into it really, so it was very unsatisfying for her. She did cum eventually, but not a ‘good’ one. For my part I didn’t mind how long it took, since I would gladly start all over again if she would let me after every time, but the fact that it didn’t work very well kinda killed any enthusiasm I had for any teasing I might be getting, and so we left it for the night (actually I did get some the night before which I never blogged about).

This of course, added some pressure to this morning’s session, and I’ve still not been feeling great to be honest, I’ve been feeling a bit dizzy on and off (a side effect of the antibiotics I’m taking for my tooth) and considering I’ve not cum for over three weeks my cock is nowhere near as throbbing as I would expect it to be (not so concerned about that though because it was fine before my root canal and I’m sure it’ll sort itself out soon).

Thankfully Mistress R has obviously noticed this too and she told me to start the session wearing my Oxballs Cocksling and my wrist and ankle cuffs. To be honest I was somewhat sceptical about the kind of performance I was going to be able to manage today (cock wise), but all I really cared about was making sure that Mistress R had a really nice, hard cum.

My balls felt very tight inside the Cocksling, for some reason it seemed to be gripping them harder than it was my cock, in fact I wonder if I might have had it on the wrong way round… well I don’t know, I don’t think so. In any case, when Mistress entered the bedroom she used her beautiful foot to stimulate my cock and balls as she asked me whether or not I had managed to keep my hands off of my cock this month.

To be honest, it seems so long since our last session that I’d kind of forgotten exactly how many times I’d broken the rule, but I made an educated guess at seven times (in five weeks). Mistress R made straight for the whip and the paddle and told me to lean over the bed.

Whipped Balls

I leaned over the bed as Mistress instructed and waited for the first slash of the whip. It came soon enough, but what I hadn’t anticipated was that the way I was positioned along with the way the Cocksling was pulling on my balls meant that they were proud of the backs of my legs and so the first thing I felt was an intense stinging sensation across the back of my balls! 

I jumped a little and winced out my ‘One, thank you Mistress’, before adjusting my position and pulling my balls forward by straightening my back. Thankfully that did the trick and while the next thirteen strokes stung more than enough for my liking (I know it doesn’t sound a lot, but I am not into pain at all… I just like the fact that Mistress R is dominating me), at least any further accidental ball whipping was avoided. I have caught the odd stray whip on the balls before, but it’s usually a kind of aftershock where some of the whip has spilled between my legs. That’s actually quite enjoyable, whereas this was pretty much full on ball whipping!

After this Mistress R gave me seven whacks with the paddle, the first six of which where tolerable, but the seventh stung like merry fuck. I can’t imagine how anyone takes being paddled until their ass is really red. I’d be screaming like a little bitch by then! Hahaha… The funny thing is though that the paddle  (and the whip to some extent) does sting but the sensation goes pretty quickly really, I can’t imagine how much it would take so that you couldn’t ‘sit down’ (as they say).

After this Mistress R sat on the bed in front of me and reached down to stroke my cock while she reminded me yet again that I really shouldn’t touch my cock without her permission. She reminded me that she controls my cock, my balls and my ass. When she said about my balls, she dragged her nails across them, which is quite intense when they are trapped and tight, even more so when they’ve just been whipped! Finally Mistress R eased herself back onto the bed and I was able to relax for a few seconds before she told me to start worshipping her feet.

Mistress R’s beautiful feet.

Finally, after five long weeks I got to worship Mistress R’s beautifully pedicured feet, with her beautifully painted toes. I adore Mistress R’s feet. The times over the last few weeks I’ve wanted to get on my knees and kiss them while she watches TV or reads a book, but it’s too cold at the moment, and the last thing I want to do is for her to become uncomfortable, so I wait for Summer I suppose.

As I carefully worshipped Mistress’s beautiful feet she asked me some questions about when I touched my cock without permission, I said that often it was when she had got up in the morning and I had morning wood, or after we had been cuddling at night and she had gone to sleep. Mistress R seemed satisfied that even if I was disobeying rules I was still only thinking of her when I was touching my cock (which is true). Not that that’s any excuse of course, I will try harder this month for sure.

As I continued to suck on Mistress’s gorgeous toes, she started to rub her pussy and it was very difficult to keep my eyes down and concentrate on the job at hand. She asked me if it was becoming difficult to concentrate and I told her that it was. ‘Good’, she said.

The next thing I knew she was leaning forward and offering her glass dildo to my mouth. “Get it wet for me,” she said. I removed my lips from her toes and took the dildo into my mouth, being careful to leave it nice and wet for her as ordered. I resumed worshipping Mistress’s feet and I could hear her start to rub the dildo against her pussy, before long she was telling me how good it felt having something so hard inside her, and she began musing on whether or not she would allow my cock inside her today.

What if I only ever let you taste my pussy off of my glass dildo, and never from the source?

This continued a while longer and then she leaned forward again and presented me with her dildo to clean. I took the glass cock into my mouth and tasted the beautiful taste of Mistress R’s pussy, it was so nice to taste that again. As I cleaned the dildo Mistress R said, “What if only ever let you taste my pussy off of my glass dildo, and never from the source, would you like that?”.

Well, of course not! But that is not the answer that Mistress would expect so I replied ‘Whatever pleases you Mistress’. Strangely, when she said that, that was the first time that my cock started to get hard on it’s own, without even being touched. It just shows that sex is 90% mental, so when your head isn’t in the game (like ours wasn’t on Thursday) it’s never as good.

Mistress started fucking herself with her dildo again while I continued worshipping her feet, concentration was becoming even more difficult now of course and I started to try and sneak a glance up without Mistress noticing. I couldn’t see anything unfortunately…

Shortly after, Mistress R had me clean her dildo once more and then told me to get on the bed and lie on my back. I complied immediately and she secured me at all four corners with the ties that are tied to the bed frame. Mistress R blindfolded me and then started to play with my cock, again I wish I had recorded what she said so that I could transcribe it, because it was sooooo hot. She soon straddled my face though and she was already wet when I started to lick her beautiful pussy as she ground it against my face. I love being underneath her like that, I really do. Shame I was blindfolded, but…

Mistress turned around and pushed her ass into my face as she started playing with my cock again, allowing me to breathe in the musky scent of her ass. I know better than to lick her ass without permission but she knew that being so close would just increase my want for it.
She turned around again and straddled my face, ordering me to lick her pussy. A few seconds later she moved down the bed and sank down onto my cock, riding it for maybe thirty seconds or so before getting off again. It felt so good being inside her again, it seems like forever, although it’s probably a couple of weeks or so, I’m not too sure.

Using your cock as a dildo, for my pleasure.

Mistress R continued teasing me with her fingers, her pussy and her mouth, occasionally reminding me that my cock really belonged to her now and that she was just using it like a dildo for her pleasure. I love it when she says these things. After riding my cock again she knelt at the side of me and then stroked my cock before offering her fingers one by one to my mouth to lick clean.

“You love the taste of my pussy juice don’t you… and you can probably taste your cock a little bit too can’t you?” She said.

I could indeed.

“And you love that too don’t you?”

Of course I do.

Mistress straddled my face again and then moved down the bed once more, I felt her grasp my hard cock and start rubbing it against herself.

“I'm rubbing your cock against my ass now slave,” she whispered, filling my mind with all sorts of images and thoughts that I know will never be allowed in reality.

“Now I’m rubbing it against my pussy slave, which one do you like the most?”

I could think of no sensible answer and answered that I didn’t know.

Mistress laughed and said that was a good answer, since I wouldn’t want to be forced to choose between them.

If you didn’t have the blindfold on you could see my ass.

She straddled my face once again for another licking and then I felt her turn around and mount me again, this time facing away from me. It feels really different this way, more intense and I could feel my balls starting to tighten as I neared the edge.

“If you didn’t have the blindfold on right now, you could look down and see my gorgeous ass as I ride your cock,” she said. I would loved to have seen that, it seems a long time since I was allowed that pleasure.

She dismounted again and gave my cock some more slaps (there was a lot of lovely slapping today) and a gentle one to my balls too (all that’s needed when you’re in the cocksling I can assure you), before attaching clothes pins to my nipples and inserting a dildo in my asshole. She grabbed the hairbrush off the bedside table and dragged it all over my cock, which was a lot more effective than it has been in the past I thought, probably because the cocksling was pulling skin tight, I’m not sure if I’m glad she didn’t use it on my balls or not…

Then she left me alone for a few minutes, while my cock recovered from the edge it had sustained while she rode it.

When she came back she plucked the clothes pegs off of my nipples, withdrew the dildo from my ass and released me from my restraints.

“Kneel on the bed and take your cocksling off,” she said as she added a few extra pillows to the bed and lay back on them, her silky smooth thighs spread wide presenting me with my first real view of her delicious pussy. Earlier she had been wearing a PVC skirt, but now she was completely naked except for a black bra and the key pendant that I bought for her to celebrate our first year of male chastity. She looked so amazing, I couldn’t wait to make her cum.

At her instruction I started gently kissng around her pussy and as she responded to my touch I gently licked her pussy, slowly adding one finger at a time until I had three fingers inside her. At first Mistress seemed to be responding very well but then it seemed to go a little quiet and I started to get a little worried. But fortunately it wasn’t much longer before Mistress bucked against my tongue and I felt so happy then, I absolutely hate it when Mistress doesn’t cum properly (or at all), thankfully that hardly ever happens these days.

I am going to allow you to cum, but only if you can cum by the time I count to ten.

I licked my fingers clean of Mistress’s juices, but that aside there was rather unusually little more to clean up, either on the PVC sheet or on Mistress herself, which was a tiny bit disappointing. Still, it was much more important that Mistress had a satisfying cum, that was all I wanted out of this session, anything else was a bonus.

Soon Mistress had me back on my back again and she stroked and slapped my cock until it was nice and hard (even without the Cocksling). Then she straddled me and lowered her ass to my mouth once again, in the past she has denied me the opportunity to lick her but still teased me as she stroked my cock so I still wasn’t sure that she was going to let me worship her, especially since I had confessed to seven illegal touches.

But no, this time Mistress was obviously feeling lenient (perhaps the relief of her orgasm put her in a good mood?) and she told me that she was going to allow me to lick her ass. I stuck out my tongue and started to gently lick her puckered hole as she continued stroking my cock, harder now, suggesting that she was going to let me cum, but who knows?

Before long Mistress R told me that she was going to allow me to cum, but only if I came before she counted to ten, otherwise I would have to wait a very long time. I’d love to say that it was a close run thing, but in truth, I was already holding back and Mistress R’s ‘threat’ (combined with the pleasure of rimming her ass) was making that even harder. I would love for her to play those kind of games in the future, especially if she said she would let go at ‘1’ no matter what, even if I was already cumming. So fucking hot….

I think I started to cum about ‘8’, if not before and it became extremely intense extremely quickly. I’ve read where other people have said that their first orgasm after a long wait is almost too intense to really enjoy properly and that the second one is much better, but I’ve never really experienced that for myself before. This time though, straight away I was bucking very hard, but lacked the presence of mind to just ask Mistress R to stop pumping my cock, which I know she would have done had I asked her.

Don’t misunderstand, it was still great to finally be allowed to cum, of course… but the weird thing is that, over the last year or so (and I’m sure plenty of others will back me up on this) the actual orgasm itself, long awaited and desired as it may be, isn’t really the most important thing to me any more. As much as I love to cum, I think I love to be to stroked, slapped, scratched, sucked, ridden, facefucked, teased and denied even more. If orgasm control teaches you anything it is that you should appreciate the whole experience rather than just the last five seconds, and if the last five seconds were just a little bit too intense, that certainly didn’t affect the other 59 minutes and 55 seconds.

Besides, the most important thing for me today was to make sure Mistress R came, and she did. After that I wanted to worship her ass, her pussy, her feet, all more than I wanted to cum. I love and worship  her so much that I would have willingly surrendered my orgasm to her just for the opportunity to see her laying on the bed with her gorgeous legs spread and her beautiful, wet pussy waiting for my tongue, and I got way more than that today.

Yes indeed, I am a happy subbie right now, and I can’t wait for next month’s session!!!

FEMDOM SESSION 24th March 2012

One week later than it should have been of course, but neither of us really wanted to combine it with my Father’s birthday or Mother’s day…. too much stress, so it was delayed a week – very wise! And it was supposed to occur later this afternoon, but Mistress R and I came to the conclusion that maybe earlier would be better than later, and so come 11:40am I was on my knees waiting for Mistress R to come into the bedroom, my ankle and wrist cuffs in place and the Oxballs Cocksling pulling my balls away from my body.

Mistress R opened the door and inspected me, immediately finding a piece of towel fluff between my cheeks she opened her account with nine strokes with the whip for my tardiness (I always forget how much those first few strokes sting), adding a further fifteen once she had established that I had touched my cock three times in the last five weeks (since our last session). Between several of these she paused and used her hand to stroke my ass and balls which was a very nice contrast to the stinging cat.


My punishment completed, Mistress R had me turn and face the bed and then lay on the mattress and offered  her feet to my mouth. She told me to keep my eyes only on her feet and not to try and sneak a peek at her pussy. I did as instructed, worshipping her beautiful feet as best as I possibly could, eventually I heard Mistress R’s fingers working her pussy and a small sigh escape her lips. This triggered my cock to harden, the Cocksling making it happen quicker than you’d expect given that I wasn’t being touched. She leaned forward and told me to lick her fingers clean…. 

Mmmmmmmmmmm, you can’t beat that first taste of pussy… Mistress R lay back again and told me that she’d been kind enough to trim her pussy for me, so that I could see it better, hearing that made my cock harder still, I love it when her pussy hair is really trimmed short, I just love looking at her gorgeous pussy!


Eventually Mistress was satisfied with the foot worship I had provided and she told me to get onto the bed on my back. She restrained me at all four corners using the cuffs and quickly straddled my face, allowing me to lick her for a short time before she reached for her favourite glass dildo. She pushed it deep into my mouth and told me to get it wet for her pussy. Then she slid the dildo easily inside her soaking wet pussy and started to fuck herself with the deeply-ridged, glass cock before returning it to my mouth and having me lick and suck it clean, teasing me with a scenario that always makes my cock rock hard…


“Maybe one day it’ll be a real cock, and you’ll have to suck it and tease it until it’s rock hard for my pussy. And then afterwards you’ll have to lick it clean, just like you’re cleaning this dildo… and after that you’ll have to clean me too, of whatever’s inside me….. you just love the taste of pussy don’t you?”


Mistress discarded the dildo and reached for my rock hard cock and slid her pussy down over it, telling me how lucky I was to be allowed inside her like this, and telling me how she knew how much I loved that she was using my cock just like a dildo, solely for her pleasure.


It felt so good to be inside her, but after a minute or so Mistress lifted herself off and knelt beside me. She grasped my cock and started slapping it, before slapping my balls a couple of times (quite a different experience when they are trapped in the cocksling, it made me flinch, even though I loved it really…) and then a few more slaps to my cock. It was so fucking hard. Then she straddled me again and rode my cock for a while longer before kneeling beside me again and slapping my cock some more.


Abruptly she stopped the slapping and started softly stroking, licking and sucking my aching cock, before using her nails on the length of my shaft. Then she started tugging at the Oxballs Cocksling, trying to remove it, she eventually got it off… I was glad when it was over though there was no lasting discomfort.


Usually when I have a cock ring removed it seems harder to get back to full hardness, but with the Cocksling it was no problem, just one more reason why I thoroughly recommend it.


Then Mistress pushed a dildo into my ass and then straddled me once again, pushing her gorgeous ass in my face and teasing me that even though her beautiful little asshole was right up against my mouth I wasn’t allowed to lick it until she said so… ifshe said so! My cock was absolutely throbbing now and Mistress slid down me and impaled herself on it once again and this was the first time I thought I might cum without permission if I wasn’t careful. She rode my cock to her satisfaction and then dismounted once more. Although I wanted more, in a way it was a relief that she stopped when she did because I was getting very close indeed! Having her riding me, facing away from me reminded me that it’s been at least a year since I fucked Mistress R from behind…


Mistress attached clothes pegs to my nipples and then left me to stew for ten minutes or so, telling me that when she came back I would be allowed to lick her pussy until she came. The clothes pegs were pretty painful for the first three minutes or so, but thereafter settled to more of a dull ache. When Mistress returned she plucked them off, causing another few seconds of intense pain (she always, always smiles when she does that, most disturbing – hahaha!) and then lay back on the bed and told me to worship her pussy until she came.


Her pussy looked so damned good, I love it when she lies on the bed with her gorgeous, smooth legs spread open for me… so fucking hot! Mistress R’s thighs are particularly gorgeous and I always love to kiss them before I move on to her pussy. But since Mistress R was already very turned on I didn’t want to keep her waiting too long and soon (very eagerly) got to it, absolutely loving the taste of Mistress R’s wonderful pussy. It took a little while longer than I anticipated to bring her to her climax, but since I would be happy to do that all day it was no concern of mine. When she came it seemed quite brief, but Mistress seemed satisfied and she had me lick my fingers and the PVC sheet clean of all her juices (and there was lots, yummy!).


She had me lie back on my back again and straddled me once again, pushing her ass into my face and telling me I had pleased her and as a reward I would be allowed to worship her delicious asshole. Mistress R knows only too well how much I love to do this and earlier in the session had teased me about how much time I spent thinking about doing it (probably quite a lot).
I relished the chance to taste her gorgeous ass and as I did she stroked my cock until it was throbbing hard once more. Then, she climbed off of me and told me that that was it for today. It seemed a rather abrupt ending, but when I looked at the clock I saw that we had gone well past our Femdom hour…


Of course I didn’t expect to be allowed to cum during this session, and indeed I very much doubt whether I will be allowed to cum before next month. Early in the session Mistress R remarked that we were nearly at the end of our first year in chastity, and asked me if I have any regrets. I have none at all, I still believe this was the best thing we’ve ever done. Since we started Mistress has had a 100% success rate on the orgasm front, and all my erectile problems are hopefully now a thing of the past. On top of that, I believe this has made us even closer than we were before and I just really don’t have a single bad thing to say about it. I love being under Mistress R’s control, and I absolutely adore making her cum. And now that Mistress R is well over the guilt of leaving me hanging, and we’ve moved to the point where she lets me cum less than I would perhaps choose (which is exactly how it’s supposed to be!) so I’m usually in the position of hoping to cum rather than hoping that she doesn’t let me cum (like in the very early days), it’s all working pretty damned perfectly.

FEMDOM SESSION 18th February 2012

Mistress and I are going out for a meal with friends tonight, which will no doubt conclude sometime after 2am, followed by a thirty minute drive home… so there’s no way in hell that tomorrow morning would be a good time for doing anything remotely taxing (especially for Mistress R since I don’t drink). With that in mind we decided to move our Femdom session to this morning…

After I had prepared the room, I was instructed to wait for Mistress on my knees at the foot of the bed with the Oxballs Cocksling and my ankle/wrist cuffs in place. No blindfold this time, which was unusual, although I know enough to keep my eyes down at the start of the session anyway.
Mistress question me about my ‘touching’ while she used her foot to play with my cock, and I confessed to two very minor infractions (basically just a hard squeeze, no stroking or edging) and Mistress told me she was very pleased with me but felt that I needed a few maintenance strokes with the whip anyway, just to keep me focussed. I had eleven quite stingy strokes with the whip and by the time she’d finished my erection had subsided significantly.

Mistress then moved onto the bed and had me begin worshipping her feet as she lay back using her fingers to play with her pussy. I managed to keep my eyes down for quite a while but just after I started on her second foot I sneaked a glance up which Mistress R immediately noticed and chastised me for.

“Keep your eyes and your mind on the job in hand,” she ordered.


I worshipped her beautiful feet for a good while longer before she leaned forward and allowed me to suck on her finger for a second, telling me how lucky I was to get my first taste of her beautiful pussy. It tasted lovely and she told me she knew how desperate I was to lick her pussy, and that I needn’t worry, I would definitely be doing that in the session, but that whether I got to taste her ass would depend on how much I pleased her.


I continued worshipping her second foot until she decided that she’d had enough and then had me lay down on my back on the bed. She secured my wrists and ankles and then mounted my face. As I licked her soaking wet pussy I felt my cock begin to stiffen inside the cocksling once again and then Mistress R lifted off my face and knelt beside me. She reached over and plucked the blindfold from the bedside table and quickly fitted it, but not before I had a good look at her. She was wearing a split leather skirt and a cupless leather bra and she looked magnificent.


No sooner had she done this than she was back on my face ordering me to lick her beautiful pussy. She rode back and forward on my face, my tongue sliding from her clit almost to her asshole. I love it when she does that and my cock was rock hard again now. Mistress R moved down and started to rub the head of my cock against her wet pussy lips, telling me how she could just spend the whole time rubbing ‘her’ cock against her pussy if she wanted to. She told me how she loved using my cock like a dildo, for her pleasure, and she told me she knew that I loved it too. 
Then she sank down on my cock and rode me, before lifting off and grabbing her glass dildo and pushing it into my mouth. She told me how she controlled my cock just as completely as this glass dildo and after having me get it wet for her she started fucking herself with it and then had me clean it for her.


Then she knelt beside me again and reminded me over and over how much better her touching me feels than touching myself ever could. This continued for some time, as she alternated between riding my face, my cock and slapping, whipping and stroking my cock. All the time she told me over and over how my cock was her cock and how much I loved that she controlled it. It was awesome, as the longer she went on the more I could hear she was really getting into what she was saying, I really, really wish I had a tape of what went on for those five or ten minutes, it was amazing!


Eventually Mistress R decided that that was enough and she untied me and instructed me to turn over. She had me remove the cocksling and then re-secured my wrists to the corners of the bed leaving me with my head pressed down and my ass up in the air. Mistress R lubed up a dildo and I soon felt it pressed into my ass. Then she used a vibrator on my balls for a short while before pulling out and re-inserting the dildo. She then left it inside me while she fitted the strap-on.


As I heard her adjusting the straps she said what a pity it was that I couldn’t see her with her ‘cock’ in place, but that I might be allowed to see it soon. Then she pulled the dildo out of my ass and got on the bed behind me. Within a few seconds the strap-on was inside me and Mistress R started gently fucking my ass. It felt great, my only concern (as usual) was that the pressure on my prostate might make me cum, but that’s a bit unlikely since as far as I know it takes over ten minutes of prostate massage to achieve this.


Slightly disappointingly, Mistress R fucked me for what seemed like only a minute or so and then pulled out. She untied me once more and then turned me over and secured me at all four corners once more before kneeling beside me and pulling my blindfold off. Now I could see her and she looked amazing. Her skirt had been discarded and Mistress R was just wearing the leather cupless bra and the strap-on and she looked hot, hot, hot!


She straddled me again and pressed the strap-on into my mouth, it tasted mildly of the recently discarded condom, but it was so hot sucking her ‘cock’ and looking up at her as she played with her gorgeous breasts (I must admit I still slightly prefer sucking her strap-on on my knees though).
After this Mistress discarded the strap-on and attached clothes pegs to my nipples before teasing me by standing at the side of the bed and running her hands over her body. As I gazed longingly at her my hard cock twitched which made Mistress R smile, and then she left me alone for a few minutes, but not before promising that when she came back I would be allowed to worship her pussy and make her cum.


When Mistress returned she removed the clothes pegs and untied me and had me kneel at the end of the bed while she lay back in front of me on some pillows. She looked absolutely gorgeous, her legs spread to reveal her beautiful pussy which she idly stroked as she told me what she wanted me to do.


I sank down between her silky smooth thighs (so fucking hot!) and gently started to kiss her pussy. It was immediately obvious that Mistress R was really, really turned on and her slick pussy tasted absolutely wonderful. God I love eating pussy more than anything, it is so fucking wonderful to be so close to Mistress R and bring her such pleasure with my tongue. A while later Mistress R came hard, a real humdinger it was and no mistake, I was so happy right then I can’t even tell you.


As soon as she had recovered Mistress R stood on the bed and had me lick all the pussy juice off her body and then off my fingers and the black PVC sheet. I swallowed it all greedily, I can never get enough of her taste, I just love it.


Finally she had me lie on my back and started stroking my cock again, telling me she wanted it rock hard. As she did so she pushed her ass against my face but told me not to use my tongue until she told me I could. My cock was rock hard now and she pushed her ass in my face again and told me that I was allowed to tongue her ass. I stuck out my tongue and gently licked around Mistress’s gorgeous asshole and as I did I felt my balls start to churn. Fortunately Mistress R lifted off, though she continued jerking my cock fairly hard and told me that since I had pleased her so well in the session she was going to allow me to cum now. She sink back down onto my tongue and her hand stepped it up slightly as I started to tongue her ass. It was so hot doing that as she jerked my cock and then she told me that I had to cum before she counted down from ten. I think I started cumming at eight, but Mistress continued counting down as she drained me completely.


When I opened my eyes I saw Mistress rubbing her cum covered fingers on her left breast before offering it to my mouth, which was lovely if not quite the same as shooting my cum on them ‘properly’. After that she had me lick her fingers clean, it seems like ages since I did that, it must be several months I’m sure.


Afterwards as we cuddled on the bed Mistress and I clarified the position on what I am and am not allowed to do as far as initiating things with her. At first she couldn’t quite see my point but after I explained myself better she saw what the problem was and the simple answer was ‘if I’m not sure then I should ask’. Dunno quite why I didn’t think of that myself, but there you go!

FEMDOM SESSION 22nd January 2012

Six long weeks, that’s how long it’s been since our last Femdom session. But today, finally, it happened, and was it ever worth the wait!

As per almost usual it seems these days, right before the session I felt a little unwell, actually I had a huge throbbing… headache. I rarely get headaches, so for one to strike right before our long delayed session is just typical. I took two painkillers and as usual, as soon as the session started I forgot all about it.

Mistress R had instructed me to wait on my knees for her, with my blindfold, wrist and ankle cuffs and the Oxballs Cocksling all in place. She entered the room and greeted me, her foot rubbing against my captured  balls right from the start.

“So,” she said. “I understand that you have no transgressions to confess this time, is that correct?”

I confirmed that to be true and she told me that she was very happy with me, but added that she still thought I needed a few slaps to ‘remind’ me who was in control. She told me to move onto all fours and as I did so she collected her whip from one of the bedside tables.

I received eleven strokes, each of which I counted and thanked her for as I know she likes me to do. By the fourth stroke my cock was hard, rather unusual since normally whipping has the opposite effect on me. Upon completion Mistress R had me kneel up again and she bent down to tease my cock with her nails. Trapped inside the Oxballs Cocksling my cock was absolutely rigid as Mistress leaned close to my ear and whispered again that she was very pleased with me for keeping my hands off my cock.

“It isn’t even really your cock any more though is it?” She said. “Who does your cock belong to slave?”

“You Mistress.”

“And your balls?”

“You Mistress.”

“And your ass?”

“You Mistress.”

“And your mouth?”

“You Mistress.”

“Good, now turn and face the bed.”

I turned to face the bed as Mistress climbed onto it and after a few seconds I felt her foot against my chest. She ordered me to worship her foot and I was more than happy to oblige. I have been waiting to properly worship her feet for six long weeks and I loved every last second of it. Mistress R has the most beautiful feet I only wish I could have seen them as well as taste them, but the blindfold was to remain in place. I love worshipping her feet, but I particularly love sucking her toes, especially her big toes, I love swirling my tongue around them as I suck them, it’s so damn hot...

When Mistress R was satisfied that both her feet had been suitably worshipped, she ordered me on to the bed and restrained me, spread-eagled on my back. Immediately she straddled my face and told me to lick her pussy and my cock which had deflated a little in the meantime was rock-hard once again. I adore licking Mistress’s pussy and I truly love having her sitting on my face.
She rose up off of my face and told me to beg her to take my blindfold off so that I could see her. I did as she asked and she told me to close my eyes. She removed the blindfold and told me I could open my eyes. My cock pulsed as I looked up at her, she was wearing my favourite of her Femdom outfits a black PVC zip-up top with open cups and straps around her breasts, she looked AMAZING

Mistress R reached over to the bedside table and grabbed her favourite glass dildo. She told me to suck it and get it wet for her, because it was going where I wanted to go. I dutifully sucked her glass cock for her and then she told me to watch as she fucked herself with it (like I was going to look anywhere else?). The dildo made a wonderful noise as she slid it in and out of her wet pussy and soon it was back in my mouth and I was cleaning it up for her, only for her to stuff it right back into her glistening hole.

I could feel myself moving my hips, wanting to be inside of her, desperately wanting to feel her gorgeous pussy wrapped around my cock, enclosing it in her warmth… so frustrating. She put the dildo down and straddled my face again, moving back and forth as I held my tongue out, dragging herself almost to the point where my tongue would graze her asshole, but never quite far enough. She knows all about my lust for her ass and soon she had turned around on me, pushing her ass into my face, right up against my nose so that I could smell her ass as she played with my cock.
“No licking until I give you permission, remember!”

I didn’t need to be told, but I loved the way she said it. I love when she talks to me like that, I love how confident she always is in our sessions, it so hot!

She moved off me again and turned round finally lowering herself onto my aching cock. She smiled at me as she sank right down on my cock, it felt heavenly and we both groaned softly as we enjoyed the ultimate feeling of closeness. She got off and back on my cock a couple more times in the next few minutes, and then knelt beside me stroking my cock, all the time reminding me that she was in control of my cock and that she can make me wait as long as it pleases her to let me cum.

“You love that I control your cock don’t you?”

I confirmed that I did love it and then she said that she thought it was time I had something up my ass.

She took the regular dildo from the bedside table and squirted lube on my ass, but not before commenting on how I was lifting up off the bed, obviously eager for it. She slowly slid the dildo inside me, it felt great, and told me to put my legs down and make sure I ‘kept it inside’.

At this point she decided to remove the Cocksling, not the easiest of tasks it seems, but I enjoyed the way she tugged roughly at my balls in the process of getting it off. She got off the bed and moved around to the other side where the clothes pegs were, but first she picked something else up and then I felt her smear toothpaste all over the head of my cock. Then came the clothes pegs, one on each nipple as normal, and then she left me alone.

She returned about five minutes later and smiled at me as she came back in the room. She told me to lift up my legs so that she could remove the dildo, which I had completely forgotten about as it happens! It came out so smooth and easy and felt so comfortable that I really, really hoped she might decide to use her strap-on me today, but it was not to be. I toyed with the idea of asking her if she would please fuck me, but decided that it wasn’t a good idea.

Besides, after she had wiped the toothpaste off my cock and removed the clothes pegs she told me that now she was ready to let me make her cum. Yes! She untied me from the bed and told me to kneel up at the end of the bed. She placed another pillow on the bed and then stood on the bed in front of me. She pulled my head into her pussy and I licked her a couple of times, savouring her beautiful taste and scent before she moved down onto the bed and lay back in front of me, she had removed the PVC skirt that she had been wearing before and she looked just gorgeous.

Her toes teased my cock for a couple of seconds as she told me that now she wanted to cum.

“I’m sure I don’t need to tell you to do your best, because I know you will.”

I moved between her legs and started gently licking her beautiful pussy, savouring every second of being there. I love doing this so much, I am a total pussy fanatic.

Gradually I added one finger, then two, then (just) three, before massaging Mistress R’s G-spot and working her clit with my tongue. I was rewarded with a nice orgasm for Mistress R, although the usual copious amounts of pussy juice were noticeable only by their absence. Nevertheless I greedily licked the sheet and Mistress R clean before she had me over on my back again and secured once more.

She rubbed my cock against her nipples and then straddled my face until I was fully hard once again and then sank down one more time on my cock, smiling down at me as I watched her through half-closed eyes.

She lifted off me and turned around, stroking my hard, slippery cock as I stared up at her gorgeous ass and stretched pussy. She sank down on my face and then pushed her ass into my face again and told me that now I was allowed to lick her asshole. I didn’t hesitate for a second and soon felt the tip of my tongue pressed against her puckered hole. Mistress R started pushing back against my tongue as she stroked me, that was incredibly hot to feel her fucking her ass with my tongue, really quite something! She allowed me to continue worshipping her beautiful asshole a little while longer and then lifted herself away again and knelt beside me.

It being only a week since I came, I didn’t anticipate being (or really want to be) allowed to cum today. As she stroked and teased my cock though I began to wonder if perhaps, maybe, possibly she might be planning to ruin an orgasm today, not least because earlier she had said something about ‘stopping right at the last moment’…

But no, instead she told me again how happy she was that I had managed to keep my hands off my cock and also that I hadn’t used any of my ‘three chances’. She reminded me that I could still use them, although she preferred it if I didn’t, but then she reminded me that she could take them away at any time she pleased. She continued, saying that she wasn’t going to do that… yet, but that instead of three chances between orgasms she was reducing it to two.

I wasn’t expecting that!

She started to pump my cock harder and faster but just as I was starting to get close to being close she slowed down again and told me that she wasn’t going to let me cum today. She stroked me and teased me a little more as I pumped my hips in frustration, and then she told me that the session was over.

After the session we lay together for a while, holding each other close. I felt completely content, like I only ever do after making her cum, and completely subbed out like I only ever do after our Femdom sessions. But even as we lay there in utter bliss my mind was already moving forward, anticipating a couple of days hence, longing to be back between Mistress R’s beautiful thighs, kissing and licking her sweet pussy and feeling her cum against my tongue. As far as pussy worship goes I really am insatiable, no wonder I get grumpy if I have to wait more than two days. If only Mistress R was a little more demanding… ah well, what’s a complete pussy-slut to do?