Thursday, 6 August 2026

The One and Only Silver Lining of this Bloody Weather!

As much as Mistress and I detest the summer heat and we really do detest it (not least because we've been sleeping in separate beds for weeks now, which increases the chance of a good night's sleep but also takes away any chance of late night teasing 😭), if there's one positive, one silver lining I can point to then it's the enormous amount of time I've been able to spend with Mistress's beautiful naked feet in my lap. 

Evening after evening after evening I've spent gently rubbing those insanely sexy feet and it doesn't seem to matter how long this goes on the effect just doesn't seem to wear off. I still feel completely intoxicated by them and I spent a wonderful 90m last night loving every second. I'm sure this isn't normal, but honestly I don't really care.

I know Mistress has noticed the surprising effect her feet have on me. Several times she's commented on something on the TV and realised that I haven't really been paying attention because my mind is focused on her silky instep or her pretty toes. One time she even took her feet away so that I would pay attention to what we were supposed to be watching. She really did! 

Absolute perfection!

And you know, just writing this and thinking about her beautiful, petite feet (UK 4) now is making me feel light headed. What the hell is wrong with me? I'm thankful I have this place to share my weirdness, cos I know you guys won't judge me like 'normal' people would. Sigh... 

Speaking of my foot fetish, I reread my story 'Selection Day' the other day and really enjoyed it. I'm very pleased with that one and would like to continue it. This is something I said to Mistress the other day, I need to stop focusing on new stories and continue ones that I've already started so that I don't end up writing more 'first chapters'. Obviously some ideas need a stand alone story, but there are so many already that could be continued, not least 'Girls Talk' which is screaming to be expanded.

Perhaps my writing switch hasn't turned itself just yet as after a couple of days respite following the completion of 'How to Break Your Man' my brain seems to be buzzing with filth again... and I was driving around this morning formulating dialogue for 'Selection Day Part 2', I think that may have to be written very soon! 

Literotica have now published the first four chapters of 'H.T.B.Y.M.' and so far the reaction has been good. I did notice that this morning that Part 4 had just been published and had received one vote (1/5) which is a bit uncalled for. I don't think I've ever given a story a 1/5, it would have to be tremendously bad and poorly written for me to do that, but okay, never mind.. it's up to 4.36/5 now, with 25 votes from 1100 views. 

The other three parts are all sitting way over the 4.5 score necessary to get a 'HOT' badge, and there's also been several nice comments. Actually there hasn't been a single negative comment yet although this one from 'Buster2U' (a regular commenter) is a little confusing...

"10 Big Blazing Stars for this author, Robert, for writing this excellent story. Why would ANY man want to be hurt and humiliated like this??? I only know that when wife #4 was fucking every BBC she could find in San Jose, it hurt me so bad that I hated myself. I wasn't good enough to keep her happy. But is that the way it always works??? This poor guy needs to snap out of his suicidal state before it is too late. Great writing. Thanks, Buster2U"

But that's not unusual, Buster2Us comments are often a little hard to fathom!

One commenter said they really wanted to see the videos I described in the story, and it occurred to me that maybe people don't realise that these are actually real videos. Perhaps they will later because I name more specific film studios (Femdom Empire) and actresses, but the first three videos are more obscure.

I don't want to link to them here, because that's a sure fire way to incur the wrath of the Blogger bots, so I will just say if you want to find them, it's not that difficult, just Google the name of the video (in the story) with the author 'SubNation' and also 'Hypnotube' (the site where they are primarily located, though I'm sure they are probably available elsewhere too).

Watch at your own risk! You don't want to end up like Rick. Or maybe you do....?

Tuesday, 4 August 2026

A Productive Talk and a Punishment...

Last night Mistress and I had a really productive conversation about my story 'How to Break Your Man'. You see on Sunday, after she'd read it she said it made her feel uncomfortable and yesterday she explained that the reason she felt so weird about it was because it wasn't some random story off the internet, it was something that I had written, so it was more 'personal' (not least because I posted the other day that I thought Rick was an exaggerated version of me, with a Mistress he wanted to be less 'playful' and more 'strict' and 'mean').

Now that she has explained that to me I can see why it affected her the way it did and I will bear that in mind if I write any more stories like that in future. Not that I am going to censor what I write, but I will be more mindful of how it might make Mistress feel if I do.

I guess the problem with the story as it relates to us is that it is kind of a hybrid between our reality and complete fantasy (albeit more on the fantasy side really), but it's not at all clear where one starts and one ends. So Mistress obviously reading that would perhaps pick up on something that she thinks I want in our relationship but there are things written in there that are really just for the sake of the story.

For example, where Amy calls her husband 'bitch' fairly often, Mistress didn't like that very much, because to her it's too 'abusive' (which is fair enough). I explained to her the reason for that was that I didn't want to write another story where it's 'Mistress' and 'slave' because I've done that so many times. So I changed 'Mistress' to 'Miss' and then I was thinking what can she call him. So I chose 'bitch' because it gives the story a bit more edge (which I was really trying to push this time), but I was careful not to overuse it, since it has more impact if it's used sparingly. Like some other things in the story, this is something that wouldn't 'bother' me if Mistress did it in real life, but it's not something I particularly 'want' either. I don't really know if it would turn me on in the heat of the moment because it would depend how it was used, but I don't think I would particularly object to it either. 

The other thing that bothered her was Rick's distress when Amy was off with her lovers, which is understandable. I explained to her that 'cuck angst' is a fairly integral part of that lifestyle, but since she doesn't read that kind of story or know too much about that she didn't appreciate that was the case. And once I'd explained it she seemed to brighten a bit. So, as ever, communication is the key. 

Thinking about it, from my perspective (apart from the cuckolding, obviously) I don't think there's anything in the story I would really object to in real life (bearing in mind that things are 'exaggerated' for the sake of story telling), otherwise I wouldn't have written it. Actually I don't need to hear that my cock's too small... (I already know that 😭) and I might bail out if the ball kicking got too intense (or not, maybe we find out someday - note I gave Rick a safeword for this part!) but apart from that I'm struggling to think of anything else in the story where I'd be squealing 'hold on there one second Missy!' 

Of course, it's possible I've forgotten something, but I don't think so. And I'm quite happy for her to 'tease' me about anything, including cuckolding, cleaning her / someone else (which she sometimes does already, usually in our sessions), that she doesn't allow me inside her anymore, never letting me cum properly again or pretty much anything else she wants to. Even things we both know she would never actually do. 

I suppose the problem is that there are things in there that I know Mistress doesn't like (for example the last sentence - don't want to spoil it for you), but which I wanted in the story. So it really depends on what she's comfortable with, all I can really do is kind of lay out a bunch of things and say any of this is okay, if you want to explore it great, if not that's also fine. Honestly I feel extremely lucky to have a Mistress who is willing to do this with me and I definitely don't resent her for having limits that she doesn't feel comfortable exceeding.

Sure sometimes it can be frustrating if things seem to be progressing way too slowly (or not at all), and we've discussed that in the past (Mistress astutely noted a long time ago that our lifestyle needs some kind of progression to stay exciting). But if Mistress has said that something is a 100% no-go then that's completely okay. Ultimately my goal in all this is to make her feel adored, worshipped and powerful, not uncomfortable and unhappy. But at the same time sometimes progress requires an element of initial discomfort.

Yesterday, before our talk I felt quite... down on my story. Wishing I hadn't written it because it obviously bothered Mistress, and wishing I'd kept the weird shit in my head in my head. But if I'd written another 'tepid' Femdom story, Mistress would have read it, corrected it and nothing would have changed. We wouldn't have talked last night and come out of it feeling better and feeling like we have some fresh impetus.

*****

Last night, I had a confession to make because I touched my cock on Friday morning. Mistress entered the bedroom with a no nonsense attitude and soon had me on my hands and knees on the bed. She picked up the whip and gave me five strokes with that and then six with the red side of the paddle, followed by eight with the black side. The difference from last time wasn't the number of strokes so much as the intensity. The black ones stung and I flinched each time. But I loved that it hurt, I don't want her to go soft on me. It's supposed to be a deterrent after all. And I'll tell you what, it didn't hurt as much as that fucking clothes peg did on my nipple during the last session, that was fucking nasty!

After 19 strokes Mistress asked me if that was enough to remember in future, well of course I said yes (I'm not stupid!), although of course I'm not entirely sure it will be. Later Mistress said she had intended to give me more but she was a little concerned that it was hurting me too much and my ass was starting to get a little red. But once I reassured her she said that next time she will stick to the number she had in mind in the first place and she also said that if I don't keep my hands off my cock my next punishment will be much worse. 

I can't tell you how much I LOVED hearing her say that.

After the shit show of last week, with the heat and me cutting my cock while manscaping it never occured to me that Mistress might not unlock me last night after I made her cum. That she very firmly said 'No' made me SO happy, not because I didn't want her to tease me (of course), but because it showed that she didn't feel obliged to 'unlock' me simply because I'd been out of action for a while. That really felt like progress.

As we cuddled and I kissed her neck, Mistress pressed her thigh against my cock and balls which felt really good and eventually she used her foot to play with me a little bit, teasing me about how much I love her feet and how much my cock loves her feet (we both adore her feet beyond all reason). It was really hot. But then she told me I was 'locked up properly', no stroking, no edging... it was wonderful.

I do hope over time that Mistress gradually feels as comfortable with these new possibilities as she does with not allowing me to see her gorgeous breasts that often now. Probably 70-80% of the time we are in bed (not sleeping) she wears a bra and I have to ask for her to remove it and then ask again to be allowed to touch if I want to (understanding that I'm not allowed to ask too often). I'm sure she's noticed how effective that is and how appreciative I am when she does allow me. I don't want to give her ideas... but we do have a very effective blindfold. 

Okay maybe I do want to give her ideas... 🤣

But seriously, what I want more than anything is for Mistress to feel like a Queen. I want her to feel completely worshipped and adored and I want her to feel that she can do whatever she wants to do without feeling obliged to do anything and free to explore her mean side completely free of guilt. If she wants to barely touch my cock for three months and then kick my balls until I ruin then I will be grateful for it and obediently lick my cum off her beautiful feet. 

She probably doesn't believe that, but it's true. The hard part is convincing her, but I will keep trying.

*****

Literotica has scheduled my new story over the next few days, which is fair enough otherwise it will clog up the 'new stories' page. So far there's just the first chapter, which is currently scoring 4.8/5 having 66 votes and 3.6k views. That's a good start, unfortunately there's no comments as yet, but I'm sure they will come in the later chapters (when it gets a bit cucky!).

Oh, and my latest tease for Milovana 'Katie's Hardcore Edging Trainer' did end up winning the 'Tease of the Month' for June, that's my sixth winner now. It was a close fight though, I think I had 17 votes and the second place one had 15, and at one point I was 3 votes down. 

Monday, 3 August 2026

New Story is Up!

As you can see I have just posted my new story 'How to Break Your Man', It is, by some margin, the longest story I have ever written (49100 words, spread over twelve chapters) and I hope you enjoy reading it. Mistress was extremely helpful with proofreading it all, but she didn't like all of it, which is what I feared (and posted here several times if you remember).

It seems I am stuck between a rock and hard place really. I didn't see any point writing another 'tepid' femdom/cuckold story so I tried to push it harder and Mistress didn't like it. But there's no point my writing stories that I don't want her to read because part of the idea of writing stories at all is that it's a way to share 'fantasies' with her, bring new ideas and hopefully prompt 'growth' within our own relationship.

Not that I'm expecting her to go to these extremes of course, but I figured that if Mistress saw that she could be a LOT meaner to me then it might inspire her to be a little meaner. 

So now, I don't really know what to do, but I don't think there will be any more of these kind of stories for a while. I feel fairly drained with it anyway, and I can tell my 'writing switch' has flicked off again. Which is fine. Maybe I will write some different kinds of stories and leave the Femdom / Cuckold / Chastity genre alone for a bit. 

Let me know what you think anyway.


How to Break Your Man - Part 1 (Written July 2026)

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How to Break Your Man - Part 2 (Written July 2026)

HOW TO BREAK YOUR MAN – Part 2

After Rick left to go back home and get ready for work, Amy tried to put the events of the previous night out of her mind, but it was not easy. She had a lot on her plate today and the last thing she needed was the constant distraction of the video and the memory of Rick submissively licking her ‘used’ pussy…

As she took the lift down to the breakfast room the images from the video played in her mind and she wondered how soon she could get back to the room and masturbate to it yet again. She really couldn’t understand why the video had such an effect on her, it was like as soon as she finished watching it she craved seeing it all over again.

The lift reached the ground floor and Amy told herself to knock it off. While she wasn’t technically ‘at work’ just yet, she was around people who mattered and she had to look professional and capable. After all, anyone could sit next to her at breakfast.

Amy selected a few items from the buffet and sat on a table for four. She looked back over at the buffet and the croissants she had left behind, and when she turned back a figure towered over her.

“Is it okay if I sit with you?”

Amy eyes trailed up from Matthew’s stomach, over his broad chest and up to his handsome, smiling face. 

“Yes…. yes, of course,” she said, smiling back at him as he pulled out the chair opposite and set down his plate of eggs and bacon.

Amy did not think once about Rick, or the video until breakfast was over.

*****

After breakfast Amy rushed back to her room and brought herself to another orgasm. She was so fucking horny since she started watching that video, it was ridiculous… and Matthew wasn’t helping either. He was kind of flirting with her at the breakfast table, but very subtly… or maybe it was all in her head. She really didn’t know any more… maybe she was just too horny to think straight.

She checked her reflection, a little flushed perhaps but not too obvious… and made her way back to the lift. 

She didn’t hear from Rick all day, but in a way she was pleased because it meant she could concentrate on doing her job properly. Then just after five she got a new message.

RICK: Hi Miss Amy…. Hope you have had a good day. I’ve attached another couple of videos for you to watch tonight. I hope you enjoy them.

Amy quickly responded.

AMY: Hi. Not a bad day really… last night was something else, how are you feeling now?

RICK: Confused.

AMY: Okay. Strangely, I’m not. In fact I feel very sure… about EVERYTHING. Speak later. Love you.

RICK: Love you 2. XXX

That wasn’t quite true, Amy wasn’t at all ‘sure about EVERYTHING’, but she wanted Rick to think she was. Eventually she would work everything out in her head, and then she would tell Rick how it was going to be. In the meantime, let him sweat.

*****

How to Break Your Man - Part 3 (Written July 2026)

 HOW TO BREAK YOUR MAN – Part 3

By Friday afternoon Amy was home. Rick greeted her warmly when she arrived, but even as they hugged in the hallway she made it crystal clear that she was not yet ready to talk about what happened during the week. She said she was very tired and that she just wanted to have a normal night at home, the two of them with a takeaway and the TV. There would be plenty of time to talk later.

Rick breathed a sigh of relief. While he was excited to talk about what had happened, he was also incredibly nervous about where this was going and what Amy might say to him. Honestly, he was still quite terrified that she might just turn around and say she couldn’t deal with his shit and that she wanted out. 

To be honest, he wouldn’t have blamed her. Not many women would react positively to being sent a video like that, he thought. He just hoped they could find a place where they were both comfortable, but he knew he had to give Amy the power to decide what she wanted first and foremost. The fact that she had told him she had gone down to the bar in the hotel and a guy hit on her straight away really put him on the back foot… I mean, of course a guy hit on her, she was hot and he was alone in a hotel. Durr. 

Even so, from Rick’s perspective things were moving a lot faster than he thought they might, especially considering he didn’t even know if things would move at all. Monday seemed like a long time ago and Amy a different woman compared to the start of the week. Rick loved this new, confident Amy, but it also worried him a fair bit too. 

He figured he would just have to see how things played out and hope for the best.

Rick had to work on Saturday so Amy was left alone to catch up on the things she didn’t have time to do during the week. Amy toyed with the idea of asking Rick to take her out on Saturday night, somewhere nice where she could flirt with men while Rick sat alone at the bar perhaps… but in the end she just didn’t have the energy, and now she was finally home the thought of going out again didn’t really fill her with enthusiasm.

As she attended to various tedious jobs throughout the day, she thought about what she was going to say to Rick tomorrow. Because tomorrow was the day she planned to lay it on the line for him, not that he needed to know that yet. Better he didn’t in fact… keep him off balance.

Saturday night was another quiet one and Amy was in bed asleep by 10PM. In the morning she woke up early and decided to go for a run. When she came back she wrote a note for Rick and left it on the kitchen worktop next to a butt plug, a tube of lube and a pair of her old panties, then headed for the shower.

‘Good morning bitch,’ the note began. ‘As you can see, I’ve left you some items which I want you to wear today. Meet me in the lounge at 11AM. Don’t be late. Don’t disappoint me.’

Rick passed the bathroom on the way down and looked in through the partly open door, sneaking a peek at his gorgeous wife’s wet, naked body in the mirror. He padded down the stairs, into the kitchen and noticed the note and the other items immediately. A wave of excitement and trepidation washing over him as he noticed that she had referred to him simply as ‘bitch’.

He checked the time, it was 9:55 so he had some time to get ready. He figured he wanted to make a good impression so he blew off breakfast and rushed back to the bedroom to use the shower in the en suite. He also shaved and sprayed himself with Amy’s favourite fragrance, which she had insisted on choosing for him on the grounds that ‘she’ was the one who had to smell it (strangely this logic didn’t work in reverse for some reason), before lubing up his ass and pushing the butt plug inside. Then he picked up the panties she had left. He held them to his nose and was disappointed to find that they were clean. He thought he made it clear that he didn’t want to do this, but she said ‘Don’t disappoint me’ so he felt like he didn’t really have a choice.

He slid the panties up his legs and stretched them until they covered his cock and balls. He felt ridiculous and embarrassed, but he presumed that was the idea. 

How to Break Your Man - Part 4 (Written July 2026)

HOW TO BREAK YOUR MAN – Part 4

Something changed in Amy after that night, she was no longer doing this just for Rick, now she was doing it for herself too. But she still loved Rick and was still very nervous that this could all go horribly wrong. For several weeks they continued on as they were, the chastity cage eventually arrived and after some difficulties with fitting Rick eventually got used to it and could wear it for several days at a time. Amy was patient but firm with him, understanding that a chastity cage takes some getting used to, but at the same time not letting him get away with anything.

About ten weeks after the night Rick admitted he wanted her to cuckold him, Amy finally decided she needed to act. However, she was still very worried about taking such a huge step and she wondered if there was some way she could test Rick again to really set her mind at ease. 

An opportunity arose when some of the girls from the office asked her to go on a hen night, which would include visiting several seedy bars and potentially a strip club. Amy milked every bit of value she could out of this, constantly teasing Rick about the upcoming ‘night out’ and what it could mean; describing in detail to him how her pussy would look after a ‘nice big cock’ had fucked it and left it full of cum for him to clean up.

Rick seemed nervous but excited at the prospect of Amy taking another man’s cock inside her, but she still needed something to stave off her own anxieties. But what? How could she ‘fake’ cheating on him so that he believed she had, before she did it for real?

She wracked her brain trying to think of something until eventually, on the eve of the hen party inspiration finally struck.

“Don’t forget to get some condoms,” Anna said as she walked past her in the office. 

“What?” frowned Amy, suddenly feeling very self-conscious. She hadn’t told anyone about what was going on with her and Rick and she had no intention of becoming Martina’s understudy.

“For tomorrow,” Anna continued. “For Maggie’s dress.”

“Oh…. Gotcha!”

Amy heaved a sigh of relief and let out a small chuckle as she imagined Maggie walking down the high street with dozens of rubbers pinned to her clothes. 

But as she travelled home she suddenly broke into a broad smile.

“Yes, condoms. Of course!”

Amy pulled off at the next junction and headed for the supermarket to buy supplies.

*****

How to Break Your Man - Part 5 (Written July 2026)

 HOW TO BREAK YOUR MAN – Part 5

A few days later, Rick was working late and Amy received a message from him that contained a link to another video. Amy was at a loose end and a little bored, as it happened she’d been on the verge of calling Dean to see if he wanted to meet up for a quick fuck. But she decided to watch the video instead.

The title was ‘BBC Cuckold Propaganda’.

She clicked on it and the video started. It wasn’t like the other videos Rick had sent her, it wasn’t punctuated with text but now and again a pretty blond girl spoke to the camera. The first half of the video was simply white girls getting fucked hard by the biggest dicks Amy had ever seen. Huge black cocks that made Rick’s and Dean’s look completely inadequate.

As she watched, Amy’s hand slipped down inside her joggers and she started to play with her pussy. Soon she pushed them down and got comfortable, half lying on the sofa with one foot on the floor, the other on the cushion, her knee bent upwards.

Her breathing changed as she watched endless white girls’ mouths and pussies being stretched, while dominant black men slapped their asses and sometimes even their faces as they struggled to take their girth. It was hot, but Amy wasn’t stupid… it didn’t take long for her to twig that basically all these women were getting nailed by the same three exceptionally well-hung guys. 

About half way through the video changed in tone, it was no longer about huge, dominant black men fucking white pussies and filling them with cum. Now it was white women beckoning their ‘husbands’ to them, opening their legs and pushing the men’s heads down between their thighs. In one scene a white guy lay on the floor while a woman stood over him, cum dripping freely out of her pussy and into his mouth.  

When the video ended Amy restarted it and came as she watched a woman with a decidedly 1950s aesthetic sitting on her partners chest while sucking a huge black cock and drooling spit into the guy beneath her’s mouth.

As soon as she started to cum the image of Matthew fucking her and holding her legs back to her chest as he pounded her pussy returned. As before, he pulled out and jerked off on her pussy then moved out of the way to let Rick do his duty.  

When Rick came home Amy told him she watched the video. He seemed slightly embarrassed about it, but brightened somewhat when she told him she came while watching it.

“It was hot,” she said. “I’m not against the idea of fucking black men…” she smiled, “…especially if they’re hung like that, but I’m quite happy with white guys too. Especially if they make me cum.”

Amy cast a disparaging glance at Rick’s groin, there was no need for her to spell out what she meant.

How to Break Your Man - Part 6 (Written July 2026)

 HOW TO BREAK YOUR MAN – Part 6

“Is it in?” asked Amy.

“Yes,” said Rick, resisting the temptation to make a joke.

“How does it feel?”

“Tight, but okay. I feel like I’m walking a bit funny though.”

Amy laughed and kissed her husband.

“Mmm, well I’m sure it will be worth it.”

The doorbell rang loudly and interrupted their tender moment. Amy quickly fondled Rick’s cage through his trousers and said “Who knows, maybe this will come off later… or not, we’ll see.”

Rick groaned as his wife headed to the front door. 

“Hi Anna, come in.”

Suddenly Rick could smell burning and he dashed back into the kitchen to save a saucepan that was boiling over.

Anna crossed the threshold and the two women shared a brief hug and a kiss on the cheek before Amy led her into the lounge.

Amy sat in her usual place on the sofa, while Anna sat in the armchair at right angles to her.

“How’s Rick?” Anna asked politely.

“Oh he’s okay, he’s doing some cooking at the moment. I think something has just gone a bit awry though, haha. Would you like something to eat?”

“Oh no, just Coke please, haha… I ate too much at lunch and I’m not remotely hungry.” 

“Of course, let me just go and get you one.”

Amy returned with a glass of wine for herself and a freshly poured glass of Coke for Anna and set them down on the coffee table between them.

“So tell me about your new job,” began Amy. “It all sounds very exciting…”

*****

How to Break Your Man - Part 7 (Written July 2026)

HOW TO BREAK YOUR MAN – Part 7

Over the coming weeks and despite her constantly badgering him about wanting him to stay over with her, Amy continued to visit Dean at his place. Of course it was ‘simpler’ that way but it wasn’t getting them any closer to where she wanted them to be; together, in her bed with Rick close by. Eventually he caved and spent a few nights there, on the understanding that Rick stayed in the spare room. Amy agreed because this at least was ‘progress’.

Once he got comfortable with being there and interacting a little with Rick, Amy resumed her push for more. It wasn’t easy, but she eventually persuaded Dean to let her husband watch them fuck. After weeks of fruitless begging, she finally decided to go all out and offer him her ass as bait. Dean had often suggested anal, but Amy had always resisted, not because she herself was hesitant about it, but because she knew one day she might want to use it as a bargaining chip.

Dean was conflicted, but his lust for her ass eventually won out and as he pumped her tight hole full of cum she could think of nothing but Rick kneeling in the corner watching them and waiting to be called on to clean her. Whether it would be her pussy or her ass he would be cleaning was something she hadn’t yet decided.

*****

Despite giving up her ass, Dean was still a little reluctant to follow through on his side of the bargain. This annoyed Amy quite a bit, and she told him in no uncertain terms that unless he kept his word he could kiss goodbye to ever feeling her ass wrapped around his cock again.

Then one night, Amy was on her knees sucking Dean’s thick cock while he lay back on the sofa. She waited until he started to cum and then let go of his cock, stood up and walked out of the room without saying a word. 

Dean had his eyes closed and didn’t realise what was happening at first. He opened them to see Amy wandering off and he quickly grabbed his cock and finished himself off, then sat on the sofa wondering what the hell just happened. 

After a minute or so Amy came back into the room and glared at him, she was slowly coming to realise that Dean was no ‘bull’.

“What… was that?” asked Dean.

Amy continued to glare at him.

“It’s frustrating isn’t it… when people don’t finish things they start, or follow through on promises they made.”

“Oh… fuck,” whispered Dean. “Yeah okay, I’m sorry.”

“So are you gonna do it then?”

Dean gave her a pained look, he really didn’t want to, but he knew he fucked up making a promise and he could tell she wasn’t going to let this slide.

“Okay,” he said. “If it will make you happy.”

*****

How to Break Your Man - Part 8 (Written July 2026)

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How to Break Your Man - Part 9 (Written July 2026)

HOW TO BREAK YOUR MAN - Part 9

Over the next few months Amy became more and more fixated on black cocks and Matthew’s in particular. She regularly fucked herself while Rick watched, or sometimes got him to use her new dildo on her while she fantasized about her colleague fucking her, blissfully unaware of what the future held.

Matthew was appointed head of a new project at work and Amy applied to transfer on to the project the second the email arrived in her in box. She was surprised, but over the moon to get an email back from Matthew himself welcoming her to the team within an hour of her request.

Within a few weeks she was working alongside him. Pretty much every day and the more she was around him the more she became convinced he was the one she needed. He was so confident in himself and one afternoon she watched him rip a guy to pieces over his shoddy work. He didn’t scream and shout, he calmly and eloquently made the guy feel about two feet tall and left him almost trembling. Later the same day someone called him ‘Matt’ by accident and he politely but very dominantly corrected them; Amy just about came watching that!

That night she fucked herself relentlessly while Rick watched on, his cock aching in its cage. After she’d recovered from her third orgasm of the evening Amy breathlessly pulled her husband towards her and sat up just enough that she could unlock his cage. 

“Take it off,” she gasped. “I want it inside me.”

Rick’s eyes were wide as he pulled the metal cage away and released his cock for the first time in what seemed like weeks. 

“Get it hard for me,” moaned Amy as she collapsed back on the bed and played with her clit some more.

Rick massaged his cock until it was standing at its full (very average) height and then Amy reached out and slapped it. She slapped it a second time, much harder.

“Look at it,” she chided. “I deserve so much better don’t I?”

“Yes Miss Amy,” agreed Rick as she slapped it a third time.

“Come on then,” she smiled. “Slide it in… right to the top.”

Rick moved between Amy’s legs and she fixed him with a steely stare. She reached down and gripped his cock, slowly feeding it into her sodden cunt.

“No!” warned Amy, the second Rick tried to push it inside.

“You are not allowed to thrust inside me, I just want you to feel what it’s like to be inside me again. I want you to remember what you gave up when you chose this path… and what real men get to feel whenever they want.”

Rick whimpered.

How to Break Your Man - Part 10 (Written July 2026)

HOW TO BREAK YOUR MAN – Part 10

Amy arrived home mid-afternoon to an empty house, Rick wouldn’t be home for a good couple of hours yet so she unpacked, did her washing and answered some emails. Around 4:30pm she heard Rick’s car pull up outside and went to greet him. 

As soon as her husband walked through the door, Amy threw her arms around his neck and kissed him hard. She pulled him into the lounge and pushed him down onto his back on the sofa before tearing her shorts off and straddling his face. 

Matthew had fucked her a third time when they woke up and while most of his cum had soaked out into her panties she still tasted of him.

“Does it taste good?” Amy asked. “Is it true… does black cum really taste better than white cum?” she teased knowing full well it pushed Rick’s submissive buttons.

Rick didn’t answer, his tongue was buried as deep as he could get inside his wife’s well used pussy, lapping and funnelling anything he could find to his greedy throat.

“You love eating my dirty, used cunt don’t you?” Amy taunted. “You’re such a bitch for me.”

Rick groaned hard into Amy’s pussy, his cock aching for relief, but finding only the cold steel bars that made up its cage.

Eventually Amy climbed off him and Rick sat up, pussy juice and cum still plastered across his face. Amy moved closer and carefully wiped every drop towards his mouth with her fingers.

“That’s right, don’t miss a drop of those sweet juices…” she cooed.

She kissed him again, the taste of her pussy and Matthew’s cum taking her right back to their morning fuck.

“Oh Rick, it was amazing…” she began. “He’s so different to Dean, it’s like night and day… or perhaps day and night. He totally gets it. He was really firm with me, in fact he told me he expects ‘obedience’ from both of us. That made me so wet…”

Rick looked a little shell shocked at this turn of events, from what Amy had said until now Matthew sounded like a really nice guy, but at least he wasn’t a washout like Dean had been.

“I asked him if he was going to make you suck his cock, and he said ‘No, he will beg me to let him suck it, right after I fuck your ass.’. It was so hot, that pushed me right over the edge, I came so fucking hard… it was crazy. And then we fucked again and then again this morning. His cock is so good.. it’s not as big as my dildo, but it’s easily the biggest I’ve ever had. Sooo thick, it hurts so good.”

Rick smiled, he was pleased for Amy that she finally found a guy worth her while, but that obviously brought its own challenges.

“And…” continued Amy, “…he said he wants me to be his assistant when he goes abroad on business.”

Rick looked a little less keen on that idea.

How to Break Your Man - Part 11 (Written July 2026)

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How to Break Your Man - Part 12 (Written Aug 2026)

HOW TO BREAK YOUR MAN – Part 12

“I have something to tell you sweetie, and I’m afraid you’re not going to like it,” Amy said with a sad look in her eyes.

Rick tensed, expecting the worst as he always seemed to these days.

“So, you know Matthew and I are going to New York on Monday night? Well now it turns out we have to fly to Japan in a couple of weeks too, which means I’ll be there for my birthday.”

“Oh…no,” Rick was disappointed obviously, but at the same time a ripple of relief washed over him that it was not yet ‘the end’. It seemed inevitable to him that sooner or later Amy would leave, probably to move in with Matthew and when it finally happened he knew he’d have no one to blame but himself.

“I know, it sucks…” continued Amy, “…so I was thinking we should really celebrate our wedding anniversary this year. I know we don’t usually bother too much because it’s so close to my birthday, but this time I thought maybe we could push the boat out and go to ‘Indigo’ for dinner?”

They didn’t go to ‘Indigo’ very often as it was hideously extravagant, but given the circumstances Rick didn’t think twice and within a half hour he had booked them a table for the night of their seventh anniversary.

Talk about a seven-year itch…

*****

Friday, 31 July 2026

At Least I Don't Need to Worry About Japanese Gangbangers!

Last night Mistress had her eleventh orgasm of the month, which was absolutely wonderful for both of us and after I worshipped her gorgeous feet for a while she had me clean her again. I am so happy that she is making that a regular thing, I just love getting every drop of that delicious pussy juice and I'm so pleased that she's now had 40 orgasms over the last four months, that's like 2013-16 levels! I really hope we can keep that going for the rest of the year and beyond.

Despite the fact that I didn't want any teasing (due to my cock still not being quite healed after my stupid grooming accident) it was the perfect way to combat my post creative slump (and the decline in horniness that goes along with it). It's weird, when I'm writing like that I 'know' I'm in this hyper-sexual state, where Mistress could literally make me do anything she wanted with very little resistance, but you don't realise how deep it is until you come out of it.

I have to admit I am missing that feeling, but I appreciate you can't live like that constantly, if nothing else it would become 'normal'. But it's nice to know at my age I can still slip into that kind of altered-state without the use of chemicals!

Last night Mistress asked me how my 'wound' was healing and I told her that it was getting better but it was still a bit tender. I reassured her that I still wanted to make her cum though, and she said 'Great, if you're okay to do that'. Then a few seconds later she remembered she wasn't supposed to say things like that anymore and said 'No, you will be eating my pussy.' 

The more I think about my new story the more I think it's kind of clear that Rick is an exaggerated version of 'me', a submissive male who wants his wife to be less playful and more dominant and strict with him... but at the same time it's kind of a cautionary tale; the classic 'be careful what you wish for' story in a way. At least I don't really need to worry about Mistress cuckolding me with BBC and sending me videos of her getting gangbanged in Japan.

Oops, bit of a spoiler there... 🤣

Anyway, last night I was trying to edit the last two chapters of my story (and literally falling asleep while I was doing it) so about midnight I decided I needed to go to bed. I headed off to the spare bedroom (still too hot to sleep in the same bed at the moment) and tried to get to sleep. I'm not sure if I did or not but when Mistress came up the stairs sometime later I heard her and woke up incredibly hard. As I heard her brushing her teeth I debated getting up and asking for permission to touch my cock (which seems a lot better now all of a sudden) but in the end I didn't... though I kind of wish I had now.

Perhaps if I had I wouldn't have touched it this morning... but who knows?

Sunday, 26 July 2026

A Little Accident, and Not the Fun Kind!

Annoyingly, I managed to cut myself last night during an 'intimate grooming' procedure. This produced a very small but persistent trickle of blood which proved difficult to stem, but I resorted to the old trick of applying a small square of tissue and it worked. Even so still this morning it doesn't take much for the 'wound' to start bleeding again, being that the 'wound' is on the side of my cock and liable to involuntary stretching and irritation. Gah!

This was unfortunate as Mistress had expressed to me that she wished me to worship her pussy this afternoon and that presumably (but not definitely) meant that I would be teased too. Given my 'condition' I told Mistress earlier that that wouldn't be possible, but of course I was still eager to worship her and make her cum.

Yesterday morning I woke up with a raging hard on and being a weak and feeble slave I gave it a few strokes before I got out of bed. As I am required to inform Mistress of any such infractions within three days I wrote this in the punishment book before I had a shower and when I came out I saw Mistress who mentioned that she had seen that there was a 'punishment to take care of'.

I was quite pleased to hear this because I did wonder if she'd put it off til another day, which there really is no reason to - after all, she could perfectly well punish me, have me lick her to orgasm and then decide to unlock me, so that was positive. My punishment did seem unduly lenient though, Mistress really wasn't giving me much of a deterrent, but I guess she felt sorry for me.

Anyway, it's not my place to criticize Mistress's punishments (I really should be grateful!) and once she'd taken care of that she got on the bed and knelt next to where I was kneeling on the bed and we kissed for a while, my hand playing around her pussy and her gorgeous thighs (that was soooo hot) before she leaned against the pillows and had me worship her properly.

Mistress tasted wonderful as always and as usual being down between her thighs like that made me forget about everything else and totally de-stressed me. Making Mistress cum always puts me in a good mood, and after Mistress had had enough she pushed me away with her foot and I slid down the bed to start worshipping her beautiful feet. 

First of all I was holding both of Mistress's pretty feet together and kissing the tops, but eventually Mistress pulled one foot away leaving me to concentrate on one and giving me better access to her sole. I worshipped this foot for a while and then Mistress swapped them over. I was really enjoying myself and my cock started to get hard, and I thought - oh well maybe I was a little hasty there. But then when Mistress pulled her feet away completely and I got back on the bed I felt a sharp pain again and thought better of it!

Mistress then got on the bed and had me clean her beautiful pussy properly, I really love that she does that now, I absolutely love it. Really though the most efficient way for me to clean her properly would be for her to straddle my face like she does in the sessions. As hard as I try to clean her from the front and back as soon as she stands over me I can always see how wet she still is... not that I'm hinting or anything! 🤣

*****

I've done a fair bit or work on the big story today. I've printed and read the whole thing and covered the paper with red pen, noting things that need correcting, expanding or writing from scratch. There's still plenty to do before it gets published, but I'm definitely making headway now. I should think by next weekend it should be finished for sure.

But, you know.... that could change. 

Friday, 24 July 2026

Mean and Hot!

I can barely believe it, but I think I've actually finished the full first draft of my 'big' story. As it stands, it's 43,500 words and spans thirteen chapters - though that may increase or decrease, I'm not too sure yet. I'm pretty sure it will be nearer 50,000 words by the time I'm finished with it, which must be my longest story yet? 

This one takes the reader on quite a journey, in parts light, in parts quite dark... occasionally even funny. And like I said the other day, this will probably be my last Femdom/Chastity story for a while because I think I am feeling a little 'spent' creatively.

I'm feeling oddly proud of myself actually, because for once I didn't stop when I wanted to stop. I kept going, kept pushing, to make this a truly complete story. I knew if I stopped where I wanted to stop I would get shit in the comments from people complaining that I quit without giving them the ending they wanted. Well, I think they definitely got the big finish they were looking for this time. 

Truth be told I wanted to end the story at the end of chapter 12. That felt like where I would normally have ended things; somewhat open to a continuation and leaving the reader to make their own mind up how things eventually played out. But not this time. No. You may not enjoy or like the ending, but it definitely has one! 🤣 

There definitely won't be any more chapters, but I did think I could potentially write another series based on the wife's adventures abroad with her lover. But let's not worry about that now, there's still a LOT of work to be done to get this one finished first!

*****

In my ongoing quest to explain to Mistress what I mean by 'being 'mean' can be 'hot' another example can be found in my new story. I don't want to give too much away obviously, but there is a scene where the main (female) character in the story is between lovers and her husband hasn't been allowed inside her for quite some time. She takes to fucking herself with a large dildo and one night decides that while her husband still isn't allowed to 'fuck' her, she wants him to feel what her pussy feels like after it's been fucked 'properly'. 

So she unlocks him and guides him into her pussy, making sure that he doesn't try to thrust or move at all. And then after a short period, where she humiliates him for being too small to deserve to fuck her, she pushes him back until he falls out of her, has him lick her to orgasm and then locks him back up. 

Mean and hot, right?


The Blind Date (Written July 2026)

James looked at his watch for the fourth time, it was nearly 8:25pm. 

‘Thanks Emily’ he sighed to himself, ‘a great date-fixer you are!’

He sighed loudly and took one last look around the large, dimly lit restaurant. Clearly his ‘date’ wasn’t coming; he might as well finish his drink and call it a night. Dejected, he steeled himself to get up and leave but then sensed some movement by the door. He squinted into the darkness and spied a hot girl heading in his direction. He watched her closely, she was absolutely stunning! Her red dress clung to her slender frame and showed off her shape perfectly, she was quite athletic, very toned, exactly the kind of girl that James really liked. She also had a shock of blond hair that falling just below her shoulders that really caught his eye. 

Her shoes were amazing too, really high black strappy-sandals that exposed her crimson painted toes and just enough of her sexy feet. He looked away, not wanting to appear leery, besides… there was clearly no way a woman that looked like that was coming to his table.  

He turned his head, hoping to sneak one more quick peek at the stunning girl before she disappeared from his life forever and to his consternation realised she was still heading straight for him. He looked away again, but after a few seconds realised she was standing at the end of his table. He slowly turned back to look at her. 

Holy shit, she was beyond gorgeous.

“Hi, are you James?” the blond asked.

He scratched his head as if trying to remember.

“Err… yes!” he finally managed to utter. “Sorry. I wasn’t expecting you to be so…” 

James’ voice tailed off and the girl smiled inquisitively at him for a second.

“Old?” she ventured.

“What….no, no!” he blustered.
 
They both laughed and the tension eased a little. James realised he was still sitting and his date was standing so he all but leapt to his feet, in the process banging his knee on the underside of the table. He cursed under his breath, but did a reasonably good job of pretending it didn’t hurt.

“Hi, I’m James…” he said awkwardly in a strangely deep voice, a desperate attempt to regain some kind of composure and assert himself a little.

“Jennifer,” the girl smiled at him. In her heels she was almost as tall as him, which was a novelty for James as he was a tad over six feet tall himself. They stood there slightly awkwardly for a few seconds until James came to his senses.

“Let me, aah, get that for you…” he said grabbing the back of the chair opposite his and pulling it out for her.

“Thank you James, what a gentleman.”

James smiled, sat down and looked at her, hoping he didn’t look too shell-shocked. He tried to calm himself down and rubbed his throbbing knee under the table, then slowly stopped as he realised she could see what he was doing. 

“Did you hurt your knee?” 

“Ah, no… not really. It’s fine… honestly.”

A smile played around Jennifer’s lips.

James studied her closely for a few seconds, now that she was closer he realised she wasn’t quite as young as he had first thought. Exceptionally beautiful for sure, but not the 21 or 22 he had first imagined. He figured she was closer to his own age, maybe two or three years younger, Since she was a friend of Emily’s that would make sense as they were born just eighteen months apart.

“What are you like 25?” he blurted out a little rudely, instantly regretting that he had turned the conversation back to her age. What an idiot!

Jennifer smiled, albeit a little awkwardly.

“No… actually I’m older than you.”

“I doubt that very much!” James frowned. 

“Care to guess?” she offered.

James fidgeted in his chair, feeling this had not started as well as he would have liked.

“Well… that’s clearly a trap and I’m not falling for it,” he laughed, holding his hands up to indicate his refusal. James often used humour to diffuse awkward situations and it usually worked for him. Not always, of course, but quite often.

Jennifer held his gaze for a moment. He felt slightly ill, how could this incredible looking woman be his age? It was ridiculous.

“Emily told me you are 28.”

No way was this girl older than 28.

“Did she… okay. So how do you know Emily?”

“Changing the subject already?”

James laughed and shrugged, trying to look cool and relaxed, but failing miserably.

“Well, I worked with her for about three months a few years ago,” started Jennifer, “then I left but we kept in touch… I’ve been abroad for the last couple of years, but when I came back she told me she knew a guy who I might like.”

James nodded enthusiastically.

“Nice… so clearly that didn’t work out and now you’re here with me!”

Jennifer smiled.

“Emily said you were funny… but you still haven’t told me how old you think I am.”

“Oh this again, really?”

Much to James’ relief the waiter arrived at the table to take their drink orders. The pair ordered two glasses of red wine and the waiter departed, leaving them to return to their conversation.

“Before we go any further,” began Jennifer. “I should apologise, I was extremely late and I’m never late for anything… my taxi didn’t turn up, I really am dreadfully sorry.”

“That’s okay,” said James. “Although I did kind of think I was getting stood up…”

“No, I would never do that.” 

“Even if you came in the door and I was butt-ugly?”

Jennifer paused for a second and then said “Even butt-ugly guys have their good points. I try not to judge a book by its cover.”

‘Easy for you to say,’ thought James… ‘every guy in this place would swap places with me in a heartbeat.’

“Well, yeah… that’s a good way to be. Looks aren’t everything…” he replied diplomatically, while thinking to himself ‘but fuck me, you’re way out of my league!’

“Besides, I’m looking for something with more ‘substance’,” continued Jennifer. 

The waiter returned with their drinks and two menus. Jennifer and James looked round in astonishment and waited for the waiter to leave before continuing their conversation.

“Wow, how did he bring those drinks so fast?” whispered Jennifer.

“I have no idea!”

The pair laughed and shook their heads before sipping their drinks.

“Are you hungry?” asked Jennifer in a way that made James wonder what she was actually talking about.

“Mmm, yeah. Are you?”

“Starving, I missed lunch today… I need to eat something or this wine is going to go straight to my head.”

James started to peruse the menu, occasionally glancing over the top of the page at his devastating companion. 

‘Sorry Emily, I take it all back’, he muttered to himself.

“Did you say something?” asked Jennifer.

“What? Oh no, I was just… thinking, I must thank Emily for setting this up.”

Jennifer smiled and returned to the menu, made her selections and then placed it on the table.

“Have you been here before?” she said.

“Once or twice…” replied James. “I’m not like buddies with the waiter or anything.”

“Oh… I thought maybe you brought all your dates here?”

“All my…. dates. Yes, of course. Hahaha…. actually the waiter’s name is Andre and I tipped him £50 to be super attentive to us, any minute now he’ll bring out a dozen red roses, we’ll blow off dinner and I’ll take you home…”

Jennifer laughed. “You are funny… I love it.”

James blushed a little, he liked making people laugh, especially beautiful girls… he bit his lip for a moment and then blurted out: “I was going to say ‘beautiful’…. earlier, I didn’t expect you to be so ‘beautiful’.”

Jennifer looked at him sweetly.

“Thank you James... when I get tired of hearing that I will let you know. Uh-oh, ‘Andre’s’ coming back, have you decided what you’re having?”

“What? No, does he have the roses already, I told him to wait until we’d had the main…”

Jennifer laughed again.

“Oh, false alarm, he’s gone the other way… but you better decide before he comes back.”

James quickly studied the menu. Steak for main and…. what for starter?

‘Andre’ returned to take their order.

James waved his hand to indicate that Jennifer should start and he followed on, still not sure he was really decided, but never mind.

The waiter left them alone and Jennifer cocked her head onto one side.

“So… you still haven’t told me how old you think I am?”

James made a face.

“Does it really matter?”

“Well, maybe…”

“Oh gawd…” James sighed, this clearly wasn’t going to go away, so he might as well just get it over with. “Well quite honestly you look 25 at the absolute max. But if Emily told you that you are older than me then I have to guess 28… and a half?” 

James turned his head and screwed up his face like he was waiting to get slapped.

Jennifer looked at him, suddenly a little more serious.

“No James, I’m 33. Nearly 34 actually…”

“What?” James frowned at her. “You can’t be?”

“Well, I am… and I thought you should know, is that a problem for you?”

“No… not at all.” 

“So you’re into ‘older’ women?

“I’m into older women that look like you, certainly!” said James gazing at her reverently.

Jennifer smiled again.

“Emily said you would be okay with it, but still… I thought I should just put it out there.”

“Emily was right… as usual,” quipped James.

“Okay, look… James, the point I’m making is, I’m not a ‘girl’ anymore and I’m not looking for a one night stand.” 

“Okay.”

“And to me you’re a little on the young side, in fact when Emily told me you were 28 I nearly told her to forget it, but she kept saying that we would be a really good match… so before we get too far into this, I just need to know if you’re looking for something serious, or not. If not, that’s fair enough. I mean I’m not asking you for a proposal tonight or anything…”

James swallowed hard at the thought of spending the rest of his life with this incredible woman. He couldn’t be that lucky, surely.

“No, I get what you’re saying.” he assured her. “To be honest I’m not really a ‘one night stand’ kind of guy either… in fact I’ve never had a one night stand. Well, not really… maybe one, but it was a very long time ago.”

James wanted to go on, to explain exactly why he wasn’t that kind of guy but he was absolutely terrified of screwing this up.

“I know, Emily told me you are a good guy.”

The starter arrived and James wondered what else Emily might have told her.

“Wow, that looks amazing,” said Jennifer, gazing at the plate the waiter had just put in front of her.

The couple began to eat, after a minute or two they both tried to break the silence at once.

“Sorry, you go on,” said James.

“I was just going to say, this is amazing… is yours okay?”

“Yes, really nice… ‘Andre’ has done me proud.”

“What were you going to say?”

“Oh… I was just going to ask whether you preferred to be called Jennifer, or Jen, or something else like, I don’t know…. Pete?”

Jennifer nearly choked on her starter and grabbed a glass of water.

“Sorry,” apologised James, trying not to laugh.

Jennifer stared at him.

“Well, I think perhaps you can call me Jen now we’ve got to know each other a little better.”

“Great!” said James, smiling to himself.

“But it’s a subject that’s open to review,” she added mysteriously.

The pair finished their starters and the waiter returned to take their empty plates away.

“Thank you An….” started James, before realising that he was about to reveal their personal joke. “…d could we have some more water please?”

Jen dropped her head, her shoulders shaking as she tried to suppress her laughter.

“I can’t believe you nearly called him Andre!”

“I know…” said James shrugging. “Good save though, I don’t think he noticed.”

The couple continued to talk throughout the pause between courses and on into the main. They seemed to be getting on incredibly well but James could not help but wonder exactly what Emily had told Jen about him. He and Emily were extremely close and had shared a lot about themselves, including their sexual fantasies, which he realised could be a problem for another woman coming into a relationship with him. 

“So… you said you were abroad the last two years?”

“Yes, I got offered a promotion but I had to move to France. I didn’t really want to go but the money was way more than I was getting here and I realised I needed to jump or someone else would and they probably wouldn’t give me another shot.”

“Hmm,” James nodded.

“But then after a couple of years I just wanted to come back home. Work was okay but I couldn’t settle to date because I knew at some point I wanted to come back to London, so there didn’t seem much point. And as I said, I’m not a one-night-stand kind of girl.”

“Must have been tough, two years is a long time,” noted James. “Plus those French men… they’re so annoyingly romantic aren’t they? Always buying flowers and making grand gestures every five minutes… and riding around on their pushbikes with their stripey tops and onions and everything.”

“Stop it!” Jennifer looked at him sternly, clearly trying not to laugh.

“Ah… oui, non…” said James

Jennifer kicked him under the table and then burst out laughing.

“Ouch! That hurt…” said James. “You can do it again if you like...”

Jennifer arched an eyebrow, then went back to her food, tilting her head forward slightly to try and hide the smile that was still playing around her lips.

They talked some more as ‘Andre’ cleared their plates and asked if they would like to see the dessert menu.

James deferred to Jen, who asked for a coffee instead, leaving James to peruse the menu before reluctantly ordering a coffee as well.

“So… what else did Emily tell you about me?” asked James cautiously.

“Umm… she said you were a great guy, but a little ‘different’ to anyone else she knew.”

James nodded and studied his napkin, his mind racing… he wished Emily had given him more to go on than ‘She’s pretty, you’ll like her – a lot!’. 

Distracted, he struggled to find something else to say.

“Are you okay? You’ve gone very quiet all of a sudden,” prompted Jen.

James looked up, his face a little tense.

“Yeah, umm… I don’t know. I guess I’m wondering exactly what Emily told you, because she didn’t really tell me anything about you. Well, she said you were pretty… and that I would like you and I can’t argue with her there. Although I can’t help thinking that ‘pretty’ was an understatement.”

“Thank you, you’re not so bad yourself,” Jen smiled warmly and then paused to collect her thoughts.

“Well, honestly, she only told me good things. I must admit I was kind of thinking if this guy is so amazing then why aren’t you dating him? But she said you two were more like brother and sister and….” she tailed off, “…she also said you weren’t really ‘compatible’.”

Jen left that nugget hanging in the air, teasing him with it.

James bit his lip nervously. As friends he and Emily got on like a house on fire, but it was true that they weren’t ‘compatible’, not ‘sexually’ anyway. Shit, how much had Emily told Jen? He looked at her and desperately tried to read her thoughts. How much did this incredible woman really know about him?

Jen sipped from her wine glass, swallowed and delicately licked her lips. She leaned forward slightly and rested her chin on her palm.

“Actually…” she said, leaning even closer and dropping her voice slightly. “If you really want to know, Emily told me that you absolutely LOVE making women cum. Is that true?”

James swallowed hard… he was getting extremely nervous now and tried desperately to regain his composure.

“Yeah, that’s… true. Yes.” he said, trying to sound very casual about it. 

“Good,” said Jen… “I like that.”

She leaned back and smiled, her hand falling down between her legs and her eyes closing a little as she gazed at him.

“In fact, she said you would eat my pussy every day if I wanted you to. Is that true too?”

James could only nod, he was almost shaking now. Just thinking about burying his tongue between this Goddess of a woman’s thighs was making him feel dizzy.

Jen smiled and took another sip of wine. 

“And what else do you like? Apart from eating pussy I mean.”

James shuffled uncomfortably in his chair. Emily had really dropped him in it here, but he trusted her implicitly, so he might just as well be honest.

He thought for a second and then said

“Honestly,” he said “I like to be… teased.”

“Really?” Jen smiled. “I like that too.”

“You like being teased?” he frowned.

“No.” she said firmly.

“Ah,” James nodded and drained the last of the wine from his glass.

“Just teased?” Jen enquired, her eyes like lasers cutting into his soul.

“No… teased… and denied,” answered James. He was absolutely cringing inside; any minute now she was going to get up and leave and he was never going to see her again. It was just a matter of time.

“Interesting. I like to tease… and I’m very good at it. But what do you mean by denied?”

‘Andre’ reappeared with their coffees and the pair fell into an awkward silence as two cups and saucers were carefully placed on the table.

“Thank you,” they both said at the same time.

He gave a little bow and turned away, leaving them alone once more.

Jen smiled and then waved her hand to indicate that James should go on.

He waited until he was sure that the waiter was out of earshot.

“Umm, like teased and not allowed to… cum,” he whispered.

“Oh no, I get that…” countered Jen. “I mean, what sort of time frame are we talking? Days, weeks or months?”

James exhaled loudly.

“That depends,” he said.

“On what?” 

“On what you decide,” he said, deferentially.

“Excellent,” she smiled.  

James nervously sipped his coffee, finding it rather too hot to drink.

“So… would you describe yourself as sexually submissive?” probed Jen.

“Yes,” nodded James. “Definitely.”

He felt Jen’s foot moving between his thighs and then gently pressing against his groin.

“And what exactly do you mean by that?” Jen mused. “Does that mean you want me to go ‘on top’… or does that mean you want me to fuck you in the ass?”

“I…I…” stammered James weakly.

“Do you want me to fuck you James, is that what you want?”

James nodded slowly. Jen’s eyes sparkled, she was clearly loving this.

“Would you want it slow and sensual or hard and fast?”

“Whatever pleased you…” he muttered breathlessly.

Jen smiled as her foot started pressing harder between James’ legs.

“Do you like that?” she asked.

“Yes, very much…” he replied nervously.

“I bet you do.”

Jennifer suddenly pushed her foot into his balls as hard as she could, bringing a low grunt from James’ throat.

“How about that?” she enquired.

James nodded again.

“You know just nodding won’t be acceptable once we’re alone, don’t you?”

“Yes…” moaned James quietly.

“Yes…?” urged Jen.

“Yes… Mistress,” James answered nervously.

Jennifer smiled evilly as she ground her sandal into James’ cock and balls.

“I hope you do like this… because I love doing it,” she warned.

“Yes… I do, Mistress.”

“And you really want me to fuck you?”

“God yes.”

“Then I want you to do something for me.”

“Anything,” James exclaimed, instantly wondering if he would regret it.

“Anything? Really?” Jen mocked, “That’s WAY too easy James, and somewhat dangerous… you don’t even know what I want you to do.” 

James felt stupid, Jen was making him feel so lightheaded now.

“What if I told you I wanted you to blow ‘Andre’?”

James looked at the waiter on the other side of the room and then back at Jen. 

“What?” he exclaimed.

James felt his face going bright red… Jen was really fucking with him, and he couldn’t quite decide whether he loved it or hated it. But he knew which side of the fence his dick was on, he was as hard as steel and Jen’s foot felt really, really good pressing against it now.

“Don’t worry, I never do forced-bi on a first date…” Jen laughed cruelly.

James wanted to laugh but he was so fucking nervous now, his heart was pounding out of his chest.

“I…”

“Shh,” said Jennifer, holding her finger to her lips. “Listen, I’ll tell you exactly what I want you to do… and if not, well, that’s too bad. Clearly you’re not the man that Emily promised me.”

‘Fuck!’ thought James, he truly loved Emily like a sister but this was torture.

“I know my worth James, and I want you to prove to me how bad you want it,” she added.

James started to nod and then answered ‘Yes Mistress’. 

“I want you to take your cock out right now and jerk yourself off into your other hand.”

James looked shocked.

“What, here?”

“Yes, here.”

“But…”

“But what, there’s a tablecloth… the nearest table is eight feet away. Are you not turned on right now?”

“Yes, but…”

“Would it help if you imagined me naked?” she asked helpfully.

James chewed his lip repeatedly.

“I don’t mind… I love being naked. And if you’re going to eat my pussy every single day then you’ll be seeing me naked a lot, won’t you?”

‘Jesus, Emily…’ thought James.

“Of course, if you don’t want to do it then… I guess we can call it a night.”

James realised how laboured his breathing had become, while Jennifer looked completely calm, together and even more beautiful than when she arrived. 

He felt her foot bash into his groin again and let out another small grunt.

“Or maybe you’d rather think about me standing naked in front of you, except for my heels… watching you, down on your knees, jerking your cock… and begging me to kick you in the balls?”

James’ groan was louder this time.

“Hmm, yes Emily told me you like that… I’m sure it would be fun, for both of us.”

James reached down and unzipped his fly, he couldn’t fucking believe he was going to do this here in this restaurant… he just hoped ‘Andre’ kept his distance until he was done.

“That’s it…” smiled Jennifer. “Everything is so much easier when you just do as you’re told isn’t it?”

“Yes Mistress,” gasped James.

“Tell me when you’re close, I don’t want you getting cum on these beautiful shoes. Not here anyway…”

James felt dizzy as hell, his cock was on the edge in no time and he tried to hold back, after all he didn’t want her to think he couldn’t last.”

Jennifer pulled her foot away and leant forward, her elbows on the table, her hands supporting her chin and her head coquettishly on one side.

“Don’t try and impress me James, there’s plenty of time for that later. Right now I just want one thing from you; obedience. Are you going to be obedient for me James?”

“Yes Mistress,” he choked.

“Then cum for me.”

James dropped his left hand beneath the table and positioned it under the head of his cock, ready to catch his eruption.

“Come on, don’t keep me waiting,” Jen said, a hint of harshness creeping into her voice.

“Ugh… I’m coming,” James whispered.

Jennifer sat back in her chair and watched as James milked his cock until it was dry, while simultaneously trying not to give anything away to anyone around him but her.

“Are you done?” enquired Jennifer.

“Yes Mistress.”

“Show me.”

James looked around and then brought his left hand up from under the table, a puddle of cum sitting right in the middle of his palm.

“Good boy,” said Jen. “Do I need to tell you what I want you to do now?”

James’ head was spinning, she couldn’t be serious. Surely?

“Come on, after all… you’ve already done the difficult part.”

Jen fixed her eyes on his, challenging him to disobey her.

“Lick it up,” she warned. “In future hesitation like this will cost you, dearly. Do you understand?” 

James looked down at the pool of cum sitting in his palm. He could not let this girl get away, she was INCREDIBLE. And if she wanted him to lick that puddle of cum out of his palm in this swanky, exclusive restaurant, then that’s exactly what he would do.

“Good boy,” smiled Jen as she watched him discreetly lick up and swallow his load. “Let’s go to my place, I want to see what this tongue of yours can do.”

Wednesday, 22 July 2026

A Beautiful Start to the Day

This morning I woke up rock hard, which was no great surprise because I spent most of last evening with Mistress's beautiful feet in my lap. I went to sleep thinking about them and woke up thinking about them and even though it was only three days ago that Mistress allowed me to lick my cum off of them it hasn't satisfied my craving in the slightest. I am still desperate to cum on and clean those amazing feet again and again and again. I really hope Mistress lets me do that again very soon.

When I left for work this morning Mistress stood a few steps up the stairs and allowed me to kiss her perfect feet before I went to work. What a wonderful start to the day!

Currently I'm still in that between stage, where the chastity hasn't kicked in yet. It's only been three days since I came and right now I want to cum again. Badly! I know this won't last, soon I will be craving denial, but right now, I would love to be allowed to cum again. I wonder how long it will be this time?

There's one thing, at least I can tell myself Mistress probably wouldn't let me cum on her feet again already, that makes it at least a tiny bit easier to get through the day. 🤣

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You may possibly have noticed that I have unpublished 'How to Break Your Man' from the blog for the time being. The reason for this is that I am so deep into this story now that I may want to adjust minor details or add things in to the first part, so I thought it best to take it down and make sure it's all properly finished before I post it again. I have written the first 8 chapters (about 30,000 words so far), oh hang on is it 8 or is it 9? I forget. Anyway, there are probably at least two more to go - but possibly more because I haven't decided where to end it yet or how far to extend it...

When it's 'finished' I want to read it critically and think what my readers are going to say and make improvements before I fire it onto Literotica. One common criticism of stories like this is 'the wife doesn't love him anymore, he should leave her' etc.. actually it's often much more abusive than that, but anyway I've tried to include times where the main 'couple' in the story show affection to each other in everyday situations to try and get over that issue.

Honestly though, this story is wearing me down. Aside from the length, it's the strain of writing something like this. I honestly think it might be my best story ever, but at the same time it stresses me out when I think about Mistress reading what I have written. It's not the physical acts I'm describing that I find troubling, it's the amount of emotion I am investing in the characters, especially their thoughts and feelings around cuckolding etc. 

It's definitely taking its toll on me and I am starting to think once this is finished this may be my last 'Femdom/Chastity' story for a little while. But we'll see. There's still plenty more half finished Word docs in my folder.