A Double Punishment!

This morning Mistress (who usually works from home) had to go to the office, while I had a dentist appointment at 9:40AM. This meant I didn't need to get up early like I usually do and when I did wake up Mistress had already left for the office... can you see where this is going yet?

So I've been really good about not touching my cock and in fact I think it was quite a few weeks ago that I last got punished for touching my cock without permission. But this morning I woke up rock hard, and I hadn't cum for over fifty days so unfortunately I weakened and spent a few minutes stroking my cock (while thinking about worshipping Mistress' gorgeous ass). 

Not superhard or anything, and I didn't get anywhere near the edge, but just kinda relaxed stroking, you know...

But of course I knew there would be punishment, and as soon as I got out of bed I wrote my transgression in Mistress R's 'Book of Corrections', before setting off to the dentist and then to work.

When I came home Mistress had already spotted that the book was out on her bedside table, and later she made me tell her what I had done (which I still find quite embarrassing and difficult - but I suppose that's part of the point, isn't it. Or part of the punishment perhaps) before telling me to get on my hands and knees on the bed.

I don't know whether it was because I was feeling quite cold, but the paddle really stung like a bastard, especially the last couple and I was really glad when Mistress said that my punishment was over.

Following that I worshipped her beautiful pussy and after she'd came and I had worshipped her feet I asked permission to be 'unlocked' from chastity (even though I didn't really feel like I deserved to be).

I actually didn't think she would release me, after all I had already touched my cock without permission and been paddled for it, but to my surprise she said that I would be unlocked. While surprised I was happy about it and Mistress soon had me hard and aching for her as she slipped her gown off to reveal her gorgeous, naked body.

Mistress teased my cock and balls wonderfully, even allowing me to touch her naked breasts as she did so. I was very much enjoying myself honestly, but then the edge started to approach very quickly and despite my warning to Mistress about 10-15 seconds after Mistress let go of my cock I felt the cum drip out of my cock and onto my thigh. Dammit!

Mistress laughed at my misfortune, before scooping the cum up with her fingers and feeding it to me in two goes. But of course I knew I was due another punishment now because I had ruined without permission!

This was a new thing, a situation that had never occurred before and Mistress asked if I thought I should be punished again straight away or later. Honestly I didn't really want to be punished again, but I said that it was up to her to decide because, well she is in charge after all.

Mistress remarked that we never put anything about that in our contract (which luckily is still not finalised) and that we need to put something in it to say that if there is more than one punishment due in a day, if one infraction is punished and then another transgression occurs on the same day, then Mistress can decide to punish immediately or defer, depending on her mood.

In this instance Mistress decided to punish me again immediately, and so I soon found myself back up on my hands and knees on the bed, with Mistress applying a further thirteen strokes of the paddle to my backside (adding to the ten I had already received). 

I was glad when it was over, and again the last few in particular stung like hell. I'm super glad she didn't use the crop today because I don't know if I could have taken it. I'm not really sure why it hurt so much today, and while 23 swats with the paddle doesn't really sound that bad for two serious infractions, I'm sure it will be an adequate deterrent for me to keep my hands well away from my cock for a while!

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Mistress Scarlet's 'Journals of Real Female Domination: Volume 18'

Mistress tells me that she tends not to read posts that I write that aren't directly about our life together, so I should be safe to post this... and if not, well I guess it's worth the risk!  🤣

Recently I bought a Femdom book called 'Journals of Real Female Domination: Volume 18' by Mistress Scarlet. I've had Mistress Scarlet's blog on my reading list for quite a while now, but rarely visited it. However recently I started to read it more frequently and I must admit I find it quite intriguing, interesting and at times arousing, despite some parts of her and her husband/slave's lifestyle being quite extreme.

Several times recently Mistress Scarlet mentioned that she had written a book for Uxos (submissives) and also a book for partners of Uxos explaining to them why their 'submissive' partner is the way they are and how to... 'exploit' them for mutual gain, I guess! 

I was intrigued, but knowing that Mistress would no more read a book about that than I would read a book about... (umm, I can't really think of anything suitably witty at this moment in time, but you get the idea), I wasn't really going to spend my hard earned cash on either of them. But I did notice that Mistress Scarlet had also published several 'journals' and I thought that might be more worthwhile.

I suppose if I'd thought about it a little more I would have realised that I was basically buying a collection of 'blog posts' I could have basically read for free, but then it's still nice to have an actual book to read rather than simply scrolling through page after page on a computer and it's easier for me to read in bed before I go to sleep (for instance).

Anyway... I chose Journal Number 18, and so far I'm quite enjoying it. It can be a bit repetitive, honestly. If you took a shot every time Mistress Scarlet tells you how much she enjoys being a heartless, pitiless bitch you would be hospitalised in an hour. But I suppose if I collected a bunch of my posts into a book you would probably find similar repetitions, so fair enough.

Mistress Scarlet's 'cruelty' and 'heartlessness' is for sure a big part of the appeal of her posts. In her most recent post she mentions how she has slowly taken away every last bit of pleasure her slave could enjoy, reducing him to an observer as she masturbates to a quite incredible number of orgasms, before curtly dismissing him or ordering him to fetch her something (a cup of tea, in one instance) before telling him to 'fuck off'.

The book I am reading is set around five years ago and in it she describes reading about another Domme giving her slave 50 numbered metal discs each representing one of his 50 'remaining' orgasms, after which - no more. Mistress Scarlet took this idea and tweaked it a little, taking a book of 250 raffle tickets and telling her slave that each ticket represented one orgasm...  

Since her slave is over 60 years old and only enjoys a limited number of orgasms a year anyway, this was clearly way too many. But Mistress Scarlett had already decided she would entertain herself by ripping tickets out of the book and screwing them up as if they were nothing while her slave watched on horrified.

As it goes, Mistress Scarlet eventually decided she didn't like the idea of her slave being able to choose when he would orgasm (albeit that didn't seem to me to be how it worked anyway) and after a short while she abandoned the idea. But, as she pointed out, even if she had gone through with it and given him one 'final' orgasm - she could always have told him she was fucking with him and changed her mind. Fast forward to the current day and her slave is indeed expecting to have his 'final' orgasm (under her foot, as they all now seem to be) before the end of the year; and it seems pretty final this time, so clearly things developed over the last few years!

There are parts of the book that don't interest me though. I didn't realise from reading recent posts on Mistress Scarlet's blog that their relationship involved quite so much sissification, lisping and colouring time with dollies. Perhaps that's no longer part of the equation as I don't recall reading anything about that on her blog, but then again a lot of posts I've read on her blog have been more about Femdom in general and less about her and her husband's private life. 

Actually, aside from Mistress Scarlet's seemingly endless appetite for masturbation there's actually very little in the way of 'sex' in the book. There is a brief mention of 'lovers', but so far (I am only a third of the way through the book at present) nothing more has come of that. There is no pegging either (not yet anyway) which I maybe expected, but there is some quite harsh CBT (including the application of nettles and some kind of heat balm).

When choosing a book to buy I thought I would go back several years as I thought it would be interesting to read what things were like before they got so extreme (with him not even being able to touch her anymore). But it seems I didn't go back anything like far enough, as even back in 2020 he was having to roll a 50 sided dice for a chance to touch her breasts and then being whipped for wasting her time if he failed to guess the right number.

Maybe when I have finished this book I will investigate Mistress Scarlet's blog more thoroughly and see how things progressed to where they ended up. As just reading this book it's quite hard to fathom how anyone would accept getting themselves into this position, but I think it's just a case of something developing over a very long period of time and Mistress Scarlet being a very enthusiastic and extremely pitiless Domme. 

Regardless of anything else I do think Mistress Scarlet speaks a lot of sense on her blog though, and she definitely seems to know what makes a submissive male's mind tick. Her lifestyle is far too extreme for me, but I can understand how parts of it are appealing and there have definitely been times when reading her blog and book that I have found my cock getting surprisingly and unexpectedly hard!

And yeah, strangely, reading about her callously ripping up her husband's 'orgasm' tickets was one of them...!

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No. Not Tonight...

The last couple of weeks have been a bit weird for one reason or another. We had some work done in the house, which led to a small water leak and as I said before Mistress had a 'commitment' that kept her very busy and rather drained, but despite that we've still been adhering to our new agreement even if we haven't actually 'finalised' our new contract.

With that in mind I am happy to report that on one instance recently Mistress decided not to unlock me for teasing. I know that sounds odd if you are reading this blog for the first time but if you've been following recent events you will understand why that is a significant step in the right direction for us.

Our new contract specifies that I have to ask permission to be 'unlocked' and she will decide. On this occasion she thought for a second and said 'No, not tonight.'

It was a slightly weird feeling to be 'denied' like that, but ultimately I was really pleased that Mistress took charge of the situation and now I won't automatically assume that I will be teased every time. I must say the next time I was 'unlocked' I appreciated every last second of it, even more than usual, so I think this is a very positive move for both of us. 

Also, a couple of nights ago Mistress was kneeling on the bed next to me, teasing my cock. She was wearing a black bra and I really wanted to see her gorgeous breasts, so I asked if she would allow me to see them. She stopped stroking me for a second and asked if I really wanted to be allowed to see them? I said I did and she reached up and slid the straps off her shoulders until her bra fell down enough that I could.

She looked amazing and as I reached up to touch her left breast she gently but firmly took hold of my wrist and pushed my hand away. She said I needed to ask permission first, which I duly did and Mistress then allowed me to touch her beautiful body. I wasn't expecting that, but I really loved that she did that. That's exactly the sort of control I want her to exert over me. So HOT! 

As it stands I'm 48 days into this period of chastity, having previously been allowed to cum on the 18th of October. Our new contract specifies no maximum period between 'full' orgasms, so I have no idea when I will get to cum properly again. But given that there's only 26 days of 2025 left I wouldn't be at all surprised if it wasn't until next year...

On the flipside, Mistress's orgasm count is holding up better than the last three years so I am very hopeful that we can get her back over the magic 100 by March 31st. 🙂