Wednesday, 25 June 2025

A (Very) Little Punishment

The other day I wrote about our 'almost mini-Femdom session'. During that little rendezvous Mistress asked if I had anything to confess (i.e any illegal touching etc) and I said no. However, later it occurred to me that I had kind of half-forgotten about the fact that I am not allowed to and that I'm supposed to tell Mistress if I do. I knew I hadn't purposely done it, but as to whether there was any accidental touching that I forgot about over the last couple of months I'm not 100% sure.

Anyway, as it happens, yesterday morning I woke around 5:30am and then dozed off again. And while I was in that half awake - half asleep phase I remember touching my hard cock. So I reported this to Mistress tonight and she gave me a very lenient and brief 'punishment' with her paddle (based on how long it had been since I had faltered and the fact that I was half asleep).

It was very hot seeing Mistress slip off her robe to expose her gorgeous body, then take up her paddle and climb onto the bed next to me where I waited on my hands and knees to be punished. Realistically it was very gentle and truth be told I was actually hoping for more. As you know, I don't enjoy 'pain' for its own sake, but I do enjoy being 'submissive' to Mistress and it seems a very long time since Mistress has punished me at all and once she had finished I was very eager for her to tease me, which she did beautifully.

As she stroked me I told her how much I loved that she ruined my orgasm last week, she smiled at me and said that if she wants to ruin all my orgasms in future then that's what she will do. I so loved hearing her say that, because even if that isn't her intention I truly want her to have that power over me, and for it to be 100% her decision. I said 'As long as you cum that's all that matters'.

Mmmm, makes my heart beat a little faster just replaying that in my head.

Once she had edged me we rested a moment to see if we could actually feel any benefit from the fan I had set up next to the bed. Well, no not really. But still, despite the heat I slipped between Mistress's gorgeous thighs and set about worshipping her delicious pussy. 

Despite the fan poor Mistress got very hot during this, but at least she came... hopefully we can take advantage of the morning coolness at the weekend!

The only good thing I can say about the current weather is that I do love that Mistress is barefoot all the time. Best of all she loves to lay back on the sofa with her feet in my lap, probably completely oblivious to the effect it has on me... while I gently caress them and wonder when I will get to lick my cum off of them again. Sigh... 

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I came across a pretty good cuckolding story on Literotica today, it's called 'First Time Listening' by Andy_FL and you can read it here First Time Listening - Loving Wives - Literotica.com. It's a shame but Andy has only written one other story (three years ago) which was not as good as this one, hopefully he will write more in the future.


Saturday, 21 June 2025

Almost Like a Mini Femdom Session...

For a very long time now, my blog has carried on its header a quote from the D/s author Ms Rika (I must admit I don't think I have ever read one of her books and I'm not even sure where I saw this quote), which says 'There is nothing more attractive to a submissive man than a woman who demonstrates how confident she is in her sexuality and its effect on him'. I really couldn't put it any better myself, and though I've occasionally thought of refreshing the header with a new quote (since its been there so long now that I imagine it barely registers with my readers) I haven't found anything that would be an improvement.

This quote also lends itself to manipulation to highlight specific events, like perhaps 'There is nothing more attractive to a submissive chastity slave than a Mistress who edges him repeatedly and then wilfully ruins his orgasm'. The key word in that sentence obviously being 'wilfully'; there is a world of difference between accidentally edging too hard and being unable to hold back, and being purposely stroked over the edge, feeling the sensation deliberately removed and then helplessly watching your cum drip out of your cock and onto your stomach as your Mistress gently drags her nails up and down the sides of your throbbing cock. In this context, intent is everything.

And today, for the first time in a very long time, I felt that fantastic sensation and it was absolutely wonderful! I have missed it soooooooooo much. 

Regular readers will know we are aiming for a Femdom session every month again, and while we have managed four in a row (Feb-May) and we are still hopeful for next weekend (the last in June), so far this month we haven't managed to make it happen. Here in the UK this weekend it is hot. Mistress and I are not fans of heat at the best of times and hot weather definitely does not work well with PVC sheets and fetish wear... and because we didn't want to pin our hopes on a session this weekend we decided to get up early, shower and have some time together this morning before it got too hot and maybe repeat that tomorrow too (if we manage to sleep tonight of course).

As I'm writing this (at 1PM) it's apparently 29 degrees outside and it's bloody humid too!

Usually, as a matter of course, Mistress teases me after she has orgasmed, because of course... 'Women cum first'! Whilst I subscribe to that mantra on principle, I'll be the first to admit I also prefer it that way anyway, because it turns me on to make my Mistress cum and obviously I adore worshipping her delicious pussy so it puts me in a good, relaxed mindset. But with the way the weather is, it's actually better to switch it around because being wrapped between Mistress's sexy thighs is wonderful, but can also make me overheat and that doesn't help anything for either of of us.

So in the name of practicality we did exactly that and so earlier I found myself with my new Oxballs Cocksling (the one with the extended collar for the balls) fitted and eagerly kissing Mistress's soft lips as she teased me with her fingers. I was soon rock hard and she applied some lube before teasing me properly. It felt wonderful and after a while Mistress reached over to the nightstand (I thought she was just getting more lube) and then she started whipping my balls and cock with her mini cock whip.

It felt fantastic and my cock throbbed even harder (especially when Mistress started slapping my balls and verbally teasing me about how she likes doing it). To be honest I wasn't even really thinking about whether Mistress was going to let me cum or not, but when she asked me how many days it had been since I had cum I knew the answer (although I got it slightly wrong because I thought it was the 20th today and it's actually the 21st) and told her 75 days (actually 76, of course!). 

The funny thing is, I had thought that since that last explosive release I had accidentally ruined a couple, but according to the blog that was not the case.* Besides, if I had done that I would have been 'corrected' for it and that would also be on the blog, so it seems that I did go a full 76 days without any kind of release at all! No wonder there was quite a lot for Mistress to feed me today!

*You can see on the sidebar (if you're reading on a PC) that my last accidental ruin punishment was on the 4th of April, the same day that I was allowed to cum properly. Yes, I came twice that day, one accidental ruin, followed by a proper orgasm - a first for us! Can't believe it was that long ago though...

Mistress also asked me to remind her how long my longest period of chastity was and to be honest I couldn't accurately remember, but I told her it was about 120 days. Turns out it was actually 135 days which was way back in 2021. So I'm just over half way to repeating that... I wonder if that is Mistress R's intention? I kind of hope so, but I really hope she gives me plenty of deliberate ruins along the way too.

Also today, besides getting my balls whipped and slapped and a spectacular ruined orgasm, half way through Mistress slipped her sexy lace panties off and allowed me to worship her gorgeous ass. It's kind of an unwritten rule* that I'm not allowed to ask to worship Mistress's ass in the week leading up to our session and since we keep moving it back it's always the week leading up to the session! As you can imagine, that is a bit frustrating since I adore worshipping Mistress's gorgeous ass and I hope she didn't think my not asking was anything to do with a lack of enthusiasm on my part, because it certainly was not! 

*Unwritten rule? It's quite possible that it is a written rule, it's so long since we've looked at our chastity contract I honestly don't know what it says anymore. Maybe in future I will just ask anyway, cos I'm sure Mistress has no idea what it says either! 🤣

So, while there was no 'proper' Femdom Session today, there certainly were some elements of it and after all that I got to worship Mistress's beautiful pussy and make her cum too, which is always wonderful for me (Mistress has now had 25 orgasms since my last full orgasm back in April, I wonder how many she'll enjoy before she lets me cum properly again - I hope it's a lot!). 

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Several years ago the website Milovana launched a new editor for it's 'Webteases'. Me being me I resisted using it and kept on using the Flash one for as long as it was available, and thereafter stuck to using the Classic editor, which admittedly is very simple and can't be used to make mazes or anything, but it does work reliably and is simple to use. 

The other evening I decided to make a tease, mainly because it was hot and I couldn't concentrate on refining one of the six stories I have on the go. So I decided, maybe it was time to give the EOS editor a go. So I did, and within an hour or so I had made a simple tease that could equally have been made using the 'Classic' editor... but still, it worked and I had made it on the new editor, so maybe in future I could make more advanced teases again.

But then I tried to publish it and it told me there were five different errors in my tease that needed correcting. To be honest I didn't really understand the error messages, but someone in the forum told me that it probably means one of my timers was set without an 's' after the number so while the 'Preview' programme would assume it was a number of seconds it still needed to be corrected before it could be published.

Well I checked all the timers and they were all correct, and similarly the image that it said was wrong on page 2 was present and correct too. So I went back and the kind person on the forum said the error message might be pointing me to the wrong page. Brilliant! 

So I tried deleting the image and reuploading it, but nothing works and in the end I decided to try deleting all the pages to see what effect that would have on the error messages. None as it turned out. I ended up with just one page left and it was still telling me the timer on page 17 was wrong. Fabulous.

The issue for me here is that say you wrote a 200 page webtease and then you add page 201 and you get an error, if deleting that page doesn't clear the error then you are stuck and you've wasted an awful lot of time. So I won't be doing that. Instead I just redid my simple tease in the 'Classic' editor in no time at all and posted it to the website. 

It's doing pretty well, scoring 4.5/5 at the moment having had 6742 views. You can see the tease by clicking on the banner below.



Wednesday, 28 May 2025

Frustration (and not the good kind!)

I'm getting very frustrated with Blogger. The last few nights I have been slowly working on improving the look and usability of the blog, and in particular creating 'cards' for the 'Webtease' pages much like I've done with the 'Stories' pages. But of course, every time I take a step forward Blogger unpublishes the page because it thinks it's spam or some bullshit and then I have to request a review and eventually it goes back up behind a warning (even though literally the whole blog is behind a warning). 

Currently the page 'My Webteases' is offline and I don't know when or if they will let me put it back up. Fucking annoying. Honestly part of me wants to move the blog to a different host, but can I actually be bothered? Probably not... I think the glory days of this blog are behind us and I wonder how long it will be before Google decides to cleanse itself of all 'adult' content again. 

On a more positive note, my latest story (Mistress's Perfect Feet) is currently doing very well on Literotica, currently scoring 4.74 / 5, which means that at the moment it is my highest rated story on there! So that's good... and I just thought of another story (actually while I was lying in the dentist's chair having my teeth cleaned - how weird is that?) so I need to write some notes for that before I forget it.

Monday, 26 May 2025

Latest Story is Up on Literotica

Mistress's Perfect Feet has finally appeared on the Literotica site, and so far it has two votes (both 5 stars) so that's a good start... it also has one 'positive' comment from a regular reader - we'll see what happens as time goes on.

It's funny, when you go down to the bottom of the page to read the comments there's a section to the side (on a laptop) where it suggests 'other stories like this' and I saw one called 'Cruel to be Kind' that sounded interesting... until I clicked on it and realised that it was one of mine! 

It's a public holiday here in the UK today, later today Mistress and I will be doing another escape room, something we both enjoy quite a bit. Hopefully Mistress will also have another orgasm today, she's just about to start doing some exercise so no doubt she'll be coming downstairs in some tight fitting shorts anytime soon. 

Ideally I'd like to stay and watch and perhaps worship her ass in between sets, but I know that's not going to happen so I guess I better go and find something useful to do instead...

Sunday, 25 May 2025

Some Random Sunday Thoughts...

I hope you all enjoyed my new story 'Mistress's Perfect Feet' that I posted on Friday; that was written a few weeks ago and then abandoned in the 'current writing' folder until I went back to it the other day. At the same time I realised I had pretty much completed another two or three stories that probably need very little work also, so hopefully they will be posted here soon too.

One of the stories I still have in the pending file is very long, I think it's 15,000 words or something and even though it was only a few weeks ago I can barely remember it - so that will be an interesting read for me. I suppose in the near future my writing will be rendered redumbnant, AI will write whatever story you like... as long as you don't mind revealing your fetishes to the tech giants. Presumably if you ask it to write something too risqué a platoon of Terminators will turn up at your house to take you away... oh what a wonderful future we have in store. 

Saying that I asked Chat GPT two questions last week and it got both of them wrong, so I'm not quite convinced these things are as clever as they say they are. Still I suppose they don't need to be, but if it can't even tell you how many r's are in strawberry (2 apparently - we argued about it for 20 minutes, and then when it finally agreed with me, I changed my mind and so did it!) then I'm not sure it should be put in charge of anything critical.

Anyway, I'm looking forward to another Femdom session next Sunday; hopefully I should have rid myself of the weight I gained on our holiday last week by then... it was bad! Very, very bad. Oh well, no more holidays until September so I should be able to make significant headway by then and I will try and not fuck up on that one.

Can you believe it's nearly June already, where the hell is this year going? 

This afternoon Mistress and I had a little fun-time, which included Mistress using her gorgeous feet to tease my cock. I really loved that. She paused for a moment to apply some more lube to my cock and I hoped she was going to resume using her feet but instead she went back to using her fingers instead, while teasing me about letting me cum on her feet and having me lick them clean. 

That never ever fails to get a reaction...

As if this wasn't enough she then looked down at me (she was sitting up beside me as she teased my cock) and said that what I really wanted was for her to ruin my orgasm onto her feet, which is 100% true and very hot to hear. Honestly, if she decided to only ever ruin me and never let me cum properly again, keeping me horny and desperate then I would be totally happy with that! Needless to say it wasn't too much longer before I reached my second edge and Mistress stopped touching me. Ah, such is the life of a chastity slave... at least I got to enjoy making her cum with my tongue earlier. :)

Friday, 23 May 2025

Mistress's Perfect Feet (Written May 2025)



My name is Rob and I was born, live and work in the UK. Most of my day to day work is office based, but occasionally I have to go out in a car somewhere and today was one of those days. I had 2-3 hours of driving to do, with only a couple of stops in between and as usual when I am driving, my unoccupied mind drifted to thinking about my gorgeous Mistress. I was already heading up the motorway when I started to think about her beautiful feet and the more I thought about them the more I felt my cock getting cramped in my underwear. Soon I was moving in my seat, trying to make room and the more aroused I became the more I thought about blowing my load all over those incredible, sexy feet and licking them clean. 

I was starting to feel very distracted and I really needed to touch my cock, but of course I’m not allowed to do that without Mistress’s approval... so either I needed to think about something else and hope the problem went away, or I needed to take drastic action and call my Mistress to ask for permission. This was something I had never done before and I wasn’t remotely sure that she would agree, but the situation was getting serious and I was in no state to drive safely. 

I decided to call Mistress on her mobile and she answered quickly. I knew she was working at home alone so I didn’t need to worry about anyone overhearing our conversation, but despite that it was still a little awkward at first. I didn’t really know how to bring the subject up, especially as I had never done this before and knew she would have no idea why I was really calling. However after a couple of minutes of small talk I eventually managed to spit it out and for a few seconds I was met with silence. 

Then I heard her laugh softly and she asked me where I was. I told her I was driving on the motorway and she said ‘Really… you’re driving but you’re so horny you called me to ask permission to touch yourself? How did you get so horny? What could you possibly be thinking about to get yourself so worked up?’

I told her I was thinking about her beautiful feet…

“Oh, really? You got this turned on just thinking about my feet?”

I told her I was thinking about cumming on them and licking them clean.

“Oh…. I see,” she laughed knowingly. “No wonder you’re so distracted then.”

Again the silence.

“So….” I prompted hopefully.

“Hmm,” she sighed thoughtfully. “Well, it’s intriguing that in all the time we’ve been doing this you’ve never once called me to ask for permission to touch your cock, so I can only assume this is what we might call a ‘genuine emergency’.”

“It is, I can hardly think straight to drive,” I pledged.

“Really…. what if you just rub your cock through your jeans, does that help?”

I dropped my hand down between my legs and gently rubbed my fingers against my aching cock, it felt amazing but I needed more, much more.

“That feels wonderful Mistress, but it’s not really ‘helping’… if anything it’s making things worse. Much worse.”
 
“Oh, okay… then you better stop,”

I whined in frustration, but obediently pulled my hand away.

“I think you should wait until you get home, you know it will be so much better don’t you?” 

“I know Mistress, and believe me I didn’t ring you lightly…”

“Hmm, I’m sure that’s true… and you better not make a habit of it either. But even so, I don’t like the idea of you touching your cock when I’m not there to supervise…”

“Please Mistress, “ I begged. “I’m so horny right now… I can’t even explain it. If you don’t give me permission I can’t promise I won’t do it anyway.”

“Really? Wow, that’s serious talk. Well you better know that if you were to deliberately touch your cock without permission you can expect an extremely harsh punishment.”

“I know Mistress and I really don’t want to do that, which is why I rang to ask.”

“Hmm, well… I guess at least you are trying to do the right thing. How long is it since I allowed you to cum?”

“It’s a little over a month Mistress.”

“Oh really, time flies doesn’t it?” she said with a tiny chuckle. “Okay… so how far is it to the next junction?”

“About eight miles I think.”

“Right then, I want you to get off at that junction and find somewhere to park. Don’t park anywhere there might be cameras. But don’t park in the middle of nowhere either, I want you to feel at least a little nervous that you might be seen. Call me back when you find somewhere and we’ll see how I feel then.”

I took the next junction and luckily saw a sign to a country park. I followed the signs and soon found myself in a fairly large but quite busy car park. I drove along the rows of cars and eventually spotted an overflow section with no cars in it. I drove to the far end of that and pulled into a space. Then thought better of it and turned the car around, at least then I’d be able to see anyone coming. I looked all around and there were no cameras as far as I could tell, but these days it was hard to be sure.

I turned off the car and tried to relax. I tapped my phone and waited for Mistress to answer… it rang, and rang and then went to voice mail. I tried again and it did the same. The third time I rang she answered.

“Are you still horny and desperate?” she said.

“Yes Mistress,” I replied. “Very.”

“I see. What a pity you aren’t here… I’ve just taken my socks off and I’m looking at my beautifully manicured toes. I bet you wish you could see them…”

I groaned into the phone.

“Of course if you were here… I’d probably let you lick and suck on each of my pretty toes while you played with your poor throbbing cock.”

“Oh God, yes…” I moaned.

“You better not be touching that cock without permission…”

“I’m not Mistress! I swear.”

“Okay… I believe you. But I find it hard to believe that you got this worked up just thinking about my feet. Beautiful as they are…”

“I swear Mistress, I was only thinking about your feet.”

“And licking your cum off them?”

“Well, yes Mistress… that too.”

“Wow… I mean obviously I know you love my feet, but I didn’t realise you could get this turned on just thinking about them.”

“I know Mistress, it confuses me too…”

“Rub yourself again slave.”

I reached down and gently started to tease my aching cock through my jeans.

“Thank you Mistress… that feels amazing,” I sighed.

“Does it? Does it feel like Heaven?”

“Yes Mistress...”

“But not as good as if it was me touching it I bet?”

“No Mistress, nowhere near that good.”

“And you’re sure you don’t want to wait until you get home? Because if we go much further that is going to be completely off the table.”

“I would love nothing more Mistress, but I genuinely don’t think I can. My balls are so full and I just feel like I’m going to explode.”

“Awww, what a pity I’m not there to slap some sense into them for you. Maybe you should try that… go on, give yourself a good few slaps and see if it helps.”

“I really don’t think…”

“I don’t care what you think slave, do as you’re told!”

“Yes Mistress.”

I slapped myself in the balls four or five times as she listened and encouraged me to do it harder.

“Come on, don’t hold back,” she ordered. “Make a fist and hit them hard for me.”

I did as she told me, but it certainly didn’t ‘help’ matters… if anything it made it a whole lot worse.

“Did that help?” she asked, trying not to laugh.

“Not really Mistress.”

“Oh well, it was worth a try…”

“Please Mistress… please let me touch my cock, I’m so horny I can’t think straight.”

“Hmm, very well slave, I think you have been very good calling me to ask permission… and I’m kind of proud of you for that. So yes, you may touch your cock now.”

“Thank you Mistress,” I sighed.

“Make sure you pull it right out in the open slave, don’t put your hand inside your pants, I want you exposed.”

I unzipped my fly and pulled my cock and balls through the hole in my boxer shorts. It looked as hard as I had ever seen it and ready to blow at any moment.

“Now you can stroke it slave, gently… but don’t forget, you can’t cum unless I give you permission.”

“Thank you Mistress…”

I wrapped my fingers carefully around my cock and started to stroke it as gently as possible.

“It really is a shame you aren’t here you know, my feet are looking sooo good today… here let me send you a picture.”

My phone buzzed and I clicked on the message.

“Oh my God…” I breathed desperately.

“Last chance to stop slave… are you sure you don’t want to wait until you get home?”

“I can’t Mistress… I want to, but I can’t.”

“Awww, that’s such a shame. I would have let you kiss them all over and maybe I would have even let you cum on them too. Can you picture that slave, can you picture my pretty feet splattered with your  hot, creamy cum? I bet you can… it looks so good doesn’t it? Good enough to eat…”

“Yes Mistress…”

There was a moment’s silence and a small gasp then Mistress continued…

“I love this slave, I love that you are so horny right now just thinking about my beautiful feet… so horny that you don’t even think you can stop yourself. That’s so fucking hot. You’re making me very wet…”

Mistress went quiet again and I pictured her pulling her panties to one side and running her finger along her wet slit.

“Tell me something slave, if I asked you right now to choose one part of my body to cum on for the rest of your life and it meant you could never cum anywhere else, would it be my pretty feet?”

I hesitated for a second, but eventually admitted the truth.

“Yes Mistress.”

“Really? Wow... so if I asked you that question again and said that this time I meant it, would you still give me the same answer?”

“Yes Mistress,” I answered nervously.

Mistress gave a small groan of pleasure…

“Really slave? You’d give up cumming on my delicious pussy, my ass, my sexy thighs… my breasts… just so you could cum on my perfect, pretty feet… forever?”

“Reluctantly… yes Mistress, if I absolutely had to. I love coming on all those places but I could never give up cumming on your beautiful feet.”

“Well don’t worry slave, I'm not going to tie you to that just yet. But next time I ask you might be the last time, so you better think about that and make sure you know what you’re saying. In the meantime, if I let you cum on my pretty feet then you know what you'd have to do don't you?”

“Yes Mistress.”

“And what is that… exactly? 

“I’d have to lick your beautiful feet clean Mistress.”

“That's right… and you’d love every mouthful wouldn’t you? In fact it wouldn’t be a case of ‘having to’ at all would it? You long to lick my cummy feet clean don't you?”

“Yes Mistress. I crave it so much…” I gasped.

Mistress chuckled quietly.

“That’s right, you wake up thinking about it, you go to sleep thinking about it and you daydream about it, isn't that right?”

“Yes Mistress.”

“You're a complete slut for my beautiful feet aren't you and you would do pretty much anything I asked to get what you want, wouldn’t you?”

“Yes Mistress,” I groaned.

“Mmm, so interesting slave… I really hope you don’t regret telling me that.”

My phone buzzed again and another photo of her gorgeous feet appeared.  

“Such a shame you didn’t stop when you had the chance slave… look at them, they’re crying out for a creamy load aren’t they?”

Suddenly out of the corner of my eye I saw an older couple walking across the car park. They weren’t looking my way but it gave me quite a start and I realised the park was all around us and people could appear from all directions.

“What’s the matter slave, did someone see you?”

“No Mistress… but they made me jump.”

“Maybe we should cut to the chase then, before you get yourself in any trouble.”

I watched the older couple getting farther and farther away and relaxed a little bit. 

“I hope you’re still stroking slave… are you excited to be allowed to empty your poor denied balls?”

“Very, Mistress.”

“Well don’t get too excited slave, and make sure you tell me when you’re close.”

I stroked my cock a little harder and faster, my eyes glued to the photo of Mistress’s gorgeous feet shown on my phone. 

Suddenly the phone started to vibrate, unbeknown to me Mistress had ended our call and was now video calling me. I answered and was greeted by the sight of Mistress’s perfect feet in real time.

“Oh my poor slave, don’t you wish you were here…with me and my beautiful, sexy feet?”

“I do Mistress.”   

I saw Mistress’s long painted fingernails appear and her fingertips gently play with her feet.

“Are you getting close slave?”

“Yes Mistress.”

“Good, because I have work to do and you need to get going as well… the thing is though slave, I really don’t feel good about letting you enjoy that orgasm you so desperately crave, not when you’re so far away from me. I feel like it would be setting a bad precedent… and so now you have to make a choice. Either you stop right now and put your cock away, or you stroke yourself to the edge, take your hand away as you start to cum and ruin your orgasm into your hand.”

“No please Mistress…”

“Those are your choices slave… of course you could always disobey me, but I really wouldn’t recommend it.”

Mistress allowed the silence to sit heavy on me, before she added.

“And honestly if you decide to stop now I will have to punish you anyway, for wasting my time… after all you told me you were truly ‘desperate’ to cum, so let’s see how desperate you really are slave. Either way, if I don’t see you ruin your orgasm and eat all that creamy cum then you can forget about cumming on my beautiful feet for at least three months.” 

The last part was like a dagger to my heart and she knew it.

“Move your phone so I can see,” she ordered. 

I turned the phone holder so that it pointed down at my groin, disappointed that I could no longer see her gorgeous feet on the screen. 

“Good, now push yourself over the edge for me. Ruin that orgasm you are so ‘desperate’ for and eat it up for me!”

As I got closer and closer my hand moved slower and my grip loosened, I was teetering on the edge now and I could already feel my balls starting to contract. My head felt like it would explode and I gave my cock three more super light strokes then watched as it started to spasm, nothing happened for a few seconds and then the first bead of cum appeared. I gasped in absolute frustration as I watched the cum start to flow freely, dripping down my cock and into the palm of my left hand.

“Yesssssss…” groaned Mistress. “Now get as much as you can into your mouth.”

I lifted my hand to my mouth and sucked and licked it until it was clean. 

“Let me see.”

I moved the phone so that it was pointing up at me again and opened my mouth to show her the cum I had sucked up. 

“Very good,” she purred. “You have pleased me. In fact I am very wet now, and pretty close myself… I certainly can’t wait for you to get home so I will just have to finish myself off. I bet you’d love to watch that wouldn’t you?”

“Oh God yes Mistress…”

“Hahaha… I don’t think so slave, I’ve been more than kind enough to you today. You need to get cleaned up and get back on the road. And make sure you delete those pictures I sent you, I don’t want you getting tempted to touch yourself again.”

“Yes Mistress,” I said mournfully.

“It’s so nice to be able to touch myself whenever I want to…” she taunted. “Do you regret giving up your freedom to me slave?”

“No Mistress,” I said, honestly.

The image on the phone moved suddenly and now all I could see was the ceiling of our bedroom. Mistress had clearly laid the phone down on the bed as she turned her attention to her own needs. I listened carefully, Mistress was breathing heavily and I could hear a faint, rhythmic sound. Finally I heard her moan loudly and the phone jerked sharply then fell face down on the floor. 

As I heard Mistress orgasm my cock gave one final defiant pulse and a last trickle of cum slid down the side of my still hard cock and pooled at the base. Despite the fact that Mistress was no longer observing, I obediently scooped it up with my fingers and swallowed it, then waited for my cock to soften and my own breathing to return to normal before I returned to the road.

What a day this had been. While the tension in my balls had eased a little, I still couldn’t stop thinking about my gorgeous Mistress and how glorious it would have been to have been allowed to watch her cum. And honestly, that ruined orgasm didn’t really help much at all… I hadn’t been back on the road more than half an hour before my cock was throbbing hard again, aching for attention.

But I knew there was no way Mistress would let me touch it again, I would just have to try my best to think about something else…


Monday, 12 May 2025

$100 Light (Written May 2025)



This story was inspired by a video starring Marsha May which I saw years and years ago, the idea has been sitting in a folder ever since and I finally got around to writing it...


Doug hit the alarm clock harder than he intended and cursed as he heard it skid across the nightstand and fall onto the hard wooden floor with a ringing ‘clack’.

“Dammit!” he swore, as he reached down to retrieve it.

He checked the device was still working and then put it back in its rightful place, before swinging his legs out of the bed and making his way to the shower. The water was warm and soothing and he rested underneath it for longer than really necessary, enjoying the relaxing sensation as it cascaded down his neck and over his broad shoulders.

Once showered, Doug dressed and then patted his pockets.

“Hmm…”

He looked around the room, but his wallet was nowhere to be seen.

“Maybe I left it in the kitchen?” he muttered to himself.

As he walked across the landing he looked out of the large picture window. He paused for a moment, scanning the wide bay until he spotted what he was looking for, his 19 year old son Brandon. Brandon was an enthusiastic surfer and never failed to get up early if there was the sniff of catching a wave. Doug watched as his boy rode a crest skilfully, wincing as the wave began to break and Brandon’s board became unstable beneath him.

“Never knows when to bail that boy…” he muttered to himself.

Saturday, 10 May 2025

Is 'Rekindling an Old Flame' really that bad?

I'm a little confused by the reaction to my story 'Rekindling an Old Flame' on Literotica. Leaving aside the comments (of which there were actually very few), the scores thus far have been a bit lowly. In fact the first part is my fifth worst scoring story on Literotica with a 3.71 / 5 score. Sure, objectively 3.7 / 5 isn't that bad, but relative to the other 46 stories I've put on there under the name Robert_Anthony, it's a pretty poor score. 

I must admit when I posted it I wasn't sure whether to post it under 'Fetish' or 'Loving Wives', but since 'Anna's Cuckold: Redux' was annihilated in 'LW' I decided to play safe and put it under 'Fetish'. When I saw the score I thought, well maybe it should have gone in 'Loving Wives' then? So I put part two in 'LW' and it currently has a score of 2.49 / 5. I mean, okay, part two isn't as good as part one, I'll agree with that... but it's vying with 'Anna's Cuckold: Redux' for the bottom of the pile and I think that's a bit harsh!


I wasn't as bothered with 'AC:R' because it was literally a very quick rework of an existing story that had a good rating (4.16 / 5) but I knew putting it in 'LW' was a risk and the comments lived up to expectations. Interestingly, I notice that my most read story 'Thirty Seven Days' (174,000 views on that one) is the third worst story in the votes, but the votes account for only about 0.5% of the views (951 votes)... so it's possible that if everyone voted that read it, it could be a different score entirely.

I did have a thought that maybe the fact that people expect a certain kind of story (Femdom / Chastity / Cuckold* etc) from me was part of the problem... but then my latest story ('$100 Light') which has just gone up on Literotica in the NC/Reluctance category has a score of 4.51 / 5, which I'm more than happy with (4.5+ means it gets a 'HOT' rating). So I really don't know why people don't like 'Rekindling an Old Flame'. But anyway, I wrote it for Mistress R and she liked it, so that's the main thing... 

*I suppose technically it is a cuckolding story, but not really. More of a cheating story, which is not the same thing.

'$100 Light' will be posted here in a few days (funnily enough, that one was written for Mistress R too, but she didn't like that one...) 

Rekindling an Old Flame - CH2 (Written May 2025)

 

Mandy didn’t get home until after midnight. She’d texted Bob as she left Ray’s apartment to say she would be late but there was no need to wait up; she knew her husband had an early start the next day and he really needed to get to sleep. 

The journey home had seemed endless and it gave her ample time to reflect on her behaviour and the risks she’d taken with her marriage. She knew it was stupid but she also knew she wanted to do it again. Sex with Bob was great, he was a considerate lover who always made sure she was satisfied (at least he always made sure she had an orgasm… which she now realised wasn’t quite the same thing), but how could he possibly compare to Ray? 

Even if by some miracle she told Bob the truth about what she really liked and he was game for it, could she really submit to someone she had so much history with as an equal? Besides, Bob had never shown the slightest sign of being in any way ‘dominant’, never mind the kind of dominant that she needed him to be.

She made a coffee and flicked through her phone, but nothing could distract her from thinking about Ray and how much she wanted him again. Deep down she knew it would end badly, she just hoped it didn’t destroy what she had with Bob in the process.

Mandy finished her coffee and had a quick shower in the downstairs en-suite; she really didn’t want to wake Bob and she thought for a moment about sleeping alone, but she knew Bob didn’t really like it when she did that and she also wanted to be close to him now.

It was well after 1AM when she finally climbed into their King sized bed, but she already knew she was going to struggle to sleep. Thankfully Bob was already out cold and as she lay there her thoughts drifted once again to Ray and THAT night in the pub.

Wednesday, 7 May 2025

Femdom Session (4th May 2025)

 

You may remember this graph from my 'End of Year' round up back at the beginning of April, which shows the number of 'Femdom Sessions' Mistress and I have had over the last 14 years... if so it might be slightly confusing because it runs from April to March and as such, the two sessions shown on the far right of the graph are actually from February and March this year, while the sole session shown to the left of it is from March 2024. 

If we extended the graph to show 2025-2026 it would already show two sessions (April and May 2025) but more impressively we have had a Femdom session every month for the past four months (Feb-May) and I have no idea when the last time we did that was! 

Okay, I checked and the last time was actually 2021, when we strung five in a row together between March and July, so not as long ago as I thought it might have been...

But still, it's a very, very positive situation and I am so happy that things have turned around for us and we are able to enjoy this together regularly again. Long term readers will know there have been reasons and hopefully we've got past those now (mainly health related, but also my weight problem probably didn't help any either) and so hopefully it will just be the heat of the Summer that we have to navigate going forward.

To be honest even if we could manage another four or five before the end of March that would be a massive win, but let's stay positive and hope for our first 'full house' ever! 

Anyway, for some reason I was a bit nervous before this session, which I haven't really been for the last three. I don't know why that was, but perhaps it was partly because the last one was so fucking incredible and I was a little apprehensive about this one matching up. Which was a tall order honestly because last time Mistress wore my favourite outfit* and she pegged me (for the first time in absolutely ages) and she jerked me off over her gorgeous feet and had me lick them clean; I was going to say 'also for the first time in ages', but perhaps it was the first time ever that she jerked me off over her feet? Usually in the past I did it myself. Not gonna lie, it was much better when Mistress did it! 

*Which reminds me, Mistress said I could take a photo of her wearing that incredible underwear! We need to get that done because she looked A-M-A-Z-I-N-G. 😃

Oddly this was the first session I can remember where Mistress didn't use the blindfold at all, and while that obviously had some massive benefits for me (...) I think I missed that feeling of being 'in the dark' a little bit. Mistress did rather cruelly make me close my eyes a few times near the end when she was allowing me to worship her perfect ass, but otherwise I certainly wasn't complaining when she straddled my face multiple times so that I could taste her delicious pussy! So fucking HOT!

Even in just a simple PVC bra and skirt Mistress looked stunning, and I really love the opportunity these sessions provide for me to worship her beautiful feet for longer than normal, especially when she's playing with her glass dildo and verbally teasing me about thing she could have me do... 

As ever the time seemed to go really, really quickly... in fact the only part that didn't flash by was when Mistress left me alone with my nipples pegged. Last time out when Mistress pegged my nipples the pegs were really ineffective, so I went on a mission to try and find some pegs around the house, but I could only find some equally crappy ones. So I bought some new ones, and they were even less use... who would have guessed? So then I started thinking about looking at nipple clamps, but then as luck would have it I found three old pegs in a drawer that still had plenty of bite left in them and boy did I know I had those suckers on! 

When Mistress came back I finally got to worship her pussy properly and make her cum, and clearly Mistress really enjoyed the new story I wrote for her... after that she stood on the bed and had me lick her clean (which I absolutely adore, I cannot get enough of her delicious pussy juices...ever!) and then after that Mistress allowed me the privilege of worshipping her gorgeous asshole with my tongue while she stroked my cock. 

She allowed me to do this four times (yes!) before settling on her knees beside me and stroking me to the edge and telling me the session was over. Of course there was more to the session than that, with lots of teasing and cock/ball whipping, but I don't want to repeat myself too much. Suffice to say it was wonderful and I can't wait to do it again come the 1st of June! 😃

Sunday, 4 May 2025

Rekindling an Old Flame - CH1 (Written May 2025)



It was a warm London evening and Mandy sat alone in a quiet corner of the bar waiting for her date. Her fingers toyed with the stem of her wine glass and she wondered if Ray would even show. Maybe it would be better if he didn’t… after all, she’d been married for nearly seven years now; so perhaps rekindling an old flame for her twenties wasn’t the best idea she’d ever had.

She’d never intended for this to happen of course, indeed she would be on her way home now if it wasn’t for a chance encounter on the tube a few days prior. She’d been standing on the platform waiting to get on the Piccadilly line when the doors opened and there he was.

She looked up and gasped, he was instantly recognizable despite the passing years.

“Ray?”

Ray looked at her and smiled.

“Oh my God…. Mandy?”

The pair stepped away from the doors and chatted for several minutes, eventually exchanging numbers. Mandy caught the next train and as she sat, trundling through the bowels of the city she wondered what the hell just happened. 

She never had herself down as the cheating kind, and yet she’d not thought twice about giving Ray her number. Sure, exchanging numbers with an old friend didn’t make her a cheat, but Ray wasn’t an ‘old friend’, he was someone she had fucked multiple times and someone who even now she occasionally fantasized about when Bob was licking her to orgasm.

Sunday, 27 April 2025

Well, I Asked for It, Didn't I?

I kinda knew that putting my reworked version of 'Anna's Cuckold' in the 'Loving Wives' section of Literotica was asking for trouble (despite the fact that Literotica descibes it as follows - 'Married extra-marital fun: swinging, sharing & more') and, well the trolls did not disappoint! The story also got a terrible score of 2.3/5.0 which is my worst score by a mile - however I believe over time this will improve because eventually it will be found by people searching for 'Cuckold' stories, who will probably give it a better reception.

I wouldn't have put a story in this category if I had spend ages writing it, but I literally spent about an hour redoing it from the original and so it was worth the risk and wouldn't you know it, despite the harsh criticism (someone actually went to the effort of sending me private feedback which just said 'You are a disgrace to the male gender') I noticed the story was added to some people's favourites along with other stories of mine. So perhaps this was worthwhile if only to find some new readers.

Interestingly, I noticed that most of the commenters didn't have Literotica accounts, or didn't post comments using their account names. But two of the ones who did were both 'retired Army veterans'. So I looked at one of their account pages and while they haven't written any stories of their own (surprise, surprise) the authors they follow write largely about cheating wives and tales of revenge.

I've actually noticed these stories a lot on Literotica lately and it's a weird phenomenon. I started reading one once, kinda by accident and it just went on and on and on for page after page detailing this elaborate plan to humiliate the wife for her cheating ways, it wasn't even erotic at all. It was just thousands of words of hatred and vitriol that I imagine can only be borne of a failed marriage.

But it's nice that these people still have time to read a story with the word 'Cuckold' in the title (let's not forget) and then bless the author with some of that all-American righteous hatred. Gotta feel good to put a worthless maggot in his place I imagine. 

Anyhoo... 

Sunday, 20 April 2025

Sunday Morning Teasing

I'd love to know why it is that in the mornings I can function perfectly normally without the need for a cock ring and yet most other times I feel like it's probably for the best? Is it just a case of having more testosterone in the morning, or because I'm truly relaxed... or is it just age? It rather suggests that there's nothing truly 'wrong' with me, at least not as far as my actual cock goes... I mean it would make more sense to me if it never worked properly wouldn't it?

I don't know, but this morning it felt amazing to wake up and quickly get hard once I realised Mistress was awake next to me. Luckily for me she was in the mood to tease and she reached out and curled her fingers around my throbbing cock. She used her left hand to start with and this gave rise to some unusual (but wonderful) sensations, but eventually she switched to her right hand and then she started stroking me properly. 

Soon she sat up and pushed the covers back and I moved onto my back. Mistress started slapping my balls really hard, which I fucking love when I don't have a cockring on, it feels so good that heavy slapping, you just can't do that with a cock ring on. Well I guess you could, but even gentle taps feel quite intense.

Between stroking and those Heavenly ball slaps Mistress brought me to the edge and thankfully she let go as soon as I warned her. For a second or two I thought she was going to give me a few more hard ballslaps, and believe me I REALLY wanted her to, but I think if she had we would be talking about another punishment.

I really was VERY close indeed.

Unfortunately Mistress's leg was hurting this morning and she wanted to get up and get moving, so I didn't get the chance to worship her beautiful pussy. Annoyingly we are visiting relatives today and then I am going out tonight so sadly that will have to wait until tomorrow. 😞


I posted the new version of 'Anna's Cuckold' in the Loving Wives section of Literotica yesterday and it's already got five hilariously brutal comments... and a score of 1.8 / 5. Wow, even worse than I thought. 🤣

Oh well... I'm sure it will improve in time.

Recruiting a New Pet (Pt 2) is pending and should go up some time in the next 24 hours, that one's being posted in the 'Fetish' section so I hope for a more positive response. I managed to find a perfect picture to illustrate that one, so I've amended the banner for Chapter 1 so that they match. I'm not sure if there will be a Chapter 3 or not. Initially I sketched out plans for Chapters 3-6, but I'm not prioritising them, so if they do come along it won't be any time soon.

And of course I still have 4 more stories that are being prioritised, plus I found another folder on my Desktop yesterday that contained even more partially completed stories and ideas. In fact, at the moment, aside from the four 'priority' stories I have another 8 that have been started and another 45 word documents each containing an idea for another story! Whether I will ever get through all those I have no idea, but I'll try! 

Saturday, 19 April 2025

Recruiting a New Pet: Chapter 2 (Written April 2025)



It was Saturday night and once again Cora had the apartment to herself, so she had invited her main ‘pet’ Steven over to torment. Steven had arrived promptly at 9pm, bringing her a dozen blood-red roses (her favourites) and thanking her profusely for allowing him to visit her.

Cora took the flowers graciously and left them in the kitchen sink, she had better things to do right now than mess about getting those into a vase, but she appreciated the gesture… not that it changed her mind about anything she was planning to do that evening.

Cora offered Steven a drink and they chatted for a while, enjoying each others company as any normal ‘couple’ might, but soon enough Cora decided it was time. She put down her drink and told her boy that she was going to get changed and he should be naked and kneeling when she came back.

Steven swallowed hard as he watched Cora get up and disappear into her bedroom, the tension was killing him inside and he tried to calm his nerves as he slowly removed and neatly folded his clothes. Once naked he positioned himself in the middle of the floor facing Cora’s usual seat, his chastity cage hanging down between his legs and hovering just a few inches above the floor.

After a little while he heard the bedroom door open behind him and he sensed Cora walking back into the lounge. Her footsteps sounded heavier than expected and out of the corner of his eye he saw that she was wearing heavy ankle boots with thick soles and heels. He tensed when he saw them, hoping to God that she wasn’t intending to use those on his poor, swollen balls.

Friday, 18 April 2025

Anna's Cuckold: Redux (Written April 2025)



'Anna's Cuckold' is one of my most commented on stories on Literotica (currently it has 40 comments). Predictably given the subject matter these comments are extremely mixed, with some readers absolutely loving it and some hating it... though as usual the negative comments weren't about my writing they were mostly about the subject matter, which is a bit comical when you consider it literally has the word 'Cuckold' in the title. But hey, what are you gonna do? Haters gonna hate, right?

Anyway, a couple of days ago I re-read it and for some reason I thought it would be a good idea to redo the story but telling it from the husband's perspective. I'm not really sure why I thought that would be a good idea, but I've done it now so I might as well post it and see what people think. In fact, for shits and giggles I might just post it in the 'Loving Wives' category, it will get a worse score for sure, but way more views probably and lots more comments... which I'm sure will be hilarious. 

Oh and incidentally, yes I'm still working on the other five stories... I'm just having a break now that I finally finished the first draft of Story #5. 


ANNA'S CUCKOLD (REDUX)

From the moment Anna left until the moment she got home I never stopped thinking about her. It’s been the same every time and contrary to what I believed to begin with, no… it doesn’t get any easier. In fact, if anything it gets harder. Especially once you move past the point where you think this might be the last time… 

Things had progressed significantly in recent weeks but Anna assured me repeatedly that she still loved me and that she would never leave me. This was much appreciated since she was now seeing Ben regularly and each time she came back new ideas seemed to surface, usually to my detriment. She appeared sincere, but at the same time it was hard to believe she could still feel the same about me when she was fucking someone else. Someone who was a lot better at it than I ever was… apparently.

I frittered away the evening, unable to concentrate and constantly thinking about Anna. It was torture honestly, thinking about her being with him. Sucking him, fucking him, doing God knows what else with him. I edged myself repeatedly, masochistically imagining every sordid act they might be propagating in my absence… but like always I saved my cum for when my Queen got home.

I heard her car pull into the drive and tensed a little. Soon she would be coming up the stairs, her pussy dripping with cum for me to clean with my tongue. She knew I couldn’t refuse, I never have and I never will… I adore her pussy. No matter how used and dirty it is when she comes home.

Sunday, 13 April 2025

I Figured Something Out Today...

I'm getting near to the end of the first draft of my latest story (still no title, so let's stick with 'Story #5) and I figured something out. I think the reason why I don't tend to write 'cuckolding' scenes in my 'cuckolding' stories because it isn't really the bit that interests me. I mean I've written it, and it's fine, but the thing that I like is the interaction between the wife and the cuckold, not the wife and her lover. Which is probably why the majority of the 'cuckolding' stories that I've written in the past start with the wife coming home to her husband after the event with a pussy full of cum, etc etc...

It's been quite challenging to actually write the 'cuckolding' part itself, even with the husband present in the room, partly because I haven't done it very often before (written it I mean!) and partly (perhaps) because I feel like I'm writing it for others to enjoy and not really to express a fantasy of mine. Which is interesting...

I guess like I said in my previous post, I tend to write Femdom stories with elements of cuckolding rather than cuckolding stories with elements of Femdom... and I imagine I will revert to that in the future. But I'm 12,200 words in so I might as well stick it out with this one at least! I still haven't read it back from the start so I hope it stands up when I finally get round to it... but first I've got to finish this draft and I haven't even decided exactly how to do that yet, so we'll see.

Friday, 11 April 2025

Late Night Boners, Butt Plug Comedy and Story Writing...

Last night Mistress and I went out for dinner to our favourite local restaurant for her birthday, we had an amazing meal and then came home and watched something on TV. I was nodding off by the end of the programme and decided to go bed, while Mistress (who doesn't work on Fridays) elected to stay up for a while longer.

About 1:30am I woke up with a cock like a policeman's baton and the final paragraph of the story I am currently working on whizzing around my head. I lay there for a few minutes, my cock absolutely aching to be touched. I could hear Mistress doing something downstairs, maybe she was coming to bed... maybe she would give me permission to touch my cock?

I lay there a little longer, maybe she wasn't coming to bed after all... I grabbed my phone off the bedside table and turned it on (yes I turn my phone off at night, I'm weird like that) and started to write an email to myself detailing the ending of my story - so that I wouldn't forget it! By the time I'd done that my cock had calmed down significantly and I suddenly felt hugely tired again.

I shut the phone off and put it back on the nightstand and then I heard Mistress turning the lights off downstairs and coming up the stairs, sadly the moment had passed but maybe it was for the best as I fear it wouldn't have taken much to push me over the edge if she'd come up ten minutes earlier...


I mentioned the other day that I ordered two more Oxballs Cockslings, these came from a website called 'Regulation' which is primarily for gay men, and was the only place I could find both models that I wanted. When I went to checkout it suggested a set of three dildo/butt plugs, which would get me to free shipping, so I thought why not.

Unfortunately when they arrived I could immediately tell that they wouldn't be that useful as the larger one was slightly larger than a rubber cock we own but have never actually used (as it's slightly too big - well, I mean it's a big step up from the slightly too small one Mistress actually uses with her RodeOh strap on pants, if we could find something in between then maybe one day we could build up to that one...) while the medium one was a bit on the small side (and too short to use as a strap on either) and the small one looked pretty useless honestly. 

So I decided to return them, and this morning I went to the Post Office. As I stood at the counter I suddenly remembered that when you send parcels they tend to ask you what's inside. Well, you know how it is when someone puts you on the spot and you can't think straight? I thought, okay... all they really want to know is that there's no batteries or anything dangerous so anything will do... I'll say it's a 'toy'... a kid's toy. 

I looked down at the box, it said 'Regulation Returns', what sort of kid's toy comes from a place called 'Regulation'? Quick, think of something else! Argh I couldn't think of anything...

Just to make things worse there are two women who usually work on the counter in this post office. There's a grumpy older lady who must be near retirement and there's also an intimidating 6ft tall blond woman in her 30s who looks like she'd bend you over and ream your anus as soon as look at you.. I bet you can't guess which one was working today?

Come on Rob, think of something... oh fuck!!

"Hello darling (she's actually quite friendly considering how scary she looks, maybe cos I'm old enough to be her Dad, haha), do you want first class or second class?"

"I just need a signature, please..."

"Okay that's £4.85."

"Thank you."

PHEW! 

Almost feels like the start of another story, doesn't it?

🤣🤣🤣


My latest story.... let's call it story number 5 since I have 5 stories on the go at the moment, is progressing well. I've added to it every day this week and it's just on the cusp of reaching 10,000 words. It's nearing the end now, but I can imagine it being 12,000 words by the time it's finished. The thing is I haven't even read it all the way through, and I can barely remember how it started. I find sometimes it's best to just blurt it all out onto the page and then worry about the details later. So when I do finish the initial draft I will begin the long job of reading it back, rejigging it and making corrections. At least that's the plan. There's every possibility that I will get another story idea and then this one will join all the others on the back burner...

It's a little bit annoying if that happens, but at the same time I think if you get another new idea then maybe it's better to go with it, because I know one thing's for sure, this seam of inspiration won't last forever, so there'll be plenty of time for finishing stories that are 97% done then.

At least I know how this one ends, though it will still be open for part two.

You know, regarding my stories, I've mentioned before how I tend to write a lot of 'first chapters' and how it must be frustrating for my readers because I tee up a lot of shots but don't necessarily always follow through. Strangely, I randomly read one of the first stories I published on Literotica the other day, which was written at least 25 years ago and the thing that struck me about it was that it was much worse than the stories I've written recently. I mean, worse as in 'dirtier'... like the story was even called Mistress Claudia's Cumslut... and cum wasn't the only thing getting swallowed in this story.

So I thought, why were these older stories so much nastier than the ones I write now and why do I feel more inhibited about my writing now than I did then?

Well, one thing I thought of was that they were very abstract stories, there's not much to them beyond there's a guy and a Mistress and they are in a 'session' and this is what happens. I don't really write stories like that very often any more, most of them involve 'relationships' (usually husband/wives) and I think maybe because of that and because I know Mistress will proof-read them for me I feel like they are more relatable and so when I write about things like cuckolding I worry that Mistress will think that's something I genuinely want to happen. Which is stupid because we've talked about this many times and she tells me that she knows it's just a fantasy and she doesn't think that at all.

I guess the thing is that there are a lot of things in my stories that I do want Mistress to know I crave or that I am serious about (like her pleasure being more important and not feeling like she has to reciprocate every time), but there are also things that I like reading about but don't really want to happen in real life (or know I couldn't cope with) but still find hot to fantasize about, like in our session when Mistress teased me about sucking her juices off another man's cock. 

Anyway, I made a conscious effort to push this story further than most I've written recently and I think I've achieved that to some extent (though I still feel like I'm slightly pulling back at the last fence - hence why I say there could be a part two... ) and it's more of a cuckolding story with elements of Femdom rather than a Femdom story with elements of cuckolding, which is probably what I would usually tend towards. 

But that said, I've tried to distinguish it from other myriad cuckold stories by making the people more realistic in their thoughts (the story is actually written from all three character's points of view, which is something I'm pretty sure I haven't done before) and trying to keep some sense of reality to it. Maybe people would prefer it to be less realistic, but they'll get their chance to vote when it eventually hits Literotica and I'm sure they won't hold back in the comments.

Speaking of voting, I'm not sure what's happening with 'Danni & Mike: The Anniversary', the score seems to be going up and down like a whore's drawers... I had the 'HOT' rating for a few days but now it's fallen to about 4.41 or something so maybe they have some kind of system for vote cleansing to knock out votes they think aren't genuine or something (I think Milovana had something similar on their site). I really don't know...

Finally, I keep getting emails from Blogger (Google) telling me that posts and pages have been put behind a warning for readers, but I can't see these warnings myself, can any of you see them? I can't really see the point when the whole blog is behind an adult content warning anyway. Oh and I also saw that the 'Orgasms' page was removed and reinstated for about the one hundredth time, I mean why is that such an issue really? It's just a page full of numbers at the end of the day...

Monday, 7 April 2025

Realising Just How Incredibly Lucky I Really Am...

Yesterday Mistress showed me a thread on Mumsnet where someone had been in a relationship with a guy for a year before he asked her to use 'toys' on him. She didn't feel comfortable with this and ultimately they split up. Which is fair enough, if she doesn't want to do something then she has every right to say no and equally he has every right to say he will never be truly happy unless he can share this side of himself with his partner.

Part of the issue was that the woman was annoyed because he 'wasted' a year of her life before dropping this on her, which okay isn't ideal, especially if she's wanting to start a family and thinks she's found the father of her kids, but I can't help wondering how long it would take me to broach this subject (or Femdom and Chastity come to that) if I was single... probably quite a while if I'm honest. Or maybe not... I don't know. I guess it depends on how I thought the other person would react. I never brought up Femdom for three or four years but then I don't really think it was something I was that into when we got together, it just kind of developed over time.

More troubling really in my eyes were the vitriolic responses from the other harridans who seemingly couldn't wait to tell this unfortunate woman that all men are sick, perverted bastards who will have you 'shoving things up their arses every night of the week and twice on Sundays'. 

I did chime in and question some of these opinions, pointing out that Love Honey advertise regularly on television these days and surely 'sex toys' are really not that big a deal anymore? Well, apparently 'sex toys' are only intended for men to use on women, and that's the end of it! Right. I also pointed out that some women enjoy 'shoving things up their arses' too, but that didn't garner much response unfortunately.

All this, of course, came just a few hours after Mistress and I's wonderful Femdom session and over the last twenty four hours it's really given me pause for thought. I don't think that I've ever taken my wonderful, amazing and utterly gorgeous Mistress for granted, but it's certainly made me realise all over again how truly fortunate I am to have found someone who not only loves me, but who I can be completely open with when it comes to sex.

Granted it hasn't always been 'easy' or simple to navigate getting to where we are now, but from my perspective it's definitely been worth every difficult conversation and I hope Mistress feels the same way too.

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A comment from a reader posted on yesterday's session post:

Anonymous7 April 2025 at 13:45

"'You'd suck my juices off a real cock if I told you to, wouldn't you?' gets me every time. The truth is that when I feel like this I know Mistress could make me do anything she wanted... including that, and worse."

Wow Robert, this really hits with me too. I know this feeling so well. And I agree with you, my wife/Mistress could make me do pretty much anything when I'm in that kind of headspace. It's blissful and exciting in the moment but almost scary once you've come out of it. But I crave it as I'm sure you do too... it's the most intense, amazing feeling, but impossible to truly to describe to someone who hasn't experienced it.
BR

Thanks for your comment BR, much appreciated. Yes I agree completely, it is kinda scary... but just thinking about it makes me feel giddy. I adore that feeling so much, of being so 'under her spell' and wanting to please Mistress so much that I would do anything she asked, no matter how humiliating. It's a truly incredible feeling... I can't wait to feel it again. 

Saturday, 5 April 2025

Punishment Time...

Over the last few days my back improved to the point where Mistress was able to administer my outstanding 'punishments'. On Wednesday night she gave me seven swats with the paddle (4 on the soft side, 3 on the hard side) for briefly touching my cock while I was half asleep. It wasn't really harsh enough to deter me, but then since I was half asleep I don't think it would matter how hard she punished me because I didn't realise I was doing it and as soon as I did I stopped. 

Then last night Mistress punished me for my accidental ruin the other day. This time she gave me four swats with the paddle on each side and then three hits with the crop. The paddle wasn't too bad, though the first one caught me by surprise a bit and so I got a bit jumpy. The crop is quite stingy though, I don't know how hard Mistress actually hit me with it but it was quite painful and I can still feel it a bit the next morning.

It's quite confusing to me because I don't enjoy the pain of being punished, but I like being 'punished'... like when she's hitting my ass with the crop I'm not thinking 'this is so hot', I'm thinking 'Oww! That stings!'... but I like the feeling of submissiveness and afterwards I enjoy feeling the slight soreness on my asscheeks for the next day or two and thinking back to it. 

Mistress decided that in future she would administer my punishments before I go down on her, which makes sense since it clearly helps gets her in the mood... and after I had been punished to her satisfaction she lay on the bed and I kissed her and thanked her for punishing me before moving down between her legs and worshipping her delicious pussy. 

After Mistress came she allowed me to worship her a little while longer before eventually pushing my head away and as she pulled herself more upright I moved down the bed to kiss her feet. After a while Mistress pulled her feet away and got off the bed and I stood up too, then moved round to my side of the bed and commenced my now familiar hover, waiting to hear her tell me if I am being 'unlocked' before I got back into bed.

If you didn't read it, then in this post from the 13th March I detailed our discussion where we agreed that in future if she didn't tell me I was being 'unlocked' then I was to presume that I wasn't, the idea being that I didn't want her to have to consciously tell me that I wasn't getting teased until she got used to the idea.

The plan was a good one, or so I thought. Hearing nothing from Mistress I got into bed and presumably sensing my hesitation she immediately asked 'Do you not want any teasing?'. I explained that I was waiting for her to tell me if I was being 'unlocked' and she said she had forgotten about that, and that anyway she thought I would know because she had put the lube on her bedside cabinet. I hadn't noticed that to be honest, I guess here we see another way that a proper cage is 'superior' in that it cannot be 'forgotten' about. 

To be fair, me hesitating and waiting for her to tell me isn't really 'presuming' that I'm not getting teased either, but on the other hand I was pretty sure Mistress was intending to tease me so I was confused why she wasn't telling me so. It wouldn't matter so much if I wasn't putting a cock ring on as I have to stand up to put one on. So I guess in future unless she says anything I will just get into bed and if she does want to tease me I will get out of bed again. 

Anyway, I quickly put my old original Oxballs Cocksling on and Mistress soon had me very hard with her wonderful fingers. She teased me gently for a while as we kissed, while my cock throbbed and ached... (I love this kind of teasing sooooooooo much) and then she scooped a large dollop of lube into her palm and started stroking me hard.

Mindful of my recent punishment I was definitely more cautious about not getting quite so close to the edge - as much as I kind of enjoy being 'punished' it is not my intention to deliberately seek punishment and Mistress has already indicated that repeat offences will lead to harsher punishments. Given how lenient she has been so far I am not minded to give her a reason to increase the severity of future punishments and the whole point of this is for me to behave as expected not for her to need to keep punishing me over and over again. 

The Cocksling is weird in that it does seem to make the edge come suddenly and there is a risk of continued stimulation (from the Cocksling itself, it's designed to feel like your cock and balls are being squeezed by a hand) pushing you over the edge... so I need to find the point where I'm approaching the edge but not exactly riding it, because even if Mistress lets go immediately I need to be able to withstand the added pressure from the Cocksling.

Speaking of the cocksling, I mentioned that the new one I bought didn't seem quite as good (in some circumstances), so I ordered another two different versions yesterday; one is supposedly based on the original version but has more ventilation so it can be worn for longer more comfortably and the other has a wider base section to it which means it's more of a Cocksling and ballstretcher in one. I'm interested to see how these two perform, and since the only way to know is to try them several times I decided to just go for it.

In other news, I haven't really made any progress with my stories this week, I haven't felt like writing at all... and in addition to that I thought of a new story, which I've been making notes for and which is distracting me from finishing the other four! 

Oh and 'Danni and Mike: The Anniverary' has climbed back up to 4.5/5.0 and is now rated HOT on Literotica again, so thanks to anyone who went there to vote.