For a very long time now, my blog has carried on its header a quote from the D/s author Ms Rika (I must admit I don't think I have ever read one of her books and I'm not even sure where I saw this quote), which says 'There is nothing more attractive to a submissive man than a woman who demonstrates how confident she is in her sexuality and its effect on him'. I really couldn't put it any better myself, and though I've occasionally thought of refreshing the header with a new quote (since its been there so long now that I imagine it barely registers with my readers) I haven't found anything that would be an improvement.
This quote also lends itself to manipulation to highlight specific events, like perhaps 'There is nothing more attractive to a submissive chastity slave than a Mistress who edges him repeatedly and then wilfully ruins his orgasm'. The key word in that sentence obviously being 'wilfully'; there is a world of difference between accidentally edging too hard and being unable to hold back, and being purposely stroked over the edge, feeling the sensation deliberately removed and then helplessly watching your cum drip out of your cock and onto your stomach as your Mistress gently drags her nails up and down the sides of your throbbing cock. In this context, intent is everything.
And today, for the first time in a very long time, I felt that fantastic sensation and it was absolutely wonderful! I have missed it soooooooooo much.
Regular readers will know we are aiming for a Femdom session every month again, and while we have managed four in a row (Feb-May) and we are still hopeful for next weekend (the last in June), so far this month we haven't managed to make it happen. Here in the UK this weekend it is hot. Mistress and I are not fans of heat at the best of times and hot weather definitely does not work well with PVC sheets and fetish wear... and because we didn't want to pin our hopes on a session this weekend we decided to get up early, shower and have some time together this morning before it got too hot and maybe repeat that tomorrow too (if we manage to sleep tonight of course).
As I'm writing this (at 1PM) it's apparently 29 degrees outside and it's bloody humid too!
Usually, as a matter of course, Mistress teases me after she has orgasmed, because of course... 'Women cum first'! Whilst I subscribe to that mantra on principle, I'll be the first to admit I also prefer it that way anyway, because it turns me on to make my Mistress cum and obviously I adore worshipping her delicious pussy so it puts me in a good, relaxed mindset. But with the way the weather is, it's actually better to switch it around because being wrapped between Mistress's sexy thighs is wonderful, but can also make me overheat and that doesn't help anything for either of of us.
So in the name of practicality we did exactly that and so earlier I found myself with my new Oxballs Cocksling (the one with the extended collar for the balls) fitted and eagerly kissing Mistress's soft lips as she teased me with her fingers. I was soon rock hard and she applied some lube before teasing me properly. It felt wonderful and after a while Mistress reached over to the nightstand (I thought she was just getting more lube) and then she started whipping my balls and cock with her mini cock whip.
It felt fantastic and my cock throbbed even harder (especially when Mistress started slapping my balls and verbally teasing me about how she likes doing it). To be honest I wasn't even really thinking about whether Mistress was going to let me cum or not, but when she asked me how many days it had been since I had cum I knew the answer (although I got it slightly wrong because I thought it was the 20th today and it's actually the 21st) and told her 75 days (actually 76, of course!).
The funny thing is, I had thought that since that last explosive release I had accidentally ruined a couple, but according to the blog that was not the case.* Besides, if I had done that I would have been 'corrected' for it and that would also be on the blog, so it seems that I did go a full 76 days without any kind of release at all! No wonder there was quite a lot for Mistress to feed me today!
*You can see on the sidebar (if you're reading on a PC) that my last accidental ruin punishment was on the 4th of April, the same day that I was allowed to cum properly. Yes, I came twice that day, one accidental ruin, followed by a proper orgasm - a first for us! Can't believe it was that long ago though...
Mistress also asked me to remind her how long my longest period of chastity was and to be honest I couldn't accurately remember, but I told her it was about 120 days. Turns out it was actually 135 days which was way back in 2021. So I'm just over half way to repeating that... I wonder if that is Mistress R's intention? I kind of hope so, but I really hope she gives me plenty of deliberate ruins along the way too.
Also today, besides getting my balls whipped and slapped and a spectacular ruined orgasm, half way through Mistress slipped her sexy lace panties off and allowed me to worship her gorgeous ass. It's kind of an unwritten rule* that I'm not allowed to ask to worship Mistress's ass in the week leading up to our session and since we keep moving it back it's always the week leading up to the session! As you can imagine, that is a bit frustrating since I adore worshipping Mistress's gorgeous ass and I hope she didn't think my not asking was anything to do with a lack of enthusiasm on my part, because it certainly was not!
*Unwritten rule? It's quite possible that it is a written rule, it's so long since we've looked at our chastity contract I honestly don't know what it says anymore. Maybe in future I will just ask anyway, cos I'm sure Mistress has no idea what it says either! 🤣
So, while there was no 'proper' Femdom Session today, there certainly were some elements of it and after all that I got to worship Mistress's beautiful pussy and make her cum too, which is always wonderful for me (Mistress has now had 25 orgasms since my last full orgasm back in April, I wonder how many she'll enjoy before she lets me cum properly again - I hope it's a lot!).
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Several years ago the website Milovana launched a new editor for it's 'Webteases'. Me being me I resisted using it and kept on using the Flash one for as long as it was available, and thereafter stuck to using the Classic editor, which admittedly is very simple and can't be used to make mazes or anything, but it does work reliably and is simple to use.
The other evening I decided to make a tease, mainly because it was hot and I couldn't concentrate on refining one of the six stories I have on the go. So I decided, maybe it was time to give the EOS editor a go. So I did, and within an hour or so I had made a simple tease that could equally have been made using the 'Classic' editor... but still, it worked and I had made it on the new editor, so maybe in future I could make more advanced teases again.
But then I tried to publish it and it told me there were five different errors in my tease that needed correcting. To be honest I didn't really understand the error messages, but someone in the forum told me that it probably means one of my timers was set without an 's' after the number so while the 'Preview' programme would assume it was a number of seconds it still needed to be corrected before it could be published.
Well I checked all the timers and they were all correct, and similarly the image that it said was wrong on page 2 was present and correct too. So I went back and the kind person on the forum said the error message might be pointing me to the wrong page. Brilliant!
So I tried deleting the image and reuploading it, but nothing works and in the end I decided to try deleting all the pages to see what effect that would have on the error messages. None as it turned out. I ended up with just one page left and it was still telling me the timer on page 17 was wrong. Fabulous.
The issue for me here is that say you wrote a 200 page webtease and then you add page 201 and you get an error, if deleting that page doesn't clear the error then you are stuck and you've wasted an awful lot of time. So I won't be doing that. Instead I just redid my simple tease in the 'Classic' editor in no time at all and posted it to the website.
It's doing pretty well, scoring 4.5/5 at the moment having had 6742 views. You can see the tease by clicking on the banner below.
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