Different Kinds of Frustration!

My story 'Saturday Night Picture' show has so far attracted eight user comments, all positive except one which said it was a great idea but 'weak implementation'. Okay, well they're entitled to their opinion. They also said I was too lazy to finish the story properly! Which is annoying, as I've since thought that I wanted to continue the story, but because I thought it was a stand alone piece I added a bit at the end to kind of wrap it up and now I wish I hadn't. 

I can probably get around it, but it makes it more awkward than it needed to be, or I suppose I could just put a disclaimer at the start of the next part to say 'please ignore the last two paragraphs of part one'... but that seems really weak. I guess I will either work around it or start a different story with the ideas I have for part two. 

Frustrating.

At least the story is scoring well, and it has retained it's 'HOT' rating. Something only one of the six stories I've published since has managed incidentally... I was on a great run there for a while, but still 8 out of 20 stories published this year have made the cut, so that's still pretty good.

Last night I went to bed about a half hour after Mistress and I couldn't get comfortable. My neck has been hurting (partly because I started swimming again) and my pillows felt too high and I also felt too hot and my shoulder was hurting, also my knee and my arm.... just everything basically. 

Frustrating.

So after a few minutes of wriggling about and trying to make my shoulder crack, I decided I'd be better off sleeping in the spare bed because I didn't want to keep Mistress awake with my fidgeting. So I went in there and then it took me about another half an hour to get to sleep.

At 3AM I woke up so fucking hard... I couldn't believe it, I honestly felt like I could cum just through the power of my mind and the covers rubbing against me was maddening (but fucking hot at the same time of course...). Honestly it was so fucking difficult to not touch my cock and again I thought this would be the perfect time to try that prostate massager thing that we've had for 15 years and never once used. If it didn't work then I can't believe it ever would! 🤣

Frustrating.

But of course, that would mean waking up Mistress to ask permission and I don't think she'd appreciate that at 3AM somehow. Nor do I think she'd likely give me permission to have a ruined orgasm, even a completely hands free one. 

It's now 139 days since my last proper orgasm, and while these middle of the night moments are of course intensely frustrating, it's the kind of frustrating that I will miss when Mistress eventually resets me to zero. Assuming she does of course.... I kinda hope she doesn't. But at the same time, I really want to cum too! 

How wonderfully frustrating!

Punishment and a New Record Every Day from Today...

Hard as it is to believe, my last 'full' orgasm happened on the 6th of April 2025... before Easter, before the summer... in other words, a VERY long time ago! In fact yesterday marked the point where I equalled my previous chastity record of 135 days, so every new day is a new record from this point onwards.

Last night, Mistress asked me how many days it had been since my last proper orgasm and when I relayed this information to her she smiled and said 'Do you think you can go all the way 'til Christmas'? Now I have no idea if Mistress will make me wait 'til the end of the year or not, but if that's what she decides then that's okay by me. 

To be honest, real orgasms are a double edged sword at this point; a momentary (often painfully intense) surge of pleasure, followed by days of regret... and I can think of several things I would choose instead (not least some prolonged ass worship or a ruin onto Mistress's gorgeous feet)! But of course that's not how this works, so if Mistress decides 'it's time' sooner rather than later then so be it. 

I'm actually not really that interested in exactly how long any new record is, I'm certainly not thinking I want to get to 200 days (23rd October) or anything like that... I'm just happy that Mistress continues to control my orgasms however she pleases, and if she decides she wants to take me to Christmas before allowing me to cum, or if she makes me wait until next Christmas, or if she just never lets me cum 'properly' again, then that is entirely up to her.

The other day I posted about some illegal 'touching' that happened a couple of weeks ago, and unfortunately due to the latest heatwave here in the UK this went unaddressed for over a week. However, thankfully the temperature has fallen the last few days and last night after she had a lovely orgasm on my tongue, Mistress picked up her paddle and her crop and 'corrected' me.

I got seven very stingy swats with the leather side of the paddle, followed by seven even more painful strokes with the crop... and right from the first moment I was wincing (I know, I'm such a pussy!). 

You know, it's times like these when I question my life choices, but you know... I asked for this after all, haha... and even though it (briefly) fucking hurt, I'm still glad Mistress did it. And honestly I'd much rather it hurt than it was too soft.

When I think about it as well I'm pleased that we've progressed from Mistress being hesitant to use the crop on me to using it and not being tempted to cut it short even though I was involuntarily wincing with every 'agonizing' stroke. I love to encourage Mistress's evil side to come out... it's so fucking HOT! 😍

After Mistress corrected me, she also gave my balls a good whipping too, which I'm sure was more intense than normal. I was certainly flinching as she did it, where I usually quite enjoy it! I mean, I still 'enjoyed' it.. as it was part of some wonderful teasing and edging, but it certainly seemed harder than normal.

Still, I guess it's my own fault, I broke the rules and I have to pay... and besides, knowing that Mistress enjoys inflicting pain makes it worth it. I'm just glad the crop is reserved for 'punishments' only! 

Oddly Mistress asked how my bottom felt this morning and it was fine, but this afternoon (after sitting down most of the day) I can definitely feel where the crop hit me. It's not painful, just a little tender and a nice reminder of last night's fun. :)

Hopefully there will be more fun tonight (and no cropping!), Mistress has only come four times this month which is clearly far from acceptable... and maybe one day soon Mistress will squeeze my balls like that girl in that GIF the other day. 😀

Webteases from Milovana

I have now screenshot all my 'Classic' webteases from Milovana and I've decided to post them here, gradually. I actually want to remake them (well maybe not all of them, but the best ones) rather than just posting screenshots. I've done one so far (Endgame) and it came out quite well I think. I managed to sharpen the images and spread the text over more pages so it's easier to read. I will post that one soon and do one every so often, I don't want to get buried in doing these as it's a few hours work to do each one and I still have a ton of stories to finish as it is...

As for the EOS/Flash teases, well I really can't do anything with those. If Milovana stops working altogether they will just have to be lost. For one thing they are designed to be run with a software that can handle linking pages to other pages and besides they were all originally Flash based, which no longer exists so I don't even have access to the teases anymore.

I notice several people in the technical forum complaining that they can't upload pictures and being told that they shouldn't expect a quick fix. Which seems a bit silly given that means a complete halt on new uploads. Oh well, whatever... guess there won't be any competitions this month!

Feels like I have come to a grinding halt with the stories... I wrote one the other day, but it wasn't a Femdom / Chastity story. I've posted it on my old 'Malibuman666' account at Literotica (it's not up yet) but I won't be posting it here.

Milovana Going to Shit? Story Update and a Confession...

I really don't know what's going on with Milovana at the moment. The site has been running dreadfully slow the last few weeks which makes it very difficult to create teases, and now it seems things have gotten even worse. You may remember I uploaded a new tease on the 1st August and for reasons I don't quite understand it seems to be scoring very badly compared to my other teases. So I decided that while I'm not going to rewrite the tease, perhaps the pictures I used to illustrate were part of the problem.

So I unpublished it and then set about finding some new pictures to replace them with. The only problem is that... now I can't upload them. In fact I can't upload any pictures at all. Even if I start a brand new tease and try and upload to that, it just goes on and on trying and never finishes loading. Which probably explains why eleven days into the month there is just one (other) new tease available.

As for the tease I published in July, well it did make it into the end of month vote, and it's currently running a distant third (out of five), so not too bad really. It should at least get a 'TOTM Nominee' badge. I did notice however that someone posted a new thread on the forum moaning about the lack of teases and that the teases that were being posted were too niche and strange, even going as far as to include my July tease by name in that little critique.

I mean, it's fine if someone doesn't like that tease, but I honestly think it's one of the most creative ones that I've done. And I'd much rather do another one like that and score low than throw together another simple, thoughtless one like 'Edge for Katie' just to try and win the 'Tease of the Month' competition. 

And given that Milovana looks to be on shaky ground I've started screenshotting all my teases so that if the whole website goes belly up then I can repost my teases here. Assuming that here is still an option of course... who knows (I'm still copying and pasting all of this blog into Word Docs as a back up, that turned out to be a bigger job than I thought - I've just got back to 2017)!

As for the writing, well... my last two stories are both currently sitting between 4 and 4.5 at Literotica, which is okay. I've started another story or two and I had another idea for another one today, but that's another potentially long story so that might not arrive for a little while. I counted up the other day and I think I've published 16 stories this year, some years I've struggled to do any at all!

Other than that Mistress and I are suffering from the heat again, with just two orgasms for Mistress in eleven days so far this month. We were hopeful of one at the weekend, but we were out late on Saturday night and then slept badly and felt like crap all Sunday and honestly Monday hasn't really been any better. Maybe Tuesday will be the day, well probably not as it's going to be even hotter than it was today. In fact the weather is forecast to be hot all this week and I am going to a concert on Wednesday night, so that's out the window. 

Unfortunately, when we do get back to it there will be some 'correcting' to be done as I did have a slight mishap on Saturday night / Sunday morning. We ended up getting home at 2AM or something after spending the night at Mistress's cousin's house and went to bed at 3AM, and probably got to sleep at 3:30AM. Only for me to wake up ROCK HARD at 4:10! Gah...

However, I suspect Mistress was already asleep (due to the heat I was sleeping in the spare bed) and I wasn't about to go into the main bedroom to see if she was awake so I could ask permission to touch my cock! Disappointingly I did give it a bit of a stroke (and my balls a bit of a squeeze) but managed to get back to sleep fairly quickly.... only to wake up again at 5:30. FFS.

This time my cock felt like granite. It was absolutely ridiculous how hard it was, almost like it would be with a really tight cock ring on! And it was absolutely NOT going to be ignored. So 'reluctantly' I proceeded to stroke it gently while remembering how awesome Mistress's legs and feet had looked when I had been stealing glances at them all the previous evening. 

To be honest, anything more than gentle stroking could have led to a whole lot of problems, because I think I could have got to the edge pretty damn quick - but thankfully I managed to maintain a modicum of control. Still I have written it into Mistress's 'Book of Corrections' and so I can look forward to some punishment for that in the near future. Hopefully... :)

Dirty Dreams Chapter 2 (written August 2025)

This story is set several years after part one, maybe not seven years as it is in reality, but still a good while!

It wasn’t until about three weeks before my 39th birthday that I realised that if Mistress Karen didn’t let me cum beforehand, then I was going to hit exactly one hundred days of chastity on the actual day. I knew then that something was up and that this couldn’t just be a happy coincidence. Could it? 

Of course she never told me she was aiming for my birthday, she just kept ruining me every so often and teasing that she wanted me to wait 'a little bit longer' and since she has been controlling my orgasms for quite a while now, all I could do was wait and see...

I awoke quite early on the morning of my birthday, which luckily was a Sunday (so no need to rush out of bed and get ready for work). As usual my cock was hard and aching for attention, so much so that I could even feel some pre-cum lubricating the tip.

I rolled onto my side and cuddled against Mistress Karen’s back, my swollen tool pressing eagerly against her gorgeous ass, while my hand slid over her side and up towards her heavy breasts. Mistress continued to doze, but slowly ground her sexy ass against me, increasing my already pretty intense level of desperation.

I grunted pleasurably. This was exactly what I signed up for after all, when I gave my wonderful wife complete and total control of my orgasms, and this was what I got. I certainly wouldn't change it for anything...

Eventually Mistress reached back and cupped my swollen balls. 

"Mmm," she said, "these feel so full of cum, I bet you can't wait to empty them?"

I groaned in agreement as she turned over and faced me.

"You know what today is, don't you?"

"My birthday..."

"Yes, but that's not all. Do you remember ages ago when I was teasing you and I said I should get you to a hundred days and then... well, do you remember what I said I should do once I got you there?"

Tired, But Not Too Tired for Pussy Worship!

This week I am feeling very tired for some reason. This tends to happen every few weeks... I go for weeks where I can stay up really late (usually writing) and function just fine and then it flips and I'm tired and want to sleep a lot. Maybe all this writing I've been doing has played a part in that too. Constantly buzzing around my brain, badgering me to get it down on paper...

Well.. that seems to have come to a halt now. I've still got plenty of stories to finish and I had a new story I started (the one with the ball squeezing) but now I'm thinking that might have the potential to be much longer and more than just a quick scene, so I'm kind of resisting the urge to force it and leave it to fester a bit instead.

Last night I wanted to go to bed early but I also wanted to worship Mistress's gorgeous pussy... and more importantly she wanted me to do that too. So we went to bed just before ten and honestly I wasn't thinking about anything beyond doing that. Mistress had a really nice orgasm on my tongue and I loved feeling her cumming underneath me. So hot!

I was totally happy and satisfied with what we'd done to be honest, but it was so lovely to see Mistress completely naked with no bra covering her beautiful breasts, so when Mistress asked if I wanted to be 'unlocked' I thought sleep can wait!

I snapped the Xact fit ring on and Mistress soon had me hard with her teasing touches while we kissed. I really love those delicate touches, in fact I think I mostly prefer that kind of frustrating stroking to being really pumped hard now. Though of course that's still enjoyable in small doses too.

(Of course if, when and how I get stimulated is totally up to Mistress; if she just told me to rub my cock against her silky smooth thigh for 20 minutes I'd still be happy!)

Mistress interspersed some ball slapping too which I really loved and then after she edged me once Mistress told me that was it for the night. Of course I wasn't thinking about sleep anymore and Mistress's hand was still gently teasing my balls so.... I begged for a little more and Mistress graciously started to tease my cock again. Sometimes using her nails and sometimes just holding me while I fucked her hand. I really love it when she does that.. it feels very submissive to me, which obviously I really like. 

Finally she gave my balls a volley of hard slaps which left me aching for more teasing, but Mistress said that was all I was getting for tonight. And surprisingly I still managed to get to sleep really quickly... but annoyingly, though I didn't need to get up until 8:10 I woke up at 7:10 and didn't get back to sleep until 7:50. Just as my dream was starting to get interesting as well. Absolutely bloody typical!

New Year's Eve (written August 2025)

My wife Jenna and I met at a New Year’s Eve party several years ago and since it’s something of an ‘occasion’ for us we’ve always made sure to attend a NYE event somewhere since then; either at home, a friend’s house or a more formal ‘do’ at a hotel. But for some reason this year we never got round to confirming anything and to be honest most of our friends had either tired of the parties or now had young children to think about. So for the first time since we met we found ourselves at home and alone on the big night.

Despite having nowhere to go and no one to entertain, Jenna and I decided that we should still dress up, it was still New Year’s Eve after all (and obviously the anniversary of our meeting). I did my best to look the part while Jenna, of course, looked amazing. Her long blonde hair was perfectly straightened and cascaded down onto an extremely short burgundy dress that clung to her athletic body seductively. Her well toned legs caught my attention every time she moved and she was wearing my absolute favourite black patent sandals, which gave me an enticing view of her pretty feet and painted toenails. Just wow! 

And on top of all of that, perfectly framed between her small but gorgeous breasts hung the key to my chastity cage.

FEMDOM SESSION (3rd August 2025)

Once again we've reached the first weekend of the month, which means it's time for another Femdom session. Sweet! 

Now before I get into it, I just want to tell you something funny. On Sunday morning I reposted that GIF that I found on the blog from back in 2018, the one with the guy getting his balls squeezed. Mmmm, looks just as fucking awesome now as it did back then if you ask me! Anyway, as I was prepping the room for our session I was thinking about that GIF and pondering how I could incorporate that in a story.

Well, true to form, once that idea was planted in my head the ideas were flying at me one after another, and so what I ended up doing was putting the vinyl sheet on the bed and then going and writing some notes. Then getting the strap on out of the drawer and then going and writing some notes. Then getting the lubes and the paddle out and going and writing some notes... and so on and so on, until I had a page and a half of pencil scribbling!

Honestly, it's like an affliction or something! I am cursed with story ideas that need expunging lest they torment me all day and night! Hahaha.

Anyway, those notes will soon be rewritten into a Word document and ultimately there'll be a story. Could be next week, could be in three years time, I have no idea. But one day there will be one. 

Probably. Haha.

I mean I hope so, cos it's quite a 'different' story so it may find itself at the front of the queue. We'll see.

As it is Mistress has, this afternoon, proof read another two of my stories, one which was started back in March ('New Year's Eve) and one which I wrote in the last couple of days (Dirty Dreams CH2). Thankfully those are both pretty much just 'Chastity' stories with no cuckolding or other dubious content, so that was easier for everybody!

And now that Mistress has seen that GIF again I am hopeful of some ball squeezing in my future! I'm sure she'd enjoy it once she got past worrying about hurting me. I mean, she was a bit tentative about pegging my nipples once upon a time I seem to remember... 

A New Recruit Impresses (written August 2025)

"Well Simon," Claire concluded, "that just about wraps things up. As I said I will write to HR this afternoon and advise them that you will be moving onto a permanent contract with us and given your outstanding performance I will also make sure that they move you to level 2 on the pay scale instead of level 1 as normal.”

Simon was delighted and made no attempt to play it cool with his new boss.

"That's wonderful Miss, thank you."

Claire found his tendency to call her 'Miss' rather endearing, and a possible indicator that he was by nature a submissive. Something about the way he said it, almost as if he was dying to add 'tress' on the end of it every time it passed his lips.

"Excellent," said Claire rising from her seat and moving around the desk. "Welcome aboard, I'm sure you will do very well here."

Simon gripped the side of his chair and started to get up, when he heard Claire speak again.

"Actually Simon, before you go...  there was just one other matter I wanted to talk to you about..."

She gently pressed down on the young man's shoulder to indicate that he should stay seated. Then she leaned back so that her ass was resting gently on the edge of her desk.

"Oh...?" said Simon looking slightly worried.

Claire cut an imposing figure in her business suit, the dark material giving little away about her sexy body beneath. No one would ever guess that both her upper arms were heavily tattooed, that both her nipples were pierced or that she had a butt plug wedged inside her even as she spoke. 

"Yes..." continued Claire, folding her arms. "It's just that I've noticed when I'm around, you often seem a little… distracted. Which strikes me as odd because your manager tells me you are very focussed and dedicated. Obviously I understand it's nerve wracking to have the 'big boss’ looking over your shoulder, but I think there's more to it than that.... isn't there?"

The Comments Keep on Coming...

Well, unlike 'Devoted to Mistress's Perfect Feet', which still doesn't have a single comment of any description, but continues to rack up great scores (it's now clearly my highest scoring story ever with a 4.7/5.0!), 'A Wife, Her Boss and Her Cuckold' just keeps picking them up. Which I guess isn't exactly a surprise given the divisive nature of the subject matter.

And honestly the latest two are quite something... shall we start with the positive or the negative? I think we start with the positive.

by cdCindy1   

I love love love this story. It is definitely one of my favorites on Literotica. The main reason is that it is almost exactly what I wish would happen with me and my wife. I totally truly want her to cuckold me. I totally truly want to suck her lover's cock for her and have him fuck me too.

There are so many great lines from your story but one that sums it up for me is:
"what I really wanted was to watch Frank eat my pussy while Jordan fucked him from behind, but I knew that would take a lot of time and persuasion. I had already shared my thoughts with Jordan and he was on board."

Please continue. Even though this story is quite long, you definitely need to continue and tell us when Frank sucks Jordan's cock and when Jordan fucks Frank's sissy man-pussy. I am so looking forward to reading about that happening.

Hmm, okay. Obviously it's nice to get positive comments like this, but unfortunately I feel like C D Cindy will be disappointed. Because what he/she is asking for is exactly the kind of thing I struggle to actually write. You may have noticed that my stories are often sprinkled with these kind of extreme moments, usually in the form of 'fantasies' within the fantasy. 

For instance, in my story 'Dirty Dreams' Mistress Karen tells her husband about her dream where she sucks off two guys while she's riding his face and then feeds him all the cum. See what I mean, there's always a certain 'distance' to it. It's like my way to cope with writing stuff that if feel slightly uncomfortable writing even though I like writing it... if that makes sense.

The other thing that I tend to do is write more extreme parts as if the 'wife/Mistress' is talking to the husband/slave and saying 'I'm going to make you do XYZ....', I've done that loads of times, which is why most of my stories end up reading like the first part of an unwritten series.

So unfortunately while this story is screaming out to be continued, it's unlikely that it will be, unless I can get past that 'blockage' in my own head. 

Okay, let's look at the other comment...

by Anonymous

 

Given the circumstance I am in for this kind of fetish. But given the absolute degradation and humiliation he was forced to endure. She would have woken up to divorce papers. He would have woken up somewhere around the time I slut his throat from ear to ear thinking you were going to stay in my home in my bed. Pfft. Headlines read psycho chatting wife murders boss in torrid affair husband shocked by wife's sudden personality shift.

Hinestly I have seen this in real life. And if a man isnt actually down for it he doesn't sit for it.forcing him only got two gentlemen arrested for beating a man who thought he was safe to death. Consider the real psychological ramifications to something like this. Also even though it's her fetish does not mean we need to be indulging in this cheating behavior like its okay. If they had discussed it and went over the reality that it could be happening.cool. coming home with a load your going to feed me after having just cheated on me? Without my knowledge? Personally id fuck Jordan half to death then make him watch a I burned his house down. I would go to jail a hero....if he wasnt dead he would live the rest of his life a hideous scared freak a living reminder that all men not just alpha men have a feral animal inside of them. And being cocky doesn't make you safe it makes you stupid.

The first thing I want to say about this is that it makes me laugh how (presumably) his phone has auto corrected slit to slut (as in 'I slut his throat'), hahahaha. What does that tell you?

But seriously, it worries me somewhat that people like this clearly don't understand that what's posted on Literotica is 'fiction', you know... 'made up stories' that aren't real. No one actually did anything to anyone, it was all just a fantasy for like minded adults to enjoy. I bet if this person had an account and you could see what kind of stories they 'save' it would be all those 'Burn the Bitch' stories where people vent their spleen about their bitter, angry divorces by writing fantasies about how they would humiliate (and often kill!) their evil, cheating wives.

And that's something I don't understand about Literotica, that they allow those stories at all. Why? Considering they have some red lines about BDSM (or at least they wouldn't publish my story, 'The Vice' even though nothing 'bad' actually happens in it,  again it's presented as a mixture of 'fantasy' and reality, as I explained earlier) it seems strange to me that they are quite happy to publish stories where people are literally burned to death for their 'sins'.

But then again, that's an anomaly of modern fiction isn't it? We're quite happy to see books on bookstore shelves where people are tortured and killed for fun, but God forbid anybody wants to have 'weird' sex! What a ridiculous society we are.

Anyway, I've nearly finished tweaking 'Dirty Dreams Ch2' (seven years after 'Ch1', see CD Cindy, there's always hope, haha) and the 'Office Femdom Foot Worship Story' (now called 'A New Recruit Impresses') is with Literotica now and waiting to be published. 

That one will be published here later today also. Hope you all enjoy it...

Ooof, That (Still) Looks Awesome!

As I mentioned the other day, I'm currently in the process of copying and pasting this entire blog into a Word Doc / PDF just in case Google decides to shut the whole thing down (at least in the UK). In doing so I keep coming across odd little bits and bobs that I'd forgotten all about. One of which was this GIF.

    

According to my post back in November 2019 I showed this to Mistress and she said she would give it a go. Sadly that never happened, so I'm reposting it again... fingers crossed! 

Hero to Zero!

Well, I have to laugh... yesterday, fresh from winning the 'Tease of the Month' for June on Milovana, I published my tease for August 'One Final Chance' and it currently has a score of 2.7 / 5.0. I mean, come on... that's so bad it's not even funny, and honestly completely unjustifiable. I've seen teases that consisted of barely literate nonsense, matched with terrible photos achieve more than that. And to put it into perspective, teases that score less than 2.5 / 5.0 are greyed out! I have never had a score like this on any of my teases ever, FFS. 

I'm sorry, I don't expect to win or even get into the voting every time I deign to grace them with my presence, but I can't help but feel there's a whiff of tactical voting in the air this time. I'll admit it's not my best webstease by a long shot, but it doesn't deserve anywhere close to that. Oh well... maybe I'll stick to writing stories, haha.

Speaking of which, I have written another story... actually more than one, but there's a bit of a log jam with prioritising which ones to finish first. This one is another 'Femdom - foot fetish' story, which makes three in a row I know, but that's kinda where my head is at at the moment. How could it not be with Mistress's beautiful, naked feet appearing in my lap night after night after night!

I do feel for Mistress, every day or two she's presented with a new chapter of filth mined from the dark pit of my imagination to trawl through and correct, and sometimes it seems it gets a bit much. Most notably with 'A Wife, Her Boss and Her Cuckold', which I'll admit was A LOT. 

Hopefully our post-reading conversation reassured her that, despite the touches of realism I put into the story, I do not want anything of the kind to happen in real life. I enjoy reading and writing about cuckolding, especially cuckolding with a Femdom/Chastity slant to it, but even if there weren't a hundred reasons why I wouldn't think it was a good idea, I can't help thinking the reality wouldn't live up to the fantasy.

And that goes for other fetishes as well. Like for example, a while back I was reading a story, I can't remember which one, and there was a scene where this woman came back from being fucked half way to next Sunday by her 'bull' and then decided to take a shower in her expansive, fully tiled shower, while her 'cuck' knelt on the floor in front of her. Naturally she spent her time teasing him with her amazing body and verbally abusing him for his shortcomings and eventually decided to piss on him.

It was hot to read, for sure... but I can't imagine climbing into a stone cold plastic bath, like the one we have, and creating a 'memorable' experience out of it somehow. Good job Mistress has zero interest in watersports! Hahaha. 

A while back I started to ponder the idea of getting some of my best stories printed in a hard copy book (I remember Vanessa Chaland suggested I look into Kindle as they do that sort of thing). Primarily it was for my own amusement, but I thought maybe a few people might like to buy copies of them as well? I don't know.... 

Anyway, thinking about that led me to wonder if I could put stories on pay sites, as I have seen before when stories have been taken off Literotica and placed behind paywalls. And then I started to wonder what's to stop someone else copying my stories and passing them off as their own? 

I did some searching, but I'm glad to say I couldn't find anything like that. Maybe I'm just too niche, or maybe there's better writers out there that have this problem? I really don't know. But then yesterday I read a story on Literotica and the author had made a note at the top of the page telling people that he was aware of people stealing his stories to use to make You Tube videos.

I didn't even know that was a thing, honestly. 

But why am I surprised, the modern world is all about stealing other peoples shit to pass off as your own and make money off of, isn't it? Only yesterday I watched a You Tube video by Levi Hildibrand about the cesspit that is the 'TikTok Shop' and it honestly makes you wonder if there's any part of the internet that isn't solely there to be exploited and turned to shit.

The creators of the internet may indeed have thought they were building something that would 'bring the world together' but what it's actually evolved into is something that 'brings the world together so that they can be brainwashed into buying SHIT THEY DO NOT NEED.'

Honestly, I looked at TikTok one time for two minutes and never looked back. I've also deleted Instagram from my phone, because it's utter garbage. I don't even like looking at You Tube so much now, it's 90% fearmongering and clickbait and I just can't be arsed with it anymore. There are a few channels I enjoy, but I try not to look beyond my subscribed channels any more.

I actually think the days of social media are numbered, once the grifters use AI to generate a million videos a day trying to sell something, I think people will (finally) tire of the shit and move on to something else. Or maybe I'm just being way too optimistic about the future?

Let's hope not. But I tell you what, cutting all that crap out of my life has certainly freed up more time for me to be creative, as you can see by the number of stories I'm currently producing. This new story is a fairly short one, less than 2000 words I think... just a simple scene in an office somewhere, with a boss taking advantage of her young employee... 

Anyway, I shan't say any more and as soon as Mistress has waded through it (and I've come up with a title that's better than 'Office Foot Worship') I will let you have it... 

I Won the Tease of the Month Award for June 2025

So, despite my reservations about it, my tease 'Edge for Katie' has won the June 2025 'Classic Tease of the Month' award on Milovana, and my tease 'The BNWO Trap, has also made it onto the ballot for the July vote. In fact it made it on quite comfortably, partly because the score improved a little and partly because some other tease's scores went down near the end of the month. It will be interesting to see what happens when the voting starts... but I can't see it winning. Of course this means I can now publish my 'August' tease in August (haven't got a title for it yet).

As for my stories, well my latest story 'A Wife, Her Boss and Her Cuckold' has picked up eight comments so far and the score has improved a little and now sits at 4.06 / 5. Not a great score compared to my other stories, but hardly an embarrassment either. Here are some of the comments...

by Anonymous user  on 07/29/2025

As soon as the husband doesn’t get to spend the night in bed with his wife, the marriage is over. One thing watching her having sex but if she’s cuddling and going to sleep with the lover instead of husband, then the lover is now her number one partner. Husband is there until wife builds up courage to tell him his divorce time

by kennyboy82   on 07/29/2025

Isn't this just fucking wonderful ! The complete cuckold conversion. As a working Bull I'm very familiar with what's going on here. Top marks from me

by Anonymous user  on 07/30/2025

Absolutely incredible…keep imagining my ex removing the bull’s cock from her tight sexy ass, then grabbing it firmly and shoving it down my waiting throat…that’s definitely a final step though…now all I think about is cock and making men cum….I cannot get enough.. JT

by lc69hunter   on 07/29/2025

started off fairly well, and then went to shit

by ehesklave0815   on 07/30/2025

What a story! Really hot, even if it did get a little rushed at the end. I got the impression that the author wanted to squeeze as many kinks and fetishes into the story as possible. A second part might have been more relaxed and erotic. But still, 5 stars for the story!

by Anonymous user  on 07/30/2025

I love RA’s writing, but it’s better appreciated in shorter dosages. This one seemed to just drag on and on to an already obvious conclusion.

by Skinny1481   on 07/30/2025

More unbelievable bullshit, WTF is wrong with the husband, just f**k her off, dreadful story.

As for my previous story, 'Devoted to Mistress's Perfect Feet' well that one hasn't attracted a single comment yet, but it's scoring very well and is currently my highest rated story on Literotica with a score of 4.68 / 5. As you can imagine, I'm pretty pleased with that, but given the subject matter I am a little surprised it hasn't attracted some hate-scoring and some unpleasant comments. 

I guess putting 'Cuckold' in the title of the first story wasn't such a great idea after all.