Hero to Zero!

Well, I have to laugh... yesterday, fresh from winning the 'Tease of the Month' for June on Milovana, I published my tease for August 'One Final Chance' and it currently has a score of 2.7 / 5.0. I mean, come on... that's so bad it's not even funny, and honestly completely unjustifiable. I've seen teases that consisted of barely literate nonsense, matched with terrible photos achieve more than that. And to put it into perspective, teases that score less than 2.5 / 5.0 are greyed out! I have never had a score like this on any of my teases ever, FFS. 

I'm sorry, I don't expect to win or even get into the voting every time I deign to grace them with my presence, but I can't help but feel there's a whiff of tactical voting in the air this time. I'll admit it's not my best webstease by a long shot, but it doesn't deserve anywhere close to that. Oh well... maybe I'll stick to writing stories, haha.

Speaking of which, I have written another story... actually more than one, but there's a bit of a log jam with prioritising which ones to finish first. This one is another 'Femdom - foot fetish' story, which makes three in a row I know, but that's kinda where my head is at at the moment. How could it not be with Mistress's beautiful, naked feet appearing in my lap night after night after night!

I do feel for Mistress, every day or two she's presented with a new chapter of filth mined from the dark pit of my imagination to trawl through and correct, and sometimes it seems it gets a bit much. Most notably with 'A Wife, Her Boss and Her Cuckold', which I'll admit was A LOT. 

Hopefully our post-reading conversation reassured her that, despite the touches of realism I put into the story, I do not want anything of the kind to happen in real life. I enjoy reading and writing about cuckolding, especially cuckolding with a Femdom/Chastity slant to it, but even if there weren't a hundred reasons why I wouldn't think it was a good idea, I can't help thinking the reality wouldn't live up to the fantasy.

And that goes for other fetishes as well. Like for example, a while back I was reading a story, I can't remember which one, and there was a scene where this woman came back from being fucked half way to next Sunday by her 'bull' and then decided to take a shower in her expansive, fully tiled shower, while her 'cuck' knelt on the floor in front of her. Naturally she spent her time teasing him with her amazing body and verbally abusing him for his shortcomings and eventually decided to piss on him.

It was hot to read, for sure... but I can't imagine climbing into a stone cold plastic bath, like the one we have, and creating a 'memorable' experience out of it somehow. Good job Mistress has zero interest in watersports! Hahaha. 

A while back I started to ponder the idea of getting some of my best stories printed in a hard copy book (I remember Vanessa Chaland suggested I look into Kindle as they do that sort of thing). Primarily it was for my own amusement, but I thought maybe a few people might like to buy copies of them as well? I don't know.... 

Anyway, thinking about that led me to wonder if I could put stories on pay sites, as I have seen before when stories have been taken off Literotica and placed behind paywalls. And then I started to wonder what's to stop someone else copying my stories and passing them off as their own? 

I did some searching, but I'm glad to say I couldn't find anything like that. Maybe I'm just too niche, or maybe there's better writers out there that have this problem? I really don't know. But then yesterday I read a story on Literotica and the author had made a note at the top of the page telling people that he was aware of people stealing his stories to use to make You Tube videos.

I didn't even know that was a thing, honestly. 

But why am I surprised, the modern world is all about stealing other peoples shit to pass off as your own and make money off of, isn't it? Only yesterday I watched a You Tube video by Levi Hildibrand about the cesspit that is the 'TikTok Shop' and it honestly makes you wonder if there's any part of the internet that isn't solely there to be exploited and turned to shit.

The creators of the internet may indeed have thought they were building something that would 'bring the world together' but what it's actually evolved into is something that 'brings the world together so that they can be brainwashed into buying SHIT THEY DO NOT NEED.'

Honestly, I looked at TikTok one time for two minutes and never looked back. I've also deleted Instagram from my phone, because it's utter garbage. I don't even like looking at You Tube so much now, it's 90% fearmongering and clickbait and I just can't be arsed with it anymore. There are a few channels I enjoy, but I try not to look beyond my subscribed channels any more.

I actually think the days of social media are numbered, once the grifters use AI to generate a million videos a day trying to sell something, I think people will (finally) tire of the shit and move on to something else. Or maybe I'm just being way too optimistic about the future?

Let's hope not. But I tell you what, cutting all that crap out of my life has certainly freed up more time for me to be creative, as you can see by the number of stories I'm currently producing. This new story is a fairly short one, less than 2000 words I think... just a simple scene in an office somewhere, with a boss taking advantage of her young employee... 

Anyway, I shan't say any more and as soon as Mistress has waded through it (and I've come up with a title that's better than 'Office Foot Worship') I will let you have it...