Just What Both of Us Needed!

I was in two minds about whether to use the cock ring tonight. It’s very easy to rely on it and the more you rely on it the harder it is to not use it because it’s easy to get it in your head that you need it… it can be a self-defeating cycle, and it’s easy to choose the easy route, especially when you know how depressing it can be to fail.

Thankfully, before I went down on Mistress tonight she stroked my cock as we kissed and it got pretty hard. Then it stayed hard for several minutes while I started licking Mistress’s gorgeous pussy and so after I had made Mistress cum I thought it was worth trying without the cock ring.

It paid of too, as it didn’t take long for Mistress to get my cock lovely and hard. So hard in fact that Mistress decided she wanted to ride it, and positioned herself on top of me and slid down onto my throbbing cock. It felt soooo good to be rock hard (unassisted) and deep inside Mistress’s warm, wet, slippery pussy.

Mistress was really enjoying herself riding my cock and it didn’t take long before I was begging her to take her bra off and let me see her beautiful breasts. God she looked amazing as she rode my cock up and down with her sexy breasts exposed and her nipples hard. Mistress allowed me to caress them as she used my cock, occasionally bending forward to kiss me… so hot.

At one point Mistress was fucking me quite hard, but failing to get me to the edge she lifted off and reached behind to grab my cock. She pumped it hard and fast but still couldn’t get me to edge. So she lifted herself up and planted her pussy on my mouth, which I eagerly devoured of course… and then she turned around and sank back down onto my cock facing away from me this time.

It felt so good, and eventually I started to get a bit closer to the edge, but no sooner had that started than Mistress climbed off and knelt next to me, grabbing my cock and pumping it hard. This time it didn’t take long to edge me and as soon as I warned her I was close she slowed right down and told me that she wasn’t going to allow me to cum today.

I must admit, I keep thinking about cumming over Mistress’s gorgeous pussy and thighs and licking it up. I think that would be fucking awesome… but watching Mistress ride me today it’s awfully hard to turn down the chance to cum on Mistress’s beautiful breasts…

Thank You for Edging Me Mistress...

Our last teasing session didn’t go so well last week, so I decided to use the cock ring last night. I don’t know if it was necessary or not, probably not, given how hard my cock was… but it didn’t hurt anyway.

Mistress has never been one for lots of edging, I don’t know why that is… it seems counterproductive when the idea is to frustrate the slave… but whatever, one of the rules I was given at the start was that I wasn’t allowed to ask to be edged. Don’t actually know if Mistress even remembers that rule or not, I suspect not… but it’s not like I haven’t admitted to edging myself in the past (and gotten punished for it).

So, last night was really good because Mistress edged me several times and made me thank her for it as well. I hope she will continue doing that in the future, because it was great and my cock was rock hard when she called a halt to proceedings – exactly as it should be.

Mistress also allowed me to worship her ass with my tongue, which probably didn’t hurt either… and while I was being stroked and edged I was thinking about how much I miss seeing Mistress fucking herself with her glass dildo. We haven’t had a Femdom session since… October I think it was, what with one thing and another it just hasn’t been the right time, I think I will talk to Mistress about this and try and arrange one as soon as possible.

Mistress also asked me if I had been thinking about where I’m going to choose to cum ‘if’ she lets me cum in March. I wrote in my last post that I’m almost certain to choose to cum on Mistress’s feet, but I’m also thinking that I would really love to kneel between her legs and jerk off over her pussy and her inner thighs. Mistress has such gorgeous thighs and I would love to see them covered in cum and lick them clean.

I know… it’s very ‘cuckoldy‘ isn’t it, well that’s what comes of reading cuckold stories I guess!

Things Are Looking Up!

A couple of days ago, after Mistress had cum and I had slipped the cock ring on again, Mistress teased me for a while before riding my cock a while. It felt a bit strange, like I wasn’t inside her properly, but Mistress seemed to be enjoying it and she did something I can’t remember ever seeing her do before (or extremely rarely), she licked her fingers and rubbed her clit as she moved up and down on my cock. It was very hot to see… 

Then Mistress got off and offered her pussy to my mouth, I thought she wanted me to lick her and get her wetter so that my cock would slide in better but instead she knelt beside me and started stroking my cock. After a short while I told Mistress that I was getting close and she gave me permission to cum.

A huge spurt of cum spattered across my chest and arm as Mistress let go of my cock, but I felt barely a thing. I can only presume that the cock ring created a pressure lock which caused the cum to fly out so violently, but after that the remainder leaked pitifully onto my stomach as Mistress watched on, teasing my cock with her fingertips.

It was very frustrating, and while I’m sure some of you will dispute it was ruined, you have to remember that I have periods of numbness from my operation (which is why I need the cock ring in the first place) so I can assure you it certainly was.

Afterwards Mistress fed me some of the cum from my chest and I said ‘Thank you Mistress’. She said ‘Thank you for what slave?’. ‘Thank you for ruining my orgasm Mistress…’

Fast forward to tonight and I was in two minds about trying to stay hard without the cock ring… this is the thing about giving in and using it, I do slightly worry about becoming dependent on it. As it happened I didn’t get a choice…

I was kneeling between Mistress’s legs and kissing her while she lay back on the pillows, this is quite usual as a precursor to me going down on her. As we kissed, Mistress reached down and started touching my cock. It was a little slow to respond but eventually started to get hard and after a while it was pretty solid. Mistress started moving herself a little bit nearer towards me and I got an inkling that she may be about to pull me inside her.

Miraculously my cock was nice and hard by now and Mistress told me to lick my fingers. I pushed them into my mouth and got them nice and wet and then started using them to tease Mistress’s already pretty wet pussy. Soon she pulled me inside her and I was thrusting my aching cock into her beautiful pussy, it was absolute bliss.

This continued for a while, then I pulled Mistress a little further down the bed and lifted her legs up over my shoulders so that I could kiss her feet while I fucked her. Then I had tell Mistress that I was getting close. Mistress asked if I wanted to cum inside her, and I said yes. As much as I loved that she ruined my orgasm on Wednesday, I really wanted to cum (well it had been a while, 38 days to be precise) and so I pushed Mistress legs up against her body and fucked her hard until I came.

It was really awesome, not only to cum inside my gorgeous Mistress, but to do it without the cock ring as well. I’ve been swimming three times this week, maybe that helped? I’ll be doing that again next week as well for sure.

After I finished coming inside her I moved down between her legs and started licking Mistress’s beautiful pussy, eventually bringing her to a nice orgasm. That was hot too! 

So yes, things indeed look as if they are beginning to look a bit more positive, and about time too. Apologies for the lack of posts and the dreary nature of the posts there have been, hopefully the content will improve over the next few weeks.

Mistress and I are off out shopping tomorrow, hopefully we will find some time for more fun on Sunday…

More Ass Worship!

The last few days have been a bit up and down, but tonight was really lovely. Mistress had another orgasm on my tongue and then I worshiped her gorgeous feet for a while. After that I slipped the cock ring on again because I’m still not feeling 100% confident about my cock. I have a lot of numbness in my foot from my operation, which comes and goes, and when it’s like that it tends to affect my cock as well. Oh well, I really do just have to learn to not worry about it, the cock ring did it’s job perfectly and I was very hard very quickly.

Mistress teased me to perfection while I gently touched her asshole and eventually I asked if I could lick her ass again. Mistress said yes and I was very happy to be allowed to worship her gorgeous ass for a short time while Mistress stroked my cock hard. It’s been over thirty days since my last orgasm and I feel pretty good so far… not as desperate as usual given the number of days, but I guess that’s not surprising given the numbness I’m experiencing at the moment. Hopefully it will go as suddenly as it came on.

Feeling a Bit Brighter Today.

Another teasing session tonight, and I wore the cock ring again…but it was great. Mistress made my cock very hard by stroking and verbally teasing me about letting me shoot my load on her gorgeous tits. Well actually there was more to it than that…

Mistress suggested edging me and then giving me a prescribed number of strokes to cum on her tits (and lick them clean of course), but that if I failed then there would be a forfeit. She asked me if that was a game I would like to play, which I obviously said yes to. But in the end Mistress said that maybe I should think about it for a while since she wasn’t going to let me cum today, after all it’s only been 29 days.

I really love when Mistress talks to me when she’s stroking my cock and anything like that really gives me a ‘boost’ so to speak. I had been waiting throughout the session to ask her permission to worship her gorgeous ass, and when Mistress suddenly called a halt to session I decided to ask anyway. Mistress kindly allowed me to lick her sexy little hole, but she didn’t stroke my cock as she usually would, she just kind of held it… which was okay, I love the idea of worshiping Mistress’s ass on demand and without receiving any ‘stimulation’, just for the pleasure of tasting her incredible horny ass.

Tonight has definitely lifted my spirits a bit, and Mistress had a lovely orgasm too. This year’s scores are going to be a disaster, but at least we’re trying. And actually, though Mistress’s total may be way down, my total is even more way down so the ratio of orgasms has probably gone up considerably so that’s one good thing. 

Looking on the Bright Side...

Last night and tonight Mistress has had a really nice orgasm, but last night my cock was totally not playing ball and was really not very hard at all. Annoyingly, on Saturday afternoon I had a little sleep in the afternoon and woke up with the hardest cock you can imagine. I guess I should take heart from that really, but it’s hard to sometimes.

Tonight I wasn’t taking any chances and slipped the rubber cock ring on. Actually for some reason it was a bloody struggle to get it on, and even when it was it didn’t quite feel right. Maybe it’s because I haven’t worn it for so long. In any case, it did it’s job and I was nice and hard, hard enough for Mistress to ride my cock for a while anyway.

I’m sure this little technical difficulty will pass soon enough, but it’s fucking annoying in the meantime. At least there is a work around, and we finished our little teasing session feeling a lot better than we did last night.

Still haven’t written anything, I can tell you’re shocked… but I have got an idea. I’ve got plenty of ideas of course, but ideas don’t get anywhere unless you do something with them! Maybe tomorrow… but probably not.

A Different Kind of Orgasm...

Mistress had another very hard orgasm tonight, her first of 2017. Afterwards she set about teasing me and I was soon rock hard (very relieved about that, as I wasn’t entirely confident I would be). After some really lovely teasing Mistress brought me to the edge and after I’d warned her I was close she gave me a few more strokes and then slapped my cock a few times, and then my balls once. It felt amazing and I begged her to slap my balls again.

Mistress slapped my balls and cock several times as my cum leaked out, if anything it intensified the ruination as it felt like the pressure was building and building there was no pleasurable spurting, just a large amount of cum leaked onto my stomach. It really did feel incredible, and I wonder now what it would feel like to have my balls slapped while I was having a real orgasm.

Pretty fucking awesome I should imagine!

Happy New Year!

The last week has been okay, last night we spent a really great night with our friends at their house. It was a very low key night, very chilled, in fact we almost missed the fireworks on TV. It was kind of an anti-party New Year’s Eve, which was exactly what we needed.

I can’t tell you how glad I am to see the back of 2016, and as soon as we got home I took down the tree and the decorations. Not that 2016 was all bad, because it wasn’t. In fact the first nine months were great, but the last three utterly sucked.

I really don’t get on with the Christmas holidays, not least because it’s like a massive slap in the face. Well you got through another year and you’re still overweight. I think that’s what pisses me off so much, my failure to resolve that one part of my life has these repercussions on other parts.

So this year I am determined to sort myself out, and also to rebuild the Femdom side of our relationship which has slipped from slight to non-existent. First thing I need to do is make sure that I kiss Mistress’s feet every day again, let’s be honest this thing is never going to progress any further if we let it slip back to nothing, so I think that’s very important.

On a more positive note, Mistress has had a couple of HUGE orgasms these last few days, the one on the 27th was particularly impressive, and that made me very happy. Hopefully we can build on that and get back to a better level of ‘service’. This year (Apr-Mar) looks set to be our worst (statistically) since we started the blog, which is not good, but hopefully we can build some momentum in the next three months and start the next Chastity year up and running.

I’m going to be a lot more structured this year, I’ve decided I need to organize myself better and make plans and give myself lists to ensure I remember to do things. For example, I am supposed to do these flexibility exercises for my back, but I always forget. You wouldn’t think I would, especially as I have a bad back so often, but it’s not that I can’t be bothered it’s just that I completely forget I’m supposed to do them.

So tomorrow I will be assembling some lists with targets for things like that, household chores and also things like writing stories. Seeing as I only managed to write one story this year (which is pathetic, given how many ideas I came up with) I am going to be conservative and target four in 2017, after all that’s only one every three months. If I can’t manage that then that’s pretty rubbish.

In other news, we now have a part time cat, who lives over the road but has spent the afternoon with us. It’s quite nice to have a part time cat, without any of the responsibility, at least while we decide if we want another one or not.

Well I hope you all had a good Christmas and New Year, and I’m looking forward to a positive and productive 2017.