Quick Update and A Hot Sunday Afternoon...

First of all I just want to give you a quick update on my new story. I've finished the first draft, and re-read it all and now I've printed it out (on 53 sheets of A4 paper!) to start fine tuning it. I didn't get time to look at it yesterday and I am very much aware that I need to keep the momentum going otherwise there is a serious risk of disinterest setting in. 

Also, I am very self-critical about creating things and if I dwell on it too much I know I will start picking it to pieces and want to change things and then before you know it I will convince myself it's absolute garbage - which I know it isn't, and I don't want that to happen. I think it's probably better to keep the rewriting to a minimum and to post it and move on. 

I re-read what I think is my 'best' story yesterday ('Girls Talk'), this is the one that has the most requests for more chapters and, like many of my stories, it deserves at least one more. I do have a tendency to write 'first chapters' rather than stories that are complete in themselves, which is a bit annoying honestly, as even I can see that most stories I write feel incomplete.

But I did notice a couple of small details that bugged me in that story, as I had duplicated them in my new story - I mean I seriously doubt anyone else would have noticed, but I still want to change them. Please don't laugh but one of them is that I gave a character in my new story the same car as one in that story... I mean who the fuck would worry about shit like that but me? FFS. 🤣

As my interest in writing has come back, so has my interest in reading stories by other authors, and I am still working on adding stories to my 'Stories by Other Authors' page. I want to do it nicely though and give each one a banner to click on rather than just a list of links. Currently you can access this page from the link at the bottom of the 'Stories' page (under the links to my stories), but when it is a bit more substantial in content I will put a link somewhere more convenient.

Last night I read a great story, which will definitely be getting a link, called 'Her Enthusiasm Made Me A Cuckold'. I just picked a story at random from the 'Loving Wives' section of Literotica and got lucky. The story starts out as a kind of 'wife watching' story and escalates from there. It was only posted a couple of days ago and apparently 'part two' is in the works. I thought it was really good and my cock was rock hard by the end of it (can't give a higher recommendation than that!).

Speaking of which, as I type this, Mistress and I have just got out of bed after a lovely bit of afternoon playtime. Mistress had a lovely orgasm on my tongue, and it was super easy to make her cum today. I mean I would have loved it to go an a bit longer honestly, she tasted so amazing I just wanted to lick her pussy all afternoon but that's just me all over. Always want to be putting stuff in my mouth. 🤣

The last couple of times I've used the Oxballs Cocksling and it's felt great. I don't know what happens with these things, but I haven't used it for ages because the last time I used it (in a Femdom Session, so not recently) it was very uncomfortable and honestly it felt like it was hindering rather than helping. Which I found kind of strange because over the years it's been very good and very reliable.

So I decided to try it again and it felt great, really easy to get on, comfortable and very effective at keeping my balls tight and my cock hard. Mistress teased, stroked and sucked me beautifully before making my day by having me worship her gorgeous ass. I wanted her ass so bad, and today I was definitely going to ask for it, but in the end she decided she wanted me to do it - which is obviously so much hotter. 

Mistress sucked and stroked my cock as I worshipped her delicious asshole and I gotta tell ya my cock felt huge and rock hard throughout. After the heavenly ass-worship Mistress continued stroking me and since I hadn't had to ask to worship her ass I decided to chance my arm and ask her to remove her bra so I could see her gorgeous breasts. The strap on the side nearest me had fallen down her shoulder anyway, so I mean... 

Mistress looked at me and thought for a second, said 'Not today' and replaced her bra strap.

I mean, was I disappointed - yes, obviously. But considering I just got to worship her divine ass, I couldn't be that upset about it... and secretly I kind of like when she tells me no anyway. That's kinda what got me in this whole mess isn't it - hahaha. 

Misress stroked me to the edge and then stopped and we lay in each others arms feeling very close and happy. But my cock just wasn't getting the message and it continued to throb, until I asked Mistress to please touch it some more. 

This is where the Oxballs really comes into its own, being able to be teased so lightly but still keeping me rock hard. It felt absolutely incredible and I could have laid there all day with my cock being gently stroked and scratched. But at the same time it also felt great when Mistress slapped my tight balls and cock... she really is amazing. 

First New Story in a Long Time...

I am excited to tell you that I am finally writing again and will soon be posting a brand new story which includes elements of chastity, cuckolding, cbt, Femdom, etc... all the stuff you would expect from one of my stories. Only it's a little different this one... and it's also very long. I'm still finishing up the first draft and still wondering whether to add in some extra scenes, but it's already 30 pages of A4 and it's only going to get longer. 

I'm wondering whether to post it in several chapters on Literotica or not. The good thing about doing that is that gives you a few goes at catching people's attention, but equally I have quite a lot of followers who will find it anyway. I don't know... I'll see how I feel when I finish it. 

And then of course there's the question of where to put it, since Literotica still don't have categories that my stories fit into easily. So there's either 'Loving Wives' (where it will get flamed and ripped to pieces but lots of views) or Fetish where it won't get as many views but the audience will be less hostile.

Decisions... 

Anyway, it shouldn't be too long... but don't be surprised if it doesn't appear until next week cos there's still a lot of work to do.

A Very Nice Surprise!

Perhaps I was a little hasty posting about yesterday's fun...

After a good night's sleep, Mistress and I headed to the bedroom a couple of hours ago and happily Mistress had a nice orgasm with my tongue on her clit and my finger teasing her ass. I just love making her cum like that, and I think her pussy tastes gorgeous anyway, but when she cums it suddenly tastes even better, which is why I never want to stop! :)

Afterwards I slipped my cock ring on and Mistress soon had me rock hard with her fingers. There are pros and cons with the cock ring, but one big pro is that it does mean Mistress can tease me with gentle, frustrating touches that probably wouldn't be enough for me to stay hard otherwise. And I really love it when she does that.

Anyway, once Mistress tired of teasing me with her fingers she stopped kissing me and took my cock in her mouth, while I slid my hand down to touch her ass. It wasn't long however before Mistress got up on her knees... at first I thought she was just uncomfortable and was manoeuvring herself into a more comfortable position, but then she stood up and swung her foot over me, placing it on the bed so that she was right over me.

I reached up and parted her cheeks, exposing her gorgeous ass and then Mistress made me beg to worship her asshole. She sank down, stroking my straining cock as my tongue eagerly lapped at her. Then I felt her bend forward and take my cock into her mouth, which again feels fucking amazing.

She did this twice, making me beg for her ass each time... then the third time, I knew I was getting close, but I still wanted to worship her ass some more, if only for a few seconds before I had to stop. At first I didn't think Mistress heard me as she continued stroking, but then when I rather panickily warned her again she told me she was going to let me cum.

I returned my attention to her ass as I felt my cock start to spasm. I love coming like that and it was very, very intense. Mistress pulled her ass away and continued milking the cum out of my throbbing cock and then when I couldn't take any more she brought her hand to my mouth and had me lick it clean.

It seemed like there was an awful lot of cum, considering it's only been about three weeks, but I'm not complaining - I love it when Mistress makes me eat my load. 

Morning Hotel Teasing

Mistress and I enjoyed our wedding anniversary this week, and this year we decided to go away for a night to celebrate. To be honest we don't tend to go away very often, neither of us tend to sleep well away from home and this wasn't much different despite a good few drinks the night before! 

Mistress was already awake when I woke up at 6 and by the time I was giving up the idea of going back to sleep (about 7AM) she was already out of bed and half dressed. 

Pondering whether I could manage a swim before breakfast, I sat up in bed and then Mistress appeared in her underwear looking sexy and delicious. I thought she was just coming over to my side of the huge bed to kiss me, but instead she got on the bed and knelt in front of me. 

While I would have loved to rip Mistress's panties off and eat her to orgasm, I knew this wasn't on the cards (not least because I knew she was tired and also because I had forgotten to bring my razor so I was quite stubbly already)... but what happened next was quite unexpected.

Mistress sat back down on the bed and offered me her foot to kiss. Then she pulled back the covers to expose my cock and started using her feet to tease it. She continued until my cock was hard (this would have been amazing if we had had some lube with us) and then offered her foot to my mouth again. I could already taste the scent of my cock on her pretty feet which made my cock throb even harder.

Then she dropped her leg and sat upright, reaching forward and teasing my cock with her fingertips and long nails. Then she curled her fingers around it and started to stroke. It felt amazing, and the only thing that would have made it better was if she had been completely naked. 

Then she licked the fingers on her left hand and started to tease the head of my cock with them as she continued to stroke. This is a neat little trick that Mistress has picked up in the last year or so, which I really love.

As she stroked harder and faster I convinced myself she was going to let me cum. After all, we were on holiday, it was our anniversary.... she had to let me cum, right? 

Even so, when I felt the edge approaching I warned Mistress and she immediately let go, leaving my poor denied cock positively aching for release. 

Gah! I was so sure she was going to let me cum, or at least ruin it. 

But no. No cumming for me.

But as she sometimes likes to remind me, I wanted (and explicitly asked her) to be 'mean' about keeping me denied and frustrated so I only have myself to blame. This is 100% true, and I wouldn't change it for the world, or course. But even so... I would love to have felt myself explode, or even leak a nice load of cum for her to feed me. :)

After my swim I cuddled her from behind and told her I was so convinced she would let me cum. She said she 'thought about it', but then decided 'no'. Which I loved to hear, honestly. That it was a conscious decision on her part just makes my memory of that morning even hotter.

Mistress then said, I don't think we've ever done it like that before - which is true, I can't ever remember her sitting between my legs like that before and stroking my cock. It would be a great position for her to wrap her left hand around my balls too, and tug and squeeze then while she stroked my cock.

I hope that happens soon! 

Another Period of Chastity Comes to an End...

Earlier this evening my latest period of chastity came to a very hot close. It had 'only' been 34 days this time - quite brief compared to the previous two (62 and 67 or thereabouts), but somehow it felt longer. After Mistress enjoyed an orgasm on my tongue, I slipped the rubber cockring over my cock and balls and Mistress soon had me hard as a rock. Harder than I've felt for a good while I think, which hopefully is a sign that my weightloss is yielding some positive results!

Mistress and I kissed as she used her long nails to torment my cock before pumping me hard with her fist until I very, very nearly ruined. I knew it was touch and go, and when I looked down I could see one creamy drop of cum just hanging from the tip of my cock. Mistress rubbed her finger around my cock head and then pushed it into my mouth... that was so hot, especially when Mistress was kissing me and playing with my balls afterwards.

'I don't think that really even counts as a ruin,' she whispered and took hold of my cock again. I thought she might gently stroke me over the edge and then let go (although to be honest the edge had well and truly receded by then), but instead she stroked me hard and fast, bringing me closer and closer to the edge with her touch and her words. And when I inevitably reached that precipice for the second time to my surprise she didn't let go, but told me to cum and kept pumping until I came all over her hands, which she then had me clean with my tongue.

It was so damn good! That was my third 'full' orgasm in this chastity year (Apr/Mar); no ruins as yet, but hopefully some will come along. Last year they were split 50/50 (five of each altogether). I hope at some point I get to cum on Mistress's feet or pussy too, it seems a very long time since I was allowed to do that.

The dieting is going well, I've lost 28lbs in ten weeks, which is better than I expected honestly. But while this is really positive, the reality is there is still a long way to go. I'm hoping that by Christmas I will be back to where I was the last time I dieted properly (probably 2017 or 2018) and by Spring the lightest I've been since the early 2000s. 

I don't know why, but I feel it is 'easier' to stick to it this time somehow. Previously the novelty has always worn off fairly quickly, but ten weeks in I have been absolutely rigid on sticking to my targets, with no sneaky cheats at all. I think the fact that I have been losing so much so quick has helped keep me focussed and enthused.

I've also started reading some Literotica stories in a bid to try and inpire myself to finish all those stories sitting rotting on my desktop. Perhaps I will share a few of the best ones I've found in the next few days...

A New Tease for Milovana

 

Way back in July I created a new tease for the Milovana website. And after a long and protracted battle that tease was also voted the 'Classic Tease of the Month' (by just one vote!). Annoyingly I've been waiting to share it with you here for the last few days because the Milovana website has been down and so I couldn't access it to share the link and nor would that link have been any use if I had been able to. 

You can play the tease by clicking on the banner above. 

Perilously Close!

This afternoon Mistress and I retired to the bedroom for a little while, which came as a welcome break from the week of decorating that lies ahead of us. Mistress had a lovely orgasm on my tongue and then after I slid the cock ring on she soon had me rock hard. We kissed as she teased and stroked me, and she also rubbed the skin behind my balls which felt amazing!

After a while she started to suck my cock as I fondled her ass and then she got up onto her hands and knees and swung her leg over my head. Ooooooooooooh! Seconds later she was standing over me, stroking my cock as I begged to be allowed to worship her delicious ass.

She sank down, stroking my cock hard and I eagerly lifted my head to meet her ass as it dropped, my tongue already seeking it's target. God it felt amazing, massaging Mistress's amazing ass with my tongue as she sucked and stroked my cock. Just thinking about it now brings a smile to my face... but soon Mistress lifted off and stood over me again, while I used my hands to spread her cheeks and gaze at her pink hole. She continued stroking me, and then asked if I wanted more.

Even as I was begging for me I knew I wouldn't last long. But I wanted more so badly... sigh. Mistress sank down and my tongue moved quickly, but it was no good I was getting seriously, perilously, close to the point of no return and I had to tell Mistress. She stroked my cock a few more times as she lifted off, which almost, almost pushed me over the edge - I mean, seriously I do not know how my cum stayed in my balls. It must have been  a case of one more stroke and it would have been game over. Seriously! 

Oh well, at least when I'm swinging from my ladder tomorrow fighting with pieces of wallpaper I will have something to occupy my mind. I really hope I get another chance to worship Mistress's gorgeous ass before the end of the week. It's just SO. FUCKING. HOT! 

Three Posts in a Day, What the Hell is Going On?

So I just noticed that the blog finally passed the four million views mark. That's pretty crazy... and it only took thirteen years - haha! But actually, we lost well over a million when I moved the blog to fetblogger and then came back, so it's actually five million... who'd have thunk it? 

Well it's been a journey of discovery, I'll say that... and there's obviously been times when there's been more to write about and times when there's been almost nothing to write about. I very much hope we can resurrect our Femdom Sessions again (at least we've done one already this year, even if it was a little rusty) and I have to say that today I do feel a little more enthusiastic about the blog again (probably something to do with the AWESOME sex we had this morning, hey?).

Thanks for sticking with us through the lean times and hopefully there will be more to come through the year. 

In the meantime, earlier today I published another 'tease' on Milovana. Right now it's had just over 1800 views and is scoring 4.2/5.0. You can check it out here:

Goddess Alexis' Edging School - Tease #70534 - Milovana.com

Because the traditional style of tease has fallen out of favour they are now only doing the 'Classic Tease of the Month' competition if there are at least five published. My previous tease won 'TOTM', but admittedly against some pretty weak competition (and they still haven't added my 'TOTM Winner' sticker either!). But whatever... I know it won. And there was plenty I didn't win that I thought I should have so I'm taking it as a win!

I guess I should at least try and do a new style tease, it seems that they are capable of some pretty clever things - but I hate trying to learn how to use new technology, always have done. I once bought a new drum machine and then used the old one for another year because I couldn't be arsed to work the new one out. 

You know, a while back I got a PM from someone on Milovana begging me to make new 'map/rooms' style teases (like the ones I did years ago), they even said they could raise a decent amount of money to pay me to do it (like a Patreon kind of thing).

Which is all well and good, but those teases were extremely time consuming and took a lot of concentration to create and check. So while an easy £200 or whatever might sound tempting, if it's going to take me 15 hours to piece it together, that ain't all that great is it? 

Plus since the old 'Flash' tease engine is no longer available I would have to learn how to use the EOS editor first. And, well... the problem with getting paid is that people expect a lot for their cash don't they, and I wouldn't be able to 'create to order'. Years ago I tried to write a book within the parameters set by Femdom Cave and it really didn't work.

So we'll see. But don't hold your breath.