A Video for the Foot Fetishists Out There in Readerland

This video has been around for a long time, I think I added it to my Video page at least five years ago, but as it happens I can't actually find it right now. Anyway, this might even be what you might call 'Female friendly' porn since, there's no nudity in it on either side, it is literally a guy worshipping a pretty girl's feet for ten minutes... maybe if you want to introduce foot worship to your wife this video might be a good place to start? I don't know... depends on your wife I guess!

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Last night Mistress had her eleventh orgasm of the month (anything over ten is a good result) with my finger teasing her gorgeous ass and her glass dildo stretching her delicious pussy. It was fantastic for both of us... afterwards Mistress teased my cock to another edge, it's been 54 days now, no idea when I will be allowed to cum - I wonder if it will be before the end of March?

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You may remember I said that my latest Milovana tease got nominated for 'Tease of the Month', well at the moment it's looking like yet another second place... the leader is totally uncatchable with over twenty votes lead, but I am still vulnerable and it could just as easily turn into a third or fourth place. On the positive side, my January tease looks certain to be nominated again so I will get another chance to add to my one victory (19 nominations - 1 victory, not a very good record!).

Another Comment on 'Anna's Cuckold'

This comment was left on Literotica today:

Anonymous said: Not a bad story but way too short. I like the dynamic between hubby and wife which could have developed much further if the author had extended the chapter. So good foundations for a story. Keep going! As an aside I'm always bemused as to why people write in getting upset about cuckold stories when the title could not have been clearer. "Anna's cuckold" was probably the give away clue there. A bit like going into a "All meat burger" joint and then being stunned that they don't sell a vegan burger.

This comment pretty much bears out exactly what I said in my last post about a lot of my stories seeming like first chapters of longer pieces.... and yeah, it is funny how even when Cuckold stories aren't put in the 'Loving Wives' section, if they have 'Cuckold' in the title they act as a beacon for loonies. I mean, I think 'Mind Control' and 'Supernatural' stories are fucking stupid frankly, but I don't go around deliberately reading them and giving them one star, I just ignore them. I mean, what is the point?

And it's not even as if these people just click down to the bottom of the page, rate the story and leave their comment; often it's more than apparent from their comment that they've actually bothered to invest the time to read the story, which I find weird - unless they read them, enjoy them and then comment in a fit of self-loathing? I mean I don't object to someone leaving a negative comment, say if someone doesn't like the way the story went or if they think my writing is shit, they're entitled to their opinion after all... but it's like me going to an Italian restaurant and then leaving them a bad review on Trip Advisor moaning that it was all 'pasta and tomatoes', the clue's in the name after all.

The comment is fair, in that it was short(ish) compared to my other stories, but it wasn't intended to be anything more than a short story about an interaction between a cuckold husband and his wife who was returning from seeing her lover.

And then there was this comment left on Sunday:

Anonymous said: One star for the loser of Trumps USA!

If anyone can explain what that means, I'm all ears. What has my story got to do with Trump or the USA? Because I certainly don't have anything to do with either...

Also, someone needs to tell this person that 'Trumps' needs an apostrophe between the p and the s. Just sayin'...

A Question I'm Sure I've Answered Before...

Someone left a comment asking if Mistress reads my stories. I'm sure I might have answered this question before, but if so it was probably a good long time ago so... here we go anyway. It depends which stories you mean, obviously I have written stories specifically for her and so obviously she has read those (although as I recall she didn't like the last one I wrote (Taking Ella's Ass), but still I can't get it right every time I guess!) That was the first one I ever wrote for her that she rejected, so I have a pretty good hit rate (although that was 18 months ago, but then last year I spent a lot of time reworking old stories).

As for the other stories, the ones I write that would appeal to my readers here, the Chastity / Cuckold / Femdom stories, well as far as I know, I don't think so. Not unless I specifically ask her to. I used to ask her to 'proof' read them, but I don't think I need that assistance any longer as I have become pretty thorough at correcting my errors in punctuation etc... but there's nothing stopping her reading them if she wants to, they are on my blog and she gets an email every time I publish anything here so it's not like she's not aware of them.

Perhaps a bigger question would be (and perhaps what the comment was trying to get at was), do I want her to read them? That's a whole lot more difficult to answer...

On the one hand, I would love Mistress to read them, it would give her a huge insight into how my mind works and what turns me on, what buttons she could press to fuck with my head while she's edging my cock and doubtless many useful ideas for future use, and hopefully while they might not turn her on the same as they do me, she still might appreciate my storytelling and the effort that has gone into writing them.

On the other hand, I know in the past when I've been writing I've sometimes felt conflicted about what I'm writing because I wonder what Mistress will think if she reads them. While my stories aren't really that 'extreme' in the realm of internet fiction, they are still quite colourful in relation to our real life, with scenarios in them that are way out of our mutual comfort zones. I think that's why I tend to write a lot of stories that feel like the first chapter in a bigger story... it feels safer to write about 'conversations' between characters rather than actions, for example I'm much more likely to write about a Mistress 'telling' her slave that she is going to make him watch her get fucked by another man and then make him suck his cock, than actually writing the scene itself.

Creatively this has actually become something of a problem; it's something I am now acutely aware of and something I need to address going forward. I certainly feel that this has stifled my ability to write longer stories in the past. It's okay in a stand alone short story to 'talk' about what you're 'going to do', but once you try to write a long form piece, people don't just want to read about 'what you're going to do' they want to read about it actually happening. That's what I mean about some of my stories sounding like 'first chapters' of longer stories.

But, you might well argue, if you don't think she reads them anyway, why does it even matter?

Well it probably doesn't really, but again there is that conflict in my head between me wanting her to read them and thus censoring myself, and wanting to write the best stories I can, whatever the content may be. I guess, what I'd ideally like would be to write the stories without the self-censorship and for then there be some way to present the story to Mistress in a format where she could easily tell which bits turn me on and form the basis of a real world desire, which bits turn me on even though I wouldn't actually want to live the experience for real, and which bits are there to serve the story.

But that's easier said than done perhaps, so maybe it's best she doesn't read them? But still, deep down I would love it if she did....

Fifty Days of Denial...

Today marks 50 days since my last real orgasm, and since I was granted a ruined orgasm yesterday I doubt I'll be coming again any time soon. So I thought, as I occasionally do, I would have a look at some aspects of my orgasm data. Mistress and I don't get hung up on records and such like, we've never really aimed for any specific target*, but I do think it's interesting to look back in 'hindsight' to see how things have progressed. I am always slightly cautious about doing this as I don't want to influence Mistress one way or the other, but still, it's interesting to do a little analysis now and again.

*Actually, there was one target that was always in my mind when we started, and that was that Mistress should have ten orgasms for every one that I was allowed. Of course we are way beyond that now, it's more like 20:1 at this point, but it will take a little while yet to get the 'overall' score into line because in the early years Mistress was rather... generous. :) But we're getting there, it's up to 7.8:1 right now and that's only going to keep climbing... albeit, by my reckoning it will take another six years at the rate we are going!

This graph shows the number of days between 'full' orgasms (I had to start from our third chastity year because I had to keep the total number of data entries under 100). It's pretty clear to see from this graph how the incidence of orgasms has declined over the past years, and it also shows pretty well the achievement of each new 'record'.

The other thing I thought I would analyse was the incidence of orgasms 'inside' Mistress, as you can see, this has become a very rare occurrence.

Also note this graph doesn't show the data to date, we are already over 300 days since the last time... but then again, since we have become less focussed on penetrative sex and because my orgasms in general have become much less frequent, this was bound to happen and any analysis of 'where' I came would show a decline simply because the overall total has fallen so sharply.

(Mind you if we're talking infrequency, here's one for the record books... I came in Mistress's mouth once in 2011, twice in 2012, then never again until 2016, and not once since. The last time was pretty cool though... you can read about it HERE)

Finally this graph shows the number of days between each ruined orgasm that I've been allowed. This graph is harder to interpret without context, but to me shows Mistress's initial reluctance, notice two periods where there are several grouped together followed by longer periods where they became infrequent and then later becoming more frequent as Mistress got used to the idea and then later still gradually decreasing in frequency as Mistress has dialled back on both types of orgasm (last year I was allowed 8 full orgasms and 15 ruins, this year so far it's 4 full orgasms and 10 ruins; I very much doubt I am going to have 4 more full orgasms and 5 more ruins before March 31st!).

Again, I am cautious about highlighting these things as I don't want to influence Mistress one way or the other, and I also want to stress very strongly that this should not be interpreted as me 'complaining'; but I think you can easily glean from both charts that while in the earlier years there was a slow tendency for the times to increase, over the last 2-3 years things have really stepped up a gear.

The point is, I guess, things move at their own pace and while you may long for prolonged periods of chastity from the outset, maybe you have to accept that it takes a while to get where you really want to be. As for me, I've never been happier; all I wanted right from the start was for Mistress to control my orgasms and decide when and how I got to cum. Indeed, it is written clearly in black and white in our contract that Mistress is within her rights to deny me any full orgasms if she wants to.

Maybe that's where we are heading? If so that is for Mistress to decide... my only request in that case would be that she sometimes let me choose where to ruin, because while I could live with only being allowed ruined orgasms, I really wouldn't want to give up licking her beautiful feet clean...

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Speaking of Mistress's insanely sexy feet... we did indeed have our little pedicure session today, but I didn't take any pictures... sorry about that. Maybe next time. I have written up my 'pedicure' fantasy though... I thought it would be quite a short little piece, but it's turned out to be quite substantial!

My First Ruined Orgasm of the 20s...

It seems odd to be in the '20s' don't you think? For my whole life the 20s has meant the 1920s, odder still that this didn't happen with the 10s... I guess because people don't generally refer the to first decade of a century as the '10s' and what actually 'happened' between 1910 and 1919 anyway - apart from the First World War (obviously), I can't think of anything.

Well for your information, the Oreo cookie was invented; the Titanic sank; the Mona Lisa was stolen; the first crossword puzzle was published; Charlie Chapman appeared in his first film and Mata Hari was executed, as was Czar Nicholas II and his family... never let it be said that this blog isn't educational!

So what has this got to do with anything? Nothing really, I'm just blathering on rather pointlessly, so let's cut to the chase; Mistress allowed me a ruined orgasm tonight, my first for 38 days... but before that I got to eat her delicious pussy and make her cum (which is always wonderful). :)

As you may or may not know, one of my duties these days is to prepare Mistress's glass dildo before each time we go to bed, this involves heating it up so that it isn't cold to the touch. I do this every time, but then it is left on the bed and it is up to Mistress to decide if she wants me to use it or not. I never know until Mistress hands it down to me, and tonight I was handed the dildo as I worked my tongue against her pussy.

In the past I've perhaps been too quick to put the dildo to use, so tonight I decided to set it aside and use my fingers first, to make sure she was really ready for it. This seemed to work really well so I shall make sure I do that in future too. Once I had warmed Mistress up ready for the dildo and fucked her with it for a good while, I switched hands and held it with my left hand while slipping my right hand up alongside the glass cock. Then I pulled the dildo out of her wet slit and reintroduced my finger. Once it was nice and wet I slid it out and down between her ass cheeks, gently pushing the dildo back inside her as I did so.

I started to tease Mistress's gorgeous asshole with my finger while the dildo slid in and out of her and eventually settled into an alternating rhythm whereby I would slide the dildo in and out and then push my finger gently against her ass. This seemed to work pretty well and I did this for a little while before switching it up and eventually Mistress tensed up and came pretty hard. As always, I licked and sucked her gorgeous juices off of the dildo before kissing her pretty feet. Mmmmm! :)

I haven't been feeling all that great today, so I wasn't 100% sure if I was going to be getting all that hard. It did seem a little sluggish, but it get there in the end. Mistress stroked and slapped me nicely as we kissed and then she sat up and started stroking harder and faster, slapping my balls regularly as she got me closer and closer to the edge. Eventually I had to warn her I was getting close and she told me that she was going to let me cum.

As I anticipated, once she got me to the edge she let go and my cock strained hard and pumped out a very substantial load of cum - well it has been 38 days since my last ruin after all! Mistress scooped it with her fingers and fed it to me, in fact she did this about five times and there was still more leaking from my cock. Wow that was a LOT of cum!

I was supposed to give Mistress an intermediate pedicure today, she has her feet done professionally every six weeks and every three I give her a treatment which involves washing her feet, rubbing them with scrub, then rubbing cream into them and repairing any minor damage to her nail varnish. It's lovely for both of us, and as you can imagine for a foot fetishist like myself, quite a treat! Anyway, we didn't get round to it today, but we will do it tomorrow, I will ask Mistress if I can take some pictures maybe...

I went for a walk this evening and while I was walking I was thinking about this and inevitably it led to me formulating a little fantasy story based around this treatment. I will try and write that up soon, before I forget it.

Another Tune for You...

Honestly, there's not that many songs that genuinely make me 'feel' something... I don't know whether that's because I'm a musician (of sorts) and I tend to listen to music with little attention given to words and lyrics or what, but the list of those songs is pretty short I can tell you that. Obviously some songs make me feel 'pumped' or whatever, but not many stimulate 'emotion'.

I don't even know if the lyrics are necessarily the thing, I think it's more the delivery... although doubtless the chorus line of 'You are the only one' resonates with me. Curiously when I first heard this song I wasn't that into it; but it's grown on me over the last ten years (The Death of Romance came out in 2010) and so here it is for your consideration. No video for this song, just a picture of the album cover, and nothing to be scared of - 'Dir en Grey' this is not!

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Hope you all enjoyed the story I posted this morning, I already had a nice comment from an anonymous reader - thank you for that. More stories are in the works, I actually found a Word document with a 2/3 finished story on it, so that could be a quick project for the coming week.

Anna's Cuckold (Written January 2020)

Anna’s car pulled into her driveway and she quickly killed the engine. She closed her eyes and let her head fall back as her hand dipped down between her thighs, her panties were soaking wet and she could smell the huge load of cum her lover had dumped in her pussy a half-hour earlier. She gently slipped a finger inside the sodden material and teased herself for a second or two, tickling her sensitive clit with her fingertip, before slipping it inside her slippery hole.

She lifted her fingers to her mouth and tasted Ben’s cum mixed with her own juices, then looked up at her bedroom window. She couldn’t quite tell if the bedside lamp was on or not; it looked dark up there but even if it was off David was probably still awake… if not she would wake him, he wouldn’t want to miss out on this.

Anna left her car and slipped the key into her front door. She dropped her bag in the hallway, locked the front door and then headed straight up the stairs to where her husband was waiting for her.

Entering the bedroom she pealed her dress off over her head, she hadn’t bothered to wear a bra as she wanted to make sure Ben kept his eyes on her all night. That had definitely worked, he barely looked away the whole time they were in the pub; her large, hard nipples pressing into the stretchy thin fabric saw to that!

Hearing his wife enter the room, David sat up in the bed. He could smell the sex on her as she slid between the sheets and reached for his aching cock. Anna’s fingers closed around his hard shaft as she kissed him, acutely aware that he could surely taste Ben’s cock and cum on her tongue and lips. She loved knowing that and she loved having a cuckold husband and an open-minded lover like Ben; in fact life had never been better.

“My pussy is so full of cum,” she gasped into his mouth. “Are you ready for it?”

David groaned in frustration as she pumped his throbbing cock.

“Are you going to clean me up baby, are you going to swallow Ben’s cum for me and make me cum… again?”

Anna let go of his cock for a second and slid her fingers inside her panties, coating them with her juices and then feeding them to her insanely horny, but oh-so conflicted husband.

“Ben fucked me so good baby, but… he says I need to cut you off completely now.”

She wrapped her fingers around his cock again and started to gently pump it once more.

“Please, no Anna… that’s too much!”

She rubbed him harder and kissed him again, warming to the idea herself and loving how scared he sounded.

“But he fucks me better than you ever could… you know that; it’s better this way, isn’t it? You know you can’t satisfy me on your own, this takes all the pressure off you… and you get to clean me when I get home. What could be better than that?”

David protested again but Anna wasn’t listening.

“Ben says the only way a cuck like you should cum is on his knees, jerking off over his wife’s feet…”

David groaned as she said it, despite his frustration, he knew that ultimately Anna would twist him around her little finger and get her way, just like she always did.

“Deep down you like that idea don’t you? You don’t really want to fuck me at all… you just want to jerk off on my feet like the little cucky you are.”

Despite the fact that this had been a fantasy of his for as long as he could remember, David was still scared of letting go completely.

“No Anna, please, I can’t… I can’t bear the thought of not being allowed inside you anymore, it’s too much!”

“I know baby, but things work so much better this way and besides… Ben told me that if I let your little cock inside HIS pussy again he would beat my ass until it was black and blue and then fuck it until I cried… you don’t want him to do that to me, do you?”

“No…” David’s voice cracked as he replied.

“Good boy, I knew you would understand.”

Her fingers continued to pump his hot, hard cock as she nuzzled at his neck.

“You could… lie, though. I mean, you wouldn’t have to tell him...” David whined.

Anna let go of David’s cock and curled her fingers around his balls instead, squeezing firmly as she spoke.

“But we promised each other when we started this that there would be complete honesty between all three of us… it’s not fair for you to ask me to go back on that now is it?”

“Please Anna…”

“Sssshhhh baby,” said Anna as she started up a steady stroke again. “I tell you what, I can’t let you inside of me, but Ben never said anything about using my mouth, what if I suck you off one last time? Would you like that baby? Would you like me to take your little cock in my mouth and suck it dry for you one last time?”

David’s willpower began to slip at the thought of exploding in his wife’s mouth, he figured if he was getting cut off he might as well take what he could get while he could still get it…

“But after that you will only cum like Ben said, on your knees, jerking off over my pretty feet. I know you love my feet, don’t you.”

“Yes, but…”

“Ssshhhhh baby, I really want to suck your cock for you this one last time, but you have to promise me that in future you’ll only cum on your knees, stroking your cock for my beautiful feet, okay?”

Anna’s head dipped below the covers and David felt his cockhead engulfed by her warm, wet mouth.

“Come on baby, I need to hear you say it if you want this.”

“I… I promise… I will only… cum, on… my knees, stroking for…. for your beautiful… feet.”

“And clean it up with your mouth…” whispered Anna.

“And… clean it up… with… my mouth,” breathed her desperate husband.

Anna moaned loudly as she took her husband’s entire cock into her mouth, David knew he couldn’t last long, but he tried to hold back for as long as he could. Within two minutes he knew he had lost the battle and his cock exploded violently into his wife’s eager mouth. She slurped at his cock until it started to wilt and then moved back up to kiss him once more.

David turned his head to kiss her but instead felt her finger slide into his mouth, press on his lower teeth and pull downwards, opening his mouth wide so that she could spit his cum straight onto his tongue. He swallowed it quickly, expecting her to kiss him afterwards, but instead she slumped back on the bed and hooked her fingers into her panties. She pulled them down quickly and tossed them onto the floor beside the bed.

“Now, I need you to eat me… my pussy is very dirty and you’re going to make it clean again.”

David, excitedly moved between her legs, thrilled to see her well-fucked cunt oozing pussy juice and cum, but at the same time slightly appalled and ashamed by his predilection for cream pies. He sank down and breathed in the intoxicating scent, then bent forward and dragged his tongue down her slippery, wet slit.

Anna groaned as she felt him start to lick her pussy, she loved this moment so much… coming home to her husband of twelve years; the husband who worshipped her so much that he let her cuckold him again and again and even cleaned her pussy when she came home tired and sore. When they met she knew he was the right man for her, but she couldn’t have dreamed how things would turn out along the way. They were scared at first that cuckolding would drive them apart, but if anything it seemed to have brought them closer together than ever…

Anna sighed loudly as David’s tongue worked its magic, she had trained him to be an incredible pussy eater over the last few years and she had noticed he tried even harder to impress her when she came home full of another man’s cum. She’d mentioned it to him once and he had told her that it was his way of ‘reclaiming’ her.

She looked down and ran her fingers through his dark hair.

“I think about you when he’s fucking me baby… I think about you here at home, waiting, wondering what I’m doing… I think about you stroking your cock, I know you can’t help it… I think about you being in the room and watching as his wonderful cock stretches my tight little pussy… I think about you sucking my tits while he pounds his meat into me… I think about you cleaning my pussy while he watches… I think about you cleaning him too… I also think about you sucking his thick cock and swallowing his load… I want to see that one day baby, I know you’ll love it just as much as I do. I… I think about you kneeling on the floor in front of us, offering your hole to him and begging him to slide his gorgeous hard cock into your tight little ass. You’d do that for me wouldn’t you baby? You’d give up your ass to please me, wouldn’t you… if I asked you to?”

David could only groan into her sloppy, wet cunt as he feasted on her slippery juices…

Anna continued, her voice straining as she got closer and closer to the edge.

“I want to watch him fuck you baby, I need to see that… I want you to know what it feels like to really be taken and fucked har…”

Anna’s body tightened and David gripped her hips hard and drove his tongue against her clit, powering her through her fifth and final orgasm of the night. He knew it wouldn’t last for long, but in that moment she was his and only his.

Anna barely moved after she had cum and she was soon asleep, but David lay awake until the early hours of the next morning, wondering if he would ever get to fuck her again and if she was serious about making him their bitch. His cock ached and twitched as he thought about it and he quietly jerked himself off into his hand and licked it clean as he contemplated his fate…  

Back to Normal...

Tonight was great, I was really looking forward to some regular cock teasing after last night's unusual 'treatment' and I certainly got it. First though I worshipped Mistress's gorgeous pussy (and teased her ass) to a lovely orgasm, before kissing her pretty feet. Then she started kissing me (I love kissing Mistress so much, especially when my mouth tastes of her pussy...) and got me nice and hard before she started slapping my balls and stroking me in earnest.

Then she closed her mouth around my cock and that felt absolutely amazing... so fucking good. She slapped and stroked me to the absolute edge before letting go and giving me one final ball slap. We kissed again (I love kissing Mistress so much, especially when my mouth tastes of her pussy and her mouth tastes of my cock) while I wondered if my poor cock was going to leak its 47 day load.

Thankfully not, though it was touch and go I'm sure. Mistress said something about 'maybe letting me cum over the weekend', but I'm guessing I should take that with a pinch of salt. Still, I've only cum four times since April 1st 2019... with just over two months until the end of this chastity year, so who knows.

I must say, I was very impressed with Mistress yesterday, even though the ballcrusher was clearly hurting me more than I expected Mistress didn't flinch. A few years ago I'm sure it would have been quite different, but yesterday Mistress continued applying pressure to the plate (although she couldn't do much without me flinching) and I loved how she asked me if I could take one more minute with it on. That was a long minute... and of course I loved that she straddled my face while I was in pain, that was awesome! :)

Thinking some more about the ballcrusher, I'm wondering if the fact that it was June and probably a lot warmer than it is now might have had something to do with it? Obviously in the summer heat my balls are a lot looser than they are right now... maybe an answer is to put them through the back plate and then tie them so that they can't pull back one at a time?

And probably a good idea would be for Mistress to use lube on my cock, since she couldn't do much with it because it was so tight. We'll give it another go in a few weeks and see how we get on this time.

Just browsing 'Keyheld' and I found a really good new blog that I've never seen before called Suddenly Subbie, check it out HERE

My latest story 'Anna's Cuckold' will be posted tomorrow morning.